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bellysoupset · 1 month

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i’ve been acting delulu about the whole wen+vin fight that we all knew was coming up, kinda like completely ignoring it was a thing and all your warnings bc im #notemotionallystrong and i liked pretending it wasn’t gonna happen to cope <3333 BUT AHHHHH after this last fic IM LITERALLY FULL ON SOBBING (IN PUBLIC) WHAT THE FUCKKKK SOUP😭😭😭 you’re so mean (lovingly) 😩 FR IM SO SAD I LOVE MY BABIES SO MUCH THIS IS AWFUL BUT ALSO THE FIGHT WAS SO WELL WRITTEN😭 AND LIKE SO UPSETTING AND UNCOMFY BC OF HOW REAL IT FELT idk how to explain it but it’s like hearing my parents (aka my best friends who’ve been together forever LOL) fight LMAO sobbing 😩😩😩 and also OMG I AUDIBLY GASPED AND HAD TO LOOK AWAY WHEN I READ THE PHONE NOTIFICATIONS THING AND REALISED IT WAS LEO’S TEXT like if there was a terrible way to find out it was THIS 😭😭😭😭😭 BABY GIRL THINKING EVERYONE HAS KNOWN FOR MONTHS???? AND THEN VIN SO DESPERATELY TRYING TO EXPLAIN HIMSELF???? AND JUST TALK??? (a lil too late tho buddy but also I GET IT GOSHHHH) AND THEN BOTH SOBBING GODDDD I CANT I CANT this is so devastating amazing job boo‼️

OMG AND ALSO THE OTHER FICS? i hadn’t commented on them bc i was waiting for this one to react to everything but GODDAMN????? LUKE POOR BUB all feverish spilling everything??? and their reactions🥺🥺🥺🥺 (also side note jon so worried about luke was beautiful and i enjoyed it very much🤭) and OMG leo’s guilt about not noticing the depression symptoms 😩 and the whole thing w bella and kit GOSH I WANT TO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE HES SUCH AN ASSHOLE‼️

BUT ANYWAYS GOING BACK TO MY BABIES RAAAAAHHHHH I NEED WEN AND VIN TO BE OKAY omfg IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THIS😭😭 you’re so good at writing angst tho like goddamn i’m still crying and will probably continue to cry about this 😩😭 they need to be okay 🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️ also i know you said you were nervous about luke and wen’s storyline and im SO CURIOUS and excited to read‼️ im sure whatever you choose to do with them is gonna be amazing and you know we all have a beautiful love/hate relationship w angst so i have a feeling we’re gonna eat it up!! (which we will do regardless bc your writing and storytelling is always wonderful!!!)

sending a snotty sobby virtual hug to all my babies and a strong virtual punch to kit <33333

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ANSWERING THIS SO LATE THAT VIN/WENDY ARE BACK TOGETHER I'M SORRYYYY

I'm actually cackling at you acting delulu because I remember I dropped many MANY hints of the Wendy/Vince break up and you were in my inbox completely ignoring them and me thinking "damn, am i being too subtle???"

Its so funny (and terrible) to be answering this late, because I can totally say the things I was nervous about. So ORIGINALLY Vin/Wendy didnt get back together, they actually broke it off for good and Wendy feeling very isolated from her friend group relapsed in her eating disorder.

But then Wendy kinda girl bossed her way into getting back with Vince, which was not planned, AND opened up to Bella, that was also not planned at all. So I scrapped that storyline! I still want to do something with her E.D, I remember I got an ask ages ago that was something like "Wendy refuses to eat because she's feeling queasy, Vince thinks she relapsed and tries to push her, only to have it come back up and he realizes she's actually sick", so I'll probably write that! A more mild version of what I originally had in mind!

And I'm SORRY i'm a terrible person but I'm sooo proud of myself for making you cry in public. I need a blog badge just for that #angster

Love you 🦦!

#🦦 anon #lovely correspondence

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deathshallbenomore · 2 years

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Oh oh I feel you and it's pretty much the same for me (minus the smart and preparing for the future part lol).

One thing that came up with my friends once as topic of debate was "do you have/imagine you'll ever have friendships that are on the same level as your romantic partner" (so basically platonic relationships I guess?). A couple of them said yes, they have friends like that, or already consider their partner like a best friend with a deeper connection, but not that deeper wrt normal friendship. Some of them (especially the ones I consider my closest friends in the group and the ones I actually would put on the same level as an hypothetical partner) instead said they don't think they ever will, they think their romantic partner will always have a priority, which I guess fair, but also... makes you think what your friendship means to people, what role you have in their life.

And I'm torn because I understand everyone gives love in a different way, some of them voice it, I for example tend to make myself availbable and be of help, concrete actions, but I feel like I'm just giving and giving and not getting anything in return. And most of the time I don't even want something, just an offer, to see that they actually think of me.

I'm sorry I just had to put it out somewhere, it's been brewing for some time and maybe it won't even make sense, but I just finished my exams and life hit me all at once. Just ignore this.

hiii darling, I'm sending you a big hug <3333 (dobbiamo rimanere uniti_uniti!_boris.jpg)

I absolutely get your point, it hurts deeply when you realise that you're almost always on the giving end of a relationship (of whatever nature) and rarely do you get something in return. of course each of us loves differently, but those differences can (even unintentionally) lead to so much pain sometimes, and the longer this drags on, the more this sensation gets under your skin, the more you'll start doubting your ability to ever receive love - both platonically and of course romantically.

it is difficult, I'd like to give you a nice and light-hearted bottom line, a funny joke even, but unfortunately this constant self-doubt (though contrasted by a giant ego, a bit of hybris and an embarrassing god complex) is one of my biggest weaknesses.

be strong, I hope love (in whatever form you desire it) will soon come to you, and that you'll be ready to catch it with both hands (and feet if necessary) and thrive in it 💛💛💛

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txdxsh1 · 3 years

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CAN I REQUEST SOME RANDOM HEADCANONS FOR ISSEI OR FOR ATSUMU? I LOVE YOUR WORK IT MAKES ME HAPPY I SWEAR

RANDOM MATSUKAWA ISSEI HEADCANONS I HAVE!! (GENERAL + BF + OUTFITS)

genre: fluff/comfort/crack HAHA

warnings: just a few curse words

authors note: AHHH i’m so glad you like my work!! and thank you for requesting these wonderful boys! it was so hard choosing which one to do T_T hope you like it!!

