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#Bc of how that got me in contact with such amazing people at such a bad time in my life. Downright my woorst period
fuckmeyer · 1 year
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(Jacobsbadwig) with all due respect, when the fuck did you get back! I missed you!
never left, only reincarnated :)
#i missed you too!!!!!! how's the fanfic going???? well i hope :)#it has been a Time#my burnout & mental illness got the better of me. i intended on divorcing myself from fandom & deleting my blog#i wanted to make myself as small as possible so i could spend whatever energy i had on work and drugs#i was afraid my presence was negatively affecting the fandom at best & contributing nothing at worst#it didn't feel like there was any place for me anymore - not because of anything anyone said or did but bc#many posts i made i no longer agreed w/ & bc i was too burnt out to write new theories i figured no one would notice or care i was gone#so i got super drunk and deleted everything#people contacted me about my blog but i was too anxious to reply#bc i didn't want to admit i had made a mistake#i kept the handle in case i ever wanted to post#but for a long time i had nothing to say about twilight outside of what my fanfiction had to say about it#i lurked for a while & at the end of the day i missed the community that came with participating in fandom#really tho - what helped was quitting my crushing job and taking several months to travel around the pacific northwest#(burnout is REAL!!!!!!)#and the admin of the twilight Discord server recognizing my handle & taking the time to talk to me - which was very sweet of them#plus - i am rereading Eclipse for the fanfic rewrite and began to have Thoughts#tbh i've been finding it amazing that anyone ever noticed i left or remembered my handle! im kinda blown away#anyway here's all the information you never asked for LMAO#i am happy to be back in the circle :)#cheers to you#<3
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alittleemo · 2 years
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I really dislike my birthday at this point in my life for many reasons but shoutout to my coworkers for making it actually quite fun for most of the day i appreciate it mroe than i could ever express to yall <33
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danikamariewrites · 7 months
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can i please request a rhysand x reader where reader is extremly blunt, like they’re at a high lord meeting and beron keeps chatting shit and she just says something like ”oh my gods does he ever shut up? ” or ” no one here wants to hear you speak anymore ” and rhys just loves it even tho he has a stone face. Or when she’s in the mood and they’re at dinner w the inner circle she says ”do you wanna fuck?” or ”i’m horny let’s go home” and everyone stares at her with amusement bc she’s so real🤞 and one time she might be getting hit on and the guy just doesn’t quit so she lists all the things wrong with him, not to be rude but bc she honestly thinks that. PLEASE🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🖤
Rhys x reader who does not give two fucks hc
A/n: I wish I could be this blunt 😂 If I were this honest every problematic person in my life would be gone
Rhys loved that you were an honest person
You aren’t afraid to speak your mind and he found it quite amusing since he couldn’t really say what he wanted
The inner circle finds it funny
You even rival Amren for bluntness
You two butt heads sometimes but it makes for fun entertainment
Something everyone feels bad about is telling Cassian no but you have no issue shutting down his dumbass ideas
“No Cass. That’s a shit idea babe.” “What?! Why?” “Cassian I could list a million reasons but you wouldn’t listen to a Single one.”
You and Azriel got a long very well
He’d even ask you to come to a few interrogations bc your bullshit detector is amazing
You can always tell when someone is lying
If you guys are out at Rita’s you’d be staring at Rhys watching him dance which is very hot
Back at the table while you all wait for more drinks you’re just staring at him, your feet in his lap as you stroke his jaw you just blurt out, “Im done here. Can we go home and fuck?”
Cassian and Mor would be shocked and then have that face like ‘yeah she’d say that’
Rhys was pulling you from the booth winnowing you home immediately
High Lords meetings are whole other ordeal
You can’t hide when you don’t like someone on your face
And there are A LOT of people you don’t like
The main two you hate are Tamlin, for what he did to Feyre and her sisters, and Beron bc he’s an abuser and a moron
Beron is complaining about the human lands again and how we’re too connected now
No one would cut him off for the safety of everyone else
You’d be lightly hitting your head on the back of your chair, your face pulled in an annoyed look
“Oh my gods!” Everyone turns to you and Rhys just gives you an amused look
“Excuse me?” Beron says like he can’t believe someone would cut him off “you’re excused if you’re going to keep complaining. No one can stand your shit. It’s all mindless crap with you. Wah-wan-wah not everything can go your way Beron!”
You settled back in your chair
Your court was trying not to laugh, Rhys had a straight face, and Eris was trying not to smile
Helion made eye contact with you and he looked like a kid in a candy shop
“Well…” Thesan said carefully, “I think we’re done for the day.”
Rhys winnowed you home and you all had a good laugh about Beron that night
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I know how this sounds so bare with me here. My (28f) friend (26f) recently got married. She’s Bangladeshi and since I didn’t know much of bangladeshi culture and their wedding taboos, I asked her about them. She told me that most things were okay and to just not dress too casually or wear a literal wedding sari. Because of that, I decided to wear a white dress that I bought recently and and didn’t have the chance to wear yet.
I arrived at the wedding and it was amazing. I even felt a bit underdressed since she invited her Bangladeshi friends and family and they were all dressed so extravagantly. I even saw some other people wearing white and off-white. I had lots of fun and everything went smoothly, or so I thought.
The next day, I was bombarded with texts and msgs from a mutual friend of ours. She kept on asking me why I would “try and steal [name]’s big moment like that“ and how could I “break her heart and destroy our friendship.” When I tried to explain to her that I had asked our friend, she kept on interrupting me and saying how I was lying or that our friend was just being nice. After that, I pointed out that a lot of other people were also wearing white, including one of her childhood best friends‘ who was wearing a white lehenga.
When I told her that, she said she knew and was attempting to get in contact with those people and had already texted the best friend I previously mentioned. At that, I just blew up bc wtf?? Not only did she not listen to me but also contacted random people she didn’t even know. We haven’t really talked since then (it’s been 3 days since the wedding) and I’m still mad at her.
I will admit, I might be the asshole for blowing up on her and ignoring her but I don’t think I’m the asshole for wearing white. But what do you all think? AITA?
What are these acronyms?
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zaimta · 1 year
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Hiii! Are your requests open? I’ve been reading your OP stories and I loooove them!
So I was wondering if I can request a story where Ace and zoro are both interested in you, like hella interested and causes a lot of tension ? You can choose how it ends and who reader ends up with lol.
zai broadcasts - pre time skip zoro gotta love him man this idea was a serve anon, im gonna split this into 2 parts bc i actually love both of them and i can’t pick one and i have ideas for both that i wanna use so stay tuned for em!!
˗ˏˋzoro ver. ˗ˏˋace ver.
˗ˏˋ«────── « 𓆩♡𓆪 » ──────»
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“nice to meet you everyone i’m ace, and thank you for taking care of my kid brother by the way i know he can be a bit much.”
“oh no he is the near death situations we’ve been in is insane…and you just got on the grand line??”
ace laughed at your snarkiness “that is true he has a tendency to not think!”
nami shrugged her shoulders “well if we’re being honest here i don’t get paid enough to die every five minutes.”
“agreed.” the remaining stawhats spoke in unison slightly annoying their captain.
“hey i’m an excellent captain thank you very much!”
after the reunion between brothers ace revealed he was looking for a man named blackbeard and since their paths collided he decided to travel along with luffy and his crew.
“so are you gonna stop staring at him or go talk to him?” nami nudged you with a grin becoming aware of your little crush on ace.
you nudged her back with burning cheeks “shut up! it’s not like that nami.”
she rolled her eyes and mimicked your voice while fluttering her eyelashes “oh ace you’re so handsome! oh ace you’re hotter than your devil fruit! oh ace the things i’d let you do to me-”
“nami!” you shouted in embarrassment your face growing warm at her horrible impressions and the fact that he might’ve heard.
