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brave || lucy bronze x reader ||
lucy must put on a brave face when you go down during a game.
lucy could count on one hand the amount of times that she had ever been truly terrified. the fear that she felt whenever you went down was the greatest by far. it was almost like a sick joke. lucy didn't have time to be bitter about it, not when you obviously needed her to be there for you more. and so, lucy tried her best to swallow it all back to kneel next to you.
"hey bird, that was a nasty hit you took," lucy said. up close, it was so much worse. lucy had seen you go down, and momentarily had just frozen on the opposite side of the field. standing next to you, there was so much blood. that was nothing compared to the dazed look in your eyes.
"lucy, it hurts," you whined. lucy knew that you were about to start crying. she was certain the only reason you weren't yet were all of the younger players on the field. the one who had knocked into you was recently brought up from a youth team, and you didn't want to scar her.
"it's okay. i've got you. shh, just breathe for me," lucy instructed you. the medics came over and took you straight off of the field. lucy was subbed off as well, a decision that sarina made without second thought.
"keep a close eye on her for all of us," millie told your wife. lucy nodded and gave millie a quick hug as the woman went on for lucy. there hadn't been an official sub for lucy, but everybody knew that millie could handle it for a bit. there weren't that many minutes left in the game, and england managed to pull ahead early on.
"look at me bird." lucy gently grabbed onto your chin, forcing you to look up at her. "that's gonna leave a nasty cut, but i think i can get over it for a while."
"what a saint," you huffed. lucy smiled, glad that you could still joke with her. she knew that it was just an expression, but she was glad that the humor hadn't been knocked out of you. lucy could still remember whenever you had gotten a concussion back in college so bad that your career had almost ended. "are you also going to nurse me back to health?"
"of course i am. i'm not letting you out of my sight," lucy mumbled as she pulled you into a hug. lucy was incredibly gentle with you in a way that you knew meant she was terrified. "how are you feeling, really?"
"well, my head hurts like a bitch, but i am okay. i would be a bit better if you didn't look like you'd just seen a ghost. i got up lucy, i walked off of the field. it's not like last time," you told her. lucy swallowed back some tears. the memories of your injury still haunted her. it hadn't been all bad though. lucy had admitted her feelings for you that night at the hospital, even if she thought you were in a coma when you weren't. "you could have stayed and played on."
"nah, someone's got to give bright those pity minutes. she likes riling up the young ones when she's bored." lucy laughed a little, but you could still hear the tears behind it. lucy didn't let go of you until she was certain that she wouldn't just burst into tears. you laid back until the doctor came back to finish up your concussion tests.
you knew that you were concussed, it was just a question of how badly. your facial cut was superficial and didn't need stitches, which you were grateful for. lucy held your hand tightly as it was bandaged up before you went back to the locker room to wash up. the game had ended by the time you were finished, but the team was all seemingly waiting to see how you were. the fact that you hadn't been rushed off to the hospital was a good sign.
"you know, you just about gave bronzey here a heart attack," mary said as she slung her arm around your shoulders. she tried to pull you away from lucy, who did not loosen her grip on you one bit. "scared the rest of us pretty bad too."
"gotta keep you on your toes. as for lucy, she was very brave. kept a calm head with me through my tests." lucy blushed at your praise, but didn't argue.
"what's the verdict?" keira asked. you could see her, georgia, and leah practically shaking with anticipation.
"i'll be out for at least a month, maybe two. i am really sorry guys, i was hoping to see this through, but it's just the luck of the draw," you told them. almost immediately, you felt their bodies crash into yours. lucy was trapped in the hug as well, but you could tell from the way that her body sagged into it that she needed it.
"you can be our mascot. every time that we score, we'll do it for you," georgia promised. you ruffled the shorter woman's hair a bit before you pressed a kiss to the top of her head. the team seemed to be in complete agreement with dedicating the whole tournament to you, which you knew meant trouble for the other teams.
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I've been thinking about season 7 of the queer firefighter show and have decided that it was absolute trash.
I started watching the show like two months ago, from season 1, so basically I speed ran the entire thing and I can confidently say season 7 was the worst of all them. Which sucks because we got such good events - they were just handled so clumsily.
The writing was fucking all over the place, the characters were OOC, there was no continuity, and the more I think about the potential it had the more disappointed I am with Buck's coming out story line.
