#venting make me feel good ngl
Text
im sad
#just feeling kinda. isolated rn. noone talks to me#and for some reason i feel like me talking about fnaf rn will make everyone hate me or something#and i finished a big drawing that i spent literal 5 days on but 1) its not as good as i hoped 2) noone will even watch the speedpaint bc its#an hour long#i just feel like a failure rn ngl.#personal#vent#im scheduled to get period in 1-2 days and my mood is horrific#i also ran out of antidepressants#and when i talk abt something that brought me a lot of joy for the moment everyone ignores it and probably hates me
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#ngl i feel like im spiraling a little bit#like i feel out of control and like everything is out of control#my sleep schedule is fucked#i feel like i'm floundering at work#and you know what usually fixes this stuff? trips to the dungeon#but you know who can't go this weekend? my gf and i :(#so now we have to wait until the first week of feb and idk how i'm gonna hold my shit together that long#i like don't know how to fully explain that i actually really /need/ this dynamic#it helps me soooo much#and not being able to do it makes me feel like the seams in my brain are unraveling#its such a fucking strange experience how much getting whipped and choked in a room full of strangers really quiets my brain#but GOD do i fucking need it :(#like sexually yes yeah its fun and good#but i also need it mentally#ugh im rambling oops#i have nowhere else to vent so feel free to ignore <3#i just had to get this out of my head
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hi tumblr girlies and everyone else… how do you not do the thing where you lust for quote unquote hot men, who give you the slightest bit of attention then ghost?
I become so desperate it’s.. pathetic :,(
#ngl feels good to vent here#gay#late night thots#I mean I would appreciate the advice#but just venting makes me feel better
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me when my coworker quits after breaking down in the middle of a shift bc the boss did not tell us a goddamn gallery opening party would be happening and they bring wine (we do not have an alcohol license, we are a coffee shop) and there’s like 12 kids running around (while all the adults are drinking wine in the shop) and the line is out the door but my boss turns up and asks me why we’re upset (and blames me for being uncomfortable about the wine in the shop despite it being illegal) and also no lunch break (also illegal) and tries to laugh about my coworker’s breakdown (very warranted)
#rant#sorry to vent on sideblog but holy FUCK what the shit#so many things wrong today ngl#highly considering jumping ship w my coworker bc like!!!! bad bad bad#manager who came in to help: how are you doing?#me: I feel like a windup chimp w the cymbals but instead it’s making drinks and smiling#him: haha! that’s a good one#me: :) :) :) (literally on autopilot bc my brain cannot think with the amount of noise from the people in shop)#vent#alcohol#idk what to tag in case people do not want to see uhhhh hope this suffices
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
aaaaaaa
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#okay today so far isn't that much of a good day T___T or maybe it's just anxiety ?? hm.#idk :') ig in general i just really hate whenever it feels like i'm ignored or forgotten or avoided or whatever ...... whhduegeiwhdkdhd#here and irl (school esp atm) ;; introduction video for one of our subjects and i have really few views and idk man#maybe i'm just really overthinking it all but i . doubt i'll make friends ...#makes sense it's always like that haha <//3 sorry i just need to let this out somehow so . tumblr it is ...#uh. uhm. i don't know OFHWODHSK anyways i think i'll just try not to overthink or panic .... hhshhdshdkshodns i just wna hide in a hole#idk man i'm really used to always trying my best to listen to everyone and i don't do it AS much bcs i've gotten. tired. sadly#uh idk how to explain anymore . but yeah ;;; not being listened to is just really yeah for me .............#okay i'll head off now eorufuehwidbdos i don't. want to. idk but yeah ;;;;#tw vent#aawiejueuruifhfjeojqoqndpnfpwk ................#dunno anymore man just ignore me if you see this ;; T___T#even here too ngl but i can't really blame people ;;; and i wldn't in any case!! but. it just really sucks that ........ yeah#aaaqwweufyfysvk i just. idk. bcs of my experiences and all those kinda stuff just really really yeah ..........
