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pocket-size-cthulhu · 10 months
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The thing about being a not-man in tech is that I have none of the audacity that tells men that of course they can do it, all I have is a load of self doubt and bad memories from math class against one tiny voice in my head that says I can do it as long as I can get one encouraging word from someone every few weeks
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fromtheseventhhell · 10 months
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"I've been skipping two of the most important character POVs since the first book, am I missing anything?"
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Honestly though, this is taking me out because I just know this is how a lot of people actually "read" the books. At this point the books have been discussed so much people just assume they know enough to skip through certain parts and that's exactly why we have so much misinterpretation in this fandom. People are getting their information through second-hand sources instead of the books themselves 😭
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heymacy · 6 months
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hoosbandewan · 3 months
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I swear to god some of y'all make it so fucking hard to want to be here and make posts to be passionate about the characters we love
Sorry to the anon on Ange's blog (edit: on mine too, lol) who complained about me titling my Billy post "THE Billy Taylor post" because it was me sharing all of the feelings I have about Billy that I have kept in my heart until now
As if I am saying that no one else in the world could ever post about Billy Taylor. I'm not even a fan fiction writer, but lmao! Sorry! I claimed him and you can't ever talk about him because I made the definitive Billy post! Haha gotcha!!!!
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daddyplasmius · 7 months
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hand on my stupid heart flashbacks
this is a No One Knows AU & Full Hazmat AU where Danny ended up in the Ghost Zone & didn't go back into the human world initially because he thought he was dead. by the time he realized he is, in fact, at least half alive, he'd already been missing for at least 2 weeks. will probs never finish homsh sorry. i wrote this a couple years ago in a haze & just haven't been able to finish it because i can't replicate the style, which i find is what i love about this fic the most. it wouldn't be the same without it. posting the flashback introsーwhich are meant to be read between chapters/the actual plot, starting after chapter 1ーcuz fuck it. excuse typos & shit, i never properly edited it, as i forgot it existed immediately after i wrote it original description of homsh: Danny Fenton has officially been missing for over a year. Maddie & Jack Fenton refuse to give up on their son. Sick and tired of the police running them in circles, and the case getting colder by the day, the Fentons turn to their last resortーPhantom. 800~ words (full unfinished fic is 20k~)
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When Danny woke up surrounded by thick, green fog, and couldn’t breathe without swallowing heavy air that was more like water than anything, he was sure he was dead. The portal glowed behind him, illuminating the pitch darkness around him in soft, yellow, warm light.
He almost went back.
Almost.
He was dead. His parents were ghost hunters. They had drilled into his head from the moment he was born that he could never, ever panic in death. That he would accept it. That he would not be scared. So he would be prepared to be brave in the face of death and would not become a ghost.
He panicked. He did not accept it. He was terrified. And so he woke up in the Ghost Zone.
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Danny went back through the portal when he saw some ectopuses acting… strange. Like they had an idea in their heads. Like they had a plan.
Which was weird, with animal ghosts. He had only been in the Ghost Zoneーmom and dad called it that, he rememberedーfor a couple weeks. Or, he had already been there for two weeks. Or maybe time worked differently and he was there five minutes, or four years orー
The ectopuses went through the portal and, despite everything, Danny went after them.
While he was busy reeling at being home, the ectopuses immediately attacked dad. Danny was horrified. Jack was overwhelmed. Danny stepped in, in a moment fueled by sheer adrenaline and stupidity, snatching a Fenton Thermos™ off a shelf and releasing his shaky invisibility. The ectopuses didn’t stand a chance. And when they were safely in the Thermos, he slowly turned around to dad, ready for the confrontation. Ready for the “what happened to you?” and the “where have you been?” and the “we’ve missed you”.
Dad scrambled to shoot at him.
Danny fled.
His parents didn’t recognize him.
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The Lunch Lady attacked when Danny was mourning Halloween.
He’d waited all year. He made a costume that summer. He wouldn’t get to go trick or treating with Sam and Tucker this year. Or any year. For the rest of his lifeーor existence. Whatever.
