#what’s it even called idfk
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It came to me in a vision
#yo kai watch#yokai Watch#Nate adams#buck hazeltine#yokai Watch 3#that one Barbie meme#what’s it even called idfk#Barbie
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throws loose dirt into your eyes
sorry about the last image my hand slipped 🤭🤭🤭
#splatoon agents#splatoon#splatoon agent 4#splatoon agent 3#splatoon agent 8#splatoon new agent 3#splatoon agent 3.5#squid yaoi#agent 24#agent 14#agent 4 x new agent 3#idfk what to call that damn ship tbh#side order#agent 3 x agent 8#splatoon captain 3#agent doesn’t even look like a word anymore#squid yuri
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ATTENTION ALL ALASTOR SHIPPERS:
uniromantic
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. PROCEED
#it means you only experience romantic attraction to one person in your life ever!!#some people get their only crush SUUPER late#sooo a few decades or centuries works out fine :3#just as long as it's not a poly ship lmao.. two crushes makes you NOT uni because. uni. like. u know ur root words right#also IT IS NOT “fixing” one's aroness it is an aro identity of its own and not superior to any other identities !!!#just saying that bc fandoms fucking suck#anyway i think it'd be cute. especially with his disgust for even platonic affection. tryna be all intimidating#then THAT all of a sudden?? the agony. such silly billy blissful agony. not blissful for him but for the viewers of his suffering like us#tehe#uniromantic alastor#arospec alastor#aro alastor#alastor#hazbin hotel#FML what if i secretly put a hamburger emoji in tags 🍔 yeah that's right fuck you society#radioapple#radiostatic#duckiedeer#charlastor#what other fucking ships are there uhhhhh#idfk i headcanon him as full-on stereotypical aro whatever you call that i don't even do this bullshit#voxal#radiodust#alastor x oc#i think i am cringe.#i sincerely believe i am cringe and terrible. mayhaps social anxiety. who tf knowssss#P.S. as long as HE is not the one with multiple crushes i know polycules are whack#but ofc he could be grayro but where's the fun in that (there is lots of fun in it i am sorry)#radiorose
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i am having some of the hardest weeks i've ever had since becoming a parent. having a sick kid to the point where you're in and out of doctor's offices constantly trying to figure out what the hell is wrong is just the most heartbreaking thing. if anyone wants to send healing/calming/sane vibes, my very tired and stressed out family could definitely use it.
#we thought we were out of the woods#but then her fever spiked out of control#i don't know what this is but i haven't had more than 4 hours of collective sleep a night since... before christmas? idfk#i'm exhausted. she's exhausted. she's not getting better#she's not even 2 and has this horrible virus that she just can't shake#the doctor says she's fine but she hasn't been herself for 2 weeks how can anyone call that 'fine'?#i'm gearing up for another sleepless night and feeling so much anxiety#and helplessness#because i can't do anything but hold her up to sleep as she coughs and coughs through the night#sam rambles
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rotating them in my head forever
watch me learn how to draw ponies in real time just to turn my blorbos into horse
SPOILERS FOR OXENFREE TWO LOST SIGNALS UNDER THE CUT
bonus, dont TALK to me dont LOOK at me im not okay
#cryptid's art#oxenfree#alex oxenfree#ren oxenfree#jonas oxenfree#nona oxenfree#clarissa oxenfree#michael oxenfree#what even is this called- ponification???#ponified#my little oxenfree#idfk i wanna draw these guys and like recreate the ingame photos i thinknthatd be neat#very well may ponify the lost signals gang#we will see im tired#oxenfree lost signals
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Is my discomfort with my boobs gender dysphoria, body dysmorphia, or just a general discomfort with the sensations of having a human body that comes with possible neurodivergency
#ramblings#it's probably all three tbh#it's not severe. like i can live with this. it's fine#but also i generally wish i had a flatter chest#every time i imagine myself in my head i see myself with a flatter chest#but like do i wanna go through the trouble of getting rid of them entirely#or should i just try getting a binder or something#or should i just. leave things as they are#idfk#i don't think top surgery would be an option bc money and. i'm scared of surgery honestly#and the recovery looks painful as shit#and like what if i regret it? what if i was wrong and that wasn't the best option for me?#i think i should just try to get a binder or something. just see how that works for me#and contemplate surgery when i'm older and can support myself and am more sure of whether that's right for me or not#also i'm. hesitant to call it anything bc again it's not really that severe#it's like. a thought that occassionally crosses my mind. at least once a day.. and doesn't leave for a while....#hm yeah no maybe it's not as mild as i thought it was actually. wonderful realization to come to in the middle of writing a post#anyways. idk if anyone has any binder recs or anything i'll take 'em#also maybe tips on how to approach my mom abt this?? idk if feels like something i should talk abt with her but idk how to even bring it up
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howdy geek how’s the gender going
it's funky and weird and I don't totally understand but I'm not a guy so that's cool
