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wolfythewitch · 1 month

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To add onto to what I mentioned about aroace stuff, I think it's just in general. sometimes I look at ships and I don't get why they like each other? Like I think it's cute but when I think about it a little bit, I don't really understand it fundamentally. That could either be a product of being aroace, raised heavily religious and conservative, or a weird concoction of all three lmao

I think this is part of the reason why my favorite pairings are usually already established/married. Otherwise I just! Don't understand

#Odysseus and Penelope are fun to me because I may not fully understand whats going on with them #but they spent the entire poem trying to get back together and I respect that and will in fact enthusiastically cheer them on #their love is evident enough that im kinda of just like yeah get it girl #you Do deserve to see each other again

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archduke-enver-gortash · 17 days

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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

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goldkirk · 3 months

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as I'm going back over my past history and items and journals and years, I come across all sorts of things, like the pencil I saved from that so-precious memory from second grade, and a pair of flip flops I've been missing for two years, and (tw for murder/crime/killings) the modern-high-school-AU-kidnapped-by-a-serial-killer story I wrote in late high school jdfsjdfsjkjlksfd

#i can't wait to find out what red flags I didn't see in my own self back when I last read this thing in 2015 hfdhfdhjsfd #also. there's gonna be like a good sentence here and there and then CRINGE. the whole rest of everything is just me still trying to copy th #breathing pace (essentially) and ways-of-describing-things of mainstream authors like I thought I was supposed to #so this'll be somewhat painful but also god what a joy and a gift and an honor and a delight to get to hold this close to my heart #and witness it with understanding and empathy and slow reflection and care like my past younger self deserves #i'm so lucky i'm alive to be here and do this #i'm so grateful i'm headed towards welcoming back and embracing the last little girl i was that still felt a lot of things #so excited for her focus and precision and tenacity and constant curious joy and movement to be back someday #i'm afraid people won't like the me i was before rule after rule and then dangers #but my god it'll feel so good to be the fully-flowing energy machine and dance and conduit again how will I have enough bother to care?#people who are good to each others' nervous systems cumulatively feel better and better #if i'm not good for you and yours then you really truly SHOULD go elsewhere and find someone who makes YOUR self feel right and light + war #anyway now that i wrote an essay in the tags as usual [nervous laughter]#personal #add to journal #words n rhythm #WHY DID I FEEL CAPABLE OF UNDERTAKING A STORY LIKE THIS #cradling my past self gently but also BANGING my HEAD against the WALL lmao #i'm proud of myself for writing and sharing this and its creative ideas. even if i don't like it now or feel ashamed or see mistakes.#anything. it mattered that it came to me and it mattered that i explored it and it mattered that i poured myself through it to help shape i #and it mattered that I left it on the internet so that now it still exists. i'm going to honor this story no matter what current me would #objectively think about it if it was written by anyone else.#this is a gift i give myself now.#this is a lot of what I learn and learn to do #trauma evolution #mosswrites

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dungeons-and-dragon-age · 16 days

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oughh......

#laya plays dragon age #da2 #oc: liam hawke #this happened a bit ago already & i wanted to draw sth for it but idk if i will finish that #but i gotta yell abt them anyway because OGH.#i have a lot of emotions about this quest ok #bartrand was the perfect scapegoat he was perfect to direct all the rage and pain at all these years #years of imagining gleeful revenge while bartrand is gloating and laughing like an evil soulless bastard #and then you meet him and he is just. a pathetic husk of a man with barely any own will left #and whats worse. varric is so so torn up about it #varric. the guy who never makes anything about him and who will always handwave and joke when something hits too close to home #drops all efforts to be smart and is just. desperate. begs hawke to not kill his brother #and liam wants to want bartrand dead so bad. he wishes he could look him in the eye and enjoy taking his life #and he knows varric will listen to him if he insisted. he knows when it comes down it it varric will yield to his decision #but he sees this broken guy who is barely the villain he kept projecting onto him and he sees varric and he sees two doomed siblings #and knows what its like to lose your sibling to your own blade #and he cant do it #and he hates it so much. but he wont do it.#and its the reason why i cant decide who dealt the killing blow for bethany bc it makes this scene juicy in different ways #if varric kills bethy its equally wanting to spare each other their siblings blood on their hands #as it is taking some form of revenge (on liams part). we both killed each others siblings. now we are even #the revenge part would still be there if liam did the blow on bethany himself. you made me do that and now i will take bartrand for it #but its also much more i know what its like. i wont make go through that too #if varric killed bethy and then also bartrand it would be more #''its my fault she is dead. i will take the revenge she/you deserves if you tell me to even though it will hurt me #dunno. all good variations i will. have to rotate them in my head more #or maybe just never decide idk they can be in canon limbo forever #anyways thats it for shouting into the void about them for now it Will happen again

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thedeadthree · 1 year

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DANCING BEARS, PAINTED WINGS. THINGS I ALMOST REMEMBER.

