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♫let desire flow, never let it go♫
#i am THINKING about how theyre intimate physically every episode while being “anaboe to connect” emotionally#AAA#also i know this is for no one and is very self indulgent. sue me.#sarazanmai#mabu akutsu#reo niiboshi#reomabu#art tag?#unable** omg i cant spell
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Meenah Peixes, Meulin Leijon
Act 6, page 5308
MEENAH: sup meu
MEULIN: (=｀ω´=) < 33333333333!!!!!!!!!
MEULIN: (^・ω・^ ) < GOMGOMGOGOMGOGMMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOG. MOG!!!
#EM #OH #G33
MEENAH: whoa leijon
MEENAH: your rumble spheres
MEENAH: clam those suckas this instant
MEULIN: (^・x・^) < NO.
MEULIN: (=^･^=) < I WILL NOT CLAM THEM.
MEULIN: ヽ(=^･ω･^=)丿 < THEY WILL STAY WILDLY AND GL33FURRY UNCLAMMED, BECAUSE, AND I REPEAT:
MEULIN: (^･o･^)ﾉ < MOG.
MEENAH: mog
MEULIN: (=^･^=) < MOG, M33NAH.
MEULIN: ~(=^‥^)ノ < _MOG_!!!!!!!!!
#:33
MEENAH: idgi
MEULIN: (^._.^)ﾉ < M33NAH. MOG COULD NOT BE ANY SIMPLER.
#UNLESS SPELLED CORRECTLY
MEENAH: dude fuck mog
MEENAH: oh wait you mean omg
MEULIN: (=^･ω･^=) < (=^-ω-^=)
MEENAH: well fuck that too
MEENAH: i know you cant physically monitor the volume of your piercing fangirly shrieks but try to keep it down
MEENAH: like just be normal excited for once
MEULIN: (^._.^)
MEENAH: or
MEENAH: should i say
MEENAH: "fur pounce"
#3;)
MEULIN: (=^ω^=) < 333333333333333333333333333333333!!!!!!!!!
#SO MANY 33'S
MEULIN: (^･o･^) < M33NAH I MISSED YOU SOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUCH! WHY DIDN'T WE EVER HANG OUT WHEN WE WERE ALIVE???
MEULIN: (=^‥^=) < I HAD SO MUCH TIME TO PAWNDER THAT AND IT'S ONE OF MY D33PEST REGRETS.
MEENAH: it was probably cause you didnt like me very much
MEENAH: but s'chool no one really did
MEULIN: (=^･ｪ･^=) < WHAAAT. THAT'S NOT TRUE! I'M SURE I LIKED YOU! DIDN'T I?
#YOU WERE INVOLVED IN SOME OF MY FINEST SHIPS!
MEENAH: i mean i did try to kill you a couple times
MEULIN: (^・x・^) < YOU DID? I DON'T REMEMBER THAT...
MEENAH: water under the crossing trestle
MEULIN: (^･o･^) < YES!!!
MEULIN: (^._.^)ﾉ < BUT, UM, IF YOU TRIED TO KILL ME, SHOULDN'T I BE THE ONE TO SAY THAT TO YOU?
MEENAH: ...
MEENAH: lejayjay how about you shut up and go back to being excited to see me
#feel free to unclam those tatas
MEULIN: (=ＴェＴ=) < 3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333!!!!!!!!!
MEULIN:
MEULIN:
MEULIN:
MEENAH: can we plz cool it on the shitty mimes tho
MEENAH: seriously cant understand what your tryin to say half the time
#the literal worst form of communication ever
MEULIN: (=^･ω･^=) < WE HAVE TO CATCH UP RIGHT AWAY. YOU MISSED OUT ON SO MUCH WHILE YOU WERE GONE!
#"CATCH" #!!! #LIKE A FISH! #S33 I'M YOUR FRIEND!!!
MEENAH: did i really
MEENAH: to be conchnest that sounds mad unlikely
MEENAH: you would not even believe the boring conversations i just slogged through with some a you glubbin windbaggers
#even ones where i technically wasnt even "being me"
MEULIN: (=^･^=) < YOU SOOO DID THOUGH. WE'VE ALL B33N THROUGH A LOT TOGETHER SINCE WE DIED. I BELIEVE WE'VE MADE A LOT OF PROGRESS IN DEALING WITH OUR PURRSONAL ISSUES AND PUTTING OUR OLD DIFURRENCES BEHIND US.
#ETERNITY HAS ONLY STRENGTHENED MY COMMITMENT TO CAT PUNS!!! #:33
MEENAH: dont sound like you put much time into your fightin skills though
MEENAH: yall do realize you might be on the verge of dying AGAIN right?
MEULIN: (=^･ｪ･^=) < AND THE SHIPPING!!!!!!!!!
MEULIN: ＼(=^‥^)/ < OMG M33NAH, THE SHIIIIIIIIIPPING! (=；ェ；=) ヾ(=ﾟ･ﾟ=)ﾉ (^・ω・^ )
MEULIN: (^・ω・^ ) < YOU WON'T EVEN _BELIEVE_ WHO GOT TOGETHER OVER THE SW33PS. AND THE QUADRANTS! THE QUADRANTS THEY PAIRED UP IN... IT WILL _BLOW_. _YOUR_. _MIND_.
MEULIN: (=^･^=) < I DON'T THINK I CAN EVEN CONVEY HOW MUCH... I JUST...
#DON'T #I...
MEULIN: (^・x・^) < I CAN'T.
#NO #THAT'S IT
MEULIN: └(=^‥^=)┐ < I AM COMPLETELY UNABLE TO CAN RIGHT NOW.
#HAVE EXACTLY ZERO CANS
MEENAH: 38|
MEULIN: (=；ェ；=) < YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, M33NAH. THE F33LS.
MEULIN: (=ＴωＴ=) < THE F333333333LS!!!!!!!!!
#MIMES INCOMING!!!
MEULIN:
MEULIN:
MEULIN:
MEENAH: had a suspicion this chat would devolve into gossip about who banged who
MEENAH: let me know if you wanna catch up on actual relevant shit some time
#heres ma math #yall got shell phones here right
MEENAH: holla at ya girl meumix
#homestuck#meenah peixes#meulin leijon#homestuck act 6#page 5308#homestuck act 6 act 3#openbound#finding the gifs for this took forever and they are definitely not the right ones#enjoy tho
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Bye tsumihoroboshi
thats all for tsumihoroboshi chapter ZAMN. omfg i did cry i cant lie at that big battle on the rooftop i did i did i did.. It just hits a litte close to home friendship and all that... I love my friends so mach i get everything theyre feeling u know... AND the delusions of rena what a crazy writing style i dont think ill get over it like ever. urgh. Well the final tip almost wanted me to consider that "ooh maybe she was right!" but honestly my takeaways from it are juts 1. disaster happens regardless no matter how the events go otherwise 2. rika was murdered? Thats pretty weird 3. BUT theres hope liek she said BECAUSE: keiichi rememberd something from "another world" (i know a timeloop when i see one. its def a timeloop. Hells yeah) 4. the scrapbooks do hvae some evil spell or something takano i am onto you its weird anyway she shows up at such times and all.. Idk if shes the #MAIN VILLAIN DEMON OMG but shes Something.
Rena i love you thank you for solidifying your place as my favorite good time. argh every chapter so far is better than the one before it goes for this one too it does it does... Which is amazing implications for next ones... Lets hope they keep it up...
And keiichi i cant lie i do love you. I love you i love you i love you. Ughh. If i was still 16 hed have a big chance at going to that kinlist. But hes so gross so i wouldnt actually have added him then either!!! im unable to kin these days because EVERY GOOD CHARACTER EVER has Some Traits I Can Relate To Myself becuase i dont know something something human emotion something i am just like everyone else and everyone is just like me in the end and i love it. But yeah keiichi love the guy hes so #Power of Friendship #Protagonist. Im mentioning this cos i loved the girls from the start and still do but keiichi had to prove himself a little...
Yeah im curious about satoko now too i dont think i paid her enough mind i sort of ended up assuming shes #Normal but just super close to rika obviously but that one line about her being older. I couldnt tell yet if its Haha satokos body is older and rikas being funny! OR Omg satoko some immortal or something too woww! but yeah. I wouldnt think she is it doesnt seem that way at all BUT u never know w this fuckass series..ou ou ou ou ou
Mion i love you the girl that you are. Rena you are everything and more. Rika how have you managed to stay mysterious ive been here for like over 30 hours total for sure maybe even 40. But hmm
if its a timeloop i still cant tell what its about. id say rikas in charge (wants to keep giving this world a chance) n takano is with the antagonistic forces But how does it work exactly? If rikas the one "looping the time" directly it doesnt really compute unless she can do it from the afterlife. I dont konw.