“the logical thing here would be to just talk to him! it’s not everyday you see a catch like him on the grandline y/n.”
“yeah…” you sighed looking over to where the green haired swordsman was leaned the mast he was napping as per usual, but the way the sun hit his skin just right. you couldn’t help but to stare, accidentally zoning nami out in the process only hearing her again when he gently nudges you for your attention.
“oohhh zoro too huh” she smirked at you but then sighed “personally im team ace im pretty sure he can pay his debts on time…”
“oh speak of the devil here he comes~” nami’s eyes followed ace as he walked along the deck of the merry, she noticed how his eyes lit up once he spotted you and she smirked to herself.
you turned around making eye contact with ace and turned around immediately, which caused nami to laugh at you being to nervous. “ready or not here he comes” she giggled.
“hey y/n, how are you doing”
nami giggled “oh? so excited to see them you forgot all about me?” ace attempted to respond but nami cuts him off speaking with a devilish grin directed towards you “up bup up! i’ll leave you two love birds to talk okay?” she ways goodbye to the two of you and walks into the kitchen of the merry.
ace sighs and sits next to you on the deck, his shoulder softly brushing against yours “so what was that all about?” he chuckles while pointing in nami’s direction. you roll your eyes with a slight smile on your face “that’s just how nami is, y’a know sweet dependable, insufferable nami…so” you look him in the eyes “what’s life like for you on the seas mr. ‘fire fist’” ace smiles at you “oh you know sailing, meeting amazing people, can’t forget running from the navy.”
you chuckle a bit “you don’t say?”
he chuckles “yup, the best part has been meeting amazing people like you” he takes his hat off and places it on your head with a grin “you’re quite the catch y/n.”
from the kitchen sanji watched the two of you on the deck, and suddenly gasped loudly which got the attention of nami and zoro “that bastard?! taking my y/n like that?!?” he shouts angrily. nami raises a brow “what now?” sanji points at the window with tears welling up in his eyes “everyone knows that if a cowboy puts their hat on someone, they’re claiming that person, that bastard just claimed y/n!” he speaks through sobs “nami-swan hold meeeee” me leapt into her arm’s crying into her shirt so she had no choice but to comfort the cook “there there” nami rolls her eyes while patting his back lightly.
“so what you’re saying his y/n is his now?” zoro said suddenly grabbing the attention of nami and the weeping cook, nami smirks at the swordsman “what do you have a crush on y/n or something? y/n looks cozy with ace don’t you think, are you sure you can’t even make a dent in that?”
zoro sucks his teeth “what’s that supposed to mean?” nami’s smirk grew wider and there was a mischievous glint in her eyes “im saying that y/n seems pretty into ace, unless you’re into y/n and you want to change that.” zoro snaps at the ship’s navigator in frustration “of course i want to change that!”
zoro’s eyes grow wide at what he said and a brush quickly creeps up his neck and spreads across his face “i mean-”
sanji looks at zoro in shock while nami has a grin on her face, she points towards the deck where the two of you are sitting “so how about you go do something about it, swordsman.”
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fukingsad · 1 year
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AO’NUNG: Basketball
-he’s probably point guard or center but no matter what he’s the team captain
-he’s been playing since he was a kid
-I can imagine him asking tsireya or rotxo to ‘help him practice’ when all he does is dunk on them (bc he’s taller) and laughs when they can’t cover him or get the ball
-he went to basketball camps every summer
-he met rotxo at one they’ve been besties ever since
-he’s THAT light skin basketball player
-I mean the TikTok before and after a game or practice arm swing and ALL
-“They won’t see how amazing I am if I don’t record how confident I am”
-He asks you to 1v1 him and he likes to cover you bc he’s GOT THE W RIZZZ 😏😘
-“1v1? cmon I promise I’ll go easy”
-His room is full of player posters trophy’s and old basketballs
-Idk but I feel like he keeps all his old basketballs 🤷🏾‍♀️
-He gave you one of his jerseys
-“Now everyone knows who you cheering for”
-his jersey number is your fav number 😻
He’ll wink at you and shoot the ball and it makes every time
-he says it’s a good luck charm
-your contact name is a good luck charm bc of it
-“You’re gonna be at my game right? I need my good luck charm so we win”
-ok ok but imagine ao’nung doing that thing where they lift their shirt to wipe their sweat but it shows off the abs… he does that…. a lot
-Overall he’s a stereotypical light skin wannabe who’s obsessed with basketball 🏀
NETEYAM: Football (American)
-Wide receiver or quarterback
-He’s the Team Captain
-When he was little he was more interested in soccer but then jake got all in his head about football
-He doesn't mind it though he got to practice with his dad and his teammates are pretty cool
-People think he's mean bc of how he is on the field but he's a sweetheart
-He calls you his cheerleader
-He gets you free tickets to every game
-“Neteyam stop I can pay for my tickets it’s ok” “Nonsense my cheerleader shouldn’t have to pay for anything plus that way I know you’ll be there”
-He and lo’ak went to a football camp lo’ak got sent home early
-All of his coaches loved him
-he’s that kid whose dad is assistant coach BUT he’s not an asshole about it
-“Hey, neteyam is your dad the assistant coach?” “yeah that’s my dad haha”
-When lo’ak gets on his nerves he chucks a football at him to shut him up
-Tuk has played football with neteyam and she always wins
-“Haha teyam I win again” “Tuk you’re just too good”
-He did one of those big ass promposals after a good game
-he had the marching band and everything just to ask when he knew you’d say yes
-When it’s off-season he’s practicing more than he did during the season
-gets up at 6 am to get a workout in and then practices from 8-10 🤦🏾‍♀️
-Overall neteyam loves football it’s a part of him now but he DEFINITELY doesn’t wanna pursue it as a career
LO’AK: Baseball
-OK I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS BASKETBALL I KNOW BUT HEAR ME OUT OK
-Lo’ak is aggressive AND he’s fast bro he hits home runs 24/7
-he’s either pitching on first base or shortstop
-The whole crowd starts cheering when he’s up to bat
-He’s never gotten struck out it’s just not his thing
-his pitches are DEADLY I just know he is putting all his anger into them pitches
-it’s one of the main things jakes proud of him for
-“You did well today son” “Ha thank you, sir”
-after getting kicked out of neteyam’s football camp he decided to do baseball
-He met spider at baseball camp
-The kids loved lo’ak the coaches ehhh not so much
-But he was a good player
-lo’ak is dedicated to baseball it’s one thing about himself that he’s proud of
-He’s that one lanky ass light skin that runs hella fast for no reason
-he had every color of the viper glasses and I mean every color
-He got you both a custom match pair (he customized it himself)
-“Look now we’re matching ma” “Thank you my heart I love them”
-he tied a pair of his old cleats together and hung it on his wall he’s very proud of it
-“Ma look at how artistic I am” “I see, good job my love”
-Your birthday is his jersey number
-Lo’ak also plays basketball he’s just not as enthusiastic about it
-he’s probably a shooting guard or point guard
-he’s so good at basketball that it’s surprising
-“You must practice at least three times a week” “Nah cuz I’m too busy at a baseball practice to be practicing this shit”
-he’ll 1v1 ao’nung beat him then act like he doesn’t care bc he doesn’t
-Lo’ak finds it funny when he messes with aonung’s ego
-Yes lo’ak is good at basketball but his heart belongs to baseball
-He would take you to the baseball field in the middle of the night climb on the cage where the home plate is and lay there with you looking out to the stars
-“Nothing like a night with my two favorite things baseball and you”
-He’s honestly just happy he found something he can take pride in
-LO’AK LOVES BASEBALL
a/n: idc what anyone says y’all can fight me of this hc lo’ak is a baseball playerr
KIRI: Nothing
-Kiri my beautiful girl
-she hates sports
-she doesn’t like to play them
-she’ll watch her siblings play but that’s it
-the thought of actually playing NO
-“Why the hell should I play if I can just watch”
-Overall she just wants to spend her time with her cat plants rocks books tea and you
TSIREYA: Volleyball & Cheer
-this amazing girl is so so talented
-she’s gone to cheer camp’s volleyball camps
-She likes volleyball but she like outfits for cheer
-she also dances
-She’s probably a setter or a hitter in volleyball
-she’s a flyer
-she loves being a flyer getting thrown in the air is such an adrenaline rush for her
-she makes sure you are at all her tournaments and games
-She always asks you to play volleyball with her
-she had a net set up in her backyard
-She plays at the beach
-Once ao’nung was annoying her at the beach so she served the ball…. at his head
-She’s so close with her team both volleyball and cheer
-tsireya brings food for her team all the time it's just what she does
-Lo’ak introduced her to anime and she lives for haikyuu
-Overall this sweetheart is just super talented and amazing at both sports
TUK: Gymnastics
-we all know she's in gymnastics
-She loves doing cartwheels and flips
-She loves everything about it
-TUK IS THE STAR STUDENT
-she's just so good
-She gets it from her momma
-Tuk started really young
-she was in those baby ones that keeps teaches them when they’re like one year old
-She’ll try to get her dad to do some of the stuff she learned Jake is not flexible at all though
-“Daddy look what I learned it's called a back bend wanna try?” “baby girl you know I love you but daddy doesn't want to go to the hospital for his back tonight”
-She loves scaring lo’ak but doing a back bend and crawling after him
-He screams every time she does it
-She just loves gymnastics and will probably keep doing it as she gets older
A/N: HEY BOOKIESSSS i hope y’all liked it (i do take constructive criticism and feedback just don’t be too mean) 😻🤞🏾
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stazvlt · 10 months
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NottPott Fanfics Rec Lists
After checking my bookmarks and the tags on ao3 i'm proudly present to you the nottpott fanfictions recommendation. TW: Please check / read the tags. Some of this fics touch a very heavy subject and it might not be your cup of tea.
