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violetvulpini · 2 years

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Something about mentors learning from their students just as much as they teach them.

(pls reblog if you can? I put so much work into these lol)

#The Owl House #Hunter toh #The Golden Guard #Darius Deamonne #Darius toh #Previous Golden Guard #Hunter Deamonne #graphic novel #comic art #All I want in life is to feed the Darius stans #I'm Darius stans #I have a few hcs on the prev GG but I'll just note in my head their name is Brune #I stg I sat down and started this project and didn't stop til it was done. Time ceased to exist #Please Titan if this bombs I will be SO smad #Edit: WE'RE ALMOST AT 20K WHAT THE HELL?????#Yeah if this hits that milestone I will explode on the spot. I'm exploding right now. Thank you all so much aAAA #Edit 2: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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lovesickeros · 2 months

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☆ from gold, i am undone

{☆} characters tsaritsa {☆} notes cult au, yandere, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings blood, implied self harm, implied suicide attempts {☆} word count 0.9k

You weren't meant to be here.

You can feel it in the marrow of your bones– it weighs you down like heavy shackles, gold bleeding from your pores until it is all you know. The taste of ichor on your tongue, the warmth of its invasion beneath your skin, that gleam of gold that lingers in the color of your eyes like specks of dust.

You are changed, and you are whole.

But you are so unbearably broken.

A shattered piece of porcelain hastily put back together with gold to fill the cracks.

Decoration, in the end, for you are not fit to walk as "mortals" do. This gold had filled every empty crevice of your body, spilled the red into your frantic hands and made you bleed so it's callous gold could make room inside your body. It has taken from you many things, given many more, but you scratch and bite and tear until it drips onto the floor and even then it never leaves. It stains the floor no matter how hard you scrub– a permanent reminder of the sickening gold that molds you into something that used to look like you– that does look like you. Desecrated, yet so horribly divine.

All you see is a monster.

Something new, something old.

A hollowed out shell, wounds left to rot and fester until you suited the image of the Creator they bore upon statues and murals, the Creator worshiped in prayers spoken in hushed whispers and joyous chants praising your magnificence.

But what magnificence is there in detachment? What joy is there to be found in carving a God out of a human? They kneel like lambs before the shepherd, but the flock has made you– and you want to unmake them. Unweave the tapestry of their being stitch by stitch until it all falls apart and the world knows the cost of casting molten gold into the shape of a human, knows the price that has been left unpaid.

You want to take it from them. Watch them squabble and pray, blind sheep stepping into the wolf's open maw– to tear the seams of their being until the world is unwound by your heavy hands.

But you know it will not satisfy you.

Nothing does anymore.

You are no wolf. Only the shepherd who guides.

And with every drop of blood spilled, they ripped the humanity from your very bones until your body was the cast in which they made something anew– something gold, something horrific. A monster as much a God, a beast as much a man.

There is nothing left but absolute authority.

You try again and again to mend this act of desecration, to peel back the outer shell and rend the gold from your marrow– but your body cannot, will not, die. It mends itself back into place no matter how damaged, and all you feel is the uncomfortable tug of your body forcing itself to live. You cannot die, but were you ever truly alive at all?

Yet with every cycle, you know only one constant besides the thrum of golden ichor in your veins– cold.

Ice that burns, ice that spreads and festers and devours. Claws that pull you apart until the gold runs thick, teeth that burrow into your bones and rip it out from the source..eyes that witness the fall of a God with reverence– hungering, all consuming reverence.

You welcome it.

It is the first time you felt pain since you were cast into an image of a being you were not meant to be. The sting of cold upon your skin makes you shiver, your body tries to reject it, but you want to welcome it– for a brief moment that lasts only as long as it takes for you to blink, you see the glint of something familiar in the reflection of her empty eyes. Something achingly, horribly familiar– something human, all the more terrifying for it.

Even when Teyvat itself crumples like paper beneath the weight of her sins – of this desecration anew, this wretched heresy – you allow her hands to do it again. You grasp her hands in yours like chains, willing her to shackle you, willing her to pull you apart and make you whole again. To break you until the gold cannot put you back together again.