The Lunch Lady appeared in the school and demanded in straight fury, “Who changed the menu?”
Everyone pointed at Sam.
Danny hadn’t known just how powerful ghosts could be. His parents never told him the specifics. Just that they were dangerous.
This ghost grew and her aura hit him like a hurricane, almost physically pushing him back. It was so strong that the students in the Casper High cafeteria seemed to feel it too.
The Lunch Lady was a much harder opponent than the ectopuses. She levitated meat. She used it as a weapon, and seemed to bring it back to life. She created weird meat creatures that grew sharp teeth and claws out of bones. They were mindless, attacking everything that got too close to the ghost. Danny would have run away without hesitation, if Sam hadn’t been in the crossfire.
Danny fought the Lunch Lady. It was a long struggle, but he caught her in the thermos after over an hour. When he turned to Sam and Tuckerーboth of whom he had to save due to Tucker trying to jump into the fightーall three of them bloody and bruised, he cringed. But a part of him hoped. Desperately.
Surely they would know him on sight.
“Wh-what are you?” Sam gasped at him finally.
Danny flinched as if she had struck him. “J-just… your friendly neighbourhood phantom.”
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Danny didn’t know what possessed him. Oh. Pun not intended.
He just barely caught the Fentons leaving in the GAV, dragging suitcases behind them. He couldn’t help himself. What on Earth were they doing?
They were going to Vlad Master’s mansion for their college reunion.
It was a whole thing. But something was off. Besides all the adults reminiscing about the 80’s.
Danny sensed ghosts immediately but he couldn’t see anything. Unfortunately for him, Vlad could also sense him. It was two days of Danny staying invisible, and Vladーthe halfa? Is that what Danny is?ーtrying to kill Jack. Somehow, Danny managed to fight off Vlad, not turn back, and without the Fentons getting hurt. His secret intact.
VladーPlasmius, also learned about Phantom. And Vlad hated him. The manーghostーwhatever, seemed to only care about one thingーpossession. Of money. Of things. Of people. He was more ghost than Danny had ever seen. Vlad’s obsession was overwhelming.
Danny couldn’t believe someone so much like himself could be so disturbing.
#danny phantom#danny phantom au#danny phantom fanfiction#you know that gif of the wailing emoji dissolving? :Why:?#yeah that's what i do every time i remember i never finished HOMSH while i still had the style in my brain#feel free to steal this idea. please steal this idea. please write it i wanna see this idea so bad but im already writing another 100k+ fic#if y'all want me to post the full fic i can but. it is not finished & most likely never will be. sorry again#i won't lie. the haze i was in was a depressed one. i was. not in a good place At All when i wrote HOMSH#like the only part i remember actually writing was the panic attack scene & that's just barely#i reread the whole fic in the middle of the night months later while listening to Implode Alright by Built by Snow on repeat#yeah i cried. this one is funny but mostly it's just. mourning. grief. the works. it's a vent fic & also a. kind of. wishful fic#like. don't you just wish death wasn't so permanent. don't you wish you could tell them everything you wish you could#don't you wish you could just see them again#i'm actually writing this into a bigger ventier series currently called Let Grief Do Its Work#cuz i rewatched LUCIDS again recently & remembered what HOMSH was originally about. why i was writing it#i'm not calling it HOMSH cuz. HOMSHie is my baby. it's its own thing & i don't wanna ruin the vibes#reluctantly admitting i call an unfinished fanfic i don't remember writing... HOMSHie baby... in my head#yeah i have a cute nickname for my fic. what of it#it's 5am & i think i'll throw up if i think any more about posting unfinished unedited pieces of a fic so i'm going for it. cowabunga#go into the world. get your 2 notes you beautiful animal#*passes out*
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imwritesometimes · 4 months
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for sure for sure gonna be watching The Film of all time tomorrow. my personal nye tradition. my go-to depresh pick-me-up film. 2016 cinematic masterpiece. the nice guys.
