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oh how I love being the MC
#you don't see this for summer#litg#litg s7#litg season 7#love island the game#litg alex#litg rafael#litg stick or twist
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Eddie's supposed to be writing. The guys, they all agreed they'd each come to practice armed with two whole new songs they could pick from to add to their set list at the Hideout. And he's got his pen, and he's got his most recent trusty Composition Book, and all his lyrics are fucking bullshit about golden tanned skin and honeyed eyes and tracing constellations in freckles and moles, pathetic lines about being twisted in bed sheets, and the hopeless love he found himself in.
For the fifth time in an hour, he rips out the offending page, crunches it into a tight ball, and throws it across the room.
He can't write about Steve Harrington for the rest of his life; spend his nights aching for the boy who established himself as a fixture in Eddie's life and then just disappeared.
The worst of it--the very worst--is that Eddie knew better. Steve was never his, not in any real way, no matter how many times they fucked. He's Steve Harrington. Straightest guy in Hawkins. Popular. Rich. Whole fucking life laid out for him on a silver platter. And Eddie fell for him. It's the Munson curse, he supposes; always wanting what you can't have.
It started the way these things usually do, "got any weed?" and "come back to my place, Harrington" and "I got this stupid job at the mall, meet me there?" and lying "hey, guys, can't make band practice, gotta help Uncle Wayne" and "Munson, I really want--can I kiss you?"
In every other fantasy Eddie's ever had, it ends there. Steve gets his kiss and they never see each other again. But Steve Harrington--he's full of surprises. It catches Eddie off guard, makes him want, makes him trust. Because it's not just kisses. It's hands and mouths and "anything you want, Eddie. Let me make you feel good."
Maybe it wouldn't have hit so hard--maybe Eddie could've stopped from falling--if Steve hadn't been so good. Bitchy, sure, but genuine and kind. Had this whole gaggle of junior high kids he babysat, like what the fuck. Would hang out with Wayne and shoot the shit about whatever sports nonsense was on tv. Harrington never was as mean, as spoiled, as superficial as Eddie suspected.
Then Starcourt. That's when it all changes. Steve stops coming around then, in the aftermath. It hurts, but Eddie tells himself it's for the best. Now, he knows it would have been.
Two weeks with no contact, and Steve shows up at his door in the middle of the night. Eddie winces at the healing bruises and cuts on his face, can't imagine how much worse they were to start. He steps aside, lets Steve in, plans to say that he can't be whatever they are anymore.
Steve kisses him. It's a hot, needy thing, wild with teeth and tongue, nothing like before. Eddie is helpless to it, helpless to the way Steve grinds against him, already hard. He should slow it down, check-in that Steve is in the right headspace for this, but Steve is moaning low in his throat and Eddie can't think.
They're in Eddie's bed and Steve says, "fuck me, Eddie?" and Eddie says "are you sure" because he can't stop himself. Steve rolls his eyes (beautifuly bitchy), says, "I need to feel you inside me, baby."
How can Eddie say no?
Eddie's never done this before, but it doesn't matter. It's everything--Steve is everything--he could ask for.
The next morning, he expects Steve to be gone. Thinks they'll never see each other again. But he finds Steve in the kitchen, in his boxers and Eddie's Iron Maiden shirt, making eggs and talking to Wayne like it's the most normal thing in the world.
The next month and a half are the best of Eddie's life. He and Steve spend more time together than they do apart. Nights at Eddie's trailer, in Eddie's bed. Days lounging at the Harrington pool and driving around the nothing that surrounds Hawkins. Sometimes they'll stop in the middle of nowhere, climb on top of the van, and just--be. Steve takes his shirt off, and Eddie traces their names in the sun-soaked freckles, thinking maybe he really gets to have this, have Steve.
It ends as quickly as it started. One morning in September, Steve is cupping Eddie's neck, pulling him in for a goodbye kiss, saying, "sorry, baby, gotta get home for my parents. I'll see you later tonight, yeah?"
Except Eddie doesn't. Eddie doesn't see Steve that night, or the night after, or the night after that. He stops coming around and all Eddie is left with is a broken heart and these piss poor excuses for songs.
