#the point of this post: i see your dms/asks and im happy you sent them!! Im not ignoring you i promise!! đĽşđŤ°đđđ
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So y'all turns out that being poly means you might be like... REALLY BUSY around Valentines day?? Who knew right đ¤ˇđťââď¸đđđ
#explanation for me being afk âď¸#and i got an anniversary within a few days of Valentines day too so lol thats what I'll be doing this weekend UwU đ
đ#i have some chores i gotta do to get ready for tomorrow but i will do my best to squeeze in some blog time between them đŞâ¨ď¸â¨ď¸#the point of this post: i see your dms/asks and im happy you sent them!! Im not ignoring you i promise!! đĽşđŤ°đđđ#I'm just busy with irl romance atm đĽ°#but remember: yanbruary lasts all month đđŞđđđ#and i dont have any more irl dates after this weekend so after that I'll have plenty of time to get into some fictional fuckery...~ >:3ccc)#in the mean time i hope you guys all had a wonderful Valentines day!!! (Go give your f/o(s) an extra smooch just for giggles) đ¤đ¤đ¤đđđ
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YIPPEE!! ANTI WHO WAS BABYING ME STOPPED, JOYOUS DAY!! unfortunately, the anti in question is the flavour that pretends to know shit about me despite actually knowing nothing (clearly), so im gonna go over it :3
also HAII, i know youre gonna see this, so buckle in ^_^ (oh, and if you really wanna continue, dms are an option ^^ ill unblock you if you really want to have a civil conversation so that you can at least get your facts straight đŤś)
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i actually dont see whats wrong with not wanting someone to like me while running an account that supports activism for hatred against people like me.. sorry for not wanting "hate activism offical" to like me lmao
its not even really about politics or beliefs. in this situation, you wouldnt be just looking past my political stances or beliefs, you are against my identity. if you need to look past my identity in order to like me, then you do not like me. i dont think i articulated this right in my original post, so this is what i actually meant. i am able to look past beliefs on some things, but i cant look past someone thinking that people like me should not exist or thinking we are inherently harmful due to our identities.
i dont really know what you meant in that last post, though, because i left the anti community due to it fueling my self-hatred. i left antis and joined radqueers because i have actually been able to love myself in the rqc.
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firstly, i would have at least liked an apology for the misgendering. you copy and pasted the exact quote where i pointed out the misgendering, and completely ignored it. you had to go to my profile to get that quote because my post wasnt in the rq tags, AND you used my actual prns for some of the og post, so i really dont get why you couldnt at least apologize for misgendering me
now onto your actual point; i left the anti community because it was extremely damaging to me, and i went to radqueers because the community had previously been a safe space for one of my headmates. the reason that headmate had her blog deleted was because a different headmate found it, panicked, and deactivated it. as for why our first collective radqueer tumblr was deleted; it was due to being stalked by antis. not due to radqueers
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i am extremely happy! i know multiple who can confirm, actually. i love ciel so much, and everything he does with me is stuff i beg him to do :3
"happy is a weird word to use here" bro thinks hes in my head and knows me emotions đ
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i take full accountability for all these posts, and still would say all the things said in them, however i will point out that not only is the second screenshot taken entirely out of context, but it was very clearly a joke and i have made it so extremely clear that i dont support that.
the context of the second screenshot was actually a situation in which i was being misgendered and was facing transphobia+transmisogyny due to being a trans woman and also being transharmful. an anon had gone into ciel's inbox, misgendering me and being transphobic as well as applying transmisogynistic stereotypes to me. one of these stereotypes was the "youre only a trans woman because you want to assault women" trope, and in that same ask, said that it makes me un-ladylike. i brought up in a server that it upset me, because i genuinely do my very best to pass, and office-vampire sent that ask in as a joking way of boosting my mood. youre allowed to be against the joke, but please understand how vital this context is.
anyways, i do support consang. i fully stand by that lol.. and the horrible illegal things are CONSENSUAL cannibalism (<- horrible, but not illegal) and CONSENSUAL mutilation (<- horrible and not actually illegal due to consent being involved). so once more, i fully stand by it!! :3
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i fully admit to saying all of the previously mentioned things
and that second part about ciel not making me who i am.. your screenshot doesnt disprove that? he didnt program the consang support, transids, or paraphilias into me.. so im not really sure what you thought you were getting at? unless you genuinely believe that my trauma is who i am in which case.. disgusting
as for that last thing..... "you are inadvertently the cause for all of the drama", yeah, no, hot stinky garbage take because thats not how that works lmao. joining a community =/= going around to old friends and asking them to make bullshit callouts on us. tighten that screw, then try again
also, i wouldnt really say that bringing him into a community that allows him to be himself is "bringing him into a mess", i think youre just misunderstanding what i said in the original post. him and i were in the community for a good long while before people started making those dumbass callout posts. not going to take accountability for causing drama if im not the one who caused it. me and my boyfriend existing in a community is not inherently causing drama. if i made those ratty ass callouts, then yeah, id take accountability, but i didnt. thus, there is nothing to be accountable for because i did not ask for that (pls learn what taking accountability is)
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"i blame ciel, nobody else" very much does imply that you think im not. if you didnt want it to come off that way, then maybe you shouldnt have mentioned that you think ciel made me this way. pretty fucking simple i think
anyways, i take accountability for the things i actually did do (be pro-consang, make a joke to clear myself up, and make a joke about what i want to do with my partner)! i also take accountability for being who i am WITHOUT ciel's influence because he caused none of it ^^
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âź chongyun || hiraeth
tw: mention of knives (no violence), kidnapping, explosion
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you angled your camera to catch your face and upper body correctly and adjusted your blinds for the correct lighting. you put thin pieces of yellow and pink paper over your lamp to give off a sunset lighting sort of aesthetic in your minimalist room. your tiny cacao tree sat in the corner of your room, setting some sort of simple beach vibe.
then, you began to stream.
you watched as majority of your followers came to view as you sat in your rolly gaming chair. the greetings came rushing in and you noticed two of your friends had came along too, xingqiu and chongyun.
"hey gang, it's kingexplosionmurder here with your weekly sunday stream," you smiled and watched as comments came in asking you to notice them. beginning to select randomly, you flicked a short strand of hair behind your ear. "you have been noticed, yourlocalsugardaddy," you blessed them. and you swore you chose randomly.
on the other side of the screen, chongyun's face slightly flushed before eating his popsicle again. yes, that was his username, selected by xingqiu after the guhua heir was somehow able to trick him into selecting so. the situation must've been that he accidentally consumed some jueyun chili's, that was also xingqiu's doing.
he watched you smile as you explained your schedule for this stream, when he noticed you suddenly began laughing. it sounded genuine, he wanted to believe it was genuine, but there was a trace of disappointment in it. he observed your face, noticing you were looking at the chat box. "i agree too, scarymoose."
scarymoose: this streamer's kinda dog shit ngl đ
by instinct, his fingers grazed over the keyboard as he analyzed the tone. this kid wasn't joking around with himself, he was really out to bring you down. he exhaled, shaking his head, wondering how you would deal in the situation.
yourlocalsugardaddy: miss karen this isn't yelp đ
he wasn't content with that yet, things could've gone onto more serious matters, but he knew you liked to keep your chat clean and peaceful. you went to the farther extents to keep that from happening, agreeing with rude comments yourself as a said joke, but actually have it sometimes harming you.
so chongyun tried his best to keep you happy.
redrumreaper: yo moose chill đł
he recognized his friend xingqiu also trying to calm the situation as you just laughed it off and attempted to continue, sooner enough just beginning to ignore all his comments. some other viewers came up to your defense but in all honesty, you wanted to move on.
"s-so, i found some silk flowers outside of wangshuu inn yesterday, aren't they pretty?" you took a tiny bouquet of the said silk flowers and presented it to your viewers, holding it next to your cheek. the pink tone of the flowers matched the color of your cheeks and made for a nice picture. chongyun would've screenshotted it, but he respected your privacy.
yourlocaldumba$$: yes they're so pretty we love you đ
13lue13erry: yes ong ong đ thiccer than my granny
Straw13erry: don't bring madame ping into this đđ
colino: are you sure it's alright to take from someone's legally owned property ?? much less from their garden
Straw13erry: u mean ur neighbors don't harvest ur flowers every day? đ privilege spoke đ¤
yourlocalsugardaddy: vv pretty đł
redrumreaper: simp đ
you slightly choked over on your side and xingqiu calling chongyun a simp, for you. quickly clearing your throat, you regained your composure. your viewers could see that your cheeks had been dusted with a darker shade now.
13lue13erry: đ
Straw13erry: đ
yourlocaldumba$$: đ
redrumreaper: đ
sireluck: đ
bazinga: đ
dandelionn: đ
poetichoe: đ
"okay- anyways," you pushed that aside, watching the chain of đ's coming in. you weren't too sure at what they were referring to, but just assumed that they were interested in xingqiu exposing chongyun. but, there was no way chongyun really felt like that, right? it was just a friendly compliment from what you believed. "just a tiny flex but y'all guys, i am so cracked at apex, not gonna lie. for all the new followers out there," you randomly commented. 'and to change the subject.'
"actually, you know what? fuck the schedule, let's go to trolling little eight year old kids posting selfies on instagram. due to certain reasons i'm just not gonna be blurring their usernames out, but please don't spam these people, i don't wanna be cancelled đ" you sweetly smiled as you pulled up instagram and started streaming on your phone.
of course your sus notifications ruined it đ¤Ąđ¤Ą
because xingqiu took advantage of the situation, sending messages to your discord. nothing mentioning your romantic life because he knew better than that, but just trolling. 'HEY GANG. ITS ME, TONY, AND TODAY WE'RE GONNA SEE IF IM FASTER THAN THIS MOUSE TRAP.' 'TURNS OUT, I AM NOT FASTER THAN THIS MOUSE TRAP.' 'AN UPDATE, IT HURTS. ALRIGHT. BYE GUYS.' you tried hard to contain your laughter, but certain giggles came out in the end, giggles that made chongyun's heart flutter.
xingqiu just kept spamming without a stop, to the point that you accidentally clicked into the notification instead of someone's username on a selfie post. so now everyone could see your group chat with xingqiu, chongyun, and a few other viewers that were actually your other friends.
13lue13erry: oh no đ¤Ą
Straw13erry: đż
yourlocaldumba$$: HAHAHAHA WE'RE EXPOSED đ¤Ąđ
just water support boy đ: image.png
oh my god he's sending chongyun catboy edits. you made this concerning noise, glad no one really seemed to know who chongyun really was on twitch. you went back to instagram, beginning to dm a random kid, ignoring the situation that had just happened.
chongyun choked, slight heat running to his cheeks. what the fuck was xingqiu doing- how did he even get those pictures? maybe it was that one time xingqiu forced him to go to a furry con, but how did he ever get the time to photograph these? he nervously fidgeted and played with his fingers.
13lue13erry: đ¤Ą
Straw13erry: đ¤Ą
yourlocaldumba$$: đ¤Ą
redrumreaper: đ¤Ą
<â oraoraoraor
kingexplosionmurder: chav check
oraoraoraor: what
kingexplosionmurder: chav: check đšđš
oraoraoraor: bruh
oraoraoraor: who tf are you
kingexplosionmurder: hope you like baddies cause i'm bad at everything đ
oraoraoraor: bruh ok i'm blocking
kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me
oraoraoraor: đ
kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me
oraoraoraor: wtf
kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me
oraoraoraor: wait wait UR that one twitch streamer?
kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me
oraoraoraor: ig ur fans gonna be so disappointed in you
kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me
oraoraoraor: hahaha wtf i'm gonna post this and tag you
kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me
afterwards you sent a barrage of really cursed images and left the person on read when they tried to complain and get a reaction out of you. you chuckled, extremely satisfied with yourself. this is what your viewers followed you for. you went on hunting for another user, "GO Y/N GO" filling up your chat.
you were just about to dm this other kid until you heard a ring from your doorbell. "oh what the fuck, i didn't invite anyone. but you know what, i'll pull something up to entertain y'all guys while i'm afk." searching on youtube, you typed in 'banana fish ep. 1' and clicked on the longest video you saw. then you got up from your chair, making your way to the front door.
you didn't mute yourself before because you thought there was really no need to, and you underestimated your mic sensitivity. god did you wish that you could go back and time and do just that.
twisting the doorknob, you opened your door and was met with... a certain, someone.
someone that you recognized and has caused you so much pain, and it was all so fun and games before they had to come along. "bruh. aight what you here for fam?" you played it super chill, though you were really sick and tired of this person's shit.
