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oughh i wanted to do a cute laishuro take on the blu ray extras (what if laios had been eaten instead) but lets be honest. they absolutely would not have made it as far without laios
#they wouldve died. badly.#unfortunately ive lost the link saw it on twitter but i think laios gets knocked unconscious and imagines that it had been him that got ate#and not falin. and falin is the only one to advocate for them going back#but no one wants to go along with her presumably because they dont care for laios that much#(or at least this is laios' perception as this is just his imagination)#but also because she doesnt know as much about monsters and couldnt come up with a good argument for going back in#<- didnt know about prolonged digestion in red dragons and marcille assumed the interval was the same as in humans (1-3 days)#BUT...................... when everyone leaves falin turns back and goes in herself. and laios realises that shes always been that sort#of person and theres no point in ruminating over what could have been.#now. i want to believe that had they known falin would turn back without them. that at the very least shuro would have gone in with her.#theres no way he would have let her go on her own. and frankly i dont think he would have assembled his retainers#to go save laios rip...#marcille would have gone if she had known falin would turn back. and honestly i think she mightve known her well enough to guess this irl#anyways what i was GOING to say was maybe as they venture thru the dungeon shuro gets to learn more about laios thru falins view#maybe they get to know each other more and he opens up more about how he thinks of laios and like. falin is able to explain more about him#diffuse tension and give him a better understanding. like yeah hes still annoyed at him but he has a better view of how laios is#they get close and become better friends but maybe it also helps falin make up her mind and let him down gently............................#and maybe they go and save laios but the dragon thing still happens to him#and its again a 'you felt like that all along??' situation irt him wanting to be a monster but it turns out ok and they (laishuro)#open up to one another in the end.........................#but. again im gonna be real. they would not have made it that far LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO laios the goat for real
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too lazy to download the screenshots since no one gives a shit anyway but when you sit at varl's grave and the prompt to get up only says 'farewell'......now tell me why do i cry every time i see it...
#i genuinely. miss him. so bad.#i wouldve liked to make the zeniths suffer more so badly. i wouldve wanted to keep erik alive so he KNOWS what hes dying for#ahhh.....he was just my best friend. aloy has never had better interactions with anyone#the only other character that gets close to it (for me) is kotallo#though its all platonic for me (i have nawt played burning shores either)#in my perfect fantasy varl is alive....i know death can sometimes be meaningless but god. i miss him.#omg if theres a next game. i wonder if zo would already have had her child. i think theyd HAVE to do that right.? lol#i reaaaally hope we can go back to the nora sacred lands in the next game though. i...want to tell sona.#that the only other child she has left. also died. and now she has no one. i...mm. ok. im making myself cry now#mana talks#horizon forbidden west spoilers#hfw spoilers
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Playing a bw soullocke with the bestie rn and I found a shiny patrat and within 30 minutes it was dead
#rangnar rambles#for non pokemon people: a nuzlocke involves you using only the first pokemon you encounter in an area#and then if that pokemon faints its dead forever#a soullocke is a 2 player version where every encountered pokemon is linked (their route 1 pokemon and my route 1 pokemon)#and if one of that pair dies both of them die#i had never encountered a shiny pokemon for 11 years until last month#in which i have now encountered 5 at full odds (1 in about 4000)#i am god and i am destined to become a shuny hunter#we are doing sooooo badly rn#we have 2 mons on the team rn 💀#theyve never played this game before. we both suck at playing properly. i have brought a curse of 10000 patrat down upon us#yknow. tuesday stuff#black and white arent easy either 💀 i dont know why we decided we could do this#ill keep you updated 😭😭#it probably wouldve been better if id swept to lenora and wed had to restart. alas. we ball
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fun times <3333
#this room was insane. but it was fun ngl#cassius has died. badly#<- the story of every other fight. squishy ass warlock who refuses to get better armor bc he wants to look pretty#i wish this also captured that the pool of blood is unstable blood. wouldve been even funnier#bg3#tw blood
