#this is 100% me just venting and ranting
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well since today is apparently a RANT POST kind of day, im gonna type up some thoughts ive had on vanitas ive wanted to get out of my system (i dont like him)
i realize expending energy on smth negative doesnt help anyone, but its the sort of thing ive had eating at my brain, and im hoping writing it down will allow me to stop thinking about it so much lol (luv having ocd alongside being autistic)
i do not understand the love for vanitas. i really dont.
and im not talking about fans who like him bc hes edgy sora. theyre villain fuckers. i get that.
i mean i dont understand how many people legitimately think hes a sympathetic character with more depth than just, like, being an asshole.
and before anyone says anything, yes, i know the bbs novel goes into his backstory, and makes it really tragic.
but kh3 did absolutely no job whatsover of incorporating any of that into his scenes in the game. he just comes off as the same big asshole that caused nothing but pain and suffering for the wayfinder trio in bbs
like all of the members of the real organization had some sort of redeeming moment before they died again, except for him. to me it felt like he just flipped off ven and sora and went, ‘haha fuck you guys i LOVE being darkness and i LOVE being evil see yall fucking later’, even as sora was trying to reach out to him
(yes i realize theres smth involving the translation of this scene, but im just gonna go off the english dub rn)
and. it sounds really petty. and a sign i might take shipping too seriously.
but i keep thinking about this shit because tumblr keeps recommending an artist on here that draws so/vani + vani/ku + so/ri/vani
and i cannot wrap my mind around those ships at ALL
even besides vanitas having soras face, why in gods name would a pure, sweet, innocent boy like him want to date just. the biggest douchebag??
and riku??? the one desperately in love with sora???? THAT riku??? dating a boy who looks like sora but is the exact opposite of him in terms of personality???????
its like. doing a disservice to both of their characters to have them involved with him IMO. like why would they ever. theyre so much better than him. they DESERVE better.
again. i know its just shipping and i know ppl are having fun. i recognize theyre not hurting anyone. and they often make up aus specifically to fit their ships. but i just.
i do not get it, man. vanitas sucks.
(its worth mentioning i am bitter also bc i always see ppl call xion [my fav female character and like second or third fav character overall] the most pointless/shoehorned character in kh. and i just wanna be like. excuse me, have you SEEN vanitas???)
#this is 100% me just venting and ranting#just let me have this okay#honestly i just get uncomfortable seeing anyone besides sora shipped with riku at this point lmao#which is silly i know but. brain do that
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I see the way some users brush aside Stranger Things' depictions of autism/openly decry it as less important/impactful than other forms of representation (or just miss the representation entirely because it doesn't fit their narrow definition of what autism is "supposed" to look like), and frankly it's...Egh.
Watching people say there's zero substance in a show that has So Much Substance for autists like me, who are represented quite thoughtfully and meaningfully...but in ways that people love to brush off or straight up ignore is, well, less than fun and painfully reminiscent of how we're treated in real life. We can acknowledge that a show is majorly lacking in its nuance in multiple areas while not discrediting the substance that means so much to other groups. We can multitask.
And I'm not going to express the full extent of my grievances here and now because a) it's not the time, and b) I know I'll get called sensitive (just like Will is sensitive, and Henry is sensitive, and--oh) if I talk too much about it anyway.
So really this post here is all I want to say about it right now.
But just know that I see it, and that like a video game narrator might say: James will remember this.
#and there are many of you that i love dearly#but whom i know i can only love dearly while 100% masked#there are some of you whom i love but who are wholly unsafe to be around in a way that's 100% authentic#i am *always* performing some degree of allistic existence on this account#while fighting tooth and nail to get people to realize that the boy they call a 'psychopath' is painfully similar to *me* when#*i* was his age. there are many of you whom i love dearly but who i know would have called me a freak as a child [shrug] that's just#how it is being autistic in a way that isn't uwu cutesy childish hand flapping bunny hat whatever#anyway i said this was all i was going to say and it is#personal#fandom rant#vent#stranger things
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PSA: If you post bsd x reader content that explicitly describes the reader as female (esp. smut) and you DON’T mark it as:
fem reader / fem!reader
f!reader
female reader
or anything like that
I AM STEALING YOUR FUCKING KNEECAPS
Pls god I’ve put every warning I can think of in the tag and content filters but some people just straight up don’t mention it and suddenly “breast” “princess” “girl” etc and I recoil into myself like a snail who just got its eyes poked.
(This goes for any x reader content tbh, I just mention bsd in particular because that’s where I’ve had the most issue.)
Remember: female is not the default!!