"(y/n). we need to talk," her stern voice made you flinch as you just stared straight into her eyes. you simply nodded your head and crossed your arms, shifting your weight onto your right leg. "we're thinking of taking you back home."
your froze, your breath hitching as you just stood there, waiting for her to go on. clenching your fists and looking down, you stayed silent for a little moment and questioned, "...why?"
"well, you have a stable income source, right?" she asked, putting her hands on her hips. "you can finally be of use to us," she clasped her hands together, a bright smile on her face. your finger twitched, awaiting an explanation. "you're a streamer, yeah? so you can be a useful asset to our family name."
"...you only want me to come back so i can make you all seem... good?"
and here you thought, just for a second, that you would be accepted back into the place where you really belonged. your shoulders slumped, as small tears began to well up in your eyes. "and for our profitable gain of course, it would be a shame to not acquire that from you."
you composed yourself and looked up. "im afraid my profit can only cover for one person, and it would be myself that i focus to make a suitable and independent living out of. you've kicked me out ever since i've graduated from college and had me fend for myself, now inviting me back once i have a stable job?" you breathed, fiddling with the sleeves of your black hoodie.
"oh, not inviting, dear. taking."
confused by her words, you let your guard down as she suddenly pushed a warm cloth over your mouth as you let out a constrained scream. you tried to break free of her grasp, reaching for the switchblade in your pocket, but the drowsing chemicals from the cloth took control of you and you felt disoriented. "you... bitch..."
your head hit the floor.
ăââż time â skip âżâ
silence.
thats all you heard when you awoke.
pure, unfiltered silence that overwhelmed you as you were completely lost. what was happening?
you tried turning to the other side of your childhood bed, the moon casting light shadows into your 'room'. there was a rope around your wrists you noticed, so you brought them up to your lips and starting gnawing on them until it broke apart. (guys we feral its not a furry instinct ok?/ ?? Â ?)
the material had irritated your skin, but you put that aside for now. escape- thats what you really needed to do. it was fairly dark, but you didn't have a good estimate of time. the analog clock was broken and set to a different time that displayed 11AM. you sat up, your fingers running along the frame of the window next to you.
for a moment, you stopped, thoughts rushing into your head. what if you could start a whole other life here where things could finally be peaceful, what if you didn't have to feel so isolated anymore, what if you could- ...
no. (y/n), get yourself together. what has happened will anyways stay there, and there is no healing scars. ...still, you couldn't shake off the feeling of missing this home so much when you had an amazing childhood, though full of fake actors who had manipulated you.
opening all the cabinets silently, you grabbed things that you assumed would come to your aid. a tiny backpack, which you then stuffed with other things around it. a first aid kit, a spare knife just in case, along with a clean oversized sweater and a couple dollar bills. all that, along with a compass.
you turned towards your window, stepping on your bed.
pushing open the sides of your window, your stepped on, the brown coldness of the frame coming in contact with your feet. you shivered just a little bit before stopping to think. what would you do once you were out of here? you barely knew your way here. and not to mention, your devices were still left at your other house, so there was no way of contact.
...
did your stream ever end? even if it did, had you muted yourself before leaving? no, you didn't, and you could remember in precise detail. someone out there, anyone, would be willing to help, right? you couldn't possibly be here forever, not when you're basically blown up all over your socials?
your friends, yes, your friends! xingqiu and chongyun were watching the stream and had made obvious interaction in doing so, and they'd be willing to protect you. if they just had a lead...
but... what lead was there? all they heard was the woman's voice and, that was probably it, wasn't it? only a voice with no other clear features that could identify her. it looked like you were doing this on your own.
you came in contact with the blades of grass tickling your feet and conveniently found a pair of sneakers outside. it definitely wasn't yours, and it smelled like the scent of your old room. most likely, it belonged to someone from inside your house, lavender and mint, but who inside there was in the age range to wear modern day sneakers..?
brushing that question aside, you unhesitatingly laced them on and they were just a bit too big, but you could manage.
you breathed, inhaling the freedom intertwined air, a much needed factor of bringing you back to your lost sense of happiness. then, the fear struck you once again, because you needed to improvise now. you needed to run, but which direction? you barely knew this place at all.
you dug around your pocket for the compass you had and it was pointing east. you remember that stepping out of your house was facing west, so you were going the right way... but who knows how messy the path was? it couldn't have been an exact pathway, but going directly ahead was your simplest option.
you heard a pair of footsteps coming from inside the house, probably a few seconds away to opening the door. you sucked in your breath and ran, ran as far as your legs could take you. your intimidating speed and played into your advantage, and taking one last look, you saw the lights on, before continuing.
a few minutes into it, you felt some elemental energy. it was a sense you learned to develop since you were young, giving you the upper hand in a variety of situations. you followed the trail of glowing lines, the air starting to get colder and colder. you shuddered, the crisp coldness nipping at your skin.
you sat below a tree, taking your backpack off your shoulder and took out the oversized sweater. you put it on over your black tee and light blue skinny jeans, its nostalgic aroma filling your sense of smell.
it was... warm.
it shouldn't be warm.
the warmth proved as a sign that someone had worn it before, but this size was from what you knew, too small to fit the woman you came across again, and you absolutely did not recall any other beings within the house. it was a small household.
suddenly, you remembered what she said.
we're thinking of taking you back home. you can finally be of use to us.
plural. you should've noticed it before and you shook your head, slightly disappointed in yourself. you didn't remember any other birth siblings. could it be the fact that during the time, they had, in a way, replaced you?
you sat up, then suddenly went drowsy. your eyelids were getting heavy as your back hit the same tree. ah, that clever bitch. you chuckled to yourself, but still unsatisfied how this was gonna end. reaching inside your pocket, you grabbed a bomb that a little kid gave you, and threw it as far as you could. it wasn't as far as you hoped, but it was exceptionally far considered your sleepy state.
in a few couple seconds or so, it was going to explode. you did that to divert the attention of her and slowly ran as far as you could. a few seconds in, you gave in, hoping that your efforts were enough.
ăââż perspective â shift âżâ
chongyun heard an explosion.
he raised his head in the direction smoke was coming from, and made a run for it, then stopping to think. no, you're smarter than this. he gathered his shit together and remembered that one day klee gave you a bomb. he deducted that you had used it as a diversion, and began to search around the area.
and finally, he came across your sleeping body. to ensure your living state, he crouched down and let two fingers travel across your neck, searching for a pulse, and was relieved when he found one, pulsing at a normal rate.
he then carried you on his back, picking up the pace since he deducted someone was out for you, would you need a distraction. he remembered some details of the woman, she had ended your stream with your sleeping form in her hands, a dirty smirk coming across her lips. she had dark hair with some natural highlights, but that was all he saw because the rest was concealed by a cloak.
a few minutes, maybe half an hour later, you began to stir. chongyun decided that he ventured far enough to liyue and slowed down for your comfort. he wanted you to get some well deserved rest. but slowly, you woke up, but only the tiniest movement was made. your eyes were still droopy and you wanted to return to sleep.
but the sight of pastel blue hair kept you from doing so.
you felt the familiar silk coming in contact with your arms as he kept on trudging forward at a more consistent and smooth pace. "..chongyun?" you muttered out weakly, earning a small smile from the male. he hummed in response, continuing forward.
your mind was cloudy, unable to interpret the language of the world. but softly, words effortlessly escaped your lips, "... did i do the right... thing?" blinking multiple times, you awaited his answer.
"yes, yes you did," his soft voice reached your ears, making you smile a bit. you nuzzled deeper into his shoulder, clinging onto him tighter, unwilling to let go.
"thank you," you whispered.
he chuckled a bit before responding, "anything for you."
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bro ending is a little off because i'm wrote this at 2:53AM and so my brain has went âŹď¸âŹď¸ also i'm just hungry
copy and pasted from my wattpad,, @ppeachtea_
#chongyun#genshin impact x reader#chongyun x reader#genshin impact fanfiction#genshin impact#genshin impact imagines#genshin impact headcanon#fanfic
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Left my Heart in the Past:
James Potter x Reader
Part 13:
The smell of books and wood was all Y/N could smell, this was her favorite place in the world.. The library was quiet some students were talking, some were whispering and some are sleeping..
But this was the first time Y/N was uncomfortable in the library and it's just all because of James Potter.. No one dared to break the eerie silence between the two of them.. She calmed down, no longer angry at James.. They were still doing their potion's assignment, getting the ingredients was going to be hard but good thing Y/N knows exactly where to get the ingredients..
James Potter was deep in his thoughts, questions flooding his mind.. Why was Y/N mad at him? He steals a glance at  Y/N who was writing on her paper.. Her endearing face was showing agitation..
"Are you mad?You look mad.." James broke the silence, she looks up..
"Im not mad.." She answers, gaze falling back to the table..
James frowns, why is she like this? Sometimes she's laughing with him, joking and teasing him but there are other times where she's like this.. Cold and distant..
"Your face looks screwed up like you're mad.." He points out, Y/N's face soften up suddenly feeling insecure at how she looks..
"Im pertubed, not mad.. Just pertubed.." She explains, he just gave her a nod and they both went back to writing..
A couple minutes of silent, James looks up again and sees Y/N 'pertubed' face..
"You still look mad.." He breaks the silence, a intese glare was instanly sent at James..
"Im not MAD!But im almost there!" She yelp at the charming guy infront of her..
"Blimey, no need to get MAD.." He emphasize the word 'mad', Y/N just rolled her eyes at him..
"Just study Potter.." Y/N closed her eye, she can feel all the stress on her body flows through her veins..
"Fine, im almost done anyway..What about you?" James asks..
"Im done, just doing some final touches.." She answers never looking up from her paper.. James just mumbles an 'okay', he was quite surprised that she was already done.. He didn't knew that she was so smart.. He was getting lost and lost in her..
Y/N was now finally done, her eyes trailing her paper, a proud smile showed on her face.. James who was staring at the smiling girl felt his world stops..
But a shiny thing wrapped in Y/N's neck caught his attention, it was a locket.. Curiousity filled his mind, he knows that she was not wearing that for the past few days she was here.. It was a locket, who was inside the locket? Is it her boyfriend?
"What's that?" He asks, his question dripping with curiousity and mostly jealousy.. She stares at James confused and dazed..
"What are you talking about?" She asks and James just grabs the locket, he couldn't control himself..
"Hey!Be careful with that!" She was about to yank back the locket when James opened it.. Y/N's world stopped, what if he recognizes Harry? What if he sees the oddly similarity between the two.. Y/N's body was in a shock state, every strength on her body was gone..
The picture in the locket made James heart stop, he sees Y/N with three other people.. But he was just focused on Y/N, the way her hair was a little messy.. And the way Y/N's dress hugged every fiber of her body.. James wanted Y/N and he was sure of it..
James eyes trail on Y/N's arm who was wrapped in a boy's arm, Y/N and the boy's arm were interlocking, like in a date..
But there was something about this raven-haired boy that oddly looks familiar to James..
Y/N was pulled back to reality, she snatch the locket away.. James looked at her in surprise, a viscious smirk forming in his face..
"You look beautiful in that picture, i would definitely steal that photo.." He jokes, a crimson red showed on Y/N's face..
Why was she blushing? This was stupid, her cheeks burning up and James seems to notice it..
"Oh my!Did--no yeah you did blush!" He jumps from his seat and did a victory dance.. The red tint in Y/N cheeks were now gone because of James actions.. He was doing a victory dance, but he was not very good.. It looks like he has two left feet..
"What in Godric's name are you doing?" She questions James with glaring daggers.. James slowly stopped when he sees Y/N's dagger glares at him..
"D-Doing a victory dance?" James smiled sheepishly at Y/N, a loud laugh erupted from her mouth..