And Omfg i hate this series because i STILL believe satoshi will show up one day. Even though it seems impossible now. But i liked him n shion so much dude i love shion so satoshi HAS TO come back for her. Urgh urgh urgh
But yeah i fr didnt think keiichi would be able to break renas delusion even for such a long moment But he pulled it off. Shes really cool i love her. I love her i love her i love her. UGHHH. Everything and more. and i said it alr but ill say it again the portrayal of her delusional state is SO personal to me i get her i get her i DO so good... Urghh. Ok. Thank u charhigurashi6 i have to check how many games the bundle i bought still has hmm
ok these 3 i own but havent installed lets see The first one here is um well i dont know that girl i havent seen her which is concerning! I feel like i mightve seen a sprite (in the og style that i read with) but thats kinda it. I recall seeing a name somewhere too shes a furude i think but not too sure Im always frustrated when i see a spoiler like that but then it never makes me any more knowledgeable about anything so so far its fine #LOL. proably has to do with the demon stuff tho...
takano in the middle one right takano you are so weird and offputting. Damn maybe she IS the big bad afterall
last one aww rika But yeah thats. I dont know its at least 5 hrs each but i think i spent like 10+ hrs on meakashi so it could possibly be up to like what. 15 even 20? per game. At least 15 hours left though.. Idt theres anything outside of the bundle after this its either higu anime time or umineko time ill see what kinda time i have then (i can probably watch the anime while multitasking i dont really care so much but umineko i want to be TUNED. IN.)
yay exciting ok thank u charhigurashi6 best chapter so far loved it love u rena love u everyone ok gn
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Little sign in the title and opening lyrics, the truth of so so much and to be honest right now bb lil cheese, i hear you singing this and meaning it...love at first sight i had for you, true truest love, symbol guided, intuitive led, miracle synchronous gathering on divined events discovering such coming true with meaning promised and found with spells done on a Bust separate before meeting and you living on his bones, and oh my lovely so much more and its a pure joy to have lived, even more every time i tell it to others properly and relive it....never less or resented, never bored or distracted, just so moved always.....and the worst besides feared loss soon fact not potential with way to miss, is not even knowing what ever actually moved YOU, what did I ever do that you actually loved or cared for, so few responses known yet those mired in doubt by hidden reasons behind other things seen, while to help a mood, possibly even stated as felt, yet unfelt, to be kind but the only kindness i can gain from and need, is to actually here direct review and feel the emotion relived, or to see it recalled or future moments lived through in proximity, each smile, each tear, each giggle, worth more to see and know than i can imagine a way to compare meaningfully, feeling validated, knowing what is right or wrong for you, what can be energised and what can fall off, for all isn’t ME but a thought or part I explore with pure intent but blind to received worth, when my only care is to bring you healing, happiness and peace, to show your worth to reality through me and my joy with you and the way this grows so much outside us, to know it really matters omg I LOVE YOU AND I WANTED ONLY TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE SHARED, but to know so much more is yearned for and loved, but unable to understand why and what that would do for us, oh it hurts more every single second sometimes, and i have no way to just launch a sincere campaign of enjoying life and giving all for you when i cant even think what to do without knowing I cant see what truly would be best at the time and kicked in the heart i am seeing only this pain i want to get by and heal and cure yet again feeling so worthless to be this helpless at a loss unable to control this and just BE something, anything of ME, you’d love i am sure, for such stupid sillyness i can easily heart soul will and mastery and control, work past to just BE IF ONLY EVE TRYING WASN’T INSTANT FAILURE A 2 year old could get past and this master cant arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhits heaven in my eyes. yes it helps to cry. dont for all though because no reaswon except you wouldnt say why honestly and i need you to do hat with it all and show them truth cuz part of my draw and need is to heal you and the way youre seen hurt by every fake message not your heart but heart intended for me, mind fear skewedc to what hurts me at best and worse hurts me the world not seeing true with that exact aim part of my need to love..argh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...........................................................................................
fuck me already i love you babe i wish i wish i wish again
to see you love you heal you then
love guides right but with fears not put to pen
to join joys hidden with love like this - would kill all men
yet wish i wish i wish no end
driving myself and my lover round the bend
terrified to hurt what couldn’t then mend
but if this nightmare wont cease demon ruling you rend
love so perfect divine and so bright
purest devotion to shine guiding light
defeating demons my fact of power and for self long done right
beaten with ease so strong by loves might
hating this best thing so loved they win back
when it hurts more than anything else could and I can’t fight the attack
it is you that they rape and i can save you i’ve the knack
yet they keep us apart gutting you blocking me and showing this lack
not one thing to do not one way to win
not ever have i earned such agony with sin
when true love how i killed my own long ago in the bin
but they got you and fuck fuck fuck i will one day slit that grin
dont blame just you and forgive what you must
for you are a goddess and this my fault you cant trust
but a way must exist to get through babe they use only fear
it is all just illusions with love ignoring it and drawing us near
dont focus on my pain as i express this too much
i swear its just how valued your presence your touch
when these cunts attack me as the sun i earn their hate
and this love for you why you hurt yet i swear soon they abate
just do work not on a thing but on testing the way
to converse with the spirits to prove the truth as i say
please show me that you try to and if it aids or does not
or if nothing works for you this way so i can work this blood clot
it isn’t avoidable, you need help and that is no shame
love needs pride to forget lies of independent self how they game
they keep apart in such pride to admit need of aid killing love
when i was sent by the divine, for your worthy, to be saved, to be loved, and oh so much more, wayward goddess, i came to heal you and take you home to our heaven above
when there we know peace
find release
i cant cease
until i see those doors open and we feast
on food, on emotion that conversation shares well
letting it go and comfort earned as we in bliss defeat hell
oh and feast on your cunt and the rest in joyous union til we smell
i cant help it we must merge dearest, soon we will, darling Belle....
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𝐍𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘’𝐃 𝐒𝐀𝐘
+ assorted characters
— EREN YEAGER, JEAN KIRSCHTEIN, ARMIN ARLERT, PORCO GALLIARD, SUKUNA & GOJO x fem!reader
short drabbles of the nasty nasty phrases i think they would speak during the deed.
— cw; smut, dirty talking, degradation + praise, breeding kink, creampies, mentions of impregnation [breeding kink 🤨], uses of ‘baby, bunny, slut, sweetheart, good girl’], mention of double penetration, possibly some spelling errors i wrote this kinda fast ;-;
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐑
‘oh mmff fuck baby, keep lifting those pretty hips, i got you..’ he would be on top, grinding his hips slowly forward, teasingly. ‘look at that little pussy just sucking me in.. doing so well baby FUCK.’
or
‘keep ‘em up or i’m gonna stop.’ his hips would be setting a brutal pace, so fucking tempting to let them fall. hitting it from the back was his favorite but not when you got too tired and couldn’t keep your hips up for him :( ‘getting tired baby? hm? would you rather i..’ he flips you over, ‘did this and slowed down a bit? hm?’
𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓
absolutely loves how you both developed such a breeding kink. ‘want me to f-fill it up baby?’ he would still be shy with it but it’s so hot when he loses control of his hips :( rope after thick rope would be released inside you, coating you so perfectly. ‘i-i.. can i pull out? wanna see it..’ and as he does so he sees his favorite sight, your puffy pussy starting to leak.
𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐊𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍
definitely mixes degradation and praise. whenever he does it has your eyes rolling back into your head. he’d say shit like, ‘you look so fucked out bunny, so pretty.’ or ‘look how fucking sloppy you’re getting,’ then getting right in your face, ‘fucking nasty.’ but then gives you a soft forehead kiss. LEAVES YOU WHINING EVERY TIME.
𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐎 𝐆𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐃
is like armin in a way, kinda shy but gets so into it he can’t control himself. gets mean sometimes too. a favorite of yours and his, is when he has you ride him and use him. he would lean towards being a switch in this scenario, throwing nasty things out like, ‘look so pretty bouncing on me like this..’ or ‘t-twist like that again..’ but when he knows you’re both right at the point of not being able to stop, he will grab ahold of your hips and fuck up into you, unable to stop at all. ‘g-gotta cum.. gonna..FUCK,,’ oh and he definitely loves when he gets to eat you out after that, ‘tastes so fucking good sweetheart.. cant get enough,’ but he has his whole tongue in there.
𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀
the rudest of them obviously. will be sitting at his thrown, manspreading while you’re sitting on his lap, facing away from him. loves to push your upper body away from him, keeping his cock deep inside while your hands keep you up from falling onto the floor. ‘look at my pretty slut, letting me move her into any nasty position i want.. so fucking good for me.’ or shit like, ‘oh i bet you’d like the other cock too hm? mm yeah.. i think you can take it.’
𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎
‘oh you wanna wear the blindfold?’ 10/10 would get dorky but it’s those little moments that turn into bliss. loves when you stop yourself before cumming bc you know you both love when you time it just perfectly. ‘my good girl knows just what to do hm?’ OMG also really likes to bury his face in your neck while muttering the nastiest of things to you, talking about how good you feel, how wet you are, how pretty you sound for him ugh
tagging @pocks-waifu @paradisdementor
#my writing#aot smut#jjk smut#armin arlert smut#eren yeager smut#eren jaeger smut#jean kirschtein smut#porco smut#porco galliard smut#sukuna smut#gojo smut
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here we go again- another au sukuna that i’ve thought about,, this time its kinda halloween themed tho lmao (also i probably[?] wont write a full length fic on this idea, simply bc im already writing a fic that is based around sukuna being a catlike entity, LOL shoutout to those who have read it on my ao3) i dont think this post will do that well tbh but i just wanted to get it out there
ANYWAY this will be a bit redundant but smth abt cat sukuna makes my heart go 🥺 It’ll be like a fantasy setting but reader is the witch and sukunas a demon who’s turned into a cat after he was cursed by a powerful wizard or some shii. rip our king </3 but he kinda deserved it tho bc of all the atrocities hes committed. former demon king now just an evil talking cat
witches arent really known to be immortal i dont think, but i’d like to hc in this au, reader is a half demon half witch - which is what initially drew sukuna in!
hes looking for someone to break the curse, the horrid spell on him that renders him unable to use his powers properly. grr the mans wants his OG form BACK
the reason why hes not killed is bc even in cat form, hes still indestructible rip
and then he hears rumours about a certain powerful witch from a certain area (you) - and finds out that u run ur own little shop thats been booming with business recently
u meet many customers of all species - humans, elves, dragons, and do consultations, brews potions and all that shizazz
anyway typical sukuna barges in and makes himself known immediately
he instantly recognises that youre of half demon blood and goes “oh? interesting.”
you know who he is and ur super sus abt him at first
you end up making a deal - he wants you to break his spell in exchange for all the gold and treasures + other goods etc. hes gathered up from conquering all kinds of kingdoms and shit (and only he knows where they are) he prolly just shoved them all aside somewhere bc he dont rly care abt the materialistic gains
meanwhile reader - likes the cash cash money, so ofc u accept. u write up a contract and he signs it, but he has to use his cute lil paw dipped in ink to do that aww 🥺
ok so then u try on the spot to undo the spell using all ur power
and it works! only temporarily. he turns full human, but not his og self with the four arms
he is very disappointed but also lowkey excited bc like - its the closest hes ever gotten - no other witch/wizard was able to even change one of his limbs correctly
shortly after he turns back into a cat he decides that hes gonna linger around u bc he believes ur the key to his comeback lmao
hence you develop some form of a love-hate relationship
hes so grumpy i swear - i mean hes been turned into a cat out of his will so like hahaa
but then he immediately goes to purring when u start petting him oop
"Pussycat."
