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sinshireso · 3 months

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i am sinshireso

MALAYSIAN 🇲🇾

he/him

minor (almost college if ur that desperate to know 😶 )

ABT ME generally;

] i go to boarding school!!! so you'll see me disappear A LOT

] sinshireso on any other platform

] scorpion cookie. will not elaborate. caramel arrow cookie too.

] i draw , rarely make anything serious but i doodle :)

] i type with a lot of abbreviations and dont give care abt typos at all. if you need me to clear up a few things to understand what im saying just ask!!

] i use tone tags a lot too

] currently really, REALLY hyperfixiated in CookieRun and really into JustDance as well. Also slowly coming back to the OSC…

] i dont post too much abt it, but i am a shipper. a very VERY avid shipper. i will go on and on abt the ships i like. cringe does not exist in this blog!!!!

] might be possibly neurodivergent but will not say until i get properly diagnosed

weehoo thats big… OK!!

‼️ general dni’s (proshippers, anti-(anything harmless), etc… just don’t be an asshole.)

‼️ people who fight over “yogurca is stereotypes! controversial ass updates!” I KNOW. I KNOW they are stereotypical as hell and I HATE THEM FOR IT. i do not mind rants. i myself comment and criticize the updates a lot but if you just wanna fight, get out

‼️ i dont mind criticism and rants on scorpion cookie, i do that too. but don’t straight up bash her into a pulp and throw the most gruesome insults at her :(

‼️ ppl who don’t like rarepairs & oc x canon can leave!!!

‼️ship wars r stupid if yuo wanna fight over a ship pls leave

other things;

{other socials}

i can be found on YouTube, TikTok, Discord, Instagram.(I’ll add anything else that I have these r yhe ones I remember)

a note here is that i am most active on YT and Discord. i may not post on my ig becaus it’s for irl use

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#thesoki ; anything to ramble abt

#m;art ; arts!

#nm;art ; other ppls arts!

#post reblog ; reblogs of my own stuff

#mutual post💥 ; reblogs of mutuals!!

will add if any more

#thesoki #hahaaa I’ve finally remade thsi

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kaylor · 3 years

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to balance you should make just one (1) bullet post of any ~popular swiffer opinions~ you have and then when ppl bitch abt you never being nice just redirect them to that post lmfao

this is a brilliant idea !! this isn't solely popular opinions but it's just a list of things that demonstrate she owns my ass.

i genuinely think all too well is one of her best songs and i would lose my entire brain if i ever heard it live. i cried to this song when i broke up with my ex. i cry to this song in the shower. i cry to this song in my living room on a bad day. it's my comfort sad song.

i grew up with her music i was literally like 12 when i first heard love story. her music has always been there for me and going back to her old stuff always feels like coming home.

i will never forget how i felt when i first heard blank space and style back to back when 1989 came out. a MOMENT.

rep tour was one of the best nights of my life (even tho i don't remember much of the first half because i was crying so much and my feet hurt so i got cranky towards the end)

i listened to 1989 so much when it came out in my first year of uni in england that i was literally known as the taylor swift girl & everyone made fun of me for my music taste BUT when shake it off came on in the club i WAS the main character

i went to the 1989 tour with my sisters instead of celebrating my anniversary with my now ex and i don't regret it at all even though we were right at the very back of the arena and couldn't see shit. he was also a tswift fan (at the time anyway, i probably ruined her for him)

i literally curled my hair every day at uni so i could look like speak now era taylor (also cheaper than getting a haircut. no one cares about split ends when you're curly)

i literally got bangs when i had long hair so i could look like red era taylor

i literally got the bi bob haircut so i could look like 1989 era taylor

i LITERALLY bleached my hair so i could look like bleachella taylor

i've defended this bitch for the best part of a decade (especially from people who see my rep tour shirt and are like wOw YoU LiKe TaYlOr sWiFt that's soooo cringe)

my in laws text me every time they listen to taylor or when they see taylor in the news they're like "have u seen this???" sir i am wired into the taylor swift mainframe, of course i have seen this.

