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Cw; fluffy megumi, pg 13
GIF by @/kyriun
Megumi valued his personal space, you’ve known that as long as you’ve known him. Having been his friend before you started dating, you’d been accustomed to his personal boundaries . Of course you still showed affection, holding his hand under tables, soft kisses you would share when he got you alone. But you never over stepped what you thought was the unspoken limit.
What you didn’t know, though, was that Megumi didn’t see it that way. He was deeply confused about the lack of proper cuddling and “touchy touchy” couple stuff you guys do.
You and Megumi decided to have a quiet night in his room. You were sitting on his bed, your knees slightly brushing together as you sat beside each other. The space between you was starting to irritate him.
“Y/n?”
“Yeah, Megs?”
“Why are you so distant with me…do i gross you out or something?”
“What are you talking about?”
You shot him a bewildered look, turning your body to face him. He quickly looked away from you, frowning.
“You never cuddle me, and you never hug me.. whats your problem?” He grunted, turning his gaze back to you. You furrowed your brows for a second. “I thought you didnt like that kinda stuff!” “You never asked if i did” “Megumi if you wanted to cuddle, you could’ve just said that” you scooted closer to your boyfriend, grabbing his shoulders and yanking him down on the bed with you, his entire weight was on your body, warm and comforting against you. You hummed in contentment, hugging his body against your own. Megumi, face hidden in your hair, tensed in surprise, his cheeks warming up from the sudden contact. But he slowly relaxed, sinking into your embrace. You giggled and reached over to unplug the lamp, careful not to disturb Megumi.
#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk megumi#megumi fushiguro#megumi x reader#megumi fluff#drabble#❥iloveboysinred#ilovemegumisomuch#didnt really like this but oh well#this is based off of real thoughts i have about people
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pleasepleaseplease elaborate on bartylus as orpheus and eurydice variants please if you want
mil!!!!! you sent this to me 2 minutes before my shift started….. i was losing my mind…. they’ve been in my head ever since…. i just got home thank god !!!!!!
anyway. so i have this au/wip which is loosly (very loose!!) based on the eurydice and orpheus myth but also set in canon. i have a tag for it ’fic: don’t look back’ <3
here’s a little snippet:
”Barty,”
It comes out as a breath, as an exhale— but it almost shatters him. If he wasn’t on his knees already he knows they would buckle. Knows he would fall down at Regulus’ feet. He almost looks.
so regulus still goes to the cave, and he still dies. he doesn’t go out of the kindness of his heart, but because he’s tired and he did it all wrong and he can’t win and he just wants it to be over. he goes because he misses his brother and he wants his brother to live. he doesn’t care about the rest of it, the war, the two sides, voldy or dumbledore or the prophecy. he wants out and he’ll never get his brother back so he’ll do this one thing to (hopefully) save his brother even if sirius will never know <3 after that he’s done. he goes to the cave knowing he’s going to die and he wants to. he yearns for the dark and the quiet !!!! he’s 17 and he thinks he’s lived way too long and he just wants out now
he leaves barty a letter. it’s vague but barty figures it out. they spend one last night together because regulus is selfish and greedy and want him just one more night. they used to fumble around back at hogwarts. they were each others firsts and they trusted each other but they were never together. not actually. just stumbling into each others beds, shakey hand jobs, clumsy blowjobs, sloppy kisses. they didnt really talk about it either but not in an awkward way, they just didnt really need to. it was about comfort and love and boyhood and fear and safety and they’re just. so special to me. not dating, not best friends, but a secret third thing. just so completely intertwined but so different from each other.
