I have a headcanon that Jameson has the highest pain tolerance compared to the rest of the brothers.
He gets wounds pretty often and I can also picture him standing in the shower after getting one, just watching the water turn a bloody colour, feeling the sting and somehow basking in it.
Self-destruction is his coping mechanism so he pushes past the hurt and it adds up with his masochistic behaviour -> "it hurts but I want it to hurt more because I don't know what else to feel".
I know that there are people out there who hate Jameson because of what he loves - games, riddles, traps. I know (one of the reasons) they hate him is because he can be very focused and immersed in a game to the point he might appear as though he doesn't have an ounce of self-awareness.
What I'm saying is... we always see how much Grayson suffers in silence. We see how much he's broken, the thoughts that go on in his head (especially about Emily), the way that he always HAD to be perfect for his grandfather and for the legacy. But we never saw that side of Jameson. The side that was vulnerable. The side that didn't play the Pretend Nothing Happened Game.
Honestly speaking, I think Jameson has been playing that game most of his life. He's pretending that it doesn't hurt, and he wants it to hurt more. It has hurt. So much to the point that he's numb.
So maybe watching him play a game, focusing everything he has on it, and not caring about anything else in the world doesn't mean he has no self-awareness.
Maybe it means that he just needs it to hurt less. Maybe it means that he needs to feel instead of staying numb all of the time.
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This one was inspired by @f4iry-bell 's Grayson x genz! Reader
Reader, on Grayson's insta, commenting: Damnnn that ate
Grayson, replying: what?
Reader: you ate, bro
Grayson: bro??? We're dating.
Grayson: And ate what?
Reader: the suit. You absolutely ate that suit.
Grayson:??? Why??? Would I eat??? The suit???
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jlb saying one of her favorite parts is writing avery through JAMESON'S eyes (when asked about the averyjameson romantic moments in the brothers hawthorne) because throughout tig, we're seeing the world, the brothers, jameson, all through avery's eyes and now in the brothers hawthorne we're going to see moments of jameson looking at avery when she's not looking and getting how he feels...... oh gosh this woman does not want me to survive
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Chaotic Peter Parker who canonically will jump out of a window to get away to change into his suit, inadvertently making everyone think that he's dead and giving a boy a complex, LMAO!
Amazing Spider-Man (1963) #79
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We've been practicing drawing for a few days now(i know we're super early into but we are evily impatient) And we wanted to share some of the stuff i worked on tonight since, I would like some feedback and if anyone has any tips for drawing adice, like, any at all, would be amazing
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Gallifrey: War Room The First Days of Phaidon really is just like “let me look at you!!”/“we thought you were dead” & “this is Narvin!! my…. Narvin…” & “together, then”/“together" & “it is lucky for us both that I do trust him. with my life.” & “how long as it been since you left us?”/“last I counted… 70 years. maybe 80. not long”/“too long.” & “do not let go of my hand” & “we’ll figure it out together.”/“together.” & “what a terrible Time Lord I’ve become”/“I only like the terrible ones” & "You risked your life. your only life”/“of course. and I’d do it all over again. Leela, I-I—“/“I know.” & so so so many soft sayings of the other's name and really I don't know how ANY of that is allowed I really don't but it's making me all absolutely INSANE
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I'm in a theory class since I'm gonna start learning how to drive soon and I just wanted to say —
STAN Jameson Winchester Hawthorne for being able to not only drive a car and ride a motorcycle, but for also being able to FLY A HELICOPTER.
I am thoroughly impressed.
(Tobias Hawthorne, please take back your words when you called Jameson "ordinary". Jamie is NOT ordinary, old man.)
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ive probably said this before but we need more rebecca appreciation. she lived and survived in a household with emily without strangling her. god blessed her with patience, i could never. she was constantly overlooked/neglected by her own family and friends before and after emily died. once eve was introduced to mallory it was visibly worse for bex, and i genuinely wanted to give her a big hug and words of affirmation. she went through so much shit and we don't even talk about her much.
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Does Orion like Oreo(n)s?
Orion: While I appreciate the perfect symbiosis of black and white, cookies and cream, Ore-yin and Ore-yang... I prefer no artificially added sugar in my diet.
Lizzie: You like my cherry cheesecake well enough.
Orion: Lies.
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