"You--Oh my dear--You ca-can't dance!" She said in between laughs, this was music to James ears..
"Wow!Way to kick a man down.." He playfully pouts at Y/N but she just wince at James..
"Shut up!Are you done?" She asks, crossing her arms in her chest.. James gave her a nod, Y/N takes a deep breath and lay her head in the table, burying herself in the pile of papers in the table..
"Great, you can go now, if you want..." She felt a tinged of pain in her heart.. She heard a chair moves, Y/N hears footsteps.. James left and Y/N was now all alone.. A sigh can be heard from her lips..
Y/N closed her eyes shut, she wanted James to stay.. But he sure had other plans.. She heard the chair infront of her move, looks like someone occupied the chair James used to sit in, and the next thing she knows..
Someone was holding her hand, and the one who was holding her hand and was humming a song.. Y/N's body stiffened up, she knows exactly who this person is..
But she wanted to make sure that she was right.. She wanted to be sure..
Slowly looking up, Y/N sees James Potter holding her hand, and his head was laying in the table.. He was humming to one of the Queen's song called 'Good old-fashioned Lover Boy'..
Y/N smiles at her view, he was handsome and Y/N knew deep inside her that this was no crush or infatuation.. She love the way his eyes shine when he jokes and how his smile was bejeweled, he was even more attractive because they always a riot behind his heartmelting smile..
James was just perfect, he's extremely bright and funny, and it makes her wonder if he was real.. James was also charming, he knows how to make people fall inlove with him..
Intentional or not, he makes people fall in love him without even knowing it..
Y/N tilts her head admiring the guy infront of him, James was a diamond, he shines with inner and even outer beauty.. Maybe that's why Y/N was attracted to James, he has the shine and sparkles nobody could ever take away..
James was just feeling happy, holding Y/N's hand was one of the happiest moment of his life, the rush that flows through his heart.. He was just happy, so happy that he was humming 'Good old-fashioned Lover Boy' by Queen's..
Y/N was feeling everything for James but she didn't know what it was, she never felt this way before.. She never felt attraction before, Y/N never felt fluttered, she never felt this rush in her before.. And it bothered her but she was loving every part of it, the sweet smile that she had falters when thousand negative thoughts flooded her mind..
James Potter was getting attached to Y/N and she knows this is trouble.. She have to push James away, because if not she may ruin the present and the future..
As the realization hits her, she untangled her hands away from James.. He looks up and disappointment was painted all over his face..
"I-I have to go.." She mumbles, frantically packing her things back to her bag..
"Hey-What--Are you okay?" He asks, worries dripping in his tone.. But all Y/N could think about was Harry and Lily.. She starts feeling guilty and she doesn't know the reason why.. Well maybe it's because she was holding hands with her bestfriend's father..
"It's Harry--I meant nothing!" She looks at James, she started to feel more guilty again.. James face was full with sadness and shock, a pang of guilt rushed in her veins..
"Im sorry.." She dashes out and ran far away from the library.. Y/N heard James calls from behind her, but she didn't bother to turn around..
James was left heartbroken and confused, doubts and unanswered questions run through his mind.. He was feeling happy when he held Y/N's hand, but the way you rushed out and left him was so heartbreaking..
He lets out a deep sigh, James pick up his things and left the library.. James wanted to know the reason Y/N left him in such a rush.. He wanted to barge in Y/N's room and demand answers but it was too straightforward..
Did he do something wrong? This feeling unfair, Y/N's making him anxious while she's going to sit there perfectly fine..
Also this is the dress your wearing in the yule ball, just pick one these were all beautiful!I saw this on pinterest and i swear i will buy one when i stop being a broke ass student..Anyways sorry for the late updates, and our wifi will be down for a few days i might not update for a day or so..
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How the gang would be like in modern times.
Kinda basing this off of texts I have with my friends because I get reminding everyday that my old friend group (kinda still my friend group.) are like the gang.
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Ponyboy
He would have like an iPhone 6 in 2020. And he would be so upset about it. But he wouldnât complain cause his brother didnât have money for him to have an iPhone 11 or something.
He uses every platform to text. He probably only texts like Johnny and sometimes Dally.
Johnny and him would FT for hours and during them be like âlook what I sent you.â And then proceeded to a meme.
Still a whiny baby boy but 2020 edition
Didnât pay attention to politics cause he isnât voting so he has no say. :/
Would probably watch anime- but like mainstream.
Has two instagram accounts one for public people he knew and a secret one to post what he wanted cause Darry probably looked into his phone-
Tries to show Darry how to use a smartphone. Darry wonât understand it. But he tried.
Track team until COVID hit đ
Hated virtual learning. HATED IT.
Especially when Darry didnât have work that day he would peep into Soda and Ponyâs room to see him on his desk on a call.
Pony putting his arm down shooing him away. âDarry...Iâm in class please shh.â âDonât worry bout me Iâm just listening. Making sure these teachers actually are teaching ya.â
Somehow went brain dumb with this type of learning some days so when a teacher would ask him to answer something he would mute and turn off the camera or leave the call.
He was happy when he did know the answer a certain day.
⢠Having to text Johnny or Two bit to join a class cause the teacher was doing attendance.
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Johnny
Texts Ponyboy and Dally pretty evenly. Though Pony would start being whiny when he didnât answer. Johnny also probably had an older phone like an iPhone 6 or se maybe even an LG but he wouldnât complain. He was just fine with having a phone. At least it worked.
Has a whole Instagram account about memes. Pony probably helps manage it.
Watches anime with Pony cause he finds it interesting. Does he understand whatâs going on? No not at all but if Pony likes it then itâs okay.
Does really like Naruto though-
He hates school. Itâs bad enough he skipped it most days. But now ITS AT HOME SO HE HAD NO EXCUSE TO NOT DO IT!
He would usually join the zoom calls but he kept his camera off and was on mute. His parents were probably arguing-
Some days he could be with Pony at his house and did his zooms from there.
Pony spamming him to join the class.
Pony: âJohnny Mr Fullb-â
Johnny: âIâm about to join just be patient pony.â
Dally sent him a nude once and he was SCARED. Dally used social media for that purpose but we will get more into that later-
He apologized a lot btw-
FT calls were fun cause he would put his phone in a certain position and do work and Pony being high on adrenaline would run around his room and you could see it on camera. It was funny.
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Dallas
Where do I even start for this man....
TAKES FREAKING A MILLION NUDES LIKE IM NOT EVEN KIDDING ITS GROSS
Poor Johnny once got sent one on accident.
He is still traumatized
Virtual women and real women double bonus for him. He would text or dm one chick and be asking a girls number physically at the same time.
Mans gotta multitask-
Bully people on the internet.
Mainly pony for some reason. He did it playfully but Pony would get upset so quickly-
Pony.boy_curtis posted a picture. Caption: Read this poem at school and Iâve been vibing with it.
Comments: @Dal_winSton: Haha THATS dumb. (And more spam of him that includes đ that emoji.)
People would call him an eboy and he didnât like that. He was just edgy in his own way.
Stole a iPhone 11 Pro so thatâs how he has this phone.
GC with the whole gang existence and he was like âThis is dumb we see eachother everyday.â
He was a weird teen-
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Sodapop
My manz always texted Ponyboy when he was to lazy to speak.
Texted a lot of people cause he was that guy. But mainly Steve, Sandy (when they were still a thing.), Darry, and Pony.
His IG was filled with nice pics of him and girls just commenting about how handsome he was. He got annoyed of it at a point and turned off the comment section.
Probably had tiktok and made Pony get it.
Had a free subscription of Spotify and my boy loved his music.
Texting pony is like.: âHey could you tell Darry that I got the eggs he needed earlier.â Pony never told him. Darry got home with a carton of eggs and started yelling that they wasted money on extra eggs. And Pony stood there after hours of finally looking at the text and would just back up.
Random girls dming asking if he was single.
It made him uncomfortable.
But Steve would grab his phone and say random things to the girls and theyâd leave him alone.
He didnât understand Ponyâs memes but liked them cause they were on his page.
He or Darry probably asked later on what it meant.
âUh-huh.â Is the response after Pony took an hour explaining it.
Still didnât get it.
Followed every single person he knew or liked on Instagram or any platform.
âPONY CAN I USE YOUR HOTSPOT MY INTERNET ISNT WORKING!!!â
Pony just yelled back sure.
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Darry
You thought Soda was bad nah Darry is a full on Karen-
Had probably had a flip phone until 2018
Loved Karen memes. Pony would see him liking them on fb and heâd just LAUGH.
Yelling at Pony to help him with his phone.
Pressed the wrong buttons all the time.
Probably had an LG-
DIDNT get texting đ¤Śââď¸
Telling Pony not to talk to strangers on the internet.
Would have Rants on Facebook.
He pays for cable even though no one in that house used the Tv except him.
Would be so confused on the GC
âIF YOU ARE GONNA GO OUT WITH JOHNNY PUT ON YOUR MASK PONY!â
In the GC: Two Bit: Calm down Jamal dont pull out the nine.
Darry: Who is Jamal and what do you mean by pull out the nine??
Pony: PFT- CHILE I-
Darry: WAIT I SEARCHED IT UP IN THE GOOGLE DO NOT SAY INAPPROPRIATE THINGS IN THIS CHAT TWO BIT MATTHEWS!!!
Itâs scary seeing him in our times-
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Two Bit Matthews.
MEME LORD
All the memes all the jokes he understands it.
He is an intellectual.
Was barley passing school. He was usually on his phone in class.
He probably also had tiktok.
Dmed girls all the timeeee-
Hey good looking
You have been blocked by this user
WHA-
Yeah he didnât realize girls didnât like that
Had a whole page dedicated to memes because obviously.
DIDNT join virtual school at allllll
He was busy playing roblox like the cool kid he was.
He is legit a 9 year old-
Hated wearing masks but he did it.
Still hung out with Pony and the gang even with Corona.
He spammed the GC at like 4 a.m when he was super sleepy but still awake and asked all kinds of questions.
âIf we call an orange orange can we call orange fruit?â Confusion.
He was something else-
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Steve
Texted Soda during work.
Also texted Evie during work.
Google was his new best friend.
He used google a lot he just did.
Only had Instagram cause Sodapop begged.
He got used to it after a while.
Would get Ponyboy in trouble whenever he posted something that he knew could get him in trouble
Would post pictures of Darry doing random things and say âSupermanâ in the caption. LOL
Used LMAO a lottt for some reason
On the GC if someone was spamming heâd just say SHUT UP. Like a lot but he would.
He never wore his mask and if he did it was on his chin.
Pictures of chocolate cake.
Thatâs probably it lol.
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Thatâs all. I hoped you liked it. Sorry Iâm posting so late lol-
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barely on here because no one left to talk to. You're obviously gonna answer this defensively but the hard truth is the people that defend you on here don't know the real you. I'm a follower from your early stages and as you have gotten more popular it's clear you like to receive attention. Not a bad thing but you allow the wrong kind. Yea you're gonna say stuff to me like why r u here.. well I will unfollow so no worries there. The hard truth. You aren't who you used to be in the beginning (in a negative way) you don't have to answer because I will have unfollowed after this anyways. But the people that flock to you aren't your true friends
I actually know firsthand experience from things people have told me. You get defensive and gaslight them. You deserve happiness but not at the cost of others happiness.
This is the only (and last) ask from me. I honestly mean no disrespect. Just dont fall off the edge. You're barely hanging on.
lmao okay thereâs so much to debunk here
1. i havenât been on here much bc life has been really crazy and i havenât been able to keep up with social media as much (it is literally not just tumblr). iâm allowed to be inactive on my own account i donât owe people anything if i have my own shit.