They didn't do SHIT with it except make it about kissing boys, which yes is a big part of being a bisexual man, but like...also not the only thing about being a bisexual who discovers themselves in their thirties? The writers sexualized the whole thing, and bisexuals get so sexualized already... it was just...low stakes and lazy.
I share all of this to say that when you approach a story with no plan (which I've seen rumored was the case with this season) winging it results in mediocrity if you're lucky and absolute garbage if you're not.
I know because I'm a pantser when I write and my experience has taught me I need at least a list of bullets for story structure in order for anything to make sense, and I never publish part of something before I finish all of it because once you put it out there into the world, retconning is a bitch.
I really wish the writers/showrunners of 911 had approached s7 with less of a "who cares" attitude because they basically put all their eggs in the bi!buck and buddie PR basket and kind of ignored the need for like...story and character.
I really hope they get their shit together for season 8. But American television, like American capitalism, forces things to live beyond their staying power (HOW does Grey's have 20 seasons??) regardless of whether the story itself has passed its termination point. Because at this point, I worry the writers are just going to make an even bigger mess than they already have by focusing too much on shock and drama and ignoring the thing that made the show loved, which was the characters.
911 was GOOD for a really long time, and it would be nice to see it go back to being good in season 8.
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This blog is full of hatred. This blog can fit so much fucking hatred in it.
#not you if i follow you or you follow me to be clear.#i just mean that i hate a lot of people's guts and things about the world in general#hatred and anger and spite are my best friends#these are the only bitches who can handle me#we are kissing each other with tongue#we are intertwined. We have begun to blur.#on a related note genuinely do not get how people can see these as#purely negative emotions for the people experiencing them. Can't relate. Couldn't be me.#they have literally kept me alive before and you expect me to treat them like they're#innately harmful to my own wellbeing just because they make you personally uncomfortable? Fuck off#like one of those shitty significant other ultimatums but instead of an so#its some random stranger who thinks their experience is universal#and that that makes them arbiter of what's good for you lmao#this is also why i don't tend to use 'hatred' to mean 'bigotry'.#It's perfectly reasonable to hate bigots/Nazis/etc.#What's not reasonable is attacking minority groups for existing.#the concept of hatred is not the issue here and also they would often be inclined to describe#their own bigoted discriminatory or abusive actions as based on love#its almost like emotions including love are morally neutral and not inherently good/bad or something#mypost#that got long winded
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everything that could go wrong today has and I’m just ready to call it quits for this year while I’m ahead. Not even going to try anymore.
#rant in tags ignore if you don’t want to see my bitching#literally two things broke in the bathroom while I was using it and ik I’m gonna have to hear my dad’s fucking mouth abt it#I literally never cause trouble break or ask for anything#always walking on eggshells bc I never wanna make trouble for him or anybody else#but the first to volunteer my help but getting yelled at over a stupid discrepancy for an Amazon order#I explained that my bank sucks so much so I’ve only stuck to using CashApp bc it steals money#but he basically accuses me of stealing his money to help my brother#my selfish ass brother who I do everything for can’t even have the decency not to touch my stuff I brought specifically for me#but you’ll gladly stick ur neck out for a neighborhood drug addict and help them#ur kids can never have room for error#I’m responsible for all of my affairs I don’t ask him for a damn thing I even buy groceries every month and the internet#god forbid one thing goes wrong and he flies off the handle#two seconds from slitting vertically#not even doing this I’m done#I’m tired of living like this tbh#I can’t even drive myself or barely even walk lmao#what is the fucking point#cherry chats 🍒#I’m sorry I’m just frustrated bc how dare you act like I cause so much trouble
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this is a funny as fuck dialogue option for when you're playing a dead-birth-parents-rogue who just so happens to be mixed. get gathened idiot.
#succ speaks#i just think it's funny that wotc constantly has NO idea how to handle half-elves from a mixed lens.#as much as i WOULD be happy that larian devs were there to say 'hey man people can be proud of their mixed heritage'#it's just funny as fuck to me that the first time i'm seeing this line is with mo fucking gathen.#the only funnier option is 3. this bitch is withering away there's nothing sexy about him unless u ask his actual party's paladin(s)#baldur's gate 3 kind of sucks especially early on but it's worth it to me to be funny while playing with friends who know this character#'hmm. i can't seem to recall what happened to elturel.' [finished the descent into avernus adventure path. was one of the adventurers.]#'the zhentarim? i think i've heard of them somewhere' [is a zhent ardragon with specialties in legal dealings and investigations]#the running joke is that he got mind flayer brain damage after a stat scramble and cannot find the right people for the life of him#this is so funny though. imagine i just became a small local hero and some nice girl i helped one time says she'll sing a song about me#and she's like 'what should i sing about' and i'm like. 'how about my mixed heritage.' LMFAOOOOO that's so out of pocket#like my friend is so curious and wants me to choose it because he wants to know what alfira's even going to DO with that like ????