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
words cannot express how badly i want to throw myself off the face of the earth ajsjskskskskmwk
#whatever you have#━☆*:₀. lovely chats ೃ#cw: venting/vents#HELP MEOEKSKSM#the lady who was selling us stuff asked me what i wajted and i just said bcs im#INCREDIBLY indecisive and v much shy letting other people know of my thoughts and opinions (whether irl or online)#after that we went to a restaurant and it took me 30 minutes just trying to raise my hand to call for the waitress eksbsksn#I HATE MYSELF I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED 😭😭??#help how am i still alive#like i know what i want and what to do#but hhhhhh#PEOPLE for some reason make me act hesitant jsjsjwk#not only that but mmmmmm#lowkey feeling kind of jealous of other people#how they have confidence and look pretty and#and it ngl reminds me of elem school where i knew i wasnt the prettiest and that the only thing i had going for me#was my smarts#and now i still kind of have that mindset TT??#i do my best in other things/hobbies because i have the need to be like#good/amazing at them or else i'll be hopeless????#whhsushsjs#i am experiencing v complicated feelings tonight
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
wow i have not been doing anything but playing o.ctopath traveler 2
#ash rambles 💚#it's so good omg#not selfship related or anything! i dont have a thing for any of the travelers (although that may be subject to change)#my current party is o.svald/t.hrone/t.emenos/o.chette and theyre all so neat#that aside. it's kinda nuts that christmas is in less than a week! times flies!!!#i hope everybody a great holiday :D!#bit of a vent coming up btw#i can't say i've always been a shining beacon of self-love since i'm far from that but. ngl i've been feeling like my f/os wouldn't love me#as of late. especially my husband k.yohei and wife a.qua#and i feel bad since there hasnt really been anything that prompted this. i just feel unlovable and i worry that they would hate me or think#that i'm ugly or annoying or whatever#... or maybe it's just midnight and i'm depressed. but still!!#anyhow. that aside#more updates:#i have such a huge thing for t.ibarn from f.ire e.mblem that it's honestly embarrassing. bitches (me) really see a huge buff guy with facial#scars and start giggling and kicking their legs huh? i truly am so predictable#hmmm going back to the holidays! i like christmas a lot but i've never really done a huge celebration. really only getting something for my#sister + a few cousins. but hm... it always makes me think about fun holiday hangouts with my f/os#eh i'm sleepy and rambling#okay gamers! goodnight!#i hope i feel better in the morning. been feeling so so down about myself and my relationships with my f/os these past few days#vent#negative#will probably delete later
0 notes
Text
work vent in the tags. Ignore if you want, I just gotta get this off my chest one last time and I know the people in my life are tired of hearing me be upset about it lol
#vent cw#negative cw#kinda#so it’s my last day with this job and like lowkey#I’m for real having a hard time doing what I’m supposed to do in good faith#especially because most of my day is gonna be spent around the house and the kids won’t be here until later#like me leaving has been my absolute biggest source of stress for weeks now and it’s left a really bad taste in my mouth#I’m gonna work and get everything done / prepare for their new part time help ( big reason I have to leave )#cause it won’t be worth me staying since my hours would suddenly be halved and the commute is so fucking long#but I’m still cranky about it ngl#and it not like there’s a surplus or families looking for nannies rn#there’s so much happening already and to throw on the fact that now I gotta go through the long ass process#which has been started but tbh that almost doesn’t matter with how long this shit takes#of finding another family makes me wanna combust#I’m just#feeling it a little extra today tbh#ooc *:･ﾟ✧#mobile mun#tbd prolly
1 note
·
View note
Text
Oh baby I want to kill
#rat rambles#I am so fucking understimulated and also angry for no good reason and I am losing my mind <3#rat vents#Ive been feeling like shit these past few days ngl#I feel like anytime Im not hanging out with one of my siblings I just cant fucking do anything hhhhhh#and I feel rly bad since I keep not being able to chat with my friends and I know one of them wanted to do eggstra work with me#Im honestly rly torn between letting myself keep taking a break from chatting with them to recharge or to force myself to to make sure I#dont like isolate myself or smth cause I dont want to realise too late this is some depression spiral shit where you keep making urself#feel worse by doing less and less until ur a miserable slump on the floor or whatever#god mental health is soooo annoying why cant I just fucking do things man#ughhhh I wanna bang my head on a wall
0 notes
Text
.
