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The X Files Quotes that I say/reference so often that I've had to make gifs of them part 1/?
#the x files#txf#x files gifs#xf gifs#my gifs#txf quotes#reaction gifs#when i panic i make this face#oh i should just shoot myself#mulder toads just fell from the sky#mulder theyre worms#mulder no#ow#just a little prick#im not going to ask you if you said what I think you just said because I know its what you just said#evidence#doesnt that make you sad. it makes me sad#are you aware of the statistics of decapitation
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most relatable Boba Fett Moment™ in the expanded universe is when he very calmly and curtly walks away from what should be a highly emotional conversation (much to the annoyance and disgust of the person he's speaking to), locks himself in a washroom, then proceeds to have debilitating panic attack for several minutes before standing up, composing himself, and walking out in the exact same unruffled manner like nothing happened :^)
#boba fett#legacy of the force#this scene makes me feel shrimp emotions#like i have my face in my hands laughing but i'm also in so much pain :`D#the description of the panic attack is like. 2 sentences.#and that's the point!!#it's the tiniest‚ briefest glimpse into what's really going on in his head when everybody else thinks he's being a callous bastard as usual#that IMMEDIATELY gets shoved down‚ bottled up‚ and buried under that cold‚ emotionless mask!!#but man... the mental image boba crouched on the floor with his face in his hands‚ trying to stop shaking... it hurts me so bad 😭#it doesn't have to be like this‚ my man!!! you have a support system now!!!
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Hey do you think ya can explain Barnaby and his illusion smoke a bit? It seems really cool and I don't remember if ya talked about it in depth before
sure! this got a bit longer than i expected!
so i was thinking that Barnaby seems like more of a hands-off kinda guy when it comes to altercations. would rather sit back and make funny commentary! so if he Had to get involved, i imagine it would be from a distance and still in an Entertaining Way!
thus - illusion magic! for this au i've been picturing that he got his paws on some illusionary herb in his early teens. for making people laugh, you know! and help out with the farm - illusions could distract animals, convince them to move on to different pastures, calm the chickens for egg-collecting, etc!
Ms. Beagle didn't really approve, since smoking is harmful, but lucky for the both of them this particular plant doesn't deal as much damage when smoked as normal smoking materials would - like tobacco! something to do with the magic properties! so Barnaby mostly used it for chores (when his mama wasn't paying attention, ofc - it's still a bad habit in her eyes) and entertainment purposes.
how it works: on its own, it doesn't do much when burned. it's not like illusions will waft out of the pipe's bowl, or that sniffing it will give someone hallucinations. in order for it to work properly, the user has to inhale properly, form the Intent of what the illusion should be / look like / behave, then purposefully blow the smoke out with that thought firmly in mind. the reach of the smoke depends on the force of Intent, and the intensity depends on the amount inhaled. those that breathe it in / are surrounded by it will see hallucinations of whatever Barnaby - or whoever the user is - wants them to! it can be literally anything! whether or not the target is fooled depends entirely on the individual, but the herb is potent enough that most are convinced that what they "see" is real (auditory hallucinations only occur if the target breathes in the smoke)
upsides: this form of magic is great for distractions, cover, deescalation, and that kind of thing. if needed, Barnaby could stop a fight with one exhale! it's a pretty powerful trick! it also means that Barnaby has built up a tolerance to illusion magic over the years, so where most of the party would be tricked, Barnaby would be unfazed. the only one with total immunity to the form of magic is Wally!
downsides: if Barnaby uses too much in too short of a time, it will get to him. and since he breathes in the largest amount - undiluted at that - it can fuck him up! using it sparingly / using repeated small amounts doesn't do anything. the most it will do is make him feel slightly untethered, but he has an easy time ignoring it / shaking it off.
in mild cases of the magic getting to him, it's like a bad trip. his proprioception is messed with (basically he gets uncharacteristically clumsy & off-balance), he feels like he's falling, anxiety spikes, and his vision is just... off! there are blind spots (im talking actual blind spots, not spots of black), things are moving in ways that they shouldn't, he has mild auditory hallucinations. the others can help ground him by talking to him, touching him, and confirming what's real and what isn't.
