#they just have the same ✨vibes✨ yknow
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please tell me I'm not clinically insane for seeing this
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CALLING ALL PRESTON GOODPLAY LOVERS (aka me)
IM MAKING A PLAYLIST
FOR THE ONE AN ONLY 😌
AND I NEED SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF HIM. WHETHER THAT BE DIFFERENT STAGES OF HIS LIFE (canon or headcanon) OR YKNOW JUST WHATEVER GIVES YOU THE ✨VIBES✨
I’D LOVE SOME OUTSIDE OPINIONS ON THIS
HERE’S THE SONGS I ALREADY HAVE IN ORDER:
Introduction to the Snow - Miracle Musical (gives me the ✨vibes✨)
Look Who’s Inside Again - Bo Burnham (Think it would describe his childhood. At least a part of it)
Am I Supposed To Apologize? - Maria Mena (It’s %90 percent here because of a few short lyrics that would imply him discovering his love of theater. The other %10 is because I have a headcanon he’s a child of divorce parents.)
My Play - AJR (C’mon man it seems pretty self explanatory if you’ve listened to it. Plus it adds onto the divorced parents theory)
The Main Character - Will Wood (It’s literally him. C’mon man. The vibes. Also you cannot tell me he wouldn’t be a huge Will Wood fan.)
Hard to Be the Bard - Something Rotten! (He’s a writer✨ An artist✨ It can’t possibly be easy 😔)
Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos (Now this one is more the Performance Trio as a whole but still. Preston is the poet, obviously 😌 while Nerris is the soldier and Harrison is the ruler.)
I/Me/Myself - Will Wood (Because he's just so ✨gender✨ Plus if you headcanon him as gender-fluid it makes this even better.)
Oh No! - Marina & The Diamonds (A desire to succeed. To make it big in this world. He knows what he wants and he won’t stop at nothing to get it. He definitely has a fear of failure. And who’s to say he doesn’t feel like he’s the worst? He already acts like he’s the best. Who’s to say that’s not a cover up?)
Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic (Consider this the beginning of Preston Goodplay’s Good Play. He finally has a performance piece that people seem to like. He’s finally getting the love and attention he so deserves 😌 But at what cost?)
Non-Stop - Hamilton (Turns out his new performance is the only thing people seem to want. So why not just keep writing up new ideas for it? Sure he’ll eventually run out. But right now’s not eventually! He’ll just have to keep coming up with new ideas for it! Thing is it’s getting a lot more stressful than he intended.)
Left Brain, Right Brain - Bo Burnham (Oh Y’know just that one scene where he’s arguing with his own fucking reflection. Unsure whether he should sell out and give the people what they want, or follow what he wants with the risk that no one would like it.)
Show & Tell - Melanie Martínez (Ok this is getting ridiculous. They’ve started showing up to his practices and commenting on HIS writing process. It’s overwhelming. But what can he do about it? They’re his target audience. Well his only audience but still-)
Everyone is Dumb - Mazie x Everybody Likes You - Lemon Demon (Seems self explanatory. Everyone actually pays attention to him now. They’re excited for his performances. Everyone likes him. But they’re also stupid. It’s a stupidly simple performance that’s virtually the same every time. Yet they never get tired of it. Yes they like him, but is it worth it if this is the reason they like him.)
Shine A Light (Reprise) - Heathers (Oh y’know just the silly little nightmare he has :,D And then the hallucinations of his own reflection laughing at him. Plus him pulling out that prop knife uh- was he just being dramatic or??? Like he did have a bit of a psychotic break, man’s was hallucinating. How do we know he didn’t think the knife was real? Like was he actually trying to- y’know? Seriously is he ok-??)
Are You Satisfied - Marina & The Diamonds (He talks to David for a bit. And something’s called to question. Is he satisfied with this? He’s worried about his future yes, but then again what’s the point of making art if he doesn’t actually like it himself. It’s pointless. And he realizes no one else should get a say in what he wants to create. It’s his problem. No one else’s.)
Drama Club - Melanie Martinez (Honestly just doesn’t give a shit about anyone’s opinions anymore and that’s kind of a good thing. Even if they hate it. “Any reaction, positive or negative, is still a reaction :D” As tomatoes are pelted towards him. Honestly a healthier mentality than he had before. And I think that’s the end of the Preston Goodplay’s Good Play section of the playlist!)
Recess - Melanie Martinez (I’m here for Preston’s grandmother raising him and teaching him everything she knows 🗣️🗣️🗣️ Stg every lyric fucking fits. Also I think this could apply to his new mentality of “Fuck you it’s my art not yours I do what I want.” A nice little summary to the fiasco that is Preston Goodplay’s Good play.)
Mirror Man - Jack Stauber’s Opal (Mostly just gives me Preston vibes. His desire to become famous and what not.)
Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham (Vibesss man. “I am an artist, please god forgive me. I am an artist, please don't revere me. I am an artist, please don't respect me I am an artist, you're free to correct me. A self-centered artist. Self-obsessed artist. I am an artist. I am an artist. But I'm just a kid. I'm just a kid. I'm just a kid, kid. And maybe I'II grow out of it”)
Finale (Can’t Wait To See What You Do Next) - AJR (Honestly just thought it’d be cool to have the last song in the playlist be called Finale 💀 But I think it’s a nice little summary of his character. A final bow if you will 😌)
Anyways that’s about it. If anyone else has suggestions or input on the songs already here feel free to! Hell if you happen to disagree with anything feel free to. I love discussions about things I like :D Also feel free to suggest songs that you think I should add 😌 Gonna go pass out now baiiii
#preston goodplay#camp camp preston#cc preston#cc preston goodplay#Camp camp#camp camp headcanons#theater kid#i fucking kin this mf wtf#Tw implied sewerslide#Preston Goodplay’s Good Play#Playlist#character playlist#Precious theater boy✨#Gonna go pass out now brb#i’m going insane
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Time to share some Starry lore because I’ve got a cute scene in mind. I love to vocal stim, sounds, phrases, but particularly songs. I’ll hear a song that feels just right and I’ll sit and chew it for hours til my throat’s sore. Currently favorite is The Valentine in Starfield (Is it still a sea shanty if it’s in space?). The reason I bring this fun fact up is because I can just see myself sitting for hours stimming with boys over new songs. Especially if it’s any new pieces for the theater. While the scripts and lyrics are predesigned by Fazbear, there’s something unquestionably their’s in performance that make it worth repeating. Worth remembering. Humming through daily tasks. Parroting their tone, their voice. Another sign of their existence that’s more then the capacity to destroy, then just simple property… They do end up being slightly upset when the Glamrocks try to introduce their songs to stimming sessions. (Sun/Moon: “That’s my human bonding time :(“ Monty: “Get cooler song selections then Sock and Buskin.” Freddy: “Pls do not misuse google search privileges to make insults.”)