Shadow magic by Lomonaaeren (Series- 73000 words total) AU.
Harry was born with a power the Dark Lord knows not: the magic to see into shadows, to walk the shadows, and to send the shadows everywhere. This changes his life rather dramatically.
Harry is very independent in this one. If you'd like to see Harry as a morally grey and powerful lord with a very devoted Theo this is your fics.
Enough is Enough by AnonymousMagpie (33k words)
In the spring of 1992, a massive magical discharge shakes Lily Potter’s legacy. Harry Potter, its raison d’être, nearly dies. It has until now been a passive enchantment, reactive, and burns away his attacker only once violent physical contact has been made. But the backlash is enormous. The protection is disrupted. For the first time since the day of its creation it must strain to the utmost. And it determines that Harry Potter is wildly, systematically unsafe.It reacts.
Gryffindor and Slytherin Inter house relationship, and many more!! Nottpott might not be the focus here but it deserve the place on this list on the base of it being very fun to read.
Clearly Granger Will Be the Brains of This Operation by Dart (2k words)
Someone has got to save Potter, so he can save the world. ~or~ Nott and Potter sitting in an BMW, S-N-A-R-K-I-N-G
Theodore nott kidnapping Harry Potter. Do i need to say more?
Another Way We Are Not Alone by thealmostrhetoricalquestion (15k words)
Theo barges his way into the afterlife to demand assistance from the Master of Death. And apparently fall deeply in love with him while he's at it.
The bonding here is Amazing. The banter, The journey, The Sentient Boat. 15k words of Nottpott bonding.
The Heir to the House of Prince by elph13 (series - 1.136 000 words)
Summer of 4th year and Harry's all alone, dealing with his grief and the sudden revelation that James Potter is not his father. Support comes in a strange form. The form of Theo Nott, son of a death Eater. A strange friend who says he'll help him find his true father, whoever this Lord Prince might be.
I legit didn't sleep for the entire night bcs i can't stop reading it's just that GOOD. The quality and lenght of this series are amazing. House of Prince Theo is the base of my fanon Theo. Smart, Observant, Loyal and utterly Scary. Theo who's very devoted with  his traditions. Theo who wield KNIFES. And it doesn't need to be said but Harry is also amazing in this one. He's stubborn, strong, and utterly loyal. Not Dumbledore or Sirius friendly though so i do warn you if you like both of them.
Amends by SheWhoMustNotBeNamedEver (1.6k words)
"How was my... You nearly cut me in half, Potter." Harry squinched his eyes shut and pinched the bridge of his nose over his glasses "You're being a bit dramatic about it, don't you think?"
Harry attempt to bribe Theo's forgiveness with a curry. You can guess how that goes ;)
Round and Fluffy by CaityBell @caitybellfics (1.5k)
Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter arrive at the DMLE to retrieve their spouses.
Uhh misuse of Confundus? Jail?? Hermione and Theo friendship, Draco and Harry 10 years rivalry. Got all you need here.
The Answering Machine Message by SunsetRiot (13k)
The answer machine beeps again; someone’s going to leave him another message. He hears his voice. It sounds so alive. They sound so happy. It’s getting harder to hear his voice these days; it’s getting harder to accept that he’s gone. He wonders what the person leaving a message is saying this time; probably offering their condolences, trying to send a message of hope through a stupid muggle machine, it’s all people seem to be doing these days. He hears another beep and he knows the persons finished leaving their message. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t want words, or hope or anything. What he wants is gone. Theodore Nott is dead and Harry Potter doesn’t know how to carry on living.
We have too much fluff therefore i need to recommend some angst. It's a bleak world for Harry without Theo there.
Harry Potter and His Saving Theo Thing by Lomonaaeren (21k)
Harry can think of worse things to do than helping Theodore Nott rejoin society. And after a while, so can Theo.
Adult Harry and Theo is always fun to read especially when Harry is an Auror. Their banter is delicious on this one. One of the more ... mature fic? I don't know how to describe it but this one has different vibes than the other fics on the list. Also this list isn't complete without the two lovely NottPott fics i got as gifts from HP rare pairs last year:
Silver Surprise by @lumosatnight
Theo joins the DA in Fifth Year, much to everyone’s surprise. His corporeal Patronus leaves Harry intrigued.
A Classic DA activity. Everyone is suspicious of the one lone slytherin but not our boy Harry. So SOFT and Cute, two traumatized children bonding over patronus <3
My Favorite Colour by @sandervansunshine
Tired of the monotony and hum-drum of adulthood, Harry seeks out a new source of happiness. He finds it— this pure, unadulterated blend of peace and joy— in a flowery meadow, a cool stream, and a storyteller by the name of Theodore Nott.
Feels good fics 100%. The way they shared a secret meadow and them unashamedly being themselves without judgement. Story teller Theo stole my heart <33 That's all for now! Thank you so much for checking this list out. I would love to add more fics in this list but my spirit need recharge after i accidentally deleted the last rec list last night. Most of these authors also wrote a lot of other amazing fics!! Please check them out :D OH and feel free to reblog or comment with your favorite NottPott fics, your pal here needs more nottpott.
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withahappyrefrain · 2 years
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Thristy thursaday you say? How about possesive Peter who sometimes just get’s worked up by his own imagination and has to fuck you to remind both himself and you that you are his?
Why does this scream Mob!Peter, let's write some Mob!Peter bc he gives me brainrot 18+, also we got some Daddy and breeding kink here. Don't like that? Don't read it.
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You hated these dinner parties.
Peter knew that.
He always tried to make them tolerable for you by buying what dress or jewelry you wanted, as well as never staying longer than needed.