#today was . good#i love him#happy vent sorta but now its gonna get a bit sad#i still get scared he hates me n finds me ugly n wants me to lose weight but just doesnt wanna come off as an asshole#but ngl i hate restricting so much and hearing him ask me to eat n to treat myself kindly makes it harder#and the whole ‘i promise you dont need to lose weight’ kinda hit home#im just scared i think . i just feel like hes always ready to leave me ?#so its just . if i kinda become the beauty standard then its less likely to happen#i know he sees me as ‘skinny’ but thats bc camera angles and multiple takes !!!!#and it hurts honestly knowing that he has a flatter stomach than i do :/ and yeah i kinda understand that its biology#but like idk . sometimes i have stomach rolls and sometimes im really bloated#and its like !!!!! awful . i look Obese#i dunno man :^) its like realistically i know you wont have a flat stomach constantly#but just . i know hes gonna find me repulsive#and therefore he will leave me#bc like ???? i dont have anything else even remotely good or attractive abt me . aside from the fact that im not extremely ugly#also not to be the whole ‘im crying rn’ vent post but i am kinda crying#me when postcoital dysphoria#just terrified he will leave me bc idk . things he has said#im so scared of being manipulative that i cant even rlly bring any of this whole abandonment shit up#bc its like we arent really together so he can go out and fuck other people and i cant rlly be like ‘Please Dont’#me reading through our texts tonight and seeing that he implies that we will meet and that means he wont leave me until that happens#right ???#but then remembering he also said its ok if *i* find someone irl and then he said like#‘if a 10/10 asked you on a date and stuff . you would be insane to say no’#and then was like ‘bc id say yes’#so its like fuck if someone better comes then he will leave#i just dont know what the fuck to do#bc i can tell he doesnt like saying reassuring shit#jamie.txt
1 note
·
View note
Note
IM SORRY, I KNOW U GOT A REQUEST ON THIS SO MUCH ALREADY BUT…
Your motherly!reader fics are so good 😭! can you pleasee do another? platonic with the gang!! no romance 🥰 thank youu ❤️❤️❤️ your work is amazing btw!
the gang x motherly!reader
!warnings!
1.i did headcanons i hope thats okay😭
2.fem!reader
3.swearing and a small mention of violence.
Johnny Cade ;
like i’ve said before in other fics, he loves you so much.
honestly, you might be one of his favourite people!
when he walks down the street and he just so happens to see a cute flower, he picks it and gives it to you!
when he first met you, he refused to see you when he was injured in anyway. he thought you’d think he was weak and never see him again.
but as time went on, and you showed that you genuinely cared for him, he showed more of his vulnerable side.
johnny likes it when you patch him up now!
he thinks it’s calming, relaxing, and a, ‘nice change of things rather than lettin’ mother nature cure it.’
when he unknowingly/accidentally vents to you about his home life, he does get embarrassed.
he didn’t want you knowing, but when you hugged him real tight and told him sweet nothings?? he teared up ngl.
johnny wishes you could’ve been his mom.
when or if you have kids, johnny wishes they don’t take the, ‘how was your day?’ and the, ‘how’s school going?’ for granted.
because to johnny cade, that would be his perfect fairytale.
having someone as sweet as you to turn his life around, makes him excited to see tomorrow.
Dallas Winston ;
another bitch with mommy issues who is glad to have you.
mrs.curtis was definitely the mother he never had but always wanted and when she died, he was devastated.
but when you came along and started being that mother he missed??? he was both annoyed and over the moon.
he didn’t like that every time you bailed him out of jail, he got an ear full. however, he did like to know verbally that someone cared about him
he doesn’t show you any sort of affection, but he will tell you how he feels when drunk.