general:

once ate a sandwich with a fork just to make his friends angry HQYSGWHBD

along with skateboarding, he also knows how to roller skate

loves going to the movies

he has the weirdest sense of humor PLEASE

really wants a pet but his mom won’t let him get one

makki and him always do a very long and elaborate “handshake” except they improvise it every time and oikawa and iwaizumi HATE IT

has pretty bad back pain for an 18 year old

takes his younger siblings out for frozen yogurt when they accomplish something

he’s actually a really fast runner but hates running so no one knows

has tried every single energy drink that he has ever come across

he can burp on command

has a large and odd sock collection

really wants tattoos when he’s older

his favorite color is black (or grey)

he was temporarily a twitch streamer during college

he’s really good at chess for some reason

calls oikawa “pretty boy” to piss him off

makki and him literally never bring lunch and always scrounge for food and share whatever they find

he’s double jointed

his mom is usually busy/working so he makes lunch for his little siblings (to take to school)

i’m not sure if you read my last random hc’s but i said that makki and mattsun played on the schools tennis team for fun but now they actually enjoy it IWBDUNSIS

for someone good at tennis, he SUCKS at ping pong

he’s a really good listener

speaking of which, he lets oikawa vent to him because for some reason he only feels comfortable telling mattsun stuff ??

used to go camping a lot when he was a kid

everyone knows him and he has friends in every social group (but his best friends are iwa, oikawa, and makki)

prefers silver over gold jewelry

and the answer is yes, he does wear rings

his favorite soda is dr pepper

he doesn’t know it, but kunimi looks up to him a lot

if makki and him see each other from far away, there is no doubt in my mind that they make this face at each other

iwa and him have push up contests at practice

this is his favorite song

he has stretch marks on his back from growing

doesn’t like to admit it but he is a sucker for 80’s music

will have sleepovers with makki where they just binge an entire anime in one night

when the “i like ya cut, g” trend was going around, he did it to iwa everyday and it got him SO MAD HAHAH

oh god he hates kids (...except his siblings)

he’s really good at whistling

i don’t know why but i feel like he listens to joji

this isn’t a hc but i just wanna share this video because its so funny and i love it so much

boyfriend:

really likes walking to school with you every morning

he always greets you with a kiss

makes you play tennis with him HAHAHA

sends you memes at ungodly hours of the a.m.

he told you a candice joke...i’m so sorry

doesn’t get mad easily like at all

however, he will get jealous if some dude is getting too comfortable with you

got you flowers on your first date <3

and they were your favorites <3333

loves giving you hugs from behind

you love them too except sometimes he’ll put his entire weight on you (on purpose) and he’s HUGE and HEAVY

the second you walk into a room, he’s already smiling/smirking

one his favorite dates is when he takes you to a rooftop to watch the sunrise or sunset

if you text him that you’re bored, he will immediately come over to go do something fun (if you want him to)

likes to give you kisses on random places (ex: your nose, your shoulder, your wrist, the top of your head, etc...) <3

loves when you sit on his lap or in between his legs

if he sees something that reminds him of you, he’ll take a picture of it

calls you “doll” and “baby/babe”

he likes this song solely because it reminds him of you

always celebrates your small wins with you (ex: if you got a good grade on a test)

he genuinely thinks you’re so cool

if you do a sport, he definitely goes to watch you and makes a really small sign with your name on it ISNDHFBWJSJ

you have so many videos of him doing dumb shit oh my gosh

really likes driving at night with you while some good music is playing

you guys have so many inside jokes hahah

outfits i think he’d wear:

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elysianslove · 3 years

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first of all can i just say congrats on the 500 like i'm so happy for you and you absolutely deserve it (huge bear hug :) ) now i had this crazy hcs idea and i immediately thought of you so long story short how would Karasuno , Aoba Johsai and Nekoma react to their sweet manager having powers similar to those of scarlet witch (marvel) or mirajane strauss (fairytail anime) feel free to pick whichever one is easier and thank you so much for indulging my crazy request. love u lots - safiyah <3333

oh my goodness thank you sm for your words here’s a bear hug <3 also also i was literally just thinking just how cool it would be to have like a supernatural au haikyuu thing and then you send me this wow we on some mind reading shit. anyways i really hope you like this. sorry it’s like hq on crack if you want a serious one lemme know hsjkhsk

karasuno high

they lose their shit.

every single one of them.

mentally they’re all like 12 (except daichi and mqybe ennoshita) so i definitely think they’d have a very childish reaction to it.

it’s so endearing though.

they find out while walking you home one night: it’s very stormy and they just wanted to make sure you get home safe because they worship the ground you walk on. cue like a fucking billboard nearly falling on you and the group of boys and your instincts just kick in and you stop it mid air.

noya’s still screaming even after everyone’s just gone silent and is gawking at the fact a billboard (or whatever the object is i can’t think rip) is hovering above them. in mid air. because of you. what the fuck?

daichi’s blood pressure drops he’s like somebody catch me im about to faint wtf is going on.

you kinda freak and just toss it away and run your way back home, as far away from the boys as possible.

but alas, you’re their manager, and you have duties to fulfill. so you show up to practice the next morning terrified for your life.

you’re not really sure why you’re so scared and nervous. you just are? it’s a huge part of who you are and it’d be a big bummer if the most important boys in your life didn’t accept it.

noya greets you with a really big hug

tanaka’s so loud but what’s new <3

daichi and suga just come up to you and gently ask if you’re okay because you ran off so quick yesterday

they all act super normal during practice but you can tell

you can tell

they want to ask so many questions they’re gonna explode

after practice, when coach ukai and takeda leave, and it’s just you, kiyoko, and the boys, it’s s o quiet. you would hear a pin drop.

you just sigh and go “you can ask”

your poor eardrums </3

they’re so fascinated by everything you say

kiyoko’s like “i had a hunch” like how do u have a hunch about something like this anyways what a queen

noya’s like “make me fly”

and tsukki in the back “drop him on his ass pls”

they definitely make you do so many things for them with it

cleaning duty is now on you because hello !! you can move things with your mind !!

kags doesn’t get it. he’s like. ok? and ? i can set volleyballs perfectly, hinata can jump really high despite his height, she can move things with her mind? so what?

i love him

they’re also crazy good at keeping it a secret?

not hinata tho he slips up so often like thank god the secret isn’t realistic or believable

he’ll be like “oh yeah? well our manager can move things with her mind!”

and suga just has to usher him away with a pained smile like “yeah she’s so incredible haha” while doing that thing moms do where they squeeze or pinch your shoulder if they’re mad at you in public

it feels like a weight lifted off your shoulders when they find out because the closer you grew to these boys, the more they felt like family to you.

aoba johsai

my favorite team

i hc makki as someone that smokes weed. pls don’t try to convince me otherwise. look at him. he’s a pothead <3

this is going somewhere i swear.

so you’re a 3rd year manager, meaning you’ve been with these boys a while now, specifically the third years of the team, so y’all are pretty close.

how they find out: it’s like 3am on a weekend, the seijoh 4 and some of the second years. you’d baked a cake with like all of them all at once in the kitchen, so it was now a mess, so you’re attempting to clean it up as fast as you can the way you know best — with your hands and your mind. makki walks in, high as shit, sees this and just.

“damn must be the weed.”

you don’t hear him. so. uh oh.

he was probably sent there by iwa to get water or something, so iwaizumi walks in and just yells so loud “what the fuck!”

it’s like they’re all summoned by this. they eventually all pile into the kitchen and you’re literally just frozen in fear with pots and pans and utensils and specks of flour hovering by you. and then you maintain eye contact with iwa as you lift one hand and direct the pans into a cupboard and slowly shut it.