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#diary#personal#drugs tw#disordered eating#suicidal ideation#self harm#hahahaha. ive been reading a fun novel today and its making me think im a little more than just warped lmao#well. not just this really. sometimes i just sorta... have my vision messed with by the things i consume. i feel completely different#and not in a good way. tho its not bad either. im just more cold. more callous. less feeling. i dont mind much tbh#its not like im that good of a person to begin with. hahaha. either way im officially (unfortunately) 100% sober now! whoo!!!#ha. god i wanted to pop another so badly today. i was just enjoying reading too much to really bother tbh.#idk. i wouldve liked to but i have to work tomorrow... and i dont want to develop a habit of working while intoxicated. haaah. too bad.#i feel like im sorta standing on the precipice rn... like. if i go too far ill become addicted or destroy myself or something terrible#hm. but in order for me to care more id have to find something worth being clean for....#really the only thing i care about rn is my bunny. well. not really. but. i think id like to stay mostly sober for him at least.#i should always spend a certain amount of time with him. and me being high isnt something i want to use to squander my time away from him#hes really important to me tbh. i dont know how ill manage when he dies one day. haha. ive actually restructured my life around him a bit.#...me getting him while i was depressed surprisingly is doing something for me now. im glad hes my friend.#he really is the most imortant thing in the world to me. id be willing to change a lot of my bad behaviours for him ig.#haaah. but anyways im not as depressed as yesterday. still kinda sorta tho lmao. just not as extreme thinking ig?#thats the only difference between the intoxicated and sober me. im somehow generally more rational while sober.#though not by much lmao. oh also funnily enough i had a funny thought today.#i was reading something. i dont rememeber what exactly. but it mentioned food. and i actually said it out loud that-#i shouldnt eat so much. hahaha. what is that? what fucked up shit is that that i said? hahaha.#god im fucked up beyond recognition. hah. not that i care one way or another. my body my choice am i right hah.#idk. i was thinking to myself that while i didnt want to hurt myself its not so bad if i do.#so long as i dont seriously hurt myself on accident i dont care. idk. like i still only truely work a few days a week. so it doesnt matter#i dont mind doing my other private work while injured. its just the public i fear.#hah. i wonder what my psychologist will think when i see one. hahaha. id be put in a hospital really if they saw all this.#but idk. a lot of my emotions stem from other things. like getting burned out and tired or triggered or whatever.
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finishing high school this year is so fucked like are you kidding me. this is my third high school year affected by covid-19, then there's a category 5 hurricane that rips my town to absolute shreds and i live with family for 6 months and go absolutely insane, move to a rental, and now this is my last week of highschool. still can't fucking drive, and now i only talk to one person because im too scared to talk to the rest of the people i used to be really close with because i literally had an episode that lasted probably a month in total. and now im just, supposed to be done? im supposed to be normal about this? are you kidding me?
#DO NOT INTERACT WITH THIS POST IF YOU ARE NOT A MUTUAL ISTG#like i cant fucking believe that this is just happening like this. what the fuck#if you told 11th grade me all this i wouldve died on the spot. i would have genuinely lost all hope for myself hearing#about me leavinf the discord server because i was afraid i was losing my value and thought i was genuinely the worst fucking person#anyways i guess im fucking? done with high school.#im scraping through the last few days and then my AP english exam and then i graduate#i wish i could talk to my friends about this. i miss them. i miss them being excited for me and feeling like i was loved.#i know my mom loves me i know my family loves me but thats whos 'supposed' to love you its different with friendships#i dont want to ask directly im too scared that i wont be let back in or when i get back in im going to fuck up again#i just. i hate that i fucked up so badly. i hate myself for it. ive been basically grieveing the fact that i will never be as stable#as i truly want to be for long enough to feel like im slipping through life without reason#idk. gonna do my homework and maybe listen to music and sleep#vent
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Can i please When you cheating on Adam with Lucifer
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Summary: you were an angel made to wed Adam the day he arrived in heaven. But after cheating on him with none other than Lucifer himself, the once stable pillars of your mind and functions all seemed to topple.
A/N: the ask wasn't TOO specific, so I'll go nuts on this one babes. content warning for- implied shagging. I had fun with this. Hope you enjoy it! Tysm for the asks babes💕
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You sat at the counter in your shared space with Adam, your hands tightly folded together, and your eyes focused on nothing in particular. It had only been a week since a meeting was held with Lucifer, the king of hell himself, and you were set to take Adams' place.
The 'king' wasn't nearly as intimidating as many stories would hold you to believe. It was a pleasant surprise. He was clean, polite, rather sweet. Though of course, he held a rather tense, uncomfortable atmosphere within your angelic presence. Regardless, one thing led to another, and-
You cheated on your husband.