- virginia woolf. this is the bartylus dynamic to me. like. everything was awful, their homes, their circumstances, their surroundings, their expecations. but they were also just boys. everythings awful but sometimes they’d sit in the slytherin common room and they’d make each other laugh. sirius left but barty is waiting for him at kings cross with a grin :,)
anyway. it all sort of stopped after they both took the dark mark. they still had each others backs and they’re always best friends and intertwined!! but i guess there’s just too much else to think about now ahdhdjajfjkd. but reg comes to barty the night before he leaves for the cave and they properly spend the night together. its messy and miserable and lovely and it feels like a goodbye. reg leaves before barty wakes up the next morning.
barty!!!!!!!! goes mad. mad with regret and anger and desperation and love and hatred and every other emotion under the sun. he wants him back and he will get him back. barty is smart, was top of his class, is a quick learner in all things magic. i don’t know how long it takes, if its months or years, but barty is on a rampage and he’s seeing red and he’s not sleeping and he’s not at all himself. he sees reg as a ghost, talks to him, he’s haunted. he aquires several forbidden books from shady sources about magic that has long since been banned. he will bring regulus back if it’s the last thing he does. eventually he finds either a spell or some magic ritual (haven’t figured it out yet) that existed back in the 1700s but has been banned almost immediately due to people just. coming back wrong. miserable and wailing. barty’s not seeing that though. he’s just seeing that he can bring him back. so he learns everything there is to know about the spell/ritual and then sets out to go to the cave. months or years later, i still haven’t decided. i think it would be a little sexy if it was a couple years after reg died.
that’s where the eurydice & orpheus myth comes in. basically barty isn’t allowed to look at regulus until they both get out of the place where he died. but it also differs because regulus so desperately wants him to look. regulus is miserable when he’s brought back. miserable and young and confused and angry.
by paul tran is and always will be rab when he enters the cave!!
so reg is trying to seduce barty to please look at him. please look at me. and barty wants to more than anything. the first time he finally takes a breath since regs death is when he finally brings him back. the relief overwhelming. and it lasts for 0.01 seconds because regulus doesn’t want to live. he’s so angry and he’s sobbing and wants to go back. but barty doesn’t want him to. and he’s telling regulus it’s going to be okay and they’ll be okay and he’ll protect him and take care of him. but regulus doesn’t care. and barty is desperate:/
sadly barty is greedy. and weak. and it’s been years and it’s desperate and he can’t remember the shade of blueish gray regs eyes were. and regs pleading hurts. and barty just wants him. he just wants him and wants to keep him and he was never ready to lose him and he isn’t ready now. but it all boils down to the fact that barty is equally impulsive as he is strategic. he spent years (?) trying to figure out a way to being regulus back and more of his friends died during that time. he’s done what he set out to do. so he looks. because reg is asking him to and because barty isn’t strong enough not to look at what he wants
and yeah.
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disabled queer pride flag edits !!
gilbert baker pride + progress pride / gay + lesbian / pan + bi / trans + genderqueer / genderfluid, agender / bigender + nonbinary / aromantic + asexual / polyamorous + aroace / queer chevron + intersex
#text#I WANTED 2 POST THIS LAST DAY OF JUNE BUT. IM LATW. WHOOPS#i was 2 busy being autistic about my silly little show i 4got that it was almost july 😭#tgis was fun tho i might do more :D#there were a couple others i wanted to do but i a) didnt want the post to be too long and b) wanted it to have an even number of flags#in each line#also deciding which ones to put next to which . took way longer than i thought it would#i put the polyam and aroace flags next 2 each other bc theyre both like#challenging to amatonormativity + the expectation that everyone has 1 soulmate theyll meet & fall in love with etc#im rly proud of the intersex one it took a while to figure out how 2 get the disabled pride flag in there but i like the corcles :3#mine
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are there places to ask people about obscure video games. because i remember my friend had this ds game about training a dog but i can remember SO LITTLE of it theres no chance of me finding it on my own. i know if i saw the gameplay i'd remember it. this has been bothering me for YEARS and for some reason today i am particularly annoyed about it
the only other things i remember about it are that there was a minigame to clean dirt off the dog's bed, and there was a small forest to explore in a topdown format and through one path i believe you could enter competitions