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#oc: olga litvinchuck #oc: nikita litvinchuck #insp: lena litvinchuck #no dad as he passes away a bit of a time before the outbreak <3 (and also i do not have a fc for him yet jnsxkan)#in latin the translation is 'knowledge from blood' hehe <3 references to olgie and niki !#BRAINROT BRAINROT BRAINROT BRAINROT ! olgie is the clown of the hour at the moment <3 !!!!!!!!!#flora and things around her mother <3 she was infected tragically and donated herself to the study and pursuit of the cordyceps cure ?#(not referencing anything in swansong not referencing anything in swansong not the 'they'll find HER' line referencing anything!)#ofc i had to use THE ONE AND ONLY as her mommas fc <3 DESERVED BETTER MY ANGEL !#olgie was her mothers daughter her brother her fathers son and their personalities are VERRY REPRESENTATIVE of that <3 #AND YES I AM SO SO GLAD YOU ASKED THAT IS A SONG FROM THE ANASTASIA MUSICAL <3 #i was listening to it again ! a reference of the life they had before the outbreak ! their families lavish parties !#a line as well in a future piece is when olgie (and maybe logan hehe <3) reunite with niki and he mentions the estate looking like ->#their family home <3 that one is a ways away as like..... we gotta get to like how they met and ye olde falling for each other before she #sees big brother niki again (or that maybe things are very there? maybe? and niki picks up on it like INSTANTLY skajmx)#(@ alyssa very VERY looking forward to his thoughts on meeting niki hehe <3 he's like OH YOU AND MY SISTER.... inch resting sajs)#which speaking of i gotta make something for them STAT they really have been occupying ye olde headspace RENT FREE ! <3 #leg.edit #leg.ocs #tlou oc #the last of us oc #*ocedit #*myedits #i want to say lena was appointed ? uk ambassador? theres still things to be worked out but ! its also how she and bestie gia knew eachother #and once again ash you TREASURE you this template was the CUTEST to use ! ty for creating it dear!

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magical-xirl-4 · 6 months

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To go in depth about what bothers me about Kyosaya is that we never see what Sayaka’s feelings on Kyoko are romantically and we never see how she even develops them in the first place. It’s why I hate that scene in Rebellion because it just seems like pure fan service with no proper set up. We KNOW Kyoko cares for Sayaka and most likely has romantic feelings mixed in there (also an ass pull but she’s gay so it’s understandable), but when and WHY did Sayaka even come to reciprocate those feelings for her? What does she like about Kyoko?

We know where Kyoko’s feelings towards Sayaka comes from: Kyoko sees herself in Sayaka and is reminded of when she was a child who believed in hope, but it’s also not a stretch to say that she saw Mami in Sayaka as well, which is why she holds a fondness for her.

So what about Sayaka? Why does she want to be friends with Kyoko? They were about to be friends before she died in Madoka’s new world but we never have any follow up about that.

And don’t tell me it’s shown in the Wraith Arc bc the entire premise of it being made AFTER Rebellion annoys me too. Whatever they have written for them in that arc is just going to be nothing but excuses for me; like why that scene in Rebellion even went the way it did, why she even regretted leaving Kyoko behind. Because from what we know in the TV series, going by RELEASE ORDER, she didn’t give two fucks about Kyoko.

Sure, it’s probably better late than never to develop them when they have time to, but idk maybe show me that in the movie a lil before getting to a weirdly intimate scene where she essentially confesses to Kyoko.

#this ship frustrates me so much you have NO idea #they just DO NOT HAVE THE DEVELOPMENT INVOLVED #it’s just shallow to me. despite Kyoko’s feelings for her. despite all the symbolism we’re shown when she’s fighting Oktavia #despite ‘AND I’M HOME’#I just don’t see why either of them would truly fall for each other #it just feels so lazy. ‘here here’s some tragic yuri for you’ and they don’t even make the yuri fucking compelling #I excuse Kyoko cause like I said she’s gay and if she sees a pretty girl who’s stubborn and hopeful maybe she likes that and it’s her type #BUT LITERALLY WHY DOES SAYAKA EVEN LIKE KYOKO LIKE PLEASE SHOW THAT TO ME ??#anti-kyosaya #all they have going for them is the idea of forgiveness and that you deserve to be cared for no matter how evil you believe you are #but it’s like. that’s not romantic to me?? that can very well be just shown platonically ???#god I’m so worried for them in walpurgis no kaiten cause they’re just gonna give us fan service scenes again

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i-miss-music-247 · 6 months

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Morning rambles...