“so it’s not the weed?”

they honestly. don’t act any different tbh

it’s like an added feature of yours that they appreciate.

oikawa asks you to read his mind to test if what happened that night was real and you just lift him up from off his seat.

“i asked you to read my mind tho hm”

yeah mind reading is just a regular thing now. they will slyly ask you to read the other team’s minds during a match and you’re like no that’s cheating. but you do. and you subtlety give them advice. like “hm i wonder if that team’s gonna do this specific attack”

also oikawa asks (read:begs) u to like help them make it through to nationals

you say “will it feel like a true accomplishment if i do?”

shuts his pretty face up <3

they also make you like. toss volleyballs to them. but with your mind. multiple of them. they take it as some stupid challenge idk these boys are dumb i love them

they also love throwing things at. YOU. LIKE WTF?

like haha dodgeball but it’s a group of 6’0+ athletes against just. you.

sounds fair

they also become insanely protective of you after they find out. idk how that clicks w them but. yes.

especially mattsun and iwa ? like men. relax.

anyways they would abuse the shit out of your powers genuinely but it’s okay it’s out of love <3

nekoma high

they. they’re idiots. all of them.

kuroo would probably be like but scientifically ! this makes zero sense

omg kenma would lose his MIND.

HES A GAMER BRUH

HED BE OBSESSED W YOU.

but lowkey bc none of that simp shit </3

ooou okay so you’re at a training camp and they sneak you in with them so you guys can play truth or dare

bc yk. you’re kids.

and y’all are going around and you just pick truth and someone asks what’s the biggest secret you’ve ever kept from us and they expect some dirty shit they’re nasty smh

and then you straight up go “i can move things w my mind”

and theyre like ok miss stop playin fr

keep in mind it’s dark as hell in the dormitory and eerily quiet and you shift one of the chairs in there, and it squeaks loudly

yamamoto jumps and looks at you w so much fear in his eyes. “that wasn’t you”

“bet?”

and then suddenly all chairs are moving all at once and yamamato deadass screams

kuroo’s shrugging like. “it’s just the wind,” like ur not in a closed off room w all the windows shut whatever u say sir <3

lev’s like

gone into shock. seriously someone go get him water or something.

when morning comes they’re all like hella scared to approach you except kenma and kuroo bc kenma— is in awe. kuroo — does not believe it.

you’re kinda :( that they’re scared of you and you approach them after the day is over and just apologize, and tell them you didn’t mean to scare them and that you’d never hurt them or even consider it.

they do a 180 bruh they just all go “awwwwww” and suffocate you in a group hug so you shove them all off for good measure lmao

kuroo still doesn’t believe it until you save his ass in broad daylight and he’s like ok maybe it wasn’t fake so what sue me

whenever there are training camps where other schools come they beg u to help them prank the boys

especially bokuto and hinata

and you do obviously

it’s hilarious watching them scream as something moves slightly. you never do it that it’s suspicious just enough to be like did that happen or is my mind messing w me rn

scarlet witch also has the ability to mess w people’s mind in the literal sense and whenever one of the boys pisses you off particularly you just make them see their biggest fear

kenma asks you to reenact some of his favorite gameplays for him

it’s literally just roleplay and you couldn’t care less someone catches the two of you you’re no pussy you can admit when you’re having fun

overall a very chaotic reaction

they don’t treat you any different they’re just like 100x more hyped about who you are. like the fact that you’re their manager is already a blessing and now this !!!

incredible <3333

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #karasuno x reader #aoba johsai x reader #nekoma x reader #haikyuu au

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satoruvt · 3 years

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outside, so chilly

pairing → kwon soonyoung x reader

word count → 1328

genre → fluff!!!!!!! like a tiny bit of pining, college au

song inspo → chilli by svt and a bit of bulletproof love by pierce the veil

warnings → none!

a/n → longest svt fic yet i think <3 also i’m 98% i changed writing style like the last third of this fic so im sorry HAHAH but i think its kinda cute <3333

When Soonyoung told you about a party his fraternity was having, you were expecting drinks. Music. A bustle of chatter and maybe food, if you were lucky.

What you were not expecting was a snowball fight in the park across the street from the frat house.

A part of you thinks you should’ve seen it coming - after sitting next to Soonyoung in your criminology class all semester (in which he introduced himself and then told you the reason he was taking the class at all was so he could solve murder mysteries by himself), you’ve gotten to know him as a… very eclectic person, although lovable. You’re not really sure why you were expecting his frat to be much different.

After the final for Criminology was over and you stumbled out of the lecture hall like you’d been held captive for weeks, Soonyoung had approached you (irritatingly cheery for someone who just spent two hours taking a test) and invited you to a party. “It’ll be fun,” he had said. “You deserve it after all your hard work. The semester’s over next week anyways.”

It took a little convincing on his part - though you already had your answer when he first asked you, not wanting to seem too eager - but eventually you agreed, Soonyoung telling you he’d text you the details as he walked away.

A few days before the party, he’d texted you to wear something warm. “Probably gloves,” is what he said. You hadn’t thought twice about it. When you actually arrived at the fraternity, later, finding no bass-boosted music nor anyone inside, you worried you had gotten the wrong address. In the middle of a double-check, your name is called from behind you.

“You came!” Soonyoung yells from across the street, waving his arms around wildly. You furrow your brows, watching as a snowball flies through the air and hits the side of his face. Laughter sounds from across the park - you figure the other members of the fraternity - as he brushes the snow off of him with his own chuckle, then gets up from his place behind a haphazardly-made snow wall.

“This is… the party?” You ask him when he gets close enough, and he nods enthusiastically. He’s bundled up in a fluffy jacket and beanie, a tiger-striped scarf thrown around his neck (and you do kind of remember him calling himself a tiger? At one point?). Your brain notes that he looks cute, cheeks and nose rosy from the cold even in the late sunlight. You feel your heart skip a beat.

“Yeah! When we heard it was gonna snow, we figured this would be a lot more fun than having a hangover for the two straight weeks of break.”

You laugh and he starts stepping back towards the park, off the porch of the house. “Come on,” he tells you. “You’re on my team.”

Well, you’re not going to say no to that.

For all things considered, it really is some of the most fun you’ve had in a long time. You quickly get acquainted with your fellow teammates - Vernon, Jun, Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Jihoon and Seungkwan (who, for some reason, you feel the need to protect with your life, and you have to remind yourself that this is a snowball fight) - and learn to fight like you’re dead if you get hit, laughing and screaming all the while. You learn early on that the winner is whoever lasts the longest, so the game goes on until the sun sets behind the horizon and leaves the sky lingering in color.

One by one your teammates tap out (you send a playful glare to everyone except Seungkwan when he eventually needs a break, too) until it’s just you and Soonyoung fighting against the other team - who, like yours, has dissipated into two members who you believe are Mingyu and Chan. You’re on your last leg, breath rising into the air and fingers red and raw from the cold, but the universe must want you to win because right after Soonyoung’s last snowball hits Chan directly on the forehead they’re surrendering.