#clai speaks#please. where did it go it almost feels like i dreamt it up at this point#it always bothered me bc i never made much progress in that game because i didnt know how#and one day when i tried to boot it up all the graphics were just. corrupted. the forest was a black void and all that#perhaps somethijg to do with the fact it was on an r4 flashcart#on the topic of pet games i forgot though there was a different game i forgot about but re-found it a couple months ago#My Pet Shop also for ds. i loved that game and almost finished it but there was this one dog i just could not tame#i really wanted to try it again i'll do that eventually. once i get through my massive backlog of OTHER things i want to play
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I thought i had friends but turns out they have a group chat without me and when i found out i asked one of them if they could add me but its been over a week and i havent heard about it again
#i mean i understand why they have it#i guess it evolved from the group they made when they started going out which i consciously avoided#but idk it feels weird that now that they use it for other things too they didnt add me#and that when i saw it i was like oh i dont think im there! and the one i was talking about was like oh thats true do you want to be added?#and idk its not the first time it happened either#when they made a group chat with the guys they also didnt include me and i thought it was also bc it was for going out#(which it was)#but turns out a couple guys who also never or almost never go out were actually there so idk#not feeling great about my uni friends these days#at least im on pretty good terms with most of the class so i dont think it will be very hard to change groups?#like permanently i dont think ill be able to until next year starts (yay anxiety)#but i still spend like most breaks etc with other ppl bc at this point idk i dont trust my friends a lot....#also doesnt help that my 2 closest friends barely come anymore😔#mine#uni#rant
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im slowly becoming more certain that ive lived an aromantic or aspec experience but im starting to think my experience was VERY much not the norm for those
#i feel like ive rarely had romance pushed onto me. ive been flirted with for usually a day or a couple days which felt so bad but its#over quickly. there was no background pressure for a relationship. i was never grilled or pressured by my family#in school my best friend was a boy which got me some 'oh they must be dating' but (a) nobody gave a shit about me enough to push lol#and (b) you can only consistently have guy friends for so long in a small school before people just get used to it#i feel like dating in high school wasnt really a thing. and i could be wrong but if ir was a thing it was a thing the same as having your#own car and playing varsity sports and doing spirit week etc etc. that was a world so outside mine it genuinely felt like there was no#crossover. we were a gay friend group but we were HIGH SCHOOLERS in the middle of nowhere. we werent gay as in 'dating queerly' we were#gay as in 'queer expectations for future dating' which was a very aspec INCLUSIVE experience#its very likely that the only reason i didnt experience this constant overwhelming pressure to conform that i hear from other aros is just#because im not very observant of emotions. im an autistic outcast who only cared about dating as a concept not a reality yknow? you would#have probably had to say it directly to my face if you wanted me to think you thought i was supposed to be in a relationship#i was just chillin. i dunno. anyway all this is to say i fuckin love valentines day#its a family holiday to me :)
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That zuko smut you wrote was just 😩 is it okay if i request nsfw Zuko hc ??? Like how yall be getting down if that makes sense? Thank you 💗💗
Omg youre my first anon ask <3 i’m glad you enjoyed it! Shit took me 3 days and 4 spliffs to write. But lets get into it!
Cw; gn! Reader, explicit sexual content, smut, 18+ aged up Zuko for the first half, grown ass adult man Zuko for the rest. Nsfw under the cut, mdni.
GIF by @/reksonline
- When you and Zuko first started dating and fooling around, man had absolutely no idea what he was doing. Being an angry teenager on the run for 3 years looking for the avatar? Yeah, he didn’t really dedicate much time to going out and meeting people he would likely never speak to again, much less have sex with.
- when Zuko first started chasing you and the Gaang around you would have little intrusive thoughts about him and the way he was built, his aggression and his voice. But of course, you always kept it to yourself. He was the enemy trying to kill your friend after all!
- so, when Zuko finally came to his senses and joins the gaang, naturally you developed a thing for each other.
- lingering glances that were a littleee too long to be friendly, ‘accidental’ fleeting touches that were scandelous, Intense eye contact when you would pin each other down during training.
- Zuko being shy, he never let it get past more than that on his end, but he and everyone else knew that there was definitely chemistry happening between the two of you.
- So when you and Zuko started getting closer, even romantically involved, things started getting a little spicy!
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- You and Zuko didnt want to make it official until the war was officially over, focusing on more important things like training Aang and readying yourself for combat.
- however, you guys still did couple stuff like sleep in each other’s tents, sneak off to have alone time, cuddle, ect
- So, when the others went to a nearby villiage looking for supplies, you and zuko were left alll alone.