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moonsandstar-s · 1 year

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one of the aspects that i love most about the confession scene is that blake & yang both already know the big truth they haven’t dropped on each other. blake knows yang is thinking ‘i love you’ and yang realizes that blake is thinking it too as the clouds go gold behind her, even though she immediately questions it with the dropping of her gaze and the uncertainty on her face - for them, it’s a matter of being brave enough to speak it into existence rather than revealing previously-unknown feelings to each other. my question is, when do you guys think blake and yang first became aware of how they, themselves, were feeling?

#though i love the thought of them having crushes on each other at beacon i think it's more of a curiosity than anything #like the precursor to a crush or even feelings #i wouldn't put my money on burning the candle either - i think yang was interested and blake still had a lot she was processing at the time #but that neither of them really thought concretely in that way about one another #at least not for the duration of v1-first three quarters of v3 #once beacon started falling i think their worry for each other spiked - you see blake and yang's faces during their call to each other #as beacon is under attack and then obviously everything that happens w adam after that #but of course #i think yang first started to realize her feelings were more than just 'like' sometime immediately after blake left after the fall of beacon #she realizes her frustration/hurt/bitterness/grief is more than just 'someone i trust and care about left me behind' because underneath that #there is a very raw and real ache of missing blake more than anything and wishing she were there #and that's when it starts to become apparent to us too #AS FOR BLAKE #again love the thought of her choosing yang in the emerald forest and being interested from day 1 #tho i do think she was drawn to yang in v1 and felt an affinity towards her i wouldn't say it developed into 'realized' love til later #she had love for yang which adam obviously took note of - especially the similarities between the two of them -#but do i think blake realized she loved yang until adam was threatening to take her away? nope #honestly i think she squashed it down after v3c11 when she ran away - compartmentalized and told herself that 'yang deserves better' etc and #didn't let herself think about it at all bc what was the point? she just focused on everything else going on and didn't acknowledge #then when they saw each other at the end of v5 - imo that was the turning point #that was it #their feelings rushed to the surface - broke through all the anger and suppression and grief #and they've been falling for each other even through all the issues they worked out from v6 onward #the end that's my theory and i want to hear all of yours too #RWBY #Bumbleby #RWBY 9 #RWBY Volume 9 #Blake x Yang #Blake Belladonna

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ilikeyoshi · 5 months

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fascinated by the number of replies on that poll that are just "no bc it's none of my business" like. ok???? extremely weird point to make. would it also be none of your business if that friend like. mugged somebody. hit their partner. tf does "it's not my business" have to do with anything they have displayed blatant disregard for the trust and love of others. it's GONNA be your business when they do some heinous shit behind your back.

#idk man i think ppl give run of the mill cheaters too much credit like #“yeah but are they sorry?” “yeah but did they only do it once?” do you think cheaters are like. possessed. like they black out and do shit #what is so complicated about "person has agreed to terms in a relationship in which both parties have placed a lot of trust in each other #only to turn around and DECIDE (BECAUSE YOU DON'T? ACCIDENTALLY CHEAT?) that actually my feelings are more important than other ppl's trust #i knew the replies would make me mad but VMIFKFJGFJJH seriously. it's none of your business. that's ALL you've got #yoshi talks #like i'm not saying they don't deserve to ever have friends again. i'm just saying if someone treats people who trust them #that badly on purpose that like. if they do lose friends they have no one to blame but themself.#and also like i'm lowkey concerned for all these ppl just waving off any responsibility like! cool! good to know i can't #count on you not to literally find out someone has been mistreated and then pretend you didn't see it either!#like u know that a) you ALSO sound like an untrustworthy loser who will just decide throw ppl to the wolves #and b) you're like? putting yourself at risk of being lied to or turned on or betrayed too? if ur friend can do that to one person #they can do it to ANYONE. that means u too!!! get out of there!!!! u deserve friends who won't throw u away like trash the second ur #friendship inconveniences them!!!!