in bad cases, it's like that but 10 times worse. on top of all of the previous symptoms being worsened, he gets extremely vivid hallucinations, and they're very often not fun! it's a simultaneous feeling of dying, going insane, and not knowing what the fuck is going on. Barnaby loses sense of where he is, who's where, what's happening. he can get lost in the hallucinations - he has no way to know that they aren't real. in these terrible trips, no one can really help him. they can't get through the hallucinations, and if they do, the magic morphs Barnaby's perception of them and they end up adding to the effects. honestly the best thing for him is to let him rest somewhere with as little sensory input as possible & leave him be until he starts to come down. physical contact does help, since Barnaby understands on an instinctive level that illusions can't touch him, but it doesn't help half as much as it does w/ the mild trips. and again, the presence of someone can make the hallucinations worse.
so! suffice to say! he doesn't like using the herb all that often, and it's why he Stays Out Of It unless absolutely needed. he has two pouches of the herb - one with the strong stuff, reserved for emergencies / one with just a tiny bit of it mixed in with Barnaby's own personal blend for recreational/everyday use. (he also has an emergency tobacco stash in his pack, but that's only for when he's completely out of his usual blend <3)
extra lil scribble that didn't make it into the lil doodle post... i broke his wrist...
#the undiluted one is the blue/purple/pink smoke#while the personal blend changes color depending on his mood#and the personal blend does Not cause illusions!#the herb is included in the blend for cosmetic effects - colorful smoke! - and it has calming affects#so its. yeah its rgb weed last person nailed it on the head#rambles from the bog#wh fantasy au#the other day i was thinking about howdy's first adventure with the neighborhood#and i was like 'ok situation where barnaby has to use a tad too much of the magic'#and i amused myself imagining howdy's shock and panic when barnaby - steady graceful barnaby#staggers a little. looks up at the trees/skies. goes 'oh no' and promptly stumbles and falls on his face. and then just does not get back u#he has to go get poppy to make sure he isnt hurt / also howdy would Not be able to half-drag barn back to camp on his own#that dog is dead weight and staggering all over the place - if they can even unstick his claws from where he's anchored himself#sometimes barnaby will feel the unpleasant trip Incoming and he'll just. lie down right there and then#facedown. gripping the grass like his life depends on it - and also whoever's closest#frank always leaps out of the way when barn starts to Sway bc he does not want to sacrifice his arm for a solid few hours#usually wally is the one to sit with him and happily get his arm bones squeezed into dust <3#a common thing is barnaby will be like 'the trees/sky is melting and the ground is turning inside-out'#what does that mean! no one knows! he cant explain it when he sobers up!
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“I. Am going. To kill that rat.” “What was that, Boss?” “I said, BACK TO YOUR POSTS NOW!” “Y-Y-Yes, sir, right away, sir!”
(ID: Kirby series fanart comic, Kintsugi AU, four borderless panels featuring Dark Meta Knight, Mirror Axe Knight, and Mirror Mace Knight, in which the latter two comment on their leader’s interesting new battle scars, much to his restrained dismay. Transcript below the cut. END ID.)
Good thing his minions aren’t the brightest bulbs in the bunch - otherwise they’d’ve found out about all the friendly hugs he’s been getting in his off-time.
(… this isn’t too much, is it? Stars, I hope not. I tried to keep it vague enough that it doesn’t have to mean anything spicy. Maybe it was just a very competitive game of tag. Or maybe DMK couldn’t quite reach an itch between his wings and Daroach got a bit overenthusiastic trying to help. Basically anything that could ruin his “big scary cool toughguy” reputation. As long as DMK is too embarrassed to admit to it in front of his crew, they’re all viable options, haha.)
Started 12/25/23, finished 12/28/23, updated 01/04/24. NOTE: This was originally posted on my deleted account on 01/04/24.
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Transcript:
Panel 1
*DMK walking forward towards our left, M!Axe and M!Mace passing by in the opposite direction, M!Axe waves cheerily to DMK, who glances at them over his shoulder*
M!Axe: Oh, Boss, there you are! Hey, how was the fight? Didja win?
DMK: Hm? What’re you talking about?
Panel 2
*reverse shot of DMK, still glancing over his shoulder, several pink scratch lines can be seen on his back and the base of his wings, each in sets of three*
M!Mace: Got some new scratches on your back, Boss. Nasty ones, too, by the look of it.