A beat of silence passes before you and Soonyoung look at each other and scream, victorious, jumping towards each other as your other teammates crowd around you. It’s hard to breathe being squished between bodies but you’re not sure you mind, taking a moment to pinpoint Soonyoung’s wheezing laughter and focusing on it until you can’t hold back your own laughs. Eventually the group hug disperses and you breathe out into the cold, high-fiving and hugging your teammates like you’ve trained with them for years and just won a gold medal in an olympic sport.

“So,” Soonyoung approaches you after much of the excitement has died down, “pretty fun party, right?”

You laugh into the open air and nod, holding your hands up to your mouth to heave hot breath on them. “Really fun. Thank you for inviting me.”

Soonyoung shrugs, a content smile on his face. The other members of the fraternity are all heading back across the street to the house, and you tell Soonyoung you should head home - it had gotten late, and you feel like you need the hottest shower ever.

“Oh!” He says, face lighting in understanding. “Okay. Let me walk you home then.”

You shake your head. “You don’t need to -”

“No, I will. You walked all the way out here, the least I could do is keep you company on your way back,” Soonyoung says, and then pulls an attack pose. “And potentially protect you from a murderer hidden in the shadows.”

You nod at him with a laugh, turning to the direction back to your apartment. He shouts to his housemates that he’ll be back and they all give varying yells of acknowledgement, a few of them waving goodbye to you. You return the gesture before you and Soonyoung start walking.

It’s comfortable, the way the two of you walk together, talking and giggling in the dark. You find yourself walking slower and avoiding shortcuts to make the walk longer. Soonyoung jumps at a sound and you tease him about protecting you, earning a gentle push on your shoulder in return. It’s comfortable. It’s good. It makes you feel a little more sad about the fact that your semester with him is over, and you’ll probably be scarce to see him again - not to mention the fondness you’ve developed for him.

Even taking the long way home, you eventually end up at your apartment. Sooyoung walks you to your door and you unlock it, then turn around to face him. “Thank you again for inviting me. And for walking me home.”

“And for protecting you,” he adds, and you scoff but don’t deny it. There’s a moment of silence that you’re not sure how to fill, and Soonyoung looks occupied with his thoughts, so you take it as time to say goodbye.

You open your mouth to speak but don’t get a chance to let any noise out, because suddenly Soonyoung is in your space and his lips press against your cheek. Briefly, unsure, but incredibly meaningful - you feel it. He moves back as quick as he got close, but not as far away. His cheeks glow red, red in the fluorescent light of the hall in your apartment building.

Before he gets the wrong idea from your stunned silence, your hand reaches for his and curls against his fingers. They’re just as cold as your own. “I expect a date next semester, Kwon Soonyoung,” you murmur playfully, playing with his fingers. He grins so bright it warms your chest.

“You got it,” he tells you simply. The two of you smile at each other, lost in a rose flush, before you eventually take your hand away from his and enter your apartment. A text buzzes your phone not long after you get settled into your bed.

soonyoung

goodnight!!!!

A smile spreads across your lips before you drift to sleep.

#I LOVE HOSHI IDK WHAT TO SAY #hopefully i'll write something better for him tho <3 i vibe w this but not a lot #anyways please enjoy!!!!#svt x reader #seventeen x reader #svt imagine #seventeen imagine #seventeen hoshi x reader #svt hoshi x reader #seventeen hoshi imagine #svt hoshi imagine #hoshi x reader #kwon soonyoung x reader #kwon soonyoung imagine

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giowritess · 4 years

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straight to my head [henry cavill]

masterlist

Pairing: Henry Cavill x bestfriend!female!reader

Request: “Hi! May you please write a Henry Cavill one where you’re hanging out with him and you have feelings for him but haven’t had the guts to tell him but that day your sister called you and you started speaking in Spanish to her about Henry but little did you know that he actually knew Spanish and he teased you about it. Happy ending please, thank you!”

Warnings: cursing, some angst, fluff

Word-count: 2,697

Author’s note: HEY GUYS! I can’t believe I’m finally posting my first writing piece here on Tumblr! It’s my first attempt at writing this kind of fanfiction (well, the second, actually), and I truly hope you like it, especially you, dear anon, who requested this. I did some changes, hope you don’t mind. This one was based on the song Straight to My Head, by You Me At Six, and I’d really like if you listened to it. A big thank you to my best friend, @naturiz for the Spanish part, and a big shoutout to my amazing beta/daughter/friend/love of my life @amirahiddleston <3333 I’d be lost without you!

gif credit goes to @b-n-a-o

Straight to My Head

You had never been the kind of person to enjoy dancing.

Yet, here you were, jumping, moving and swaying your hips to the beat of your favorite song in the middle of an empty dance floor. A little tequila-and-other-alcoholic-beverages-induced, yes — but you were happy, not even minding the glances you were getting. All the stress that had built up in the past few weeks had finally left your body, and you had your friends to thank for that. They were the ones who’d dragged you down here, to a cosy small pub. It had been way too long since the last time all of you had spent time together, and everyone seemed to benefit from a bit of fun and forgetting the real world.

Exactly as you were doing right now, completely oblivious to everything and everyone else. How good it felt to be trapped in your bubble, with nothing but your fuzzy mind and your favourite song.

“Didn’t know you could dance, y/n,” Henry teased, not far from you. You could even hear the smirk in his deep voice.

“Shut up, idiot,” you replied, snapping out of your bubble and walking closer to your friends.

“Seriously, though,” he insisted, grinning like a kid, “those were amazing dance moves. You should teach me.”

You just rolled your eyes, making him laugh, and tried to hide your smile. Your relationship with Henry had always been playful like this, ever since you met a couple of years ago. You two had been through a lot together — it was quite a fun and exciting journey to follow his success as an amazing actor that close, which meant celebrations, parties, even a few premieres.

As the boys got ready to play some pool, you stood in the back with a beer in hand, watching him — always him and no one else. You sighed as you watched him move with the ease and gracefulness of a cat. A big, fluffy cat who seemed to be serious and almost dangerous on the outside, but was nothing more than a playful little kitten on the inside.

The dim lighting in that corner of the room sent shadows over his godly features, the sight sending warmth up your core. He was always the most handsome man in the room. And in your head.

That was where he was. He’d taken over your thoughts ever since you met, and there was nothing you could do to take him out; he was already at home and wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon. You tried as hard as you could, even dated other people, but it was pointless. You still fell hard for him anyway.

But Henry was your best friend, and you were his. You talked about everything, helped each other with everything — even his own love life. It hurt you. Like hell, but there was nothing you could do about it but listen and be there for him when he needed, just like he did for you. His friendship is one of the most precious things on Earth to you, but that is all you were meant to be. He was yours, but not in the way you truly wanted.

Which was why sometimes it got too hard for you. Sometimes you had to step back and pull yourself together when it was too much for your heart. Seeing him with other women, especially when you knew he was happy, was far more than you could take, a pain you couldn’t avoid.