i literally run this blog so i can discuss everything about this woman at length with my unhinged mutuals

i bitch because i care

#i hope this helps #my blog isn't searchable so i need to save this post somewhere so i can link back to it

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divine-motion · 4 years

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i’m having more of my tmnt au/2012 rewrite-ish thing so i’m gonna post this doodle of Karai and Leonardo bc it also summarizes one problem i have with 2012 and then the rest of my thoughts will be under keep reading

if you can’t read my handwriting/the quality of the phone picture is too bad: Karai: You ever think about how we’re in this mess just because our dads were fighting over a girl? Leonardo: ...... Y. Yeah. All the time.

yeah so obviously i don’t really like the reason for The central conflict of the series and shredder’s motivation to begin with, especially when they put in a much better reason in his backstory but still focused on “gorl didn’t like me back :(”

like really this guy devotes his life to revenge, kidnaps his niece, tries to murder several children, allies himself with colonizing aliens, and literally dooms the earth to destruction all because... he’s an incel. like i do like how crazy devoted he is to his revenge bc i love that stuff but with this it’s just kind of funny when it’s not supposed to be. so! i would change his motivation to what it should have been and is actually in the show, namely: the whole thing about the Hamato Clan taking him in as a baby after they launched a devastating assault on a Foot Clan village, where they found him.

they do add in a little bit of it but. it should’ve been his main motivation, not just an extra thing! it could’ve even made him something of a sympathetic villain! like how i would’ve done it, he finds out about his origins as being part of the Foot Clan and the fate of his home village, and is enraged that he’s been lied to his whole life. he questions the honor of the Hamato Clan since they clearly attacked civilians - this was a village, and there were clearly kids there, he wonders if he really was the only child there and how many were not given the same mercy he did - and his family were apparently killed in the attack. so he confronts his brother yoshi about it (not sure if i’d have yoshi know about it or not but his reaction remains the same). saki expresses his desire to have revenge, tear the Hamato Clan down since he doesn’t believe that it deserves to continue to exist, but that doesn’t mean yoshi has to die too, and asks yoshi to join him. of course, since saki wants to kill yoshi’s dad as revenge, yoshi refuses, the two fight, tang shen jumps between, house burns down, big ol’ domino brick effect.

i think he still has feelings for tang shen and while he’s jealous he leaves it be and remains best friends with tang shen, and her death at his hand drives him further off the edge. he takes in miwa/karai partially as a way to make it up to tang shen, though he knows it’s not enough. oh and also as a dramatic irony/more revenge against the Hamato Clan since that’s exactly what they did to him.

while he is entirely dedicated to eradicating the Hamato Clan he gets more and more obsessed with revenge as the story goes on. like i’m thinking of having leo and karai suggest a truce between the Foot and the turtles with the Kraang threat afoot and shredder actually ends up accepting bc he agrees they can’t let the Kraang win. maybe more bc he genuinely cares abt karai in his own way and wants there to be a world for her to grow up in (even though at this point she’s been trained as an assassin for her entire childhood but. well. he’s still a villain yanno. “this is how my adoptive parents treated me when i was growing up, i don’t see what the problem is.” “your parents who you hate?” “yeah. what of it.”). but then, later on, he would become entirely obsessed with revenge and not care about anything else that happens, probably after killing splinter and finding it brought him no peace or satisfaction

seriously what’s up with 2012 allying with the Kraang. how do you see that working out for you sir. sure he was expecting a betrayal but. still.

of course he takes opportunity of the truce to steal mutagen and Kraang tech while they can and makes sure to make use of the fact that the turtles can’t interfere in his business to make more weapon deals and gain more territory.