M!Axe: (laughing, impressed) Ha! Musta been one heck of a scrap to leave marks like that! I’d hate to see what happened to the other guy, haha!
Panel 3
*front shot of DMK, his eyes shrunk to dots in realization, as a thought bubble hovers over his head - a simple headshot of Daroach, grinning roguishly beneath the shadow of his hat, showing off his claws as they glint sharply*
Panel 4
*front shot of DMK, sweating and glaring fixedly off to the side, eyes still shrunk, a vivid blush inside his visor, while M!Axe and M!Mace stand where they were before behind him, heads tilted in innocent confusion*
DMK: (strained) … … … Yes. … … A fight. … That’s what happened.
#veins art#veins ships#veins fanart#fanart#kirby series#kirby#dark meta knight#mirror axe knight#mirror mace knight#(not tagging them as OCs since they're not really different from their counterparts here)#daroach#dark meta knight x daroach#darkroach#rarepair#AU#kintsugi au#comic#(almost didn't post this one not gonna lie)#(I generally prefer more fluff-centric stuff)#(since even implied spice tends to make the ace brain leap into panic mode)#(plus I don't wanna y'know... accidentally set some kind of weird precedent regarding my art?)#basically I'm overthinking things again)#(but these two have a very specific relationship in my headcanon)#(at least when compared to MetaDede or Marxolor for example)#(not to say there's no fluff btw them - it's just more... neutrally physical? than what the others have)#(“friends with benefits” fits best I think)#anyway - panel 3 DMK face is my favorite thing ever I've decided#suggestive#<- (just in case)#veinsfullofstars
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shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name
#bruh lmao#so awkward. say something you dingus lol#ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already#gyatt#spacie spoinks#literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like#heres the thing#if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate#im like a vampire like that#and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now#like dude sdkfjshlkdfj#im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic)#am i gonna hafta say something. lol#probably#''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.''#cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭#also like. this person has been staring at me lol#which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful#for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!!#its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks#im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin#i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs#i dont wanna put her on the spot#the only time i see her is when im in class#and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd
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Question for people who are good at AO3:
Is there a way to force a search to ONLY look for your target pairing as the first listed relationship?
#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)#AO3#I'm currently making a sour little face at my 'with acceptable exclusions' search#because fully a third of this is 'your OTP is four down as a beta pairing'#and I'm just like#'I am trying to replace the WIP I had to unsubscribe from because it sprung NOTP on me can I just have a new nice thing'#although if the answer is no it's not a hardship returning to rereading old favorites#and that's definitely safer#the problem with glomming on to characters and going 'just like me fr fr'#when you are arospec/acespec#is that when people make them uncomfortably allo you want to scrub off your skin for like 5 hours straight#last time I had a panic attack though so thank you to this author for leading with a note#so I didn't actually wind up doing the 'crying in the bathtub' thing A G A I N
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Happy Birthday Babygirl (and happy birthday to this gem).
#“All the people on the real world are soooo worthy of 1000 punches to the face it's not even funny.”#<<<realest shit I’ve ever read#I had this in my queue but deleted it in a distressed panic when he got fired#had to make it fresh#cm punk
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I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy
#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen#hi guys#got another load of trauma from school#and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now#had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way#I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much#I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM#I have no adults I can go to about this#whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind#whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears#she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly#when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt#the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you#I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her#the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities#I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since#vent tw#trauma tw#listen to my gibberish boy#ggod I hate this school
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for me, some level of trauma related to being the least-favourite child is directly related to playing videogames and boredom
growing up my younger sister got handed the SNES controller and i didnt. she played with my parents and by herself and i watched but didnt play. sometimes this was because i wasnt allowed and other times i thought it was a choice, even though, my choice was because i didnt know how to play and if i asked my mom would have said "really? you want me to start a whole new save file JUST for you?" and i would have quietly said nevermind, and remembered not to ask ever again
when we got a wii, for my sister's birthday she got 2 wii games. for my birthday i got decorations even though i was too young to understand what a decoration is and i just tried playing with them (emphasis on try). sometimes i would come home from school and my sister would have a random gift (something i never got) - another wii game! because it was on sale at blockbuster, and oh sorry Luna, we didnt get anything for you because they didnt have anything you would like.