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floralovebot · 1 year

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do you think people are way too harsh on bloom? on one hand it's a little justified with how the writers started making her literally the only fairy that drove the plot forward with everyone else basically saying "welp bloom stubbed her toe so we can't do anything now" but on the other hand the amount of people i've seen insist she's a selfish monster that ruins everyone's life for her own amusement or to get ahead it's nuts.

Oh absolutely!

There's this kind of phenomenon where people just hate the main character for being,,, the main character. As much as we all love the other winx, the story was always About Bloom. The first three seasons were all leading up to Bloom's confrontation with the witches and the eventual revival of Domino. It was always her story! We just had a good group and a lot of good subplots that fleshed them out so they weren't Just Bloom and the Others. Which is good! The other winx having personalities and lives outside of "help bloom" is amazing! However, while the show is about all of them, the Main Story was always about Bloom.

And in s4, after Bloom's story is "finished", we actually see a drastic change in how they manage the group. Instead of focusing primarily on Bloom, they focus on Roxy and the Winx as a whole. In s5+, we do see a return of Main Character Bloom but that is 100% Nickelodeon's fault and not something that I would blame on Bloom herself.

I mean listen people are going to get annoyed with characters for whatever reason and I'm not here to say that people Can't dislike Bloom (actually yes i am here to say that all my homies hate bloom antis). But the reasons people give for why they hate her are always so... adhglahgdl like "oh she talks about her background too much >:( oh i wanted to see more of *insert other winx here* oh she's always targeted by the villains so unrealistic oh the other winx are better than her oh she complains too much" like GIRL

It's literally a case of hating the main character just because they're the main character. I guarantee you she would Not be this hated if someone else was the Main Winx.

#when people decide they hate a character Everything that character does will annoy them #it literally doesnt matter what the character is saying or doing! if they decide they hate that character they will always be annoying #and a lot of people decided they hate bloom for no reason and use everything she says and does as an excuse for why #'she's actually a horrible friend she's a horrible person she's selfish and self centered and blahblahblah'#they'll always see her actions in a negative light because they see Her in a negative light #some people also hate her just because she's more popular which like aldghjaldg #character fanwars are sooo boring and childish im sorry but GOD please adhlagd #she definitely doesn't deserve the hate she gets :(#but also the whole 'if bloom leaves we all leave' thing? they do that with Everyone #literally all of the winx have codependency issues and they cant stand it when one person is gone #remember tecna in s3? or aisha in s4? or even flora's tiny scene in s1?#they stick by each other almost religiously and if Any of them ditch they all do #we see it more with bloom because she's an escapist but again they have that energy for everyone #so when people use that as reasoning? like girl... you are misunderstanding an essential part of their relationship #answered #i love bloom she's my little cutie patootie #also random but the people who hate on her for not bringing nabu back? choke.#we've been over this so many times !!

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 year

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Take a shot for every time I use an unnecessary comma. I don't recommend this, as you are sure to die of alcohol poisoning before you finish the first paragraph.

#me? writing a tumblr post to avoid the work i need to be doing? it's more likely than you think #if you've read any of my posts then you know im working on a very important project and have been for the past 1.5 years #(unrelated but im at a coffee shop and really need to use the bathroom but someone has been in there for like an hour)#so far i'm the only person (except my two siblings who helped me with some formatting and made sure all of my links work) that has seen it #but now... the time has come for me to share it with all of the relevant people #that's like... eleven people?#they're all very important people and uh #one of them is a person i can no longer speak to and honestly shouldn't contact in any way. but here i am playing with fire #maybe fucking up this nonexistent relationship by breaking our promise not to contact each other #messing up any possibility of us having a relationship again #but yknow it's very possible we'd never have a relationship again anyway #and she deserves to see this project so uh. guess ill do it and maybe regret it for the rest of my life #and now im going to offer up this piece of my soul to people who may judge or hate it #or who may judge or hate me #this project has been the reaon i stay alive for the last 1.5 years. the reason i get out of bed. the reason i leave the house #what happens when it's done? when i have no more of it to work on?#im finally sharing it because it's reached the end of what i can do for awhile #im effectively done #now what do i do with my life?#im sending it out today or tomorrow and then... i dont know #if any of yall have watched psych. yknow the yin yang trilogy? yknow when yang is caught #and Mary says hes spent the last 15 years pursuing yang? and now he doesnt know what he's going to do?#thats me right now

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horce-divorce · 2 years

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being ill has never not been isolating, to be clear, but I truly feel it's getting worse with time. It's never been so bad as it is now. And frankly idk what to do bc in the past id like join forums and groups and stuff but that's a thing of the past too. I joined some FB groups but it's not the same and I'm not going on FB just for that. I just don't know what to do