You long, each time, for those eyes like spears that lodge into your skin– burrow deep and sting deeper, making gold flow like water. You long for the biting tongue, the cutting words and those teeth like weapons– long to see the spite and anger and impure disgust aimed at the woman of silver who leads you down a hall that ends only in damnation. You follow each time like the lamb led astray by the wolf, but you do not wail in betrayal when she sinks her teeth into your throat and devours you whole.

For is it a sin if you welcome it? Has their God sinned, in the eyes of the flock, for welcoming such heresy with open arms? For allowing the wolf into their home?

Is it a sin to be broken beneath the only hands that have loved you?

Is it a sin to want to love, too, those hands and teeth stained in gold?

Then you shall be damned, you swear it. Damned, but gold no more.

For death is the closest you have ever felt to being human.

#sagau #genshin sagau #self aware genshin #genshin impact sagau #self aware genshin impact #fic tag #tsaritsa #genshin cult au #genshin impact cult au #tsaritsa x reader #this is. technically not a sequel but not a prequel but a secret third thing (mental health crisis)#kidding i just wanted 2 write the prev fic from more reader oriented pov bc it wasnt fucked up enough!!!!!#i need fucked up reader who is irreparably changed in horrifying ways!!!!!! and they cant die bc teyvat kinda needs them 2 uh #exist at all. and if u die well thats it. hits reset button #the horrifying fate of a mortal forced to be a god against their will and all the drawbacks that come with it #where is love to be found when they all cannot see themselves as anything but beneath you? there will always be imbalance #oh they try. they claw and scramble and beg but being the creator has changed you.#none of their worship. none of their sacrifices and gifts and pleas make you feel a thing and what a haunting thing it must be #do they reject it? delude themselves into thinking that they must try harder?#or do they accept that this is a god? absolute. horrifying in its entirety. something that even the archons cannot truly understand #a manmade god who seeks absolution in only the most heretical. the most blasphemous #literally shaking chewing on the bars of my cage LET ME OUT #i love deep dives like this sorry 2 everyone i made think i was normal my bad #i just think immortality and godhood r funky concepts and i love making them WORSE #also this took so long because i was playing b@Idurs g@t3 3 erm. censored so it doesnt show up in tags PLEASE DONT SHOW UP IN TAGS #taking i need the tsaritsa to bite me to a whole new entirely worse level!!#i just think (starts talking for 5 hours straight and doesnt Shut Up)#this one is also. considerably more openly fucked up then the other fic. even if its hidden behind flowery language uh. take it seriously.#okay im done no more angst its fluff from here on out i need 2 be NORMAL. i am a normal well functioning adult. maybe.

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 10 months

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I saw @qourmet's young madam lan art, and knew what I had to do.

#better drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan furen #horse #we need to name her horse IMMEDIATELY #Qingheng-Jun #She is stunning and beautiful and the design has me in a death grip #AND she's a horse girl? It was not even and option to not draw her.#Lan wangji has to get his biting and tearing and killing genes from somewhere.#Its maternal. He inherited the hunting instinct from his mother and an attraction to people who do crimes from his father #btw if yall haven't seen them; All of qourmet's prev generation designs are *so* good. I have genuinely gotten brainrot over CSSR and WCZ.#On every god that exists I WILL find a way to have them show up in the pd-mdzs comic canon. I've already scripted the comics. Its happening #Also it's been too long since I drew an equine. Why are there not *more* equines in MDZS. This is why I had to make the equineswap au.#I''m still not sure how a horse works. but I'm getting there.#Slowly I am creeping towards the necessary skill set I need to draw Qiyan Agula.#JQWS audio drama....I am gazing at you so fondly. I will return to you with power and strength (better comic skills to draw you)#we are a long way away but...that's the dream project.