by the end of our wii, i had 1 wii game that was mine - i chose whenever i wanted to play it, for how long, and if anyone else wanted to play it they had to ask. that was the rules, because it was mine. my younger sister has 11 wii games.
when i was in middle school, i was not allowed to get a better (real) console. it was too expensive. plus, we have the wii, it works perfectly fine, just play on that. m...my one game? that i've been playing since i was 9? that i've 100%'d 5 times? yes.
when i was in highschool i wasnt allowed to have money, especially not to spend online. "luckily" i met an internet friend who was a hacker and sold what he claimed to be abandoned steam accounts. he gave me one for free. i played stardew valley and oblivion religiously, because my laptop was built in 2010 and could barely handle the lowest graphics settings of a game several years older than it. it ended up getting double-hacked so after a year of using it, i once again had no more videogames
now im an adult and i just... cant play videogames. basically none of them. after abut 30 minutes of playing i get so anxious that i have to stop. i havent played stardew valley in about 2 years, my favourite game of all time that i used to stay up until 8am playing.
the game loads, and im anxious because i forget the controls. i walk up to an npc and get anxious because if i dont pick the perfect dialogue tree, im failing myself by not being perfect, so i'll pause the game and go on my phone for 10 minutes to find the answer (i HATE doing this.) i approach a puzzle and im anxious because what if im not smart enough to solve it and i fail again? i need to check if anyone's in the room with me now because if anyone is watching me play they'll know i'm a failure too so i should stop playing. but, videogames are communal (they must be,) i have only ever experienced playing them with someone else there (watching sibling/parents play, watching youtube letsplays) but if someone else sees me fail i'm the worst person ever. and i mean, realistically, how do you even play a videogame for more than 1 hour? how do focus on 1 thing for that long? sounds fake to me
but... i want to play videogames. i know they're experiences. and i want to have experiences. especially because as a disabled person my only other option is youtube. so if i'm not playing videogames, i'm bored out of my skull laying in bed, doing nothing, staring at my youtube screen watching the exact same video essay for the 6th or 7th time this week because the algorythm's only other choice is "perfect damascus steel knife blade DIY"
other than youtube, what am i supposed to do? i cant play videogames - i'm not perfect at them, i cant focus, and i just dont deserve them. there is nothing else.
#and im not even touching on how this has othered me socially#i had to go to high school and listen to my friends talk about playing soulsborne while i had to go home and play fucking#my sims kingdom for the wii. that was my game. that was the 1 game i had#i didnt even choose it either. or ask for it. or know what it was. my parents bought it because it was in the fucking clearance bin#once again i should emphasize that there was no reason for them to treat me this way at fucking all#i am autistic but i am also like very fucking normal. painfully so#i was especially a very normal child#but in their brains they just see me as the RWord and that's enough justification to not give me things that i need or make me happy#sorry for posting this on this blog i pretty much have 1 friend and she talks to me like once a week lol#personal#not dog#parental trauma#yes im including this as trauma btw i literally cry when faced with the task of playing a video game i literally panic#there's also something to be said about growing up in a hypermisogynistic environment and how living with 1 male and 1 TV#makes me immediately give up videogame powers to him. like. why am i playing the tv im a girl he's in charge He should be playing videogame#big shout out to the 0 people who will read this entire post why tf am i posting this oh riiighhht i have no friends. ok tumblr post now
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Imagine you have to set up yakumo's enclosure for the next couple months. How do you set it up and what do you put in there?
oh NO.! THE PROPPHECY HAS BEenm FUFILLED
i am standing in my room, leggies rooted to the floor. i am in shock .frozen and i have no idea how to proceed. there is a perpetual pathetically sobbing serpent under my blankie.
