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this-is-mimosa · 5 days

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#yes we had this thing #but not baptizing #it is more like #ohhh you bought new shoes?#let me congratulate you #and step...#better if shoes were white #i used to hate it #and cry whenever someonr steps on my shoes #it is very weird tbh #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

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this-is-mimosa · 16 days

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i am going to throw up....

The day I picked up Dazai

(very old piece lmao)

#this is beautiful #so sad yet beautiful #sobbing #hashtags are feeling like insert thoughts #bungou stray dogs #the day i picked up dazai #bsd fanart #dazai osamu #bsd odasaku #oda sakunosuke

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this-is-mimosa · 18 days

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please i am begging you, someone should start writing a lot of new aus and fics where my poor gay children are alive and happy together... it can be magic, historical, modern, school, hell even cheesy coffe shop au is fine. just... make them happy please...

#i am still devastated #round 1 made me very depressed when it first came out #but round 6 simply broke me #vivinos when i catch you...#(jokes aside i love them)#alien stage #alnst #round 6 cure #ivan #till #mizi #sua #mizisua #ivantill

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this-is-mimosa · 18 days

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okay and now i want to read this series for this guy and be obsessed...

Kitay is now my all time favourite fantasy book character

#i love characters like him #he seems like the hilarious type without trying to be one #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #poppy war #kitay

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this-is-mimosa · 20 days

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my toxic trait is that i always delay my happiness. i have always wanted to best things. i wanted to take the first class on flights when i would fly to other countries, i wanted to have the coziest home ever, i wanted to have the nicest meals, take the best gym in the city, wearing the prettiest clothes.... because i wanted everything perfect, i couldn't learn to be satisfied with less, i have never could enjoy small beautiful things in life. and all this dissatisfaction consumed me more and more... now i don't know if will i ever feel happy or content with my life....

#i am too tired #wanna feel numb #i don't know if anyone can relate #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #depression #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff

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this-is-mimosa · 21 days

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and i am curious about one more thing:

what is the meaning of these red flowers?

we saw these flowers both in round 3 and 6. you can see from images below:

from what i see, they are not just flowers, they are flower crowns. the other children are holding it too and even giving it to each other (the last image, right corner)

also also sua gave them to mizi:

so again i am wondering why ivan stepped on them and till ended up hitting him? what is the meaning of these flowers?

#i could just watch the round 6 and say “nice”#but why would i do that instead of thinking about it for hours?#hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #alien stage #alien stage round 6 #cure #round 6 cure #till #ivan #mizi #sua

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this-is-mimosa · 21 days

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so i have questions...

look at these scenes:

these are from round 3

and these are from round 6

first question is, what happened that day? why is till on his knees, mizi is terrified, ivan is watching from far and then touched that alien? and who is that alien?...

#alien stage #after round 6 i am not okay #i knew one would die #but still #alien stage round 6 #cure #round 6 cure #till #ivan #mizi #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

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this-is-mimosa · 2 months

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my head is spinning, i barely stand and i have 11 more hours until i get to bed....

#i hate it #i'm about to cry #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

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this-is-mimosa · 3 months

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i am 22 and i am completely burnt out. what am i supposed to do for another 40 years? work 9 hours everyday, trying to buy some car or house, waiting for retirement? for fuck's sake....

#i am tired of this bullshit already #and i havent even started working #still a student #damn #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #life #burnout syndrome #depression

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this-is-mimosa · 3 months

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i got used to go to sleep with tears but waking up with tears is a whole new concept..

#i literally cry #because the night is over #the sleep is over #and i have to go to work #like actual tears guys #salty #i hate this #real life #internship #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

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this-is-mimosa · 3 months

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i was watching all lucifer morningstar scenes because now i am obsessed with him and he got a very short screentime...

then i noticed something:

any idea who this might be?

#maybe adam?#without his mask #but idk #or could he be any other angel #orr #is he leviathan?#idk i am not exactly sure how leviathan looks in this universe #do you know who he is #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #hazbin hotel #hazbin lucifer #lucifer morningstar

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this-is-mimosa · 3 months

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which lucifer morningstar is your fav?

#personally #my fav is goofy king of the hell #but single dad of 6 other demon brother luci is a close second #i dont even like the first one #father of antichrist lucifer #i dont think there is someone who likes him tbh #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #good omens #obey me #hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar

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this-is-mimosa · 3 months

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new obsession unlocked: anything includes angel or devil, morally gray, questionably or definitely gay characters....

#this actually includes only 3 new obsession of mine #obey me #good omens #hazbin hotel #but it is weird that i got obsessed with all of them almost at the same time #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

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this-is-mimosa · 4 months

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update: i am fucked

fuck, i guess i have a crush on the teaching assistant...

#i am freaking out #this cant be real #i used to mock girls #who had cruhes on ta #hashtags are feeling like insert thoughts #crush #having crush #ta

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this-is-mimosa · 4 months

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when will i find my "...and i would like to spend-" person? I don't need to hear the rest, hearing this would be more than enough for me...

#started watching #good omens #this line broke me #my poor man #crowley #if i were aziraphale #i wouldnt let him talk anymore #i would shut him up #with a kiss #idk it broke me too much #i dont hate aziraphale but #why everything has to be this complicated #when you have each other #this is what i am craving for #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #aziraphale #azicrow #azirowley

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this-is-mimosa · 5 months

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fuck, i guess i have a crush on the teaching assistant...

#i hate this cliche #since my first year in the school #everyone had crushes #i was like “UGH”#“they are not even cool or attractive”#this is my fourth year in school #and now #i guess i have a crush on one t.a.#i need help #please convince me i am overthinking and my thoughts are not even real #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #ramble #daily ramble #daily life #university #crush

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this-is-mimosa · 5 months

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i hate the feeling when i notice that i am being used... they are not talking with me or being nice to me because it is "me", but because of i am useful for them "today"... who knows how will it be tomorrow?..

#i am too naive #i notice these things too late #i broke my own heart in this state #oh god no #tears are coming #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #mental health issues #mental health #social anxiety #socially anxious

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