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Laios is the first character I've ever been able to fully relate to and given how many people think hes the most unhinged guy possible in and out of universe i am kinda worried...... like...... is this why i only have 3 friends in the area?? I thought he was the average autistic man (like me)
#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#listen#hes just like me#if i found out there was a siren species i would Also lesrn their special sacred song and sing it at them with the best of my ability!#and i would also get so disappointed when they swam away :[#if i just saved my sister from a dragon and Certain Death i would also eat the dragon#if my friend were grabbed by a killer plant i would ALSO ask how it felt#and his sweet and endearing special interest is only kind of unhinged! only a little!#laios is the only bitch on this earth who understands and can handle me#dungeon meshi
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anyway it kinda sorta feels like my life is just now starting.
#i'm 25 and for the first time i'm not wondering what's wrong with me.#now i KNOW what's wrong with me and that means i can HANDLE IT.#and look at me. i'm handling it!!!!#i can't believe i spent my entire life thinking i was weak and lazy.#i am. perhaps. very strong and brave for spending my entire adult life so far advocating for myself#in the face of family and professionals who all tried to convince me i just needed to try harder.#like. maybe actually i'm a bad bitch for being the only one out here fighting for answers#even when the answers were fucking scary and nobody else believed in my experiences!!#i've had irl folks cringe at how open i am about my diagnoses. but like.#i'm autistic i've got adhd and bipolar ii and i'm disabled with hEDS and associated neuroimmune conditions#and i'm going to be SO annoying about it because I WORKED HARD TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT.#SORRY IF IT MAKES YOU RE-EVALUATE YOUR ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT ME. ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE ME.#because i've re-evaluated my assumptions about me. and i feel so much fucking peace.#because i'm finally learning how to take care of myself properly.#and for the first time since i was 18 years old. i feel genuinely hopeful that i might actually get to enjoy my life.#ANYWAY Uhh i gotta go to bed. GOODNIGHT.#izzy.txt
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Trying to listen to something about that small college in Florida Desantis took over for politics but hearing it described as it was before reminded me of college-hunting with my mom and triggered the shit out of me.
#School was just.#Around 9-11 school stopped being something I could manage and transitioned more to like#‘’Welcome to the world! This is hell and it lasts forever. At the bottom of our pit here you can see the churning toothsome maw which it#is your sisyphean task to crawl away from even as the loose dirt of the sloping pitsides crumbles beneath your hands and feet carrying you#ver closer. If you fail to escape the maw something that brings you pleasure in life will be taken from you and you will be reconstructed#and returned to the pit to fail again.’’#Looking at residential colleges makes me so sad to look back on because of how low my standards for my life were.#My mom was carting me around California and filling in a major for me on tour paperwork and I was trying to be as small and socially gracef#l as possible and that was it. No thought of what I wanted. No thought of my own future at all aside from a vague sense that#given how all my efforts towards anything collapsed in their infancy#I would not be the type of person who Gets Into Colleges.#And I was right! I don’t remember if I couldn’t handle the application process or if I just never got accepted to any residential colleges#r if it was a decision my mother made for me after I dropped out of high school and got a GED instead of graduating properly but I just wen#to community college for a semester. And then I convinced my parents to let me take a year off from struggling in the hell pit and they jus#let me walk out! And I never went back! And it’s only by luck of circumstance I’ve been able to get away with that!#Christ it’s 11 am and I haven’t had my breakfast smoothie. Calm down bitch.
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How can anyone like fomo mechanics in video game
"do this NOW to get an EXCLUSIVE skin nobody will ever have again!!! Only this week! Ur on vacation, far away from ur home and computer??? Tough shit! Family emergency didn't let you reach the final threshold to get the last accessory to complete the bundle? Wah wah, missed your chance!"