"Call me that one more time, i fuckin dare you-"
i can imagine u handing him a bowtie or cute outfits like hes a pet, but he always tears them up into shreds with his claws
when youre in the midst of consulting somebody as ur sitting at ur desk, sukunas curled up in ur lap and at times u pet him dramatically like an evil anime villain would
broom riding??? imagine him with u up in the sky bro like kiki’s delivery service
Sukunas alwaysss going on abt his og body and readers alwaysss dismissing him for it and telling him he sounds like an old man xhsbxjsnjx
"How's the view? Pretty, isnt it."
"Keh. I could've gotten higher than this with my og form."
sukuna on ur shoulders when ur out and about tho omg
"Oi. Let me on your shoulder."
maybe the answer to break the curse on him is something cliche like learning the value of others’ lives (help i hate this but cant think of a better idea) hmu if u hav smth good
"No way, you're way too heavy."
but he climbs his way there anyway
so maybe at random intervals, he temporarily changes back - and it may or may not be bc he begins to value you more and more.. 👉 👈
he likes it when u put rude customers in their place without lifting a finger, loves how powerful u are, likes it when u scratch him in all those good spots
perhaps one time, he changes human while ur asleep in bed
Soft gaze as he grazes like a finger over ur cheek or smth idk
Maybe grasps ur hand a little bc like he finally has a hand instead of a paw
Thinking abt witch reader who goes out often to collect herbs and plants for ur potions and etc. Bc u sell them to others
Sukuna who has only recently began living with her is like "where are you going"
And follows u about while u do ur thing
Maybe he starts to watch u make stuff with intrigue soon enough
Hes a demon but like all hes ever really focused on was brute power and destruction, never paid attention to anything like intricate magic
Even tho his powers are of somewhat the same root as magic
Witches would all vary from person to person - most have verbal spells and chants but readers magic is silent, which is rather rare
i have some ideas for reader’s angsty backstory and the way sukunas curse would b undone but this is getting too longg
Sukuna: why do you never say anything? No abracadabra, no nothing?
Y/N: 🙄
all i know is that once he is free from it, hes gonna probably propose to her and theyre gonna live happily ever after <3
Masterlist
#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk#jjk x reader#sukuna x y/n#sukuna x you#happy early halloween ig??? i might brainstorm a few more halloween themed stuff maybe tho idkkk#this was very lengthy and messy oops
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405.
Do you feel comfortable wearing tube tops?
- Honestly with the right outfit. But I prefer crop tops, since I am short waisted they usually only show a little bit of my belly lol
Has something someone said today annoyed you?
Yeah my co worker lol
Do you like listening to new music, or just sticking to your favorites?
I always like new music
Did you ever feel that there was something you couldn’t tell anyone?
- Yes there are a few things
Do you tend to gossip, even if you don’t mean it to cause harm?
sometimes. sometimes im just trying to vent or rant.
When was the last time you were bitten by a bug?
Omg, i domnt know tbh
Have you ever gotten your hair permed?
Nah
Do you have a pair of sunglasses that are worth over $200?
Yup, 500, but i got them on a discount cus my mom works for an eye doctor. I would never spend that much hahah unless i was super rich
Would you ever go on a trip to Europe?
Yes. I want to
Are you brave when it comes to trying new foods?
Nope.
When was the last time you saw your significant other?
Right now. We live together.
Is there a friend that you can always go to for advice?
Yes, usually sasha.
If you see a piano, are you tempted to go over and play a little something?
Lol, no.
Is there someone you know who bakes amazing sweets?
Jennifer hahah
Are you ashamed of your singing voice?
I guess? I just cant hit the notes lol
Has anyone teased you with the “K-I-S-S-I-N-G” song?
when i was a kid
Have you ever had a dream where you could understand a foreign language?
Nope..lol
What time is it where you are?
8:45 PM
Do you have anything important to do tomorrow?
Just work tomorrow
Have you ever owned a beanbag chair?
no i want one though.
If you own a laptop, do you have a case for it?
Yes and I have a backpack thats meant for caring around electronics
What was the last movie you purchased on DVD?
No idea, I dont buy DVDs anymore
Are you a fan of retro things?
Yaaas.
Do you do your own laundry?
Yeah, lol I hate it.
Have you ever used pastels?
They’re fun
Is there a song you’re listening to at the moment?
Nah, I hardly listen to music when I do surveys tbh
Have you ever been in possession of a hundred dollar bill?
Yes haha
Is there one food you cannot give up, even though you know it’s unhealthy?
Mcnuggets
Will you bother having a party for your next birthday?
Idk. This year I didnt do one, so who knows.
If you’re with someone right now, do you think it will last?
I hope it does.
What was the last movie that was unable to capture your interest?
IDk.
Have you heard of the Irish actor Jonathan Rhys Meyers?
No.
Do you have something to do, that you would rather not do?
my job
Are you, in any way, feeling hopeless right now?
Kinda
Is there someone you just need to call and talk to?
Maybe not call..
Are you one of those people who can eat anything and not gain a pound?
-Kind of? My eating habits are bad but i dont rly gain but i dont lose weight hgahaha
Are your nails painted at the moment?
I wish :(
Is there a song you’ve been listening to lately on repeat?
Not rly.
Do you know who you’re planning to ask to your grad prom?
I graduated 5 years ago haha
When was the last time you went shopping?
a while ago.
Is there anyone who did something absolutely hilarious today?
- Nope.
Are you having one of those days where you feel unattractive?
Not today
Do you like hotdogs?
sometimes i get these weird stages where i just love hot dogs for some reason lol
Do you ever get bored of your music collection and get new songs?
Yeah sometimes I just need something new.
Have you ever bought a designer purse? Yes, Guess.
What’s the limit on how much you would pay for a shirt?
Depends on the shirt tbh.
Would you ever like to see the Walk of Fame?
One day.
Have you been in any sort of physical pain today?
a little.
Who were the last people you hung out with?
My boyfriend
Has someone ever called you “obnoxious”?
of course
Most commonly, do you obey rules, or break them?
I obey, always hahaha
Do you like making funny faces in pictures?
I usually like to take a good one and a funny pic
Is there something you look back on and go “I can’t believe I did that”?
Yep
Are you good at offering advice?
I feel like I am
When was the last time you had to resort to a map?
not a physical one but google maps lol
Your significant other: have you told them you love them lately?
Last night I did.
What was the last thing to confuse you?
just work stuff
How many different colors have you dyed your hair?
Dark brown, blonde streaks ( cringe), redish, red orange brown ombre (fire ombre), blonde, purple tips
Do you know someone who always spells “bored” like “board”?
hahahaha yes.
Are you wearing make up right now?
yes, that reminds me to clean it off lol
Is there a phrase that you use a lot?
"you know”
Are you old enough to vote?
yes
Do you have a favorite pair of earrings?
I dont have my ears pierced.
Are you a fan of Keira Knightley?
Not a fan tbh but I dont dislike her?
Have you ever resorted to alcohol to make you feel better?
hahahah yes
Are you aware of the significance of the date April 14th, 1912?Titanic...?
Do you ever just lay back and watch the stars?
I do when its warm
Lately have you had much time to relax?
nah
Did anything important/changing happen to you in March 2019?
Not really in march.
Have you ever felt like a “new person”?
yes.
Do you own any expensive jewelry?
my rings
Has there been someone in your life that just wouldn’t leave you alone?
Yes, but i got rid of them hahaha
Do you hate to use public bathrooms?
Usually but if i have to go, i go.
Would you consider yourself to be loyal?
almost too much
Do you find most remixes of songs to be good or bad?
depends on the song! some dont need it, some make them cool and unique.
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!!!! @shoeswithoutsocks
listen, buddy, thank you so much for this request omg.
I really hope you don't mind my song choice! Ring of fire absolutely screams Jesse Mcree and i love it so much, but the song ‘big bad handsome man’ by Imelda May was introduced into my life a few weeks ago, and I haven't been able to stop associating it with Mchanzo since hearing it adsk. You've handed me a golden opportunity i cant pass up. (Seriously if you haven't heard that song please listen and tell me it doesn’t absolutely fucking radiate Mcree energy...)
Anyways! I hope you enjoy <3
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“You are telling me you can sing..? Seems...unlikely.”
Hanzo could remember just how offended Mcree had looked when he said that; hand clutched over his heart, mouth slightly agape as though someone had suddenly struck him.
“Darlin..sweetheart...my huckleberry pie..you sayin’ you don’t think I got talent?”
“Obviously I believe you have talent, Mcree. Overwatch would not have recruited you otherwise. I am just unsure as to how much of that talent is...musical.”
In hindsight, Hanzo supposed he should have known better. Jesse Mcree, by nature, was never one to withdraw from a challenge. It was proven time and time again—whether it was showcasing a dauntless, unnecessary act on the field or following through on an unsuspecting fool who was not expecting to be taken up on their dare. The cowboy was, without a doubt, the very definition of ostentatious--and evidently, Hanzo’s comment made him feel like he needed to prove something.
Hanzo Shimada had provoked the southern, gun-slinging bear and now he was now going to pay the price for it.
“I cannot believe you helped orchestrate such a ridiculous charade.” The archer scoffs with a tinge of annoyance coloring his tone. He eyes over the homemade flyer in his hand; decorated in obscenely glittery drawings of music notes and tiny cartoon versions of cowboy hats. Big, bold letters spelled out ‘karaoke night: featuring the musical talents of Jesse Mcree’, and Hanzo glances from the piece of paper to the Korean woman in front of him warily.
“Don’t look at me like that, Han! Lucio made the flyers and did the audio set up stuff, all I did was set up the chairs.” Hana defends herself, though the mirthful smile that’s present indicates that wasn’t completely true. “Besides, karaoke is awesome! Look you have a front-row seat and everything!” She gestures to a folding chair that sat front and center to the boxing ring in the training area watchpoint offered (which was now made out to be like some kind of stage.)There were a few more rows of chairs just like it, though that one in particular quite literally had his name written on it. In messy, sparkly blue lettering...
