The PreservationAux Feelings™ Team... And Murderbot.

had to get this out of my head, hope it helps someone!

a more serious comic, about depression

Art attempts~ drew Woozi for myself then did some little things for friends to try and get back into art (+get used to using all these poor neglected art supplies again lol)

SPLATSUNE INKU

Photographer Jeon~ life through a lens...

a lil sketchy thing of Seventeen's Wonwoo (was inspired to do some arts since it was his birthday the other day all the other fanart made me wanna draw). Idk what color theory is anymore lol.

(Am truly returning here to tumblr now btw, the newest bird app drama is just so dumb. Someone pls give me more Carats to follow.)

Gonna be reviving my tumblr again since twitter just truly wants to implode lol

But idk how to get back into this

Any of my old friends / mutuals still alive here?

“You ask ‘for what’ God wants you. Isn’t the primary answer that He wants you. We’re not told that the lost sheep was sought for anything except itself.”

— C.S. Lewis (via craigtowens)

clean slate.

The current state of my floor as I work on finishing some signs for a friend's wedding on Friday. Wish me speed as I kinda need to be done by tomorrow... and it's already nearly midnight. ^^;;; I'm glad for the opportunity though, also good for me to be doing some art stuff again. . . . . . . #chalkboard #chalkboardsign #chalkboardlettering #messyroom #workinprogress #artistlife #lettering #myfingersarestainedwithchalk #artistatwork

After his second battle with cancer my brother, Fred Clark Newlin III (but we always called him Juni), went Home to Heaven last Saturday (October 28). He'd just turned 20 in September. He was my best friend. My heart still aches, but I understand more and more now how the writer of the hymn "It Is Well With My Soul" was able to pen those words in the midst of his own loss. The lyrics I wrote here are to another song, "Even If" by MercyMe, that I have listened to a lot lately. Near the start of the song it says "Give me the strength to be able to sing / It is well with my soul”, and I was honestly sure I didn't have that strength as weeks at the hospital turned into months and all too quick it went from going home tomorrow to "there's nothing more we can do". It has been a long and hard week, and another yet to come with the funeral services, but in the midst of this it IS well. | I am not sure yet when I will be back to drawing again, right now it seems easier to write. If the length of this didn't scare you off I wrote more the other day that I've put into a post at http://blog.saranghaengbok.com/thoughts/ if you'd like to read. Prayers for my family as we continue to work through this are very appreciated. Thank you. <3

(...Does anyone even follow me here still?)

For those who had been following the occasional updates on my brother, and even those unaware: My brother passed away early Saturday morning (October 28th) from his second battle with cancer. Please continue to pray for my family, especially right now as we deal with this sudden grief and heartache.

“Thoughts on a broken heart, faith, pain, and how you put the broken pieces back together when you lose your closest friend – my little brother who always worried so much about me.”  

If you have time, and I know time is something we don’t have enough of in this life, but if you have a moment linked above is something I wrote on all of this and I don’t know maybe it could be helpful to someone else.

Took a break from calligraphy work and did some Bible reading before bed. "So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you must endure many trials for a little while." (1 Peter 1:6) - Been a long time since I've been home. Hated to leave my brother, but probably for the best that I take a break from staying at the hospital.

Hearts are broken in ten thousand ways, for this is a heart-breaking world; and Christ is good at healing all manner of heart-breaks.

Charles Spurgeon (via craigtowens)

#Inktober Day 3! Inspired by the punk fashions of @bloodycatshop and also @jacquelindeleon for the attempt at some tattoos. | Am 99% sure I used up all the ink left in that red brush pen... did sketch lines with it first before going over it again with the @plumchester liner. My fingers look bloody, so many ink stains. XD How do people art without making a mess? Heh~ #inktober2017 #inktoberday3 #punk #boy #punkfashion #ink #brushpen #red #sharpie #plumchester #pentel #pentelpocketbrush #sakuragellyroll #art #drawing #traditionalart #instaart #artstagram

Still staying at the hospital keeping my brother from having to be stuck here alone. It is 47 days and counting now. We've got plenty of games to keep us busy though (and Netflix and VRV~) and my little Cinnamoroll Dal to give the room a touch of cute too~ (at Holtz Children's Hospital)