Life is already full of shit like that like having to choose between going to a party and taking a calm evening to yourself and you miss out on stuff all the time
Why would anyone want a mechanic in the game that will arbitrarily limit access of a DIGITAL asset
I can somewhat understand the need to feel special but your little "I'm different" moment is like, very little happiness vs all the people who would get happiness from having access to that thing
Overall if you want to limit something in your game, at least find a way to get it afterwards instead of leaving it unobtainable for no reason
#Rant#Vent#I saw someone ask for more stuff that is only available to people who played before certain date#AAnd like bitch please#I have work#I'm not sitting in the game 24/7 just in case a new skin drops that will never appear again bc some random requirement#Aaaaaaa why would anyone willingly want these sorts of mechanics#Wat do you mean i cannot collect every single skin in the game just by dedication and effort or money or whatever Wh#What do you mean there are people who play the same game as me and have access to things I WILL NEVER have access to no matter what i do#At least with Klei you can gather up points and get the missed twitch drops and skins given away a long time ago#Seriously so happy with how they handled it
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if there's one thing I hate it's nurses who treat you like a child or an inconvenience when you're in pain despite them insisting you shouldn't be.
no, I can't sit on the side of the bed to eat my soup, sitting up hurts like hell and I don't care that you don't think it does. it does. I know it does because it's my body and I feel the pain, so what the fuck is that about?! I had surgery this morning, there's a wound in my belly button, so it's going to hurt for a bit, I'm not being dramatic or anything!
the weirdest part is that I didn't complain or say anything, I just started sitting up very slowly to eat, and she felt the need to treat me like I'm an idiot for being in pain 🤷
she also rolled her eyes and made an annoyed noise when I showed that I was in pain during and after she gave me the injection to prevent blood clots. lady, I don't know what your problem is but that shit hurts like hell for me, every single time I've gotten it, and it keeps hurting for over an hour. so I'm going to fucking wince a little and you're just gonna have to learn to deal with that without being an asshole.
it's like there's two categories of nurses - the ones that are incredibly sweet and kind and caring, who apologise if something they do hurts and are calm and understanding when you show that you're in pain. and the ones that are completely dismissive and treat you like you're a fucking idiot for every single question, statement or reaction.
#the one who said this has generally been really unfriendly and harsh#the nurse who was here when I came in this morning was SO nice though so I really hope she'll be working tonight or tomorrow morning#and I might complain (a little) about this one when the doctors come in tomorrow morning... or at least mention that she keeps being rude#like. this is the ward for people who just had surgery so how can you be that dismissive and rude about this??#anyway lol I can handle this behaviour now#last time this happened in I think 2019 I had a breakdown after one specific nurse kept treating me exactly like this#sorry but if you're such a huge bitch maybe you shouldn't work with people. especially not patients.#I've vented and now I feel better lol so it's fine now. and I should be going home on Sunday anyway so I won't have to deal with her for#too long#personal#tw medical#tw hospital#oof this just reminded me that the shitty nurse in 2019 actually told me to stop overreacting and being a baby when that stupid injection#hurt me. like??? why?? even if I was the only person who ever experienced pain during that (which I don't think is the case) that still#wouldn't give anyone the right to treat me like that?? over simply making an involuntary sound and shedding a couple tears#it's not like I said anything to her or was angry at her. it's so stupid#at least this time the lovely old lady I'm sharing a room with said after this that she thinks it's surprising that I can even sit up at#all so soon after surgery. that felt nice
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love the emotional whiplash i feel whenever i spend more than an hour with my parents
#this weekend had everything from arguing to laughing to screaming to crying#sad crying and angry crying#mom telling me it breaks her heart that i'm 'never happy' while once again blaming it on me caring about politics and social issues#and just other people in general#and me needing to stop myself from going on a rant about how mental illness actually works#and that i do have things that make me happy#AND THAT SHE'S THE ONE WHO SPENT MY ENTIRE LIFE TELLING ME LIFE ISNT FAIR AND LOVE ISNT REAL AND YOU'RE LUCKY IF YOU'RE NOT MISERABLE#she tells me i'm so full of anger like bitch you fly off the handle and lash out at anyone in a five mile radius at any minor inconvenience#i talk all the time about the things that make me happy but she thinks they're stupid and immature so she writes them off#she doesn't understand that if i measure happiness on some grand scale like major life changing things#then of course i'll never be happy#because i can't sit and wait around for a wife or a house or the perfect job#none of those things are guaranteed so i need to find ways to be happy with smaller things and i do#she tells me i'm not happy when ten years ago i didn't even plan to be alive this long#but i can't say she's undermining all the work i've done over the years because she has no idea i've done anything#she says people don't ever change so she measures happiness and progress by external things only#she doesn't understand how much i've changed#i can't really blame her even tho i feel like she's refusing to see something that's right in front of her#but at the same time i'm resentful that she can never see me as a fully fleshed out person#because she insists on seeing me as an extension of herself and her own unhappiness#this started as an angry post and turned into all the things i wish i could say to her but can't cuz she'll just disagree#and insist the things that are important to me don't matter and that i'm doing life all wrong#personal
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yeah i aint touching new jujutsu kaisen shit with a ten foot pole and a gas mask
#hellllllllllllllll no#its the worst kind of media out there rn#making the characters i love suffer unecessarily?#haha!#bitch i couldnt even handle it when 15 year old girls beat up ryuji#and youre expecting me to be okay that EVERYONE IS DEAD AND THE ONLY GUY WHO CAN STOP IT IS A ZOMBIE EVIL THING?#bye!#mine
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sonic the hedgehog tumblr dashboard simulator
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got held up in traffic today cause some noob couldnt drive the fucking loop-de-loop. lmfao fucking coward
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ok but robotnik's kind of a dilf tho
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he's literally a war criminal can we NOT do this tumblr
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@wispgender dont u literally simp for nominatus like who is one to talk
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NOMINATUS ISN'T REAL????