- It started off as just enjoying each other’s company, kissing here and there, rubbing his back, him kissing your shoulders
- but then you found yourself under him, his whole body over yours in a messy make out session, his hands stayed put around your waist, his shy ass too nervous to move them.
- you reassure him that its okay for him to touch you, moving his hands to places you would like him to put them.
- you show him how you liked to be touched, and you touch him as well, learning his sensitive spots, his erogenous zones and committing every reaction to memory.
- soon after your first time together he just couldnt get enough, he was ravenous for you.
- would sneak off to have quickies with you.
-like during the play, you snuck off to get “fire flakes” but really he just had you bent over in a bathroom stall, rocking into your heat.
-then you just went and sat back down like nothing happened. Not even getting fire flakes to make your story believable.
- after the war was over you and Zuko made it official, eventually getting married.
- What started off as a clueless teenager slowly over time became a grown ass man who knew exactly how to please his partner.
- Zuko lovess eating you out. Man is a munch, every little gasp, moan and whine you let out is like dumping lighterfluid on a campfire. It just gets him all the more turned on.
- He definitely loves when you rock your hips into his face and he has to hold you down in place, burying his face deeper into you, not letting up even after you cum.
- loves overstimulating you. He just wants to watch your body lose allll control as he pleases you. Sometimes he’ll reach under and stroke himself while he eats you out, just to get some relief cause your face and sounds are driving him crazy.
-“ just one more baby, please” “you can do it love” “give me all of it baby” are just a few of the filthy words he mutters while he has his whole face between your legs
- definitely feels like he’s drunk off of you. Even if you don’t return the favor, he doesnt even care. He’s just happy he got his fill of you.
- Now if you do return the favor, Zuko quickly turns into a mess
- you’ll pay special attention to his tip, knowing it drives him crazy from the stimulation
- loves when you run your hands up his body while you suck him off
- praises you, sometimes if youre going especially crazy his words will slur, completely blissed out
- when ya’ll have sex he loves to thread his fingers into yours
- loves being close to you, making out and whispering words of praise and filth to you
- Zuko is a helpless romantic, but he also loves nasty sex if you’re willing
- might ask to spit in your mouth, choke you, loves to leave hickeys and bite marks all over you
- i feel like everyone says this but i think its true! He’s super into hair pulling, pull his hair and he’ll let out the sluttiest moan you’ve ever heard
- just loves to cuddle and leave his dick inside you as you sleep, just clingy as fuuck and a big baby
- cleans you up and gives you so much fluffy affection afterwards. You’ll talk about your day, and he’ll talk about all the responsibilities of being Firelord
- sometimes yall do a one and done but if its been a while or if you’re feeling particularly needy you guys will go for multiple rounds.
- overall a loving, doting husband
- to end this off, yall are some horny freaky fucks
reblogs and notes are appreciated :> comments and asks are welcome! Hope you enjoyed anon 💕
#prince zuko x reader#zuko smut#zuko headcanon#❥iloveboysinred#atla#atla x reader#{anonask ੈ✩‧₊˚ ฅ^._.^ฅ}
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Btw I am dead now. Listened to pink in the night by mitski and it killed me.
#AND I KNOW I'VE KISSED YOU BEFORE BUT I DIDN'T DO IT RIGHT CAN I TRY AGAIN TRY AGAIN TRY AGAIN#dies#pink in the night is soooo bubbline by the way#i looked it up and someone made an edit of them w it but other than that im not sure if anyone has made anything ?#maybe this is my opportunity to finally make an animatic or something... been wanting to for a while but couldnt think of a song to use#like idk ive made a couple things b4. a couple years ago but yeah... they were all kinda off-the-cuff unplanned things#are those synonyms? i think those are synonyms#so i probably didnt need to use both of them. hmmm
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your tags are the eeverything ever im on my laptop so i cant sc them and add them to the post but believe me i would and if i remember later i will. youre so fucking RIGHTTT its the condensation of the story into LORE into 'big streams' or episodes and in part thats bc of how the fandom treated lore and how it got turned into a big Thing that has to be very Streamlined and its a Lore Stream (yet they wont. plan it 😭) and Aurgghhh its pretty sad. but atp id rather actually see season four retconning than have to sit through another HUGE EVENT ON THE DREAM SMP!! (DEATH) (DRAMA) and then have no follow up on it
TBH I feel like everyone being busier definitely contributes to that bc like the Burger Plotline was supposed to be several streams over which we would likely have gotten a lot of little moments and interactions that showed us a lot about the characters and that had to get condensed to a WRITTEN STORY...
