happy valentines! here’s this old susahao :)

I like fans

"forgive and forget" wrong. lightning bolt

OH HIGHKEY FORGOT ABT THIS but i was totally in the process of making a Bite The Hand animatic(??) of shadowpeach and idk if i should finish it?

My brain be jumping from shit way to fast so I have a LOT of lmk wips for me to swing back to when that particular fix comes meandering back around my block like a super super sexy prostitute that I welcome back into my house only for them to leave after taking all my time and money and me promising that I can treat you right bb…

Anyways. Bite the Hand Shadowpeach. Interested or should i let it rot?

k, m, n, t for pd and/or suck!!! >:33333

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

-> you know i gotta say wiwi. i have to. that character was Made For Me i swear to GOD . genuinely i cannot think about prime defenders season 2 episode 39 without feeling physically sick bc i love it so much. its the only one i havent relistened to since i heard it the first time. i KNOW its gonna make me cry again so i genuienly have not touched it even though theres things in there i need to hear again for character research. his arc is so like. narratively satisfying in a way that hits me so fucking deep to my core in an extremely personal way. and like. there were definitely some Decisions that i was REALLY ANNOYING about hating when they were brought up because im used to media with bad storytelling/creators that do not care about their characters but. looking back on it i would not change a single thing about it. i love you wiwi so much.

-> FOR SUCK.... its not over yet. so i cannot definitively say. campaign finale comes out tomorrow so my answer may change depending on that but for right now i think i gotta say arthur. i joke a lot about hating arthur for no real reason in particular but. man his story is just REALLY good. not going 2 give you suck spoilers (hehe) but i also really like how shilo has grown through the campaign. hes my little guy :]

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

-> TIDE. TIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIDE TIDE TIDE I LOVE TIDE SO MUCH. thats my dad thats my best friend i love tide so much dude. every time he is mentioned or on screen i am just like :D HI TIDE I LOVE YOU TIDE

-> grefgore :] light of my life this is how i feel anytime i think about grefgore

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

-> CHARACTER STUDIES. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I LIKE A GOOD SHIPPING FIC AS MUCH AS THE NEXT GUY BUT PLEASE GOD WRITE THEM IN CHARACTER. EXPLORE THEIR THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS AND WHY THEY MAKE CERTAIN DECISIONS THE WAY THEY DO. this doesnt even go for just pd and suck this is like. true for every single fandom ive ever fucking been in. do you know how hard it is to find character studies in the danny phantom tag on ao3. nobody has even fucking watched the show how are they going to write character studies they just want (<< i cannot legally finish this sentence without getting in so much trouble) I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING MY FUCKING SELF AROUND HERE. ALL I EVER WRITE ARE CHARACTER STUDIES BC THATS THE WAY I THINK ABOUT CHARACTERS. I LOVE THEIR MOTIVATIONS I LOVE TO GET INSIDE THEIR BRAINS LIKE A LITTLE PARASITE AND IT IS ALWAYS SURPRISING TO ME WHEN OTHER PEOPLE DO NOT THINK LIKE THIS. (edit im just now reading through this and realized the question says three things. i did not process that. my three things are all more character studies please)

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

-> oh dude i have so many hmmmmmmm how to choose just one. i have a LOT of feelings about wiwis original death and i might write something about that when i can get over my shrimp emotions about him. dakota cole audhd truther but that ones pretty much canon anyway so i dont think it counts. vyncent and his relationship with growing up in fantasy world and then being thrown into prime and how he adjusted to that. I think he really lies shitty syfy channel type horror movies that are so stupidly bad. and also plays a lot of video games but again i think thats mostly canon already. i think tide listens to dad rock but also like. ocean man by ween. you already know about my william and ashe being each others emotional support at concerts. i think william and ashe should hang out and do emo kid things more. i also have a lot of feelings about ashe and coping with the crippling loneliness of basically growing up alone and how the pd becoming like INSTANT best friends was so much for him in sooo many ways. you already know how i feel about mark i am in the middle of dissecting him like im in a high school biology class as we speak. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know im gonna think of something really good after i hit the post button so stay tuned

Maaaaaaaaaaaan, come on.

(the post has ended up in the tags btw. I am not changing this and I need you to understand that it is just me talking to myself semi-publicly)

Fic snippet? Fic snippet.

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2. Ricardo

He'd met Ricardo in a dark Juarez alleyway with $25 USD in hand, a stomach full of Old Rose whiskey, and the hope that something, anything, could help quell the ache in his chest from when cruel reality had dealt a mortal blow over fifteen hours earlier. 

Ricardo had met him back with a nod, a pull towards a lousy backroom just down the road, and a body that seemed to promise to do just that.

Jack had cried like a baby afterwards. He felt all sorts of awful inside for stepping out on the man he had been stepping out on his wife with, for wanting that man the way the characters in Bobby's fairytales wanted happy endings, for needing the feel of hard cock in him like he needed the oxygen in his lungs, for all the broken dreams he left scattered along the highways of four different states and two different countries, and for ever having signed up for a second stint up on Brokeback Mountain in the first place. 

Ricardo had simply held Jack against his chest, stroking his hair and pressing soft kisses into his tear-tracked cheeks. He had seen his fair share of broken men before, had known his own share of broken hearts to understand that nothing could be done to fix the hurt. In lieu of trying, Ricardo flipped their positions and pulled Jack up into a hot kiss, then settled back into the space between his legs to continue administering all that his $25 USD had bought for the night.

Perhaps there was no fixing to be done, the two of them thought, but at least this could help to ease the cowboy's heavy lonesome, even if just for a moment. 

Later, business trips out in West Texas were punctuated with a south-of-the-border trip of Jack's own affairs, always with the tantalizing thought of a night with Ricardo on his mind. Sometimes, when life decided to throw him a bone, Jack had even gotten what he'd wished for. Most of the time, though, he was left feeling as empty as ever.

the end is near yuta lovers…pomegranate ink is almost finished

Somebody got a good card!

Bonus points if you recognize what Trish’s outfit is from :)

Wanna draw Alec's sister, Ely and her future partner (future partner, cuz they haven't entered my brain enough for me to think up some more scenarios for em) Cressida for the week cuz lesbians!

guess who this is (hard mode)

i just imagine that tommy is the actual chillest adult in jackson who is constantly busting the teens for smoking weed, but it's just so he can let them know that it reeks and they're about to give the entire town a contact high. they always offer him a joint, and he's like, "uh yeah no i don't want your shitty weed, thanks though."

Having a normal moment at 1am (drawing cover ideas for eo doujins that will (probably) never exist)

Hello System Shock fandom, I will return after Finals this week I swear. My brain has been system shocking as of late and I’ve got some drawings in mind, but (sadly) I gotta focus on Finals first.

In the meantime have a wip drawing of the one and only Dr. Marie Delacroix!! she was 10 steps ahead into the future and her predict game was strong af but nobody but a hand full of people listened to her which must have been so frustrating on her end tbh.

so apparently in order to "finish" my "wips" I have to "work" on them. it's in the name or something

falling asleep tucked up against Guz's chest while he plays some video game or other,,, and he's so happy that he gets to have me in his lap while he games, and he feels so content with the world in that moment,,,