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Cross-fandom: my fics by interest
Works from: The Last of Us, Scream, Narcos, The Skeleton Twins, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Bear, Road House (2024), Logan, The Free World, Little Accidents
Masterlists: Main (incl. Slashers) | Pedro | Boyd
NOTES: You can look for a theme or fic you like and see what else is grouped with it from other fandoms. Still adding. There will be repeats of a fic falls on more than 1 category. Chronological by fic date unless otherwise noted. Heed warnings. An anon mentioned liking my slashers despite not knowing the movies. So I made this bc of my break (also check out @toxicrecs). I rly appreciate your patience and kind words. x f!reader unless otherwise noted.
*the exact link is on the list more than once
Captivity, dubcon/noncon, dark fluff/caretaking
Raider Joel (Miller from The Last of Us)
* Stay awake (vampire Joel, very docile)
* The Raid (Javi and Steve from Narcos)
Captive POV (Donald Pierce from Logan) - the capture & brief touching so far, no fluff.
The Spread (Thomas Hewitt from TX Chainsaw)
Sneaking around & possessiveness
*Good Behavior (Corey Cunningham, Halloween)
Stepdad Joel
Comforting a beefy man after he's mistreated
Corey from the Yard
Mo Lundy (The Free World / Boyd Holbrook)
Power struggle, degradation, noncon both ways
*Every Inch (Ghostface) & pts 2, 3 (see fic)
Slasher Joel
Sex Work (or adjacent)
Virgin sex worker reader (Joel)
Jailbird (Joel x sex worker inmate/parolee)
Motel (Amos from Little Accidents)
Hybristophilia (attraction to criminals)
Obsessive reader (Michael)
File room boss - (Steve x boss f!reader)
*Good Behavior (Corey)
Dirty talk in the same style (night walks style)
Night Walks (Joel)
*Every Inch (NW coded Ghostface)
*Thighs out (Joel)
Unwanted or noncon somnophilia
Rock bottom pt. 3 (Corey)
What you're missing (Joel)
Ghostface POV drabble
Takes you forcefully bc you want him to
Michael (Myers) knows
Beef broth (Joel)
Same as above but you're asleep
Sleeping Beauty (Joel)
Late Night Company (Corey)
Killer/Slasher POV
Skin Alley (Michael)
* Every Inch 3 (Ghostface)
Midnight Snack (Slasher Joel)
Ghostface POV drabble
Vampires
* Stay Awake (Joel)
Michael's Castle
Sexual tension or pining between men
In order of mild to extreme (still f!reader)
* Beach Walks, Beach Walks Lore (Joel & Billy)
* The Raid (Javi & Steve) - pt. 2 (more to come)
Rock Bottom ch. 1 (Corey/Michael)
* Good Behavior (Corey)
Unwanted breeding drabbles
Secret breeder (Joel)
Breeder Michael
Shared by brothers
The Ghost (Berzatto Bros) - implied/adjacent
Brotherly Sharing Masterlist (Miller Bros)
He fucks you in front of someone who might die
Michael makes them watch
Raider - Failed Rescue (Joel)
Crossover between fandoms or movies and there's sexual tension with both of them and/or each other
Michael in Ambrose (Halloween / House of Wax)
Beach Walks - Prequel, Fic pt 1* (Night walks Joel / Billy from The Skeleton Twins)
Road House (2024) - Scream AU (kinda)
Gas Stations
Get out of the way (Michael Myers)
All dressed up (Night Walks Joel)
Leopard Print (Joel & special guest)
Man calls himself daddy
*Sky's Out Thighs Out (Joel)
Every Inch 2 & Every inch 3* (Ghostface)
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Maybe it's not such a bad idea to stop fanfic writing. At least stop writing pieces alone and from my own ideas, aka the collab pieces. If anything I'll pull through for my mutuals who are writing those too. I hate bringing people down and I don't want to flake out on my promise to work on those. I wouldn't like it if someone else did it so I'm not going to do it. The feel like they're truly the only lifelines I have to fandom these days. I live for them and I love them so.
I haven't done much in these past days in regards to productivity. And have totally been disregarding what my doctor said to do because. Reasons. I feel like I'm being sustained by caffeine in the mornings and alcohol in the evenings flowing through my blood streams. If it wasn't for the multivitamins and my anti depressants... idk man. I should prob stop taking robitussin so close to drinking too...
I had so much shit I planned to get done by now. I should have gone on a pirate ship. I should have done several escape rooms by now. I haven't gotten back with my grandpa to continue my gun lessons. But these anons man
I'm scrapped for cash and trying to write some kind of semblance of a decent fic for a beloved mutual but which involves an odd character with a shitty actor. Bucky barnes all over again. And I live in a dangerous area of town because it's surrounded by convenience stores and good af resteraunts in walking distance so I have to keep looking at my bank balance. I have to take my youngest sister out tomorrow because her birthday was recent and she wants to get free food and stuff for that. And I'm supposed to see another sister but I. I just. I'm gazing at mindless, stupid tv which is surprisingly holding my attention which tells me how low i must have fallen?? And I've emptied yet another tall bottle of vodka. What is this, my third in equal amount of weeks? I was doing so good, why did I open it tonight??