- ✨Starry✨
Starry, hi!!! <33
!!!! HELL yes I echo songs a lot too!!!!
Unfortunately often 1-3 lines on repeat fgklgjkldfjg currently it's Villainous Thing, but I keep mixing "Let me see those smoky eyes" and "Let's remove those pretty clothes" and I end up singing "Oh dear, let's remove those smoky eyes" which. not the same fgkldjl
STARRY?! HELLO?! YOU REALLY GOT ME TEARING UP OVER THAT DESCRIPTION AAAA?!?! Also ABSOLUTELY -- for both the stimming, and making the songs their own.
God I'm imagining it so hard.
Eyndr suggested I draw a 'Y/N repairing the coat' last magma, and I haven't posted it cause I never got done, but yknow what? You get a WIP sketch fgkldgj Imagine they're singing
(Goose by Eyndr! Sun is stimming with a ribbon, like I do, except that I like to wrap it around the pads of my fingers, but he doesn't have those, so he has the bad habit of letting it run between his finger casings. Also I wanted a domestic vibe for this and also thought it'd be hilarious to have 'fanservice' with Sun being shirtless. Also, a more masculine Y/N! First beard I've drawn I think???)
One of the three absentmindedly starts a song and the others join in almost immediately. Unless it's a headache day, the backstage is never silent between those three, there's always a bit of humming or singing or even just echolalia.
Which. Mood. I always immediately and absentmindedly want to join in on sounds or singing in vc -- which. being in vc at all, and talking?? is a new development for me fgjdgkl but my god it's nice to be vibing and singing with a friend while doodling -- shout out to my bestie @eyndr ! I love hanging out for games or project days so much aa One day discord and spotify won't make us sing rounds/canons fghdj
ALSO HELLO YES SPACE SHANTIES?!?!!? TWO OF MY FAVORITE THINGS LET'S GO I'M LEAVING RN TO GO LISTEN BRB
Ough that's nice!!! I loved it! ; w ; Ehehe, I tend to have work songs/sea shanties days where that's all I listen to, so I getcha and good choice! > :3 Haven't played that game, but I do play No Man's Sky and I wish there was random space shanty singers to find waugh!
Also now I'm totally imagining a Faz Space Opera yeeesss 👀👀👀
Back to BaL! Sometimes, for fun, all 3 purposefully mess with the cadence or pitch, either to make each other laugh or just to get creative or because it sounds nice, and they end up liking something and it's like "!!!!"
When they sing that version later, it feels like theirs -- like it's those moments spent together. Proof of their existence and how it affects the world around them positively. Reminders that they're loved, and they love (in a cosmic kind of way, but also it's a self insert so fuck it we BaLl (aaaay finally used the joke @lavenoon fgjdfklgjld).
Also yeee I can see them being really, ACTUALLY insulted when one of the animatronics, who doesn't know because those little sing-stimming sessions are private with Y/N, jokes about how those songs are lame and they should be singing some of theirs instead because they're catchier. Oof
Which, just now, made me realize that BaL Sun's anger runs cold, so he just goes totally silent, straightens up and get that intense stare. Maybe Moon's even the one who talks through the speaker to deflect and does that overly-sweet anger of like "Catchy, huh? Hopefully we don't catch those inflated egos of yours -- there's barely enough space for all of us and your big heads as it is! We'll come back later~!" to excuse themselves (and then prank them to hell and back of course! But there's no proof : )) ) (ALSO OH MY GOD SOCK AND BUSKIN THAT'S FUCKING GOLD. THAT'S SO CANON NOW AND THE BOYS THINK IT'S HILARIOUS)
Back to the singing, I think that another thing that they do especially well is that they can sing at the same time, so even for solos they can add back vocals to each other, or play around with the pitch since they do-and-don't share a processor and can adapt in microseconds -- wait actually they can definitely sing rounds, too!!
Oh my god now I'm imagining them singing rounds with vastly different moods at the same time, perfectly calibrated so that both of them come out loud and clear and also enhance each other's -- lining up or losing one of their voices at just the right moment to be chilling. It's like you're getting the song and the reprise but both at once
Thanks for the ask Starry!!! Always excited to see you in my inbox <33 And I'm going to be rotating this in my mind for a WHILE fkljdgjkld
#break a leg!au#asks#beloved Starry ✨#I still have last week's magma sketch to finish. It fitted well though so gift of WIP upon ye!!#and now i wanna draw space opera costumes and backstage sing-stimming too WAUGH and redo the goose sketch too and--#fnaf dca#dca au#dca fandom#fnaf sb#kibsfnafstuff#BaL art#Break a leg!au lore#my art#sketches
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Some ASL headcanon just for you ❤️
- Making is their big sister
- Out of the three of them, Luffy has the best eyesight
- they're so used to sleeping together that now they can't sleep if they're alone
- each of them had a favorite bandit in the Dadan Family
- Ace and Sabo only talk about Luffy with people they trust
- Ace actually loves hugs he just doesn't know how to ask (= he's afraid people will refuse)
- Ace refuses to accept that his little brother(s) are taller than him, thank you very much
- Sometimes, they miss their treehouse
(kdjdnd hope you like it!!!)
FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR ALL THESE AND FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HELP ME STAY MOTIVATED 😭😭🤧💕💕💕
― Makino is totally their big sis HELL YEAH!! Either that or y'know when you have a cousin who is way older than you and they're a cool adult in your life while still giving you sibling vibes??? That 🫶🩷 Gosh yknow what would be amazing?? Fics where we see Makino being a teenager and playing with the trio and all 🥹 like not just being the Reasonnable Adult™ but also a young adult playing pranks with her younger brothers, teaching them dumb stuff and tricks and just being that older sibling who sneaks you treats behind your parents' back or share their wine glass with you when the adults are looking away 🤣🤣👌
― Ooooh this isn't a headcanon you see often 👀 (eheh, get it? See-) I would love to know if there is a reason why you have this HC??? ヽ(・ω・*)ノ
― THIS! YESSS!!!! 🪇🪇🪇 I always imagine how weird it must have been for all of them once Sabo 'died' because?? They always fell asleep under their own blanket and woke up entangled in a cuddled pile... And then one of them is missing. And then Ace and Luffy build their own 'countries' outside of Dadan's house. And then little Sabo, even without his memories, doesn't sleep the same anymore but he can't pinpoint why why why―
They are a set - do not separate 🥲❤🩵💛
― Ooooh definitely!! These boys are 300% the type to be selfish and play favorites lmao Though they all have a soft spot for Dadan (while still being Ace's favorite 🤧)
― Oooooh this ain't a HC you see often, I am very very very curious about why you picture it like this? The overprotectiveness, perhaps? 🤔🤔✨ (I always imagine the contrary so I am genuinely curious lol because I imagine these idiotic older brothers to talk about Luffy to anyone they meet, and then people are confused because they know more stories about Luffy than they do about Ace/Sabo 🤣)
― THIS BOY IS A HUGGER PLEASS DO HUG HIM (plus he must be so so so warm and give the best hugs even though he would be awkward at first because he is shy aboit sumb stuff)
― THIS IS A PAIN ONE MUST EXPERIENCE TP UNDERSTAND 🥲🥲🥲 It's okay Ace I know it is hard tp accept your younger sibling growing taller than you but I promise Denial Land is an amazing country to settle in!