2. yes im an attention whore, iâve stated that multiple times (joking in case you take it seriously) but when i first joined tumblr i had no idea how to use the app, i was brand new so obviously im different since im more myself now, if you donât like that then im glad you unfollowed
3. i have never asked anyone to back me up when i get sent weird asks or anything, people do that on their own whim bc they see that itâs weird shit, so that point is null and void
4. i have never gaslighted anyone on this app? idk who youâre talking to but i barely speak to people through dms, i mainly interact on the dash
5. glad to see iâm a topic of conversation for you, stay obsessed đ
i would never force anyone to follow, defend me, or anything of the sort, the fact that iâve received non stop hate and harassment on this account since like my 4th month on being here when i really do not do much is just super weird. lol you meant no disrespect but have the audacity to attack my entire character? ffs iâm done
i donât owe you anything at all, i got a hell of a lot of shit going on and it fucking sucks when i escape to tumblr and see some of the same shit on this app, i will react to things based on how i perceive it and i hate that people tell me what i can and canât react to. i usually donât let stuff like this get to me but i hate when someone random asshole (yes you) tries to tell me who the fuck i am. so keep talking about me to whoever youâre speaking to bc idgaf imma post my fics and my choices content and whatever the fuck i want to post.
thanks đ
#sorry for the rant#iâm just sick of this#means no disrespect but attacks me??#weird ass behaviour#idk who youâve been talking to as well bc i barely interact with people here#but whatever it is what it is
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bye bye 2020, hello 2021 !!
happy new year everyone!! thereâs a lot of people i want to thank for making last year so much more bearable so i tried writing some messages for some of my dearest mutuals this year as well!! (keyword tried because i absolutely cannot put my feelings and thoughts into words. i love you all though and thank you so so so much!!!)
@angelhyunjin : angi!! i know youâre not on here anymore (actually i just found out . i ran to twt to find u as quick as i could!!) but it felt weird not?? putting you on here because you WERE a big part of my year!! i was always excited to chat with you and i rlly rlly loved (still do) seeing your art and your dance covers i canât believe how talented at both you are!! you are really really lovely and even if itâs been a while i hope you know i still think of you and hope youâre doing well!! this year might have been hard but i hope 2021 will be much nicer to you because you definitely deserve it!! i love you!!Â
@cinanamon : stephie!! i think we havenât talked in a while until we started suddenly bonding over minho but all is well that ends well because now we are the founders of a minho cult and thatâs all i could hope for in life i think! we donât talk that much but seeing your tags in all the minho posts is always a TIME i absolutely love reading them! thank you for being there to lose it over minho, always, but also for being there in general! you are really sweet and i do love to talk to u!! i also know you are a really good writer so i hope 2021 brings you lots of inspiration to write more!! (and iâll finally catch up on your fics too! hehe) happy new year!!Â
@cocogoat : puppy !! i think we havenât been friends for long actually and that sounds fake because that would mean there was a time i didnât instinctively check your blog when i woke up in the morning (or the evening letâs be real)?? you are so! adorable and for what!!!!!! i really do love seeing you pop up in my phone notifs and reading your posts even if i dont have any idea what theyâre saying half of the time unless itâs dgrp (i cannot believe i have a dgrp friend now. amazing i think i won) u are so funny and so cute and iâm really glad i got to know you because!! youâre such a nice friend that i! love! times can be hard but i hope 2021 is gentle with you because that is! what! you deserve! gentle pats and tight hugs! (maybe thatâs why i associate ab6ixâs heaven with you itâs the gentle vibes) <3
@glossiers : miss bri i am in love w u thatâs it. no iâm kidding thatâs not it i have much more to say . i am in lov w u though #brillie2k21 i think. i think itâs been a surprisingly short time since weâve actually started talking?? which is kinda crazy if u ask me because?? how the hell did i live my life without screaming BRIIIII whenever i see u on the dash like for real how . that sounds like a life so empty like. that would rlly be missing . something?? anyways u are a dear dear friend that i really really love and iâm sure you know that but i will keep saying it anyway! iâm sure iâm pretty annoying so thanks for putting up with me! and for talking to me! i feel like iâve said it before but! you are a delight to see on the dash and i lovlovlov talking to u (and sending u pics of my cats, thank u for appreciating them). i still cannot believe u managed to convince yourself i was a hyeongjun stan though. hope i can be convincing enough to clear that up and leave no doubts in your brain this year. anyways i love you and i hope we can continue to be friends and talk even MORE this year!!!!!! happy new year ilu <3
@hwacinth : miss dia my sweet sweet floral nymph real life shirayuki and queen of urls! i am? so so so so so glad that we are friends you literally have my heart it is YOURS i canât even try to claim it back!! you literally are shirayuki i donât even know how to elaborate i think itâs just self-explanatory but you are just. such a sweet little sunshine!! itâs like you bring spring everywhere you go!! we could be in a middle of a metaphorical storm but when you appear the skies clear up and flowers bloom wherever you step and i cannot help but smile when i see you online!! thank you so so much for being my little ray of sunshine in these tough times! i hope to see even more of your posts this year!! donât hesitate to live blog anything you watch in my dms if you feel like youâre posting too much (but i hope you never feel that way because youâre not . love seeing u live post it is absolutely amazing i wonât ever get tired of it)!! happy new year and i love you!! ps only 1 more hour until your birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIA ILUUU <3 I HOPE YOU CAN HAVE A WONDERFUL ONE!! IM SENDING YOU CAKE TELEPATHICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@hwisgf : sorinaaaa! happy new year!! we donât talk that much but it is always nice seeing you around! you are vv sweet and i really appreciate that, thank you for taking the time to talk to me sometimes!! you are also probably my only fantasy mutual?? which is terrible on one side because i think everyone should stan sf9 but thatâs besides the point . i really do love the fact that i at least have u to talk to abt sf9 if need and i LOVE seeing u in love with hwi it is absolutely amazing. i am forever grateful for all the free hwi pics days too!! <3 i hope 2021 can be a year full of happiness for you!! (also that is also besides the point but @ fnc i want an sf9 cb announcement) ILY!! (and so does hwi)
@inkigayeo : miss vivi galaxy brain happy new year!! we only started talking recently but u do have my heart already!! i hope this year treats you well and that we can get to know each other more and be friends hehe!!!! <3 (my other wish is for u to stop breaking my heart with those fake titles. please . why should san NOT come back explain yourself .)
@jeongcheols : mimi . mimi mimi mimi im literally typing this as u are listening to that ten n dj stage ok now itâs kai ok anyways . ANYWAYS i am loving your sm concert live commentary . criminal is sounding amazing taemin is insane indeed (yes i took a break before coming back to writing this) i truly donât know what to say?? n i have to keep watching the time so that i can scream HAPPY NEW YEAR into the mic in 14 minutes. but like?? i love you?? like. like for real i donât know what i wouldâve done without you?? also itâs weird writing this for tumblr instead of just in your messages (also i canât focus with idea playing. idea soty). and i mean. you technically know all of this but like?? i canât believe weâve known each other for so long but also such a short time at the same time like. what. thank you for being my bestestest friend and my soulmat i donât think i wouldâve been able to remain sane this year (and last year too honestly) if it wasnât for you?? thank you for always listening to my incoherent rants and iâm always so sorry for spamming you while youâre asleep i know you must wake up to like 150+ messages with absolutely no connection between them and theyâre all just so random i truly donât know how you manage to not get annoyed and to just stay with me all this time iâm- getting emotional. you had a terrible year, i know it! i really do!! and while it might not be looking too bright right now, i hope the universe hears me and treats you much better in 2021 because!! you deserve so much more!! you deserve the world, really!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i would write more really but like what is there to say literally iâm just (your emoji)) i love you for real;;
@nakyngs : ele <3 happy new year!!!!!! we havenât talked much this year but i do think of u a lot daily i hope you know that!! and i love u a lot! even if i still need to catch up on all your aus </3 i hope 2021 can be a fun and stress-free year for you!! and we should catch up sometime too!! ps i hope your fish are ok
@ncityzen : dear spring fairy!! i already sent you a new yearâs message earlier today like what. 6 hours ago but! once again!! i really do hope you can leave the hard times behind in 2020 and only get the best things possible this new year!! iâm always very happy to see you appear on my dash and curious to see your life updates and your random literature-related mini-rants in the tags they are always very interesting to see!! so! hoping to see even more of that this year <3 i hope you know that i love you and i really care about you!!
@woojjongs : MISS IRI! i am screaming this very loud so hopefully u can hear me all the way in canada! okay i had to leave this one for last because i?? donât really know how to start iâm just a pink glittery puddle with lil hearts flowing in it that is how i feel towards u right now . how does one think and how does one write down their thoughts coherently give me a second. this is going to be a mess maybe u shouldnât read it (âaccidentallyâ forgets to tag u). just know that i decided to play txtâs wishlist to write this and u might be confused by that but all u need to know is that it means i love you very much. OKAY so miss iri you are . such a wonderful pal i truly donât know what i wouldâve done without you like . it would feel so weird not seeing you around tumblr would be so so so so empty i donât even think you can begin to imagine how empty iâd feel without you around here ksdjbskbds i absolutely adore you but we already knew that. iâm always super excited to see your gifsets and your nonsense!! be it your love for woojong or u missing lim jimin (play m.. đŞ) or your snoo brainrot or hating literally anyone on smtm or whatever else it might be i love it all!! you are so cute and adorable and talented and sweet and funny i cannot believe you also happen to be the prettiest person on earth too. how does that feel! anyways i love you so so so so so much? i keep telling you to hold back from committing crimes but i absolutely WOULD commit a crime for u i really do adore you!! i mean . how many groups did u make me stan . (ok actually i donât think thereâs that many. but STILL) i know i can be super annoying but thank u for taking the time to chat with me nonetheless!! iâm all over the place but . thereâs times i come online literally just to check your blog nothing else! i hope we can continue to be friends this year too n perhaps talk more (or the same amount idk please tell me off when iâm too annoying)!! happy new year, i hope it holds wonderful things in store for u!!!!!! and we really are starting off great since victon comeback is approaching <3 (this got way too long iâm so sorry iâll cut it off now before i write 10 pages)
@xiaocity : miss siya hello hello hello first of all iâm just so very glad that youâre back i l o v e you!!! i love seeing you around be it your gifs or your text posts which yes. i cannot properly understand half of the time but google is my best friend after all! youâre such a wonderful person and iâm just?? really glad to have you around like?? you feel kind of like a cousin i donât always get to see but am always excited to talk to when i can? this might not make sense but. you are vvv cool and talented and funny and feel very like. reliable? i feel like i am not making any sense so like ignore me. what iâm saying is i really really like you a whole lot and i really hope we can talk even more in 2021!! happy new year, i hope itâs a wonderful one for you!!
@yunwoo : miss anna we havenât been moots for that long and we havenât talked much but u are vvv cute and i hope we can become (better) pals this year!! iâm looking forward to seeing u on the dash more often, hopefully!! happy new year <3
#happy new year everyone i love you all;;;; thank you again!! hope 2021 treats you all nicely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#there's like a few mutuals i rlly do appreciate but didn't really have much to say to/abt because we haven't really . talked#i really do love all of you though!!!!!!!!!!;;;;;
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whatever im just directly responding to this one because apparently if i donât youâll just take every other post i make out of context
Okay, for anyone concerned, hereâs the end to the tumblr user musashi saga. To reiterate, the original sin is that I blocked her without comment.Â
the original sin is that you did something iâve repeatedly stated is heavily traumatic. reducing it to you blocked me is an intentional downplaying of my feelings and baggage. i have a disclaimer in my BYF to not befriend me if you are incapable of ending a friendship civilly and instead ghost/abandon people. you read the BYF. You read the disclaimer. you did it anyways. you blocked me without a word. i thought we were friends, and you sliced me out of your life without so much as an explanation.
Because I saw her post this shit beating others down all the time. And I got tired. And then she did it to me.
i literally donât know what youâre referring to. thereâs no link here. i donât beat anyone down. sometimes people mistreat me and i get rightfully mad at them for mistreating me. beyond that, i literally just blog about pokemon. in another post you said you unfollowed me over hazbin hotel or some shit, which is an animated show iâve never seen and have no opinions on.
[screencap of a personal post where iâm clearly panicking]
cool! nice one. real empathy and compassion showing here.