With the same man both his past wives had cheated on him for.
You groaned, your hands tightly gripped fistfuls of your hair, tugging it in frustration. How could you be so foolish? So careless? How could you do that to your husband? How could you do such an awful, wretched thing,, yet crave the demon again. Something about Lucifers gentle touches stirred something deep within you, a burning heat, a passion.
One you felt when youd greeted Adam at the gates of heaven oh so long ago. One that flickered out and died in ti-
You slammed your fist against the counter, how could you even fathom such things? The guilt was crushing. It festered in you, made you tense and uncomfortable. You felt horrible. You were MADE to be Adams wife, for the rest of eternity. How could you fail at such a task-
No. It wasnt your fault, Adam had failed as a husband- always boasting and bragging, always picking at you like a god damn hyena, always pushing your buttons. No- nonono. You didnt mean it- or-
With a slam you were oh so rudely jerked from your thoughts, only now had you realized your palms were sweating. You looked to the source of the sound, only to see that Adam had just arrived home with a loud groan, wandering his way over to the sofa and practically throwing himself on it.
You stared for a moment, as if your usual greeting to him couldnt make it past your tongue. Before he spoke instead, peering up at you from the couch,
"You must be as fuckin' bummed as i am. Let me tell ya about this fuckin prick who thought-"
he began his usual rambles, you sighed quietly, what youd once admired and wouldve killed to listen to was now nothing but irritating to you.
He paused mid-sentence, as if had caught on to you not listening to a god damn thing he said. With that the other angel pulled himself off of the sofa lazily, briefly stretching his wings as he made his way to you, standing behind the bar stool you sat on, resting his chin on your shoulder softly,
"Or.. you could tell me how your day was, babe?" He suggested softly, looking to you with such tenderness.
This wasnt common for him- he mustve noticed something was bothering you.
As you stared down at the angel, your heart practically curled in on itself, a crashing wave of guilt consuming you yet again following adams tender gestures. You melted back against his touch, to which he responded to by raising both of his hands to rest on your shoulders, squeezing them gently.
You opened your mouth to speak, but you couldnt muster proper words, explanation. You wanted to tell him. You wanted to so badly, but you knew your entire life would crumble following it. So you couldnt, drawing back a bit before finally speaking in a shakey voice,
"It was.. stressful. Thats all, nothing special, just-" you paused as if short on words. "Just one of those days." You sighed, your eyes trailing back to the counter in silence.
Adam remained quiet for a moment, his form unmoving against you, before he nodded softly against your shoulder, tilting his head against yours.
".. i can make dinner tonight yknow-" he stuttered, apparently nervous now.
That put you on edge though- hed never offered to make dinner unless you were sick or working, mostly because he was dog shit at cooking and it was practically inedible. did he know? Was he trying to guilt it out of you?
You furrowed your brows in deep frustration, before huffing softly and rising from your seat to make something for the two of you to eat. He frowned softly, simply leaning against the stool you once sat in as he watched you.
"Anything.. on your mind?" He muttered, messing with his hands.
You tensed, peering over your shoulder at him, trying to find something, hurt? Some kind of anger? Yet you found none of which. Just your concerned husband. Seemingly.
You stumbled to the counter, leaning against it, your eyes fixed on the surface. "I,," you began, only to curse softly to yourself at your own lack of words.
"I fucked up."
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Gettin a bit long! Cutting it here! If anyone wants a continuation though just drop an ask! <33
-Mod cock
#adam hazbin hotel x reader#adam hazbin hotel#adam x f!reader#adam x reader#adam#adam x y/n#oooh drama#mod cock#fanfic
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Headcanons for Tokis childhood and deathcurse
TW:child abuse
Toki is an angel of death, not in the sense that he CAUSES death, but he is always around people when they dies because he is the angel that guides them to the afterlife. We can see this with Juliette in dethkids, his friend father dethlessons, his dad in dethdad and his cat in dethhealth. They were all sick and dying beforehand (cancer with the little girl and his dad and an unnamed illness with the friend father) Toki was just the angel that guided them to death. Even the cat had a “little bit of a cough” in the beginning of the episode, Toki just gave him its send off. How brutal a persons death is indicates if they go to heaven or hell, if they die peacfully, they go to heaven, if they die a slow and agnozing brutal death, well, you know…
Tokis parents were abusers. I hate the narrative that Tokis parents were justified in their abuse and torture of little Toki because they were simply trying to prevent his death curse when in reality, Toki lived in a cult and his parents were abusive, his parents would have abused and tortured him death curse or not.