#me #idk if i can. talk to this friend anymore #we love each other very much and are rather important to each other #but i just. fuckin. cant do this #like his whole 'i deserve an abusive prick bc my feelings don't matter' thing is bad enough #theyve been traveling together and camping and doing all this fun shit that like #if i had someone who loved me enough to travel w me i could do that shit too but i don't and he knows i havent camped all fckn summer #he keeps sending me pics/vids of the camping trips and all these places i cant fucking go #and today it was vids from a big fuckin stadium concert. yhr likes of which ill never see again due to health.#my favorite band even.#i know that in his mind hes just sharing joyful things w someone he cares about. its sharing.#but idk regardless of intention it sure feels like rubbing it in on my end.#hey remember all those beauitful places you wanted to go that no one loves you enough to take you.#hey remember when you could be near a crowd and it wasnt a potentially life threatening event. remember concerts. remember dancing.#remember having people in your life who invited you places and took you to things instead of just showing you pictures after the fact.#how am i NOT supposed to be bitter about that.#so i just #say nothing #i say less and less over time and they find less things to send to me #and things drift apart #but it just keeps happening #even w some of the oldest and most solid friendships ive had #i have literally never in my life been so isolated and alone than i am right now #not even as a child before ever making friends. cus my parents were still invested in me back then.#prsnl

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soutaeake · 2 years

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idea for Oscar's nightmare. As we all know, the inevitable fusion of personalities between him and Oz is a legitimate concern on the part of everyone involved. So why don't we make things even worse and more unsettling by simply wishing our worst fears and future real in our beloved farmer's head?

So imagine the situation, one day, Oscar wakes up in his house, gets dressed and just hangs out with his friends. At some point, he starts to act more and more like Ozpin, and upon realizing this, he is instantly interrupted by a quick mumble of apology, but... Nobody got mad at him. No one thought that his behavior was strange. Like, Oz... Why are you apologizing? You've always acted like this. He looks away in embarrassment, because he himself does not understand what has come over him, maybe ... Is he a little crazy? Or the stress from the last events caught up with him ... And then everything in the dream developed even more strangely. The further the dream went, the more changeable and strange for him his behavior became. Oz wasn't even sure who he was. But everyone around him keeps telling him that it's okay, that he's always been like this. Absolutely everyone in this dream called him Oz. And it felt like the most natural thing in the whole world. His morning is going to be really shitty when he realizes he's dreaming about his inevitable future. And what's worse... He's not sure anymore if he sees much of a difference between Oscar and Oz. He's not even sure what the difference should have been

It could be so intresting to read.

#Call it magic or even something more but they instantly recognized each other.#rwby #oscar pine #ozcar #we all love to see how he suffering #i mean...#It intresting #our cute little boy oz #they deserve better then thet but...#hey #do you even imagen that happends if crue RWBY+Q never know about true?#I mean... If Oz say a little bite more information like relic that attached grimm...#or something like this #we know it wouldn't happend #Ot not intresting in seweral story but... why not think about this?#Hey. do you remember AU then Salem is good have a kurst of Oz. and then she reincarned in Ruby?#So. I have an idea. Like Oscar just find himself nearly from Vail. Being save... by Adam. He don't understand that happend and why his (Oz)#nightmares became true... Again.#he just wery confused at first... And in his confusion he see... Himself with J... General Ironwood #This is really traumatic for him. See how human that he must to be... at least at first being another person. Simular but definitely NOT OZ #Poor Oz #and yes this Ozpin bases his identity on the Ozpin who only pretends to be all-knowing #And again poor Oz. What it's like to see what kind of person he could have become if not for him...#So... our lovely littl Oscar doing first thing that all Oz doing at some point. He run away so far as he can.#Maybe he even meet this wersion of Blake? or someone else?#And his panik then he realise that here HE is a bad guy #But it is not all that bad. During his stampede he befriends the local Adam. They even become friends #and then Haven happens.#How bad can a reunion between two lovers go?#Only Jinn and her three questions in this sentries knows :)