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linagram · 3 months
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[ 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚗 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚜: 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝟸 ]
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part 2 is hereeeee and this time it's what happened to eiko, asahi, yurika, riku and reina a few days before their crimes happened.
since these vds is the last thing i've planned for the period between trial 2 and trial 3, nothing too important to the plot will be posted until season 3 starts (again, not sure when it will happen). pls share your thoughts and theories if you have any <3
(Warnings: relationship dynamic between satsuki and asahi is. very messed up, topics of self-harm and suicide come up in riku's vd, mentions of toxic family dynamics in multiple vds, but honestly all of them could count)
[ Eiko's Confession ]
(typing sounds) 
Eiko: Takeru, where are you.. 
Eiko: What's going on.. 
Eiko: He wouldn't just leave me like this, right? 
Eiko: He's the type of guy who's obsessed with social media, the only reason why he could disappear like this is-
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: No. No, I don't want to think about it. 
Eiko: But.. 
Eiko: What if she found out about him? 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: Oh, wait a second.. 
Eiko: One of his friends replied. 
Eiko: Maybe he knows something? 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: He just.. started flirting with me. 
Eiko: *sighs* Fine, I can work with this. 
(more typing sounds) 
Eiko: Okay, I'll just play along. 
Eiko: He seems like a loser who just uses Takeru for money and attention. 
Eiko: Oh, a reply. 
Eiko: I think I can ask him about Takeru now. 
(typing sounds) 
Eiko: Come to think of it.. 
Eiko: If I had more information to work with, I would've found Takeru a long time ago. 
Eiko: But all I have is.. 
Eiko: His first name, age, list of friends, occupation, interests.. 
Eiko: I don't even know his last name.. 
Eiko: I don't even know what he looks like.. 
Eiko: And I know his occupation, but I don't know where exactly he works-
Eiko: Another reply. 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: *sighs*
Eiko: He's so annoying.. 
Eiko: Maybe I can just try to text that other guy again. 
Eiko: Oh, he has him in his friend list too-
Eiko: ... 
(a sound of notification) 
Eiko: .. This icon looks familiar.. 
(another notification sound) 
Eiko: I swear I've seen this frog before-
Eiko: ! 
Eiko: Hold on.. 
(a clicking sound) 
Eiko: .. It's-
Eiko: It's Takeru's private account?! 
Eiko: O-okay, I'll just send this to that guy. 
(typing sounds) 
Eiko: Let's see what he has to say about this.. 
Eiko: Hm? 
Eiko: Okay, it really is his private account. 
Eiko: I wonder if he'll agree to give me the password to it.. 
Eiko: ? 
Eiko: .. Fine, sure, whatever, promise him a date or send him a pic or two. 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: What does he mean by "Takeru wouldn't mind if I went on a date with you"? 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: Haha.. No. No, he's just lying to me. 
Eiko: He just wants me to agree to this. He wants me to believe that Takeru doesn't love me anymore. 
Eiko: .. Still, I should ask him about it. 
(typing sounds) 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: Are you kidding me?.. 
Eiko: "Well, uh, about that".. 
Eiko: "I doubt Takeru will ever be able to go on a date with you".. 
Eiko: .. What is wrong with him? 
(typing gets faster) 
Eiko: Don't tell me.. 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: .. *starts sobbing*
Eiko: No. No, this can't be true. 
Eiko: He's alive. I know he's alive. 
Eiko: How could he-
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: It wasn't her, right?.. 
Eiko: I've never told Mother about him, but.. 
Eiko: .. I had my suspicions, but.. 
Eiko: He's.. dead.. 
Eiko: Takeru is.. dead.. 
(notification sound) 
Eiko: Huh?.. 
Eiko: Another friend of his replied. 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: "Hello, this is his private account"..
Eiko: "Here's the password. You'll find all the answers there".. 
Eiko: "I am so sorry".. 
(very fast typing sounds) 
(click) 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: Hey.. 
Eiko: If Takeru is dead.. 
Eiko: His last post being made fifteen minutes ago doesn't make any sense.. 