― 🥲🥲🥲🥲 why must you attack me like this- (lies lies lies i love the angst) They do because it truly WAS their safest place. Nothing bad ever happened in that house. They built it for themselves. They were always COMPLETE, there. They were safe and sound and where their dreams were nothing to be laughed at. Their freest haven, up till they found their chosen families. Even if none of the brothers are the type to dwell onto the past for too long, their minds do wonder back to it when they need to remember what 'home' and 'safe' means to them.
THANK YOU AGAIN FOR YOUR MESSAGE 🥺 I managed to write some today and move past the bit that my brain had blocked on for the past two weeks!! I will keep working hard so that you get to enjoy more of Speak Up, Boys! soon ٩(๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑)۶🩷
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This is the first time I’ve ever posted head-cannons or anything but I’ve had this idea running around in my head all day so here’s some head-cannons for The brothers of sins/more masc siblings uniforms.
Brothers/Siblings of sin uniform hc
My hcs for the brothers/masc siblings of sin uniforms would very much look like a catholic priest’s, much like how the ladies habits are a bit like a nuns
Black shoes and pants, as well as a priests black shirt and collar (maybe the black shirt would have gold buttons to tie in with honouring the colours of Copia, Or dark purple buttons to honour Terzo?)
The colour of their collar would be the colour of the reigning Papa at the time, so navy for Papa IV. Also with a black or maybe gold grucifix in the middle. (Yknow Papa IV’s more pointed gold grucifix? Yea you get the vibe)
But possibly if a sibling/brother worked closely or was one of the older papas s/o they’d be allowed to wear a collar the same colour as their respective Papa (example: a sibling that’s worked as Primos garden helper since he was in reign may be permitted to wear a red collar, A brother that was Secondo’s personal assistant may wear a green collar and so on)
Their black pants could have a grucifix on the side of one of their pant legs aswell, but tbh I feel like that might be a bit too flashy.
For the most part I feel they’d be expected to wear dressy shoes or boots for rituals/special occasions but be aloud to wear whatever kind of shoes any other time with exceptions, like if a sibling wore doc martens or combat boots(maybe even platforms) that would be totally acceptable but say if a brother pulled up to latin class in crocs Secondo might tsk and chew him out a bit.
I also feel like either suspenders or a belt would go with all that, maybe a particularly devout sibling may wear a black or navy belt with gold buckle with Papa IVs grucifix Engraved into it, but I don’t think it would be mandatory, a simple black belt would be fine too.
Anyway that’s all I got in the thinker, I was actually super nervous to post this but yknow what you only live once so 🤷♂️. I also have a terrible fashion sense and don’t know how to dress myself on the regular so if any of these seem like they’d clash or just not look good I’m so sorry😂. I’m totally open to opinions though, and if anyone wanted to adopt these hcs that’s awesome! I’m shit at drawing and have no digital stuff to make art with, or know how to use photoshop or else I would’ve tried to come up with some sort of something. so you’ll just have to use your ✨imagination✨. Maybe I’ll post some other headcannons in the future who knows. Bye bye for now 💙💛
#the band ghost#ghost headcanons#brothers of sin#this is the first time I’ve wrote anything and posted it except for shitposts#please be nice or I will wither away and cry in a corner#ya boi sensitive#are these uniforms boring? yes. are regular catholic priests get ups boring? also yes.#send your opinions/ own headcanons for brothers or masc/androgynous siblings clothes#papa emeritus iv#papa 4#papa primo#papa secondo#brothers of sin headcannons#siblings of sin#siblings of sin headcannons#twitch writes
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Hey I've been told I'm terrible at committing to people, habits, hobbies. I want to change that. I'm stressed that I used to be able to do a lot of hobbies like music, writing, learning different skills on art but over time, I stopped. I'm in need of advice on how to get back on my groove and keep up habit to ignore everyone pressuring me not to do art or music or writing etc. I wanna do me and live my own life. How do I do that without coming to being like some insensitive person to others?
anon added this later:
Hi this is the anon earlier. I feel pressured by my parents on what I wanna do for living but at the same time I have no idea what I wanna do now. I love my parents and family but sometimes felt like I don't understand what they want from me but neither do they. I am not sure about what I want to do next, but I want to try and change to be a better person. At the same time, I'm stressed with societal pressure myself. I also feel like I couldn't succeed like everyone else and just felt like my life is a dead end where I'm gonna be forced to live with my parents for the rest of my life. Don't get me wrong, I love them but sometimes it feels so overwhelming to be around them and their expectations yknow? And I want to try living out my life one step at a time but I'm not sure where to start and how to say 'I want to live independently from them and see where it takes me' because I don't know how to say that and I don't really think it's possible. I just felt like if I live with them, I might just live the life they dictated instead of living the life I wanted and I don't really know if it's the correct thing to say here. Thank you for having this space.
hey anon,
thank you for feeling like you could share with me. and i'm sorry that you're going through this.
if i'm honest, i am actually in quite a similar situation right now. even though i got to choose what i do for a living, i have started to find that my life has been consumed by work so much that it's all there is to my life.
i have friends and hobbies and down time but all of that feels forced. i struggle with finding the will to actually put effort into the things i used to enjoy like reading, drawing, and painting.
i'm sorry for sharing my own troubles in response to yours but what i want to say is that you're not alone. there are more like us who are struggling but i think being aware of what the problem is is a big step towards solving it so we're on the correct track.
as for a solution, i have been thinking about this a lot lately and it's usually a matter of comparison and assumption that scares me. comparing my life to others and feeling left behind. and assuming that i will remain "left behind". when in reality, i have no proof or logic to back either claim.
left behind means nothing as a human. there's one life. if you're sincere and you persevere then you're doing okay. and assuming things that you don't know about is preemptive and often unnecessary pressure we put ourselves through. and for what?
i know how this is easier said than done but i know you and i can do it. let's introspect and see where we are and where we want to go. let's build an action plan to get there. i'm taking a therapist's help along the way and maybe you can too.
as for family, i love mine to bits and also live with them. you can love someone and still not like everything they do or say. look into creating boundaries. that helped me.
hope this helps and i'm sorry for my own rant in response. sending you hugs and positive vibes 💜✨
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I made the cheer squad!!! I have a lil more to say but that's the important bit- updates under the cut like always ✨
Cheer tryouts were waaay different than i expected!! I kind of thought it'd be a big ordeal but it was just me and one other freshman who tried out, so we were obvs accepted lol Not that we wouldn't have made it in anyways since we both looked fucking great!! Especially considering I haven't even done any of those moves since last fall. The squad is pretty small and i don't think they do competitive stuff but that's fine, we never did in high school either. I'm more interested in getting to know the rest of the silkball team we'll be cheering on, if the try-outs were any indication of what's to come 🤭 There's this cute owl-guy I might have my eye on- i think he works at the tavern too!!