You straightened yourself up and dropped the bottle on the table. You needed to sober up. Being drunk around Henry was always a dangerous idea — you were a complete mess. Crazy, unpredictable and suddenly brave. The possibility that you’d end up saying or making anything that could lead to regrets and ruining your friendship was a giant risk — one you couldn’t take. So, you always tried your best to be as sober as possible, but tonight you desperately needed the freedom and release that only alcohol could give you. And he happened to be around.

“Be right back,” you muttered to no one in particular, making your way towards the ladies room. They were too entertained in their game to miss you, anyway.

Thankfully, the bathroom wasn’t crowded, just a few girls who seemed half your age, many who had probably got in with a fake ID. You went straight to the sink and splattered the cold water in your face one, two, three times. But it was the girls’ conversation that caught your attention.

“Did you see Henry Cavill playing pool by the back? Jesus fucking Christ, that’s Heaven made of flesh,” one of them said.

“Can you believe our luck? Gotta be fate,” the one applying mascara in front of the mirror replied.

They laughed together and started to make their way outside.

“I think I’m gonna try my luck, who knows,” you heard one of them say as they left the bathroom, and you gripped the sink with both hands, taking a deep breath.

You had no right to be angry with their words. In fact, you understood a-hundred-per cent how they felt — you felt that way almost all the time, too. But fuck. There was no way in controlling the anger that was taking over you, as well as the few lonely tears that escaped the corner of your eyes. There was nothing you could do about it but simply accept it. That was your job as his best friend.

After a few deep breaths, you pulled yourself together, and finally mustered the courage to leave the bathroom. Your anger alone, still tingling through your face, your arms, your fingers, had sobered you up some seventy-per cent by now. You stopped by the bar to buy some chocolate and was met with one of your friends.

“Hey y/n, wanna play some pool? We need someone,” he asked.

“Yeah, sure,” you replied, eating the chocolate before you walked back to the pool table.

You grunted at the scene in front of you. The girls from the bathroom, one sitting in the back with her arms wrapped around one of your friends and the other one — the prettiest one, with long, dark hair and a beautiful black dress that hugged her body in the best way — tangled up with Henry, laughing and touching him whenever (and wherever) she could. Which meant all the time (and everywhere).

It wasn’t that this kind of thing didn’t happen often — it did, in fact; of course it would, when your group of friends had you as the only woman. And you didn’t care for your other friends, they could do whatever they wanted if it’d bring them a bit of happiness, even if momentary. But Henry was… Henry. He would never be like everyone else, and you couldn’t fool yourself or your heart to believe that.

“Girls, this is y/n,” your friend said, and the girls smiled at you.

You tried your best to look sympathetic.

“Hey, I’m Devon,” the one in the back waved at you.

“And this is Julia,” Henry told you and motioned at the girl beside him.

With another deep breath, you smiled and hoped it looked real enough.

You didn’t know what happened to you. You’d never been this jealous, you’d always been able to control your emotions and prevent them from rising to surface. But that night felt completely different. Probably because of all the alcohol, but there was no way you’d be able to look unaffected.

“Ready to kick some asses?” your pair asked, handing you the stick.

“Born ready, baby,” you replied, applying chalk to the end of the poolstick.

Julia was Henry’s partner, of course. He had to show her how to properly hold the stick and how to play, but you had your doubts if she truly didn’t know or was just pretending. Well, you’d pretend if you were in her shoes.

It was no surprise when you made the first ball — you had a natural talent for the pool. Especially when drunk. And angry.

The chocolate in your mouth felt bitter because you kept hearing Julia’s giggles and saw the way Henry touched her. Every fucking time she was going to play, he had to be glued to her back, lingering touches on her hand, her arms. It began to piss you off way more than you imagined.

You made a ball. And another, and another, and another. Four in a row, leaving only two of your balls on the table.

“Fuck, y/n,” your partner said, and laughed, clearly a bit shocked. “Where did that come from?”

“What can I say,” you replied, “the effects of anger.”

The game soon came to an end, you made the victory hit. You started another, trying your best to focus on the game and nothing else. But it was hard. It was so fucking hard when Julia and Henry didn’t even pretend to play properly, due to their drunken stupor and lust for one another. When his lips went closer to her ear, you finally snapped. There was no way in fucking hell you were going to endure that. No. Enough.

“I’m through,” you stated before dropping the stick on the table.

You didn’t care about the stupid game. All you wanted was to leave the pub, to get away, and cry and scream and fill up your sister’s inbox with countless messages rambling about it.

That was exactly what you did the instant you crossed the door, drinking in the cold night air and fishing for your phone. After finding her contact, your fingers started to fly across the keyboard, but you realized that wasn’t enough for how angry you were.

“No puedo creer lo enojada que estoy por eso [I can’t believe how mad I am],” you started. Of course, it’d be in Spanish, your mother tongue: it was the only way you truly could express your anger.

You weren’t even sure what you wanted to say, but you had to say something, to get it out. There was a pressure in your chest that’d only be alleviated after you opened your heart to someone, obviously your sister.

“Tú no creerías lo tan enojada que estoy. ¡Pero ugh! ¡Simplemente no puedo controlarlo y no mames eso me deja demasiada enojada! [You wouldn’t believe how mad I am. But ugh! I just can’t control it and that makes me so fucking angry!]”

You sent that first audio message to her. You didn’t even have an internet connection, so she’d only receive it after you connected to wifi or something, but it didn’t matter. You just had to speak. Get it out of your system.

“Dios, desearía que pudieras verlo con tus propios ojos todos los toques y coqueteos. Simplemente me mandaron por un tubo y no sé cómo enfrentarlo, sabes? No hay ninguna explicación más allá de la verdad, que él debe haber entendido, de todos modos. O no, apuesto que Julia lo mantiene demasiado ocupado para que yo ocupe su mente [God, I wish you could see for yourself! All those touches and flirting. It just pushed me off the edge and now I don’t even know how to face him, you know? There’s no explanation besides the truth. Which he must have already figured it out, anyway. Or not. I bet Julia is keeping him too busy for me to occupy his mind at all],” you said in a single breath. There. Now you felt as if the weight was off your chest.

After pressing the “send” button, you took a much needed deep breath. The cold weather had a calm, soothing effect on you as you breathed in the night air; you could feel yourself getting calmer. Still angry, yes, but a bit calmer.

So trapped in your own space, you almost jumped when you heard his voice.

“No hay nada que nunca pueda sacarte de mi mente [There’s nothing that can ever keep you off my mind].”

Even in a perfect Spanish, his deep British accent was still present.

Oh, my, god. There he was, behind you, and you wanted to bury yourself six feet under and never, ever come out.

“Henry!” Your voice was a shriek. “I… I’m… I sh…” you stuttered, not knowing what to say. You could feel your heart pounding violently against your chest.