He rips out the latest page, waxing lyrical about the wonders of August, and time slipping away, and the boy he'll never forget. Crumples it into a ball and bats it into a pile of junk accumulated in the corner of his room.
Eddie needs a break.
He flies into the living room, snatches up his keys from the floor by the coffee table, and flees his house and all those memories of Steve. It's not like he has anywhere specific to go, so he drives around town, with his windows down and his music up.
His tires screech as he rounds the corner to the video store and arcade. He's not planning on stopping, but honestly, maybe a few rounds of Space Invaders is exactly what he needs.
The van hasn't even come to a stop in the parking spot when his eyes fall on Steve Harrington. He's standing in the middle of the parking lot surrounded by a gang of kids (including some of Eddie's new little sheepies) and Robin Buckley. Steve wears a sunny yellow sweatshirt, tight jeans, and his hair is perfectly coifed, falling in an elegant wave. His hands are on his hips, mouth and brows pinched stern. He's gorgeous, perfect.
It's an assault, an attack, Eddie's entire body shakes as the months they spent together crash over him. He has the van in reverse before he consciously thinks to do so, flooring it out of the space hard enough to burn rubber.
The noise, the speed, it draws the entire group's attention to him.
His eyes meet Steve's.
Time stops and so does he, idling in the middle of the parking lot. For a second, one moment in time, Steve's face falls. His mouth loses that grumpy pinch, his eyebrows drop, his beauty transformed by grief, by fucking longing.
Steve takes a step forward, and Eddie hits the gas, van screaming out of the parking lot. He watches the group shrink in his rearview mirror, sure that he imagined the sorrow in Steve's face, anyway.
They're nothing to each other.
Never were.
By popular request: Part Two
#steddie#steve x eddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#oneshot#ficlet#angst#no happy ending#august#summer romance#heartbreak#mutual pining#based on a taylor swift song#i probably went overboard with the references to the lyrics#i'm not sorry#it's about the longing#august slipped away into a moment in time#whatever you do don't think about how the next time they see each other is Eddie pinning Steve to the wall in the boat house
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"Let's fix this drawing"
*redraw the whole thing*
#star wars#star wars fanart#star wars the clone wars#star wars rex#wip or finished?#no one knows#sorry for the spam#I disappear a week and come back with *nothing*#But don't complain you're lucky#meanwhile my twitt is without content since a month#Cause I'm battling with illustrations V_v#anyway I went hiking with friends#we end up getting lost and having to go through like a feet of mud#a river#and 4 hours of walking#And my body took it well wtf like zero cramp#But then two days after I think I may have gotten a cold#so idk#still pushed to the gym#tho ofc it's summer now so they are much people#and BOI lemme tell you#for a city were half the population is right-wing elderly#the only people I see at my park are doing handstand on bars or whatever high level jedi sh*t#or maybe it's the only good streetpark at miles around so cool people can only go there#and me a shy potato with my cat-ears headphones and messy hair#anyway#that's it for my life.#good night#or I will redraw his face AGAIN#TAT
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The Worst of the Worst: IMDB’s 10 Worst Ranked Episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer (insp.)
#btvsedit#buffythevampireslayeredit#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#creations#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#rupert giles#riley finn#dailybtvs#buffysource#top10bottom10#things this list says to me is#1) buffy episodes are a serve because i love most of these#2) imdb ratings are once again whack because a lot of these episodes should not be bottom 10. just say you hate camp and go#go fish? camp. doublemeat palace? camp. i robot? camp.#beer bad is ironically camp but deservedly no. 1 on the bad list for being propoganda#tbh i think wtwta is the only episode on this list i actually don't like#ALSO. seeing red was rated so much higher than i thought yall. it's not even near btm 10. :l#and how is not a single s7 ep here. my bottom 10 would be all s7
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The Critical Role team dunamantic diviners have spoken!
It is HOT BOI SUMMER 🌂
In honor of the occasion, have a poll, because why not really.