A long, albeit dramatic sigh rolls from Hanzo's chest as he takes a seat, arms firmly crossed. He can practically sense the Meka pilots ever widening smile from beside him, and he vaguely hears her utter something along the lines of ‘mission dragon strike is a go!’ before running off somewhere.
It isn’t long before other agents trickle in, among the small crowd being Genji himself. His brother takes a seat next to him, and Hanzo attempts to probe for any type of information he can about what’s to be expected out of this aside from the obvious. Though, much to his chagrin, Genji offers nothing; the other man just sits there and has the audacity to shush Hanzo all while somehow being able to radiate utter smugness behind his impassive faceplate.
The archer narrows his eyes in return, a quiet huff leaving him as he turns his attention back to the stage with a glower etched on his face. It felt as though everyone was aware of something he wasn’t, which caused an infuriating mixture of concern and panic to flutter in the lower part of his stomach. One would hope his words days prior wouldn't of offended Jesse to the point he was willing to organize an entire ordeal just to embarrass himself or his own lover.
Then again… this was Jesse “once went streaking through the streets during a category five storm because someone told him he wouldn’t do it” Mcree.
Hanzo shrinks at the onslaught of other ridiculous possibilities the cowboys could be subjecting him to tonight; Images of Jesse in nothing but underwear, howling out a song that’s far too high pitched for him is the first thing that comes to mind…
The man sighs, although before his concern could get the better of him the lights of the gym suddenly dim just as a tall silhouette makes its way on stage, causing the soft chatter of the crowd to dwindle into silence. Hanzo makes another huff when forced to squint in the lack of lighting, unable to make out a familiar hat but not much else. A moment passes, then the lights above the makeshift stage suddenly alight brightly once again, illuminating the cowboy now occupying the space with a glow that could almost be called ethereal.
Hanzo blinks, and he finds himself swallowing against the sudden thickness that gathers at the back of his throat.
Mcree, void of his usual gear, is instead embellished in a form-fitting vest with a tasteful dress shirt underneath; which, in Hanzo opinion, was unfairly left unbuttoned a few notches lower than probably necessary. Mcree then smiles, toothy and suave as he gives an experimental strum against the guitar strapped to his torso, dark eyes immediately meeting Hanzo’s own.
The archer fights back the urge to swallow again.
“Howdy, everybody~” The southerner greets in a way that’s somehow so damn provocative it elects a series of whistles and cheers from the crowd. Honeyed laughter echoes through the standing mic, grin never forsaking him. “I’d like to thank everyone for comin’. Got a real special song for a real special person tonight.”
Mcree winks in his lover's direction, and suddenly Hanzo is aware of a dozen cheeky gazes and smiles on him from every damn direction. Despite being able to remain relatively straight-faced, heat burns the tips of the archer's ears.
Much to his own displeasure.
Mcree grins a little wider, before counting down from three. A pre-recorded tune of saxophone and base notes then begin to play from a pair of speakers from behind him, and along with it Mcree begins steady beat with his guitar; the symphony creates a type of rhythm that immediately reminds Hanzo of the old American style songs from the 1950’s his father would occasionally listen to. It's amazing, really; Mcree’s fingers strum against the strings of his guitar with such fluid ease it renders Hanzo shocked at first. Though really what is more surprising than the skillful use of the instrument is the actual sound of Mcree’s voice.
‘The man is tall, mad, mean, and good-lookin', And he's got me his eye. When he looks at me, I go weak at the knees, He's got me going like no other guy. Cause he's my big, bad, handsome man, He's got me in the palm of his hand. He's the Devil Divine, I'm so glad that he's mine, Cause he's my big, bad, handsome man~”
It held a gruff yet ever seductive timbre that resonated Hanzo through his core and sent small bumps prickling the surface of his skin. His jaw drops ever slightly, though he’s only made aware when the icy, metallic touch of Genji's hand pushes his chin up to forcibly close the gap.
“May I get you a something to drink, brother? You are looking extremely thirsty.” The cyborg snickers from beside him. Red rises over ivory skin, and Hanzo turns his head to with a look sharp enough to cut the man in half where he sits--though it’s not a half second later before his attention is brought back to the stage.
‘With his rugged good looks yeah he's got me hooked
Got me where he wants me to be
With his arms so wide, he pulls me in by his side
He's the kind of guy that does it for me’
Cause he's my big bad handsome man yeah
He's got me in the palm of his hand
He's the devil divine, I'm so glad that he's mine
Cause he's my big bad handsome man
Ooh
My big bad handsome man, yea
He's got me in the palm of his hand
He's the devil divine, I'm so glad that he's mine
Cause he's my big bad handsome man
Mcree is staring at him with a wide, far too charming smile as he finishes up the rest of the song. It ends with a long, soulful hum—and the group of ten to fifteen sounds more like a crowd of hundreds with amount of clapping and cheering that goes on. He chuckles, bowing with a polite tip of his hat and signature “thank you kindly” before he exits the stage to allow those next in line (Reinhardt) to showcase their talents. As the boisterous German takes center stage, Hanzo manages to shake away the astonished look of his face and swiftly disperses to the water fountain in the far corner he watched Mcree strut off too.
“I must say that...was impressive,” Hanzo compliments as he approaches. He eyes Mcree as he smiles and leans away from the water fountain to wipe the thin layer of sweat across his forehead with the back of his hand. “Why thank you, darlin.’ Mighty kind of you to say. Gotta admit it’s nice to know I can still surprise ya.” His smile curls into a coquettish smirk, as if being able to read Hanzo’s thoughts the entire duration of his performance. The archer was not always as impassive as he thought he was, that’s for certain.
“Mm…” a subtle smirk of its own tugs at the corner of Hanzo’s lips. He leans forward, adjusting Mcree’s slightly askew collar. “Indeed. Actually, I am so surprised I wanted to ask if you would care to favor me an encore.”
Mcree blinks, chuckling softly and scratching the back of his head. “Encore, eh? Why I don’t mind, but I take it Reinhardt is gonna be a while—“
“I am referring to an encore of a more private sort. In my quarters...” Hanzo interrupts.
“Oh? Oh…” The southern gunslinger grins, clearing his throat as he wraps a well-sculpted arm around his lover's shoulder. “Well sweetheart, I’m thinkin’ that can be arranged.”
#Hanzo rates Mcrees performance an A but hes about to give him a D if you know what a mean#adskj#I live for thirsty mother fucker hanzo#in fact i might....make a part two? this was a lotta fun akdn#i've looked at this for far too long please just take it#apologies for any mistakes i dont have a beta but i read over it like 300 times i tried my bestt#mchanzo#jesse mcree#hanzo shimada#overwatch#my stuff#overwatch fics#mchanzo fic#one-shot#kareoke#mlm#gay#my writing crap
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One year—365 days—and still I cannot find the words to do justice to the magnitude of gratitude that I feel, and will forever feel, for the magic that was October 22, 2017. It’s funny because meeting Taylor was always in my mind as a possibility. In that people DO meet her, so it’s possible. But I always viewed it as possible, yet unachievable. People would meet her, but they wouldn’t be ME. Simply because the odds were too great of being noticed or picked from a crowd. So I never planned out how it would go, or where, or what I would say, which left me even more absolutely floored when it happened. Even a year later my brain cannot quite wrap around the fact that the woman who I’ve looked up to since I was 15, who’s music has been the soundtrack to my life for an entire decade, had me over at her house? I got to hug her? Dance with her? And listen to her entire unreleased album and the stories behind it? That seems unbelievable. And it will always seem unbelievable because people. don’t. do. that. But Taylor does. My friends have been encouraging me for a whole year straight to type everything out, and I never quite got there. The task seemed too great, I didn’t know where to start, or what words to choose to capture those memories adequately. In one of those moments of frustration I realized I actually already had written nearly everything—in the no less than 63 messages I sent to my best friend Shaina less than 24 hours later on October 23, 2017. Though it’s jumbled and not perfect in any way and contains the misspellings and keyboard smashes and all, here’s my Taylor story, a year later, as told the day after it happened—in message form.
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I MET TAYLOR SWIFT SHDJEKJDKROF
I CANNOT BELIEVE MY LIFE
I HAVEN’T CRIED YET BUT ITS 4 AM AND I THINK ITS FINALLY HITTINGME
photo of wristband
SHE FUCKING DANCED WITH ME DURING LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO LIKE GRABBED MY HAND AND JAMMED WITH ME AS I WAS SHOUTING THE LYRICS GOODBYEEEEEEE
photo of merch
GOODBYEEEEEEEEE
Shaina: You’re lying
IM NOY IM NOT OH MY FOD OH MY FREAKINF GOD
PARKER THOUGHT I WAS DRUNK OF SOMETHING CUZ I WAS SHOUTING VIA TEXT ASKING IF HE WAS UP HOLT SHIT
Shaina: Ok. Spill. I’m shook.
Okay okay so I’m literally about ready to pass out I haven’t slept well since finding out last week and legit got two hours of afterwards last night, well this morning ahhh
And about to board my flight but I’ll try to type quick
So basically her team DMed me last Tuesday saying they’ve noticed what an amazing fan I am and asked for my information
And people have been making fake TN accounts and sending fake messages to be awful, and I thought it was fake because I never expected to ever be contacted
So I’m like in the gym parking lot thank god I didn’t see it while I was still at work
And I realize it has a blue verified check and that it’s legitimate and the last questions was have you ever met Taylor and I LOSE MY SHIT IM IN HYSTERICS IN THE CAR AND CALL MY MOM AND SHE THINKS I GOT IN AN ACCIDENT
So basically I’m a freaking ass mess because I’m 99% it’s for a secret session since at that point one had happened and we all assumed that there would be more cities, and I was almost positive they would NOT send that message to someone and not follow through and call and tell them SOMETHING
So I can’t sleep I leave my phone on cuz I don’t want to miss a call
It of course doesn’t come til the next day while I’m AT WORK
And they freaking ass knew my twitter and tumblr and asked for all my socials and I now know the people I talked to weren’t asked that so that’s weirddddd
Anyway so sure as hell it’s a ‘very special event’ and it’s all too secret and I can’t tell anyone except a parent for safety
And once I confirm I can get myself to LA she gives some instructions and said final details will be emailed
And so that was Wednesday and I’m crying at work and their dinner was late lol
And I called my mom and was like this weekend Sunday book flights nowwwww
And then the quick version is for the next two days I was practically puking every day so nervous and the email wasn’t coming and I was like shitttttt
So finally on Friday I straight up call Taylor Nation back and get straight through and say my name and she’s like what’s up?! And she says they’re coming out later that day
And so I flew down Saturday and I rented my very first car and took my first legit solo trip in the name of Taylor freaking swift honestly I’m not surprised
And bless Briana’s fam’s heart they were out of town but let me stay in their guest apartment while they were away with no explanation so that was very nice and less stress for me
And then I had to sit from 3:30 Saturday until 5:15 Sunday in LA by myself unable to tell anyone and it was wilddddddd
Like I was like sweeeeeet I can get caught up in my journal!!! Noooo I deadass sat there and felt like I was dying and about threw up hourly like how the freaking hell do you just casually chill when you know your damn outlandish never thought it would occur dream is about to happen and not only that but like on a times 100 scale?!?!