Oh yeah, i also got the work-study at the tavern! I figure i'll just quit if i don't like it lol but anyways come say hi if ur on campus- i promise you'll recognize me on sight. I'm pretty easy to spot hehe
Oh oh oh and congrats to Mire for getting on the team too!! and for scoring some points with their crush (they can thank me later~). I wonder if they're gonna be able to play well while being cheered on lmaaooo
Classes have been fine, but tbh i haven't rlly been able to pay attention to them since i've been busy partying, meeting new people, and adjusting to life on campus! It's kinda overwhelming, my contacts have like doubled since i got here. And everything is like...way different, yknow? Obvs I didn't think it'd be the SAME as high school, but the vibes are soooo different is all. idk what to make of it all yet but i know that im LOVING being away from home and enjoying my freedom so far <3 Cathy told me the first month or so would probably be rlly hard but idk what she was talking abt bc no one grounds me for waking them up when i get home at 2 am and not even the raven queen can stop me from eating icecream for dinner now.
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In reality, this party was kind of lame, even as Respite typed otherwise to his friends— they'd opted to ditch him for a studying session, so he sure as hell wasn't going to let on that the party was anything but lit. They had a feeling most of them probably wouldn't care, but Willow might feel a touch regretful, so the lie was worth it.
After sending the message to the group chat and briefly checking tinder for any new DMs or matches— maybe he could escape this place and turn the night around— to no avail, they pocketed their phone. How annoying. They rolled their eyes and leaned against the wall, taking a slow sip at the drink they’d been nursing for the past hour. Respite wasn’t really a fan of drinking on the best of nights and all they had to offer here was shitty beer. After a moment of pouting and observing the dimly lit room, they turned and parted the dusty, moth-eaten curtain to look out the window again.
If anyone had noticed the way Respite kept flitting out to the porch or the front window, no one said anything. They did try to keep it discreet, at least, and simply worked it into the way they naturally made the rounds every now and then to talk to different people or get another drink. He liked to move around a lot at parties anyways to make sure that he saw everyone's faces and said hi to them all.
On the opposite side of the spectrum was Mettie, who, shortly after arriving and greeting a few people, had taken an edible or something and parked himself outside on the porch. From there, he seemed to be spending most of his time at the party smoking with other people who needed some fresh air and enrapturing (ensnaring?) them with his long-winded conversation. Respite wasn't sure if this had been his goal when agreeing to come to the party, but it had been the result.
It dawned on Respite slowly that they hadn't really seen Mettie at a party like this before. Well, okay— they'd seen Mettie at one or two big house parties in passing, but they'd never actually spent much time watching him. He’d been the dealer for about 75% of their high school (it was a devastating loss to the community when he’d done his year abroad), so it was hard not to run into him from time to time at parties. But in high school, he was mostly regarded as weird and off-putting. People got what they wanted from him and were generally polite, but it wasn't like he was always invited to stick around. And when he was, it did usually end up like this— he'd put himself in a less populated corner somewhere and make puzzling conversation with those willing to listen.
In their hometown, it had felt like everyone else tolerated it because Mettie was a valuable resource. They knew his penchant for rambling, though, and tried not to engage— Respite himself included.
They couldn't place the feeling as they watched Mettie from the window now, with a handful of people gathered around him, held captive by the way he spoke. These people weren't just being polite, either. They were listening— sometimes even smiling and laughing with him. Sure, they were probably stoned too, but that hardly mattered. It's not like this was the first time it had happened since he’d learned Mettie was also attending Strixhaven. At their cafe shift, during orientation, and at the career fair...things were clearly different here.
A couple of years ago, Respite never would've invited Mettie to a house party with him. It would've been social suicide— he knows; he'd thought about it once early on and didn't even get far enough to invite Mettie before the ridicule started up— and though it had taken a lot to fight against their instinct, they needed to test their theory: Did people here actually like Mettie's company? This party seemed to confirm it for the positive.
In Respite's mind, the jury was still out on whether or not Mettie was cool, but at the very least it seemed like no one was going to corner him in the bathroom and interrogate him about why they saw him talking to the freak who looked like he was one bad day away from shooting up the school (untrue, of course, and tasteless in a way only teenagers could be, but Respite had forced out a laugh at the time).
There was a feeling of relief in that. In knowing that neither of them would be under constant scrutiny from peers and adults alike. Being unknown was freeing in some ways.
But there was a dread in it, too. In losing the structure Respite had spent years delicately building the pieces of their identity around.
A memory from when they were kids came to mind unbidden, of the time Respite had accidentally knocked over one of Mettie's earliest sculptures. It had been unsteady and the base made of air-dry clay toppled easily when Respite bumped the dresser in a fit of energetic excitement, sending it crashing to the ground. The roughly attached bits and bobs came loose and scattered across Mettie's bedroom floor, transitioning from art to disjointed pieces without purpose or clarity in an instant.
For what it was worth, Mettie had taken it in stride even as Respite desperately crawled under his bed with a flashlight to gather everything, apologizing and promising to help him glue it back together. After staying quiet for some time, he'd declared it an act of fate that only added to the piece and gave it new meaning. Respite didn't understand, but they'd been so terrified of being yelled at that they nodded in agreement even as their cheeks were pink from crying. They still attempted to fit some of the pieces back together until Mettie insisted they just put it in an empty shoe box so that he could make something new of it. To this day, Respite had no idea if Mettie had ever fixed it, restructured it, or simply left it as a memorial in his closet.
They wrinkled their nose up at the unwarranted assault of a flashback. Clearly they'd been hanging around Mettie too much already if their thoughts were starting to get this metaphorical. He downed the last of his warm beer, hoping the bile on his tongue would force him to refocus on the party.
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alright i've recovered from the heart-shattering and i can put my thoughts about Octopath Traveler 2 into words now.
