written by william gold, performed by wilbur soot ⭐️
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from la jolla:
from i'm sorry boris:
from trying not to think about it:
SDFKALFJSDLKCJLKDSJFLKJALKN GUYS. guys i am actually going insane i love this i love the throwback it is so perfect its SO perfect
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A little update
Well, the short of it is: they found two retina holes with a bit of fluid in my left eye. Had to get them lasered up to prevent a retinal detachment. My follow up appointment is in 2 weeks so crossing my fingers that all will be well.
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JV - JoJo's Version (2018 re-recordings)
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I’m Sorry Boris reference in new album thousands dead millions injured
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Someone got me thinking more about Kipps and what he represents this evening and I was thinking about the parallels I felt with no longer being a student.
I graduated before most of my uni friends for various reasons, and when I went back to visit them I was always overwhelmed by the feeling that I wasn’t part of that student world anymore. Partly in a good way - I felt like I’d matured a lot more than some of them - but I always felt a little bit lost when they were all up to general student stuff and suddenly I didn’t live in that city anymore so was at loose ends if everyone was busy and I didn’t have a home round the corner to go back to.
And I think that’s comparable to losing your talent, and suddenly realising you’ve been forcibly kicked out of this world that you used to love and that a load of your mates are still part of, but that doesn’t fit you in anymore. But you’re not a real adult either, so what are you?
Also, when you’re a student and you meet new people, just going “I’m a student” gives the general sense of what kind of stuff you’re up to, even if you’re post-grad, doctorate etc. But suddenly being a grad and then not even a fresh grad anymore, and maybe not being settled in a career path makes it so much more complicated to explain. You’re a real working adult, not a student, but you don’t fit like you fit in either worlds.
It’s really clever of Stroud to make that connection (on purpose or not) and provide a counterpart in a world where kids are employed instead of in school.
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trying not to think about it is sooo saline solution coded ...........
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“you know it takes a lot to move me, so if you figure it out tell me” - la jolla (ycgma)
“you said you figured out what can move me, Darling i figured that out too” - trying not to think about it (mammalian sighing reflex)
abshsbshssb i just realised this and fuckk i love wilbur soot how is he this good at like music also going from like basically abandoning ycgma to connecting his new music to it is just wow i love it. <33
anyways time to continue crying about the fact wilbur soot released something awesome on a random wednesday/thursday in novemberr
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it's so fun applying to jobs you're both qualified for and experienced in and waiting months for an interview then three days for a phone call then nothing :) it's so fun!
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— ( so this is how i lose you )
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reblog for greater sample size if you want :3c
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3/4/24
I don’t know that I can talk much about it because I’ve been trying not to think much about it even.. but today my mom helped me call the social security people to update us on my case status and I mean idk what my parents expected because I know these things take a long time and people have told me being excepted for disability can even take years, I have already been disabled for like idk. Two. Three? Years at this point, I have no money,..
So I think I was trying to just go with my parents on feeling that maybe it wasn’t going to be like everybody said it was going too, maybe it could happen fairly quickly with my situation and how much evidence? Proof? Documentation we have showing how scary and hard and difficult and life changing this has been and how I need help asap
But today we called for an update and the person said they had not received the questionnaire yet after I filled for disability, my dad actually took it in personally and made sure it was on time driving at least 40 minutes to get up the place where he handed it right to someone, but I guess those people haven’t sent it along to the next step where someone does the research and gets assigned to my case and then looks over everything and requests medical documentation that what we are saying is true. I wont be assigned a person to look over my case until at least a couple of months.
So I mean, maybe a couple of months will go by and they will start and things will go smoothly? Idk, I really really hope so. There is nothing in my power to do about these things. It’s scary and I just hope my mental health doesn’t decline even more during this process, it’s very scary to have to depend on everyone for just about everything.
Know I am doing my best
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Oh that was absolutely horrible of him. When he's talking about the loop, the figure of eight of unhappiness, he really means it. Lyrically, and for some, mentally, he puts us right back where we were in 2020
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trying not to think about it (it meaning lost chances at romance/the realization that you're an absolute hopeless romantic/wondering how much of your own life you've missed
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