#this has been a psa#I was gonna start blocking people over it but then it occurred to me that maybe people just don’t know#you can send me asks if you want to ask any questions#unfortunately this is a side blog so I can’t reply to comments#but I’m 100% down to clarify any part of this!!#rant#x reader#bsd x reader#bsd x y/n#bsd x you#dysphoria vent#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs
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why do ppl always assume i wanna RP 💀 do i look RP-able or
#its actually CRAZY how many times this has happened#we will be havinga normal ass conversation then suddenly theyre like *pokes ur sides* and im like 🧍🏽♀️#ngas straight up just dont ask for consent or permission and its wild lmao#anyways with all this said#I DO NOT RP 🗣️#i dont care if ive known you for 100 years or just 1 min#i. do not. rp.#so do not send me messages trying to 'fluster' me or get me to react a certain way. i will EMBARRASS you.#the next motherfucker that tries me is getting blocked and THEN imma tell all ur friends that u dont care about consent or boundaries 😇#TIGHTEN THE FUCK UP#and that's my rant for the day#vent post
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The fastest way to make me bristle is by a non-USA person saying something like “I just learned that America is in it’s 7th stage of genocide from an optional course in my Canadian high school. And our education system is sooooo much better than America’s, don’t know if you learned about that. So let me explain it to you!”
Like… hon. Could you be any more condescending and out of touch with day to day American life? Your overwhelming vision of the USA might be a bunch of entitled, white, ignorant fucks, but that doesn’t make it so. BIPOC have known this shit. Queer people have known this shit. Working class people have known this shit. Disabled people have known this shit!
America is heavily manipulated by propaganda and political theater. Yes, our public systems like education and transit are severely controlled and underfunded. (Most importantly, they’re inequitably underfunded and controlled by region. Either because of regional poverty or regional political dominance.) Yes that has consequences. But it doesn’t mean everyone (or even a majority) is universally uneducated, salivating for individualism, and unaware of our predicament. And I’m not even gonna go into the impact of the internet on our ability to access knowledge and community (for better or for worse).
I saw a post on here awhile ago that said most foreign hot takes about the US boil down to an ignorance about how classism, racism, and corporate greed impact the very core of our existence. Y’all need to stop falling for American propaganda too.
#almost 100% of the time if you’re shitting on america you’re shitting on populations of our people who have been completely fucked over#and also i wanna say i (in an average suburban public school) did learn about this#i could rant about everything those teachers taught me that went far outside their state mandated curriculum#they taught me to think critically and analyze the motivations of sources#they taught me that my world will be small if i don’t broaden in intake of art and experiences#they taught me to problem solve and collaborate#and yes they taught me that america is FUCKED#and all while getting severely underpaid and under appreciated and then shit on by everyone#this was all triggered by some canadian teen on tiktok makin a video about how she just learned about the stages of genocide in america#and i know she’s just shocked and wants to help#but i’m tired#vent#h#also this is my thousandth plea to tumblr staff to let us edit typos in tags on mobile
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Incredibly pissed off wondering if i should sleep or video game
#rye rants#vent#if my body doesnt decide for me <- running on fumes fr#slept a grand total of. an involuntary 2 hour nap in the past 3 days#talking to the communications professor ab palestinian lives was a level of frustrating i thought only possible when talking to my dad#no but why does he argue so much like my dad (smnth smnth. superiority complex in middle age men in positions of power over you)#like my brother in christ you come to a student giving out 100 god damn zines that they researched made printed cut and folded#in support of palestine holding a god damn visualizer of murdered palestinians#and you think??? I'd listen??? to you?? about israel????#like girl! huff and walk away like the god damn clown you are#I've made it Perfectly clear multiple times that i give respect to those who haven't lost it and god damn#you lost it the second you opened your mouth with 'well but'#like#I've made it perfectly clear im ready to drop out of this fucking shitty university for its support of 'israel'#you think i wouldn't talk shit to your face?#even if i did want to stay I'd still talk shit#i am very clear about what i think and feel#if you couldn't tell i wasn't budging from my stance than that's fully on you#just. god.#even beyond that#seeing ppl walk out of that room was so. incredibly disheartening#im going to. try and see what i can do to continue raising awareness regarding palestine#already been putting up posters without permission but just. argh#i Know so many ppl here are in support of Palestine but its also just feels so#frustrating like#<- they live in a bubble/echo chamber with friends who share their thoughts regarding matters and can never#fully prepare themselves for when they walk out of said bubble#i feel physically sick staying in the school building for too long professor allowed me to take the last of this semester's classes#which im glad for but just. god god. this fucking world we live in fr#from the river to the sea palestine will be free
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literally why am i a perfectionist i actually really dont give a shit