Sometimes stuff like this makes me want to connect with my ancestors. Because I wonder who and how many have gone through shit like this. But my family is a mess. My birth father is dead and was a piece of shit, and I've cut off his side of my family. My mother relatively recently just found out who her birth father was -- at his funeral -- and none of us know her new siblings like that. Her resided father is cool but he's retired and he and grandma help babysit a younger cousin's baby. Ugh. Aunties are too old are too far away. Uncles all have kids. Literally have no cousins my age. Wait I found out my hair dresser beautician is actually my relative, so maybe I'll reach out to her? Visit her??
I'm so unhappy and tumblr used to be my happy place. I only really use this, discord, pinterest, and tiktok but solely to watch videos. I wish it was the same. Kind of miss the days when everyone talked to each other and this site was interesting, even when I was dissociating and being fucked out my mind like I was smoking a pack a day. I'm not exactly in that place again because my current roommate is nice and therefore provides a semi comfort and she has a dog which helps, but I'm moving soon. I wonder how deep depression and addiction runs in my family. I have an uncle who's (allegedly) a recovered alcoholic, and my grandpa too, but. Yeah.
Guess I should have known cause old babes (before most men became obnoxious and pre covid) were a smoker, another was into edibles and quite kinky, and another... idk but we got hot and bothered after arguing
Anyways, I'm typing this why finishing a full solo cup of vodka + ice water + lemon juice + splash of Gatorade for flavor. I have relatives who are White, and a distant distant relative who was Blackfoot Native American so I have a few additional routes guess? It just sucks that the eldest matriarchs on both sides of my family have passed. I'm happy I got to meet them but, you know, still
I should visit the fountain of youth
I need to get out of this town. I haven't been around people who are into the same things as me for too, too, too long
I want bang bang noodles, and birria tacos, and old world pepperoni, and this blackened chicken salad from this resteraunt I'm too afraid to return to because they'd probably remember me as a regular. It's 10:30PM
Maybe take a piece of one of the oldest trees in this region. There's a Madam Toussaude not too many miles away. Should visit that. I guess?? Wish everything didn't cost money
I have clothes in the dryer and I think I'm going to take a long hot shower with music and my stress relief candle going...
I know I can never please everyone, much less all readers, and I learned that during the times I had things published publicly. Wish I knew publications that I could submit to but
At the same time, damn these anons may be on to something. When I noticed that comments dropped significantly and when some of my beloved and talented mutuals left tumblr and deleted their work, I should have known and followed suit. Now I'm going to. But not before doing these things for dragonmaiden, breadtheft, sarifinasnigjtmare, and Em. I can't. I'll enjoy what little joy their inputs and writing those will bring
After those, yeah I'm done. I'll go get in the shower.
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Funny how the people with the nasty stuff to say are on anon. You are a lovely writer, and the whole point of writing is to be creative and try new things. If people don't like it that's their business, but it shouldn't stop you from doing what you like and writing new things.
Everyone has a voice, though. I get it to some degree, I do. But I feel like I have to agree in that I've gotten worse over the years. I have tried doing what you suggest, and I've permanently archived wips that I don't think I'll ever return to, so that burden is gone. But for the most part, I can't even say I like writing anymore, not as much as I used to at least. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do, but at least these anons are being honest?
#asks#I literally only have 3 wips going on and they're all for mutuals which I'm ๐ฏ% ok with but after those? can't see myself writing ever again
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I just want jump on the bandwagon :p
Okay ๐๐พ
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You are bad but you are not terrible
Thanks
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Do you even have any mutuals you talk to?
Occassionally. I think everyone has been busy with their own lives and stuff. Because of that, I don't talk to them as much as I would like to and how much we used to. I do try to support them with the things they have going on
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My interests on tumblr has changed making you old news now. That is why no one cares about you. I understand why some writers left but I honestly think you should join them or just stick to posting aesthetic stuff and nothing else
Thanks, noted. I've already had my bags packed for like a year now to leave fanfic writing for good
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Why DON'T you talk about yourself at all?
because no one ever asks
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I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I'm too poor to try any crazy shit
What crazy shit were you thinking of?
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What is going on? Why are anons being assholes in your inbox? Like there's plenty of other things to do then be a bitch on tumblr. It's annoying.
I don't know why, but who am I to argue? They're just finally expressing their opinions now, I suppose
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Are you going to kill yourself?
I can't yet. None of my siblings are financially stable or on their own yet, so I have to wait until then. Sorry to disappoint you
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if I won the lottery I wouldn't tell anyone, but there would be signs...
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David Leventiย - Opera:ย Curtain, Palais Garnier, Paris, France (2009)
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