You knew it was important that the two of you were here. It was part of maintaining control, an image, a reputation.
You just couldn't listen to Betty Brandt rant about her neighbor's lawn anymore.
"I'll be right back, just need to refresh my drink," you said with no intention of returning. She'd find someone to ramble to soon enough.
After refilling your wine glass, you leaned against the wall, taking in the party. In the corner, you could see your husband talking to several 'colleagues'. You could tell the conservation had to do with business, given Peter's harden expression.
"Nice party, right?" A voice interrupted your gazing of Peter.
You turned to see a young man standing next to you, wine glass in hand. He looked vaguely familar- most likely a new hire.
"Yeah, it's pretty nice," You said dryly, turning your attention back to Peter, who was still talking to his men.
"You know, I'm amazed at how they're always having to talk business. Even when it's after hours." Did this kid not know who you were?
"Some things can't wait. Tends to happen a lot with this line of work," You continued to sip your wine, your eyes zoned in on Peter.
"I just think it's impolite. It's best to live in the now, take it all in. " The man reminded you of those guys who took one philosophy class and declared themselves to be the next Aristole.
You turned to face him, keeping your wine glass close to your face (which conveniently was being held by your left hand).
"I just also think it's much more enjoyable to talk to new people....beautiful people." You began to clink your ring finger against the glass.
Either the kid was just brazen or absolutely daft, considering your engagement and wedding rings were hard to miss.
"That Watson girl over there models," You motioned over to the redhead who was talking to a group.
"I don't really go for models," He scoffed, "Between you and me, they tend to be pretty shallow."
"Oh, she's actually quite lovely," you paused, "I know because we used to model together."
The panic in the man's eyes made your sip of wine extra delicious.
"Oh, so uh...what do you do now?" He asked, now quite nervous.
Before you could answer, you felt a large hand place itself on your hip. Another hand grabbed the wine glass out of your hand.
"Jason, my wife's wine glass needs to be refilled. You can do that, right?" Though it had been phrased as a question, Peter made it quite clear 'no' was not an option.
The now nervous Jason quickly grabbed your glass, avoiding eye contact. As he walked away, you looked at your husband.
"You interrupted a very stimulating conversation," you remarked, your voice dripping with sarcasm.
Peter ignored your remark, his eyes taking all of you in, "Follow me."
"For what?"
"I said, follow me," He hissed in your ear, the grip he had on your hip tightening. The dominance sent heat straight to your core.
You simply nodded your head, following your husband out of the living room, down the hallway. You were disappointed to be lead to a room, rather than the front door.
Peter opened the door, motioning for you to step inside. You obeyed, walking in first. He quickly followed you.
It was some study. A couple of bookshelves, a nice mahagony desk, a chair that looked quite comfortable. The sudden click of a lock turning broke you out of your thoughts.
Oh.
So that's what he wanted.
"Get on your knees." You thought about making some bratty remark. Considered telling him to make you.
But the hunger in his eyes told you that wasn't the best idea.
You sunk down to the carpet, thankful there was some cushioning for your knees. The sight of your husband undoing his tie as he walked over to you made you clench your thighs.
Peter stood in front of you, armed crossed, his clothed erection now at eye level. You looked up at him, waiting.
"Go ahead."
Your hands reached up to his crotch, unbuttoning his pants. You made quick work of freeing his cock. You wrapped a hand around the base, leaning forward to-
"Did I say you could do that?" Peter asked sternly. You shook your head, removing your hand.
"Who do you listen to?" Peter's hand gripped your chin, forcing you to look up.
He was in a mood.
Good thing you knew how to fix that.
"Y-you, Peter. Only you," You shifted from one leg to another, trying to soothe the ache between your legs.
He smirked, "That's right. Now suck."
You wasted no time taking Peter into your mouth, going as far as you could without gagging. It was so sudden, he nearly stumbled backwards. You used your free hand to grip his hip.
"Fuck, baby...." He was breathless, "Such a good mouth. And all mine."
You did your best to nod as you continued to bob your head up and down on his cock. The groans and grunts coming out of Peter's mouth went straight to your core.
"Stop," He ordered. You pulled his cock out of your mouth, dropping your hands. You looked up at him, waiting for the next set of directions.
His hand cupped half of your face, his thumb rubbing your bottom lip. Your lipstick was most likely smeared but who cared at this point?
"Who's good girl are you?"
"Y-your's, Daddy." Judging by the grin on Peter's face, it was safe to assume he was pleased to hear you refer to him by his favorite bedroom nickname.
"Why don't you bend over that desk so Daddy can remind you that no one else can fuck you so well?"
You nodded your head, standing up. You slowly walked over to the desk, gripping the edge as you bent over.
In a matter of seconds, you felt two hands all over your body. Your chest, your throat, your ass, your thighs. Peter's hands finally landed on the hem of your dress, pulling it up towards your hips.
"You've been walking around this whole party with no underwear?" He pulled you so your back was against his chest.
"F-for you. Wanted to surprise ya," you somehow managed to get out with Peter's hand gripping your throat. The cool metal of his rings provided additional pressure.
"Ya liked it when that kid tried to flirt with ya?" You shook your head.
"N-no! Only want you, D-Daddy." You gasped at two of his fingers entering you.
"You're so fucking wet, I don't even have to prep ya. How'd I get so lucky?"
You saw me on a billboard and somehow got my Manager's number, is what you wanted to say. But that wouldn't get you his cock.
"P-please fuck me. Want ya s'bad, Daddy," you didn't care that you were whining. The ache between your legs was burning you alive.
Peter bent you over the desk, entering you in one smooth motion.
You yelled at the sensation of him filling you up instantly. Half of Peter's men had already heard you two fucking from the countless "breaks" he took during meetings at your house. Their wives would give you a dirty look at the next dinner party and then stay silent about it.
Peter pulled out of you, slamming back in to create an unrelenting pace. You gripped the edge of the desk, desperate to steady yourself.
"Ya like it when Daddy fucks you nice and hard?"
You nodded your head, a gasp escaping when you felt his cock brush up against that sweet spot.
"Love it s'much. Feels s'good." It was difficult to tell if you were drunk from the alcohol or your husband's cock, or both.
"You're mine. All mine."
"All your's D-Daddy."
"Maybe I should fuck a baby into ya. Make everyone know that only I get to fuck this amazing cunt." His words sent you closer and closer to the edge.
"Ya want that?" Peter tugged on your ponytail, forcing you to tilt your head back to look at him.
"Yes! P-please. Want it s'bad. Want your cum s'bad." Your moans continued as you felt two of Peter's fingers begin to circle your clit.
"Then come on Daddy's cock. Show me how bad ya want it."
The sound that escaped your lips was animalistic. Your orgasm knocked you over like a wave in the ocean. If it wasn't for Peter's arm wrapped around your waist, you probably wouldn't be able to stand.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, baby," You heard Peter mumbled as he continued fucking you through your orgasm.
With a gutteral groan, Peter's hips stilled as he came inside of you. The two of you stood there, holding onto each other as you tried to catch your breath.
"Ya really meant that? About wanting a baby?" He whispered. There was a hint of nervousness in his voice- something only you got to see.
You titled your head back, bringing one of your hands up to caress the back of his neck.
"You're the only person I want to have kids with. No one else."
He pressed a chaste kiss against your lips. You could feel the smile spreading across his face.
"We should...we should call your doctor. Get that IUD taken out," He said when he broke away.
You chuckled, "We should clean up first."
"Yeah, I think I have a handkerchief in my pocket," Peter looked around, locating the jacket that was halfway across the room.
"Well, if anything drips onto the carpet, we'll just blame Jason," He said, chuckling as he prepared to pull out of you.
"Peter!"
"What?"