What to say, what to do, how to act. You had no idea Henry even spoke Spanish, and you sure as hell hadn’t expected him to follow you outside. Díos mio. Had he heard every single word you just said? You were glad that it was dark, ‘cause your face must’ve definitely been on fire.

“I’m sorry,” he said, making you look at him with a visible question mark on your face. “For making you feel like that. I did want to affect you, though, and I’m quite glad I did.”

“What? Henr—”

“See, y/n,” he interrupted you, “I had a theory, and you just proved it.”

He came closer, his beautiful face stepping under the thin lightning which made his baby blue eyes to shine. He hovered above you, like a lion over his prey, but you weren’t intimidated at all. Though confused and with your head spinning as fuck.

“My theory was that you and I feel the same way about each other,” he continued, getting closer and closer at each word that left his lips.

Díos. Were your dreams coming true? Was this real? Were you dreaming, or even seeing properly? You could hear your speeding heart, and you wondered if he could hear it, too.

“Henry, I… I’m… I’m lost in translation here,” you replied, your weak voice almost a whisper.

He had to say it. You needed to hear the words coming out of his very own lips, otherwise, it wouldn’t be real.

A low chuckle came from him. He left very little space between your faces when he got even closer and cupped your face with both hands.

“I’ve been falling in love with you ever since you entered my life, love,” he said. Your knees were weak, and you felt as if you were going to fall dead on the ground. “But you never gave me any signal that you felt the same. Until I started to notice the small details. Your face, your eyes, your hands. Your words, your expressions. The little things gave you away, y/n.”

The warm touch of his big hands on your face, all the love and tenderness with which he spoke every single word made your heart swell. No one had ever spoken with that much affection towards you, no one had ever held you that gently as he did. Your best friend. Your soulmate.

“So? Am I right then? He asked playfully, chuckling because you hadn’t said anything yet.

You felt as if a lightning bolt had just gone through you, your skin prickling.

“Yes!” You instantly said, feeling some tears on your eyes. “Yes, Henry, yes. You are. I don’t even know for how long I’ve loved you. I was… I was scared of ruining our friendship. I’m sorry, if I’d kno—”

He shushed you with a gentle kiss, timidly placing one of his hands in the back of your neck. You placed your hands on his broad shoulders.

“No regrets or apologies,” he murmured, touching your forehead with his. “Though I do regret the method I used to prove my point,” he said, chuckling. “I’m sorry. I was getting desperate and running out of options. I just couldn’t bear to spend another entire day being nothing more than friends with you,” he explained, his eyes locked with yours. One of his hands started tracing the line of your bottom lip. “Not being able to touch you, to kiss you… God knows how torture it was to be around you all this time.”

It was your turn to laugh. He felt exactly like you did, then.

“Henry?” You whispered. “Come home with me?”

An affirmation, an invitation, an order? You didn’t know. But all that mattered was his answer.

“Yes.”

A/N: I hope from the depths of my heart that you enjoyed it! For now I do not have a taglist, but if you’d like to be tagged in my future works, let me know <3

xoxo, Gio

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xnovamore · 4 years

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Christmas Rings #1

Home For the Holidays Story #2 Run by @ftmlmages and @femslashfairies

Pairing: Luli

Warnings: Grief, Mourning

Additional Tags: grief, getting together, snow,

Characters: Lucy Heartfilla, Lisanna Strauss

Prompt: Rings

For @ceruleanshockwave <3333

Out of all the strange crazy things that happened in Lucy’s life since joining Fairy Tail, being here with her like this were her only glimpses of sanity in her crazy new life.

If someone would have told Lucy that the missing beautiful girl in the photograph she found all those years would completely change her life, she would have smiled and assumed they meant she would find a good friend in this Lisanna person. But oh, Lucy found so much more waiting for her in the snow that day.

Lucy sat on the windowsill of her apartment with her legs dangling off the edge. Below her lied busy streets and laughter as everyone rushed through their holiday shopping in order to get home before the prospected blizzard hit. Lucy watched them from her perch, watched them smile and laugh and hug sharing warmth and comfort to fend off the chilly December night. Lucy watched and watched feeling nothing but the familiar ache in the pit of her stomach.

She’s supposed to be like them right now. Supposed to be shopping with Erza and Wendy or having a snowball fight with Gray and Natsu. She’s supposed to be at the guild drinking hot chocolate and beer as Gajeel tries to sing his version of classic Christmas songs only for the rest of the guild to jump him and hand the mic over to Mirajane.

She was supposed to okay. They always are. Everyone in the guild has dealt with loss, with fear and regret and they carried their burdens with dignity never letting anyone see a tear slip down their face. Lucy wasn’t like that. It’s been years and yet Lucy still wasn’t okay.

Lucy had somehow gotten the reputation of being the ‘sunshine’ one of the group, the one who was put together and smiled through the pain. And when she wasn’t that her friends, her new and only family, didn’t always know how to deal with her. Although they still tried which she loved them for.

First, it was Natsu who instantly knew something was wrong when she didn’t attempt to kick him out of the window she caught him climbing in through. His attempts at cheering someone up usually involved attempting to draw them into a fight or argument so they would fight with him instead of themselves. Any other day it might have worked, Lucy would never admit it but she liked the playful arguing and fighting just as much as Natsu and Gray did, but she just didn’t have the energy for it. Natsu gave up after making himself sick eating half of her refrigerator and ran out with Happy saying he’d be back later.

Erza showed up next dropping off pastries from the bakery they both love, then Lucy and Cana cuddled on her bed before Cana had to leave for a job. Lying in Cana’s arms with those soft fingers running through her hair did help a lot, but when she left, and Lucy felt the loneliness and quiet of her apartment double and she spiraled downwards all over again. Gray had dropped off a gift for her sometime after noon when she was soaking in the bath. She wasn’t too surprised he didn’t attempt to come in since she knows comfort is not Gray’s specialty. What did surprise her was the frozen key necklace she found in the box along with a book she’d been searching for undoubtably from Levy. That too brought a smile on her face.

Now here she was watching the sun set and the sky darken as more people hurried to get inside away from the oncoming snowstorm. Lucy would follow their lead and head in soon as well. She just wanted to soak in a few more moments of the setting sun and brisk winter air before-

“Hey! Lucy!”

A sudden shout of her name had Lucy nearly falling off the edge. Maybe sitting on the windowsill wasn’t the best idea Lucy thought as she glanced at the direction the voice came from.

The snow starting to fall through the darkening night make it hard to find her at first. But once Lucy did spot her, it was like everyone else slowly faded into the background and all Lucy saw was her. Lisanna Strauss stood on ledge of the bridge outside of her wildly waving her hands to catch her attention. Once she seen that she had it, she jumped off the ledge and walked closer until she was right under Lucy.

“So that is you! I’ve been calling your name for a few minutes now but you weren’t answering. I was started to think it wasn’t you and I was yelling at a random person!” Lisanna ended her sentence with a giggle that cut through the night and heated Lucy’s suddenly warm cheeks.

Feeling embarrassed, she attempted to smile back to at the cheerful girl. “Oh hey! Sorry I didn’t hear you!”