“thank you, so much y/n. i-i don’t know where i’d be without you.”
for mothers day, he doesn’t do anything special.
BUT—you didn’t hear this from me, before the clock hits 12, expect to hear like a cute little knock at your door, and open it to see a single flower on the ground with a pack of cigarettes.
dally ran off before you or anyone else could see him.
even though he didn’t sign his name, you knew it was from him. so, next time you see him, say thank you.
Ponyboy Curtis ;
he’s like a toddler around you???
ponyboy definitely pretends to be like, your own bodyguard.
but really, who’s scared of ponyboy?
he tries though!
when he watches a movie and some character reminds him of you, expect that to be the first thing he tells you.
“ya know, when i went to the drive in, you really reminded of this one character.”
“oh? why’s that?”
“well because-“
and now you have to sit there and listen to him.
he’ll draw for you so much :(.
if you tell him your favourite flower, he WILL give you a drawing of it the next day. he’ll stay up all night if he has too!
Sodapop Curtis ;
he’s literally your #2 fan. first place goes to johnny.
he’s your biggest hypeman??? omg???
“gee, y/n! you’re lookin’ real fancy!! gonna get all the guys, eh?”
when ponyboy and darry argue and he just can’t take it anymore, he calls you and asks to come over.
and of course, you say yes everytime.
so please, PLEASE, just let him cry into your arms!!!!
when he’s done, he’ll try to go home but i’m begging you to tell him he’s welcomed to stay the night.
and if he does stay? ponyboy will be at your doorstep too.
he’ll share his famous chocolate cake with you!! he’ll make sure steve doesn’t touch it.
“STEVE THAT WAS FOR Y/N! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!”
“OH SHIT SHIT SHIT! WE MAKE MAKE ONE TOGETHER! THE MORE PEOPLE THE FASTER THE CAKE WILL BAKE RIGHT?!”
“DO I LOOK LIKE A SCIENTIST??”
Darry Curtis ;
he is so thankful for you i legit can’t stress that enough.
you keep the gang in check, you keep ponyboy happy, and you help him around the house. what more could he ask for?
you legit force darry to relax while you look after the gang to make sure nothing bad happens.
“we’ll be fine, darry. go to bed, your dark circles are gettin’ darker by the minute.”
“yeah super-man! we’ll be fine with y/n!”
“yeah!!”
“fine, but if she wakes me up to tell me about any of you, so god help me.”
if you welcome him home with a newspaper and his favourite cup of coffee after a long day at work, he might ask you to move in.
Steve Randle ;
steve pretends that he doesn’t like you that much.
but he really does. like, the second he hears some soc threaten or insult you? he’s after them.
shit, he might be chasin’ after them in two-bits car while two-bit yells at the person.
he will legit go to war for you if you asked him nicely.
he will rant to you about cars if you let him😭.
he’ll rant to you about anything, honestly.
“and then the old bastard asked for a refund! the ‘no refunds’ sign was right on the door! how could that old bat not see it?!”
“steve! don’t call people that, but yes, it was very rude of that man to do that too you.”
“RIGHT?!”
Two-bit Matthews ;
he forces you to relax and watch mickey mouse with him.
he says it’s for your own good but when really, he just wants to spend time with you without the gang interrupting.
“guys! you’re stressing her out with all your STUPID questions! c’mon, y/n, mickey mouse is calling our names. can’t you hear it?”
“or maybe its the booze you had at 10AM.”
“i will sock you in your fucking throat steve.”
he plays with your hair…he finds it fun!
please tell him how to do some styles so he can go home and impress his little sister :(.
he offers you beer every once and awhile just so he can say he got you to loosen up.
“so y/n…you want some?”
“oh! no thank you, two. you know i don’t drink.”
he calls you mom in a joking way, ya dig?
“momm! steve called me a dumbass!”
“steve, be nice! apologize.”
“what the fuck?!”
author notes ;
1. i like totally rushed near the end LMFAO.
