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theramblingvoid · 1 year

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I think actually human existence relies on the brain's inability to realize either the entirety of every problem and piece of suffering across one's entire lifetime, OR the entirety of every feeling of joy and friendship across one's entire lifetime. Maybe it's just me being bad at processing emotions in high volume but I feel like we wouldn't even have to behold Cthulhu or understand everything a higher being knows or whatever to experience eldritch insanity. All we'd have to do is suddenly gain the ability to remember all of our memories accurately and at the same time and we'd start bleeding from the eyes. the human experience is just. So Much

#voidrambles #now imagining the Thematic Vibes of a character dying because every positive memory was unlocked for them at once in full and it just like #sent them into shock #the intensity alone enough to take it from heaven to horror #.... that sounds like the likely result of one of those botched demon contract tropes actually #the character asking for that and receiving it but not realizing that #their brain was literally not biologically equipped to handle that much even ''positive'' feeling at once #killed just because they wanted to take it all and hold it close but they underestimated #the fragility of the mind and the magnitude of their own accumulated joy #this is giving me an Indescribable Feeling #mmmmmm #i think. a normal amount about memory and emotion and my relationship to both as a Very Easy To Overwhelm Person #who also #wants so badly for every moment to keep its sharpness perfectly and stay with me forever within arms reach

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goonersaurus · 7 months

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jude <3

#its taken me so long to get around to drawing this #the feeling these pics give me is indescribable he is so...#jude bellingham #football fanart #football

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untimelyambition · 7 months

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i am begging on my hands and knees for jon matteson and bryce charles to sing a song together. since i first watched npmd, every single day without fail i have thought about their harmonies together in hatchet town (“if he gets me next i could be three” and “fits the bill, he fits the bill”) literally the sickest harmonies in the entire show, i turn into a little gremlin every time i hear them. their voices sound SO good together it actually makes me a little ill. my favourite song my favourite line my favourite harmonies, their voices blend perfectly and i am so desperate to hear them sing a duet to hear them singing together again pls pls please pls pls pls. pls.

#the ‘if he gets me next i could be three’ harmony is something else #nobody understand what that line does to me and the indescribable joy i am filled with each and every time i hear it #give me a song where they sing together doesnt even have to be a full duet ill take anything PLEASEEEE #and dont let me be the only one who feels like this i know some of u bitches get the same crazy chills i do on those lines #hatchet town best song and i will die on this hill #only a little bit insane about them like a normal amount i promise #bryce said this was her favourite harmony to sing in the whole show as well and i felt SO validated when i heard that #they are both such incredible performers and have such fantastic vocal abilities it just makes sense to pair them together #please #im asking soooo nicely bestie starkid pls pls pls pls #and they sound so good in every single version both live and studio absolutely unparalleled talent #also i think corey is also singing on the fits the bill line but my point still stands it sounds gorgeous #corey can join them too actually. bryce charles jon matteson duet with a corey dorris feature #i would drop silly amounts of money for it #ok i think im done i can shut up now #sooooo much brainrot from this musical #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield #bryce charles #jon matteson #starkid #tilda rambling

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cinoman · 9 months

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something about the art from bleach…

#bleach #anime #it gives me an indescribable feeling #i love early 2000s anime lol #tite kubo

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urdadisalesbian · 1 month

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mitski touches something deep inside of me i do not have access to unless i listen to her music

#do u understand.#the visceral feeling all of lush gives me is almost indescribable

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orgasming-caterpillar · 9 months

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I might cry

#Went from excited to tearful real quick #Veera said love you on call #Which is like #God I tell my friend I love them a lot but hearing it is another thing #What did I do to deserve such beautiful humans #He's so so bada bhai coded #He be healing wounds he didn't give me #when you spend your life shouldering the eldest sibling responsibilities it feels indescribable to get to feel like someone's little siblin #Mai ro dunga bhenc

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moonstruckdraws · 5 months

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Gentle Squeeze

@hellishgayliath

#I saw your reblogs Helli and I am indescribably happy #your words made my day! And made me feel more proud #I give you hug #I'm excited for your revenge #you kind of look like a dog in this I just realized #oh noes... I won't be able to unsee that #welp too late

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doodlebloo · 2 years

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Do you guys ever think about how (as far as we know) c!Tubbo arguably made the right choice by deciding to never open up to c!Ranboo... Because c!Ranboo (when Enderwalking) retains all his memories and works alongside c!Dream anyway. So although c!Tubbo doesn't know it, his paranoia is actually keeping him safe, because the less info c!Ranboo knows the less he has the ability to tell c!Dream... Not that c!Ranboo necessarily would, but it sucks that like... c!Tubbo probably beats himself up for not wanting to share anything with his sweet and loyal husband, not even knowing that sharing the wrong stray detail about c!Tommy could have caused something disastrous. Like c!Tubbo was right to be a closed book and that shit hurts to think about!!!