However, I do believe the village and caught on to the fact that Toki was always suspiciously present when someone died. There were alot of deaths in the village, not because of Toki, but because they wouldve died anyway, the winters were very harsh and the commune was very cruel. Deaths plauged the village but now they had someone to blame it on. The village thusly ostracized Toki for suspicion that he may be the cause of the deaths, leading Toki with no one to surround himself but his parents. Toki rarely got to play with kids his own age as they quickly learned to stay away from the “cursed boy”, it was based partly in hatred, but more so in genuine religious fear that they had done something wrong and had pissed off the gods, who had now sent them a cursed child to pay for their sins. Toki now has to spend most of his free time at home doing chores instead of singing in the choir with the rest of the little boys.
This is oddly enough the only time his parents show true compassion and defend their son. Less because they actually care about him, more because claiming that they birthed a devil child is a direct insult to them and calls into question their own souls and associations with the devil. Little Toki is confused and untrustworthy of his parent’s reactions and internalizes the remarks and treatment (or lack thereof) from the village and wish his parents would punish him harder to cleanse his impure soul. His parents do treat him slightly worse when a member of the village dies, but they also comfort him and defend him from attacks, which confuses poor little Tokis mind even further. They do this because a small part of them believes that Toki is really a devil child, so he must be punished to keep him in check and to pay for his sins, but he also must be comforted and taken care of so that he doesn’t lash out at them and take their souls + they genuinely feel bad for him being isolated (its a cult, the worst thing for a member to face isnt abuse and torture, its isolation from the commune, they have very confusing morals) a big part of them is still convinced that Toki is a normal regular village child however, thusly they treat him how the rest of the village children are treated, which is very badly. (I still want to emphasize that this is a cult and his parents are still abusers, they still wouldve abused and tortured him just as harshly if he wasnt a demigod, and they dont abuse and torture him because hes a demigod, him being a demigod just changes *how* they specifically go about it, and because of the religous aspects of their cult, if they were fully convinced that Toki was a devil child and caused the deaths of the village members they would have just sacrificed him in the name of god.)
Adult Toki is quite the extrovert, which seems normal on the surface, but he is also extremely codependent and starts to loose it when he is isolated for extended periods of time, wether socially or physically, which leads to him trying to find companionship in *anyone* good OR bad if dethklok ignores him for too long. Like Rockso for example. He also blames himself for any type of social failing or isolation to an unhealthy degree. Now that Toki is an adult playing sinful music, spreading devilish messages and causing mass chaos and destruction with his band makes his parents fully convinced that he is the son of the devil and they wish that they had killed him when they had the chance. Now they are too scared to do so.
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What is your take on how The Cycle works in Rain World?
Because I was reading the most recent post of Sparrow and it said that she died and came back, but then in other post it said she reincarnated as someone else??? It left me a little bit confused
i gotchu, good fellow, doncha worry
(reminder to the lore nerds out there that this is Specifically my take on this with which i am Not tryin to stick to the canon lore with teeth n nails. this is my very own bog to trudge through)
SO in my for-the-serotonin take that we constantly poke at here, there are Actual Gods present (based off of the existence of the Void Worms, spun a lil more wildly outwards into world-building). they had been forgotten or forsaken by a lot of the population in favor of their little man-made gods aka the Iterators
the only places where the faith in them survives are the ones where the folk culture persists still. so Sparrows is technically a pagan! this whole eradication of the original local believes happened as a result of religious colonization of the whole world by a culture originating in The Wellspring. think what happened in Europe with pagan believes and christianity
this came to me when i realized how fuckin weird it is that the ENTIRE planet went through with the Mass Ascension. where's the cultural variety? Somebody would have resisted, somebody would have stayed- some branch of culture and belief would have looked at that n wouldve gone "are you stupid what the fuck, that's not how That spiritual aspect Works. get lost with that" because the religions just wouldn't match
either way- the existence of the Folk OG Gods is important to know, because this whole "die, but come back to life again the next day" kush was a gift from one of the Gods!!! one of them thought that it is unfair that a life should be cut so early, that an individual should lose all that they've developed in this life spontaneously, often because of things they couldn't even control. it was meant to be a mercy. a near bottomless bucket of second chances to pull from and keep trying living the best and happiest life one could possibly lead