Eiko: What if I scroll down.. 
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: Haha.. 
Eiko: "I am finally free"? 
Eiko: When was this post made?
Eiko: .. That's when he stopped showing up.
Eiko: ... 
Eiko: Stupid. So stupid.. 
Eiko: I really can't trust anyone in this world, huh?
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[ Asahi's Confession ]
(the door opens)
Satsuki: Ah, here you are!
Asahi: ...
Satsuki: Look what I got you! This plushie is so cute, isn't it?
Asahi: ...
Satsuki: D-do you not like it?..
Satsuki: It's okay, I can get you another one-
Asahi: .. I thought we'll go to see a movie today.
Asahi: You know, the one I've told you about before.
Satsuki: .. Oh.
Satsuki: S-sorry, sweetie, I'm not feeling so good today-
Asahi: But you still went and bought me this.
Satsuki: W-well, it's not a big deal for me-
Asahi: So going to the cinema is hard, huh? Maybe you don't want to spend time with me? Maybe you hate me?
Satsuki: No, no, that's not what I meant-
Satsuki: !
(sound of a plushie being thrown on the floor)
Asahi: I don't need it.
Satsuki: So you really don't like it?..
Asahi: ...
Asahi: Fine! Yes, I hate it! It's weird, it's ugly, it looks cheap, I deserve more!
Asahi: If you can't fulfill your promise, at least buy me something that is just as good as what you've originally promised!
Satsuki: Sorry..
Asahi: I hate it. I hate this thing.
Asahi: I hate you too.
Asahi: How can you call yourself my mother when you can't even give me the love that I want and deserve?!
Satsuki: I just.. don't know what you want from me..
Asahi: .. I just want something that will leave me satisfied, I guess.
Satsuki: Like what?..
Asahi: ...
Asahi: LIKE GOING TO SEE A MOVIE!
Asahi: WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS?! I'M LITERALLY ELEVEN AND EVEN I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU CAN'T BE A MOTHER!
Asahi: NO WONDER YOU COULD NEVER HAVE A CHILD OF YOUR OWN!
Satsuki: ...
Asahi: JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT YOU DON'T HAVE KIDS BECAUSE IF YOU DID THEY WOULD SUFFER EVEN MORE THAN I DO!
Satsuki: Please, stop-
Asahi: WHAT, ARE YOU GOING TO STAND UP FOR YOURSELF? ARE YOU FINALLY GOING TO SAY SOMETHING?
Asahi: ARE YOU GOING TO ADMIT THAT YOU'RE THE WORST MOTHER ANY CHILD COULD HAVE?!
Satsuki: SHUT UP ALREADY!
Asahi: ...
Satsuki: I.. I wanted a child. I really did.
Satsuki: When I first saw you, I hoped that..
Satsuki: .. You would fill the void I feel inside of me.
Satsuki: But it's hard.
Satsuki: It's too hard being a mother for me.
Asahi: .. Hey. Why are you telling me this-
Satsuki: You're right. I really am the worst mother any child could have.
Satsuki: Haha.. I really don't deserve to be a mother.
Satsuki: I can't give you the love you deserve. I'm sorry.
Satsuki: .. I will think about it. Maybe Masato really was right.
Asahi: But.. that guy didn't want me to live here..
Asahi: Hey! Hey, don't leave!
Asahi: Where the hell do you think you're going?!
Asahi: What is that supposed to mean?!
Asahi: .. Are you going to send me to an orphanage or something? After you had basically kidnapped me?!
Asahi: Answer me already!
(the door closes)
Asahi: ...
Asahi: W-what is wrong with her..
Asahi: .. What if she's just going to-
Asahi: .. No.
Asahi: No, no, no, no, no-
Asahi: She can't just.. throw me out.
Asahi: I don't wanna-
Asahi: .. *starts sobbing*
Asahi: .. I should go eat something..
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[ Yurika's Confession ]
Yurika: "Finally, the classes are over."
Yurika: "Ugh, I hate this place so much.. Why should I go to university anyway?"