So it would not surprise me at all if there was supposed to be a lot more in-between but it kept getting condensed into five streams, then three, then One Big Stream simply because it's so hard to get everyone together now. Like that's why I think they need to be wrapping things up because if it's that much of a hassle to get multiple people on the server at the same time then the thing that made the story so interesting is sort of already gone at this point? Not that it was only interesting because people streamed Daily but like, that sort of "improv lore" that Tubbo always says he misses can't really come back because nobody is ever online enough for it (and when I say Nobody I mean rarely any people that have been here long enough for c!Tubbo to have history w them)
So like I do think part of the reason that lore has been so sparse is because of scheduling, it isn't Only that but what could have been several streams gets condensed into one huge stream where so many things happen that there isn't really time for the characters to react properly and we don't get to see any of the aftermath because they don't log on... In a story about grief and humanity we aren't getting to see c!Tubbo grieve or be human much at all, because if he logs on it's either for Lore that has a clear goal in mind and not a lot of time for us to see into his mind or it's just to mess around and we don't get to see his character's thoughts/emotions then anyways ...
There is nothing wrong with "big event" lore streams but at some points it sort of seems like events are planned just for the sake of having a "big event" happen and not because they actually make sense for the characters involved.
Idk I know it's easier said than done but if Wilbur has sat down and written out an ending that he's slowly working his way through at like 1-2 streams per month I feel as though others should look to him as an example, like I wish they would sit and genuinely assess "How much fun am I genuinely having doing lore CURRENTLY (not in the past), how much free time do I have right now/am I expecting to have," & make a decision based on that
#^ also w the Improv Lore thing... ppl have said before that it was a lot easier to do in the beginning of the server when ppl didnt have a#ton of characterization yet and thats very true. but also I feel like the term ''improv lore'' has sort of been twisted into something it#isnt. like c!Eret's betrayal wasnt improv lore. cEret and cWilbur planned that. They didnt have a Script#and they didnt tell other ppl so the Lmanbergians reactions were genuine... but that was Planned Lore.#the election results were not really ''improv'' because they had different plans based on what happened. the festivak and nov 16th were#planned. like everyone wants ''improv lore'' but i dont feel like a lot of ppl including Tubbo realize that big lore events are rarely ever#improv. ''improv lore'' is mostly for characters having little interactions or doing side-plots. cBeeduo building their hotel was improv#and it didnt go anywhere..... because improv lore rarely does. its sort of supposed to be self-contained to a couple of streams and if it#isnt then you need to actually Plan how/why it will be relevant or it doesnt really go anywhere...#so to me Tubbos plan to ''log on and see what happens'' aka to try and do mostly improv lore doesnt seem like it will work#asks#negativity#this is not cc critical again its their characters and they know their lore plans and schedules better than i do#long post
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god i love fish
#NOT THE FOOD but the food is good too#added some baby tetras to my tank and theyve successfully started schooling w the older ones already there and im weeping#theyre so little theyre almost entirely transparent and i almost never see them except if im feeding them bc they blend into the background#but like theyre so cute even tho i barely can see them i just 😭😭 theyre friends they are friends#got one of them for free bc the lady getting them for me stressed them out so much he almost died but hes doing fine now so#only got some ember tetras and a couple of catfish i love looking at them swim. stop hiding in all the foliage i want to look at ur face#I DIDNT EVEN GO IN FOR FISH I wanted another frog for my tank but they didnt have any and the other fish stores were too far away so#ended up settling for some other little guys instead I dont NEED a 4th frog right now#MY OTHER FROGS HAVE STARTED SCREAMING AT NIGHT AGAIN i love them. just sit there sometimes giggling over their tiny croaks#need need need to live near a pond when i have my own house i fucking LOVE pond animals
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Hm .
