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gerards-little-killj0y · 5 months

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move your body when the sunlight dies…

art by me :]

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laomelettedufromage · 3 months

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Being the youngest by a couple decades in a group of old people who adore you is so much fun. They think I’m soooooo cool :P

#I’ve been doing this one hour long west coast swing lessons #and it’s a very small crowd and once again I am the youngest by a couple decades #and I’ve only gone twice but when I tell you these old people LOVE me #they get so excited to talk to me and they’re like ‘we just love the energy and your style you’re just look so cool WE want to hang out with #you’#today I wore my oxfords and they were like ‘you know you outta know how to dance wearing those!!’#and another old lady noticed my favorite color was green and she got so excited and was like ‘you and me we’re the same I was just like you #when I was your age’#anyways it’s very sweet #I love being complimented #definitely an ego boost #also very sad because I don’t think I’ll be able to afford going to this class regularly #money or time wise #but they definitely make me want to keep coming shsjajsjsjs h #by yours truly the omelette of cheese

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mildmayfoxe · 8 months

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asst manager is out this week & boss out today and tomorrow as well which means a) i’m working tomorrow (boo) b) i’m in charge as third in command (nice) which means today was a very lovely day where my coworker & i did some of the more “crafty” work tasks and just watched reality tv all day. really made the day fly by

#tomorrow will also be nice as well :) even though i’ll have to be there for nine hours lmfao !#but that’s ok it’s barely work when you get to do whatever you want #it’s my fave coworkers last day tomorrow :((( so so sad…#we’re gonna get some treats to celebrate though & im going to bully her into taking home all the little treasures on her desk #she keeps feeling like she can’t take them even though she wants to and i’m going to make sure they go home with her even if i have to put #them in her backpack MYSELF!#photo record #work tag #genuinely the day flew by today it was very nice. i love being in charge #chatpost #pictured here i was making spiralbound rainbow sketchbooks & my coworker was making mending kit packs #once again could be a great job if it didn’t suck so bad

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arthur-r · 8 months

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tonight is my last night sleeping in my bed. possibly for the rest of my life. and my last time in my room possibly for the rest of my life. and i want to just get a good night’s sleep to be ready for a long day tomorrow but it’s really not working out like that.

#my family is still up in the air maybe selling this house within the next month #in which case i will never be in this room ever again. otherwise i will be back for the holidays so there’s still a month of this bedroom #if we sell the house in the spring instead (only rational option there’s no way we can empty it in time)#especially since i will not be in this house whatsoever until after that sell date. my mom all by herself can’t empty it all #anyway i’m struggling a bit. saying goodbye to my home of 14 years????#i’ve been through a lot in this place and most of it is bad memories but like. every good memory i have is from here too….#and everyone i know irl is staying local i’m the only one who’s leaving. one irl friend is going to the same school as me but we had a fight #within the past month and i don’t think we’re ever going to recover because she just kind of never treated me like a person #so i’m starting from scratch and it’s really.. like fuck i want to get out of here but i’m also not at all ready to actually leave #i’m just going to miss all the stupid little things so much. even my online memories are tied to this place #like the woods down the street where my deer friends live and the ditch i fell into back in the day and all the places i’ve gotten lost #and they’ll be right here waiting for me and i’m SO excited for college i am but why does it have to feel so sudden????#i dont know how anyone does it.. and all my friends are going to colleges in their hometown so i don’t even have anyone to compare with #i found out today that if we keep the house through the winter my mom is planning on using my room as a guest room and office. and of course #that makes sense and everything but now i have the most crushing guilt for not cleaning it up well enough. i thought it would be okay and #i’d just have to deal with it when i come back and i didn’t know she wanted to use it and she’s going to box up all of my things without me #and i feel guilty that i didn’t do that and i feel scared and upset because it’s my things and my room i don’t want it to change #i’m just really anxious and sad and scared and i don’t know what to do. school is going to be good but none of this feels real or normal #and i just feel sick and scared and i don’t know what to do. waking up at 8am and leaving at 9am and moving in at 2pm and that will be it #my mom and sister are staying for a couple days and that will be good i hope. i dont know i feel so conflicted about everything #and i’m tired and sick and angry and overwhelmed and i just want to take a week off and come back alive again #and i guess that’s what i’m about to do.. after i move in there’s eight days before college starts and all i’ll be doing is moving in #(and welcome week activities. and a lot of sleeping. but hopefully i’m gonna get a rollator through a loan program and that will help a lot)#anyway here’s what’s going on. i’m going to maybe try to sleep i guess. but if anyone has advice or encouragement about moving to college..#now is the time i really need it. it’s just so strange and conflicted and everyone i know has been telling me i just need to get out of here #and myself included i really want to get out of here. but how can i start anew when everyone i’ve loved is shattered. and what have you #think i have to listen to that song for long enough to remember how badly i want to leave….#i’m just really not feeling well. i’m angry that i never got to have the childhood i deserved #because now i’m leaving and that means it’s officially over…. i’m just really not feeling well. i think i’m running out of tags….#i hope you all are well. i’ll be around in the morning maybe.. i’m not sure. hope everyone has a good night

