nowhere in the world feels right except next to you, darling.

It makes me sad that Spider's legal name could have been Javier instead of Miles. You know, MILES after his dad. Or MILES like MILES MORALES from into the SPIDERverse.

Thanks Cameron, now when I look up Spider posts on Tumblr I have to see Spiderverse stuff on the tag.

And if anyone starts with "but the actor who plays him is white, he can't have a Hispanic name!!!!" Okay first of all I get it. But listen if Catherine Zeta-Jones can play the love interest on Zoro, then Jack Champion can play a HALF hispanic kid. I won't get into the topic of biology and genetics in the real world...

And if people are still torn up about it, his name could have been Xavier or something.

So, who's winning the baddest bitch off?

FUUUCK... why do we have to pit two bad bitches against eachother 😭?

Ether my masking is so strong that I myself is fooled by it.

Or I just went through all the stages of grief in the span of two and a half hours.

Only time will tell which one is true...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhh

aaand im stuck on a boss. the rage one in the outback. i think its solo only. the guy has just like 2k too much health

Whats with me projecting every little thing about me onto these gingers?

that very specific "this is not good enough" that comes with not writing a thing down soon enough, not writing for long enough or putting off writing, and imagining a bit of storyline too much and too often until it's all worn out and there's nothing to go on the page. threadbare. a sort of mental worry stone because it's been waiting too long to get written, and the attendant imaginary/emotional/additional context is too reflexive, tied into the mere action of thinking about it so that the words don't stick because there's no texture to it anymore, it's too smooth and description slides off and leaves the most colorless and disappointing rendition.

So bascially... I know I haven't posted for like a million years but I'm finally back. Sleep has been hitting me every day that I have slept for three days straight, my body hurts and feels numb at the point, my medicine is making me feel fucked up, I have already went to the mental hospital with my Rob plush (again), and to top it off, my room is a damn mess.

But I went back home a few days ago, I'm started to feel.. a tiny.. tiny.. TINY bit better. So, I'm okay.. for now. (Credits to the owner who made this, this is just a drawing on how I am feeling)

Oh, and here's a sketch I made like, a month ago or so (I made emo Rob ^^)

Oh, the person who's holding a rob plush in their hands is me. Just a doodle out of emotion.

So my phone shut off randomly the other day and I finally went to get a new one and they informed me that that model of phone was just recently shut down collectively by Samsung and it's no longer able to turn on or ANYTHING. Just like that.

And the SIM card on it is apparently useless too; only stuff saved on the Cloud is viable. The thing you have to pay monthly for to use. Which I don't have.

So... That's gone I guess. Without warning.

Ok one of my favorite thing about the opening scene is how worried Groot for his other dad 😭😭 he hurried to Peter to check on him...

When you make a nearly perfect sim for a challenge and your game crashes before you save them 🤦‍♀️

*deranged monkey sounds* MY BLOODY VALENTINE... *more deranged monkey sound* HARRY WARDEN... OOO OO OOO AAH AAH- (don't mind the tags, I went on a rant...)