2. i never thought you bitches would eat motherly!reader up like this??
3.are you guys okay??
4.THANK U SWEETHEART OMFG??
5.i think theres no romance??
may 15th, 2023. 6:39PM
#2knightt#the outsiders#the outsiders x reader#dallas x reader#dallas winston x reader#johnny x reader#johnny cade x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#sodapop x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#steve x reader#steve randle x reader#two bit x reader#two bit matthews x reader#platonic the outsiders#motherly!reader
795 notes
·
View notes
Note
can i say that as a butch lesbian seeing so many people turning a butch character into a trans man or giving her top surgery feels very invalidating its like people connect being a masculine woman with being a man and it's not a good feeling. i know its not done to hurt me or women like me but y'know. why aren't as many people turning non butch characters into trans men? y'know what im saying? we're not the same thing
Hey, fellow butch here. I personally like to see and draw Gideon with top scars because I myself have chest dysphoria and it feels good to see something I want for myself in a character I already feel really connected with. I understand the feeling of frustration when people characterize or see characters in a different way that just doesn't resonate with you, but personally, I haven't seen a single instance of people making Gideon a trans man specifically. Trans man is not the same as transmasculine, which a lot of butches identify as/with.
I don't understand the purpose of sending me an ask like this. Are asking me not to draw or reblog art of Gideon as transmasc? Are you just venting out a frustration you have? In either case, just go touch grass. I'm not your dad, I'm just some guy with a blog and like 2000 followers. I don't want to come off as mean but you are responsible for curating your online space and for regulating your own thoughts and emotions. I won't tell you not to be upset but I will say this: I have never seen a character in popular media that has top scars and is also butch. I like seeing people do this because it is a representation I simply just don't get. It's okay not to like it or agree but you need to understand that people do it for a reason. It's not to invalidate you and your identity, but to make themselves feel seen.
Btw, cis women can get top surgery too. It's not specifically about making butches into men (which feels a little TERF-adjacent to say ngl), it's that many butches (who are by nature gender non-conforming) do irl get top surgery (and HRT, bottom surgery, etc). A lot of us use masculine names, pronouns, etc, but that doesn't mean we're trans men. That also doesn't mean if you do feel connected to womanhood, feel at home in your own body, or are in general the more normative cis butch that you're not a real butch. Groups aren't monoliths and butches are very diverse and unique. Nobody can tell you who you are or what to do with your own body, so it feels unrealistic to tell others what to do in a similar regard (not to mention Gideon is not real so it literally doesn't matter)
161 notes
·
View notes
Note
(tl;dr at the bottom)
this one is just petty, and i'm too much of a pussy to actually do anything (though my friends do say i absolutely should) but:
wibta for filing a complaint (?) against my table group for a class?
i take culinary for one of my classes, and it's one of the saving graces of my otherwise utterly shit high school experience. and while i do enjoy the class, i've recently been put in a group with people who do absolutely nothing and it's been frustrating me. for example, as of the day i am sending this, we made zucchini fritters. the dishwasher and i, the sous chef, did basically all the work and the manager and executive barely did anything unless we actively made them. i can understand the manager doing nothing, since their job is to basically just supervise the kitchen and they don't get to actually cook (worst role for me ngl) but the executive chef, who should be involved in the whole cooking lab, just sat around and watched. now don't get me wrong, i love the process of cooking and making stuff, but it's a little tiring when it's me doing most of the work while other people just grab their phones (they aren't supposed to get them until the lab is finished and the kitchen has been cleaned, for sanitary reasons) and idle about. anyways, the manager at least grated the zucchini while i worked with the green onions and garlic i guess, and during this the executive chef just kinda. stood there and watched? he always had earbuds in and i don't really know what he does, but i thought he'd at least be mixing the batter. he did not, and turns out he really was just standing there the whole time so i mixed the batter after i finished up with my veggies. while i was doing so, i also thought that they'd have put the zucchini in a bowl or a colander or something and started sweating it with the salt, but nope. the two of them just sorta went off to do their own things (stand/ lean against the counters and watch) and so i panicked and dumped the stuff into the nearest clean bowl, and i did manage to get the executive to salt it. then when it was time to squeeze the water out, it was again my job to do so, though i am currently missing about a quarter of my nail on one finger due to it snagging and ripping off. at this point, i think i should mention i have chronic back and joint pains and headaches, and i was starting to feel worse and worse, so i once again asked the executive to squeeze the water for a bit while i snagged a pain killer. when i come back, not even a minute later, he's just dumped the thing into the batter mix, instead of fully squeezing it like i asked him to. then he hands the thing to me and i mix it and then i have to fry it. by the time i start frying, all the other kitchens have finished, we have like half an hour till class is out, and chef puts on hell's kitchen for the class. me and the dishwasher (who offered to help throughout the lab occasionally. she's a godsend.) make them fry the rest (one fritter). while i did do the dishes after it doesn't count since it was as a thank you to the dishwasher who helped me. but other than that, it's like this for pretty much every labs except for when i'm dishwasher, and even then it's not too different since it just means i have to go back and forth between cooking and washing dishes.