Yurika: "With a family like mine, I don't need education-"
Yurika: ...
Yurika: "Hey, just a reminder, now you have to work in a maid cafe and serve creeps that are ogling you all day exactly because of saying stuff like this."
Yurika: "I wish I could just quit that job, my second one is good enough-"
Yurika: "W-wait, no, no, I can't do that!"
Yurika: "I have to stay strong for Takame-san!"
Yurika: "Also.."
Yurika: "She lets me do anything I want to them, so.."
Yurika: Hehe..
???: Yurika!
Yurika: *screams*
Yurika: A-ah, it's you.. W-what do you want?
???: Oh, I was just wondering, do you want to.. you know, hang out together, maybe?
???: You've been looking not so good lately. I'm kinda worried about you.
Yurika: Oh, I see..
Yurika: "God, she's a terrible liar."
Yurika: "Someone like her can't be worried about me. She's the popular girl. She does well in class, she's hot, she has so many friends, someone like her would totally obliterate me in high school!"
Yurika: "And I say that as someone who was popular in high school!"
Yurika: "Her brother is also.. uh, okay, I guess. I mean, girls like him. Have no idea what they see in him though."
Yurika: A-anyway, sorry, I'm a bit busy. I have work, so..
???: By the way, you keep mentioning your job, but like..
???: Where do you even work?
Yurika: ".. I have to run."
Yurika: Uh.. Y-you know.. A-at a cafe..
???: Really? That makes sense actually..
???: You know, you're cute, so I imagine you being very popular with the customers.
Yurika: "Shut up."
Yurika: "Wait, did she just call me cute?"
???: So like.. Can I visit you someday-
Yurika: NO!
Yurika: Um.. I'm just.. very shy, haha..
Yurika: Like, I don't want you to see me, haha..
???: But I'm sure you look adorable in your uniform! Come on! 
Yurika: "She doesn't know the kind of uniform I have to wear.."
???: Also.. Um..
???: I've actually been looking for a job lately and I thought that being a waitress could fit me, so..
Yurika: "Oh, don't you even try."
Yurika: "Wait a minute, if someone like her starts working with us, maybe those guys will pay more attention to her than me?"
Yurika: "That would be nice.."
Yurika: "Wait, what if Takame-san starts liking her more too?!"
Yurika: "No, no, she's too loyal, she loves me too much-"
Yurika: ...
Yurika: "Who am I kidding, she would leave me right after she sees her."
Yurika: "Wait.."
Yurika: "What if she finds out.."
Yurika: O-oh, sorry, I am so sorry, I am actually so late! Gotta go!
(sounds of Yurika running away)
???: Yurika! Yurika, wait!
???: She's already gone..
???: *sighs* Well, at least now I know that she works at a cafe..
???: I just have to find out which one-
???: .. Considering her hobbies and interests and everything..
???: And how embarrassed she looked..
???: .. Yep. It has to be a maid cafe.
???: Don't we have a very popular one not so far away from here?
(sounds of Yurika running and stopping to take a breath)
Yurika: *breathing heavily* I'm so.. tired..
Yurika: I bet she's just trying to find out more about me for her blog or whatever.
Yurika: But I'm not suspicious at all! I'm just a cute little girl on the way to working a totally normal job! 
Yurika: .. Now why am I saying this out loud?
Yurika: Whatever. I am doing this for Takame-san.
Yurika: .. I owe her after all.
(sounds of Yurika opening the door)
Takame: Ah, Yuri-chan! I'm so glad you're here!
Takame: Let's work hard today, okay?
Takame: .. Same goes for tonight too~
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[ Riku's Confession ]
(sounds of Riku playing the guitar that get more and more quiet)
Riku: Okay, we're done for today, everybody! Good job today~
???: Finally, I was getting hungry..
???: Hey, Riku, is it just me or does your voice sound kinda weird?
Riku: Huh?
???: Like.. It's more quiet than usual?
Riku: Hm.. Well, my throat doesn't hurt or anything.
Riku: Eh, maybe it's the acoustics.