The Wellspring Ancients with the belief that took gloobal control and then the Extremist of that religion however started propagating this blessing as a curse. so little haters syndrome
reincarnation as a different person happens when one is too young or too old
when kids die they don't come back as the same people because their etheric and astral bodies haven't been developed fully yet and are therefore not rooted in the smaller cycle of Respawning since they aren't whole yet
when elders die they don't come back as the same people because their energy for life at that point is largely depleted and they cannot hold on to the Respawn cycle, so to speak. so granda can bitch about the younglings on his lawn as much as he wants but he better fuckin stay indoors if he wants to stay past the Respawn expiration date
that's how reincarnation that we are familiar with in real life happens in RW! some things from past life still stay with them even into the next life. Sparrows' past life consisted of studying and fucking around with technology a lot, so when she was born as the person we know her as now, she was a techie prodigy
just like in actual Buddhism, person's karma at the end of their life determines where and as what they will be born. Sparrows sucked at the religion shit in the past life as well so she was born into lower, less comfy life than her previous one. and just like in actual Buddhism, an Ancient can be reborn as an animal or a plant if they sucked with their karma REALLY badly across multiple lives
#Spot says stuff#rw#rain world#sure ill throw it into the main tag for the fun#oc tag#stating again!!! this isnt meant to be canon lore complimenting!!!! dont lecture me on this im doin my own thing#i THINK that is all the thoughts i have to it currently -squints- if anythin u can ask for more clarification as always we might end up-#-developin smth neat together at the end of it who knows#my inspirations for this are ofc buddhism and then theosophy
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lark summoned the doodler as a teenager because he was angry at henry and needed to release that anger by fighting an eldritch god and for years. for YEARS! sparrow suffered under the pressure of being the mediator because henry forgave lark and was so insistent on forgiving him. and then sparrow chooses to switch doomed worlds (because if it was unfair to faerun, does that mean it was fair to earth? did earth deserve this in ways faerun wouldn’t? the only difference is that earth has sparrows family and faerun does not) because he loves his parents and brother and kids so much he would rather destroy his relationship with them to save their lives than watch them die for a mistake he blames himself for, not normal. and they would’ve died. if sparrow had gone to help henry and normal they would’ve been overrun like every other room in that building and they wouldve all died and nothing would’ve ever stopped the doodler. sparrow chooses love. but not the kind of love that henry wanted from him. and i love mercedes but i will never forgive her for what she said to sparrow because it really really shows that hencedes wanted sparrow to be the good twin so badly. they could forgive lark for making drastic mistakes because that’s just who lark is now, whether it be from the rogue card or something else. code purple is something they would’ve expected from him. but instead they’ve held sparrow to such high standards when this is all he knows, this is him being his best self, first and foremost he is larks equal and that hasn’t changed
#dndads#kasey rambles#dndads spoilers#this is directly copy pasted from discord dms#and its really just me reiterating things ive already said but am still thinking. endlessly. about#sparrow oak garcia#i keep thinking about sparrow standing in front of henry pretending to be lark#doing everything he can to snap at henry and fight back and show that he too is unworthy of forgiveness#and henry forgives him still. henry always forgives lark#and years later sparrow will wonder if things wouldve been different if henry knew it was him and not lark#that standard is just so impossibly high. sparrow was never going to be any better he already chose lark#weeps forever
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one of many funny things that wouldve happened if alec hadnt died badly is his life wouldve started getting pretty ok right around. say. Two years after the start of worm.
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good morning. dealing with the ofmd s2 finale Badly.
idk im really upset. not because "bury your gays" or whatever, apparently theres people saying that shit? no thats not the issue here. everyone in this show is gay. what are you talking about.
its that izzy was like... the personification of the show's message. he opened up, he learned to love and be loved, he gave that entire speech to ricky which may as well have been the show's fucking thematic statement... and they killed him. he found love and joy and community and they killed him for it.
and then they had the nerve to put the words "ed, i want to go" into his mouth. no the fuck he does not. his entire dying monologue was so bad i genuinely don't even have the words to describe it. parts of it were wrong, parts were inconsistent, parts were straight up antithetical to the show, i cannot believe how badly they cocked this up. and then there were just randomly like 8 minutes left of the episode? as if nothing happened?
