My routine is off today meaning I still have the god awful sensory overload from yesterday
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Finally feeling good enough to edge myself with my bullet vibe!
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how do i tell someone as nicely as possible to stop going "i'm ace and even i knew that" every time i or someone else expresses their cluelessness about something. predominantly sexual things. i don't know why i feel so invalidated. i shouldn't be feeling like this
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Ramble
Just coming here to ramble but damn idk how to get over a crush as quickly as possible 😩 because I did get rejected (sort of) 😭 but- what now…? Do I just stare blankly at a wall wishing wishing wishing n writing sad poems??? Fuck, idk what to do n yes im sad cuz he’s literally so perfect n not to mention we follow each other on insta 🤡 what am I even doing 😭 gahhh
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We can have empathy for humanity, and still disregard and condem horrid actions. Those can both coexist. We can recognize a problem, have our empathy provoked, and decide on a logical plan to help fix that problem. Black and white thinking will do nothing for society but chaos and destruction.
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i’ll just push them away before i hurt my own feelings even more :3
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So i started a job at this new place, been a week
My supervisor called me in and asked how was i doing?
And i had a mental breakdown, not in front of the supervisor, but later on
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ugh u either care too much n ur made to feel bad abt it and then u care so little and ur also made to feel bad it
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If you ever need someone to proofread your joel fics for grammatical errors or stuff like that, lmk!!
OMG THANK YOU🥹 i’m working on a series rn so i’ll definitely reach out to you as soon as i have the 1st chapter ready
thank you so much again❤️❤️❤️
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It's ticklish every time he kisses my neck and collarbone and I wonder why. I shrivel up and giggle, not a sexy moan and throw my head back like they do in films.
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having the worst day of my life so I look at my photo folder full of screenshots of Haruno and I start to cry harder
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i do not like that im affected sm by what people say
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While I love Steve having a kid that's a nerd, my favorite is if his kid is just like him. He's popular even at 7, he's extroverted, funny, and charming albeit a little strange. He loves sports and struggles in math and doesn't really get english and gets scolded when he laughs in history—sue him he thought it was funny—and has a tendency to get detention but also is somehow a teachers pet all at once.
He has a tendency for feminine things, makes it his own with earrings and the occasional pink flower print shirt.
He begs steve to not work on the car until he gets home from school, cause even at 5, he would rather climb over the fence and run home by himself then learn his dad worked on the cool car without him.
He loves driving and cooking and dancing and loves swimming—aunt Robbie calls him a variety of aquatic animals instead of his name; minnow, fish, stingray, tigershark. Anything went.
They look alike and act alike to the point robin laughs and claims Steve just cloned himself, Eddie says that the kid is actually just Steve brought to the future through time travel. Steve laughs, he loves it ofc but he's never pushed or forced it, it just happened that way.
But there's also times, where Steve sees his son, so like him with big tears in his eyes trying to be tough. Or when all he wants is to sleep in the bed with Steve when he has a nightmare, wants his dad to kiss everything better, when he so easily seeks affection or struggles with school to the point he's getting stress migraines at 9, sees him try so hard to do his best and do what he does well. Sees him fail.
And when Steve sees this, he wonders if maybe he wasn't a bad kid. Didn't need to be tougher, manlier, smarter—better—to deserve love.
Just. Like. Steve seeing that he didn't need to be anything other than what he was. That he has no idea how his parents didn't love him bc how could he ever not love his kid? Just like its okay for him to be how he is and have a kid that a like him as well bc he's pretty great
And like. Its just that idea that Steve could only “heal his inner child” with a kid that's different then him or a girl is kind of sad that it's only that what if him and his son go to every game and constantly have grease on them what then.
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