Like a Dragon Gaiden Spoilers ahead!

The other day I rewatched this scene and oh fuck I remembered why it hurts me so much.

It's the fact that Tsuruno didn't know that Shishido felt this way and now he's so confused and just want him to stop. Judging by the things that he did for him but also having in mind that Tsuruno came to him when he was already so tortured by the Kijin Clan there must be a lot for things that he didn't know about Shishido because he learned how to act "normal" in front of people in higher ranks than him.

yukichi ti assicuro che questa frase non suona eterosessuale come credi

When someone asks who the former royal scientist was

REREADING TIME

I have some funfact

I don't know if anyone remember this but I was rereading some of the chapter and I see this note

And yup like the note say is was quite ironic for them to be like this

I think other than the two fukus they really should put fukufuku too but it a note so meh

ya girl just watched falsettos for the first time (i am emotionally devastated) and has anyone written a whizzvin star trek au (or a spirk falsettos au)

Thinking about... The future au I did a while back... Vbs disbanded after Kohane left to go with Taiga in the US... An is incredibly bitter about Kohane leaving but cannot move on... Years pass....

two bros chillin' in a forest five feet apart cause they're not gay

Gods are asleep post where chivalry went to die snippet chapter 7 finally dropping this month so help me god

From the city drenched in everlasting blue, red remained the only color burned in the old knight’s mind. 

Red was the color of the sliced vegetables slipped into his bowl. Red was the color of the firelight, keeping him company with its ever-changing shapes. Red was the color of dawn breaking through the windows, heralding a slow end to a frozen winter.

Red was the color of the Vulture.

And red was the color of Tomo. 

I made the comment of "what are trains if not dragons in disguise" while reading Les Mis (in the book it was talking about conquering the elements [water/hydras with the steamship, air/griffins with the hot-air balloon, and it didn't mention what fire/dragons were conquered but I assumed it to be a train] but this is especially funny to me now that Javert got compared to a train in his LITERALLY ENTITLED "DERAILMENT" CHAPTER and he threw himself into the opposite element)

me when he burns w/ a passion that was never banked but now must drown and the other is quick and quiet and escaping through your fingers like a river and must be dried up completely-- they are literally yin and yang valjean is associated with fire in how he kept himself alive with a passion and his candles by his deathbed but he's like water at heart with nourishing his loved ones but too much can stifle growth and not enough will cause death so he dried himself out to die and javert is always associated with water in the blue of the state and how he died by drowning but he's got a heart of fire that had to be doused to die out

(slams the top of their heads) do you see my vision

im not even a huge shipper but bsd makes it too fucking easy man. like soukoku are tragically divorced, ranpoe are married rivals, sskk has that i hate you but i secretly think you are the most admirable human in existence thing going on, rimlaine, suegiku bicker like an old married couple, the tragic old men yaoi of fukufuku, whatever the FUCK is going on with fukumori, the homoerotic murder and violence of fyolai, sigzai with how sigma is so done all the time, kunidazai with how kunikida is so done all the time, bramcraft with the otherworldly horrors. theres so much material idk

Finals

Propaganda Under Cut

Sakura Haruno

Her husband is gay and her author doesn't know how to write women. So many people say she's the worst but she. DESERVES. BETTER!!! Save her from this franchise.

My baby girl my bestie my best friend. She committed the crime of um being written by kishimoto who both doesn’t know how to write women and somehow writes men in the gayest way possible specifically naruto and sasuke. Like the thing is naruto and sasuke ARE gay and also she gets so much hate for the crime of kishimoto writing her one dimensionally in love with sasuke. I know her personally she is a butch lesbian to me just trust me she’s in love with Ino and has a lesbian thing going on with Karin okay just trust me. My everything. She needs to divorce the loveless lavender marriage she’s in 

What is there to say, even? The OG Threat to my 90s anime brain, the only woman I've ever hated with such a passion she made me turn away from the color pink. I used to write fics with my friend where she got left behind on purpose so our OCs could join the Naruto and Sasuke team instead. I loathed this bitch until I was 16 and realized the author simply couldnt write women and decided it was time to make peace with Sakura. It is not her fault she's vaguely written and obsessive over Sasuke. She deserves better. Sasuke and Naruto still should be together and Sakura shouldnt be with Sasuke but I no longer believe this because I hate Sakura, it is because I love her. She deserves a spouse who will actually put in the time to treat her like the hero she is.

Misa Amane

she gets treated in-canon the way fandoms treat female characters that Threaten an m/m ship. it's like, "oh why don't you go sit in the corner and be pretty, misa, while the Men have intelligent conversation and pretend they aren't ten seconds from fucking each other, doesn't that sound nice?" it's infuriating. and MAYBE it's better now but i remember her getting treated the same way in fanfiction too, like we all need to do just as badly by our female secondary characters as fucking tsugumi ohba, but with the added insult of making her be alternately oblivious of the relationship between light and L or actively trying to sabotage it—incompetently, of course, because god forbid misa be allowed dignity or moments of cleverness.

she's one of the first characters I think of when I consider old school fandom misogyny. The annoying bitch and clingy crazy gf allegations were AFTER HER ASS. She's also a lot more intelligent than people gave her credit for, but most seem inclined to take the Very Biased word of our unreliable, narcissistic narrator and his homoerotic arch nemesis and claim that just because she's bubbly and into romance that she's also a complete moron. Which is blatantly untrue. Everyone was afraid of Misa girlbossing too hard. Killing people and devoting yourself to the deranged twink of your dreams even though you know he'll never love you back??? Having a hardcore goth aesthetic and being so Hot even literal Death Gods are into you?? God forbid women do ANYTHING!

Not only is she the victim of yaoi culture, she is the victim of early 2000s misogyny by an author that wanted to introduce a girl character because he knew his male rivals were getting too homoerotic. She is a goth bimbo icon who portrays what I think is one of the few callouts for stan culture and what parasocial relationships can do to both the stan and the idol. The fact that she is a toxic fan of Kira and also hot, funny, sociable is tragic in its own way, which I think the author did try to touch on but was too misogynistic too really get through. Of course, she was reduced to villain status by the fandom and anime alike because she got in the way of the supposed romance in their psychological horror anime

I EXPECTED TRAGIC DOOMED OLD MEN YAOI NOT THIS IN THE SUNSET 😭😭😭

returning to school tomorrow like it's been a normal weekend and i haven't been thinking about tragic old men yaoi all this time

summary:

"i’m in love with you."

this is the third time you’ve had this revelation. and all three times, you’ve held a sword in your hand. how terrible.

why you should read it:

I'll be honest with you this was not planned. At All. I saw a fukufuku manga panel and was like. that's IT enough is enough. and wrote this when I'm supposed to be studying. this is a very short read, just 1k and i like to think i did the tragic old men yaoi justice. it's also in second person pov so if that's your jam, check it out. here's an excerpt:

(slightly) Spoiler for Navia's Story Quest⚠️

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Oh yes I love the Tragic and Toxic Old Men Yaoi subplot in Navia's quest

(They're literally married to divorced husbands yesyesyes canon to ME)