... hmm... i could... have tang shen live... potentially surviving the wound... and she and yoshi both believe that miwa perished in the fire, and they either get divorced or they both move to usa together and then yoshi gets mutated and tang shen is left alone, not knowing that her husband turned into a giant rat... i mean that’s just a potential thing. it sounds a little bit melodramatic and contrived but i think tang shen should get to survive sometimes and making splinter Epic Divorce Man would be funny. i dunno just a thought!

while we’re on the topic of Foot Clan stuff i might as well talk a little about other Foot Clan goons

bebop and rocksteady join way earlier. i care them ok. not sure if they’d still be anton zeck and steranko... idw and bay movies are peak bopsteady ok, and i like them being friends from the start! also for design changes i just don’t agree with bebop being skinny. he’s fat :)

Xever doesn’t get mutated, i like his human design more and there are, what, three major black characters in 2012 and they’re all villains and all get mutated? let xever be human!! he’d also be a bit more of a major and respected villain, a very Neutral Evil type, and makes a point to show he’s out for himself and for his own survival. if possible he’ll try to talk his way out of situations when he can and speaks in support of the truce i mentioned earlier because he’d prefer it if the earth was still inhabitable. karai proclaims that he is her favorite among her dad’s cringe henchmen but the only thing they bond over is their mutual disdain of bradford. he just thinks karai is kind of a brat, if a very skilled and dangerous brat.

while bradford/rahzar is a fairly formidable threat, there would be more emphasis on how pathetic he is. he’s chuck norris so he deserves it. also he’s like a 50 year old guy who acts so entirely devoted to shredder who’s. what. 39 years old? 40? he deserves to be dragged more

i’m thinking mr baxter stockman wouldn’t be mutated either, i like his human design a lot too. he would also be much less of a loser in this rewrite since bradford would take that role. instead, he’s just... an absurdly normal genius scientist/engineering guy who happens to be part of a really evil crime organization full of evil ninjas. he’s polite and eccentric, happy to have someone who finally funds his many inventions and experiments, even if that someone happens to be someone literally called The Shredder. however, while he is a nice man, he is rather impatient when people rush him with inventions. whenever shredder tries his usual “if you fail there will be consequences” it just doesn’t work bc baxter points out that failure is part of the process and that shredder absolutely needs him to make the inventions shredder wants.

karai is weirded out by baxter the most bc he just seems so normal

later on when karai goes double-agent to try and take the Foot Clan down from the inside: i trust baxter the least leo: it’s the sweater isn’t it karai: it’s just so pink, i can’t stop looking at it whenever we’re having an Evil Ninja Crime Organization meeting! do you know the tonal dissonance of seeing him next to The Shredder? and listening to shredder speak in grunts and growls while baxter just keeps a chipper tone?? i don’t think i’ve ever used the word chipper to describe someone before but with him, it’s the only word i can think of!!! leo: he is disarmingly pleasant. karai: right!!! he looks more like someone’s wacky dad!! the other day he literally told me a dad joke. i felt like i was light-headed

i don’t think i’d change tiger claw very much, if at all. maybe make him a little less invincible at times, and a little more regretful of the outcome with alopex.

i have more thoughts but this is. already several walls of text so i’ll end this nonsense post here

#tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt au #the shredder #oroku saki #foot clan #i like working on this even if it is nonsense #it's fun!

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chrisbangs · 5 years

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1-5 and 20-25 :-) sorry for all of them hehehe — 🖤 also i’m getting off work I WILL SEND U ANOTHER ASK HEHEHEH

oaiwenfoia you’re sooo c*te perhaps i’ll d*e………. hm………… anyway;; thank you angel (sorry it took me so long to do this ;; ___ ;;)

also this got mad long so i’ll put it under a cut!

1. how did you get into graphics / gif making?

i was an early ‘the vamps’ and ‘5sos’ fan and because of that, i used to make lil graphic type things?? i guess?? like i tried to make stuff like the ones i saw online omg… and mine were soooo bad but it was like so fun and i used to use this online editor and it was trash but like i would have so much fun… (and that was back when i was in grade 7-ish..? so i would’ve been like jfjfiwaoefo 12/13) and then i just kept doing it;; eventually in grade 10 i took a graphic design course and i got a hold of photoshop and it blew my mind and from there i just kept kinda… doing it??