???: Okay.. Take care of yourself. You gotta. 
???: We still have that one concert to prepare for too..
Riku: Haha, don't worry about me. I'm not going to let us down.
???: Fine, fine. I'll get going then.
Riku: Bye! I'll stay here to finish working on.. uh, something.
(sounds of everyone leaving)
Riku: ...
Riku: *starts coughing*
Riku: "Maybe drinking so much cold water before our practice was a bad idea.."
Riku: "It's fine. I'm sure it's nothing serious."
(sounds of Riku playing the guitar again)
Riku: ".. I don't want to leave yet for some reason."
Riku: "Not now."
(Riku continues to play)
(sounds of someone's footsteps)
(the door opens)
Yue: Riku-kun!~
(Riku stops playing)
Riku: A-ah.. It's you.
Yue: Ehehe~ Did today's practice go well?
Riku: .. Y-yeah.
Yue: Your voice sounds weird. Did you catch a cold?
Riku: "Again?.."
(sounds of Yue sitting down next to Riku)
Yue: Can you play something for me? Please?
Riku: .. Sure. 
(Riku starts playing the guitar again)
Yue: Nope. That's not the one.
Riku: What do you mean?
Yue: This isn't the kind of songs you like. This is not.. "you", you know?
Yue: This is just the "you" that you came up with to make others like you.
Yue: This is the song that a popular guy who's loved by everyone in the school would play.
Yue: This isn't the song that my only friend would play.
Riku: .. Fine.
Riku: .. I-I'll play it for you when we get home. I don't want to do it here.
Yue: Hm. Meanie.
Riku: I don't want others to ask me about it. Also, the practice is over anyway. I have to go home.
Yue: Let's go together then~
Riku: Fine.
Riku: Ah-
Riku: P-put this thing away! Are you insane?
Yue: Ah.. Right. We can't do this here, right?
Riku: Obviously. 
Riku: W-what are you-
Yue: .. Did you do it again this morning?
Yue: There's still some blood too.. 
Yue: Can't you at least take care of them properly?
Riku: .. I didn't have the time.
Yue: Hey, if you're going to die, you can't do it without me.
Yue: Here, I'll help.
Riku: Wh-
Riku: That's even worse!
Yue: Oh, I forgot to bring my stuff with me, so..
Riku: That doesn't mean you have to lick the blood off!
Riku: L-let's just go home already.
(sounds of Riku pulling down his sleeve)
Yue: Okay~ 
Yue: Hey, Riku-kun..
Yue: But like.. If you were to die..
Yue: How would you like to leave this world?
Riku: You ask this question every single time.
Yue: And you always give me a different answer.
Riku: ...
Riku: .. I guess I'd want it to be painful, but quick.
Yue: Oh, that's a new one!
Yue Well, let's see..
Yue: Maybe I could hit you on the head with a rock?
Yue: I'm stronger than I look! I'll make it as quick and as painful as you desire!
Riku: ...
Riku: Haha..
Riku: You're so weird..
Yue: But you still hang out with me like this.
Yue: .. When was the last time we've talked about something else and not like.. death and all that stuff?
Riku: .. Can't remember.
Riku: Like.. Didn't we talk about it even back when we were kids too?
Yue: Right, right! Remember you got really sad after your mom told you that you have to stop being selfish and that you're too jealous of Hinode?
Riku: ...
Yue: And then I was like "Hey, what do you want to do?" and you were like "I don't know, dying sounds nice"!
Yue: And this happened when you were like.. eleven? Or twelve?
Yue: Like, you were a messed up kid, if you think about it!
Yue: Or more like.. a very broken one.
Riku: .. So..
Riku: If you could kill me..
Riku: How would you do it?
Yue: Simple.
Yue: I'd do it in a way that would let us both die at the same time.
Riku: .. So if you wanted to die..
Yue: Yep. I would never die without you.
Yue: That's why I'm still here. As long as you're alive, I'll stay alive too. 
Yue: And I won't let you do anything to yourself either. We have to leave together. It's a promise.