I didnât say any of this, aside from that we werenât friends. Â (edited to point this out.) We literally had only talked on a cursory level a handful of times.Â
youâre literally missing the point. you said that we werenât friends, and used that as your defense for literally blocking me. it doesnât MATTER if you personally thought we werenât friends. I thought we were friends. I thought you liked me. my feelings were hurt, i was crushed. just because you think its NBDÂ âshe probably doesnât even remember meâ doesnât mean you are absolved. You may have thought that, and I believe you thought that, but you were mistaken. This made me even more upset--not only did my friend block me, but my friend didnât even consider us friends.
even if i didnât consider us friends, what you did to me was wrong. but the fact that i did and you donât just means it hurts more. thatâs literally it. i recognize that i didnât mean to you what you meant to me, but that literally does not mean anything you did was okay. i donât know how to spell this out further!!!!!
She also says that I am falsely claiming that I did not block her â a claim I never madeâ and also that I never apologized for unfollowing her, when in fact I did, repeatedly, trying to get this to stop.
YOU DID NOT APOLOGIZE. I DONâT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO GAIN FROM LYING ABOUT THIS. you keep saying this! what do i have to do to prove you didnât apologize? does ANYONE reading this have ANY ideas??? Elliot literally wonât state, anywhere that i can FIND, WHERE he supposedly apologized. alledgedly, heâs sent me apologies MULTIPLE TIMES EVEN??? i dont know where iâm supposed to be looking. my tumblr DMs? my tumblr asks i think? i pretty obsessively read my ask box, i donât have access to DMs but i never received any, of that I am sure. this is important to me and i would remember! you have not contacted me! the closest you have come to contacting me, besides publicly talking about me on your blog, is frantically sending my friend marcus a bunch of messages about me and then BLOCKING HIM AS WELL. ALL of this i learned because marcus came to me incredibly confused (as was i) asking why my name was coming up all of a sudden. that is ALL i have heard from you. there have been no apologies, no one on one chats. it is WAY easier for you to prove to your followers that you sent an apology than for me to prove that i didnât receive one, so can you please? can you give me ANY ideas on how to prove that iâm telling the fucking truth? literally WHAT do i have to gain from lying about this????? do you think i get some kind of sick enjoyment out of this shit??? do you think having someone i thought was my friend on the opposite side of things makes me happy??????? do you think i enjoy this?? i donât understand what you think i have to gain from lying! i didnât receive an apology, a clarification, a single word from you! this is all the talking you have done with me. public talking, and talking through marcus. you have not contacted me. the last time i heard anything from you was probably an ask or dm you sent me months ago. i wish you would either believe me or just admit you didnât apologize and send me even one message and have EVEN ONE CONVERSATION with me! i donât understand how THIS is easier for you! i donât understand why THIS is the way you did things, and why youâre insisting you tried any other approach!!! i literally just want to understand!!!!!
Literally please compare this post to what I have ACTUALLY said about the situation on my blog.Â
ok i will
literally right here you posted an interaction between us. itâs just an ask where you asked me a question about getting to your ask and i responded. you go on to say âhow am i supposed to get âfriendshipâ from this?â and then you go on to talk about how i answered some other asks before yours, denoting the asks i answered as âfriendsâ and (correct me if im misunderstanding!!!) implying the ones i didnât answer as ânot friends.â but that doesnât make any sense. my friendship level with people has nothing to do with how readily i am to answer their asks. what asks i answer depends on time, energy, how compelled i am with the topic at hand, and a lot of other things. im looking at this screencap and i donât understand how IâM supposed to get ânot friendsâ from it. you posting this made me feel like you were reading deeply into every single interaction i had with you... i dont understand how i was supposed to know that the way i responded here was âunfriendly,â and i donât understand how iâm supposed to know that me answering certain asks in a certain order has any connotation other than the literal one-wendy is answering certain asks in a certain order. and yeah sometimes i burnout or lose steam and just delete all my asks or donât get to some. i didnât realize i was being monitored on that too... thats what i was talking about in my personal post you very rudely put on display. i just thought we were friends, i didnât realize there were all these... micro-interactions i had to be monitoring? i didnât realize this stuff would make a difference about if you liked me back or not, i thought we were just friends and we liked each other already.
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She genuinely never called me by my name. She didnât know how to spell it because sheâd never spelled it before. My friends know that my name is not spelled like that because itâs 1 letter off from a very famous person. This wasnât a guilt trip; it was truly just hurtful for her to address me by name the first time when she was calling me an asshole.
i didnât know this was a social faux pas either. i am honestly really bad with names and even if iâve known someone for years i will nervously check their blog to make sure i am getting their name right. i didnât nervously check yours because when someone hurts me i canât bear to look at their social media for fear of what i might find there. but i think âshe spelled my name wrong and therefore we werenât friendsâ (my understanding at least) is kind of drastic. if that is the case, i really donât have as many friends as i thought i did.
sorry i did that, in any case. iâll learn from it and not do it in the future.
I hope doing so makes it clear the extent to which a popular blogger (WHO I LITERALLY HARDLY SPOKE TO BEFORE THIS)Â
like you literally just keep twisting the knife in. i donât know how to tell you that how much i am able to talk to people has nothing to do with how much i like them and if i consider them a friend or not... this is hurtful. you keep bringing up how little we talked, or how i talked to you, and its hurtful. i just donât understand why itâs so hard for you to understand that, esp when youâre autistic also. how have you not experienced exactly what youâre doing to me? someone who doesnât understand the way you value a personâs company because theyâre not allistic ways? i canât talk to my friends all the time. sometimes, the most i can do is a like in their direction, a response to something they sent me, or even just silently reading their posts.Â
what about this is not clicking? my ways of showing love and appreciation are different. you were in my private discord server, something that is HEAVILY vetted due to past abuse and full of people i consider my closest friends. you were someone i followed on tumblr, something i do not easily extend because of just how much rhetoric on this website upsets and overwhelm me. and regardless of if we didnât talk enough by your standards, you still liked so many of my posts and i regarded you fondly and enjoyed seeing you and considered you my friend. just because my ways of showing appreciation were not in alignment with your ways or your standards, that doesnât mean they donât exist or matter.
has been intentionally manipulating my words and actions to make herself feel better about losing a follower she thought was cool, through her own actions at that.Â
iâm not a âpopular blogger,â who âlost a follower,â iâm a person who lost a friend. if i am really this... image youâre painting of me, of some social media influencer with âtens of thousands of followersâ (iâm. not?? i donât even have one 10k, let alone several) then why would i care about losing ONE?
i donât know how to spell this out clearer. iâm traumatized. my trauma centers around repetitive abandonment from friends, more specifically blocking/softblocking/deactivating/moving blogs. to paint you a picture, there are certain posts on this website that actively trigger me despite being harmless, because they were the last post at the top of a friendâs blog before the friend remade their entire social media just to leave me in the dust. sometimeâs iâll be scrolling and some errant funnyman text post will send me spiraling.
and thatâs what you did to me. that is why i am upset. it has nothing to do with making me feel better, it has nothing to do with manipulation, i do not need to manipulate this situation and to say that about a borderline having a fucking breakdown because someone perpetuated a horrible trauma sheâs lived through time and time again is fucked up, wrong, and shitty. you are constantly downplaying my feelings by acting like just because you didnât consider me a friend, what you did was okay. you refuse to talk to me one on one, or show me any indication of the apology you keep claiming you sent. and now you are acting as though this speaking out i am doing has to do with some ~tumbler dot corn callout dramaz~ instead of a person lamenting and hurting on her personal blog about yet another person hurting her in a very easily avoidable way.
i donât know what âmy own actionsâ are that drove you away. you didnât have a conversation with me about them, or if you did i never saw it. i just woke up one day and you had blocked me. i still donât know why you blocked me. i just know all the reasons you think it was an okay thing to do.
You can genuinely read back to see that what she claims I am saying and doing is at best self-aggrandizingly misinterpreted, and at worst actively and maliciously misleading.
maybe things wouldnât get misinterpreted if you instead communicated with me instead of just ghosting me and trying to talk yourself out of the guilt of it. i donât want to misinterpret anything, i just am having trouble understanding why you did any of this to me and your answers to all those questions arenât helping me understand because i canât ask about them in real time.
I am reiterating the same shit because itâs the truth. Her desperation to convince her tens of thousands of followers that Iâm âlyingâ, while asserting that I said things that I did truly actually not and you can literally just go see that on my blog in writing, is tremendously telling.
i clarified some here, but i still donât know where iâm supposed to be looking for this apology.Â
again, i donât have tens of thousands of followers, and me posting on this blog isnât about reaching an audience or whatever, itâs about... processing the pain youâve caused me.
I will say it bluntly now: You are not a person I would ever want to be friends with.Â
thats fine, but i wish you would have just told me that instead of doing this. a lot of my friendships end because i was incompatible with a person who doesnât feel the need to traumatize me to avoid having a conversation. you couldâve just shot me a DM and told me it wasnât meant to be, and i couldâve thanked you for your time and moved on with my life.
I cannot be emotionally manipulated in such transparent ways, and I am not impressed by you. If that makes you mad, I hope the fire keeps fizzling.
my suffering wonât make your life better, and demonizing me wonât lessen the guilt of what you did to me. youâll heal a lot faster if you just admit to even just yourself that maybe you couldâve handled things more gracefully.Â
this is exactly what you did to me. and you confronted one of my friends asking for space/understanding about why it hurt you. right here you literally ask marcus, word for word, what i wanted for you. the hypocrisy youâre showing me is astounding.
#tenderskeptic#smeargletail#also dont think i haven't seen all the wild shit you said to marcus like... come on.#long post#also please stop calling me musashi its a japanese name and im a white girl#if you MUST call me by my username you can call me mu for short#but my name is jessie or wendy please do not call me that#it says in my about not to call me that and has for YEARS#i know you like disregarding my about pages but this one is MORE IMPORTANT
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can you explain what's going on right now? i keep seeing big IT blogs talking about some discourse or something but i have no idea what they're talking about other than it involves you lol
alright i like. i truly do not like having diScOurSE out in public because iâm not one to air out my dirty laundry 24/7 but seeing as how it was brought into public against my will i feel like the least i can do is clear up the situation for those whoâve been seeing the posts.Â
iâm putting this under the cut bc itâs long. tws for some biphobia, brief mention of transphobia and, at the end, a rape mention.Â
so if you donât know: hi, iâm migz, iâm an it fandom blogger. its okay, i know, its really cool. part of my shtick here is that i like to turn normal thirst tags into works of art for the sake of comedy. perhaps youâve seen some of my highlights from my âfhgâ tag - perhaps your brain has been spared. either way, it became kind of âmy thingâ around the third or fourth week (mid nov) of me having this blog. at first, i tagged just about every ask i got mentioning the thirst tags with âbill haderâ - they had to do with him, so why not tag him? it would draw more like minded people! about two days into that i got a message asking me to tag my nsfw. i am a big dumb idiot, and apologize for not initially doing it. i havent had a following bigger than like 10 in several years and completely spaced on basic etiquette. so by the end of november i was tagging everything applicable with ânotsfwâ and âbill haderâ.Â
now youâre caught up.
on december 1st i got this message from user billhaderanti:
now i want to start by saying i absolutely was in the wrong here. i didnât even think about how many people were being subjected to the asks i was getting - especially ones who had no idea they were all jokes. i donât track the bill hader tag, so it just didnât even occur to me - thatâs ignorance on my part, and to anyone who was subjected to the terrors of me before my tagging system: i am genuinely sorry. i relay the same sentiment in my response, though you can tell iâm on edge.
and they replied:
clearly they Were offended by it but thats.. not the point. at this point, im feeling Really weird about the whole interaction, but still understanding, because again - i GET it. i know my posts are gross - thatâs the point. it doesnât make it excusable, though, which is why i understand why people are offended. so i responded with the only solution i Knew would keep us both safe and happy posting on our own blogs.Â
so i thought this would be the end of things! iâd been pretty anxious lately already since iâd started to receive anons telling me i was gross and whore-ish for thirst posting in this way (i delete all of those, so if ur thinking about sending one, i guess no oneâs stopping you but it wonât be seeing the light of the dashboard). iâm unsure if it was immediately or a few hours later, seeing as how i have a bad concept of time and the post-dates are right on the edge between nov 30 and dec 1, but i went to their blog - because anyone who has been on the internet knows the opportunity to vague post is near irresistible. and...what do ya know
fair! itâs their blog. however i am an emotionally fragile egg girl and immediately got freaked out. the odds that they were the only one who thought this were low. and, again, iâve been very open on my blog about how important it is to respect boundaries; my posts are absolutely prone to breaking those boundaries people have created for themselves.Â
so i made my own, semi-vague post, letting my following know (and iâm pretty sure iâd answered asks about it before, but this is going to be long enough w/o me searching those up too) that i understood if they wanted to block me or unfollow or whatever - people need to create their own safe spaces. the tension is pretty clear in the tags, iâm not trying to hide that. i felt that the way this woman slid into my dmâs was pretty abrasive (just my opinion/how it made me personally feel) and i let myself be a lil emotional about it in the tags of my post.