Gameplay is great, Visuals are great (though somewhat overwhelming with the light effects when you just start playing), Stories ranged from great to eeeeh, Characters are all mostly great too
overall experience is 10/10! This game has rewired my brain in some way and i don't know what
less succinct rambles below
I love this game so much I don't know how I'll ever recover from it. The exploration alone was so much fun, the concept of path actions and the day/night mechanic is so good. It reminds me of my favorite turn-based RPGs from when I was a teen. But nostalgia has nothing to do with how good this game is, it's so genuinely fun and I wish there was more stuff for me to do alksjdlakjsd
And the music!! I love the music. I wish the dungeons got more unique themes but given how many there are + the amount of banger character motifs we got, I understand why the devs decided not to do that lkasjdlksajd
now though, gotta talk about the main selling point of this game: The Narrative✨
Ochette was my starter but tbh my favorite tales have to be Castti and Throne's. Partitio was a close second and honestly, the most consistent in quality to me.
Following his is Hikari's tale, since I feel like it had some untapped potential. He's very...idek, Classic Samurai Hero™ (I say that as if I've seen enough samurai/East Asian swordsman media to know) Disgraced prince, heart of gold, honorable to a fault, evil shadowself--the works. I don't think his shadowself was utilized as much as it could've been, but I can see why since they have to fit an entire journey into a few chapter's worth of cutscenes.
Temenos is in the same rank. He's a fun character to follow and I love the mystery aspect. Solid overall but I wish it had more personal stakes for Temenos aside from avenging Roi (who deserved more screentime imo), the pontiff, and Crick
Ochette is slightly lower overall but BOY did her final boss hurt me emotionally and in battle :''D She's one of my favorites As a Character too
Osvald's story is interesting and well-executed, with a satisfying ending, but it's not really my taste and as a character, he's kinda boring to watch unless there's someone else to play off him ksjdlkas like his and Parti's Crossed Paths tale. That plot twist with Elena's brainwashing was brutal, tbh. I love it.
Agnea...still has a weak story to me 😅 I like how bright it was, especially compared to the others, but like with Hikari, I feel like there could have been more done with it. It just felt too light, y'know? None of the stakes feel too hitting even on a personal level. I like Agnea but I don't love her, yknow?
honestly, if these were truly individual stories, I would seen them as only "pretty good" at best. But their "brevity" plays well into making them feel like parts of interconnected whole--of Solistia. Each journey is different, but not above nor below the others, if that makes sense. I love that vibe of it ✨
THE EXTRA STORIES THOUGH that was. kinda bad in hindsight. It should've been its own campaign instead of just One Episode 😭 Or like, had any proper build up at all. All the plotwists either feel like they came out of nowhere, or added as an afterthought. The whole episode felt like an afterthought. They hit hard, but not in a way that's satisfying :^( The NPCs don't even acknowledge the eternal night aside from maybe those at Flamechurch cathedral.
In general I think the game struggles with leaving a bunch of lore bits unresolved. Claude's entire existence is the most obvious example. He's just hanging out ig. grandson of D'arquest, with Vide blood, Throne was supposed to be some "Vessel" we don't elaborate on that??? p l s. Arcanette being immortal??? literally WHO is she aside from the Moonshade Order's leader?? are the two of them the characters from that fairytale that keeps being brought up? and like. that thing with Trosseau and Castti apparently just walking around Lostseed to collect herbs when Lostseed, to me, was implied to be "hidden".
much to think about. Or maybe I just missed a lot of things, like that detail with Roi being the monster that Ochette fought in her chapter 1
I love this game and its worldbuilding graaaahhhh i wish Extra Stories was better :^(
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✨Shipping✨
I love shipping. I wanted to just jot down some quick things that might be useful to know when writing with me and shipping ever enters your mind.
[I'll be talking about romantic shipping here, I love platonic stuff and pm Anything goes there you can absolutely do platonic stuff with me go nuts.]
I do not ship robots with humans, it just ain't my thing. My human AUs are Very present on this blog though, so things can always be arranged...
I am multiship! ANYBODY can ship with me, I'm not exclusive with anybody. You got a multimuse and you wanna ship 2 characters with the same muse? We'll AU that shit no sweat!
I do not do polyam-ships with more than 1 blog, not because I have an issue with it, but I've just had a bit too many bad experiences where the communication between muns was poor and people ended up feeling left out, myself included.
ALL my muses are shippable, as all my muses are of age or. yknow. robots. I am however slightly hesitant to ship bot!Elio with just Anybody, as while she is a bot, yes, she is very childlike and vulnerable, and if you're going to ship with sol, I'd prefer a... Size-similarity, as well as Very good communication with the other bot he'd be shipped with. Don't be creepy or weird, please.
Bot!Asterope is Very flirty, and will most likely flirt with your bots a Lot. This is NOT me consenting to a ship, nor is it me Pressuring you to ship with me. Asterope is just Like That, he is very lonely, and Fazbear Entertainment has crammed him full of knowledge of various plays, dramas and musicals. If you've seen Wall-E, you know what this does to a robot.
Human!Sunny is gay. Self-explanatory, you wanna kissu you gotta be a boy.
I am open to suggestive roleplays, but I don't think I'll end up writing anything explicit on here. Not because I want to keep this kid-friendly, considering putting up an "18+" on the blog honestly... But 1: Most other blogs don't seem to be down with it and that's okay, I don't want them to feel like they have to dodge my threads, 2: I am not always in the mood honestly, I am ace and my desire to write smut is very up and down tbh, and 3: I have performance anxiety LMFAO, and tbh it might take a good while before I even feel comfortable writing it unless we Really vibe. I don't need all of Tumblr to see my stuff... But yeah I'm down for suggestive stuff, just DM me or get my discord for more-
I love toxic shit. We are all adults (if I put up that 18+ thing-) and we understand the difference between reality and fiction. If you wanna write dark or unhealthy relationships with me, then that's totally fine. We might just have to arrange a few tags to make sure everyone on dash feel safe.
Get my consent. Pretty self-explanatory. Don't push a ship onto me without making sure I'm open to it, and don't keep going when I'm telling you you're going too far. Just... Practise respect.
I do not see my Suns as related to any other Daycare Attendant. First of all, they are robots, and if they meet anybody Else, I consider them having been made Separately. The trio is like a little family (which is why I don't want to ship 2-3 of them with the same person in the same universe). Don't assume relationships with them, they've been through their own lives and have their own relationships. Also don't assume that if I ship with a Daycare Attendant that there's some kind of familial relation between them, because there isn't. I will adjust universes for our interactions, placing them in different pizzerias/plexes if needed, we'll figure it out together.