So basically I went to her damn house and we hung out by the pool and ate food and the weirdest part is I’ve been unable to eat and have been panicking all week but the second I got to the first check point and to her house even more I was just like chillllll like ayeeeee this is gonna be fun omg I’m so hungry and let’s eat all this food
And so basically it’s a listening session for the new album and we obviously can’t say anything about it or what she said about it besides like probs that it’s AWESOME OUTSTANDING IS GONNA SLAY THE WORLD AND SHES SO LROUD OF IT AND MY BABY DID THAT AND IM REAL PROUD
Okay okay but she like explained each song in-depth and was the cutest cupcake singing along fully jamming to everything and like looking at everyone the entire time and locking eyes as she’s singing ya feel
My flight is about to leave but I will continue later!!!!!
Shaina: This is insane I can’t believe it I’m beyond stoked for you safe travels and talk soon
Okay we not leaving quite yet sooooo I’m missing parts. So we are told we’re gonna go inside and sit down and I book it fast to get a spot on the ground like only two people sitting in front of me and there’s a red plush chair not even 10 feet away that she’ll obviously be sitting in and we’re all like sjedjekkdir
And I was wondering who all I would know there right!?? And was bummed there’s one girl I talk to frequently who loves Shawn Mendes and we know each other cuz she saw my Shawn poster on twitter and she’s from LA but I hadn’t seen her
And then someone pokes me and is like ALIIIIIIII AND ITS HER AND WE FLIP AND SXREAM SO LOUD THE WHOLE ROOM THOUGHT IT WAS TAY AND WAS PISSSSSSED AND SHUSHING US AND SOMEONES LIKE THEY KNOW EACH OTHER!!!!! HAHAHAHA
Shaina: This just keeps getting better and better. How did you keep this a secret?!?!?!?
Shaina: How many people were there
AND SO ANYWAY WE ALL THOUGHT TAYLOR WAS GONNA COME IN FROM THE FRONT AND SIT RIGHT DOWN??? AND ON THE BUS SOMEONE WAS LIKE YOOOOO WHAT IF SINCE TONIGHT IT’S IN LA SHE BRINGS FRIENDS????? AND SO SHE OF COURSE INSTEAD COMES FROM THE BACL AND THE DAMN ROOM EXPLODES AND SHE LOOKS LIKE A DAMN GODWESS AND SHE’S LIKE HIIIIIIIII AND GRINNING AND ALSO COMES IN JACK ANTANOF (SPELLING IDK IM CURRENTLY OFFLINE SO I CANT CHECK), TWO OF THE HAIM GIRLS, AND RUBY ROSE AND THE ROOM IS LIKE SHATTERING
AND SO SINCE SHE IN THE BACK SHE STARTS MAKING HER WAY THROUGHHHHHH US AND IS GRABBING PEOPLE AND PEOPLE ARE STANDING UP AND HUGGING HER AND HOLY CRAP
Okay lololol shoot I just woke up and didn’t realize the rest of this story was notttt in constant caps like I’ve been using all day my bad my bad
And so she’s playing the songs in order off the album and I think it’s okay to say that her and jack are losing their minds because they’ve never gotten to experience our reaction to new stuff they’ve worked on when they’re together, and definitely not together and in person, so she kept being like this is so cool for us you have no idea and he’s in the back confirming lololol
And so anyway she gets to Look What You Made me Do and she’s like soooo how do we want to do this??? Do we want to keep sitting do we want to dance…??? And we’re all like DANCEEEEEE SHDHIEOKRKR and shes like okayyyy we’re dancing and Shaina this is deadass like straight out of a dream. Actually wait no I couldn’t have imagined this, but she starts and I was anticipating part of this but not the whole thing…
So she obviously doesn’t just have us bopping along and staying and dancing on her own up front… she starts making her way into our basically tiny crowd and we’re so packed together that she’s grabbing people’s hands so she doesn’t fall as she goes. And she’s stopping and dancing with people and stops and stays dancing like staring at one guy and he’s going for it and not afraid and singing the lyrics dramatically right back to her….
And then she makes her way towards and wait for it
GRABS MY DAMN HAND AS SHE’S TRYING TO GET FARTHER INTO THE MIDDLE AND I’M LIKE OKAY OKAY JUST CHILL SHE JUST GRABBED MY HAND NO BIGGIE AND IM LIKE SHES GONNA KEEP WALKING LIKE THAT WAS MY MOMENT RIGBT?!?!
NOOOOOOOOOOO SHE STOPS THERE ONCE SHES BY ME AND IS DANCING WITH THE PEOPLE THAT ARE AROUND HER BUT HER BACK IS TO ME AT THIS POINT BUT IM STILL LIKE HOLY SHIT WHAT IS LIFE AND THEN SHE FREAKING ASS TURNS THE HELL AROUND AND IS DANCING! WITH! ME! LIKE! SHES! LOOKING! AT! ME! AND IM LIKE JAMMING OF COURSE AND SCREAMING THE LYRICS AND I LITERALLT DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN
And then Vanessa (my Shawn buddy) at this point has scooted up to me cuz everyone’s shifted and the people around me are like dude holy shit SHE DANCED WITH YOUUUUU
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE
Okay okay so after the whole album was played she gave us like the lowdown on the meet and greet portion and she passed out the target exclusive magazines for us to see while we waited and talked a bit about the making of them and why and things and she’s really pumped about them and they worked really hard to have them be affordable as possible and cut down the pages and things
And meanwhile like the whole night she’s so close that people would make comments and she’d hear and respond and it was so cute and amazing
Also I don’t think I’ve mentioned her outfit yet??? She’s been looking bomb at all of the other sessions and holy helllll she looked bomb like damnnnnnnnn she had on a black crop top and these high waisted and slightly folded down camouflage pants and these black boots and her hairrrrrrr this era is like natural curls and soooo damn cute
Okay okay so anyway we thought it was a greattttt idea to wait towards the end so we could stay longer and not go first and be done and sent home… yeah well it ended up being a not great idea because we ended up waiting two hours but I’m obviously not complaining one freaking bit
And she’s doing pictures in the other room so we can’t really see much for most of it but every so often we can see people talking to her and taking photos and it’s so cute it’d melt your hearttttttt
And so those of us that have bonded together at this point are like um shoooooot what pose and what the hell do I say to her??????? Like all week to my parents I was like ummmmm soooooo I’ve imagined this happening but like never thought it’d actually happen so unlike some people I had nottttt planned like a monologue of what I’d want her to know if I ever met her???? Like with Vance I was lost too but with my posters it was easier and I’ve seen him recently and yada yada but this is TAYLOR FREAKING SWIFT WHO IVE LOVED WITH MY WHOLE DAMN HEART SINCE I WAS FIFTEEN AND SHIT IM TEARING UP ON THE PLANE WHAT THE HELL DO YOU SAY TO HER WHAT DO YOU WANT HER TO KNOW YOU’VE GOT LIKE TWO MINUTES WITH HER GOOOOO
And so we were all really curious if she’d somehow recognize us because people have been saying that they walk in and she shouted their name! And I’m like idk if that’s gonna happen but might as well see if not just ask if she’s seen anything idk idk???
So okay buckle up for like the greatest time of my entire damn life
So I walk in and hug herrrrrrrrrrrrr
And I wish to god I can remember everything she said but I was focusing so hard on keeping it together and saying my bit that I know for sure what I said and can put together mostly something the general sentiment of what she said if not it exactly. So we’re huggingggg and I say I think hiiiii it’s so nice to finally meet you thank you for having me I’m so excited to be here or something and she’s like awww thank you for coming!! And I’m like I have to know how did we all get picked, was it by you or your team or how did it happen?? And I don’t know what the first part of her answer was but she says so the people from LA have been picked for about a year, and the people from elsewhere (I’m guessing with exceptions) have been picked more recently like within the past few months so like now I know it has nothingggg to do with whatever we’ve been doing online recently…. It’s from at least when she first came back if not before and they realized we were active while she was away….
And so I’m like okay ali say something else so I’m like so I really like making concert posters and the first ones I ever made were for you and shes like aw thank you!! And I’m like I realized other people were making posters and I’d been a RA and I was like hey I can make some really bomb posters tooooo. And so I’m like the fist ones said ‘Taylor someday we’ll meet you even if it’s just in our wildest dreams’ and she grabs me and is like AND NOW WE’RE MAKING IT HAPPEN!!! And so I say after I got the phone call I was in my car listening to Ready For It and started bawling when she sings ‘in my dreams, I know I’m gonna be with you’ cuz I knew it was actually happening and shes like awwwwwww or something you get the idea
And so then I straight up start talking about my dad???