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lightbulb-warning · 7 months

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cwingetober day 6: neko X3

#a universe exists in which im better at layouts and in that universe this draw is funnier #alas #all i can do in this universe is be funnier in the future (a threat to future me)#/silly #kokichi ouma #ouma kokichi #kokichi oma #always this guy #cringetober2023 #maiora draws #if you thought i wouldn't post today you thought WRONG!!#mwahahaha!!#that being said no prompts from me for a few days! see yall later!!#prev tags all /lh #have a nice day buhbyeeeeee

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mishy-mashy · 10 days

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Obviously, I can't ignore the funny pics of AFO either

AFO getting insulted for the first time on the web be like:

He looks like his fingers would be flying across a keyboard if he were on the internet.

AFO went and made himself into a troll face, man.

"MOMMY LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND!"

YEAH BOY, YOU LOOK REAL WEIRD BUT YEAH! RAISE YOUR TROPHY

MA! AN ALLIGATOR GOT INTO THE TRAILER AGAIN!

AFO's that arm being pummeled into the ground.

[All Might Doesn't Know How to Fucking Hold Back Against Kids: Case 47]

Feat. Accidentally twink-ifying AFO to the point he's become a twig

NEWS: AFO fails again, "Desperately trying to play it cool", All Might says, for at least the 3rd time in this fight

AFO tried being so cool with the "Shigaraki—my other self" and failed instantly. Livestreamed all over the world. Ugggghhh. The embarrassmenttt

Proceeds to split his face to smile, saying "I'll have to do the legwork myself".

As if to them, he didn't just go "Watch me do this. Come now, my other self. ........ I'll have to do it myself."

"Look how cool I am" *fails* "I CAN DO IT PROPERLY I MEAN IT"

He flip-flopped so hard here that if it were me, I'd give All Might the finishing blow to end me of my embarrassment. The world saw it. My life is over

AFO's ego is just so big and he's trying so hard to play it cool and keep his pride in his fight.

As if he hasn't been running around half-naked in a cape this whole time

#ik ik my sense of humor is bad #the alligator is a monsters inc reference #afo #all for one #bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #all might #toshinori yagi #spoilers #i said in the prev post tags that i wasnt going to stroke his ego #afo is actually a loser (affectionate)#afo: I DIDNT KILL YOICHI.#kudo: yes you did.#afo: *cries and kills kudo*#afo: *hates kudo so much for reminding him that he kills kudos bloodline and goes crazy at someone who looks like him*#afo later: they were crocodile tears so i could manipulate you #afo: *fails instantly on live television* oh well. *tries playing it cool* i'll just do it MYSELF!#yoichi: *dies a second time*#afo: *rises from another death just bc of that* Mine last kin hath been shattered liketh the fine shards that rain of a glass window #afo: gray is thy world that mine brother has departed from yet again. the purpose in life and this plane we call existence hath been #stripped like a nail stuck too crookedly. mother this world hath proven truly unjust and I Shall Throw A World-Shattering Tantrum™#image limit

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random-lil-illing · 2 months

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so uh... vilesonas/team redsonas, huh

i couldnt resist the urge, i had to make a carmen sandiego oc 💔 anyway meet tabitha prey shes an ex-vile operative who used to date carmen's mom (with dexter's prior consent, ofc, we don't do cheating here). lore coming soon :]

#my art #art #finished art #fanart #is it technically fanart when the character doesn’t exist #traditional art #traditional drawing #yall havent seen that tag on my blog in a while huh. yeah im just as surprised as you are #i should do a traditional sketch/art dump soon... hmmmm...#carmen sandiego vile #carmen sandiego netflix #carmen sandiego fanart #carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego 2019 #carmen sandeigo #carmen sandeigo 2019 #carmen sandiego oc #oc #original character #team red #vilesona #tabitha prey #lady ermine #sir ermine #<- the 3 prev tags are her tags that im going to use on all her posts btw. you cant stop me #the outfit shes in is her current look (like carmens coat/fedora). when she was with vile her costume was an ermine #now she wears an ermine COAT to show shes not the prey anymore. its very obvious symbolism bc im bad at sublety #anyway #enjoy the burnt food #<3

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dan3avocado · 7 months

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he showed that he doesn't think women drivers are good enough to compete against men in f1 "good is subjective". if given the chance, any woman driver could easily outrace his ass

Again, anon, where exactly did he say anything about women drivers not being good enough? Because there is video evidence of him saying the opposite if only you could look past your bias.