#tbh i just need to get this off my chest#so#hahhajaakshsahjkashjask#i just#really wish i could befriend someone beyond a superficial level#everything always feels so fake when i talk to people#im always thinking that whatever i say is stupid as hell#sometimes i know its my own fault#im deliberately keeping people at arms length#i KNOW i am#but i cant help it#i had a friend on another site. we were friends for...#god like..? 4 - 5 years?#a couple years after not talking i text her. see how shes doing.#after confirming it was still her she didnt remember who i was#idk man. im a really forgettable and bland person. not to mention im just a shitload of a trauma and horde a million regrets#i actually broke down crying in front of another pal on disc the other week and while it DID feel cathartic...i feel awful abt it now#i hate it#i want to connect with people but i cant bring myself to#i dont want to build a friendship up just to be forgotten#i know im not interesting. im pushy. im obnoxious. I KNOW all of this#i know i dont even deserve to have friends#but its not that selfish of me to want to befriend people anyway#i see people irl with their friends. having fun.#and people online getting along so beautifully#i want to have that too but#i dont know. i really dont. maybe im just destined to be lonely.#maybe its just easier for other people to stay away from people like me ahaha.#i doubt anyone read this but i dont know who i could rant to so im just posting it here lol
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Snails are so Aminal and also they love you
#i miss the snail I kept for a while back in like 2016 he was giant and he was so so sweet he loved me sm :)#bc he was so big I think he was just old and he just didnt care like he was so old he had no fear how metal#his diet was shit tho I didnt know how to keep snails properly oof#he only got rose petals to eat but TO BE FAIR i tried a bunch of different foods and he didnt like anything :/#that being said he had a decent size enclosure I switched out his substrate every other day id move around his sticks and stuff#he had a little bottle cap water bowl so he could Lounge in it without getting stuck if he wanted he lived the highlife#the neighbor kids always told me he probably just somehow got out but I KNOW they took him#they kept their snails in a tiny bucket in their garage. tbh I hope he escaped I dont think I ever found his shell anywhere#NO WAIT I DID I FORGOT I BURRIED IT IT WAS EMPTY I BURRIED IT IN MY FRONT YARD???? ITS STILL OUT THERE?????#what the fuck#hey Google how to dig up your front yard without everyone thinking youre crazy#i wanna keep another one but Id wanna keep them inside this time and I have 0 room rn :/#to go back to Joey (previously mentioned old man snail) maybe he was so chill bc he was sleepy….#i didnt know snails were up at dusk and dawn and would just. wake him up at like noon when Id go take care of him#then id keep him up for a couple hours I destroyed his sleep schedule#no wonder he didnt care that I was picking him up and stuff he was perpetually jetlagged LMAO#RIP Joey you will be missed I hope you are doing well in Sneaven (snail Heaven) 🙏🙏🙏#sassy speaks#long tags but I AM ALLOWED TO INFODUMP ABT SNAILS-#snails
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realizing how different I am to the average person I guess
#didnt think this was that weird tho.... but i suppose its why i havent dated in years#so my one friend dates a Lot lol shes always dating someone new (and honestly good for her idk how she found so many dates in this town)#but today we were talking about My Guy and she was like 'so do you guys have things in common?' like. genuinely asking.#babe. we went on 2 dates and have been talking for 2 weeks of course we have common interests....#are u dating people u have nothing in common with??????#then later she told me what was going on with her last guy and i just was like.#damn i dont think Anyone is at fault here but you guys clearly dont mesh so why do u keep trying this relationship 🥴#but whatever!!! i wont judge her she can do what she likes!! i just want her to be happy and not moping over Some Guy#anyways. i knew my approach to dating was different but god#like i could never just 'go on a date#i need to get to know someone first#we got to know each other for a full week before we went out and there was another full week of getting to know each other before we#went on a second date#(todays our third date 🥰🥰🥰🥰)#but its just been nice that we already kinda knew each other for almost a year thru the store#and then started to chat a bit before we matched#and then had a couple weeks and dates to get to know each other before we kissed#and like. i know i struggled a lot with understanding the difference between romantic and platonic attraction#but if its romantic it does seem to just. Work. and feel Right#my platonic/romantic mixups (ive had 3 big ones) whenever i tried making them romantic felt so forced and wrong#its like. we are getting to know each other in a non romantic specific way but we also know we will probably#end up dating since we met on tinder and not somewhere else 🥲#anywaysssss#i think im just. whatever that one sexuality is where u need to establish a STRONG connection before u csn actually have#like. romantic feelings/trust/etcetc
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im so in love it make me look stupid AUGH
#today she said something that made me want to crawl into a hole#she was talking about this guy who asked us the other day at pride if we were a couple and she said no (bc we are not)#and like it was just a retelling of the event but it made me feel SO bad...#spikeposting#(the guy liked her and was trying to hit on her. emphasis on trying bc it was all very awkward and he didnt do a very good job)#(i felt bad at the moment too bc i was jealous i think but im not allowed to be bc we are not together. so. fun..)