I’m like so my dad loves you and she’s like omg and I’m like no he adoresss youuu and is so sad he couldn’t come and she’s like awww tell him hi!!! And I’m like he loves your Out of the Woods piano Grammy performance and I say how I’d found him listening to it repeatedly and he wanted it on his phone. And she’s like he sounds amazing! And I’m like he is he’s awesome lol and I’m like actually and so him and I went and saw you at F1 last year and of course I’m like and I made signs for there too and so I describe them IN DETAIL like what they said, I realized later I told her I was from Oregon, because I said they were the states and the dotted line and the paper airplane and I think she really liked that??? And as if that all isn’t already insane enough at some point in there I mentioned how this month has been insane and how I’d met Vance Joy and it was my birthday and now this and she said something excitedly about that like ahhh so much excitement or idk something about it. And so she’s like so what pose would you like to do? And I’m like I’ve really been going back and forth between just hugging or doing something sort of funny (low key said that hoping she’d be like girl let’s do both but lololol it’s okay) so she’s like it’s completely up to you!! And I’m like um um okay let’s just hug so she grabs me and we take the freaking photo and ahhhhhhhh
And so Vanessa and I had it planned out and she had me go first and at this point I was like would it be okay if my friend and I got a photo with you together and she’s like of course!! So V comes in and hugs her and we take one photo together and she squeezes us together tight and then I hug her one last time and thank her and say I love you so much (lol I had to throw it in other people forgot it and have been upset) and then I walk out and they hand me my merch bag and are directing me to the bus but I’m like can I wait for my friend and they’re like sure. So she comes out and she’s like SHE KNEW MY NAME SHSJEKOFN and she’s like yelling and I’m like shut up and I grab her and I’m like shhh shhhhh hahahaha and so we walk to the bus and it’s the funniest thing cuz they’re just waiting for it to be full so anytime someone new walks on everyone’s like SPILLLLLLLLL
And then once it was full we went back got our things, exchanged details with people on that bus and took photos and whatnot and turned our phones on to the madness anddddddd so well thats the story of the best damn day of my life
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Taylor, thank you thank you thank for giving me such incredible memories that I’ve blown up the phones of every person I know, and have talked every person’s ears off that I’ve met during these past 365 days, about how special they are to me. Thank you for making it happen, thank you for holding my gaze so intently and being so genuine every second I was talking to you, thank you for bringing me some of the best friends I’ve ever had, thank you for being so prominent in the highlights of not only this past year, but this past decade. I love you forever, babe. Long, long live October 22, 2017.
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ep: things leo does; by jason grace
chapter 2. aftermath
link to chapter 1
summary:
2. hey, mom? okay, there's this guy named leo, and i'm in love with him. wait - wait, you knew that already? well. fuck. wait! aha - i bet anything you didn't know he was in love with me, now did you? yeah, i thought -
fuck.
word count: 2,051
warnings: mention of cannibalism (not serious), mention of DDLB/NSAP, morse code
a/n: valentines chapter because i’m a sucker for the babe :/
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5. taps out messages in morse code when he thinks no one is paying attention
Two short taps. One short, one long, two short. One long, one short, two long. Rinse and repeat.
Three letters.
Jason’s sure nobody else has noticed - Leo tapping his fingers in what seems to be a random pattern is nothing new, and his eyes track Chiron’s movements with what seems to be laser focus.
He likes to think he knows Leo better, by now.
Jason thinks back on his old Morse training (“Why do I have to know this?” “Just in case.” “What the hell kind of situation requires us to tap Morse code to each other when we have fucking mouths?”) - laborious months of bullshit memorizing that he never used on quests, but damn if it isn’t coming in handy now.
Two short taps. I
One short, one long, two short. L
One long, one short, two long. Y
ILY.
Jason jerks up in his seat, avoiding Leo’s eyes when his fingers stop tapping and he glances over, obviously concerned.
Leo’s mouth quirks up into a tiny smirk - how the fuck does he manage to lift only a corner of his mouth, and still convey so much? It’s fucking adorable, and Jason hates it - and he focuses back onto Chiron, who is trotting across the front of the room with a vaguely frustrated expression on his face.
Leo’s fingers continue their tapping, slim fingers pressing coded messages into the tabletop.
Two short taps. I
One short, one long, two short. L
One long, one short, two long. Y
One short, three long. J
One short, one long. A
Three short. S
Three long. O
One long, one short -
“Alright, any questions?” Chiron asks suddenly, raising his voice to attract the attention of any heads whose heads are drooping (Jason tries not to feel guilty - fails - whatever.). “No? Alright, dismissed.”
Jason glances at Leo, who is standing up like nothing’s changed, slapping his hands on the table like nothing’s changed, brushing a hand down his jeans like nothing’s changed, turning to leave like nothing’s -
You get the point.
Okay, so Leo had spelled out ILY JASO- something. That something was either a K, a D, a Y, a C, an X, a B, or…
An N.
Was it too much of a stretch to think he might have been spelling out JASON? Zeus knows it wasn’t JASOD, anyway.
Fuck.
6. acts like a child when he gets tired*
* leo doesn’t get tired.
“… so the chip attaches to this port -” Leo yawns, and then shakes his head to clear it up, “ - and so it becomes able to track -” another yawn, “ - the movements -”
“Leo?” Jason asks, tilting his head slowly. Leo glances up, blinking blearily (ha, alliteration) up at him.
“Yeah?”
Jason smiles fondly, unable to hold back his reaction to an evidently tired Leo.
“You look tired. Ready for bed?”
Leo shakes his head again, more rapidly this time, and his curly hair flops around with his movements. He blinks a few more times, then opens his eyes as far as he can. “Nuh-uh,” he says, with an expression like a guilty child.
Yeah, right. Even Jason’s tired, and Leo likes to call him Superman - mostly because he looks like a blond version of him, but also because he’s basically superhuman. Jason doesn’t really get tired.
“Yuh-huh. C’mon, let’s head to my cabin. It’s too late, I don’t want to wake the Hephy kids up.”
Leo shakes his head with a petulant expression, narrowing his eyes and leaning back in his chair. With arms crossed, he mutters, “Nuh. Uh.”
Jason raises an eyebrow and nods to himself for a second, fighting back an amused smile at Leo’s behavior. “Alright, you’ve got a couple of options,” he relents, watching with the fond grin that he hadn’t been able to restrain as Leo slowly relaxes, nodding with lingering suspicion still present on his face. “You can either get up and walk with me, or I pick you up. Your choice.”
Leo sighs heavily, tipping his head back and huffing out another breath through his nose. “Fine.”
Jason stands, hovering for a few seconds. He frowns as suspiciously as he can manage when Leo doesn’t stand up like Jason thought he would, instead slouching further into his seat with hands outstretched, as if…
… he wants Jason to pick him up. Of course he does.
“You’re a fucking baby, y’know that?”
Leo shrugs, a carefree smile on his face. “Yup.”
Jason sighs indulgently. “Yeah, of course you do. Alright, we’re doing piggyback, because we both know - despite how incredibly underweight you are - there’s no way I’ll be able to hold you on my damn hip or whatever for the amount of time it’ll take us to get back to the cabin.”
Leo nods and Jason turns his back to the shorter teenager, crouching on the balls of his feet with his hands outstretched behind him. As carefully as he can manage (which isn’t saying a lot, considering how fucking delirious he seems to be), Leo tucks his legs into the slots of Jason’s hips and he stands up, chuckling softly when Leo yelps behind him.
He regains his balance, though, and wraps lanky arms around Jason to rest in the juncture between his neck and shoulder.
“Good to go?”
Leo says nothing, merely nods against the shoulder he’s already starting to fall asleep on - not that Jason expected anything less.
“¡Dios mio, las luces!” he cries almost immediately, shoving his face into the back of Jason’s shirt. [t - Oh my god, the lights!]
Jason can’t stifle the chuckle that escapes him - okay, so maybe he forgot to tell Leo it was basically morning, but. Who could blame him? He’d been… distracted. By Leo. And his hands. And his hair. And his smile. And his laugh. And his -
You see? It just happened again. Totally not his fault.
Definitely.
"Sorry, love," he says, trying and failing to sound truly apologetic. (Did he just say love in reference to Leo? He’s not going to think about that.) "Afraid I can't turn these lights off."
A groan spills its way out of Leo's mouth, sounding suspiciously like a "Why not?" but with a lot more vowels, probably.
"Well," he starts, the fond amusement (he’s fond way too often when it comes to Leo, damn it) probably ridiculously evident in his voice, "there's this thing in the sky - now, don't get too excited - called the sun. Totally crazy, right? It -"
Leo's left hand knocks harshly against his temple. "Asshole."
"- even makes this wild thing called - wait for it - light! It's pretty fuckin' awesome, if I may say so myself."
Leo sighs. "You may not," he grumbles, and Jason can feel the fluttering of the other boy's eyelashes against his neck. He fights back a shiver at the surprisingly intimate feeling and tries to concentrate on getting them to his cabin.
"Hey, dad?" he murmurs, words slurred through a heavy tongue. Jason opens his mouth to answer, but -
Wait.
What?
He freezes.
Mentally, of course, because otherwise Leo would know something was up, and he was so close to falling asleep, and Jason really didn't want him realizing what he said, because it'd turn into a whole production, and Leo would never get to sleep, and then... you get the idea.
But - anyway. Back to the matter at hand:
Dad?
Is that, like, a kink thing?
Jason remembers reading up on kinks (it was a late night and too many Wikipedia articles, sue him), and he's pretty sure daddy kinks are a thing.
(Eugh. He shudders at the thought. Yikes.)
But - that didn't sound like a sexy Dad word. What would a sexy Dad word sound like? It'd probably be Daddy and not Dad, for one.
Oh, gods.
He's getting off track.
Jason decides, as any sane (teenager) semi-mortal would do, to completely ignore the last word of Leo's sentence. "What's up, squirt?"
Okay, what the fuck?
He definitely meant to say Leo, or maybe bro, as regular teenage boys do, but squirt? Gods, Jason's out of his mind.
Maybe it's because Leo's way heavier than he looks. Who knows.
"'m tired."
Jason resists the urge to fist pump the air, instead pulling Leo onto his hip for ease of motion.
"Yeah, yeah, me too. Don't worry, we're almost there."
7. has horrible grammar when he texts (no, it doesn’t annoy jason)
[17:49] leo_valdez: wht do u want 2 do 4 dins 2nite
[17:55] jason_grace: Salmon with asparagus and rice?
