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urmomsfavelesbian · 1 year

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girl help i. what if i miss season 14 so much that i cried watching the new episode what if my eyes are intrinsically searching for my daya my boscy my willow and im feeling like an abandoned puppy when i can’t find them !!!! what if my chest actually hurts !!!! what if i’ll never be able to move on from season 14 because it changed my life and showed me joy that nothing ever has !!!!! what if it genuinely feels like i’m losing a part of myself !!!!! huh what THEN !!!!!

#what then is…….i cry in my bed #i watch s14 edits and i go through my archives and i hope i’m gifted a time machine so i can go live it all over again #dash is dead im sadposting #anyway happy season 15 premier day (it was yesterday)#this is a collaborative post co written by ashie dayabot because we’ve been cry texting about this for some time now #we’re approaching hour two #i? think i meant Ghost Written #don’t perceive this post thanks #i’ve posted like 5000 disgusting things about daya willow and boscy and yet this is definitely the most vulnerable post i’ve made ever

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lanalove2012 · 4 months

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localapparently · 5 months

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/ orv epilogue + sp identity spoilers , cw blood

!! Please do NOT reupload my comics / works anywhere !!

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#i wrote this feverishly thinking about how much my big sister meant to me #no alt text #<- very sorry #this took me a full week of working til 5am... coughs up blood.. i just wanted to finish this no matter what..#fun fact i was struck by inspiration at night to script this comic and so i pulled out my phone to type out the idea #and while typing it out i made myself cry . pathetically curled up on my bed in the dark at like 2am or something.#orv #omniscient readers viewpoint #omniscient reader #omniscient reader fanart #orv fanart #orv spoilers #yoo joonghyuk #yjh #secretive plotter #yoo mia #crit's art: orv

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yummycrummy · 4 months

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based off this

#i messed up on the pillow so it looks like simons shoving his face into the bed absjgdjfs #headboard #idk what to call it #my art #cry of fear #afraid of monsters #cof #gay #art

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yonemurishiroku · 1 year

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*cackling hysterically* Percy’s attitude towards Nico is so funny. He’s protective of him. He shouldered a great prophecy for the kid, after all. But he doesn’t trust him. He wouldn’t let him die either. He does blame Nico for lying to him, though. He holds Nico’s betrayals against him at some point, and then he tries to befriend Nico anyway. And all it does is to hurt Nico even more. It feels like vain ha ha ha HA HA HA HA———-

#no but srsly this is so funny. like a tennis match #they just go back and forth and none of those that they do give them what they want. fools.#nico di angelo #yone rambling #percy jackson #if i was cupid (which i totally am) i’d be crying AND cherring in my bed #*cheering #one sided percico #percico #pjo #hoo #toa #percy jackson and the olympians

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kirby-the-gorb · 2 months

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #(edit: it's been found thank you! original tags preserved below)#I cannot for the life of me find one specific reaction image and its source post #the one where the person is coming to in a hospital bed after a surgery #and they try to eat their own fist #and get stopped #and make big wibbly confused crying faces #it's smooth line images interspersed with text #does anyone have it?#cuz that '🥺???' was me most of the day and I wanted the image so I could convey it #but I Couldn't Find It #and neither my wife nor my best friend have any idea what image I'm talking about #so they can't help #(my partner isn't very online so there's no point asking them lol)#do any of y'all have it pls #I want the original post but I can't even find the standalone reaction image which should be enough to find the post #I've found one iteration of someone drawing their oc in the meme format and that's as far as I got even with as much as I remember about it #favorites

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the-abyss-of-fandoms · 1 year

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Me upon discovering that the Regeneradors not only don’t “die” when I take out their weak points but level up into an even worse monster:

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nostalgicfun · 5 months

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January 1999

#inside of me there are two wolves. one wolf wants this icy cold salty Pennsylvania experience #the other wolf was just amazed by how good mentally I felt visiting florida where everything is green forever #neither wolf is getting what they want (North Carolina is a cold brown snowless wasteland four months of the year)#crying sobbing flinging myself down on my bed seeing my dad's old truck #life #photos #photography #memories #pennsylvania #mine #original