alright! maybe this is the end. maybe we both go our separate ways and post happily on our own blogs... except itâs not the end. later in the day (some of this was happening like 1/2am, so now its Day day, i believe - again, not good w time passage lol)
clearly, iâm upset. my groupchat double checked that i didnât get too emotional in my response - did i mention im anxious about discourse lol - and apparently.. it did the trick. she didnât message me again. great. it was over.Â
at this point, i decided i needed to make an even bigger change. so a few days after iâd calmed down i created an entirely new tag for my thirst posts so if people hadnât already hidden the notsfw posts or just blocked me outright, theyâd have a third option to escape the madness. at this point, id had my blog about 6? weeks, but there were still 2k posts for me to sift through - some of them were completely untagged. i also had to do it post by post, because one of xkits features - the mass re-tagger - was getting blogs deleted for some reason, and i wasnât going to do that. so i spent a few days going through all 2k+ posts, adding the âfhgâ tag.Â
YEEHAW! a brand new tagging system, no more hopping into the bill hader tag (minus one or two really funny, not super explicit asks, like the bill hader farquaad meme), and, tbf, iâd completely put this woman out of my mind. i donât seek out drama and do my best to stay in my lane. yesterday, i checked my activity for the first time in awhile since id put out a couple new original posts that had started to get traction and i Love reading tags. i noticed a mutual had @âd me, and realized i havent checked my @âs in...ever, maybe. i see a post from my good pal billhaderanti.Â
since i dont follow them and never check my @âs, iâd completely missed it. however, once i did see it, i was horrified. id gone through all that fucking work to keep my blog My Blog and also respect everyoneâs boundaries and it still hadnât been enough. iâd been awake for almost 24 hours and went. a little crazy. and i didnât reply immediately because i just had no words. i sent it to my friends because i... i just wasnât going to be able to figure it out myself.Â
thereâs a lot to unpack in this post alone, but whatever, iâm gonna put my own grievances with the immaturity of 1. making a callout post to begin with when iâd been nothing but civil 2. making a callout post about something as (in the grand scheme of Life) minor as some tags where i refer to a someoneâs genitals as a âwhack packâ and 3. making a callout post in such a rude way - aside. at the end, she calls me (and whoever else!) a demonic mlw (man loving woman, we assumed, and then later confirmed with a post further back on her blog).Â
which - yeah, we started scrolling. at first we were looking for more vague blogs, and then we just...started finding things. billhaderanti is a self proclaimed lesbian separatist, which... fine. but itâs already pretty clear that this woman hates me on some level simply because i am a bi woman (demonic mlw, remember!) which is just. damn man i canât believe we are still fighting the biphobic fight lol. so the more we scrolled, the more we uncovered - and not just the biphobic / vaguely mtf transphobic things they posted (or put in tags), but we also found that they had their OWN thirst tags. certainly not as hyperbolically comedic as mine, but they were there, talking about his body and his person the same (and, frankly, a bit creepier for other reasons) as mine.Â
thereâs one post in particular that snatched my wig in itâs creepiness - and i say creepiness in the sense that it feels personal. like this woman feels like she knows bill to some degree where she can say these things. my tags have always had a sense of distance, as theyâre written for humor. and maybe this particular post was written for comedic purposes, but it doesnât read that way, and if it WAS, then she has no right to call ME out for MY comic tags and posts.Â
iâll let it speak for itself, mostly because i donât want to read it again.Â
i also wonât be going through her blog again to find the posts with biphobic and other Interesting:tm: tags because there are plenty and i just really! want to be done with the whole ordeal! her blog is public and iâm sure you can all find it and look to your heartâs content.Â
feeling a bit feral and a bit pissed off now that we knew the depth of how rotten this womanâs vibes were, a couple of my pals made a post or two similar to what my tagâs are like except turned up to eleven (if possible) - and tagged them with âbill haderâ (and notsfw!!). yes, a bit childish, but at this point, the entire situation was childish, and making jokes was truly the only way we were going to get through it. another vague post went up on her blog soon after.
talking down to us, calling us children, and then for whatever reason calling us virgins... whatever, weird post. around this time most of us (est) went to bed, because it was nearing 3 or 4 in the morning.Â
and then today happened. i woke up fresh and ready for the day after a wonderful 4 hours of sleep and found that jane had made an incredibly intelligent post in response to the situation. i wonât ss it, but iâll LINK in case you missed it. attached there in the reblog is my own response. i think they can speak for themselves.Â
after that, things were kind of jumbled, since i wasnât online a lot and when i was i was Not checking my activity simply because i was afraid of what iâd see. for the most part, it ended up just being support (which i am very grateful to all of you for - it means a lot that you all enjoy my content to any degree).Â
there was some more vague posting from both âââââsidesââââââ of the âââââargumentââââââ - mostly just people restating the fact that this is a public space and we should All be aware of how we effect others. i still hadnât heard directly from billhaderanti, so i assumed weâd all be dropping and disengaging and moving on. i still wasnât blocked, though, so who really knew what would happen.Â
eventually, it culminated in this last post. tw for mentions of rape
iâm going to start by saying thatÂ
1. there are nearly no teenagers that were involved in this. im turning 23 in january and most of my friends are 20+. maybe one or two are 19.Â
2. none of us sent any sexually violent asks - most of us didnât send asks at all. i believe one or two of my friends admitted to sending asks however they assured me their nature wasnât bad; as far as i know, everyone remained civil in whatever went on (again, unclear to me as to what was being sent; no one was actively posting or talking about it. if billhaderanti wishes to elaborate, they can, but i donât have anything to put in).Â
3. before i finish this, i would like to apologize to billhaderanti. as a comedian - not just my stupid tags, i mean in real life, too - i know that humor can hurt. itâs not always funny, itâs not just stupid hahas. sometimes things that are supposed to be jokes just hit people differently and cause bad things. i recognize that. i never meant to trigger you (if youâre reading this) or cause you any severe mental/emotional harm. i apologize for my humor bringing up your trauma, and i never meant for that. regardless of my own thoughts and opinions about the nature of my posts/the thirst tags themselves, they hurt you, and iâm sorry.Â
anyway, iâm going to wrap this up (iâm bad at endings, what can i say! steven king and i took the same writerâs class!). if you read all this... sorry. i probably wonât be taking any asks about it, because i find the whole âdramaâ of this to be stupid and rooted in some seriously biphobic issues this fully grown woman has.Â
tldr; i attempted to contain my blog so this woman could exist and function safely on her blog, but it wasnât enough for her, so she called me out, and then some of the fandom called Her out for being biphobic and mean and overall just immature about the situation. as of now, sheâs yet to block me, though her and her wife have blocked a few of my friends. her wife continues to clown on my friends. this post was made for clarityâs sake. the end, iâm getting a drink.Â
#discourse#biphobia tw#transphobia tw#rape tw#ok goodbye im done with this im back to#only posting gay clown movie#Anonymous
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Hi so I saw a post saying that if you see sex or romantic intimacy as a need "you're being acephobic" and I wanted to ask your thoughts? As a queer woman when I say I see those things as a need I don't mean like food, noone is entitled to it and one can live a happy life without it. But I mean for the people who do want it they deserve a right to safely explore that and to not have it used against them (ex a partner withholding sex as punishment) Am I unknowingly hurting people by thinking this?
ree says: hi! sorry for late response! i donât mind that yâall have been sending me asks here even though weâre inactive, but if you feel comfortable with it, youâre always welcome to direct your questions personally to me in my dmâs @cerydwynn ! itâs hard for me to post publicly rn for mental health reasons, but im coming out of retirement for like 2 seconds here to answer ur question because i like to talk about being ace. sorry to everyone else whoâs sent us stuff over the past 6 months, iâm depressed and donât have the energy anymore to do this consistently! again, feel free to message me privately on my personal blog if youâre feeling up to it! i will get back to you there definitely within the day!
youâre right, anon! sexual/romantic intimacy as a need in all walks of life, equivalent to food/shelter/water what have you is not a need by that definition! however, sexual/romantic intimacy as a personal need, defined within your own personal relationships? that depends entirely on your own personal preferences. you are correct, people deserve safe spaces to explore or avoid sex/romance, and not receiving safety in those environments can very much fuck you up, big time. healthy relationships of every variety need set boundaries regarding all sorts of things, including sex and romance, and itâs up to the people in those relationships to define their own needs. as an ace woman myself, i wouldnât go so far as to say itâs acephobic to personally consider sex/romance a need for yourself and other people who feel similarly to yourself, but i do understand that op was likely referring to people who use acphobic rhetoric like âall humans biologically need to have sex and if you donât want to or donât feel attraction then youâre fucked upâ (a disgustingly common thing iâve heard from aphobes). it becomes aphobic when you start targeting the idea of sex and/or romance as a need for every single person alive specifically at ace/aro people who donât feel that way (and also other folks who have gone through trauma related to these things, etc etc. aphobic rhetoric hurts more than just people within an aspec community). i think the problem here was just a little miscommunication! a lot of the time, generalized ideas and statements are untrue or possibly harmful to some of the people youâre talking about/to simply because itâs literally impossible for everyone to have the same experiences as one another, even within a singular demographic, so it was incorrect of the person who wrote the post to make such a generalized statement without specification, although i do understand their perspective as asexual myself.
it was good of you to examine your bias and ask for advice, though! next time you see a statement like that, where itâs uncomfortably generalized and unspecific, remember that itâs often a good idea to ask for someone elseâs perspective and to hone your own ideas of whatâs correct depending on the situation. generalized statements are not inherently incorrect, which is why when making a claim like that i think you should make an effort to specify what you mean so that your point is actually effective, but theyâre not going to be correct 100% of the time either. itâs almost always a case-by-case basis, so next time you see/hear something like that, it might help to think about where the point actually applies and where they might be directing their argument so that itâs easier to understand where it doesnât apply as well.
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onision.co questions part 6
Wheres Kai?
Whats Kai been up to? Iâm not a patreon or anything but I follow his YouTube a little bit. I havenât seen him make a vid in awhile. Is he doing ok with all this drama blowing up?
Onision Staff answered 2 days ago
Kai is off being a grown up.
What's Kai Up To?
Havenât heard from Kai in a whileâŚ. is he alright? Will he be coming back to youtube soon?
Onision Staff answered 2 days ago
Youâd have to ask him. Iâm not his representative.
seriously-im-worried
plaese can you give us some update on how kai is bc im really seriously worried about him ;-;
Onision Staff answered 1 day ago
People who are concerned can DM Kai on Patreon.
Hey Onision!
Whatâs it like to be a massive piece of **** ****? You child grooming *** hole?~
Onision Staff answered 1 day ago
If I knew Iâd tell you. Fortunately, Iâm not.
Kai
Hello James,
I know a few have asked about the whole Sarah, you, and Kai thing. To me I see it as there is different side side of each story. We donât know the whole story so I cannot judge you or Kai on anything at all
My only question is about the playful flirting between Kai and Sarah when Sarah was super young ish. Was it just playful? Because to me I ask a lot of questions, and not asking this in a âoh you are evilâ way. I just ask my own questions without others and base my opinion on facts and knowledge of what I asked, and something about this whole drama thing doesnât sit right with me. It leaves bad taste in my mouth and seems a little set up.
Onision Staff answered 1 day ago
I havenât reviewed their conversations, but I know Kai had no real interest in Sarah, even after she was an adult. Kai has jokingly flirted with quite a few adults, it doesnât mean much of anything.
Kai was always stuck on his first girl crush who was like, 19 at the time they dated.