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diviinaee · 11 months
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HHAHAHAHAHAHA OK SO THAT QUINN AUDIO WAS SEVERE HEALING FOR ME
obvi spoilers for Facing Your Cruel Vampire Ex
DAMN THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING BRO
first off i imagine at the beginning darlin is on a lil patio/balcony of the department, looking over the horizon, thinking about how they could ever hurt quinn in the way he hurt them
SAM COMING IN WITH THE FUCKING COMFORT WE ALL NEED I FUCKING LOVE HIM
the way he asked if they truly want to do this.
(ignore philosophy div for opening her mouth):
Is it truly you who wants revenge, or is it the angry, young, broken part of you, just wanting closure?
AND THAT I SAY BOTH BITCH. Who says closure can't be beating the shit out of an abuser? 😻🫶🏽‼️
ALSO DAVID SLAYED THESE PAST FEW VIDS. LIKE YUH BRIBE THE GOVERNMENT ‼️‼️
thank FUCK that mf is magically bound AND has his core muted bc istg if he would've tranced them i think i wouldve needed a lobotomy to process that /hj
ight so.
his nickname for them still IRKS me
again. DID ERIK CONTACT MY EX FOR THIS DIALOUGE CAUSE OUUCH.
"I'd hate to think my favorite thrall was hurting, at least in a way they didn't ask for." - THE GASLIGHTING AND VICTIM BLAMING IS FUCKING ATROCIOUS
idgaf if it's pathetic to fight someone who can't fight back bc its pathetic to hurt others to make yourself seem stronger 🫡
OH OKAY.
"Even after years and miles apart, short-temper, volatile nature, a fury inside that you desperately throw to any direction to keep it from pointing inward again. I guess now that you can't use my fangs to punish yourself and your new toy won't use his, you've had to find other ways to work through your pain. Apparently by putting it on others. How articulate of you."
CAN I TALK MY SHIT AGAIN?
QUINN IS OUTWARDLY VICTIM-BLAMING THIS POOR WOLF LITERALLY EVERY MINUTE THAT HIS MOUTH OPENS.
What he is saying is that Darlin' is the true mastermind here. He thinks that claiming that they consented to everything suddenly makes him the victim in their want for vengeance. He even plainly states it in this quote:
"I never did a single thing to you, that you didn't ask for first. [...] I'm not absolving myself of anything Precious. Believe me, I am intimately aware of everything I've ever done to other people. I have more than my fair share of sins. I delight in them. But when comes to you, everything I ever did was at YOUR request."
He is ultimately saying, "Hey I'm not the bad guy because YOU wanted it." He physically harms them during sex and spins it off as an act of self-harm on THEIR part and is using it to emotionally hurt and shame them. NOT TO MENTION, he is deliberately excusing the emotional hurt he also caused during their relationship by making it seem like they consented to that as well. SO. I need all of you to see remember the FIRST EVER SOLO SAM VIDEO.
They are a lone wolf who is hunting Quinn because of the pain that he caused SOMEONE ELSE. HE attacked their friend and they want revenge for that friend. While yes, at some point that revenge became for them as well, Quinn misses the fact that this whole journey of being hunted by Darlin' was because he hurt OTHER people. But that doesn't excuse his reasoning for his behavior in his role in their relationship.
ANYONE. (with a sane mind at least) WOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT.
Sure. Let's say that Darlin' WAS a troubled person who asked for pain throughout the relationship. People have kinks. Whatever. BUT, at some point, (if Quinn was sane) he would have asked why Darlin' asks for some much pain. THEN he would have found out that Darlin' felt as though they deserved it, and then he would've told them that they didn't. BECAUSE THAT'S HEALTHY COMMUNICATION. INSTEAD, Quinn sees this broken soul who is "consenting" to pain so that he was an excuse to unleash that pain. It truly is giving, "Hey I warned you so now you can't complain."
wow that was alot for me to just do that section of the video.
ANYWAY.
SLAY QUINN GOT MAD. STAY MAD YOU ASSHOLE.
THIS. QUINN SCREAMING AT THEM TO COME BACK.
HE KNOWS. He knows his effect on them is slipping. He knows they're healing. He is actively trying to make them believe that they are nothing but their time with him. HE KNOWS ALL OF IT. Trust me. I've seen an abuser's reaction to the victim's healing. IT IS LITERALLY THIS. They get so mad that their effect is no longer working. That they can't have someone under them anymore. IT MAKES THEM FEEL WEAK. Quinn truly overestimated himself BECAUSE of the fact that he counted on Darlin's mind. He relied on the idea that they would forever be haunted by him.
OK THATS ENOUGH OF PHILOSOPHY AND PSYCHOLOGY STUDENT DIV NOW MOVING ONTO CHEERLEADER DIV
WOOOOOOO SAM GOT HIS PUNCHES IN LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO
HE PUNCH FOR FRED. FOR BRIGHT EYES. FOR HIMM
also are we gonna ignore thats the first time that bright eyes was mentioned in a LOOOOONG TIME. CAUSE IM NOT. IM GONNA GO BATSHIT CRAZY OVER IT.
we love beating up abusive people. it should be normalized.
thank god for vampiric laws. WE GON WATCH THAT MF DIIEEEEE
LET IT DIE LET IT DIE LET IT SHRIVEL UP AND DIEEEEEE.
anyway anyone catch the fact that the "trip" David is planning is probably HBS.
THANK GOD JUNE IS HERE NOW BC I DON'T THINK I COULD TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS CANON ANGST.
also if anyone ends up asking me if i'm okay i'm gonna laugh cause I wrote some of this on a hospital bed LMFAOOOHDVBHDF
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𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝 • jack Harlow
SUMMARY: fic where jack & reader have been dating for over a year but they have kept things secret bc reader isn’t famous and maybe one night they get a little carried away and jack gets photographed with a bunch of hickies on his neck ☺️ idk why i find that so attractive 😂
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GENRE: fluff
WARNING: hickies, implied smut
PAIRING: jack Harlow x fem reader
AUTHOR NOTE: interesting
Jack harlow masterlist
Don't repost my content anywhere. It's a crime
Enjoy <3
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The tabloids were buzzing at the new pictures that dropped of jack. It was a picture of him walking around with a red bruise on his neck. A bruise you had gave him from your night before.
Jack being famous made it hard for you to do normal girlfriend and boyfriend things with one another. You knew if you were spotted with him or even a slight hinted of you was dropped it would be over for you. His fangirls would eat you alive just for being with him so no matter what you tried to keep everything secrert.
Jack didn't stop from bringing you places with him though. Whenever he could he brought you on tour or to a show but just left you in the hotel room or backstage. He knew once he was done preforming he could relax with you.
Perhaps you both got a little too comfortable last night after one of his shows. Jack woke up with a few reddish purple hickies on his neck. Jack did his best to cover them up but judging by these articles and pictures it was useless.
"shit, jack I'm sorry." You ran your hand over your face and groaned. Jack who was sitting on the bed stood up and walked over to you. "It's ok baby." He pulled you into a hug right after kissing your head. You both stayed in the hug until Jack's door opened and in walked Neelam and urban Wyatt.
"damn bro you're fucked." Was all urban said before he plopped on the couch in the room.
"we'll figure this out.. right?"
Jack turned to Neelam hoping she had a plan. "I don't know jack." She sighed. "It's very hard to play off a hickey."
Jack sighed. "I honestly don't know how they saw it. I had my coat up and everything."
"well when you have vampira sucking so damn hard on your neck that shits going to get dark and see able."
You all turned to urban. The smile that was on his face quickly faded as he noticed you all looking at him.
"ok we will figure this out. Let's just gets some rest and figure out a plan tomorrow."