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lannisterdaddyissues · 1 year

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honestly fuck my family sometimes

#i love them but seriously they can be so fucking lazy and thoughtless.#how hard is it to get your own fucking mother a gift on christmas when she made you thanksgiving dinner and wrapped all YOUR gifts.#the only two gifts she has in her pile right now are from me and i won’t lie i’m pretty disgusted with my siblings rn #i’m sure my dad has something to give her but my brother and sister are just. i’m livid at them.#my sister isn’t capable of making an effort and my brother doesn’t even know what the word effort means.#when your mother has done as much for you as ours has you should get her a goddamn gift she’ll appreciate.#and i told her today i want to go shopping again to get her a couple other things she asked for but she says she doesn’t want anything #but what am i supposed to do when they’ve gotten her NOTHING #i’m taking my brother to the store later to buy her a large bag of her favorite licorice but she already knows we’re doing that #because she’s the one who told me to take him to the store to get her a large bag of her favorite licorice for a gift.#and that’s… just sad. he should be capable of thinking up and buying his own goddamn gift.#hell I’VE been keeping a list of gift ideas for my mom since june #i ALWAYS know what to get her by december #but not my siblings because they can’t be assed!#just… they can be such disappointments sometimes. they really can.

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mothmanns · 1 year

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#nunya beeswax #i dropped davids stuff off today with an angry letter and a sad letter #and he texted me basically right after saying that he had read them and wanting to come over and talk #and i honest to god figured he wanted to argue but i was like. well i can just kick him out if he starts arguing #but instead he came over and sat down and said ‘youre right about everything you said. i was a bad partner to you and you deserve better. im #not going to make excuses im just here to say that i truly am sorry and i hope you can forgive me’#and i cried a lot and we hugged a lot and anyway. hes gone now. but we’re on good terms again #and the weight of the world on my shoulders feels much much lighter

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maydayfireball · 1 year

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I have a headache and we have our water is shut off in the house because there was a surprise plumbing problem.

#time to break out the FE memes I guess #no but legit I feel like garbage and I know it’s bc I’ve only eaten garbage today but like. no water make me sad :(#also I have to pay for the plumbing stuff myself tomorrow because our landlord refuses to cover it #which I am aware that it is technically their responsibility. but they’re my roommate’s parents and he doesn’t want to sue them #(which I get. I understand the hesitation.)#(and now we’re looking to pooling money for a new place again because of this bullshit)#but yeah anyway I was finally going to put money towards plp commissions again and now I cannot because I have to pay the plumber #cool cool cool cool #valkris says shit

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whimsyprinx · 1 year

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I’ve decided that I’m not wearing a proper outfit today just more pajamas

#whimsy whispers #I’m tired and i don’t think we’re going anywhere and it’s cold #once the water gets hot again I’ll take a shower and put in my warmest pjs and return to my place curled up in bed with a ton of blankets #I am also a bit sad (no one is surprised) which adds to not wanting to be a functioning person today #but like there’s lots of variables adding to this

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diari0deglierrori · 1 year

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Seriously…. And then they ask why I’m mad so often

#they can’t do things on their own it’s so annoying #like he is still a child he should still be able to count on the adults surrounding him #but nooo no one would even bother making him food tonight and he seemed sad so ok I tell him I could order some food for him #even if I’m like on the other side of the world but ok I’ll do it for him whatever I can’t even sleep anyway #but out of the three people supposed to take care of him #one is mean and doesn’t want to help #one has her own life and is out tonight #and the other one doesn’t care about anyone but herself #so I have to order and then call each one of them to organize everything since they can’t even do that themselves #barely any how are but ok god forbid they say thank you either #and I’m annoyed again #i explained it quickly so it doesn’t make much sense nor sound soo horrible but #sometimes I ask myself why do I even bother #and this is just for today and when we’re apart because they may be far worse when I’m around why bother when someone can just do anything #for you #and I don’t know why I’m making this stupid post but I need to vent #who else would I tell this to whatever #I’ll delete later #no wonder I have to hold tears whenever I’m around a functional and loving family #I’m so tired #not to play the victim again I’m just tired

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snazzyscarf · 2 years

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the closer I get to my birthday the less confident I am that turning 20 will fix me but also the closer I get to my birthday the more sick to my stomach I feel about still being nineteen so it’s really a tossup at this point