There are no direct quotes from the end of 97 and no 140/141 moments because we'd be here all goddamn day. Also, you can take this old uquiz I made like three years ago if you'd like. :3 And I do in fact want to hear other great Essek moments in the tags!
#critical role#essek thelyss#hot boi summer#I really don't care if you take the uquiz it is just there as a warning that I forget nothing.#I could get comprehensive if I had the poll space.#if it is not on the list it's cuz I deemed it lesser priority or An Outlier That Shouldn't Be Counted than what I did include.#for the record I don't remember my uquiz login so I have to take this to see what the breakdown is#and I just pick quickly on vibes#and never once have I gotten anything but 'my intentions were never good. they were important.' cuz I am who I am.
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babygirl doodles from a little while ago
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#my favourite of the bunch is the top right#just kidding it's the one directly in the middle. the one that looks dumb#everyone will be glad to know that there are two wood pigeons nesting in our garden at the moment#making for a total of 3 ugly as hell muppet babies that i get to look at. they always pretend not to see me as if that makes them invisible#you're fresh out of luck baby pigeons. i will be gazing upon you lovingly until you move out#one pigeon is nesting in the grapevine and scared the absolute shit out of me by bursting out when i tried to harvest my beautiful grapes#i looooove late summer/early autumn. fruit season baybeeee. freakin apples and plums and damsons and pears and grapes and greengages baybee#anyone here ever tried a greengage???? probably the best fruit in the world and no one cares about it. SICKENING.#i assume most of my followers r from america and maybe don't have greengages but you should aim to try one at least once in your life#preferably after plucking it from the tree with your own hand. and also stealing it from someone else's tree#just kidding i would never advocate scrumping haha....unless....?
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Woops my hand slipped and I drew them again
#we had to do the annual 'spring cleaning' of the house and it took 2 whole days#(lift the carpets. clean all the windows. bring back the 'summer' clother and swap them with the 'winter' ones)#but im back for now. although Easter is coming up in 2 weeks so i don't know how much I'll be able to post then#we'll see#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#jim kirk#james t kirk#captain kirk#mlp#my little pony#spony#sponie#jimony#top tier names if you ask me#spirk#fanart#art#traditional art#I wanted to post this yesterday but I forgot and now I'm too lazy to 'correct' the first few tags. oh well
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This is a more new one, I think I started on early december. I think the inspiration is obvious.
I love Bob's Burgers Movie and this is my second fav song of the film. It just so well done for every character. 4 diferent songs in one, what else could you pssible want?
And also since my first draw I had the intention to make a new wallpaper for my celphone, Hate to have the same wallpaper for too long. Like a year is my limit.
this one for a strange reason doesn't have the blob, don't know if I accidentally erased or what.
#bob's burgers#my art#...#i dunno#I love Sunny Side of Summer#I sing it every time it pop up on youtube#and you don't understand when I say sing Im not just huming or singalong#I literally perform#you should see it my family totally hated it#I even dance a little#well is more like me moving my arms weirdly#but hey le pongo sason#sorry for oversharing again#hehe
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📸: Ryan Fleming
#ok listen. we all know I'm Going Thru Something when it comes to this man. so. this is. i am. i just think that. *dies*#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#the 5sos show tour lisbon#ryan fleming 2023#Instagram#band ig#kh4f post#i just. feel so unhinged sometimes in such brand new ways it surprises even ME#🧛🏻♀️#like#WHAT AM I MEANT TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION#DO U SEE THAT CHEST HAIR#THE COLLARBONE#IT'S JUTTING#DO YOU ZEE THE JUTTING COLLARBONE#AND I'M JUST SUPPOSED TO SIT HERE AND FINISH THE EMAIL I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING??#FITTINGLY IT WAS TO MY THERAPIST SO ACTUALLY MAYBE THAT WORKS OUT 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩#that necklace jfc i am. i am fine. don't worry about it I'm actually doing great thanks#and the beard#i'm 🤸🏻♀️ doing 🤸🏻♀️ okay 🤸🏻♀️#THIS IS CERTAINLY PHOTOGRAPHY#GONNA LEAVE NOW THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE AND APPRECIATE VISUAL MEDIA#the 5sos show tour
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your fave is problematic: nathan summers
uses ai
#sci talks comics#and you know what. miguel uses ai too. but we know he's problematic#nathan summers#what am i saying anyway. nathan isn't anyone's fave.#(he's mine. but ironically. i think. i don't know anymore.)#(all i know is that i get gratification from seeing this ridiculous cyborg man like no other.)#(i think it's more difficult to admit i love cable unironically than it is to admit i love deadpool unironically.)