#its weird. it's almost like it's different online and irl#realistically i'm guessing that's because my gender has different uses online and irl#irl it helps me know when people are talking about me#but since i dont see people talking about me in the third person online it doesn't really do much of the same#coming to realize i'm very bad at knowing my feelings about shit so i dont totally know what's going on#but for now. it felt weird when dagger (i think?) referred to me saying she so perhaps im a they.#or perhaps it's just because people don't tend to use gendered pronouns for me online where i can see them#still cis tho#in jest‚ but i'm still calling myself cis. something's up but i dont think it's enough for me to qualify it as transness#hm. thinking about it harder the seperation between online and irl me may have some merit#because i'm absolutely fine with my mom calling me she. even when she's talking about me online#but online i am Geek. and Geek curses and says ough and writes fanfiction and loves her characters#and when i talk like it's a character it's she but when i talk like it's me it's they#tl;dr: idfk man. maybe just call me they/them if you want#asks#existenceunrelateds
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still confused on why Shepherd would ask Collin if he’d done anything to his appearance since they’d last seen each other ( a few days ago) like girl hes had his helmet on, he cant take it off less he dies. what would he change about his appearance in the brief moment you were all seperated
#pikmin 4#she doesnt even make these comments about anyone else#like?? whats weird abt him now shepherd#are you finally scared of his big green pupilless eyes#its became a joke between me and my brother to call him the umibozu because of that#and it somehow leading to making fun of that theory#lol#maybe he has space worms now idfk
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god i fucking hate spa.rkle sm . most shit i'm seeing says she's being racist against roman.ians , but . . . considering roman.ians are . white europeans ? and i haven't heard of much oppression towards roman.ians . I kinda doubt it ?? but you know what people whose oppression i've heard plenty of in roman.ia and who sound similar enough they constantly get confused with each other ? roma . who were enslaved for fucking centuries and to this day still face horrendous oppression in roman.ia . is she . is she fucking racist towards the h.sr version of part of my heritage . hoyo can i kick her can i please kick and punch her please please please pleaaaase pl
#➳ the fool speaks#i mean even if she just hates eastern europeans For Some Reason (roman.ians) that's still her being a racist bitch abt my heritage#<- roman.ian AND rom.ani#i deserve to kick her into the sun i think#also would this mean aven.turine is . rom.ani ? he's pale and blond . which wouldn't be toooo accurate i think ?#but ykw even if he is meant to be rom.ani n nawt roman.ian . and I'm right with all this . I don't expect hoyo to actually make someone fro#somewhere that is supposed to be based off of a culture and people that originates in northwestern india#have an ounce of color in their skin#he might also just be roman.ian but ?? then the slavery comments that I've seen around don't rlly make much sense .#but um !! idk this is going off of screenshots I've seen and what people r saying about aven.turine and her n all that so#n i haven't played in a while so idfk what's going on in the plot . this is just me being pissy about the possibility of a culture that's#still getting fucking oppressed horrendously and forgotten about and Not Even Having Their Oppression Taught To Others getting used . and#now a fucking . anime girl that I've already seen people saying they'll empty their wallets for n calling her their ''waifu 🥺''#is being a racist piece of shit abt it . like . i find it a bit distasteful. no ? like racism can and should be shown in media#but . . . don't . don't try to sell the racist character ? don't make them look cool ? like ? am i overreacting idfk i just hate spa.rkle#SHE EVEN HAS A STUPID NAME#WTF ''ah yes this racist ableist piece of shit let's name her fucking SPARKLE'' ????????? fucking hell i dont like her i hate her#if she's playable or becomes playable I deserve to punch everyone who spends on whatever her banner is in the jaw . sorry#tw slavery ment#tw racism ment#ask to tag
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Mom: I looked up a dermatologist. I wrote down the phone number for you. Call them between 8 and 11am and make an appointment.
Also mom: takes the sticky note she put the number on with her for some reason
#istg if she calls them and i stressed all night about this call for nothing#i even thought of what to say and wrote it down so i dont mess up!#i just realized how weird this sounds#i swear i am a functioning adult and not socially inept at all#not#idfk what i am doing
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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that
#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back#sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with#idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that#community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize#bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought#he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive#i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better#so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH#my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body#believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how#as a woman#can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids#when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me#when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison#in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty#i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing#but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with#reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers#tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like#i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming#you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in#i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement#singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now#there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart
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welp i wasnt productive at all today...