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#I made a post a couple of weeks ago about intros#Well those arent happening any more because the rat who was supposed to get friends died#I dont know where else to put these words at the moment#But i had also mentioned feeling sad about coming back bc then i'd be skipping Echo#But now. Now it would be both skipping Echo and Rhyme. I dont know if thats better or worse.#Both maybe. Cant have one without the other so its either neither or both.#I hate this i hate rats sometimes. They were two of the best rats and its so unfrai they didnt even make it to 2#I keep thinking 'oh i need to go and-!' About something i'd do with Rhyme#Its just so weird she's not here and i havent had the new 4 long enough to get attached#I know its mean but damn it i want her more than them right now?she was my baby. What are these guys doing here#When their reasoning for being here was to be her friends?#Its just all so weird feeling and hurts. I hate rats sometimes and its the ones i love the most that make me say that.
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@510snake babe when i say i wanna infodump to you about the lore of warrior cats i am completely 100% serious btw . like ltiearlly just ask me to infodump and i Will
#also i should proly say thank u for like asking me 2 infodump whenver i get upset somtimes#LIKE both in the form of u asking me 2 infodump abt wc or stuf (like u did that one time when i was all emotional in the vc while u wer#playing tf2 n u wer like 'wel u can infodump if u want im lisetning' n ik i didnt rly infodump but i do appreciate u asking)#or even jus like asking me to tel me abt my thoughts if im all sad yearning or stomhigm like earlier......#it gets me Thinking abt thoughts n when i think about Thoughts it gtes my mind off of the Bad Things#so thank u :]#u ar ebic :]#i wana sit outside with u in our gay litol hammock or outside hanging chair n jus ramble to u n tel u funy stories#or even jus sit inside with the window open n watch cars drive by as we jus rambl to each other <33#like yeah affection n hand holding is great n all but just sittin down n talking/ranting/rambling with ur gf is the Good Shite#or actually hear me out :#us snuglying in bed. me laying up against ur chest (or vice versa). tha window is open and the colorful led lights r on#and we are sitting there watching cars drive by and we ar just talking abt Life#i cant wait til we get to the point wher e we've been totgehr for a while n we're like reminicsing about how cringe we used to be HJSDKJL#like we say that we were cringe when we first met but i bet in a couple years we'll be looking back on 2022 us and just being liek#'god we were so cringe and stupid' SKLDJKLJKLLKG#BUT LIKE IN AN AFFECTIONATE WAY YK !!! i would never call you genuinely cringe or stupid and neither would u <3#i would call you CRINGE and STUPID but in a homoerotic way JHSJBAJSBJHBG#but yeah thats all sorey ik it is a bit short but . gourgh#i am sleeeeeeeeeepie i mite go big sneepy....................#mite com snugle with u in ur comby bed bro#mite even kis u on the cheek!!!!! might even lay on u!!!!!!!! might even hold ur hand!!!! idk!!!!!!!!!!!!! feelin kinda gay rn!!!!!!!!!!#SJKDJKBKJG#but fr i am going to sleepy . i so seepys. but !!!!!! i hop this put a litolsmile on ur face :] bc ur smile is cute and epic <:]#and i hope u seep very cosily!!!!!! an seppily!!!!!!!! in my arms!!!!!! we go sleby cossy rn!!!!! goonite!!! i lob u hubs!!!!!! <:] <33
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