“It’s okay, it looks like you were thinking about something really hard up there.” Lisanna’s smile was soft and wide and it warmed a part of Lucy that had long gone numb.

Lucy and Lisanna had not really interacted a lot since they’d been back from Tenrou. Even before that, they had never talked alone before. Lisanna was usually surrounded by old Fairy Tail members that mourned her death making it so she was never alone. Still Lucy had always wanted to know her.

Today though, today was not a good day for Lucy to try to make friends. Especially not after she sent away all her close friends. But rudeness was never something Lucy was capable of. Especially not towards a girl that smiles at her like that.

“Yeah I was. I was just…thinking.” The silence between them turned awkward and Lucy mentally gave herself a Lucy kick. Looking away, she noticed the snow picked up around them already blanketing the street below. It seemed like Lisanna noticed the change in weather and began shivering in her thin coat and scarf.

Concern gnawed at her and she spoke without thinking, “Do you want to come up?”

“Hun?”

She couldn’t blame Lisanna for being surprised but it did make her cheeks flare up in a blush again. Maybe she should have taken her embarrassment and retracted her offer sending Lisanna on her way. Maybe she should have played it off with a laugh hoping Lisanna wouldn’t hold it against her and think of her as the weird awkward girl that hanged off ledges in blizzards. Maybe Lisanna would hold it against her and they would be avoiding each other in the guild hall forever. Maybe she shouldn’t have cared. But she just couldn’t help herself. Staring into those blue eyes as snow fell around them. She felt this need, one she’s never felt before, and it told her to get closer. To smile and beckon this beautiful girl shivering in the snow closer. Keep her warm, keep her safe, stay close

“A snowstorm’s going to hit soon.” She said softly into the night. “Come inside, you can stay here until it passes if you want.”

She was rewarded with a smile and a brush of fingertips across snow-covered hair. “I’d like that”

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IM SOOOOO SORRY I WENT MIA... i didn't expect to like... Unplug when i was visiting my sister and then i got back on wednesday but was busy until today T_T but tytyty for your kind words abt my blog!! i feel like i don't make enough content for all the love i receive >_< i'll be someone 'sending love from the us 🇺🇸' to your blog <3333

gosh wattpad... i was reading on it when i was like 10 😳i remember writing an AWFUL teen wolf fic and it got like a couple thousand reads and i thought i was like The Next Big Thing... did you ever read the exo ot12 werewolf mafia fic? god.... what a time fr.. fuckboy!lucas lives in my head rent free.. i like rarely read smut but it was like... so good..it was the exception like i legit couldn't stop reading it.. and it was like 18 pts or smthn . sooooo gooooood

KNIGHT!LUCAS AND SECRET PRINCESS!READER THO?!?!?!?!? wow what a concept omg omg i love royalty aus so much and whew... i will def be looking forward to it !!! anything you write is great tho :D

pls i will go book a flight to canada just to give u a hug right BACK!!! honestly it's still a mystery to me w who the reader will end up with but i'm told i'm dense all the time so maybe this is just a sign for me to reread dnyl club for the like fifth time... 😌💓 random, but do you ever talk w friends abt who you would be friends w in groups / who you are? my friends say i remind them of mark which... is like the highest level of a compliment you can receive imo.. *cue me getting sidetracked* it was so funny tho i met a longtime online friend while i was visiting my sis and i was telling her all abt how i'm nervous to start college and put myself out there and she was like ???? YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU'RE NOT EXTROVERTED??? which was like the biggest shock of the year for me because everyone back home knows i'm like. a mouse in front of new ppl.... idk why i mentioned that.. just guess i wanted to share it w u <33 .. if i'm going to continue my sidetrackedness (100% not a real word but bear w me...) while visiting my sis we had these like Gourmet milkshakes and mine was mint choco theme and it was SOOOOOOO good... it was obvi mint choco flavored and had like ground andes mint pieces in the shake that you got with each sip and then had whipped cream, an oreo, and A WHOLE ICE CREAM SANDWICH on top.. with the rim coated with chocolate buttercream frosting and chocolate sprinkles...i'll be dreaming about it for a long time.. ik i just went on a tangent abt my love for the shake and the Mint Choco-ness of it.. but are you a fan? or do you think it tastes like toothpaste? 😅

that's so interesting tho how your writing process works! i think i'm the type to just write as i think and then revise when needed... we had a project in english and had to do the outline but not the actual research paper in its entirety and i got carried away and my outline ended up being like 4 pages... it was.. v extra.. which made me realize it's best to just write the Actual Thing because my brain thinks the planning is the draft i'll submit 😭but it's so cool how this was your first chapter series and it ended up being so amazing ????? like seriously if i had to write a chaptered work i think i would def have like boring/dull moments but your writing style really makes everything interesting and the readers curious as to what will happen next !!! it's like.. wow i'm gna seem like im obsessed w chocolate but.. it's like you eat an amazing chocolate bar w rose petals infused and it's so rich and the best ever and before you know it you've finished the entire bar... like that's how i feel whenever i read your works !! when i first found dnyl club i literally read everything you had posted on your masterlist and it was all just sooooo good T_T

ik you said i gassed u up a ton but ^^^ there's some more for you <33333 EXO'S CLOUD 9.. WHAT A SONG !!! they never know is one of my favorite exo... maybe even kpop as a whole .. songs... that whole album was a masterpiece.. altho universe and obsession are my favorites from them! (album wise!!) i'm glad you're an essay person.. because this ask is def the longest i've sent .. ever.. but i just have so much to say! will tumblr actually send this all? omg.. i'm '02!! jisung's older by 8months -_- i remember when he debuted and my friend and i were like ?!!?! A MIDDLE SCHOOLER IS DEBUTING ? it was so wild ..

the flight ended up having no issues but there were some bleh ppl which sucked T_T, did you end up sleeping that day? er .. would i say night? haha 💐😽 and pls you give me energy too !! reading your message makes me happy and light .. idk if light is the right word but like.. not stressed? AT PEACE !! yea :D sending lots of love to you and i'm currently listening to my 😳😳😳 kpop playlist so here are a couple recs (i did ten 😉): daylight by mino, magic by seohyun, fever by enhypen, 1 degree by got7, closer (max solo) by tvxq, first love by after school, shade by yukika, hush by laboum, yes by demian, and sick and tired (ft. reddy) by suzy!! sorry this was such a belated reply back and so LONG but i hope you've been well and have a great monday and week overall !! <33333 :D - lofeel

DONT APOLOGIZE!!!😡😡😡 I knew you were gone somewhere and must be having fun so it’s totally okay!! 💞💞 also love that we are hyping each other up like this 🥺💗💗