#stares at the camera and stage whispers#i can't be responsible for another living creature. i can't. or . er. i can. but I SHOULDN'T#i'll have to suppress every violent urge in my body to keep this thing alive for several months#i CANNOT fling him out the window. i WILL NOT grab his entire face and squeeze. I SHALL NOT chew on his tail.#now i'm reminded of that post where it's a pretty princess cage on the floor and comments go [that aint big enough for a dog]#and OP is all [it's not FOR a dog 😀]#yeah. that's me right now imagining a full grown yakumo in a cage by my bedside#SO FOR EASE OF MY IMAGINATION AND TO increase yaku's chance of surviving these next months#i'm going to try real hard to imagine him exclusively in pocket snake form (scrunches up my face in valiant effort)#his enclosure (crib?!?!) is flanked on all sides by eiden plushies#since yaku is an adult there is a smaller chance of him suffocating on eiden in his sleep. wait. actually#arranges the eiden walls to give some pockets of air. i don't trust him. he WILL suffocate on eiden given the opportunity#he gets one of those tiny dollhouse cooking sets for enrichment LOL#or i'll give him a bunch of those make-your-own gummy kits with elaborate setups and tiny egg gummies#crying yaku is the excuse i need to finally get a humidifier#i can survive not misting myself.. usually... but yaku will cry himself into dehydration. it's misting time#he gets an entire alcove closed off in the corner with his basic needs met. i cannot perceive#he can lurk in privacy as much as he wants. there are at least TWO hot rocks in there with garukaru's faces painted on em#there is a duplicate open-space alcove next to it for when he actually wants something from me LOL#is he a free range snake? can i take him to a bunch of restaurants and shove food into my sleeve for him? he wants to sample the delights..#tempted to put a bell on him just so if he gets loose in the basement i'll know to fish him out#but he's pretty cautious... he won't get into any fatal situations in the house right? ...does he know how to swim?!#at least one day is reserved for testing yaku's swimming capabilities.#he is going into the bathtub while it has a film of water. gonna test his traction. i hope i won't get panic-strangled#asks
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screams and wails and sobs on the moors like a Victorian ghost maiden but it’s just bc i thought about joel miller for too long and made myself sad
#lindsey shut up#tlou#the last of us#THE PANIC THE DESPERATION THE SHEER HYSTERIA DRIVING HIM#he could not care less about saving the world right now!!! he’s faced with his oldest and worst fear again and he BREAKS!!!!#he is unable to see past the threat of a repeat of the Worst Pain Of His Life and he will do literally anything to prevent that#it’s not even about wanting to save Ellie it is a pure and unadulterated selfish urge to Avoid The Pain#joel couldn’t give less of a shit about saving the world when there is a very real threat of another dead little girl in his arms#and that’s what makes him so incredibly captivating!!! he KNOWS Ellie would willingly die for a cure!!! that’s why he lies to her about it!!#hogjjgghdjfhgfufnfj. i neeb to lie down
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PAIN AND PANIC + HIDING BEHIND EACH OTHER
(Don't tag as ship)
#🌠#Disney#Hercules: The Animated Series#Screencap Post#Pain#Panic#These compilations are sooo much fun to make - the hyperfixation train is at full speed ahead now LOL.#Anyways isn't it funny how it's typically Pain that leaps into Panic's arms when frightened...#... while it's typically Panic that hides behind Pain when he's frightened?🤭#Also Pain's face in the fifth image gives me 'protective big brother' energy - and I am so here for it!🙌
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the answer to the question of why I am this way is very often anxiety
#I know it’s not my personality etc. etc. but truly never been able to so clearly see how much anxiety I have#until this year!#my very matter of fact counselor: your base line level of anxiety is very high#me: surprised pikachu face#anyway it’s kind of helpful to just see how it has exacerbated so many things over the years that I used to just think …. Was me#and like. It IS. But it’s also a bent/slant/wiring to my make-up that is separate from me#so it just makes sense. like yes I am sensitive and I hate when people say mean things about things I love#but the panic I feel when people don’t agree or word something harshly???? that has manifested physically in me for my entire freaking life#that’s not because of how deep my attachment to it is or some weird psychological reason bound up in the wording of the hurtful phrase#or in the thing I loved itself#Like I used to think it was#It’s just …. anxiety#i don’t have to intellectualize all of it. some things are just triggers and it sets things in motion#it’s hard to know what the triggers are and it’s also funny to reflect on what can be#because I am a very specific fiercely attached funny little bean with a very definite history that has shaped me#but just trying to plumb the depths of every situation that has ever hurt me to try to find some deep truth about why I’m hurt#And what reality I’ve touched on that is causing me pain#It just isn’t what’s happening. It’s pretty simple#I honestly had this breakthrough once about Taylor and why taylor criticism made me anxious#Like I just always externalized all of it in that i would be like it hurts me because of the way taylor is or something#but there was this one moment where it was like it’s upsetting you because of you#But then I put it away and went back to analyzing the world and her externally lol#Anyway it’s going to be a journey! But it does feel pretty big that I’ve been able to reach it here#Also it’s so weird because it’s like shouldn’t I have known earlier? Shouldn’t other people have known earlier? And many DID#but also. I don’t always display it well#I make eye contact! I smile! I speak confidently!!!