i vented to a friend, who also takes a cooking class (catering) about this and he says i should email about it to chef. now this is where the question comes in. i don't feel good about reporting it to chef since i don't want to be a snitch. i, too, engage in listening to music and chilling, so i get the joy of doing these things. if i were to tell the teacher, though, they'd get in trouble for it and i don't think i want that. and i might be biased/ just cranky. last lab, which was hamburger and fries, the guy who was executive today threw away the fries because class was ending even though not everyone got their share of it yet. this instantly put him on the "i dont like this guy" list of mine, and on top of that, i was already feeling a bit cranky and gloomy since waking up, and it was only further worsened by whatever class cooked in the kitchen before my class, who leaves the dishes all dirty and gross every time without fail (specifically, it was all three pans sticky with grease and a glass mixing bowl encrusted with a white substance that set me off today) so i might just be being harsh on them. i usually enjoy getting to cook and actually do things, and thus i haven't had an issue with the lack of help from my tablemates (is that a word) until now, so this could just be me wrongfully directing my negative feelings to them and blaming them.
tl;dr: people in my group in culinary class do jackshit and make me deal with the brunt of the work except for this one girl, friend says i should report their asses to the chef
why i might be the asshole:
i was already cranky and might be just making them the subject of my anger and blaming them
i usually enjoy getting to cook anyways
i might be biased against one of them since he dumped potatoes before i could grab my full share
snitch
why i might not be the asshole:
should not have to do pretty much all the work and they get the same grade despite doing nothing
still have to do most of the work despite chronic back and join pains and headaches + injury
having to actively get them to help me is a pain in the ass since they just go right back to doing nothing after half assing whatever they were asked to do
sorry if this is a bit all over the place, i am bad at articulating my thoughts and the likes, and am currently being fueled by spite, pain, and caffeine.
(@sousanon so i get a notif when this posts)
55 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hey there!! If you're up for it, some Victor Grantz sfw & ns/fw perchance?
Ngl I'm a bit in awe with how many requests you've been able to post in such a relatively short amount of time 😵💫 it's very admirable, but I also hope you get enough rest so you don't burn yourself out ^^"
I absolutely can! He's my first one posting the relationship HCs before the general haha
I appreciate the concern, but I'm alright! Headcanons are pretty quick and easy for me to fill, it's just the actual scenarios that are a little more work-intensive. And I fill stuff as I have time and inspiration, so I'll have on-and-off spurts like that where stuff comes out faster!
Victor Grantz
SFW
-Victor is a very empathetic and adaptable partner. He’s very attuned to your mood, and goes out of his way to check on you whenever he has spare time. He enjoys being the person you vent to, about anything and everything—remember, secrets are huge deal to Victor. Sharing your private thoughts and feelings with him is the ultimate sign of your trust in him, so tell him about all your troubles. He won’t share them with another soul. Well, maybe Wick, but that doesn’t count right?