10 omg😭 I started i think in grade 8? so i was about 12-13 not too far off from your age either! i only got into kpop two years later so i was mainly on there for the good ole werewolf and vampire stories 😭 ALSO PLS i wrote a story too and for some reason i still have it up but it’s called “he’s my prince charming??” and it reached like a number in the genres and i was so excited abt it😭 i haven’t read the exo one!!! i think i may have heard of it but unfortunately (maybe fortunately) i haven’t come across it😔 fuckboy!lucas i think is such a great concept bc it always fits him... he even had one of my normie friends acting up bc she a video of him on her fyp LOL and asked me if i knew who it was😭

i’m very excited for this fic!! it’s part of an enemies to lovers collab i’m in and the basic premise is that the reader is a princess and the only heir to the throne who has been kept as a secret since birth, passing off as some poor child the king and queen favoured and gave a home. lucas is going to be the troublesome and always bothering knight with insanely good looks and when the reader’s father passes away, he’s appointed as her 24/7 guard. it’s gonna be a bit intense, i don’t think i’ve had a concept like this but it’s a lot of stuff about trust, betrayal and ofc love<33 so i’m very excited abt it!! i feel like just writing it all rn but i have other fics i have to finish first😭 i have four collab works that’ll be posted this summer and i’m excited for all of them😳 i’ll give u the titles since i love to overshare LOL

fool for you - taeil

sharaabi (drunk) - renjun

bubblegum or pop rocks - hyuck

a postcard away - yangx2

u are not DENSE!!! This just means that perhaps i am doing a better job than i thought at hiding who the reader ends up with😭 i’ve finished writing for chp. 12 tho! there is a couple chapters left, it will all sum up to under 20 chapters so i’m excited to finish writing and then posting! my goal is by the end of this summer again so i’m just packing on all the pressure once more😭

i have talked abt it with friends in the past!! but i don’t remember who they said i’m like again, this was when nct had 18 only and i was i think closer to ten? maybe chenle but i don’t remember except at this point i feel like i relate to hendery, ten and yangyang more🙏🏼🙏🏼 mark!!! i can see it a bit but we’ve only chatted for a tiny amount so i’m not sure 😭 but i see how you love to excitedly talk about things just like he does :D i also see you as bubbly so i’d also add in chenle!! or pre-2021 chenle bc he’s growing up so fast and becoming an adult :(( how was it meeting your longtime online friend tho?!)!?? i’ve only ever met one but she ended up being not so great of a friend later on so :/// also from our talks you do seem extroverted!!! but you know what, i know many introverted ppl who when they get comfortable will seem very extroverted and will be so social with specific ppl so i think you may be like that! do not worry, i understand your fear bc in front of some family and ppl i’m that quiet but polite girl bc i get terrified of saying the wrong thing or ppl thinking of me as weird or something 🥺

my biggest tip for college and making new friends is to sit near or find ppl who seem very chill and nice to talk with and then do small talk related to the subject or content. basically i act a bit clueless 😭 it has always helped me tho! but i think it’s also in consideration that i do look like i could come off as the clueless type being small and looking too young like im in high school😭 sidetrackedness is now a word bc u said it so i am loving it🙏🏼 !!!! i’ve never tried andes chocolate before but we sell it at our store during christmas so i’ll have to try it out!! but i do like mint chocolate!! i haven’t had it in a while bc my go to ice cream flavour is either cotton candy, bubblegum or cookies n cream! but the way u described the milkshake..... THE FULL ICECREAM BAR ON TOP TOO???? i love love sprinkles and whipped cream but the chocolate buttercream on the rim sounds amazing too... now i want a milkshake 😐👎🏼 it’s so interesting tho that ppl think it tastes like toothpaste like??? i also love cilantro and apparently to some ppl it tastes like soap and i’m like uhhhh 🤨🤨SOAP?

i am in love with extra tho🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 and that’s so interesting that we have similar but different techniques!! when it comes to essays for school i always try to plan those out bc they have a word limit and sometimes i’m either over or under the word count so it helps me to jot down tiny details to remember them and keep them organized too! so much different from my style of just going with the flow with fics. thank u tho!!🥺🥺💗💞💗💞 when i first wrote the teaser i had no clue except for one detail on what the series was going to be like so it was hella nerve wracking and not to mention i was going to start at a different uni in a couple of months so a lot of nerves and pressure! but i’m happy ppl have enjoyed the series and the idea!! :D it makes me rlly happy to see ppl come up with theories or even just comment about dnyl club like i never knew it would get this big so i’m just grateful :’) 💗💗 i am loving ur obsession with chocolate pls recommend me more things bc i am a chocolate and caramel fanatic 😳

i’ve never had rose petal infused chocolate before!! it sounds very good tho and reminds me of rose flavoured ice cream!! very good and has a floral and delicious taste so i recommend it! you can usually find it at indian restaurants and idk about regular stores bc i just have it when we’re eating out! but thank you seriously again for this analogy and for making my tiny pea sized brain swell with joy and pride :”))) ♥️💞♥️💞♥️💞♥️ they never know!!! idk why every time i listen to that song i feel like i’m in a forbidden relationship or something 😭 jisung the old man by 8 months</33 also does that mean your bday was last month? i tried doing the math but also i suck at math so </3.... but if so then HAPPY BELATED BDAY!!! 🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳 💞💞💞💞

i did end up sleeping that night!! i had work in the morning-ish so i had to force myself to sleep but i was very happy reading your msg🥺💗 also bleh ppl just 😒😐👎🏼 but i’m glad you went and had fun with your sister and now you’re back home safe!! :D 💗 thank you for the recs!!! i’m very surprised to say that i haven’t listened to any of those songs before besides closer - max! that was actually my inspiration to write for my “closer” fic with ten which i still have to write a part 2 for😭 but thank you!!! i will listen to these songs this week 😎 i just briefly listened to mino’s daylight, jeez the last song of his ive listened to properly was fiancé and that needs a fic of its own bc it’s so good!!! mino is amazing and one of my og loves when i first got into kpop in 2014😭 but the song is rlly good!!! i’ll recommend some songs with a similar vibe!! they all may not be kpop tho!

woman - doja cat (not usually a fan of her but this beat is just pure perfection imo)

como un bebe - j balvin & bad bunny (a classic)

passion - pinkpantheress (not similar vibes but she’s amazing with like y2k sounding songs!)

big boss/touch me/f.u.c.k - victoria monet (god she’s so talented, incredible tbh that she isn’t on top 10 charts each week or something bc of how catchy and brilliantly made her music is! she’s more recognized as ariana grande’s lyricist & friend but her talent is just phenomenal! after listening to magic by seohyun and knowing closer by max i thought these songs follow the same mysterious vibes as those songs too!)

thank you for the ten(😉) recs! haha and i hope you have a great day and week ahead of you!!! make sure to stay hydrated and eat regularly, keep yourself healthy!! sending love your way and thank you for this essay msg, i love it!!!💞♥️💞♥️💞♥️💞

#my favs #lofeel #lofy 💗#🏹❤️#i have nicknamed you lofy pronounced as lofee #also reminds me of loki... god bless that fictional man #but i hope you have a great week ahead of u!!! 💗💞♥️💞💗♥️#love u!!!😙😙💗💞💗💞💗💞#thank u a ton again for the gassing up😭😭

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