#⚠️#personal#''this drawing sucks everyones going to notice the eye isnt in the exact right spot'' both you and i know we dont fucking care#vent#rant#genuinely cant put into words how much this shit frustrates me#like everytime i draw i just have this stupid little critic in the back of my mind thats like ''this looks like shit you should just quit''#and it drives me crazy#like genuinely shut up#i think all those years on art youtube has just ruined my motivation#like all those art roast videos all those ''DONT DO THIS YOU ARE KILLING YOUR ART'' videos#i think i should just go frolic in a field i think that would fix me#like some of the guys making these kinds of videos are professional artists which just makes it worse for me#cause like i wanna be a professional someday and like having that fear in my mind that they might all look at my art and tear it to shreds#for not being perfect or something just feels so demotivating#like ik its irrational like 100% they would not do that but idk im tired of how harsh art spaces online are#maybe its just the spaces ive been in but from the ones ive been in theyre just so harsh and for what#i genuinely dont get the motivation behind it#what is saying ''dont do this its killing your art'' or ''roasting'' other peoples art doing for anyone#who is that helping#god i have to be up at 9 and its nearly 3 am but like god i need to rant about this just to get it out of my system#ik the whole ''DO NOT DO THIS'' thing probably gets you a lot more views than being like ''how to draw facial expressions'' or whatever#but like still who is that helping#idk maybe its all my years of being told not to do things without a reason why that makes me feel this way but it bothers me#i just worry for younger artists who are growing up on art youtube or are on art tiktok#idk if any of this made sense i cant be bothered reading back through it but i just have a lot of built up frustration towards the more i#guess ''mainstream'' (idk if thats the right word) parts of the art community#honestly idk why im so worried about professional artists who title their videos like ''DONT FUCKING DO THIS OR YOU WILL DIE''#judging my art#i hit the tag limit yippee. if i have more that i think to say ill just add them in a reblog
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I’m a bit behind on asks rn shcool is just a lot rn and I didn’t have time on the weekend to catch up so it might take a bit longer then usal! Im Not ingoring anyone I just don’t wanna burn myself out!!! I will get to them by the end of the week.
#mommyclan#ooc#I mean like#by Sundayish#100% just wanna make sure people know im not annoyed by them I just have to get some shcool shit in by the end of the grading period or#bad boy grades and that’s kinda draining#I don’t wanna turn this into a shcool vent but you know#I also had to do adult things™️ like paperwork and getting ready to vote for the first time so yea#it’s not like hard but it did take a lot of effort becuz mailing things is dumb#plus I’ve got some longer content coming WAY down the line do I planned that out.#okay ima just rant about shcool#none of this is BAD inherently just time consuming#I am SLEEPY#I had a placement test today too#it was in math and I have a math related learning disability#also I didn’t actually end up sleeping last night.#also also I had to talk to my shcool counselor#which wasn’t BAD it was just a lot of information at once and made me more tired and stressed#about collage#my dumbass was like 10 mintues late to shcool because I fucking missed the BUS#also I found out my gpa is like 2.5 so I’m fucking doomed#this was all today btw#okay at this point this has just turned into me being like:man why am I so tired#and then me being like: oh yeah because today sucked#turns out cause and effect exists#okay sorry I just needed to get that out of my system#on a brighter note I made a new oc#might see a bit of her on my main idk their for an rp
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Currently resisting the urge to blackmail my father into therapy
#At this point I’ve almost said “well if you don’t talk about your Jehovah’s Witness trauma with someone; I will#because yours is directly related to mine due to having vented on me about it since I was six”#I’ve almost said it ten times within the past hour#exjw#And this is the congregation he thought was our family’s eternal salvation from my apostacy. Ha!#“Jehovah is guiding us here” Jehovah didn’t do shit for you except give you PTSD-induced gout and kidney stones; come off it#Get out of her my people#I’m not even sorry for him. What the elders said to him wasn’t his fault; but he 100% got himself into this mess#for my benefit (to strike the fear of god into his disgusting homosexual sinning boygirl daughter with raging hormones)#And his homophobic rant he went on… please just call me a faggot#I’m having it out with him before I go for no other reason but my own satisfaction#ex cult#”I can’t talk to a worldly therapist because they won’t want to worship Jehovah when someone preaches to them”#Why — pray tell — will they react in that way? Because it’s a cult#Cult: spelled “C-U-L-T.” You didn’t listen to the content of my diaries (which you read against my will) and now you’re suffering#Play stupid games win stupid prizes#He’s the most traumatized out of the two of us as a direct result of him trying to “fix” me…#also because I don’t keep touching a hot stove after it burns me. JWs are a toxic cult; so I no longer believe them#My mental health is better as a result#I have worldly comfort media and I swear liberally (which is proven to soothe physical pain)#I’ve accepted myself as queer. I’ve accepted my dark tastes in music and media.#I’ve started doing something with my life to get out ASAP.#Life isn’t good but it’s gotten better once I changed my mindset and stopped being a close-minded homophobic asshole#Just because a couple gay guys were creepy towards you doesn’t mean they’re all like that#Straight guys have been creepy towards me and I never said I wished death upon all straight men#A creep is a creep is a creep; sexuality doesn’t make you a creep — being creepy makes you a creep