and with gifs omg… ok i swore i would never make gifs cause it looks SO complicated like bitch ill kill u what do u mean layers to frames wtf !!!!!!!!!!!! and then when i was in my first year of uni in around june i was like… omg i wanna try again… cause i’d tried it before and my ps just crashed… so i was like let me give this another go.. and i did… and it worked.. and my mind was like blown omg… i was in AWE… omg i just realized its been a whole year since i learned how to gif stop ill die

gfx/gif questions

2. do you do something creative/related “irl” as well?

well!! i just got into college for graphic deisgn hehe;; so i’m hoping that that’ll be my future :’)

3. who/what inspires your graphics / gifs?

hm, well!! whenever i see really great pieces of gfx or even in real life when i see a magazine piece or a billboard that just looks stunning i feel inspired!! and i’m like eugh i wanna try making smth like that ;; also music and movies and games inspire me sometimes?? but if i was to say who!! then it’d probably be all my amazing content creating mutuals!!! their work is always wowing!! i always tag ppls gfx with ‘gfx inspo’ bc im genuine :0 when i see it ;; ___ ;; like how is everyone so creative and talented;;

4. what do you enjoy about making graphics / gifs?

oh wow, mm… it allows me to be creative? and put to use skills that i think aren’t always appreciated? like my p*rents never take me doing graphic design seriously;; but then recently my mom wanted me to make a lil label for her for a friend’s garden and i did and she was like !!!!!! so happy abt it i was like TT TT cause both my parents were finally like ok i get it sorta;; i really like that i’m able to make smth kinda outta nothing?? like art is really interesting bc you get to let your thoughts and experiences affect the outcome of your work so?? like.. i like that everyone has a different style??

and for gifs;; i really enjoy that its such a structured task like… its very.. orderly and routine based?? like i know what i’m doing everytime?? and the places where i get to change it up are like the colourings and the style of set i make and that makes it fun and creative too;;

5. what do you dislike most about making graphics / gifs?

mm the creativity block;; i feel like sometimes i cannot think of ANYTHING to make and those days i feel kinda useless as a cc…… it sucks but foiawnefiawn eventually i’ll figure smth out if i move things around enough fajwefowaeo

and giffing omg…… idk… probably the colouring process…… but thats majorly because my laptop’s screen displays colours kinda whack from how they actually look and so i have to do 2x the work to make sure it looks good and smdays its like idc anymore just post the set and pull the trigger

20. your favourite fandom(s) to make graphics / gifs for?

for gfx it’s definitely stray kids!!! they have some of the most fun lyrics to work with and their concepts always always inspire me like crazy!!!

for gifs its the tmg fandom! everyone in that fandom is suuuper nice and supportive and like;; even if i’m not always making gifs i dont feel like i’m falling behind or ? like ppl will be mad or smth ? like its a safe small community and bc of that it feels so good ;;;

21. how much time do you spend on a single graphic / gif?

very dependent! gfx can take from like an hour to like a week+?? it just depends on how intense and intricate it is ig;;

gifs are shorter;; probably take me a few hours?? the longest a set has taken me is maybe like 6 hours but that’s bc i was being slow about it and trying to find all the necessary parts! but on average itll take abt half an hour to maybe two for one set

21. what is your biggest improvement since you started making graphics and or gifs?

ogoaiweniogaw stop this is so funny.. i wanna go find my old wattpad covers so you can all cringe with me but… mm, with gfx i guess i learned what my Aesthetic™ was and what i really liked and like fjjfaiosdksfd i learned how to use photoshop which is a big thing lmaoooo……… and with gifs!! definitely my quality (shout out to vapoursynth) and my colouring :’)

23. what is your biggest improvement in the past month?

hm… time management jfaiweoofiaw i’ve definitely gotten wayyy faster at giffing and i really do not take as much time anymore;; which gives me some peace of mind lmao

24. what is something that you’re wanting to learn right now?

illustrator! i’ve been fooling around with it a lot recently;; and even one of the pieces i submitted in my portfolio was smth i made on illustrator heh;; but theres a huge learning curve (like btich what is the pen tool ill kill u) fnaoiefiownf so i wanna get lots better with it ;;