Secondly, ‘any’ woman driver could easily outrace an f1 driver with more than a decade of experience? lol ok. You’re clearly not a fan of f1 or motorsports in general.

Also since you are so vocal about all of this, why not come off of anon? why hide if you’re right?

#not the anon doubling down on their prev message😭#what a miserable fucking life you must lead to spend so much time hating on someone who doesn’t even know you exist #and i’ll repeat #you can’t judge a person’s entire character based off of a 10 secs clip where they barely say anything ffs #daniel ricciardo

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tosahobi-if · 4 months

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i know you said there'd be no poly but the idea of a jinwol/yul/mc poly is making my brain go brrrr

DON'T TEMPT ME LIKE THAT 😫 i can see how it might work but oh my god the amount of extra writing i'd have to do is already stressing me. but it'd be really JFAJFSJ no i shouldn't omg

edit: one half of my brain is going "yul wouldn't share" and the other half is going "jinwol and yul hate sex??!!" someone needs to come and take my laptop away from me HELP

#anon #the prev draft poly was already so much #and jinhyeon's not even a ro anymore #i shouldn't #but it'd be fun #no i shouldn't #anon why'd you speak this into existence JFSJAFJA

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ante--meridiem · 9 months

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Really hope new roommate is a guy again, both for their sake and so I can guiltlessly use them as a buffer between myself and landlord.

#I know nothing about them except their existence as of this moment #But I'm moving back in tomorrow so will find out soon!#I tried to use prev flatmate as a buffer but gave in way too easily when landlord came up with excuses #For why he wasn't there #This time I'm going all in from the beginning #First order of business: we should have a flat groupchat :) anything important you want to say to me can be said in the groupchat :)#(if new flatmate is a guy that is. Of they're a girl first order of business is pull them aside to warn them of The Issues)#The landlord situation #Personal #*if

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pardi-real · 6 months

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Holy cow.

TIL the word for how a word or a name is pronounced is written as "pronunciation". I really thought it was "pronounciation".

Pro-Nun. Well I love Arknights Specter.

That reminds me some years ago I was absolutely bamboozled by "similar" & "available", I thought those were written as "similiar" & "avaible" .

My life is a lie.. all this from being curious on how to pronounce "Berrien County Jail".

#English struggle #i'm in shock #This is so unreal #It can't be real #Idk man #Til #Tbf I very rarely use those words #Trying to justify the ignorance lol #What is grammar btw I try to not use “but” in front of a sentence but actually I don't care that much #And I keep using abbreviation on is am are despite the formal sentences because of muscle memory #I also can't stick to one term between “human race” and “humanity” despite it's the same word in JP because idk #I'm sincerely sorry for the translation quality in this blog but you know what I like doing this for no good reason #The good ol' tag rambles that I never experienced b4 because this is my first Tumblr account actually #I'm suffering from something that I want to know too but psychiatrists don't exist in my country #But it's most likely laziness #I'm not making masterlists immediately and prev all next links are also due to laziness #I forgot to say that I'm not planning to ruin Fennesz reputation believe me he's still the whole cinnamon roll bakery & sweet guy & like to #Wow so only 140 characters for a tag

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gregoftom · 1 year

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oh my fucking god

#tomgreg #I CANT BREAHTEEEEE OH MY GOD #this is so fucking good holy shit #i need this oh my god #succ makes me wanna kms but these mfs make me step away from the rope #ik i'm not gonna get them for the next few episodes but holy fuck. i need them #ok so we all agree the cameras dont exist and tom just wanted to squeeze info out of greg right. right????#like. he wanted to know just how far greg got with her. he wanted to know what happened.#ALSO GREGS ANSWER AT DID YOU RUMMAGE TO FRUITION EVIDENTLY HE DID NOT #AND WHO TF SAYS RUMMAGE IN PANTS I FUCKING. GREG IS GAY. greg is gay. greg is gay. greg is gay. gregs gay.#they tried to get off and he was like call me a fucking idiot and she was like HUH??? and he was like um.#he's gay and in love with tom what a fucking shame. sorry bestie.#this episode is absolutely wild i'm losing my mind #also prev to this u do Not have to be that close to him to talk to him greg like jsyk.#also tom when you say tell me try not to look like yall are about to kiss like bffr.#can i not say? MEANS NO. IT FUCKING MEANS NO!!!!! sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh

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thatoneluckybee · 23 days

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i feel like i just stumbled into an alternate dimension what

#say some weird prev tags on my dash and checked YEP IT WAS A RADBLR BLOG #this is an acid trip. i thought yall were exaggerating but no the terfs really are 100% serious with this.#i-#what #post about women’s right including muslim woman and they’re all “but its oppressive to women” GIRL???#this is so trippy man.#I cant tell whether to laugh or close tumblr what is this….#actual quotes real quick: “men have issues” AND THEN “men’s issues don’t exist. you have issues because you are a human being.”#DID YOU JUST CONTRADICT IN THE SAME PARAGRAPH I—

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eternalwyrm · 2 years

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WAIT WAIT WAIT ONE OF THE LEAKED EPISODE TITLES IS “PRIVATE SCHOOL”

that could mean a lot of things but PLEASE oh my GOD please be about laszlo sending a young colin robinson to a school oh my god that could be ??? so good????? there’s so much potential with that but like. imagine.

- laszlo scouting out the absolutely Best(tm) schools for his darling little son (who already looks like a 30 year old). he’s 1000% the type to interview the goddamn principal just to ensure that it’s the perfect place to send his son

- colin robinson being the most boring 13 year old but somehow inciting a rebellion in these Proper Schoolboys. or maybe he campaigns as student president and then just. drains everyone during his speech lol. good for him #girlboss it babe

- what if c.r. is bullied? what if he tries so hard and is so nice but he’s still ignored by his classmates just like how it was back in the house in previous seasons, and if feels oddly familiar so he thinks there’s just something wrong with him. what if there’s this one group of Proper (smarmy) Boys who just use him as their entertainment but he still tries so hard to be their friends :(( (*quiet chant* dadszlo beating them up dadszlo beating them up)

- dadszlo missing his son????? sending him off to school and being like “you’ll be great chap. and now i’ll finally have you off my back, ahaha” and then just?? slowly breaking down and being like “i need my S O N” empty nest syndrome dadszlo :(((((((

from the little leak of the summary of s4 it really doesn’t sound like they’re going down the road of rapid aging for baby c.r, and while wwdits is pretty good at subverting plot from title this is still a possibility and it’s so !!! idk i just love the possible dynamics/development/plot with laszlo + baby colin robinson so i am devouring every little possibility of a morsel and i am going insane

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tinysillylemonman · 2 years

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He does not exist

#*throws this at you and runs*#something something hunter dosent think he truly exists because of the whole clone dealio #I haven’t fleshed out the prev golden guards yet but I might soon who knows #the first one (jasper) was Darius’ mentor #the second one (Abel) was the sigil gg #the owl house #my art #toh #animatic #(?)#toh spoilers #just in case #toh hunter #toh golden guard

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wiltking · 1 year

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anyone else exclusively play the sims with aging off or max length lifespans

#my stories are too intricate to be interrupted by default age settings #also i avoid letting my sims die at all cost #if im bored with a household i like moving on to a new one and still seeing my prev sims existing in the world #i get too attached to these little pixel people #also finally figured out how to bring trans characteristics to sims 2 (kind of) and you know ive been having a blast :)

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weezerpilled · 2 years

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ik we joke about blazed posts/funney shoelace merch etc. but let me be a downer for a sec and say that the rate at which tumblr is pushing new monetization models rn is previously unheard of on this site and i feel like this might be the beginning of the end for the current user experience

#re: prev post #tbh it's a miracle this hellhole has existed for as long as it has w the current business model (if you can even call it that lol)#if this prediction ends up being correct i'll be sad but maybe i'll finally be cured of social media for good lol

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