and what for? what fucking for? this was not a natural (or satisfying) fucking conclusion to his arc, no matter how much djenkins insists on it. izzy died for no fucking reason. none of the plot threads that his death was supposed to messily tie up needed him to die. he couldve become the new captain, this time accepted and loved and supported by his crew, calling back to s1. stede and ed couldve continued sailing and izzy couldve remained first mate. probably a bunch more stuff that i cant think of rn cuz im not terribly creative and also too upset. but i fundamentally believe izzy dying wouldve been a fucking terrible choice either way, no matter the execution.
this ending was a rushed hack job. im sure this isnt fully on the showrunners, but im hesistant to fully 'absolve' them of the blame for this either. i dont know. if theres ever a third season coming, i seriously doubt im gonna watch it. i dont think it should be cancelled or w/e but personally, this writing decision doesn leave me with much faith for a third season. plus obviously my favorite character is fucking dead so. yeah. thats my take after sleeping on it.
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just finished the burning god ^^👍 what the fuck
spoilers below
fuck i was a fool to pray that kitay would live
also i had a feelign tjat rin woulg kill her self in the end and im SO INFINITELY GLAD that nezha didnt die in that cave water thing following that monster/dragon, but FUCK I DIDNT WANT THIS ENDING
WHAT THE FUCK RF KUANG
HOW DID U EVEN DREAM UP THIS MONSTROSITY
im so glad that nezha at least lives but actually is that any better than death???? poor boy never wanted to be a ruler. UGHHH I JUST REALISED KUANG ADDED THAT CHAPTER WHERE VAISRA ASKS NEZHA IF HE WANTED TO BE A RULER TO HURT US EVEN MORE
fuck you kuang
you twisted genius
nezha never wanted to be a ruler. his father never cared about him, he was tortured by the stupid dragon god thing, thrust into a position in charge of a whole fucking country- and not a good one at that, forced to hunt down the girl he loved because of duty, and then forced to WATCH HER KILL HERSELF AND HIS CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND and he had to keep going bc he has a whole fucking country to rebuild and hesperians to outplay
fuck all of the characters in these books are so haunted i love it and i hate it and i wish i'd never ever met them
and kitay...
i wanted so so so badly for him to live. i hate that he was so clearly helpless in the end. i knew that he loved rin and it was so glorious that he loved her but FUCK i didnt want him to end like this?!?,!;&:!:&:$. like... she was trynna kill him at the end. i thought hed die by jumping in front of an arrow for her or smtg 😭😭 we didnt even get to see much moments of them simply being best friends
"i cant help but love you" WHAT THE FUCK.
this is so unfair i feel so sick in the stomach i could vomit actually
the only person's death who i'm remotely at peace with is Rin's bc i anticipated it from the start and it was so cleary necessary, even though it was tragic. the whole thing with her spiralling at the end made me so sick in my stomach because i hated her briefly, but really i couldnt actually HATE her because shes rin and shes only twenty one (i just realised shes only SIX. SIX years older than i am) and shes been through so much fuck fuck fuck this stupid ass story i wish i never even had the ability to read. i want to hug rin and just stop time forever
a big part of me wishes that rin never tried to kill nezha at all, that she was completely sane (tho tbf, her going insane was totally warranted considering everything shes been through) and she had made some clever deal with the hesperians where she never used her powers ever again but not have to die and she could BE ALIVE with kitay and nezha but.... it makes sense that she dies (even though i hate that). it goes against her nature to live and bend to the hesperians, and her death would give nezha more credibility, and she probably wouldve gone even more batshit crazy having to act civilised and not wage another war... so
UGHAVSAJSBAK
i dont even know what to say anymore it all happened so fast and i still cant accept it
the weirdest thing is that the people i feel most sorry for are the ones who are alive (which is not many, but still...): Nezha, first and foremost. 21 years old and he has to singlehandedly play politics in order to save a fractured country. agshjss i wish kitay could have lived to help him through it omfg
also chaghan. him and his people are going to be the only ones left who have access to the pantheon, but they'll probably have to go to war or submit to the hesperians aghhh and chaghan has to lead all that with HALF OF HIS SOUL FUCKING DEAD (rf kuang... i curse you)
also what the hell happened to Lianhua? :( poor girl is gonna get tracked by the hesperians aswell
ushshajshsjss i cant think anymore. im so fucking miserable ^^,
atleast i can look at fanart now :(
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this might be fucked up but part of me is sad that the seagate billionaires died immediately. They didnt get a chance to reflect on their idiocy or regret their actions. they didnt get a chance to stew in their mortality or realize how badly they fucked up. they didnt get to turn on the seagate CEO for being a colossal shithead that fucked them over. The seagate ceo himself didnt have a chance to realize the consequences of all his cut corners. he never got to go "oh shit. i shouldve probably built this thing up to standard" they probably died so fast they didnt even know it was happening, which is too humane a death for a bunch of billionaires.