-He’s totally open to basic PDA. Don’t get me wrong, his cheeks go apple-red every time, but he’s got no issues with giving you a hug or a smooch in front of other people. He’s even alright with sitting in one another’s laps because he can’t turn down a good cuddle. But Wick gets to sit in the lap of whoever is on top.
-When you’re in a relationship with Victor, his true sillyguy nature reveals itself. Like, if he ever catches you dancing like a loon to music and chores, he’s immediately joining in. If you initiate a prank war, he’s very likely to reciprocate. (But only if it’s the harmless stuff.) Cooking with him? He’s gonna dollop something on your nose. If you have any non-verbal stims or ticks, he likes to playfully copy them.
-In a modern world, he enjoys watching movies with you and will 100% cry at the sad and heartwarming stuff. He doesn’t love horror movies, but romcoms and animated flicks are good. During the Holidays he has those awful Hallmark movies playing constantly.
-He enjoys outdoor activities! If you don’t he can generally get his fill from doing his deliveries and taking Wick on walks, but he’d really enjoy it if you wanted to go hiking or camping sometime. In the winter, he enjoys building snowmen and snowball fights.
NS/FW
-It may surprise some of you, but he’s more of a top! (A very gentle top.) But he’s quite shy, and nervous about making unwanted advances, so he always waits for your invitation first. He likes when you whisper flirty little lines to him as a signal that you’re in the mood, or send him a letter with a time and place for a sneaky tryst. It never fails to put a sweet smile and adorable blush on his cheeks.
-Before, and even for a good while into your relationship, Victor is more likely to scurry off to take care of any arousal by himself than he is to agree to sex. It’s nothing against you, honestly, he just needs time to build up the courage to see you naked without passing out. The good news: he unintentionally edges himself a lot because he gets so distracted thinking of you, so by the time you do get involved sexually he’s already built up some decent endurance.
-He’ll give you oral if you ask, but he prefers to use his hands on you so he can kiss you at the same time. If you give him oral, he unravels quickly. It’s the one thing he never gets much better at lasting through.
-Victor likes to indulge in a romantic atmosphere and is especially fond of soft candlelight and rose petals. Intimacy is a precious commodity after Victor’s history, and he wants to foster it. If you ever get ahold of a private hot spring or a nice, big bath with some wine, consider him seduced.
-He’s not very loud during the act, but he sighs sweetly and whimpers. It’s very common for him to whisper an “I love you” during or right after he finishes. When he comes, his arms shake something terrible, so he usually ends up laying right on top of you instead of holding himself up properly. He doesn’t weigh too much, thankfully, and it’s a great opportunity to cling to him. He also really doesn’t want to pull out after. Can’t he just stay like this while and enjoy the afterglow?
-He really enjoys roleplay in the bedroom. Is he the best at it? No, he’s really not. And it’s fine if you’re not either because Victor doesn’t take it too seriously. He just thinks it’s fun to dress up and pretend a little bit in the bedroom. He won’t, for instance, play a whole long scene as a police officer where you get arrested and whatnot. He’s just a “police officer” who finds you attractive, instead of a “postman.” As hinted briefly above, he also likes cockwarming during frisky cuddles. ;)
80 notes
·
View notes
Note
Can you do general craig x reader head canons?٩(ᐛ)و♡︎
Craig Tucker General Dating HCs!
Reader is gn!