[17:58] leo_valdez: damn chef grace out here
[17:58] leo_valdez: yeah boi
[17:59] jason_grace: Okay, cool.
[18:38] jason_grace: Hey, Percy said he’d cook. Cool with you?
[18:43] leo_valdez: yeah np
[18:45] jason_grace: He might take a while, though, so I think we’ll be eating late tonight :/
[18:45] leo_valdez: ye its fine i ate late 2day
[22:24] jason_grace: How’s it smelling over there? I’m hungryy
[22:30] leo_valdez: lol i cant smell anything
[22:31] jason_grace: Omg lol. Do you think it’s your poor sense of smell smell or that nothing is cooking??? Haha
[22:31] leo_valdez: both lmfaooo
[22:32] jason_grace: Lol, okay.
[23:11] jason_grace: 11:11!
[23:14] leo_valdez: my wish is 2 eat
[23:15] jason_grace: Mood
[23:19] jason_grace: I’ve died a million hungry deaths already. I may start to eat paper any minute.
[23:19] jason_grace: It’s organic, right???
[23:20] leo_valdez: yeah totes gotta get on that #vegan #organic #freerange #localwoodonly trend
[23:20] leo_valdez: ykno this shirt is made out f cotton????? thts a crop i cld totally eat this
[23:22] jason_grace: As long as you take tiny bites like a rabbit.
[23:22] leo_valdez: yeahhhhhhh
[23:23] leo_valdez: i s2g im gonna eat percy if he doesnt tell me its fuckin ready soon
[23:23] jason_grace: Wait what’s s2g again?
[23:23] jason_grace: Oh, nom.
[23:23] leo_valdez: swear to god
[23:23] jason_grace: Nvm*
[23:23] leo_valdez: NOM NOM I HUNGRY
[23:24] jason_grace: Lolzzzz.
[23:24] leo_valdez: thnks jace u rly gotta remind me ://////
[23:24] jason_grace: He’d probably be pretty tasty.
[23:24] jason_grace: Remind you of what?
[23:24] leo_valdez: how hUNGRY I AM
[23:25] jason_grace: Nom nom nom I have no other words.
[23:25] leo_valdez: nom [mood in hungryspeak]
[23:26] jason_grace: Me nom.
[23:26] leo_valdez: i just saw th word omw and rly tht it said nom im losing my mind over here
[23:27] jason_grace: Our bellies could have been full hours ago. Savage.
[23:27] leo_valdez: ikr
[23:27] leo_valdez: horrible
[23:29] jason_grace: Are tears edible???
[23:29] leo_valdez: hopefully im producing way 2 many of thm
[23:30] jason_grace: Sip slowly, I don’t want you getting full before we eat.
[23:30] leo_valdez: i gotchu
[23:31] leo_valdez: trying 2 remind myself tht festus 2.0 is a living being and im not ready 2 b a murderer
[23:34] jason_grace: Oh honey. He wouldn’t be tasty. Too much fur.
[23:34] leo_valdez: u rite u rigt
[23:34] jason_grace: What were we thinking??? We know Percy well enough by now lmao. Sigh. Burp. Ugh.
[23:36] leo_valdez: im crying salmon
[23:37] jason_grace: Oh noooo why’d you have to say salmon?????
[23:38] leo_valdez: LMAOOOO
8. loves jason grace
Okay, okay.
You gotta keep this one a secret until Jason finds his journal again, okay? He doesn’t know I took it.
I’ve read through it a couple of times, and - damn is Jace a fucking sap. It’s a pity I love him.
No it’s not, who am I kidding.
Aha! That’s the first time I’ve written it down since I realized (which was… too long ago for me to feel comfortable admitting to).
If you didn’t get that, Jason: I love you, you piece of shit.
Ugh.
Fuck, whatever, maybe this thing is a prank and he doesn’t actually love me. Maybe this is a hallucination? Dad knows I’ve been spending way too much time in the Bunker, anyways. Maybe… who knows, honestly.
God, I’m tired.
Whatever. I hope he finds this soon, I’m tired of waiting, for Christ's sake.
See you soon, hopefully.
- leo valdez, the one & only
I love you too, Leo.
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Fanfic MST: Forbiden Fruit: The Tempation of Edward Cullen, a Twilight fanfic [part 4]
I’m on a roll.
There’s more rape in this one; it’s not really described in detail, though. There are also references to what occurred in the last chapter, and an instance of mostly consensual sexual activity (although it stops short of actual sex).
Recap: Last chapter, Tiaa’s foster parents Dave and Marie left on a trip, leaving her in the care of “Uncle Larry” (Dave’s brother), who promptly began beating and raping Tiaa. After one such incident, she ran off into the woods and encountered a strange man who claimed to be her father before blacking out.
Chapter 1
Previous chapter
AN = No flames pls, theres no point!if u dnt like my story dnt read it, its as simple as that!
I never got the whole “don’t like, don’t read” thing. How can you know if you like it if you haven’t read it?
btw atlantiana is NOT marisue be cause look she is NOT perfect and not everyone in the stiry likes her! she has problems and she has flaws and shes UNHAPPY would u like her life?i no i wouldnt, its totally tragic and horible.u flamers arent even makin sense1
Having bad things happen to your character doesn’t make her less of a Mary Sue. Loads of Sues have tragic backstories. Look at Batman.
Chapter 4 - la push
I sat quitely on the la push beech apart form the party that was going on beside me. Mike Nooton was following me round like a pulpy and he was so borin! None of the things he had to say were interesting but I was nice to him because he wasnt a bad guy.
That’s actually pretty in-character for the guy, if I remember the Twilight Saga correctly. He’s nice, but not very interesting. I think Bella even made the puppy comparison at one point.
My thoughts were elsewhere - i could'nt stop thinking about the events of last night, when uncle larry had raped me and I had had my scary vision in the forest and a tall p[ale guy in my mind had cale me his daughter. I didnt understand any of I felt so so awful that I had been rapped by that hideous pervy SICKO when I had bin saving myself for the right guy and for marriage and my virginity was torn from my grasp by that twisted guy, it was so crule and unfair, it made me want to cry
So uh… what happened after she blacked out in the woods? Was her dad gone when she woke up? Did Uncle Larry do anything else to her after she returned home? Did she return home?
"omg MIKE watt are you doing talkin to HER?" I turned round and saw four nasty faces learing at us. It was the chearleaders I had seen in the cafetearia, and one of them was the girl dateing Ewdard Cullen, the brown hare girl who was standing at the back looking moody but not saying anything
You know her name! You’ve called her by name before!
"Stop being mean Jessica" mike said angerly "tiaas' awesome and if you can't see that its just you bein blind and shallow and stupid like your all ways are"
Think this is the author calling out her flamers or what?
"yah I mean look at her clothes, she looks like a stupid goth biaach with her slutty top and short skirt and fithnet tights is she a RAT HOOKER or what?" Jessica screamed.
Man, I love this fic. “RAT HOOKER” is a great insult.
She was realy ugly when she shouted even though she was technology a hot chick and was dressed in skimpy pink clothes.
I don’t remember Jessica that well from the books, but I think she was described as short and a chatterbox. I don't think she was a cheerleader or had a particular fondness for pink. Also she was dating Mike at one point after Bella set them up with each other.
"you no what Jess, you and YOur frends are SO shallow and YOU are the real slut! you and bella and angela and laruen may were short skirts and low cut tops an stuff but that doesnt maek u beautiful! Its watt underneath that counts!" mike shouted
Wait, so are they sluts because they wear revealing clothes or because of their behavior? Because right here it seems like Mike is criticizing them based on how they dress, which is a bit weird when we remember Tiaa also wears revealing clothing (“fishnet top” ring a bell?).
"yah, speakin of witch" said a sly blond girl in the gang who was called lauren, pointing at me "watts with her breasts, they are huge, I bet they are fake!- she laughed and her friends all laughed too even bella and angela who had been quiet until then.
I don’t remember a damn thing about Lauren or Angela but I remember they both existed. One of them was definitely shy but I don’t remember which.
I got up and pushed past them and ran away into the darkness. I cold hear them all laughing at me and i felt so embarrased I was relay sensitive about the waste I looked I hated the fact that it made all girls hate me and all guys stare at me, I would have given anything to be ugly or just inviable. I wasnt stuck up and didnt think I was beta than anyone else because of how I looked I just wanted people to treat me like a normal person! I could'nt help being slim and blond with relay big boobs it wasnt my fault I hadnt done anything wrong!
Remember in chapter 1 when Tiaa talked about how she used to be self-conscious about her appearance but got over it and now doesn’t care what people say about her?
-are u ok?" said someone from beside me
If you don’t have that MCR song playing in your head right now I don’t know what’s wrong with you.
"who arr you?" i asked. 3 realy pretty goth girls were standing there smilin at me and I smiled back
Oh, of course, the Sue’s backup choir.
-we are tyffani, abigaille and rochelle" they said smiling "you seem cool, do you want to be our freinds?"
I like the idea that Tiaa could be multiple friends.
Judging from the names, these three are children of that white mom whose baby name photo went viral on the internet. The one who named her kid Lakynn or something.
"ya of course, i'm just a bit meloncolly cause those horrible chearleaders were bein mean jerks and saying my boobs were fake" i said
"omg, u mean jessica and bellas gang? They hate us too because we dont care what they think" said tyfanni "they are just jealous cause youre the prettiest girl in the school now and theyre all plain next to you but we dont care about stuff like that, we only care about peoples personalities “
“That’s why we made sure to talk about how pretty we think you are.”
"cool" I said, and we talked for hours
I talked to tyfanni, rochelle and abigail for hours and they were so cool.
How long was that again?
I'd never had proper freinds before who didnt care watt i looked like or where I came from they just liked me for me, and I liked them cause they were uber cool and we had loads of stuff in common! But after a while they all went home and I stayed on the beech.
Glad we skipped the scene where Tiaa has fun with her friends so that we can get back to the part where Uncle Larry assaults her again. Nice to see the author prioritizing.
It was getting late but I didnt want to go home to uncle larry in case he raped me on his car again.
Phrasing seems to imply that if he raped her in a different location it would be alright.