granted, they were billionaires, so they wouldve probably just been certain theyd get rescued and itd all be fine cause billionaires never get whats coming to them.
poor people deserve a little rich suffering, as a treat
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jefferson morales, father of two. (its actually one but he doesnt know thats atm) (this is a character analysis) (its long)
so in the beginning of the movie, its clear that jefferson isnt entirely sure how to interact with miles given the way they interact, specifically in the i love you scene at visions. the drive isnt much better either but the i love you scene. he doesnt approve of miles' incredibly mild vandalism, which like, he is a cop. were gonna ignore that though cause uh, its my post. point is, in the beginning of the film, jefferson doesnt know what to do with miles at all, they love eachother but theres a rift. (this rift is likely caused in part by miles' attachment to aaron but that is for another day)
anyways, i dont have all the screenshots and even if i did, a large amount of the development im about to reference is offscreen. also theres a picture limit.
sometime after he issued the apb for spidey he probably spoke to rio, who probably wouldve helped him process enough to get to the point hes at when he shows up at the miles' dorm for his talk, which because miles was tied up ended up being more of a speech. something about aarons death made him realize that keeping his thoughts about miles and his hope for him locked up could only end badly. he spends to whole movie reaching out to miles, here is where he actually manages a genuine connection. hes just lost his brother, and for all they didnt get along near then end theyre family. jefferson doesnt want to lose miles, thats what this is about. not entirely, but enough.
more time passes, i imagine another talk with rio and some wicked introspection, then hes at the collider. he sees wilson fisk beating up the new spiderman, wilson fisk the philanthropist. throughout the movie its hammered into the audience that between all the spideys, one of the few things they all have in common is that they get back up, the characters know this to. what else is he supposed to do here but say "get up spiderman"?
when they get out of fisk tower, the first thing miles does is call jefferson, heres where i really reccomend you just rewatch the scene buti i will talk about it after this. once spidey shows up, we see that jefferson is mildly uncomfortable and unsure how to react in his presence, its not hard to understand, hes gone from thinking spiderman killed his brother to knowing that he didnt. that and the fact that he saw him save the city and probably the world first hand has the obvious potential to make one uncomfortable.
miles however, is entirely comfortable with talking to him, even going so far as to hug him, mitigating most, if not all, of jeffersons discomfort. now heres the thing, he doesnt know this spiderman, wedont even know if he new peters spiderman. miles has been spidey for a very short time and for most of it hes been wanted. but not only does jefferson allow himself to be hugged, he hugs back. of course from his end its sorta awkward, but still. heres another hug from them just cause i can.
jefferson has always wanted to support miles, we know that from his speech in the dorm, but the way he specifically finds a way to connect with miles though graffiti is different. its fairly safe to assume that part of the reason he specifically went to graffiti is because before aaron died miles did art with him. while there isnt really any evidence jefferson knew specifically what aaron and miles got up to its not a stretch really, he and aaron did graffiti when they were younger and miles is very artistically inclined. id also like to take the time to point out how palpable the relief on their faces is during the call. just cause.
idk where this came from tbh. father-son relationships are very specifically important to me. also this was not written in order but i did rewite the non analyzing parts. this wasnt even supposed to be an analysis but here we are :D im open to criticism btw :)
#into the spider verse#miles morales#i love them sm#i think if i look at this for more than five minutes i may actually break down crying#jefferson morales#jefferson davis#across the spiderverse#character analysis
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vriska did absolutely everything possible wrong but like i get her. i get why she fucked up so badly. if i were in her position i would've ended up just as fucked up as she is i Get Her
i know you're joking but i really don't think Vriska did every possible thing wrong. i mean, for one, she's the only person who managed to actually stop Lord English. and honestly, i think that if any of us had had the abilities, background & home life that she had, we wouldve either died or done worse than she did, probably?
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