Yue: So..
Yue: Do you want to try again?
Riku: ...
Riku: N-no, thanks. Not feeling like it today.
Yue: Oh, really? Not even doing the "death practice"?
Riku: .. What if somebody sees?
Yue: Come on, children won't come here at this time. 
Yue: And if somebody asks, we can just use the "we tripped and fell" excuse. 
Riku: Together? Like we fell at the same time?
Yue: They believe us every single time.
Riku: Sometimes I wonder if they really do believe us.
Yue: Maybe they just don't want to accept the truth. Who knows.
Riku: ".. So he's not going to die until I agree to die too.."
Riku: "This is going to be harder than I thought.."
Yue: So, are you ready?
Riku: .. Fine. You go first.
Yue: Of course. I always do. 
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[ Reina's Confession ]
(sounds of someone being beaten up)
???: Ugh, she's showing no reaction at all! So boring..
???: We can kill you, you know! Don't you want to live?
???: Maybe she's already dead?
Reina: (her voice is noticeably deeper than usual) Enough. Let her go.
Reina: I thought this would be more fun.. What a disappointment.
Reina: (to the girl) Hey. Do you even want to live? Are you really okay with this?
Girl: ...
Girl: Don't know.
Reina: *sighs* Fine. 
Reina: (to her friends) Why are you still standing here like a bunch of losers? I thought I've told you to let her go.
Her friends: On it, boss!
???: At least we've got the money..
???: But seriously, her eyes were so empty. 
???: They looked kinda.. like yours, actually.
Reina: Wow, thanks for the compliment.
???: So, do you want to do anything else? Or are we done here?
Reina: .. I don't want to go home.
???: Because of your parents, right?
Reina: ...
???: Listen, I know we're supposed to be the bad guys and all, but like..
???: Neiro is worried about you.
???: Your parents suck, but that guy cares about you. Can you at least try coming home early for him?
???: Imagine if he finds out about what we do. He's not gonna like it.
Reina: !
(sounds of Reina punching the guy and him falling on the ground)
Reina: Don't even joke about it.
???: Okay, fine.. Seriously, sometimes I forget how strong you are.
???: But what if he does find out about it? What are you going to do?
Reina: ...
Reina: .. I'll run away.
Reina: How do you feel about living together?
???: What, like a couple? 
Reina: You're not a cute girl, so I'll pass.
???: Damn, okay.. But like. My apartment is a mess.
Reina: My room's a mess too. We're matching.
???: Haha, fine~ I'll think about it.
Reina: Yay..
???: So, are you gonna go home now?
Reina: .. Can we just..
Reina: Sit like this for ten more minutes? Maybe fifteen.
???: .. You know, from what you've told me, I doubt that your parents really hate you.
???: It's like, they came up with this perfect version of you in their heads and they don't like the real you, but they don't hate you.
???: They're worried about you too-
Reina: Respectfully, shut up.
???: You know that it's true. That's why you're trying to shut me up.
Reina: God, you're so annoying.
Reina: If I ever meet someone like you or even worse, I'm going to..
???: Become best friends with them.
Reina: What-
???: You won't kill them. You won't even hurt them. You'll protect them with your life if you have to.
???: I know you too well.
Reina: ...
Reina: *laughs* You're right. You're right.
Reina: .. Fine. I'll get going.
???: Do you want me to walk you home?
Reina: They'll have questions. No, thank you.
Reina: Don't want them to think you're my boyfriend or anything. Dad will kill you and Mom will kill me.
???: Okay.
???: Good job today. 
Reina: .. You too.