Neelam left and so did urban leaving just you and Jack. You both got ready for bed in silence. Jack knew it hurt you that he got caught judging by how you never made eye contact with him through the night. It wasn't your fault it was his. He should have covered up more.
You slipped into bed and pulled the blanket over yourself. Jack wasn't far behind; he walked out of the bathroom and got in bed with you. Your back was facing him as you scrolled through your phone. Jack had enough with the silence.
"baby I said it was ok. You don't need to feel guilty."
You sighed and turned to jack. "I know, but now people are going to try and find me. They're going to keep asking questions and stalking until they'll figure out who I am. And I don't want that."
Jack pulled you into his chest. "I'm not going to let that happen baby. I'm going to keep you safe even if I need to hire security."
You lifted your head from his chest. Jack kissed your cheeks then your lips.
You both fell asleep that night in each other's arms. The next morning jack left for an interview early.
He knew they were going to ask questions as soon as he got there so he needed to lay the record straight.
"so jack you know about what happened yesterday. Is it true? Is jack Harlow off the market?"
Jack exhaled. "Yeah! I'm taken by a beautiful and amazing girl. She's not interested in the spotlight so you won't see her for a while, but just know I'm very happy with her."
Later that day jack came back to the hotel room you both were stay at.
"I'm beautiful and amazing?" Jack nodded. "Did I stutter?"
You laughed. You got up and walked over to him. Jack kissed you then wrapped his arms around his waist. "I meant every word even the part about they won't be seeing you. Going to keep you my lil secret forever."
"I like the sound of that."
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stoopidslxt · 28 days
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Why and how hypnosis has formed such an intricate, tantalizing web, and why I am ever it's willing captive in my own mind.
So, buckle up! This will probably go long, but I figured it was high time I document my own history with hypnosis, tumblr, this community, and every other little kink that presses the corners of my mind into a nice, flat, glassy surface that any and all thought slide over and away from with effortless precision. I suppose it really all started during my first stint on tumblr, over a decade ago now. I was a plucky eighteen year old who, admittedly, really enjoyed engaging with trolls and jerks online. I was a really smart young girl, and I knew how to carry myself and when it was all said and done, I'd feel like I'd accomplished something, felt like I'd won, been witty, it did fill me with a sense of pride. it was these same people, and a lady friend of mine we'll call b that helped me learn and understand the pleasure of having that pride stripped away and replaced with wave after wave of unending, uncontrollable pleasure. with obedience, servitutde, with edghing, with so many different sides of the kjnk. I fojnd dreamychat and met many wonderful people. the first was h, who really knew how to drive me crazy. at the time I was a switch who was having lots of fun dueling and having my turn on top. after awhile, h and I lost contact and I visited dreamy less n less. after a hiatus, talking with b again some, and always confiding andmissing my v good friend in kink here we'll call L, I fell back into the scene again hard and met two different people. D was the first, demanding, controlling, arragont, bully. my kryptonite. he pushed me to do so mhny tihngs tha made .y brain:) go blank. and. h and then I met V, who had a much different approach that got sososo deep in my head:) v was so kind and playful, and ay ther end of the day, made me do sooo many amazing things. these experiences have made me the happy little bimbo fuckpuppy cockslut dickforbrains moocow💖💖💖 hhnnnn like, ujnm, now I moo that theres no way I could be a switch 4real💖 noww I edgee nnrubbb ngooon 💖💖 and just be trancyy nhapyyy n dummmmm for him💖 gggigles ghhnnn n ifeeel sosoosogooood sparkles nn pops💖💖💖 and beein a gooodgirlll 💖💖💖 rubbbin and likke makin myself worseee. it all happennd bc i didn t want to he responsbile nomore an beinn dumbbbs bettrr thsn beimg smartt💖💖 feeeels gooood and and not making choises 💖💖💖 hatee havjng real girl thougbts 💖💖 imm a toyh💖 noo thinkks💖💖 jusssinkssa💖💖 lovee bein seeeen bh you allll💖💖 degraded and vulnrble💖💖 butsafe n protected💖💖alwayssafe💖💖 yessedhedgedgedgdd💖💖rubbbb💖💖 dennyy repeattobeyyyy💖💖💖 mandi doll obeyy💖💖 mmmasst💖💖obeyy💖💖💖edgdgggg abbhghhh moooooooo💖💖💖💖💖rruuffarrfarfarff💖💖💖💖💖whinbbe wwhimmnper💖💖💖droooolll💖💖💖hheeaaatttt💖💖💖💖hhhbnnnnnn💖💖💖fffuc
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queen-freya0 · 11 months
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So, now that I finished totk, I'd like to share my insight of the game overall with y'all. Fight me or agree with me, I'd like to know other people's opinions
PROS
The soundtrack is amazing. Zelda has always been about awesome music and this is not the exception. The soundtrack plays exactly what the environment was to convey. You're exploring the sky islands? The music is then calm. You're in the depths? the music will help you shit yourself. Going even more down, looking for Ganondorf? coolest music ever, full of mystery.
World exploring. I feel like this time totk forces you to explore the world, in botw you could directly go to Ganon and beat the shit out of him with a stick, but definitely not here at all. You find yourself needing bombs so you'll have to look for caves, then you need Sundelion, so you have to go to the sky. In a certain way, I hated that for the first days because I was trying to finish the game as soon as I could, but now I appreciate it.
We have our first disabled Link! At least until the end. It was nice to see him different for once. It'd be cool if he had stayed that way.
World development. In botw, you have this whole piece of land that's mostly monsters and ruins, but in totk things have changed after the calamity disappeared. We have more people around who're in contact with each other. The places don't seem as lonely as before and even people help Link. And, did you notice there's less trees? It's a nice detail, since there's new buildings made of wood everywhere.
Fusing mechanic. Tbh, I didn't love Fuse at first, but then realized how useful it can be.
Link's clothing. There's more clothes available bc they used the botw DLC clothing, which is cool! And the new designs are... slutty.
Zelink. No one can tell me otherwise. All the signs are there, bitches!!!!
CONS
Overall, it doesn't feel like a sequel. And I hated that. Nintendo keeps giving preference towards new players and in this case, it's not worth it. I dare to declare that at least 80% of people who purchased totk played botw and knew exactly what they were getting. This especially has to do with the point below.
There's no mention of the Champions at all, the Sheikah technology is missing, and where tf are the Divine Beasts?? I get that, yeah, maybe the Champions shouldn't be thaaaaaat important anymore, yet what about everything else? Where's my Sheika Slate????????
We were promised a dark game and this isn't it, not at all. Maybe I'm tripping? But I remember clearly on the first years of development people mentioning this game would be dark like Majora's, and going back to the first two trailers I could actually see it was kinda the case. However, with the last trailer, I made a bet that they probs rejected the idea and I was right. I'd like to have something like Majora someday again.
The introduction of a new race out of nowhere. The zonai.... they weren't my piece of cake at first. It seems cheap for me, I'm not sure. I don't know if they intended to introduce something, anything, from them since botw but ended up scraping the idea, but overall the whole experience I have of them from both games is that they took the zonai out of their asses and were like "yup, we got this!"
The end was TOO happy. Like I mentioned before, I'd rather Link have his arm cut. Purah can make another one if Rauru really wanted his arm so bad. Zelda transforming back was okay, but what I didn't really get was why did Sonia and Rauru didn't turn her back before????? They instead waited until Link fought his ass hard, lol.
I hated that Zelda was thanking ME at the end instead of Link. Don't look at me, bitch, look at your boyfriend! This has to do with this other post of mine about how Nintendo can't let go of Link being an avatar despite they themselves providing depth to his character.
I may edit this longer but rn I'm out of ideas and I'm at work, lol.
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Hey hey lovie!
