Me vibing to songs that are in a language that I don't speak a single word of:

I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

yEaH “wHaT iF”

Bats are literally just tiny Dragons

me with my little stained glass hanging in the window and my desk and shelves covered in lego, pop figures and knick knacks

bauhaus – bela lugosi's dead cassette

he's just an awkward little guy i love him

credits

JOSEPH QUINN as EDDIE MUNSON STRANGER THINGS 4, VOL. 1 (2022) 4x01, “Chapter One: The Hellfire Club”

He's so wonky lol but for my first time making a doll I think I did a pretty good job 🥰

Today's my day off so I stopped at Joann's this morning, and fellas, with a chibi doll pattern and a dream... I'm gonna try to make a little crochet Eddie. Wish me luck.

if i'm being absolutely completely totally honest i think that "it wasn't you" doesn't go far enough in absolving someone of the guilt of being the subject of a brainwashing or mind control plot. because at the end of the day, it was you. it was your body, your mind, potentially even your soul, being stripped of its autonomy, intimately violated and turned against you as much as anyone else. it's a kind of assault, and should be treated as such, especially in more mature narratives. i think that "it wasn't your fault" and "your shame at being made helpless and unable to control your own body and mind's involuntary responses is understandable, but you are not in any way irredeemable or unforgivable because of what was done to you" are also necessary reassurances. and i think that there should be lingering resentment in spite of words of forgiveness and miscommunication and long-term post-traumatic consequences also.

the hit disney television program my dungeon master's a vampire

Jason is trying his best to make him look vicious ; )'

Intruder

guide me, o' tifa