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deoidesign · 2 days

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 5 months

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What I hate the most is that I can spend like 90% of the work day telling myself all the things I want to do when I get home and I’ll feel like I’m going to have the energy for it, but then in that last half of that last hour all my energy and motivation shrivels up. What I thought would be a nice evening where I get a few things done and then relax instead turns into a depression nap followed by a low effort depression meal, disassociation, and eventually bedtime

#maybe it’s seasonal depression maybe it’s my adhd meds wearing off #its probably a combination of a bunch of things #but like I was hopeful about what I would get done tonight #and now I just want to lay in bed and cry #and like nothing happened to make my mood change

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adwox · 10 months

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your pain is my pain

#mega man x #xzero #mmx x #mmx zero #mmx #just a lil doodle before bed but my soul is somewhere in there….#i think since zero is physically incapable in my hc of crying when X himself cries #zero just stays by his side and they close their eyes and sit there together so X can process how he feels #and with zero maintaining a point of physical contact and projecting the image of taking his pain on it makes X feel less isolated #zero cant feel what X feels but he is capable of experiencing his own love for X and that is transformative for him emotionally #it gives him the strength to be vunerable #Yeah man.#zerox #>art_>mine

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oatbugs · 27 days

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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shima-draws · 1 month

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Dunno if you've followed much on latest SAO-game but have like, seen the Yujikiri-food there - it's grown to a freaking wedding feast 😢

YUJIKIRI WEDDING CANON????

THEY’RE FUCKIGNGN MA R RI E D???????

#SAY WHAT YOU WILL ABOUT SAO!!!#But no other anime has ever. EVER. EVERRRRR. Given us as much fanservice as THIS #HOLY SHIT I’M GOING TO CRY #THEY ARE MARRIED AND IN LOVE AND MARRIED. DID I MENTION THEY’RE MARRIED.#SAO #Yujikiri #Sword Art Online #Kirito #Eugeo #UGLY CRYING I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS REAL #They really said Yujikiri canon. Yujikiri CANON. FUCK whatever happened in the anime I’m all here for this #Shima answers questions #TEARS OPEN MY SHIRT RAAGHHDH RAGHFHHD THEY MAKE ME INSANE!!!!!!!!!#Not to mention ALL of their bed scenes in all the previous games before this. Eugeo half naked lying inches from Kirito in his bed. GOD.#Thank you for sharing this with me I will proceed to be normal about it :))))))))))#(I am lying)#indygotcha

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dinoswithswords · 8 days

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IVE STAYED UP ALL NIGHT TI FINISH BOOK 6 OF HEAVEN’S OFFICIAL BLESSING aAND I AM IN TEARS THE LAST CHAPTERS ARE THE MOST HEART WRENCHING GUT CRUSHING CHAPTERS IVE EVER READ OMG I HAVENT BEEN THROUGH SUCH AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER SINCE 5TH GRADE

I want to say that I’m speechless but I have so much to say I just don’t know how so I’m just going to scream or something

#mxtx tgcf #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #i don’t think this is a spoiler since I didn’t say what happened but I’m not sure #I’m also going to sleep #or I was going to sleep 3 hours ago before I decide to read a bit before bed and then finished my book #And now I’m going to sleep for real but not without crying #Omg my meds I almost forgot

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itemprograms · 8 months

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Taco doodle B4 bed

I love her u_u

#inanimate insanity #object shows #gijinkas #ii taco #I love her we love evil lesbians #what’s w her dyke-ish pose it’s so funny #I’m a lesbian btw #my art #instead of crying over art assignments I’m taking the L and going to bed Gn everyone

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steffigraf · 5 months

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in april of 2019, wildcard 15 year old carlos alcaraz faced wildcard 17 year old jannik sinner in the jc ferrero challenger open

and of course, this particular tournament was held at jc ferrero’s academy

so all this to say, jannik meeting up with carlos at the academy now, a little over four years later in 2023, is actually the most circle back to the beginning moment ever because:

this is literally where they first met.

#and i am going INSANE #frothing at the mouth crying in my bed etc etc #idek what to tag this pls #tennisms #sincaraz

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