Soddenly I heard a voice from behind me.
I hope “soddenly” is an intentional double entendre.
"well tiaa, thou seem to be causing quite a stir at school" his voice was smooth and sexoy and from another time.
Who could this be?
Edward.
Never would have guessed!
"what do you mean!" I demanded
"basically every gay at school wants to have sex with thee, and every girl wants to eat thee alive for it, hows that for causing a stir my lady?" he smiled and kissed my neck.
Wait, every gay at school? Including the gay boys? This girl is powerful.
"shut up jerk! Btw I met youre girlfriend before, bella I think her name is! I dont like her or anything, but how the hell can u cheat on her like that and kiss me how u did? Its sick ur a cheatin bastard and i should tell everyone. Tyfanni told me you and bella are like the schools golden couple or something, watt would happen if I told ppl how you had acted in that corridoor with me?"
Uh… the fic would go in a direction I don’t expect it to and it might be redeemed somewhat by at least being less predictable?
"OMG SWEET LADY! THY MUST NOT TELL ANYONE! " he screamed "it was a moment of madness thats all! Im so so sorry for watt happened,i hope thine can forgive me, but ive promised myself to bella and thats just how it is, no matter how much thou intrests me"
Use of OMG may seem anachronistic, but that abbreviation has actually been in use since the early 1900s, so it’s totally reasonable that Edward might use it. Although probably not out loud.
"fine, then stay away from me " I shouted as I left to go home but he followed me and grabbed me and pushed me down on the grind.
I think he’s sending mixed signals.
I was burning with anger and fury but I wanted him so deafly i didnt even try to resist him.
So deafly?
He new how much i wanted him and it drove me mad. He put his hands inside my panties and i gasped. I was soddenly desperate to sex with him and i tore my clothes off and i was in my underwear.
Again, I hope that’s innuendo, but in this fic it’s actually possible the author thinks “suddenly” is spelled like that.
I took off my bra and showed him my naked heaving beasts.
Nothing turns a guy on like naked heaving beasts!
"have sex with me now edward " I whispered
" i cant " he said, although his body was on top of mine and his fingers touched my nipples
"please, i'm begging you" I said, hating myself for being such a dirty hore but unable to control my burning desire
No one in this fic has any self-control whatsoever, huh?
-NOOOO!" he shouted and ran away crying.
I put my clothes back on slowly feeling so ashamed and embarased i could hardly move. I could'nt beleive i had begged him to do sex on me and even worse he had said no!
Okay, I guess Edward has a tiny bit of self-control. Which is good, as he is a vampire and would probably be eating people left and right if he was totally unable to control himself.
I went home and uncle larry made me cook his dinner and suck his cock while he ate his food and then he raped me and hit me with a shoe all night and i didnt even complain cos i felt like i deserved it for being such a horrible slut even though it made me want to die inside.
Bread, eggs, milk, squick. Uncle Larry seems more interested in hitting Tiaa than raping her, incidentally.
Uncle larry finally left me alone and I thought about killing myself as i cryed and cryed as i fell slowly into a dreamless sleep.
Aw.
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the abc tag
chloe @wittenberg tagged me in this thank u ilu <333
A - age: 19
B - biggest fear: uh a painful death lmao !
C - current time: 1.32pm
D - drink you last had: sprite
E - every day starts with: checking notifs on my phone
F - favorite song: i can’t with favourites bc i literally am unable to make Choices so that’s that
G - ghosts, are they real?: yeah i think they are!
H - hometown: i live in a tiny ass country idk what ‘town’ is aksjdsmdnf
I - in love with: the concept of space
J - jealous of: people w good skin tbh
K - killed someone: why is this one question so hardcore ofc not
L - last time you cried: i cant actually remember but i think it was last week
M - middle name: i don’t have one
N - number of siblings: 2
O - one wish: rid me of anxiety pls
P - person you last called/texted: my friend rae
Q - question you’re always asked: there isn’t really one but people always need to clarify how to spell my name
R - reason to smile: good musicals and rainy days with hot tea
S - song last sang: uh… totally f*cked omg
T - time you woke up: 6.30AM yikes i had a final today
V - vacation destination: im gg to the philippines in may i think!
W - worst habit: procrastinating EVERYTHING
X - x rays you’ve had: i don’t think i’ve had one! i had some sort of scan for my spine but it wasn’t an xray
Y - your favorite foods: anything cheesy and pasta-ish tbh? lasagna is great
Z - zodiac sign: gemini!
im tagging @rintaire @joanbright @smoljoly @jehanparnasty @snowflakeprouvaire @thegoodlesmisurlsaretaken if yall wanna do this!!!
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Unusual Asks Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? I use both Pandora and Spotify. is your room messy or clean? Both. what color are your eyes? Brown. 👀 do you like your name? why? Welllll I do like my name, but I don't like the meaning behind it or the reputation it has. what is your relationship status? Single like a Pringle. 💁🏻 describe your personality in 3 words or less- Shy, Sarcastic, and Smol. what color hair do you have? Dark brown. what kind of car do you drive? I cant drive yet, but i soon will. where do you shop? For clothes?? Umm TJ-max, Nordstrom rack, and Ambercombie&Fitch. how would you describe your style? "College student." favorite social media account? Tumblr tbh. what size bed do you have? A twin sized bed. any siblings? A twin sister and a younger brother. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Omg Spain. In a heartbeat. ❤️ favorite snapchat filter? Flower crown. favorite makeup brand(s)? KatVonD, Bobbi Brown, and Colourpop. 💁🏻 how many times a week do you shower? Um 3 times? Every other day. favorite tv show? Law&Order: Special victims unit shoe size? 6 how tall are you?5'0 :,) sandals or sneakers? Sneakers FTW. do you go to the gym? Ha.. describe your dream date- well I like walking around, so just walking around in a park or in town for the afternoon while chatting is nice. Going for coffee and just talking there for hours would be good enough for me. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? Legit maybe 30$? what color socks are you wearing? Grey how many pillows do you sleep with? 3 but I mostly only use two of them. do you have a job? what do you do? Nope how many friends do you have? ...only 2. whats the worst thing you have ever done? Made my sister feel bad. whats your favorite candle scent? Vanilla cupcake? But if we were talking about hand sanitizers, then donuts. 😍 3 favorite boy names -Daniel, Klaus, and Oh oh it's a French name it's like Jaesau or something idk how to spell it but damn it's a fabulous name. 3 favorite girl names- Demi, Hannah, and Shay. favorite actor? Ha,too many to choose from. favorite actress? Gina Rodriguez 🙌🏼 she's flawless I love her. who is your celebrity crush? Min Yoongi. favorite movie? "The Grinch who stole Christmas" with Jim Carrey do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?i don't read a lot, but tbh it's probably Alice in Wonderland. money or brains? Brains. Cuz lord knows I ain't got any. do you have a nickname? what is it? Lola is actually a nickname. how many times have you been to the hospital? Lots? But for serious things, I haven't been. top 10 favorite songs- any Demi lovato, Seafret, BTS, and Enrique Iglesias Song. Legit. do you take any medications daily? Nope. Just topical creams for my face. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) O.I.L.Y. what is your biggest fear? Being unable to be joyful in life. how many kids do you want? 2. whats your go to hair style? Down. But sometimes I put it in a low Bun. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) very smol house. who is your role model? DEMI LOVATO AND GINA RODRIGUEZ.💁🏻👭 what was the last compliment you received?i don't remember. what was the last text you sent? "Too bad." how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? Probably like 8 years old. what is your dream car? Don't really have one. opinion on smoking? It causes too much death in my family. do you go to college? Nope what is your dream job? Well I would've liked to work for NASA. But lord knows that's never ever gonna happen. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Suburbs. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? LMAOOO we steal a whole bag full. do you have freckles? Nope. do you smile for pictures? Ehhhh not really. how many pictures do you have on your phone? Too many. have you ever peed in the woods? Ew gross no. do you still watch cartoons? The real question is, Who doesn't? do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? Both. Favorite dipping sauce? Ketchup. what do you wear to bed? Well, wouldn't you like to know? ;) have you ever won a spelling bee? Ha.. Nice try. what are your hobbies? Tumblr, reading,cleaning,crotchet, binge watching Netflix. can you draw? I can't even doddle. do you play an instrument? Nope what was the last concert you saw? Jingle ball 2015 tea or coffee? COFFEE!! Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? STARBUCKS!! do you want to get married? To min yoongi? Yup. what is your crush’s first and last initial? Well Y&N if your doing it in the US way, but M&Y is probably more appropriate. are you going to change your last name when you get married? Depends. what color looks best on you? Hmm Purple and beige I think. do you miss anyone right now? My friend. do you sleep with your door open or closed? Closed. do you believe in ghosts? Eh like 15% what is your biggest pet peeve? GREASE OR LOTION ON MY HANDS I HATE THE FEELING OF ITTTT 😫 last person you called` uhh my sister. favorite ice cream flavor? Cherry Garcia by Ben&Jerry's. regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular. I've never had the golden ones. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? I like Jimmys. what shirt are you wearing? Not a shirt, but a hoodie. what is your phone background? Bangtan climbing up a wall. (It's a picture they took for PUMA.) are you outgoing or shy? I am a shy bean. do you like it when people play with your hair? Yesssss idk why but I just love it when people pamper me. Whether it's doing my nails,getting a massage, or doing my hair. I just love it. do you like your neighbors? Not really. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? Multiple times a day cuz I'm greasy . have you ever been high? Nope. have you ever been drunk? Buzzed yes but not fully "drunk". last thing you ate? Uhhhhh chilli. favorite lyrics right now? Don't have any. summer or winter? WINTERR day or night? Night. dark, milk, or white chocolate? Milk chocolate please. favorite month? September believe it or not. I just really like the fall weather and we always do something exciting in September so why not. what is your zodiac sign? Capricorn who was the last person you cried in front of? My father. So I was bored and I decided to pass the time to do this. I wasn't tagged to this ask thing, but I thought why the hell not do it. I tag @ouslycuri @seoraksan @vegetarianwolf18 and whoever is bored, this was fun so you should do it too. 😊If you want to.
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