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that you know of
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what
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saw sonic the hedgehog irl once. he showed up at my village, released 30 feral pickys in the town hall, paid the ice cream vendor roughly a thousand rings for a single chili dog, told me not to waste my life worrying about the little things, and then caused a fucking tornado
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ok and??? you're not special
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THIS WAS A PERSONAL POST GO AWAAAAY
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sucks that sticks the badger hates all technology you know she would do NUMBERS on here
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being an islander be like "are those the kind of eggsplosions i should worry about or the kind of eggsplosions that are gonna repair our crops, fix the economy, and bring my dead grandma back to life"
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being a continenter be like "oh great what primordial diety has risen from the grave to block traffic and fight a 15yo today"
🥭 chao-official
being a chao be like "chao chao chao chao chao"
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you said it my mans
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hold on if sonic the hedgehog is jewish then how is he santa claus
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dont question him
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hey guys real question are human/mobian relationships problematic
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op is about to start the anthro church schism of the fifteenth year all over again
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ok but in all seriousness did your mom never teach you that part of history
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someone doesn't know about the united federations public school system
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what the fuck is a public school
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are we gonna talk about op's chaos radiation fetish
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OP'S WHAT NOW
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ok but am i the only one who thinks that the public school system would be a good idea if handled right? like i know it's traditional to learn from your parents and then experience the world on our own from the ages of 7-13 but like combining all our knowledge and learning together doesnt seem like a bad idea
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bitch that's what the internet is for
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yeah where else am i gonna learn to make infinite chaos emeralds
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"infinite chaos emeralds" that's called the phantom ruby
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everybody on this site has brain damage
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yeah. from the radiation
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caught this today
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if anything happens to this blog i genuinely hope eggman blows us all up as punishment
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Hey guys! Sorry to do this again but rent's a little tight this month :( If we've ever solved a case for you guys or made you guys smile, please consider sending a ko-fi our way! we just need a few rings to get through the month <3
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do we ever talk about that time the sky turned blood-red and shadow the hedgehog's demon dad descended from on high to murder us all and we only barely survived
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shadow fixed it it's fine
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yeah that was like twelve apocalypses ago move on
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kinda wanted to bang black doom tbh
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THE DEVIL???? FROM THE BIBLE????
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yeah. move over gayboy i'm boutta be shadow's new dad
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starting a conspiracy that time hasnt moved since 2006
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why the fuck was i shadowbanned after posting this
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tfw you finally save up enough rings for ice cream and you go outside and get hit by swatbot pieces and the rings just go fuckin everywhere
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so did y'all see that genesis wave or was it just me
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the virgin tweeter "if you use a bad word in the same tweet as the word 'cream' you get obliterated off the site" vs this chad site of "i want to put knuckles back in a microwave"
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BACK????
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ok posting my first fanart to this site pls be nice! <3
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why does tails look like he's always about to say "it fucken WIMDY"
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Hello, @emeraldfwuitgummy!
I actually quote that image on a constant basis! Sonic thinks it's hilarious every time. He's quite the fan of memes, and it's nice to get a laugh out of him!