#i need Ranboo to explain cRanboo so bad.#one of the only things i care about anymore. pls just tell me why a version of cRanboo with all his memories WHICH BTW #HIS MEMORIES WOULD INCLUDE THE DISC FINALE. Why that version of cRanboo would willingly help cDream.#Even IF cDream went ''oh i wasnt really gonna kill Tubbo it was staged also its good that New Lmanberg was exploded by me''#and even IF cRanboo wasnt told why the prison tnt needed to be set off & therefore didnt know hed be hurting cTommy #how could he work with someone who he knows has hurt cTubbo like that. If he genuinely cared.#and i think about that a LOT a lot bc like. We see all these glimpses of cRanboo just... not listening to what cTubbo is saying.#the warning about cWilbur in ho16 is a good example but also just about history and Lmanberg in general... cRanboo sort of gives off the #vibe that he thinks he knows better than cTubbo does. That he thinks he knows what cTubbo needs and what's best for him #but also that he like... idk i just have thought about it a lot and worryingly i think he could become similar to c!Technoblade eventually.#Not in the ''violence is the only universal language'' way but in the way of like ''as soon as someone doesnt agree w my ideals and feels #differently than I do they have lost my respect and protection until they Prove themself and Earn it back'' type deal. not NOW i dont think #cRanboo is like that NOW but... Everyone always says ''cRanboo grow a backbone'' but he DID... While enderwalking.#ew!Ranboo is him with a backbone and apparently the him with a backbone does not care if he hurts his loved ones.#like cRanboo is part of the problem of people brushing aside cTubbo's grief and pain like it doesnt matter. cRanboo helping cDream has the #same energy as cJack trying to kill cTommy. this sort of ''he'll get over it'' mentality about cTubbo that assumes that just because he HAS #in the past been able to ''bounce back'' from indescribable loss that means things dont bother him or he can do it easily #so like. i do believe cRanboo isnt unsalvageable. i think the parts of him WE see are very much just misguided and not intentionally #hurtful. but sometimes i think abt Ranboo saying he was gonna make it so no one could be an apologist for cRanboo and I think like #what Memory does ew!Ranboo regaun that suddenly makes it fine for him to hurt his loved ones? for ''Dream Is The Reason'' to completely #disappear for him? is cDream offering him something he cant refuse or god forbid does ew!Ranboo just AGREE with him?#that to me is like. Once i know that i can be at peace. thats like one of the only things I'll be genuinely upset if it isnt explained #bc when i tell you it has been haunting me for like a year.#ok sorry for the rant and sorry boobers if i messed up some lore details lol #doodle.txt

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annoyingatfirst · 4 months

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my grandma’s house mid-snowstorm

#blue hour gives me such an indescribable feeling #(awe followed by loneliness)#I’M MAULDING that my damn door was open in the first pic but oh well… part of the art i suppose

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cherry-treelane · 10 months

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first thing my father does when he gets home from work is criticise me and nitpick every miniscule action of mine and complain complain complain im going insane. whether it be how i cut the fucking watermelon or how i arranged the cutlery drawer or why im not paying enough attention to the toddler when ive been giving him my attention all day and just want to spend 5 minutes of peace in my room JUST PLEASE LEAVE ME BE IM TRYING MY BEST IS THAT NOT ENOUGH

#god FORBID i dont do something exactly the way that he would god forbid i make a tiny harmless mistake #god forbid i enjoy one food for myself and just myself instead of offering it to my brothers as well as if im not always giving them food #and being made to feel selfish #this man is making me lose my grip on sanity. the sound of his footsteps trigger an indescribable rage within me.#throwback to when he started looking at my legs and frowning then weeks later he mentioned that one leg is a little slimmer than the other #the difference is so small its not even visible unless you squint...... but i hyperfocused on it for years cause he just had to scrutinise #my body like that #the way he complains sounds so UNGRATEFUL this is the same man who said that he was stuck without me and the house isnt complete without me #after i came back from a 3 week trip #is he forgetting his words now 😒

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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I genuinely can never thank you enough for the past year. I can't express how much it's meant to me to be understood and have my energy reciprocated with someone on the same wavelength. Although I've been in the fandom for quite a bit longer than most people writing in, and longer than you, even, I can't remember the last time I felt this welcome and motivated. A TRULY embarrassing amount of my work's just been fueled by "oh Snap's gonna wanna see that," and of course that circle's expanded since then, but it probably wouldn't have had I not met stream chat through you, aaaaaand if I'm honest you're still up there... lol...

It's always, always a highlight of my day to see your your work, your posts, and your responses, whether they're to me or to others, and it's always a highlight of my week to be able to make it to streams! You're a huge inspiration for me, particularly in terms of your work ethic across the board. I always come out of streams energized and feeling like I can actually finish things, and usually this is hubris, but it's gotta count for something.