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A little redesign of my farmer Sherry. And an introduction to here younger brother, Elio, who joins the farm in Y2.
Also a little note on them and their spouses
#as you can see i'm not in the mood of rendering properly#currently designing their summer-fall-winter outfits#also what if i still have their femme lesbian cousin on the way to sweep Haley away lmaooo#yes i love to design OCs in clutch bc i don't want them to be lonely#stardew valley#sdv#sdv farmer#sdv shane#sdv harvey#oc x canon#also HarSherry and Eliane parallel in some ways#which i will explain later#my art
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you're gonna have to leave me now, i know.
but i'll see you in the sky above,
in the tall grass, in the ones i love.
you're gonna make me lonesome when you go.
@shoshiwrites' jo + egan — read here.
#once again#if you see me captioning like this isn't for my own writing no you didn't#also if you're wondering how long i spent on this the answer is too long#oc: jo brandt#...i don't have a motaverse tag over here do i#anyway.#thank you killy for putting up with my dithering and also for the suggestion of the gold lines which i rly love#lakeshore summer vibes except for the alps behind 'jo' lol
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You know that ancient (and wonderful) Tumblr take on love triangles... where the girl is aroace and the two hot men realize they were moreless trying to impress each other and start dating instead?
Well I already subscribe to the Aroace Barbie head canon, so Greta Gerwig, 2Ken When?????
(the colors are a bit silly again but that's just my alcohol marker thing. I try, it does a thing, I might not be satisfied but it's too late now bithc) (also they would be so good for each other. himbo on himbo romance. "Kenning all over each other" in Ryan Gosling's words)
#brainrot entered the chat as you can see#BARBIE IS SO GOOD YOU WILL CRY I RECCOMEND#the barbie movie#barbenheimer summer#barbie#barbie fan art#greta gerwig#margot robbie#ryan gosling#simu liu#blonde ken is a horse girl I don't take constructive criticism#also I'm not hand lettering SHIT fr
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i love when the changing of the seasons has visible effects on my body, the extra little pads of fat my body grows in the winter to help keep me warm, the freckles that bloom on my skin in the summer sun. so often i feel unmoored from the world around me and the passage of time, but there's that little reminder written in my flesh that i am an animal on this earth.
#eliot posts#that said: my summer body feels more *me* than my winter body does#like don't get me wrong the winter fat IS cute#but when i look in the mirror and see that i have my freckles again it's just ''oh‚ THERE you are again‚ eliot''#this is worded kind of pretentiously but i think this deserves it.
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I'm mildly interested in what the thought process was for making the outline of Logan be red after talking to Scott, who only ever sees in shades of red.
X-Men (1991) #7
#am i overthinking this?#maybe it's just a stylistic choice but I think it's kinda interesting#also Logan and Scott having a mature and heartfelt moment is something I love to see because you know what that is? growth#also I kind it funny how Scott is like 'we're going to be there for you and no you don't get to refuse'#scogan#scott summers#cyclops#logan howlett#james howlett#wolverine#x men#x men comics#marvel#marvel comics#comic series#my post
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So unfortunate that I have a big boy job when I should be painting Patrick stump porn on canvases too big to justify instead
#Alexa play flesh by simon curtis#fall out boy#Patrick stump#Patrick stump art#patrick stump fanart#summer days#beardtrick#painting#sweaty#sorry i need to ride this man asap#happy Valentine's Day#oh if you want to see the painting process it's on my Instagram reels#Patrick#art#bear in mind#put a harness on him#i painted this at the studio in front of a random class i don't experience fear anymore only anti capitalistic hornyness#safe to reblog
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