Warning: none
A/N: Ngl Craig is a little hard for me to write for but I love him🫶
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
- The sweetest, most understanding, supportive bf
- Not the best at initiating PDA but tries his best (prefers that you do it first)
- Don’t get him wrong he has nothing against it and will do anything with you (kissing, hugging, hand holding) he’s just a bit awkward when doing it first
- He’s a big hand holder, it just feels nice to know you’re right there with him, he also like kissing the back of your hand or your knuckles
- Speaking of kisses, there’s a lot
- Forehead, cheek, neck,lips he doesn’t care he just wants to kiss you
- Pet names!! (but we already knew that)
- Honey, sweetheart, and babe are his favorites to call you
- Texting >> calls
- He’ll either text you the sweetest messages or the weirdest no in between
- Lowkey spams you if you don’t answer fast enough
- Lots of voice messages from him too
- Amazing listener, doesn’t matter if you’re venting about your day or talking about some random gossip, he’s all ears
- Really good at giving you advice (even if you ignore it sometimes)
- He gets jealous pretty easily but is really good with not showing it (although you’ve picked up on the subtle signs)
- Definitely a gift giver, if you ever mention you need or want something he’ll have it ready for you the next day
- Even if you don’t ask if he notices or thinks you need something he’ll get it for you
- Makes you Stripes other parent
- He thinks seeing both of you together is so damn cute, he probably has over 100 pictures of you and stripe together in his camera roll + has one as his wallpaper lmao
- All in all he’s an amazing boyfriend!!!🫶🫶~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#south park x reader#south park fanfiction#south park x y/n#south park x you#craig tucker x y/n#craig tucker x reader#craig tucker x you
220 notes
·
View notes
Text
꒦‧₊ ꒷ team stan comforting you when you're stressed out [headcannons]✧.*
✧.* tags: mentions of drugs, college au
✧.* Characters: kenny mccormick, kyle broflovski, stan marsh, butters stotch
a/n: honestly, it helps me to work through my problems when i have a little fictional world to escape into so this request was a nice therapeutic writing with finals coming up
masterlist
Stan
Empathetic king right here
He probably won’t approach you because he doesn’t know if you want to talk about it or if you want your space
But if you ask him to talk he’d definitely listen
Very good listener!!
If it’s a person causing the emotional stress, stan is not having it
This is the guy who sat in his bedroom with a bunch of calves for DAYS, you know he’s going to be up in arms if someone else is causing you to be distressed
Definitely the type to suggest different things to take your mind off whatever’s stressing you out
Playing video games and ordering pizza!! Best way to destress!!
You could probably talk him into getting some of randy’s weed ngl (strike)
Kyle
He’s the type to give advice to whatever is troubling you
He doesn’t like to see his friends stressed and he wants to help!!
Helps you take a step back from the situation and see it more objectively
It doesn’t erase the stress but it gives good steps to approach it in a different way
Que brainstorming session to create a plan of attack for whatever’s bugging you
First day of being sad, talk to stan and eat pizza
Second day of being sad, talk to kyle and make a game plan
Dynamic duo of being stressed
Even if you don’t make an attack plan, he’s definitely a “let’s talk this through” type of person to at least find where the spiraling thoughts are occurring
Kenny
Reaches out to you first because he notices you being stressed
He’s really observant even if he doesn’t act on it often
All you need sometimes is a good hug
And a ton of weed and bad adam sandler movies (strike)
The type to try and make you laugh when he notices you’re feeling down
If you want to talk, he’ll listen but he’ll try and cheer you up regardless
You guys would go to starks pond or something and throw rocks in the water
A change of setting can do wonders!!
He definitely knows the best places in south park to chill without anyone bugging you
Que the south park hideout tour with your guide, kenny
Butters
He knows how important it is to have someone to listen
He’ll listen to you vent even if he has no idea what you’re talking about
“And they said WHAT?! That’s ridiculous!”
Getting ice cream and sitting on the deck for hours just complaining about everything
He somehow puts a positive spin on every situation no matter how bad
You always leave feeling lighter than before
Another hugger
Always giving a good hug before you guys part ways
He’ll send you funny videos after you’re both home and text you that you can talk to him whenever you need
Checks in if he hasn’t talked to you for a few days to see how you’re doing
#i hope this helps anon!!#south park#south park x reader#corporatefrog#butters stotch#kyle broflovski#kenny mccormick#stan marsh#south park headcanons
134 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
baozidejiazhi
豹鞭一根喜欢来吃
pyrookami
Pyro
bvkynpark
Untitled
pokemon-textadventure
A Written Pokemon blog