Formally,
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SO WAS ANYONE GOING TO TELL ME THAT TAILS WAS ON THIS FUCKING SITE OR--
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do. do you not know he created tailblr. dude it's in the name lmao
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he
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didn't eggman invent this site???
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THE EGG ABANDONED SCRAMBLR IN ITS TIME OF NEED AND THE FOX RAISED US FROM THE ASHES. YOU WILL NOT DISRESPECT HIM
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Hello, @milfwisp and @veganswatbot!
Very good question! This site was Eggman's until I ate his bones. Thank you for engaging! :D
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YOU
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what's not clicking
#long post /#sonic the hedgehog#sonicverse#sth#sonicedit#mine#unreality /#unreality#long post#<< trying different tags here cause ppl are telling me the first attempt wasnt working
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A third of my brain is having a panic attack, a third is thinking about my oc Dorian having a panic attack, and the last third is excited about interview with the vampire.
#I’m handling things much better than Dorian I did some deep breathing and took a shower#Dorian texted this one bitch he met three days ago like hi I’m having a panic attack about my job and my future#and she was like fake your death I can hide you#and he went oh yeah absolutely#she also demanded a price!!!!#and he said you can have me at your disposal for a year and that’ll go really really well bc as you can tell she is SO trustworthy#their relationship isn’t even good!!#he made fun of her name bc it’s sparkle (yes from star rail this a fandom oc) and then was like wait that was mean actually#and texted her to apologize#and then she immediately went#was it worth it?? the fame the money the planet you abandoned as soon as you found something better#only to end up a pawn of the company that destroyed it in the first place#and he was like. bro what the FUCK I said I’m SORRY#but also became psychosexually obsessed with her bc she was the only one who told him the truth#also a little longer than three days ig
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Whyyyyy would I have a romantic dream about my former coworker. I really woke up having soft thoughts about this stupid man 😵💫 absolute idiocy!!!!!!
#i didn’t wake up just now. i’ve been awake for hours. but i’m still thinking about this dream because whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#i think this is my mom’s fault honestly. ‘why don’t you just call [redacted] and ask if they have any hours for you’#because i’m ashamed. alright? i’m ashamed that the TA position i rejected them for fell through#i WILL do it if dry cleaning also falls through because i don’t think i can handle working from home any longer but give me one more chance#to find gainful employment before i run back to my old boss like ‘hiiii girl i fucked up. help?’#anyway. so i had a crush on this guy (this is the age appropriate one not the 20 year old) basically the whole time i worked there#he is so catastrophically fine. he’s like 6’2 with tattoos and floopy hair and wire rimmed glasses and he gave me full on brainworms!!!!#but he was kind of a dick. he flirted with every woman but me (6’1; overweight; bad case of resting bitch face) and had literally JUST#separated from this woman who he was only married to for 3 months. we got on okay as coworkers and we had a similar sense of humour and were#able to laugh together and stuff; but i always got the sense that he loved himself first and foremost#and also doesn’t fuck with fat women. which is 100% his choice but also. 🫠#so i always remained professional and then i left and haven’t really thought about him in months. but then proceeded to have a dream#last night in which i was working there again and he was flirting with me Relentlessly and at one point had his arm around me#and was kissing my neck. 🥴#i have GOT to ask. why is this happening to me. why now?? this is ridiculous#anyway if you need me i need to get ready for my stepdad’s birthday lunch thing#personal
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ok read all of the tags before coming at me
#i just wanted to talk in the tags#but like part of me hates that theres so much positivity for cluster b disorders#no no no hear me out#like i dont have empathy and im better than everybody because of it like i dont give a fuck if im “still a good person”#like no bitch im the best at being the worst and everybody should hate me because im better at being worse than they are#anyways i think i have npd#also all the positivity helps me sometimes like when i feel like im destined to be nothing but a shit person#but rn i am better than everybody else and if you agree with that then im hoing to tell you to gtfo#cuz i have to be the only one who is right in thinking im the best#and if you tell me im not better than everybody that will just fuel my ego because that proves that im right and youre wrong#i should not be allowed in public lmao#usually its not this extreme but like im a little fucked up rn#i keep trying to save people who dont think they need to be saved and it makes me angry as shit#like IK hes 28 and can handle shit himself but i need to fucking save him because he wont help himself damnit#if you want things done right you have to do them yourself#and so ill march my ass all the way ovwr thwre and save him myself#i wanna go tf to bed now#anyways i am on a damn high rn just from my own ego and i love it <3#anyways imma go to bed now#good night queers and peers
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