I have a request for a neteyam x reader. (Already established relationship if possible)
So, reader is an orphan from a traumatic experience, and Jake and neytiri raised reader as one of their own.
But, because reader was on their own for a while before being found by jake and neytiri so their fiercely independent and doesn’t really have l a regard for their own life and is often reckless. One day reader almost dies on a mission bc of their recklessness and neteyam finds out, freaks out, cries, begs them to take care of themselves and reader is like “I don’t care about myself” or “who cares if I get hurt” neteyam reassured them and it’s just fluffy comfort?
(Holy crap I’m sorry it’s so long I just have it so planned out In my head 😭)
i’m fine!
this is so amazing. i LOVE THIS IDEA SM. i’m so sorry this took so long💀
obv neteyam x fem!reader (already in a relationship)
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neteyam has known the feeling stress from lo’ak. he knows the pain of that gut feeling tell him that something has gone wrong.
however it’s different when it’s her.
he has never felt this kind of stress before. it’s similar to lo’ak… except if you were to ask anyone how neteyam is handling it, they would tell you he’s not.
he’s not handling it well at all.
y/n brings neteyam a whole new feeling of stress. he deeply cares for her.
why wouldn’t he care about the woman he’s with?
now let’s just explain how neteyam got in this situation first yeah? yeah.
he was around 4 years old, he was hanging out with his grandmother. however when neytiri was out by herself she heard a baby crying out in the middle of the beautiful forest. obviously she followed the sounds, because who would leave their child here?
she ran into a young na’vi who looked around neteyam age.
long story short neytiri decided to take y/n (which is what the little na’vi said was her name) home and have her stay with the sully family.
when little y/n went home with neytiri, she was introduced to jake. she was nervous seeing all these different people and the couple took notice.
neytiri gently asked her, “is something wrong little one?”
y/n timidly shook her head “no ma’am! i’ve just never seen so many people before…”
the couple exchanged a look of confusion. there was only neytiri, jake, and y/n in their tent so far… what did she mean ‘so many people?’
“y/n… who are your parents? do you remember?” jake gently asked while sitting down.
y/n looked at the rug that was sprawled across the floor of the tent. tears started to rush to the surface of her eyes. she huffed because she hated crying.
“ive never met my dad… and my mom left me. she said i wasn’t useful enough for her to love me… so i want to become the best hunter i can!” y/n started out with tears, but then ended her sentence with a determined, stubborn look.
the couple felt their heart breaking at the reveal. they then made eye contact with one another, almost having a conversation with their eyes.
neytiri would help raise y/n and train her to become a hunter like how she wishes.
years later and neytiri stuck to her word. y/n eventually became such an amazing hunter that the clan looked up to her. she became an expert at such a young age due to neytiris help.
y/n having such an independent, strong, fierce personality and mindset, is exactly what made neteyam fall madly for her.
if you were to ask neteyam who was the best hunter in the clan… he would say y/n. after saying his mother of course.
and he wouldn’t just say this because they were dating… but because it’s true.
y/n climbed the ranks of being an amazing hunter so fast it could give someone whiplash.
y/n was so stubborn to prove that she was the best. she would train nonstop, barely sleep, and never ever ask for help.
that being said… y/n was so reckless because of her stubbornness.
neytiri and jake, even neteyam have tried to tell her that being reckless can lead to consequences in the future if she’s not careful.
she would also argue that “she’s fine” and that “she’s got it under control”.
as much as everyone loved her… they all thought she was stupid for risking her life nonstop.
this said reckless behavior is what has neteyam stressing in the first place.
y/n was out on a hunt with his mother to feed the clan, and neteyam was in charge of keeping an eye on lo’ak while they were out.
everything was going well until neteyam heard his mothers war cry.
his head whipped around to see his mother carrying someone else on her ikran.
it was y/n.
she had scratches up and down her body, blood seeping through and making her look like a bloodied mess.
neteyams heart stopped.
he got up and sprinted towards the crowd of na’vi that had eventually ended up forming. except when he finally pushed past everyone, he noticed the back profile of his mother running towards his grandmothers healing tent.
he started to sprint.
his heart was racing in fear.
once he made it to the tent, he found his mother and father waiting outside.
“you cannot disrupt your grandmother neteyam… let her work” said neytiri gently stopping him from entering the tent.
“what happened.” neteyam demanded. his voice came out strong, which was unintentional but his parents knew it was out of worry.
“we were hunting, and per usual she was amazing. however that being said, she was also being reckless once more. she inched closer to her target… something from behind the herd made a noise and they ended up running towards her direction… “ neytiri started to form tears in her eyes
“ i called out for her! i heard a sickening snap and everything else didn’t matter anymore. i tried to get there in time i swear my love…” she cried while taking neteyams hands gently.
“once i made it to her… her bow was trampled on, completely shattered. her body covered in marks and blood. bruises were already starting to form.” she sobbed.
neytiri felt awful. she saw y/n as one of her own. she thinks that she failed to protect y/n. she blames herself.
neteyam tightly hugs his mother with his own tears in his eyes. “it is not your fault mother. please do not put the blame on yourself.” he took a breath. “do you think grandmother will be able to fix her?” he hesitantly asked.
jake jumped into the conversation, “of course she will. y/n is stubborn as hell either way. if mo’at won’t heal her, y/n will find a way to do it herself!” he lightly joked, trying to take the tension off the mother-son duo.
the three of them lightly laughed.
they then waiting for about a half hour until mo’at came out of the tent.
“she’s healed. she’s getting some rest so you can come in and see her in a little while. stubborn one that girl! i thought she wasn’t going to make it through but she proved me wrong once again!” she praised with a smile on her face.
neteyam then waiting an hour or so to walk into the tent.
his parents figured it would be best for neteyam so see her first when she was awake.
he walked into the tent slowly, scared of what he might see.
he saw her laying down with multiple bandages on her body. tears instantly formed in his eyes.
y/n heard the sniffles and slowly opened her eyes. she turned her head gently towards the source of the sound. it was neteyam.
“oh ma teyam…” she softly started to say. “it’s ok! i’m fine..” she whispered.
“no it’s not ok! you’re too reckless… it’s like you don’t even care about your life anymore!!” neteyam shouted with a shaking voice. tears started to fall from his eyes now.
y/n gasped at his sentence.
“i- i don’t care about my life… it’s worthless!” she stated with a strong voice.
neteyam was shocked at the reveal. “h-how could you not care? i care for you. my family cares for you. everyone in the clan cares for you!” he loudly said with a broken heart.
“well clearly not everyone! if everyone cared then my mother wouldn’t have left me!!” she shouted with tears in her eyes.
“… she would’ve loved me..” she whisper while crying.
neteyam felt his heart shatter even more. he didn’t realize that she was still holding onto such sorrow.
neteyam rushed over to give the woman he loves a gentle hug, careful not to open her wounds.
they both sobbed in each other arms.
“y/n…” neteyam started out in a whisper. “you don’t need your mother to love you..because i love you.” neteyam stated sincerely. he looked into her teary eyes to show just how much he was being serious.
y/n started to sob.
“i-im sorry ma teyam!” she wailed. she finally felt the pressure of sadness she has been holding, break down and flow out like a river.
neteyam takes her in his arms again and doesn’t let go. he whispers sweet nothings in her ear until she slowly stops crying and falls asleep from exhaustion. neteyam feels his eyes slowly close and let’s sleep consume his body.
a couple hours later, neytiri walked into the tent to check on y/n. she noticed her eldest and his soon to be mate fast asleep cuddling one another.
she smiled at the sight and slowly backed out of the tent letting them sleep.
from that moment on… y/n was more careful with her life. she finally had something to live for. she didn’t care about her mother anymore.
she saw neytiri as her mother now. she wanted to live for her new family.
she wanted to live for her mates family.
she wanted to live for neteyam.
with neteyam.
from that moment on she had something and someone to live for.