#anybody else feel like the days are going by too fast?#like i feel like i blinked and an entire month went by#like everyday i wake up and it feels like the day before was a dream#idfk the past week has felt so monotonous#i wake up and do the exact same shit every day#even when i dont#its wake up hate myself take my meds go to class do art take a nap cuz i cant deal with the world go to class call my friend and then what?#idfk#its so weird to me that everything seems the same...when yesterday i did a thing i hadnt done in like a year...#but it all still feels the same yk?#idfk i prolly need some sort of change...#but theres nothing really to change...like what am i supposed to do wake up go to class and then take my meds?#theres not much i can change about my life...and change is fucking scary...
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i need to change everything about my carrd except some things immediately right now but i dont think i could look at formatting without dying on the spot
#heartbeats#guy thats a guy maybe or whatever idfk this shit is confusing anyway. you call me adolin now yes?#^ ONLY ONE THAT DOESNT EVEN A LITTLE LIKE SCHISM#like the antithesis of what im going for here kind of... except there is a rage within me. not the point
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"Deo erexit Sade"
#too like the lightning#i was enjoying this scene and then donatien had to come along and ruin it 😐#i do like though how the ✨gendered✨ society as opposed to the society that supposedly doesn't see gender; is the one that allows people to#be identified as the gender they want.#i had a whole rant after that but i reloaded the ducking page and don't want to retype more. so.#short version is; the society in tltl is just performative in regards to gender; bc they still see gender and there's likely still unconsci#-ous stereotyping that goes on bc of what sex people look like even though they don't openly acknowledge it and call everyone by neutral pr#-onouns#and it's a similar kind of performative to the “allies” who call all trans people 'they' even if that isn't the person's preferred pronoun;#which is still misgendering; the same way it's misgendering to call dominic 'they' instead of 'he' since that's clearly what he prefers#like yeah abolish gender stereotypes + roles and feel free to personally abolish gender;#but also there's always going to be people who enjoy having a gender/binary gender#like idfk what gender is but it's not /just/ a social construct even though certain elements of it are
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The boys take Amp shopping, per request. She gets the basics of clothes, medical supplies, and snacks like those hidden valley bars. Once done she tells like, one half asleep skeleton that she’s going to a different store and walks over to the second hand store on the other side of the store cluster area (idk what it’s called) and just goes ham on picking clothes there. It’s much cheeper so more things and the store before had all pink and glitter in the girls while the guys section was just unappealing. She doesn’t mind graphic t’s but the graphics turned her off.
After a minor freak out from her trip chaperones they find her outside the changing rooms, in the process of deciding what to keep and what to put back. Some have now decided they’re going to add some life to her choices and set off to see if she’d like anything they picked out, adding them to try pile in the cart as they went.
But whats that we see? On the handle bar hanging is an orange hoodie. Why that looks familiar! Why hath thou chosen this garment small one? It called to me- she writes- soft as a cloud it is, and it hides my features oh so well! Yeah it’s Stretch’s old hoodie from when he first got there years ago. He donated it when it stopped fitting, and it is way too big on her. It’s amazing it lasted so long without getting bought- probably the bright color’s fault- but also destiny I guess.
Stretch @ Blue: bro gimme the adoption papers
NO
bro plz, shared custody at least- I beg
MAYBE
#i just... idfk#everyone has dad/uncle energy in this convept#they wanna be thefavorife#you know the people picking out things are keeping tally of who got the most pieces of clothing approved by the mysterious housemate#whom theyre all starting to suspect is still at an age where parental guidance is needed#imagine that- some person shows up at your house and like 3 weeks in you start to realize#hey wait a minute this isnt ab adult- thats a whole ass child?#what????#what are you doing here small child? why are you so secretive and wary of the world? what happened to you??? we shall take care of you now#your our kid now- yes even the grumpy ones theyre your dads too- trust me they’ll throw hands for you they’re just emotionally and verbally#idiots#Amp gets Pulled au#(?)- don’t know what else to call it tbh
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3d printed an ODST helmet as a gift for a friend and im absolutely in love with it.
model was made by Moesizzlac on thingiverse who is a GOD, im so excited to print my own lmao
and theres me wearing it for funsies
#halo cosplay#halo#halo 3 odst#halo spartan#art#helmet#propmaker#idfk what else do i even put here#i ate spaghetti earlier if that means anything to you#it was damn good#call me ODST the way im droppin heat#because im falling#into hell#ahem
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