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justtogetthrough · 7 months

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It is 3:35 am and I work at 9 🙂 Insomnia is going to kill me indirectly or directly. I can’t live like this.

#me. crying in bed because I can’t fucking sleep at all anymore #I tried having a healthy snack but it can’t be hunger because I ate food tonight #this is stupid and I wanna die #personal #sleeping pill cocktails #< wish they fucking did anything except make me barely remember the night before in the morning

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dizzybizz · 6 months

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critters to obsess over......

#uhm dont ask about blinky or wigglys whereabouts #starkid #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #well really its a #hatchetfield #=???? ? ig #lords in black #nibblenephim #pokotho #t'noy karaxis #my art #doodle #theyve been bouncing around in my head non stop since i first saw them......#also i gave pokey a long flowy robe bc i think he deserves one for extra dramatic flare #tinky is a goat. because i wanted it.#i wanna draw the five of them having stupid sibling interactions so bad....#sfafhjafghfaafkaksfhdafhjafghghsadf

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mayasaura · 1 year

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I think the best possible time travel fic would be to slingshot Harrow from the end of Harrow the Ninth back to the beginning of Gideon the Ninth. Highest hilarity potential, highest angst potential, highest pining potential

Things Harrow knows now that she didn't before:

Who Alecto was

The names of God and his lyctors

The secret of lyctorhood

That the lyctor trials are a death trap

Gideon could be easily persuaded to die for her

Gideon dying for her is the worst thing possible

She would do almost anything to prevent Gideon from dying

Gideon's sword is haunted by a very angry and oddly familiar-looking woman who bears a remarkable resemblance to Gideon

Things Harrow still doesn't know:

What Alecto is

Gideon's parentage

Jackshit about BOE

Mercy and Augustine are both traitors

Things Harrow knew then and still knows now:

Gideon—this Gideon here and now—hates her

She owes a debt of two hundred lives and a future to the Ninth

The survival of the Ninth depends on her becoming a lyctor

#like. what does she DO??#Gideon isn't going to listen to her without some MAJOR legwork to win her trust #she doesn't even know how she did it last time and she can't afford to wait until canaan house to replicate the successful scenarios #should she even bring Gideon with her this time?#what are her alternatives?#let Gideon go to join the Cohort and die gloriously for the empire?#leave her here on the Ninth alone with Crux who wants her dead and has killed before?#should she even go herself?#stupid question she owes it to Pent and Quinn and the Sixth and everyone who risked their souls for her #most of all tho #I really really wanna make pre-canaan house Gideon have to deal with Harrow in her 'first flower of my House' 'saving the last dance' era #like. harrow basically got snatched by a pod-person who cares about strangers and looks at Gideon like a dream she expects to dissolve #gideon would lose her MIND #the locked tomb #gideon nav #harrow nonagesimus #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #htn spoilers #time travel #peggy sue fic #op

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hyponautica · 7 months

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i forgot this wip existed for like 20 days. gotta love school /s

#i finished this and then chanted ''i think im going to die'' to myself for the next 5 minutes #i have a strong love-hate relationship with this piece. the lineart made me suffer extra hard and i was very stupid while doing it #i literally chicken scratched the entire lineart. yes my hand was THAT consistent. for 5 hours. FIVE. IT HURT EVEN MY HAND.#I NEVER GET ACHES ON MY HAND FROM DRAWING... BUT PERFECTIONISM DIDNT LET ME STOP- AND I DIDNT WANNA-#clownpierce #lifesteal smp #fanart #digital art #illustration #art #completed art #hyponauticart

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kogglyuffs · 4 months

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mintcocoa but w manon n rody cuz my brain is silly

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ofmd-ann · 25 days

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Rhys Darby talking about Basingstoke Comic Con via Instagram

#STUPID SEXY RHYS TAUNTING ME ABOUT COMIC CON 😭#I wanna go but i literally dont think i can handle meeting him #SRSLY I'll just embarass myself and die 💀#ofmdann rd edits #Rhys Darby #ofmdann edits

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microcosmtoxin · 4 months

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guy who only knows music from the weather on nightvale. guy who listens to any song and goes oh yeah like the weather from nightvale

#wtnv #this is me with a whole bunch of songs #stupid by brendan whatever #better go by mal blum #just found out HEEL TURN TWO is weather on ep63 #this should make sense because of i only listen to the mountain goats but i only know that song (one of my favorites of all time) from a #from a pikelan fanfic. or whatever. a pikelan fanfic #its a good one #and it is a capital S Scanlan song #dododo i dont wanna die in here