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Currently undergoing the government randomly fucking with my money and the internet may get cut off today and along with my phone 🙃
#the government fucked me over with no explanation#and I’ve been up since 4 panicking#and it’s looking like I can’t fix thsi#so I won’t be around for a few days if this happens#so if I disappear that’s why#( ooc // boy meets world : sasha )#I also haven’t eaten properly in 3 days but that’s whatever#because we cannot afford to because of this mess#vent cw#ignore this I just need to rant because my anxiety is at 100 rn and I keep crying bc I don’t#know what the fuck is going on
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When you see a post that says something that really needs to be said but it's so aggressive you don't feel right reblogging it 😔
#it was about the gerudo outfit in botw#i 100% agree we as a community need to stop encouraging the harmful stereotype it represents#but when i first encountered that issue the (understandable) aggression about it made me scared to even touch it#i dont want to expose that way of thinking to someone new without also giving them the tools to understand it#this is absolutely nobody's fault and i am not blaming the person who wrote that post or anyone who reblogged it#im just ranting in the tags feel free to ignore me#vent#lassie vents
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i think being in a codependent relationship and also growing up basically leading multiple different lives and constantly having to lie to those around me fucked me up dkdhkdhdkd
#my perspective on relationships is completely screwed kdjdkddmd#i think people not being 100% attached to me and reliant on me at all times means our relationship is falling apart#and im pretty sure ive picked up some manipulative tendencies from the whole. lying for a majority of my life thing dkjdkdndm#it also doesnt help that a majority of my memory revolves around my trauma#so i don’t remember who i was when i had healthy relationships and before i had to lie to protect myself#idk#just something ive been thinking abt today#i need to go back to school so i can talk to my psychologist mdhdkjd#remi rants#vent
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aw jeez thanks youtube for giving me a mobile notification with a huge owl house spoiler thumbnail attached from an account i do not follow with a topic i purposefully avoid 🙃
#vent#i am seriously pissed holy shit#I JUST WENT ON A RANT ABT THIS SHIT IN MY LAST POSTS TAGS#im fuckin aAIURURABARABRAKBARKBAKRBAKRBAKRB#i had notifs turned on for shit i want to see WHO IS THIS PERSON#i literally tell yt not to recommend me owl house channels or videos all the fuckin time ARE YOU FR RN#i watch the 6 minute sneak peek twice and the app decides i am 100% interested in this topic and no longer want to avoid it 💀#im... kill
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are you sleepy all the time 💤😴
maybe 🤦🏻
#asks#usually its because im trying to stop myself from ranting in the tags so much#i probably should just make a separate vent account or whatever but like.somehow that is more embarassing than what im doing now#also i have zero friends (for reasons that are 100% a me problem)#i swear ive written these exact tags before its because nothing happens in my life everything repeats forever and ever until ** **** ******
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I'd never think I'd see the day where I'd vote against a Projmoon character but yea
hate that wwoman so muchhhh
#will delete later but if I don't expel my thoughts I'll explode#First of all I just think it's really funny how I didn't get that like. hivemind gene of players-#-who all love the feral/freak ladies in the game#I Don't like Carmen.#damn at least I like Daniil#I hate carmen so much#Also followers I need you to know how much of a clown circus it is for me to hate her because- name ok#Bro I sing- The Main 100/10 song in my range is the feckin vibe by the woman who Shares!! Her!! Name!!#BUT BRUH#Also ffs the TIE THINGS#You mean I've gotta fight her and some person helping her?? a person who means jack shit to me??#DAMN#ignore me ranting I'm just expelling nonsense on my Tumblrrr to Vent#damn fr I wish the narrative would kill her more often tbhhh
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Oh so I haven’t been faking it
#had to watch some Movie with my family and after less than 30 mins I had broken skin on my finger and was still picking#couldn’t look at the tv bc it was too loud and too bright and my sister was eating carrots right next to me and my mom was flipping through#a book on the other side of the room and my dad was breathing too loud and my brother was scratching and his skin is so dry#and my finger was bleeding and my head hurt and my clothes were too Clothes and it was just a lot#so now I get to go to my room and stay here until the Girl Trip tomorrow :/ which. we’re going to an antique shop so I have to go but it’s#also a Girl Trip and we’re driving my car but I won’t be driving and will 100% be in the back so I’ll get carsick and have to listen to my#mom and sister talk about whatever the fuck they want to talk about and I really don’t wanna fucking do it bc they’ll judge me for what I#spend my money on and I’ll have to eat somewhere New and that’s gonna be Hard#so it’s just a lot huh#sorry for the rant I didn’t know it was bothering me that much#tw rant#tw vent#tw family#em rambles#ask to tag
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