#scarf.txt #personal #delete later #we’re having a lotta these today boys sorry for the sad posting on main #it will probably happen again the further we get into the colder seasons

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magnus-and-the-dragon · 1 year

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i’m getting myself indian food after my drive back to the apartment today and i am So jazzed

#i’m trying to do Something Nice every day #to hopefully not get soggy and sad again #today is travel day tomorrow i might go see a movie #wednesday we’re doing a mini thanksgiving #thursday idk yet and friday i will grocery shop

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iloveyoumorethansoup · 2 years

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People at work out here making me cry. Because I’ll miss them. Because they made me care about them. Gross

#i almost cried several times today bc I was thinking about how sad I’ll be when I leave. and then like the last 20 minutes I was there #someone said something and I burst into tears and cried the whole time #and it’s so annoying!!! god I hate caring about things!!!#and literally it wasn’t even my last day. like my last day is this Friday #also the lady I’m going to miss the most bc I know I won’t talk to her much was like hey u know I do still have you’re number right?#i hope you know I’m gonna text you so you can send me funny pictures of you in college #like man that’s gonna do me in rn I’m gonna cry typing that out I’m gonna miss her so much #and then my friend and I r driving home and we’re talking and I almost start crying again and let me just say #it’s a little hard to see when ur eyes start tearing up #I’m like girl if you don’t stop rn today is gonna be both r last night don’t blind me while I drive #I’m so so sad I’m leaving this job I’m so sad and everyone’s is making me even more sad #bc everyone keeps telling me how much they’re gonna miss me and how much they loved having me #and everyone’s being so nice!! and I don’t know how to deal with that!! I don’t know what to do when people r nice to me #and man. for the first time in forever I feel like there’s a group of people who mildly care about me #and they keep reminding me they do. and it’s like. I’ll already cry if u tell me you care about me so if ur gonna do that and I have to go??#sobbing and screaming and crying and crying and crying and crying #no but my one friend telling me she wanted me to keep in touch and send her pictures #yes that’s making me cry but also I’m really happy about that bc I’m gonna miss her so much #god forbid I say that but man I’m gonna cry so hard #oh god im crying again this sucks #soup talks

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magicallysapphic · 2 years

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i cannot believe five days ago a doctor told me to take these two anti-inflammatory medicines together after i specifically asked if i should do that and then today another doctor was like ur doing what? don’t do that. absolutely do not do that.

#like what 😭😭#like why would the first one tell me to do that then #also apparently i’m a medical mystery #so that’s super fun super cool loving life #(i am very sad)#today i told him all my symptoms and he was really like huh. that’s weird #personally i think it’s long covid from one of the new variants bc i had NONE of these problems until i got covid :)#but he was like if it is that then we know nothing about it and we’re just gonna have to see what happens to u #again very fun very cool

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staycalm-atthedisco · 2 years

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Today is a day of mourning. Rest In Peace Kazuki Takahashi, you have brought so much joy and entertainment to my life. I owe him my life for everything his franchise has done for me. Thank you for everything, King ❤️

#I’m really fucking sad #today I’m crying and holding my cards tight tonight #no memes today lads I’m sorry #regularly scheduled goofs again tomorrow but today we’re sad #yugioh #ygo #me

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jackalhadrurusluvr · 26 days

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dunes 24th birthday is this month btw

#23 is such a dune number i’ll be sad to see it go but also #my precious boy is growing #dune when he’s nearing 25 (that man did not intend to make 20)#also #LIFE UPDATE!#everything’s bad again my dad can’t keep fluid or food in his system #we are taking him to the doctors today and his gf is driving and uurrghhghhhggg #he also said we’re not gonna take his walker even though he can barely walk #ok girl.#i’m stressed #i’m so stressed #but at least it’s dunes birthday month #and it’s carrion/locust wedding anniversary but i can’t think about that too much #or else i will start crying

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insanechayne · 4 months

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#I guess you’re mad at me again today which is why I haven’t heard from you yet #you’d think the roles would be reversed since I was the one saying I was done and trying to take a step back #but some things never really change I suppose #I’m still here waiting for you to send me a message and obsessively checking this every few minutes #I’m still hanging on to you so hard because I can’t fully let you go #I still have this stupid urge to apologize to you and tell you to forget what I said and let’s just move on like normal #I know I need to stand my ground and stick up for myself but for some reason it’s still so difficult #in so many ways I do want things to just be normal and easy between us #we’re always making it so hard on each other #just show me you care about me in some way that’s really all I want here #show me you consider my feelings about our situation in any kind of manner #the problem is I don’t think you actually can do that #which is really sad because it just means this whole thing has been a waste of my time #personal

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