Vvvvvv messy doodles of magical girl au

So anyway, what if mephiles stole Elise's form instead? That'd be fun i think :)

CW: GURO

[Curiously, this zombie you and your party have chanced upon has managed to keep his wits about him. His speech still coherent, he asks to join your party in the hopes of finding his ‘other half’. He says he can offer protection from the other zombies and help venture into densely populated areas that only a man with a death wish would enter. A normal human man that is. What is your course of action?]

▶️[Let him join] [Abandon him]

Without the words lol !!

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I need the fuckin ishimondo dynamic thats like

Mondo, thinking: fuck would kyodai be okay if I...h...held his....hand....*proceeds to pine over how fucking kind and honest taka is*

Meanwhile

Taka thinking: I want mondo to stick his dick so far down my throat that I pass out. *proceeds to do work as if nothing happened*

Hm

Something that kinda bothers me with trimax vs tristamp is the framing of Choice

In tristamp, it's framed as this whole big thing where he has to choose between humans and plants. "Who's side are you on?" Repeated over and over again, & he continues to not give an answer because he doesn't WANT to choose. Which in and of itself, I think this is narratively interesting, but like...

Then I think about what the big Choice is in trimax, & it feels kinda cheap in comparison.

Bc see, the Choice in trimax is over whether he should ever take a life. Wolfwood says it, Legato forces it, even fucking Nebraska Dad says it. Someday, Vash is going to have to make that choice whether he wants to or not. He spends over a hundred chapters running from this, REFUSING to choose one life over another, citing that all life is sacred... he really, truly believes this, and he really, truly wants to live by this.

But sometimes in this hell of a world, you really do have to make a choice. And in the end, he's forced to make that choice. One Time, he chooses to kill in order to save someone else's life. It happens only when his hand is really truly forced, but it Happens. He kills someone, and it nearly destroys him.

And we see this during the time where the earth forces have gotten the order to bomb Gunsmoke to combat Knives, Despite people telling them that they've got plans in motion to combat him without killing a great many people. Bc the people on earth many many miles away are more concerned with risk avoidance, so they're willing to accept killing a Lot of people in order to remove the uncertainty & risk to a great many more.

Zoom back in on Vash. He literally passes out from the mental agony of it & goes into a fever dream of all the people he knows that has died. The man he killed was an awful person, caused so much harm to both Vash and many many more people. Objectively, it should not have been a hard decision.

But for Vash, it was.

And that's what really gets me about it all. Vash is a staunch pacifist. He sticks to this despite people telling him over and over again to give up, to just accept that he has to kill people sometimes... And he eventually learns that they were kinda right in the end, but Even Still, after all is said and done, he STILL refuses to give up on any life he could possibly save.

This framing of the Choice is really, truly moving to me. It's a key part of what really made trimax Hit for me.

So tying it back in with tristamp's framing of choice... idk, it just feels kinda cheap in comparison. In trimax, Vash never really has any doubts about the plant vs human thing (aside from when he was a kid, post-tesla). He knows he's a plant. He knows a lot of humans wouldn't accept him for that. He knows a lot of humans would Fear him for that. But he still loves them and never once wavers in his pursuit for love & peace.

Overall, I just really enjoy the framing of moral questions in trimax more, I guess.

i contacted my local synagogue about converting and got an email back already :] i'm really excited...

sadgirl hours ayyy

hello yes im still alive have a picture of this thing i made entirely out of popsicle sticks and prayers

and no its not photoshopped :D

okay goodnight

hey :)

i havent left home in a while and iam Feeling Effects. so im thinkin abt going with my mom in the morning to drop the rest of my siblings off at school However this is a 4 hour process cause we live far away from the schools my siblings all go to and also they all start at different times so we have to sit around for a while which will be Bad because ineed to move around all the time or i will explode .also i will have to wake up in about six hours which means i have to go to sleep soon . also while we wait around itll likely be in a publix parking lot in the car with no AC which was really hard on me last year and the yearbefore that cause im really sensitive to heat . however i may be able to receive a little snack or perhaps a treat while we're at publix if i bring some cash which would make this all worthwhile .and also the fact that i would be leaving the house

i say this with utmost seriousness i wish i was employed

I speak only the truth uwu

hi all!

i’m sorry for being so inactive recently, my physical & cognitive symptoms have been very severe - but i see your replies to my posts & asks! i’ll get back to you guys as soon as i can ♥

i also want to talk more about SSO related things (& Equinox)!

Not to be deppressing again but it still hits me like a brick that I'm still alive sometimes

Idk how to mentally catch up with that reality after so many years of sucidal thoughts and tendencies

Mental illness canceled 👍

Unfortunately I have to write a program today :| or at least however much to get my presentation for tomorrow ready.

Ugh

i cant wait until artifight crashes the first few days again lmao