The human!Suns are not related to your human!Daycare Attendant, unless we Really vibe with that angle and we've plotted it out extensively. Aster, Sunny and Elio are stand-alone characters with their own lives and backstories, just like their bot-versions.
With all that said, come at me let's write a romance <3
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✨🍦😈 for the ask thing 🥰 plus one of your own chosing
aaaaa bestie!!! thank you for the questions!!!! you know how much i love these games <3333
✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉
ARGH i'm shyyyy 👉👈 well one thing i really like about my writing is that i think i'm pretty good at avoiding too many repetitions and finding words thaat match the exact feeling i want to convey with what i'm writing. and i also really like how poetic i can be in some passages, especially when describing characters' longing for each other eheheheh okAY enough or i'll make myself blush
🍦 What’s the sweetest fic you’ve created so far?
skfjhsgfgs i think the entirety of 'satin and lace' as a series - because it's literally just hopeless romanticism injected in my veins everytime i reread it, and it felt the exact same as i was writing it - and, well, i hope it felt like that to my readers too <3 it's just sososo sweet and full of love and UGH i miss my stupid idiot husbands </3333
😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?
mmmm i think mostly moments where alex is being a teasing bastard, like the Croissant Scene TM in my venice fic (iykyk), and basically the entirety of 'give me all your love so i can fill you up with hate' - because when i write that kind of teasing dynamic between them (and especially when it's alex being a menace to society) i really want readers to feel as frustrated as poor miles, having to endure alex's insufferable slut behavior <3
and now one of my choosing, let me think about it........
⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?
there's my infamous vampire!fic, which i still hope i can actually turn into something concrete one day - i loved the premise, loved the aesthetic i pictured for it, loved a particular oc i created, loved the dynamic alex and miles had... and i had like 75 pages of it ready in my drive, but it was just not passing the vibe check, yknow? i wrote it during summer 2021 and almost finished it, but idk, for some reason i find my writing has such a better quality during the colder seasons skgjshgh it was just very ??? meh. even if i did decide to salvage it, i'd have to completely rewrite it. who knows, maybe one day i'll give it another chance
and then there's this cute little one-shot set pre/during taotu era that i started writing on a whim, and i find myself coming back to it much more frequently than i'd like to admit - because it's so close to being posting material, i'd just have to make some changes and edits here and there... add some bits and pieces... and it'd be ready to be posted. and it's very cute and very fluffy, but somehow i never get round to actually finishing up those last few touches and it's just been sitting in my drive for almost a year now, poor thing skfhsgf
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I thought about this at one point with the non tangible/non animal gods too like... would hue turn into a glass of water? Would Zyglavis be like a shadowy scale? Dui being two people but not even a person?? I personally really want more eldritch/ethereal forms rather than robes for their god forms but yknow they're valid. -aqvarius anon
I don't mean as a permanent "This is how I want Lou to look 24/7!" Because... Yeah, that'd be rough, buddy... 😳 SCM doesn't appear to be the fandom for avid monster-lovers, in any case. 🤭
BUT LETS HAVE AN EXAMPLE SO WE'RE ALL ON THE SAME PAGE?
Ichthys here, for example. On the left, he has his normal god form, radiating normal power levels and he has a human appearance. And then on the right he has his "god form", which is supposed to be them radiating their maximum powers as Zodiac gods. But. They don't look too different from their normal power use. Just a change of clothes. And they only take on these maximum power god-forms when they're protecting MC or something similar. So we only see them for maybe five minutes?
In those five minutes, they should be the EPITOME OF THEIR ZODIAC CONSTELLATION! I feel like the Ichthys on the right should be more fish-like! He could literally be a merman! But Pisces is two fish, right? So give him twin tails. (kind of like those twin tailed foxes or cats.) That works better in my head... I'd have to draw it out for visual. 💀 We'll deliberate on that one!
But Hue is sort of fine the way he is, I think. Similar to how Virgo is a simply depicted as a female, meaning Partheno would swap genders to be the virgin maiden of Virgo; Aquarius is a water bearer, he's not the water itself. So... Make Hue bear water and I guess he'd be good? I'm not sure... I still do feel like he's somehow lacking compared to everyone else... But at least his max-god form actually depicts a water jug that he would be otherwise carrying.
But I mentioned in another post that Zyglavis, as the inanimate object Libra, god of Scales, might just have cool horns that would mimic the way the scales of justice would look. Of course, he'd be all glammed out and would probably wear a headdress to really accentuate the importance of his horns. And maybe he'd have unguligrade legs to further emphasize his height(I put an example below). Tall things usually look unstable and difficult to keep balanced, this would just be a nonverbal reference to the delicate balance of justice. (Unguligrade is just essentialy walking on your toes)
I'm thinking like this:
I really had that specific thought for Zyglavis' legs purely because of how weak and lanky a deer's legs look, but it turns out they're surprisingly strong and look elegant while they're at it. Symbolism. 😙 Because, again, I don't actually see him taking the form of an actual kitchen scale(Leo's famous jab).
Meanwhile, Gemini is just Twins, so I do feel like Dui and Shadow would just split into two. (it happened in one of the special stories) They were just vibing together.
But is this fine? It feels too human for a god form, so maybe we could spruce up their twin-looks with some ancient god inspiration somewhere down the line.
But you're also making me want super scary intimidating eldritch gods too. 🤭 That'd be super interesting for the Zodiac.
But yeah, these god forms are their non-permanent maximum-power forms. They poof into these magnificently powerful forms, destroy whatever's trying to kill you, make sure you're alright and in one piece, and then poof right back into their usual human-looking self in their department uniform.
Unfortunately I can't bring my ipad with me where I'm going tomorrow but I'll bring my sketchbook to try and get these wacky ideas out of my head. ✨
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Oliver gives me the vibes of acting all cool collected and nonchalant but secretly obsessed with this one random thing like action figures a comic book series or a childish tv show and no one knows about it except when one day he sees a limited edition of something just his eyes light up his face pulls into the biggest most innocent smile and he lets out the most adorable little gasp when you ask him about it and immediately starts rambling about whatever it is and all you can do is just stare at this 6’3 man fanboying over a kids show with all the surprise and fondness and love in your eyes. Idk I just feel like once you get to really know this man and he really falls in love with you? That he’d let some of that facade down around you. I think it just means that he feels safe to be himself around you. And he doesn’t have that cool playboy image to uphold anymore at least not for a while and certainly not around you yknow? Idk that thought just came into my head and I had to share it with you. How are you btw? How’s uni? Hows the new show going? Also if you don’t mind. I will be ranting about the end of Tokyo Revengers in another ask and how it absolutely destroyed me and left me completely empty inside and just all the feelings because it’s my favorite and comfort manga. If that’s alright? *sends many virtual hugs*
- ✨ anon
✨ (the urge to call you starry or charmer but it’s upto you ♡) , I-
I love this. so much ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ) this man has my heart and I had a dream about him last night
He'd fanboy over the little things so much - it's so adorable. 6'3 defender of japan going out shopping with you to buy figurines, mangas and pointing at the one he wants on the shelf with a smile. And imagine if you share the same passion? And what if it coincides?