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dreamingpine · 5 months

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brain worms

#again. im thinking about them again #you would say “of course shadow mc 'deserves' to be saved. everyone is allowed that!” but.#have you considered. you dont have to do that. why should you waste your time helping someone who doesnt put in the work to help themself?#why do that to yourself? this technically isnt your problem and you lose nothing to not help them. they wont even hate you for it.#why should they? they wont fault you for getting frustrated for trying to help them but them not. helping you do that.#they see that this is probably a bad thing but. they get it. they'll help you #obviously. they are the shadow mc. its their job. but. they dont expect that level of dedication fro. you.#its okay! no need to beat yourself up over this person light mc! they dont mind.#“its not about deserving or not. people help each other” true!#but. why help shadow mc when light mc is out there fighting tooth and nail to get better??#they help you and also dont expect anything in return but they thank you for your help. they apologize for bringing you down sometimes #they make it up to you; they //try//#and. who doesnt love a person who struggles? who cant help but come to love when you see #see they putting in all this genuine effort? it makes you want to help them you know?#its just. i guess i've been thinking people will feel more rewarded if...they help light mc..#but i gyess thats just how i see myself or something.

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sttoru · 3 months

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.⌇ 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒. toji can’t get his deserved rest due to his baby boy keeping him awake.

wc. 707

tags. dad!toji x female reader. nothing else to add; just pure fluff.

“he’s kickin’ me again,” toji complains with a deep sigh. tiny feet keep patting his back, not allowing the man to sleep at all. the culprit is none other than megumi—his beloved, yet bratty, son.

the little boy lays between you and your husband. you figured that this was best since megumi kept wailing each time you put him back in his crib.

you chuckle at toji’s groans of annoyance. your son is still full of energy, even if it’s already super late at night. your hand brushes against megumi’s chubby cheek and you can’t help but squeeze it lightly.

that action gains you a high-pitched squeak. you sigh and keep your child occupied with the movement of your finger against his face, “it’s his way of asking for attention, honey.”

toji grumbles something under his breath and scoots away from the both of you. megumi’s head turns towards his dad, his attention caught by the rustling of the sheets. you raise an eyebrow in response to toji putting distance between you both.

“papa’s mean,” you huff, talking to your baby. you can’t see toji’s face since his broad back is obstructing the view, though you can easily guess that he’s frowning.

maybe even secretly sulking about the lack of sleep. you do understand, however. he’s worked hard all day to provide for both megumi and you.

“papa,” megumi speaks up with an adorable pout on his lips. he crawls over to toji before you can stop him. the little boy taps at toji’s back again, tugging at the fabric of his shirt.

megumi’s need for attention and affection from his father is heartwarming to see. you reach out towards your son in hopes of picking him back up. toji needs his rest after all.

a deep sigh escapes toji’s lips. not one of frustration this time, but rather one of defeat. he opens his eyes and turns around to face megumi. the man’s stoic face softens the moment he sees those cute doe eyes staring up at him.

“c’mere,” toji grumbles and lifts his child’s tiny body up without any effort. megumi giggles instantly and reaches his hands out to hold his dad’s face. your husband playfully bites your son’s tiny fingers instead, “not gonna allow y’r dad to sleep, huh? tsk tsk.”

you watch the scene unfold with a tender smile. toji lowers his head and starts blowing raspberries against megumi’s tummy. the baby squeals and giggles uncontrollably, writhing around in toji’s embrace.

“this is what ya get for being a brat,” toji mumbles and switches to leaving kisses along the little boy’s belly. that makes megumi laugh as well due to the ticklishness.

toji grins. his earlier drowsiness and annoyance have vanished into thin air. he can’t possibly stay mad at his son. not after seeing megumi happy. and especially not after seeing your content smile too.

“mama! mama!” megumi laughs between cries of help. his tiny hand reaches out to you whilst toji continues the little attack on his tummy. you chuckle and decide to intervene.

you scoot over to the other side and shield megumi’s tiny body from your husband’s tickles. you frown and playfully scold him, “stay away from my baby, you big bad guy.”

toji raises an eyebrow in amusement. he bites back a laugh before cocking his head to the side, that familiar smug expression appearing on his face.

“oh yeah? ‘m the bad guy now, eh?” the dark-haired man rolls his eyes. he towers over both you and your son - who’s giggling and still holding tightly onto you, “all right. i’ll show you just how bad i can be then.”

your eyes widen the moment you feel toji’s fingers land underneath your shirt, touching your bare skin. not a second passes by and he’s already tickling you. his other hand reaches for megumi’s tummy again—now making the both of you squirm and giggle loudly.

the happy sounds echo throughout the room. perhaps even loud enough for your neighbours to hear at four in the morning. but, you don’t care about any possible noise complaints. not during this cozy family moment.

plus toji’s fond smile as he continues torturing you and your son is definitely worth all of it.

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