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quirkle2 · 5 months

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anybody else rly rly ill about the amount of grief in his eyes in this scene

[original screencap under the cut]

#qkdraws #id in alt #ayyyee surprise trigun content #vash is rly fun to draw <- girl who says literally everything is fun to draw #except shoes.fuck them thangs #anyway yeah the look in his eyes here rewired me a little bit #imagine animating human emotion so viscerally. who did this.who thought this was ok #apparently im incapable of drawing pointed faces i have to round them out. or ill die or smth #i wanna draw him more but i 1) need Energy and 2) i will have to draw his prosthetic #this isn't an excuse i Will draw his prosthetic im just whining to whine. i ain't no quitter #vash the stampede #trigun stampede #trigun #trigun vash #shoving this in the drafts before i go to bed.hi it's Draft Jay here coming at u live at 1:30am and Starving #literally so hungry.somebody save me <- too worried abt waking her parents to make food #enough of that tho i didn't expect trigun to be so .fucked up #i mean it's a show abt a fucking pacifist gunman who has a brother named Millions Knives.that's so fuckin stupid /pos #who knew how horrid it would get (not me.now i know tho <3)#uhh ur regularly scheduled mob psycho stuff will be back soon in the meantime[passes out]

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frnkiebby · 3 months

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pretty smile you got there you greased up sewer rat~🎃

#he legitimately looks like he’s having so much fun #i wanna make him smile like that #tell him a stupid dad joke #make him laugh #have him tell me he’s proud of that idiotic joke #i think i would actually die #just cease to exist #if he laughed at one of my stupid jokes #frnkiebby #frank iero #mcr #frnkiero #frnkie #mcrmy #mcr5 #my chemical romance #my chem #ilhsm

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rapidhighway · 4 months

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"we are accepting of people with disorders and mental illness"

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person with a disorder/mental illness showing signs of disorder/mental illness that isn't just a quirky trait from tiktok

#brooo i might die #whatever I don't even wanna talk about it it's so stupid just know today is not my day at all

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gayr4bbit · 8 months

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"I was forced to obey without much thought."

#banban #garten of banban #I FUCKING LOVE BANBAN AUGHHHHHH!!!!!#I wanna die of radiation poisoning from biting his stupid playdoh arm like he was a cherry gusher #i'm normal

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blowflyfag · 2 months

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How do I get Christian cage to do bong rips with me

#I wanna do em with captian charimsmaaaa #get in my stoner dungeon and fucking prepare to die from my sativia slime #you spray tanned stupid sexy fuck #eris smokes #sativa slime

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tetheredcloud · 21 days

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christ. ive been playing otomes since i was like 13. how does a fighting game go toe to toe with those? son of a bitch i JUST drew you i wanna draw others stop making me want to draw you im going to put you in a blender

#pgr #punishing gray raven #pgr roland #blenderposting #die die die die stupid clown fuck you die i hatw you fuxk you #i need a roland body pilloq #i need a roland plushie so i can throw it at my walls #i wanna grab him by the ankles and hit the ground with him like in a cartoon #DIE

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trainingdummyrabbit · 2 days

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anyway if i posted my projmoon poniedtown skins would you be mad at me be honest

#isaw a post and didnt wanna strongarm it but the fixation fixates as it fixates and i . !!! !! !!!!!!!!#ilove making those stupid lil thangs. therapeutic.#(<- also spelled wrong to avoid tagsearching if i show up in that tag search i will DIE.)#piktalk

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nemkero · 36 minutes

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zuko when i make him my oc (hi)

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hamartia-grander · 1 month

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Wow I love how I've been purposefully avoiding a conversation ab Palestine w my zionist father bc I knew exactly how horribly it would go but then proceeded to have several recurring dreams about me having that conversation with him anyway and it going predictably horrible ending w me crying and waking up feeling sick, but I guess it prepared me for the inevitability of being forced to have the conversation anyways bc he's nosey and it went EXACTLY as horrible as I knew it would!! My dreams were helping me get ready for it <333

#Within the first 3 hours too <333 #I wanna fucking kill him lol #It's actually kinda funny how it DID prepare me bc I'd have the dreams and then go “okay I need to know how to answer this & this question”#So I'd research more on it #So I knew how to answer his stupid fucking questions #But you know I could write a whole fucking paper and shove his nose directly in it and he'd still deny it/support israhell #I could have God herself tell my father the exact truth and he'd deny it all #He needs to die

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