#And actually a lot of people are like ‘she’s fine she can handle this’ and it’s like I can’t I will DIE#I was talking to Maria the other day about this and she pointed it out to me.#I don’t look vulnerable and I don’t look like you can hurt my feelings by being like ‘I don’t really care for Kylo Ren’#But you CAN and yes that’s the deep love but it’s also the anxiety! I think it’ll just be learning to balance those things in me. Not erase
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i got drawing fatigue something fierce earlier so to ease myself out of it i tried to do a first pass of thumbnails for the very beginning scene of my comic.. i definitely have to learn how to streamline better
#wips#comic#my art#chatter#maybe i should also make them bigger on my next attempt ..?#these are 1.5 inches tall MAYBE and an inch wide#idk.. i’ll see HEJDJDHDJDH#there are def some of these that will be heavily reworked composition wise later im not feeling em#the general plot here (for those that do not know it):#serene has snuck his way into an anniversary ball the royal family is holding in remembrance of the king (who died a few years back)#(as a result of a riot) he’s doing this because the gang received a tip there could be someone related to the cases they’ve been#investigating. after a while nothing happens-he’s about to leave when someone appears with the intention of killing the queen#panic ensues serene goes on autopilot and saves her#the mask he’s wearing as disguise cracks because of a magic overload#the queen sees their face they run off she’s being chased down by palace guards#and serene has to escape by jumping out a window 👍 aanya n torn are there and aanya catches him#also after she’s saved the queen initially gets distracted because iyana (the princess) has just been attacked herself and everyone’s#panicking 😁#my god… my head fucking hurts HEJDKDHDKDHD#i believe one reason my body is being funny today is because i did not eat today! yesterday .. ? i couldnt 😋 very fun and swag (/s)#edit: i’m thinking now maybe i’ve streamlined TOO much.. perhaps i should add more like ‘meat’ back in to help the pacing..#like comics are hard but i do adore this story and i want to do it justice to the way i’ve been envisioning it for like. 6 years at this#point.. i want to do it right OTL it will take. so long but yknow what they say!#the time will pass anyways#=]
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imagining a scenario in which samatoki gets hurt real bad (shot? taking a bullet for ichiro maybe?) and ichiro rushes up to him in a panic and takes him into his arms crying shouting "SAMATOKI! HANG ON!! STAY WITH ME SAMATOKI!!!" only for samatoki to be like "samatoki... san......" before passing tf out
#hypmic#ichisama#honestly ichiro at this point just leave him there#IN ALL SERIOUSNESS i think what's more likely to happen is ichiro in his panic would start saying samatoki-san of his own accord#and samatoki would do that weak wet laugh people do when they've been shot in the chest#and lift a hand to ichiro's face#smudging some blood over his cheek#before going ''you finally said it again'' and fucking dying#(no jk i would never let him die lmao)#anyway current event story is making me so normal lol
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You know what hurts? When Frey was trapped in Olas's illusion, and Olas was all like "lol, jump bitch, no one will care." Cuff's immediate, zero hesitation, Olas wasn't even fucking done talking yet reaction was to tell Frey "I care. Don't listen to her, I care, and I'm with you."
And then, in the final battle: "I never lied to you. Not once."
Ffffffffffffffuck man, that did sharp stabby things to my kokoro. It's illegal to hurt me like that, game.
#bobbi's being weird again#forspoken spoilers#he loves her and he can't allow himself to love her but he can't stop himself and and and *gross sobbing noises*#the EDITING in that scene too#like he legit talked over her#it was SUBTLE but he started talking before Olas got out her last syllable#it was SO GOOD#I will never be over this game#I can't wait for the DLC to hurt me#I hope it's just as delicious a hurt as this#I want to hear the panic and regret in Cuff's voice when Frey faces down the Rheddig#just stab me right in the heart#twist the knife while you're at it#make me BLEED and ask for more#(I'm okay I'm just feral about this game and idk how else to express it XD)
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