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gideonisms · 1 year
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So let's say you've been procrastinating on an assignment for a week, it was due a while ago, prof accepts late assignments but you've hit a total brick wall and have tried
the power of that last minute adrenaline rush (doesn't work anymore, there are worse things than failing a class)
setting a timer for 20 min increments (managed a total of 20 minutes on the project 💀)
Promising yourself rewards (not working because not watching anything is better than doing the assignment)
Taking breaks instead and coming back to it (just doesn't happen)
sheer willpower. Just do it (again, happened for 20 minutes)
writing each tiny specific step I need to accomplish (didn't make it more bearable)
going to different locations
guilt
annoyance
frustration
What is the next step. Like what else can I even try
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taruruchi · 3 months
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I started a drawing in class (paper, obviously) and finished it like 2 mins before it became 12. So it counts as valentine's day. And since it isn't Feb 15 in all countries yet, yes. It still is valentine's day
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Context: They went out to some pastry shop and bought cupcakes, Taru tried to eat one and got frosting on her nose. Azul stifles a laugh and wipes it off ("How did you get frosting on your nose?" // "You try eating it without getting it on your nose. It's very hard!")
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That post that goes "self aware enough to feel yourself starting to downward spiral and self destruct, but too mentally ill and fucked up to stop it
If I'm not making sense for X amount of hours or even days from this point on, this is why
In a way Tumblr is a digital diary for everyone -- literally everyone who uses this site has posted their thoughts at least once. So if you get sick of me, please be comforted to know that youre not actually me and therefore I confidently feel a thousand times worse than you do
#vent post#I should have known that something was creeping up on me subconsciously when I went to one sister's 13th bday dinner and mom asked if I was#making myself throw up again because of my weight worries... in front my 16yo sister 💀💀#I don't post my thoughts on this site a lot and of those I do click ''post'' on are about 5% of all my thoughts ever#there's so much shit I'm stressed over and I've used this site as a distraction...#there's being a Black female facing constant stereotypes in this struggling job economy just trying to get a better job#there's being the eldest daughter and growing up poor and still having parents and relatives who struggle financially#it's my car. it's inflation. it's being surrounded by unhappy people even strangers. it's my roommate drama. it's calling the police. it's#it's needing healthcare because my doctor told me I'm pre- conditions and diseases and shouldn't self medicate anymore but that's expensive#it's seeing homeless people on the street and stressing to not being one of them while remembering when y'all were homeless as a kid#and it's watching the news. needing to support my siblings in college. wanting a load. wanting to move and get a better job but that's mone#it's desperately wanting more storms to happen locally so I can do that temp job that paid a livable wage but was killing me#it's more things going on too and on top of that I lie to my therapist and I don't think my dosage of prozac is working anymore#or maybe and I hope this is just temporary
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gallawitchxx · 2 years
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✂️ barber!mickey & shaggy!ian ✂️
here's the 16th installment & THE END OF SCENE ONE! for this week's @galladrabbles prompt: terror by @bravemikhailo
catch up/read in full HERE -- updates weekly!
[ read scene one in its entirety ON AO3 ]
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“Thank you,” Ian presses, aware of their dwindling time together. “Feels like me. So, thanks.”
Mickey glances down, and Ian wants to climb inside his head and lay in the steady stream of his every thought.
Finally, “Guess Tami can’t be too mad, then.”
Ian winces. “Right. Tami.”
“Just figured—“
“I’ll call. Let her know.”
“Alright.”
The silence is deafening.
“Well. Thanks again, Mickey.”
A flash of terror, but all he says is, “Sure thing, Red.”
Ian tries to not feel too disappointed as he plucks Mickey’s business card from the counter, and with a small wave, leaves the shop.
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unstable-and-gay · 11 months
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hey so TFS trailer kinda fucked me up
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ghost-proofbaby · 2 months
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we could watch neil's streams... or we could just watch ghost (you) stream? 👀 eh? 👀 what do you say? 👀
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i love you. i love y'all. i really do. but i don't have the audience nor equipment to become a streamer lol
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dr-mcfell · 7 months
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episode 5 was like a warm cup of tea for my soul. it was SO FUNNY, it had so many nice little moments between characters (possibly my favorite was when izzy did the OK sign at stede), and oh my god the end of the episode. i feel like i've been wrapped in a soft blanket and gently kissed
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cadavercowboy · 1 year
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wishing you a very shit your pants to anyone who leaves rude or negative comments on something someone else created
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