Better question
Okay, Iâve been reading you say that âKai has no interest sending non-adults *****.â My definition of ***** would be a full **** body. So then my question here is Why did Kai send sexually suggestive photos to Sarah? When you use Has no interest in sendingâŚthis implies theyâve never been sent. Well we can visually see proof of a very sexually explicit photo with a clear view of private areas. So considering Kai and Sarah were friends, could this picture have gotten to sarah as an oops? Lets say that photo was taken not FOR sarah but for someone else and he sent it to sarah as a sort of âDo you think so and so will like this photoâ without thinking about the age gap? Iâm not trying to make excuses for Kai but honestly just trying to wrap my head around things.
Onision Staff answered 1 day ago
Youâre talking about photos that were later posted to Instagram, just FYI. Not actual gross stuff like people imply.
Like, pretty sure you can find the same photos (part of a set) on Kaiâs Instagram right now ~ Which as seen on Instagram, were appropriately posted.
Kai is a really cool person, who would never want to do what people say.
Kai
What made you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with kai when you guys first met? Random but Iâm just wondering if thereâs a way you know someone is that someone special ya know?
Onision Staff answered 1 day ago
I donât think you know for sure till years in. I mean people wind up separating 30 years in, so, you just gotta have faith and stay open with each other.
endgame
Itâs undeniable that the internet as whole has a bad impression of you at this point. The situation has gone mildly viral, but most people seem to be on the side of Sarah. That being said, what is your plan? Revenue will dwindle and your online presence will be even smaller than it has been lately. How do you and your partner plan on staying financially stable once you ultimately become irrelevant? I doubt the ad revenue from this q&a site will be enough to sustain you once everyone is satisfied with the fallout.
Onision Staff answered 1 day ago
If people want to believe what people that I removed from my life have to say, so be it.
Not my business.
I wish them well, and that they find happiness.
No game plan required, just living my life, being happy etc etc.
QuestionÂ
Why are you denying the fact you scoped out minors, waited until they turned 18, then married/****** them. Why did you, then, think it was okay to toss them to the side, albeit, through abuse or with manipulative tactics?Â
Onision Staff answered 2 days ago
Because the legal age in WA is 16 so the entire argument makes no sense. I would not have to wait. As I understand a medical waiver was signed, not guardianship like people say, so even that did not conflict, and even still, no activity occurred â I was actually very rude for years/avoided said person.
Fact is, I strictly prefer adults. Have not dated a non-adult since my own spouse of nearly now 7 years who was again, legal nonetheless.
Even the exceptions donât apply: https://www.legalmatch.com/law-library/article/washington-age-of-consent-lawyers.html
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yippie ki-yay motherfuckers
Its been a hot fucking minute, hasnât it boys?
Lets have a look-see at when my last post was...
Haha yeah-Â ive been gone for a while. 104 days. Fuck.
I should probably give some sort of explanation.Â
Some stupid reasons for my prolonged absence are: I had no motivation to live let alone write. As much as I love making you guys happy i just hit a point where i couldn't get out of bed and perform basic human functions, let alone get online and write. I lost my inspiration and my spark. I started critiquing everything i wrote even more harshly than i did before, but to the point where nothing seemed good enough to upload.
 Not long after that, I fell out of touch with this fan-base as a whole. Donât get me wrong, i still absolutely adore this game and the fandom and will probably write for it a little more, but during my extended period of absence i lost all interest in basically everything. I stopped going to school a few days before i stopped posting. I was really fucking paranoid about everything due to some fucked up shit that happened in my life and i didn't go anywhere or leave the house for months. I didn't go for the first half of the semester and i was honestly just in a really fucked mental state, but i'm working really hard to get better.
 The condensed version? Depression and some other shit fucked me in the arse and im pretty scuffed. But its okay :) Iâm at a mental health program that will help me transition back to being able to go to school, and its been pretty okay. I spoke to a therapist, and am in the process of looking into getting some medication to help me find the will to live. So your least favourite lazy cunt is doing okay lads :D
A lot of pretty fucked up stuff happened besides that, but i wont bore you guys with the weird bullshit that is my fucking munted life.
But anyways, i missed you guys a lot. I always meant to come back here and start writing again but i just didn't. But im back! I canât promise consistent posts because i need to take it easy. Posting between 2- 6 times a day isnât really possible anymore, and it stressed me out constantly when i was doing it.Â
I missed you guys so fucking much, you have no idea.Â
A side-note, i felt super fucked but i closed the ask box during my dark period. So if you sent in any requests during that time, i didn't get them :/ sorry about that.
But anyways, im back cunts. Thank you so much for still supporting me even though i fell off the fuckin planet.
Also a huge fucking hug and a warm welcome to the new 400 people that followed during that time! thanks for reading and leaving so many notes :)
Once again, im sorry iâve been gone for so long. And thank you to everyone who sent me DMâs asking if i was alright, i really appreciate that. i really do.Â
LONG LIVE THE RAT GANG
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ONE (1) YEAR OF SOFTHAOS
fellas, as of today â jan 14th 2019 â softhaos has turned one year old!! honestly, i never expected to last this long?? over the past year, iâve gone through many ups and downs, made close mutuals, received so much emotional support from all kinds of people on this site and overall, iâm so thankful that i pulled my shit together and joined the community on tumblr!Â
i still remember clearly when i first started out with this blog and posted the neighbor aus and got SO much support for it?? like?? i never thought itâd come this far where i could touch readersâ hearts with my word vomits?? thatâs just insane. and even if you donât read my works yet still follow me: wow, iâm so grateful that you managed to cope with my bullshit â be it from my undying hatred towards pcy and kmg, me abusing the uwuwuwu or my personal thoughts.
in other words, this is my message directed to everyone: thank you for keeping up with my bullshit uwu
now on to the part where i thank specific people for making my existence on this site more bearable,, iâve left a message for everyone i tagged (i wouldâve tagged literally everyone but iâm a stressed student i am so sorry if i forgot you kjldl and i would feel bad if i didnât leave a note to everyone i tagged) and the list is in alphabetical order! @ anons i also left notes from you at the very bottom.
@baekberrie đ even though we just talked once literally two days ago thanks to my clumsy ass sending you an accidental ask, iâm so glad i actually did. pola (okay i got this from your about page im sorry kljsdl) youâre an amazing, kind and talented soul with whom i couldâve talked hours about soft bbh if it werenât for my tiredness. iâve only read your junmyeon oneshot so far but trust me, iâll get to that cuddling fic with baek real soon once iâve got more time uwu youâre honestly a talented writer and i hope we get to talk more in the future!
@baekbuns đ iâve known you for how many days already you anon thot and i really canât believe that i was vv intimidated by you at first (not gonna lie, you still scream bde but thatâs another story-) hope, despite you trying to steal pretty much everyone from anyone, itâs still very fun to fight talk with you and youâre also an excellent writer uwuwuwu i am still very attacked by the thought of bartender yixing one day I WILL SUE YOU ALONG WITH PCY
@baekwell--tart đ bella!!!! ngl iâm still very pissed at myself for not realizing you from your old url but iâm glad i found you again!! (did i find you again? idk anymore i suffer from short term memory but i hope i got my point across sdjlkj) youâre such a warmhearted person and iâm really grateful that i got to know you. however, youâre also a funny person and that also shows in your writing - istg one day i will probably have âperpetual boredomâ tattooed on my forehead donât ask why that description of sehun will NEVER fail to make me chuckle!! you deserve all the love and happiness in the world and so much more uwu
@boosoonhao đ i know i keep repeating myself when it comes to you aj, but i really have no idea what else to say. i wrote it in the letter, i expressed myself way too often in the tags whenever i reblog your works, yet here i am doing it again (and maybe even more exaggerated than usual, weâll see): aj, you are one of the most talented writers iâve ever known and one of the greatest blessings in the community. there, i said it and i mean it! you are one of the very few i know that doesnât shy away from fantasy-ish aus and executes them brilliantly. the way you have with your words is just fascinating and i find myself sometimes jotting down what you wrote for future references? but writing skills aside, you are a beautiful and kind person and up to this day the key chain you sent me is still intact. aj, thank you for blessing me, blessing everyone with your talent and general existence.Â
@byuncaa đ bianca you smol soft bean you have my heart right there and though we donât know each other for so long, i hope we get to talk more in the future uwu youâre such a cute soul gaaah it really makes me wanna send you all the soft memes i possibly own anywaY i hope you just stay as bubbly and bright and adorable as you are uwu
@cafechenle đ hani, kaito kid, i donât know whether youâre still alive on tumblr or not but idc iâm still writing this to you anyway. youâre one of the first people iâve met on this site and gOD i remember it as clear as day where i was so close to blocking you within the first few minutes of knowing you. yes, iâm talking about the entire mansae chan era discourse. anyway, we donât talk as much but i hope youâre doing fine my wee lil silver boys supremacist!!