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i’m so so sorry this took so long!! i’ve been on my period and i literally avoided everything and anything.
hopefully this is ok!!
if there’s any mistakes please lmk.
~S!
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idealspawn · 8 months
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ive been away from tumblr for such a long time, afraid it would trigger me. ive been doing so well:) i moved to another city. back to where i lived for a year, a year prior to this one. i was able to join a programme that enables me to study in this university again for a year as like an exchange student(?)-ish thing. it feels amazing. ive reconnected with two(three-ish?) extremely dear people to me and ive found my love for knowledge again. my apartment is so nice too. i live near a train station but i can barely hear anything, and if i do, the sounds are actually comforting. i used to dislike trains, they made me anxious but starting this summer i grew to love them and now i regularly even prefer them. i live on the top floor so my ceiling and walls are slanted but it brings me such comfort, my room in my parents' house also has it like that. i have a second floor, well half of it. there is a built-in ladder staircase. it feels extremely comforting. ive had to fix, and still have to fix, many things here bc its a relatively cheap apartment but im fine with that. it actually makes me feel more at home when i can work on the apartment and make it my own. it feels more like home when everything isnt perfect either. the washing machine was disgustingly dirty and the air ventilation thing above the stove is also so fucking nasty but ill deal w it.. not my first time renting an apartment...... .. .. . the emotional aspects of this place are way more important. ive adopted plants too this time around. and a lot more intentionally, ive made in-depth sheets on how to properly care for them. i speak to them and kiss them every day. i know i will buy at leasr one more plant. so far i have an aloe vera plant, alocasia zebrina(MY DEAREST but also the most needy), a chinese money plant and an ivy. i want another ivy but a diff one. right now i have the one called wonder, it looks very friendly, very round. i didnt intend to get this one but they got my order wrong but i didnt have the heart to exchange it so i will just keep it and buy the other ivy as a friend to it. i am so fond of the one that has, i cant seem to find its proper name, but the one that has extremely slim and elongated and really sharp star-like leaves. i figured maybe the two contrasting ivy plants would even look better together than just one. so maybe the wrong order was a blessing in disguise. im using plants to learn unconditional love and acceptance because my family definitely didnt provide me with that skill.. :d.. did the same with my childhood cat, thats why she was so extremely dear to me. when noone else in my family loved me unconditionally, she did:). ive been really motivated to study and read a lot of my own extracurricular stuff too. ive gone to really interesting tours and public programmes about nature and culture and society. ive actually enjoyed being on my own and had the balls to show up to places alone, i used to never be able to do that. i always had to have someone with me but its really limiting as many people around me right now have colliding interests. im also so insanely proud of myself for speaking up in a seminar!!!!!! u have no idea. NO IDEA how hard that has been for me. to realize my insight has value and should take up time and space in a seminar. ive always come so close to speaking but then my heart has raced out of my chest and then the moment passed. but this time i actually spoke up, i took the initiative and i didnt only speak abt the strict topic that our seminar text provided for that time but i brought up my individual reading!! and a girl in the seminar told me i spoke well!!(i didnt, god i was so nervous i stumbled upon my words so much and avoided all eye contact) AND ALSO the professor leading the seminar told me my answer was good too :) im so happy. im growing so much.
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lovennotesfromme · 28 days
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Hay XxX
Pleas tell me how u & ur daddy met? I am looking for an older daddy but not yet with no luck
it’s a funny ish story to be honest lmaooo
so I saw him on TikTok and I heard his voice.. drove me madddd
anyway I stalked his account obviii, went to his twitter etc and followed bc I’m invested in this man with such a sultry voice of course
anyway I get the balls up to tell him “I like his content” when I actually just wanted to tell him he made me wet 💀💀
we started talking for days on end like staying up at night kinda talking for ages.
then we got each others deets for a contacting app and we started texting back on forth there.
After a while we started getting closer as people do.. and one day I was so horny I felt like I *needed* him to help me and he helped talk me through it like the amazing daddy he is 🤭
after that we’ve been very close and call almost every other day lmaooo
love my daddy 💕
(I know you’re reading this daddy)
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brandogenius · 2 months
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eating up the content as per usual ‼️👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 i'm so excited ur getting into muna i got into them a few months ago and they're just so chaotic and funny, id say another way to get good insight in their personalities and speech patterns and whatnot is by listening to gayotic (their podcast!) i literally listen to gayotic to fall asleep sometimes LMFAOAO
okay now time for my thoughts on more barista!reader x jb:
question, what do you think the drink actually is that jb orders? like, in my opinion, i feel like its just one of those really popular sweet ice coffees that most people like but its bc they don't actually like coffee and julien is like about to eat a spoonful of salt to cut the sweetness bc how dare she not drink every drop of this ice coffee her pretty gorgeous cool amazing barista girl crush made for her
THE ANGST i love, that's so something that i would do ngl, i can imagine julien being like gutted that reader would think they were coming off weird and stopped doodling on her cup and reader like blushing and smiling at her reaction
speaking of angst can you imagine the dramatics of when reader finds out that jb doesn't actually like her order...in my mind it's not even something reader loves it's just popular and they overhears phoebe or lucy with julien making fun of her getting a drink she doesn't even like and reader doesn't mention it until like a week later because they've been analyzing jb getting her drink
im picturing julien coming in and being like "same as usual ☺️" and reader is like "are you sure?" and julien is confused like "uhh yeah i always get that wdym hahah" and reader explains what she overheard and julien is internally panicking like 'okay this is it she found out and she's gonna hate me and think im a pathological liar'
omg what if from then on reader makes her something new EVERY time until jb finds something that she really likes
julien coming in during a rush and reader frantically ranting to her about how stressed they are but julien is sitting there listening to them like this 😍 and reader can't help but notice and then they're like "sorry i didn't mean to ramble on like that..." and all embarrassed
one last thought, julien coming in and getting her drink but then sitting on the couch or window seat and reading a book or doing work on her laptop and reader is checking on her every 0.5 seconds and they keep making accidental eye contact and smiling but neither will actually talk to each other (classic wlw yearning from afar)
OKAY rant over 😊😊
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tysm :D i’m definitely getting into muna!! funny enough i’ve gotten a few asks but i’m waiting to get more into them before i write them up!!
i’ve been watching their gayotic podcasts, i started by watching lucy’s then julien’s and lemme tell you i love it. i’m someone who loves to take note of speech patterns and how people word things so it was interesting to learn more about them individually
as for barista! reader
hmmm. i feel like jb isn’t someone to order overly sweet things. like say fraps or something. black coffee or something 😭 a little bit of sugar like maybe a teaspoon is fine but overly sickening sweet nooo. she takes it though and doesn’t complain because at the end of the day reader made it and there was cute doodles on it and she doesn’t want to be like “aha hey… so i don’t actually like this”
she either chugs it down or splits it in half with one of the boys so she has less to drink. she wouldn’t put your hard work down the drain
reader finding out jb doesn’t even like the orders they make and they are like “YOU COULDVE TOLD ME”AND JBS LJKE “that’s true”
omg reader handing jb a new cup everydsy like “so this is peach ice tea” and the next day it’s like “so this is matcha tea” and maybe julien’s just extremely picky on her drinks but she’s yet to find something she likes
reader literally watching julien sit down and write lyrics or type away at her laptop and they make eye contact every so often but both are too scared to say anything so queue reader coming over with a slice of chocolate cake like “here you go” and jbs like “oh i didn’t offer it” and readers like “it’s on the house” and jbs like “oh.. thank you-“ and you stick your hand out like “i’m [name]” and she’s like “julien. i can’t believe we didn’t ask for each others names yet”
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