25. what would you like to see others learn how to do?

this is an interesting question;; mm i guess everyone is different?? so idk if i can answer this question cause i think everyone’s style requires them to learn in their own ways?? so idrk ;; i guess something to make certain people’s lives easier would be like LEARN KEYBOARD SHORTCUTS !!! that shit saaaves my life like idk man it cuts down on my time for sure;;

#🖤 anon #anon #answered #thank you babie #i'm soooo sorry this took me as long as it did #also sorry this is sooo long fjaowiefnoaiw #i hope you're well angelllll

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fictolotus · 5 years

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heyo! i'm rory/key/lotus n i'm a yumedanshi/yumebito (aka a self shipper)! my old urls were loveslotus n selfshiplotus! i made this blog because i needed somewhere to scream abt my f/os asdfghjkl,,, ok so. some stuff abt me:

- i've basically been self shipping since i was 13, but i only found the community near the end of 2018.

- i'm a minor, 15 as of april 22nd.

- i'm autistic. i have trouble understanding nuance and sarcasm, and communication in general is hard for me. please be patient.

- i'm otherwise neurodivergent/mentally ill. self shipping is a huge coping mechanism for me.

- i'm agender. i'm okay with being called a boy n an enby, but please don't call me a girl, it triggers my dysphoria.

- i usually use he/him on here, but my real preffered pronouns are su/suwi and nye/nyen. if you can, please use those, as they're very comforting to me.

- i'm omni/bisexual (mlm/nln/wlw) n aromantic as well as both fictosexual + fictoromantic.

- i consider myself to be part of both the lgbtqa+ n mogai communities.

- i'm invisibly disabled + have chronic pain n i consider myself a spoonie.

- i have troubles answering messages n asks quickly. please be patient, i run out of spoons fast from interaction with others.

- in addition to self ship stuff, i also post aesthetic things on here (usually lovecore/cottagecore, things that feel comforting to me). it's all tagged as "#aes".

- if we're mutuals i consider you my friend n i love you. friend posts are tagged "#friend tag".

- my talking tag is "#lotus.txt", my art tag is "#lotus.png", n my s/i tag is "#about the s/i".

- the flag in my icon is this lovecore aro flag + the line stickers i use are from the "simple angel" sets made by kitikiti!

- my main is @feralkin and i follow from there.

- please read my faq if you have any questions or before sending asks/messaging me!

- if you ignore my dni i drink your rights specifically n also i'll destroy your bloodline.

byf/dni

- no ppl who fit the general criteria (lgbtphobes, racists, anti-semites, etc.)

- no lgbtqa+ gatekeepers of any kind (t*rfs, tr*meds, exclus/aphobes, nonb skeptics, anti-mogai, etc.)

- no p*rn/n5fw, d*lg/c*l(re), or k*nk blogs

- no anti-kin or cringe culture bullies

- no ableists (especially if you use autistic as an insult and/or use the r slur)

- no p*dos/m*ps, anti-a*tis/pro-sh*ppers, f*joshis/f*ndashis/f*jin, or anyone who supports them

- no bkdk/tdbk/tdmm/krmna/kccko shippers or mineta/endeavor/overhaul/mitsuki/afo apologists

- no adults who self-ship with minors/age up minors

- nobody who erases canon or canon coded lgbtqa+ identities (ex. a girl romantically self shipping with a canonically gay man, a boy romantically self shipping with a lesbian coded woman)

- nobody who also romantically self ships with any of my main f/os (nothin against y'all, you're super valid, it just makes me uncomfy)

i do have triggers! if i follow you, please look at my blacklist on my main for what i need tagged. i am traumatized + have anxiety along with psychotic symptoms, n triggering them can be very dangerous for me. this isn't a joke. if you cannot tag them, send me an ask n i will unfollow.

...man, i hate having to mention that. anyway, if you've made it to the end of this, send an ask that says boysenberry syrup so i know you've read it, that makes me less anxious abt ppl following me! thank you! 🖤

#dntrblg #about #lotus.txt

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