I made some groundbreaking discoveries yesterday and many more reasons on why Oliver and I are the perfect couple
So I was curious to see if there was any fanart of him on twitter (cause the artists there are amazing and I found this one pic of tendou with like really short hair and he was fucking AHHh he was hot !! but anyway) I found a thread of discussion on Oliver
Turns out, he hates corn cause it gets stuck between his teeth and I have no words cause even I didn't like corn for that reason... but its alright to eat now ig; he likes shin ramyeon. (Literally stocked the goddamn thing into the cupboard yesterday adbfkjhfbhesff ) and he likes Spicy food!! 🥹
and his manga. *put on glasses* Chi: Chikyū no Undō ni Tsuite.
It is a historical manga and it’s coinciding with astronomy. *is a major of it at uni* I- Oliver is a nerd. He’s a nerd and I love him for it. And I’d like to think that there is a moment where he does engage with you in discussions about it and when you give him that look; that knowing look of ‘I know who you really are’ when he turns an argument into an intellectual one without realizing it. And he just gives you the look back of ‘I know. I’m not stupid. Surprise.’
And once he falls in love with you? playboy season is over and he will be locked.
I absolutely loved this thought and thank you for sharing it with me ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ ♡
Cause seriously it fits well with his character and I can totally imagine him just being giddy about it (T.T) *heartclench*
What happened at uni today : So me and this guy I’ve known for 5 years since school share one of the majors we have out of two together. He’s very aloof, always sits at the back and doesn’t talk to anyone. But today since he was late, he sat next to me. And he goes ‘You’ve changed. You’ve lost a lost of weight.’ And not even in the positive way… it was condescending.
*proceeds to lose a debate against me* (like seriously you’d think I’d let that slide?)
I've also destroyed my glutes and elbows at the gym today and I'm writing more to the NNN challenge fic along with another one
Romantic killer is so cute and funny! I’d rec you to give it a watch !!
*passes cup of hot chocolate and a squishmallow* go on. I’m listening *pat pat* (੭˶•༝•˶)੭ ♡ You can rant to whenever you want <3
*sending warm and comforting hugs*
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HOWDY TIFF AHHHHH thank you so much for your sweet words on my Bond x Sunny art I'm so glad it gave off the vibes I was trying to instill✨🧡;-----;
I wanted to come ask, do your s/i go with Stan and the kids for that roadside attractions tour 👀?? Does she give Dipper girl advice 🥺?
Sunny
@tex-treasures
YOURE VERY WELCOME SUNNY!!!!!
OH MAN i didn’t even think abt that episode lmaooo. Honestly….i don’t think she would?? but then again there’s rarely a chance she’s miss out on a road trip so maybe she does? for now let’s just say she doesn’t. cuz if she were there the entire sub plot w stan and dipper would NEVER HAPPEN DJDJJDJSNSJS she hears Stan’s bad advice and immediately steps in like UM NO WAIT HOLD ON.
ok to be fair not ALL of his advice was bad imo, he essentially taught dipper how to have confidence, which is important! but the part that irks me is the whole “nah don’t contact her, now continue talking to other girls as practise” like……stan plz he can’t just take girls numbers willy nilly, thinking they’ll get a call back when they won’t 😭 IDK ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE SEEN THE EPISODE SO I MAY BE MISSING SOME DETAILS
as for advice……i genuinely have no clue other than “just go for it! it’s worth a try! if rejection happens that’s ok, it happens sometimes. don’t let that get u down” honestly tho i am NOT the best w advice cuz….imo stuff like that is a case by case situation. some methods of asking ppl out might work of different occasions and w diff people, so can I rly be one to say that I can give sagely advice? if romance happens, it happens on its own! if it doesn’t, that’s fine too. phhtt I feel like I’m overthinking things here, so yknow what, my s/i is the same, she’d have no fuckin clue what to tell dipper if he ever asked her for advice MSJXJSNJZJS she cld tell stories abt her and the stans! but that’s her ONLY experience w romance and even THEN it’s……..a unique thing of its own
dipper/mabel: hey grauntie tiff how do i ask ppl out
my s/i: (spent years in a mutual pining fic with two twins individually who are also emotionally stunted in someway so there was literally no forwardness from anyone, not to mention that the ONLY WAY she can connect w someone in “that special way” is to essentially traumabond and live life with them to see their best and worst qualities and become so familiar with them they’re literally a part of you now. also she’s asexual)
my s/i:
my s/i: idk i never did it
MDJDJDNSJJS HONESTLY SHED JUST BE EVEN MORE OF AN OVERTHINKING MESS IN THAT EPISODE SO LETS JUST SAY SHE STAYS HOME TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH FORD CUZ ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IT WAS JUST THE TWO OF THEM and despite the foreboding apocalypse and the bill cipher threat they missed each other so much 🥺 now they can be two old farts enjoying some peace together
#ty for the ask sunny!!! honestly the idea of my s/i giving advice wld sound like smth she wld do but the truth is#she wld not she’s a mess in that category djxnjsjzbsjs sorry dipper#lovely people#stan loving hours#common bonds#s/i tag
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One of the things i really like about trigun/trigun fanon is how all the adaptations of the characters have very distinct interpretations of them and have their own flare. (I just think it’s neat) And for that reason, I am taking advantage of the ability to make my OC as ooc as I want thinking about the different iterations of Fen throughout the different series.
Put under a cut for scrolling convenience.
Original/Trimax!Fen: This Fen is the more serious one out of the bunch. She’s definitely a bit more mature (which is ironic cause she's also the youngest of all the iterations) and gives off a more confident vibe. She’s still quiet, but she’s more reserved than reticent in this adaptation. A bit calmer and more self assured. She’s also not really around all that much she’s really more of a one off character. I also like how out of all the trigun iterations the trimax versions are depicted as absolute giants. Trimax!Fen is only slightly taller than her other iterations tho.
98/BLR!Fen: This Fen I’d say is a bit more cheeky, she’s got a bit more bite and spunk to her than the other iterations (to better ward off against 98/BLR Vash’s antics). She’s more outspoken, confident, and independent, but still not the most outgoing individual. She’s definitely the most expressive out of all the iterations, and a bit more energetic.
