not allowed to stay up late drawing because this is what ends up happening gayass kissingcanvas

Yearning is CRAZY like what do you mean i’m in shambles over how badly i want to buy someone their favorite little snack

"Stand back"

To also go off of the point about cop!akihiko being annoying to me I gotta say that Akihiko as a character is very hit or miss with me because of how different adaptations of p3 will subtly alter his character. I felt like in portable with the femc route he comes off best, he’s a bit of a hothead with an obsession with fighting, but he’s overcompensating his strength so he doesn’t feel as weak and helpless as he’s been in many situations. He defines strength in a very literal sense, being physically strong and using that to protect others, but he’s lacking in emotional strength as a result. And in particular in this version I think he’s portrayed as a bit more goofy and sweet in a sense. He cares deeply for you as a friend and leader but he struggles with finding the words to describe how he feels. Hes kinda naive and gullible and has trouble noticing his surroundings. He has no clue what he’s doing but his heart is in the right place. I think he just comes off much more human and he has flaws, many many flaws, and that makes him all the more lovable

But then in other adaptations and spinoffs it’s like. They look at him through some hetero male bullshit filter and seem to view him as a lot more admirable and cool. Like in p3 dancing, theres literally an event where he’s talking with Junpei and Minato and they’re gushing about how perfect Akihiko is and how he doesn’t seem to have ANY flaws at all. And it becomes clear his inability to flirt with women just gets added as a way to make sure you, the Straight Male Player, don’t get insecure being next to such Perfection because at the end of the day, you’re still more charming and sexy than he will ever be because you’re better. It’s a “flaw” that’s only there to shield a sensitive male ego. And then in arena I mean, come on. He’s overly beefy and is a damn cop and travels the world and loves Protein™️ it’s his whole personality and he’s so clearly meant to be seen as hot but like, he’s just some shitty hetero male fantasy. Hes what the writers deem to be a Perfect Man that every guy wishes he could be, but don’t worry he’s still bad with women so you don’t gotta worry about him stealing your property- I mean, girlfriend!

And though I’ve not played reload and don’t really plan to anytime soon, judging from his social episodes they seem to have a similar problem. Akihiko comes off as a lot less approachable, like the year age gap is just too much of a barrier to get to know him properly. And he doesn’t have that dorky sweetness he has in portable, he’s just that perfect hetero male fantasy guy and don’t you fucking worry- he still has his protein powder with him

Guess who's playing with God designs??

SIZE DIFFERENNNNNNCCEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭

you fire off missiles cause you hate yourself, but do you know you're demolishing me?

(staring at the wall with my arms crossed behind my back remembering I used to be a lover) i uhh uhh i um. thank you beautiful people who have sent me asks I never responded to and encourage me to talk about my blorbo at length. It truly is a beautiful world yeah

Silver vs Chozen

kity and bnuy.....

yk no one really talks about the ending glitch thing (from what ive seen) in f and c like yeah its a whole blink and you miss it type thing but the implications !!!!

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i cant get over how familiar ms marvel feels. she goes home, she talks to her ammi, she laughs about aamir to kamran, she gossips to the illuminaunties, spills to her nani, everything feels so familiar and mirrors the way i do things and say things and see things and like! idk if this is just what representation feels like or if it's me being dramatic or what but this show gives me such a sense of familiarity

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Idk if my other ask sent but

Also us !!!

definitely us 😭

Us but switch around LMAO

soooo real the last one is us, but switched for we both know what reason (>ω<)

us being cuties

I think buying books is the ONLY time I ENJOY

spending money.

Word Association: RAI & GIO

Alfa Romeo Racing, 2020