Not to be dramatic, but you kinda changed my life, no exaggeration. I still really can't see myself the way I was two or three years ago not just calling it quits after some of my Gaiden experiences... lol... but I'm still around, and like always, I wanna be able to write in and interact as much as I used to sometime soon. Thanks for everything! I hope RGGS continues to deliver so we can stay in touch :3

i cant thank YOOOOU enough for the past Xsome months or so. feelins ABSOLUTELY mutual in that i wasnt sure anyone else would really be into talkin bout rgg as you and i have (or would be willing to read my. miles-long scrolls of bullshit LMAO) so it's been real fun gettin to know you an everyone and chattin !!

most bafflin thin to ever to think i have good work ethic, i feel like ive been behind everyone for the past couple weeks and even with the things i do make it's really not up to snuff. it's always nice to hear that's not supposedly exactly the case :) I Suppose :^)

rgg community (like any community lbr) can be. An Experience, esp for someone with a position like yours. so im glad i can make it worth to hang around somewhat LOL

regardless, i always look forward to you next ask or the next time you leave tags on a post i make. if i ever bother making a post again ☠️☠️

#fave #snap chats #I DID SIT ON THIS ALL DAY OOPS #i got a bit busy with some stuff...... also i always try my best to write a sufficient response cause ill feel bad if i dont </3 #mad funny youre stoked for me to see stuff And I Am Always Stoked To See Stuff cause i got a similar sentiment towards you #i mean i TRYYYY not to get too in my head bout it since then i get paranoid but i always do hope on the downlow like #'ah man. hope this is funny. hope masu likes it. hope im shot for this one' VERY NORMAL things to want :)#so funny tho. funny timin of this ask i feel like ive been disappointin people an particularly yous #which 'snap that doesnt make sense please be happy with yourself for three seconds' which. NO?? no. impossible #but i do get worried im disappointing or being too annoying or yk. just being a pest or not being adequate #so it's fun/ny gettin this ask today all that considered LOL #I MEAN I KNOW EVERYONE BEEN NICE THE PAST DAY OR SO YK SO NO REASON TO THINK IT #i cant avoid thinkin a it... my number one bully is myself he Will Not leave me alone no matter how hard i try to complain to the board #the board also bein myself. i cant excommunicate myself from myself--#REGARDLESS. very cool that i give you motivation :) esp after streams :)#every time i finish a stream i feel like i made an ass out of myself. ALWAYS HAVE FUN. but i feel at the cost of bein obnoxious #tho i guess theres no point stayin round if i was. lest its like Last Resort kinda deal then TRULY i am sorry im The Last Resort #ILL STOP WHINING FOR FIVE SECONDS TO SAY thank you :) for everythin :) both just chattin with me an all the work you do for the community #it truly is a lot and indescribable and its very cool i have someone like that who likes what i do. you do be the beyonce in walmart to me #to reference that post i rb'd last night LOL its still hard for me to understand but ig i dont have to understand it #i think i mentioned this before but i remember when id draw for persona (cringe ik) id mostly draw adachi (this is relevant Trust)#and this one mate one day was just 'snap its really nice how much. love you bring to the adachi community'#which is a hilarious thing to say since adachi sucks but POINT IS im glad i. i THINK im kinda doing the same thing now still #thats the consensus ive gotten the past couple asks.. lol.. its nice bringin people together and havin a fun and welcomin space :)#ILL WRAP IT UP HERE THO before i make people throw up. i kept this ask hoarded long nuff.. ill just hoard it in my chest cavity instead #once more thank you forever and always :) when we inevitability branch off to other things i'll always treasure all you've done for me

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denkryn · 1 year

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I just love making silly little instrumental songs on garage band for no reason other than I love playing the guitar (shoddily) and I love making music that repeats I love hearing a nice riff again and again. I will hear it AGAIN. I also love writing my favorite characters living their lives in fanfiction or creating a new world for my own book. I love seeing a new world, a new scene, a new person in my mind be fleshed out in words. I love having a record of these sights, these thoughts that have only ever existed in my mind. I love these characters. I love them as I love a friend. A family member. A person. And I love drawing with absolutely poor technique just because I loved the image so much I had to spend more time with it. I love giffing specific scenes for the sole reason that I enjoyed that. I just really enjoyed that. And I would like to see it over and over again. I just love making art for me. Just because. It’s so giving. On its own. And I love it very much.

#had to put this somewhere #nothing fulfills me quite like creating something #it’s like yeah man #this is my purpose #this is what gives me life #this is what life should feel like #indescribable fulfillment and joy #txt

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drowsyscatterbrain · 1 year

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*currently writhing on the ground, rabid foam coming out from mouth caused by how much my brain is thinking about that certain elvis looking puppet*