Stampede!Fen: This iteration of Fen definitely grows the most, she has a much more dynamic character arc (especially since tristamp is supposed to be an origin story so more to work with more to develop ✨) and therefore she starts out as the most naive and timid of the bunch. She’s an incredibly quiet and nervous little thing, but as she warms up to the rest of the gang she starts to become a little more lively. She’s definitely got a bit more of an air of innocence around her, especially compared to her 98 iteration. But as time goes on and she becomes more sure of herself some of that feistiness from her 98 iteration starts to break through, though just a little. She's definitely the sweetest and most patient (to the point of being a complete pushover) of the bunch.
And then in regards to my other OC, Em: her iterations are pretty much the same across adaptations. Very little, if anything at all, actually changes. The only differences for her I’d say are her relationship dynamics (in TriStamp she interacts more with Wolfwood and in 98 she interacts more with Vash. Maybe she and Fen are off being gal pals in TriMax idk, haven't really figured out how she fits into that story)
As for Fen's relationships, her dynamics are split fairly evenly between Vash and Wolfwood. (Vash has a very marginal edge, but only cause he's yknow... around a bit longer). The 98 dynamic is purely platonic (there's some level of flirting/chemistry but nothing ever actually comes of it), and so is TriMax for the most part (nothing official, but Fen does care very deeply about the two of them. But it's not necessarily romantic or acted on.) Tristamp is tbd, it's definitely a bit more romantically inclined than the other two but as for "official" relationships, that's undecided. Fen is aroace and she cares about the people around her very deeply and unconditionally, but don't ask her about romantic love cause her brain will actually stall out in confusion.
Side note: since Fen is a photographer for Bernardelli (communications to insurance for tristamp altho tbd depending on how S2 goes), the ongoing gag for ‘98 and trimax is that she gets sent to the towns that Vash passes through and is the one to document the damages. And for the longest time she’s just always a few steps behind meeting Vash, but is keenly aware of his existence. Until one day they meet by chance and then end up going the same way together for a spell. And so the joke changes from “always one step behind” to “saving herself the trouble of figuring out where the next calamity will hit”
#fen posting#feniverse rambling#mq notes#em posting#trigun posting#analysis#had this drafted while reading trimax and yeah it still holds up#I should probably write up something that delves into each character relationship specifically but that's a ramble for another day yeehaw#but to summarize the Fen differences in one word: calm | peppy | sweet#which isn't to say there's no overlap between them but those are the key differences#fen is a very gentle and considerate soul and that holds true for each iteration and every version of her in the feniverse#which is funny cause she definitely started off as a self insert but that aint me at alllll#(we also don't look a like at all either so she really just kinda grew conceptual legs and turned into her own complete character)
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sage nutmeg and taro! :DDD <3
Sage ~ what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, painting, statues) is the most touching to you? Why do you think that is?
Aight since I talked about statues last time I’ll talk about ✨music✨ im honestly not sure how to describe this but we probably all get it lol. I love how music can make me feel things, like take me out of my self and into whatever it is that the song is about, or the vibe/energy (I think that’s the same thing but whatever. Different in my mind lol). Maybe it’s a happy upbeat folk song and suddenly I’m off on and adventure, just able to explore all these emotions and thoughts in a way that is a lot easier than I’d be able to conjure up normally ig. Idk how to say things lol but yeah.
Nutmeg ~ how’s your room/home decorated? Do you have a specific theme or style going on?
Ok this is a question I got a LOT which is great but also I’m not sure how to answer lol. I share a room with uhhhhhhhhh three other people? So it’s kinda hard to have a set theme. Maybe messy is the right word 🤔 lol I jest(sorta). Well, the walls are painted a nice peach colour, we have dried flowers, a pearlescent clock, A lantern and some holy items on the windowsill with a desk underneath, mostly covered in art supplies. We’re actually going to be revamping our desk which I’m excited about lol. I have a clothing rack with nicely colour coordinated clothing, and uhhhh yeah a few boxes lol.
Taro ~ if someone called you right now to catch up, what are the things you’d tell them about? 
I went through old letters today and found one from my priest friend(God rest his soul) and I just completely broke down. I want to cry every time I think about him and honestly I kinda do. Being at mass usually reminds me of him. I also broke down earlier because I miss my friends. I miss being young and having friends. I guess I never really had a lot, but I just feel so lonely. I miss especially a very dear friend and it hurts so badly to think about her. I miss our long talks, crazy fangirling, and just the love that we had for each other. I regret a lot of things and if I could go back I’d change a lot of what I said and did and I’d tell her every day how much I love and appreciate her. She’s not dead but she just seems so far away. On a better note, i finished my postpartum doula certifications a while ago, and I have a little crochet business! I’m sewing a lot and I’m completely overwhelmed by all the things I have to do lol. Im stressed because I don’t have a job bait also if I had a job I would be COMPLETELY swamped so let’s count our blessings. I’m head over heels for the most amazing guy in the world, and I can’t wait to marry him. I turned 20 sorta recently, and I have a lot of bittersweet feelings. I know that I’m pretty young but I feel old. I can’t imagine how I’ll feel ten years from now. Probably still old lol. I’m pretty sure something is really wrong with me physically and I’m a little worried that I’m not gonna make it but yknow. Anyway that was a lot, and there’s a lot more, but I’ve kinda already overshared a lot lol so. That’s it :P
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oooo fun fun fun!!! yeah you should. always fun to go to a place with ✨vibes✨
my brothers’ uni has that vibe. so so cool. like a castle type vibe almost. but ofc, nothing matches up to that uni in scotland that they used as hogwarts jshshdhdj
and man it looked so stable how was i to know i would fall in (i should have known. they’re just bushes 😔 but i thought yknow… fancy garden, maybe the bushes were stronger djdhjdsj)
(also your aunt’s house being cottagecore ahhhh!!! i’m sure it’s the prettiest lil place 🥺)
OH RIGHTTTT theres a uni here that is so beautiful and it has a 'new' section witj newer buildings but the older section has lots of brick and vines and grand trees and they also have mascot (?) peacocks???? BUT its so far away (not /super/ far but far enough i wouldnt go LOL; my brother goes there sjdjjsnd) but yeah i'd love to explore the campus and find a place to write.
oh and theres another uni which isnt. the same vibes^ but it has these really nice small spots with marble and vines and ???? i forgot what theyre called bu like the wood thingies that run overtop and plants grow/climb them AHJSJS anyways yeah they have these scattered around and i used to go w my friend (who goes to that uni) and find a spot to read/write HAHA
#sulfurcosmos#kat answers#oh lord sorry i had this half typed up this morning while waiting for smth#and then saved to draft and then /forgot/#and then remembered and finished it and proceeded to save as draft again KVNDSKJNVDSKJVSD
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