@changbeanbag đ landon, we literally just met yesterday but as you can see, i donât care and iâm writing you a wee lil note anyway. you, my dude, radiate uwu energy and ngl i may have squealed when i saw your tags in the ask i sent you teehee - i hope we get to talk more in the future (that is, if school hasnât killed me until then-)
@changbiinn đ kirra, you beautiful, blue haired visual goddess who has everyone else (including jisung yES I WENT THAT FAR) looking like a mere smurf and found dead in a ditch! i didnât think iâd get an instant dm from that one inkigayo shitpost but you went ahead and proved me wrong sjljlks timezones fuck me up all the time but nonetheless i hope we get to interact a lil more and gET ENOUGH SLEEP OR ELSE
@cheolsjigyu đ MISS VAN NO I DID NOT FORGET YOU HEAR ME OUT. first of all, how could i forget you when you provided me all the great twt aus and the wild chats we had back in?? sometime early last year i guess. itâs been a very long time since we talked and iâm sorry i couldnât reach out to you any time sooner due to school and the usual stuff (also, uh, iâm not the biggest friend of tumblr dms and barely check any messages there so thereâs that too) believe it or not i still wheeze whenever i think of your fic swing baby because goddamnit that jyp song was one repeat for a good week. anyway, i hope youâve been doing well and are not at the brink of near death like me uwu
@cherryxiu đ gran, frank, satan incarnate, whatever else i call you. you may fuck me up with the pcy iâve never asked for but i hope you know you have a soft spot in my heart (iâll never say that out loud again tho so see it as a one of a time thing). youâre my fav minseok stan and while i wouldn't necessarily jump off a cliff for you, iâd jump with you uwu anyway, aggressively refrain from sending me more pcy content iâm just trying to live an easy life here. but knowing you, youâll definitely pretend as if that last part was never written so why do i even bother-
@chillihansol đ hanni my child!!! i hope youâre doing fine, arenât as stressed anymore and have received the love you deserve and more!!! i still remember when i was highkey intimidated by you so i went on anon but then somehow you were startled by my lil threat and then i became your mom anon? funny that has changed over the time skldj hanni, i donât regret ever going on anon for you and youâre an amazingly talented writer. i already said it once but iâll say it again: guns n roses was the first svt fic i read on tumblr and just thank you for creating that piece uwu
@choco-seventeen đ miss choco, i almost tumbled down the nonexistent stairs in my apartment when i saw you ??? sliding into my dms ??? and then reading my word vomits ??? and then you followed me ??? and everything that followed after ??? i donât know what in the world i did to have you notice me and up to today it remains a mystery to me ngl. we love a talented, kindhearted, fantastic, stunning, visual writing queen who is ofc the right person to love thanks to the avatar discourse she started!!! choco, keep on enlightening everyoneâs life with your mere existence, the tags you put in your reblogs that make me smile and of course, wonderful stories <33
@custardheart đ taylor, i donât think we have ever talked (unless you approached me on anon maybe then maybe yes??) but i just wanted to thank you for blessing my notifications. youâve been supporting me / on my notifs for quite a long time - may i say youâre like one of the first followers i had when i first started out? THATâS how long youâve been here already and i canât thank you enough <333 (please donât ask me why i know that but goddamn every time i see that jeonghan profile picture i already know itâs you djklj)
@dinoshaur đ sha! lee! i know we barely talk to each other but i just wanted to use this opportunity to thank you for making some of my days with your astounding fics!! one of my favorite works from you will always be âflower crown princeâ because you have NO idea how much i struggle with finding seungkwan fics dkkjljlk iâm sorry i didnât submit anything for the lfw challenge i really tried to make it but you know, life problems happened whoops. i wish you all the happiness and inspiration and love from chan himself you gifted angel uwu
@forevershua đ dear fossil mother ryan, i canât believe i internally pronounced your name wrongly for pretty much half a year knowing you. please forgive me. okay, but all seriousness aside, youâre one of the closest people from this site!! i really love you so so much though i canât guarantee that i love you as much as you love jeonghan more than shua; i still shed tears whenever i pull out your two postcards - especially the minghao one; i think i suffered from mild heart palpitations when i got it in the mail (and still do). i hope we get to meet this year and possibly clown rat together and just stay the somewhat sane person left in the gc <33 p.s HOW DO YOU FUNCTION WITHOUT A FRIDGE I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT
@gamerwoo đ rocket, youâre always active when itâs the ungodly hour where i live and it has happened more often that i stay awake because of you. not only do i have loads of stuff i can queue from you (teehee) you recently started posting stories again and the ones you hammered out lately just??? do things to me??? for real though do you have sadistic tendencies or somethin because you posted TWO (2) nsfw stories that I indulged at 2 AM IN THE MORNING. aside from that minghao and junmyeon stuff, uuuh, i finally got around to finish your ghoul au which i completely adore!! iâm looking forward to your upcoming works uwu and hope you get all the positivity and good vibes only uwu (p.s i have to confess: my dumb ass seriously thought the âwooâ in your url referred to jungwoo and for some good weeks i thought you ult jungwoo rIP ME)
@hearttoshu đ jess, i donât know what in the world i did to have you notice me because iâm gonna be honest here, i was scared of you skaljdlkjslkj please i donât even know why, you seemed very intimidating but i was proven wrong in an instant!! you are one super soft bean with hq gifs and a love for jun and shua that reaches up to infinity and beyond!! your tags always get the best out of me and iâm really grateful for having you in my life uwuwuwuwuÂ
 @jejublr đ ew rat, youâre finally adulting. jokes aside, you were the first victim to fall under my disastrous typo errors and may i say that iâm just simply ICONIC for forever slapping that legendary nickname on you uwu nat who?? we only know RAT. youâre the one person i can always run to when more serious issues are bugging me since i guess you can relate the most to my personal dilemmas and i just wanted to thank you for being there for me <33 that, and for keeping gran somewhat at bay. i hope we get to meet up this summer where iâll feed you with lots of chocolate while teasing ryan about her biasing jeonghan LMAO and just like most people from the gc, youâre one of the first close mutuals iâve made. in a way, you could say youâve been with me here since day 1 (almost) xx
@jin-hua đ mayo / mango / mayo that tastes like mangoes / idk i bet i have misspelled your names approximately 993828 times in 937987 different variations but guess what? i still love u to death uwu i love me a fitness queen, a visual goddess not even god himself could ever and iâm so so glad that you exist in my life <333 i know i promised you a crackhead message but when i think about it thereâs not really a lot to say thatâs out of place when it comes to you?? youâre an angel uwuwu the light of my life frank could NEVER
@justsomekpopstuff đ jj it is i, your #1 supporter!! since youâre also part of the nug club gc from the beginning on, you have an extra special place in my heart <3 jj, i love how supportive you are and i donât think you realize that i cherish you to the moon and back and that times 903809. i love how you get so fired up about your hockey team and like to gush and suffer from the wrath of Joshua hong and i hope youâll stay eternally happy uwu that, and dRINK LESS COFFEE ISTG
@lxveille đ veille weâve never interacted a lot but i just wanted to let you know that i admire you a LOT. i havenât got around to read more of your works lately, but i do have a favorite fic that i still clearly remember. okay, thatâs a lie, i have several that left a strong memory. but letâs say, if i had to reduce it to one fic, itâd be the 100wtsily dystopian au with jihoon and 66 & 70! youâre one of the very few writers who hit the dystopian genre spot on and you truly are an inspiration. seriously, thank you a lot veile xx
@middle-of-a-wonshua-sandwich đ LOOK, i didnât even know you changed blogs or something and iâm so eternally sorry that it took me ages to figure that out! (RIP me) youâre one of the first followers i had if i recall correctly (iâm pretty positive of that) and i just wanted to thank you for sticking with me so long uwuwuuwwu i wish you all the happiness bb <3
@multi-yeol đ haaaa weâve only known each other since a day or something but iâm really glad we did!!!! honestly, that Loona song sorter is harder than any of the german exams i had and though we donât know each other for so long, i hope weâll talk more in the future bub!!!
@oatmealupdates đ lynna, you too are one of the first followers on my blog iâm wheEZING youâve been here for so long sdlkjlkj thank you for your support and your comments under the fics always make my day i swear!! iâve also noticed that you havenât been that active as you used to be (maybe itâs just me idk sometimes my dash is kinda wacky) but all in all i hope youâre doing good!! if you ever need to talk to someone, you can always hmu <33
@queerjunhui đ vane, ngl, you really scared me at first. i was really intimidated by your for reasons i canât even explain and i always thought you were out of my league sdkljlk i think we started talking since the cyzj thing and youâre one of the funniest and nicest people iâve met so far on tumblr, seriously! your content - be it from your shitposts to mindless thoughts like the entire indirects to j*** * yES I STILL RECALL THEM - you always manage to make my day brighter whenever i see you on my dash. i wish you all the happiness and hope youâre doing good uwu
@seungcheolsbodyharness đ katey, sis i still think about that criminal seokmin and the entire au we made up - from FBI agent cheol to incompetent intern vernon and all that jazz. besides the fact that your url is a pure 10/10 as well as your other URLs, youâre such a nice person and i really enjoy your presence - be it in the form of reblogs of any kind of thing to the comments you occasionally leave and donât get me started on the aSKS; katey, iâm so glad to have met you on this site!!! uwu
@softwonwoo đ jian darling!! honestly, i have no idea how you even know of my existence. just like pretty much everyone else iâve tagged here you kinda had that intimidating aura?? but then the more i talked to you somehow, the more i was proven wrong and youâre such a sweet pea i canât- also, iâm glad that i found someone who can agree with me when it comes to chungha dsakjlskj pls stay healthy, stay happy jian!!
@swyllh đ sara, i donât think we have ever had a proper conversation, but i just wanted to give you my appreciation. you are one of the most underrated writers within the community yet you always give your best when it comes to your writing and honestly, i really admire you. i havenât found the time to read your interactive fic yet (i keep pushing that back i am so sorry but iâll get to that one day) and one of the fics that i absolutely adore is that one end of the world fic with chan, as well as the vernon collab with sha!! i really hope youâll get the recognition and love you deserve you gifted writer !!
@tonicandjins đ faye my snowflake, i havenât seen you around lately but if you read this, i hope everythingâs alright from your side! iâm quite sure iâve already mentioned this to you but iâll say it again. i will NEVER shut up about one and two small petals and will NEVER recover from it. another banger is that wonwoo fic with the printer- ugh, youâre such a talented, beautiful person and i truly wish you all the best. remember, donât stress yourself and relax once in a while uwu
@yeolsmiling đ angie hi!! i legit only sent you one (1) ask so i really donât have much to say so far unless i wanna repeat myself lMAO one day, i aspire to purely emit soft energy for yeol but i doubt that day will ever come. i hope we get to talk more in the future you soft bear <33
honeybunch anon đ honeybunch, i hope youâre doing well! i still remember that i called you that when you slipped into my asks and gushed about that one mingyu fic up to this day iâm still flattered and eternally grateful that youâre still here uwu thank you for your support and making my day <33
fromis anon đ idk if youâll ever read this but i miss you uwu i hope youâre doing fine and just a quick update from my side: i still havenât found a bias yet uGHÂ
sugarpie / tulip anon đ you seem like such a cool person iâm really glad you stopped by in my inbox thank you for hitting me up uwu since i have no clue who you are and since iâm a dumbass, iâm can only rely on you messaging me jslkdj
none of the letters are proofread i am so sorry
#i stayed away up until now to make this post#bc i know im gonna fall asleep straight after school oops#if u excuse me i'm going to bed now lkdslk#dara being dumb and dense#in other words: dara is currently mush with zero (0) brain cells and energy#it's 3 am and i gotta wake up in 3 hours pls#i have for sure forgotten someone ugh kms#softhaos antics
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A thought, which Iâd be actually really happy to have input on from any side
(Iâm going to tag @shades-of-grayro because I know youâve got a differing perspective on some of these things than i do, and I donât know of anyone else with it at the moment. iâm also going to tag @biaroaceâ because youâve also been helpful to discuss with)Â
anyway, onto the thing:Â
When i was introduced to the oriented aroace discourse, it was my understanding that the argument is pretty much whether or not the label is going to be like âallowedâ to exist, I suppose? At least my understanding was that the label was being argued over from the perspectives of âthe label should existâ vs âthe label should not exist, there are other labelsâ which had smaller subcategories, sure, but that was the main core of the argument.Â
I havenât actually seen that argument, though, outside of very vague references towards it.Â
So for the most part, this post is just meant as a call for discussion, specifically about this facet of the argument. I canât actually search for posts on my computer because after I scroll down about three page lengths, all posts get whited out; this makes it very difficult to go through the tag and look for information. Iâm also aware that some people might not use the same tag as I would think to search. Itâs also much harder to find one small subset of an argument than it is to find posts discussing in general. I donât like to put the burden of proof on the people who I talk to in an argument, but as it stands I am beginning to realize Iâm woefully underinformed on the actual problems that people have with the label and its definitions.Â
If sent links, I will read them. I believe my DMs are open to anyone, and if you would rather reach out there, I just ask that you come into it with an open mind if youâre down for discussion, or a little disclaimer that you donât want to talk about it, because iâm very used to sort of chatting in DMs and will probably assume off the top of my head that you also want to chat about the links or commentary you send. I donât think you can send links in asks, though, unfortunately, but you can definitely also tell me that youâd rather remain anonymous in DMs and i will keep anything regarding you anonymous*. Iâll also happily read arguments made by individuals, though Iâd prefer to do that over discord** or google documents because tumblr DMs have absolutely abominable search functions and I donât want to misrepresent anything. You are also welcome to reply or reblog this post with stuff, but being that itâs a post, the addition might get buried in my notifications box, and thatâs not ideal.Â
I believe thatâs all. Last point: My dms are always open about everything, as a general rule. If you wind up on my blog and donât actually want to talk about the discourse, but you can see that I like transformers and you like transformers, or we have some other shared interest, or you want to get something off your chest to a stranger, anything, youâre welcome to walk into my dms and talk about that! I like talking to people.
clarification on certain things are under the cut to try and cut some of the length off this post.Â
*Not that I would be doing anything to try and point people towards you unless you run a blog about issues like this one anyway, such as biaroace or shades-of-grayro. I do believe that people should be held accountable for arguments in certain cases, but this isnât a case like that in any way. Additionally, if you do wish to remain anonymous, Iâll assume that holds true for the entirety of the discourse unless stated otherwise. I have standards, and one of those is that I treat people with the respect they ask for. Anonymity is a very small thing to be asked to give to someone. Iâm also open to other requests (changes to phrasing, tag etiquette, punctuation, etc) for the same reason.
**My discord handle is ooze and goo and bone shards#2800 and i know for a fact that I can get DMs from anyone; however, Discord is where I go for most of my writing and friend things, so I have a much higher tolerance for bullshit there as Iâm so far from used to dealing with bullshit coming from my Discord pals. Please donât come into my discord DMs with hostility. If you feel that I am being hostile to you, and know that you will be hostile as well, that is absolutely fine! However, I ask that we then do not interact on Discord and instead work in google docs. (A note on that: if you feel that I am being hostile to you, I am all in favor of retaliation in kind. Self defense is important, even mental self defense. But i would like a note of âhey why are you being hostile/mean/aggressiveâ first, because Iâm not always great at conversation, and I know for a fact Iâve unintentionally started fights with my friends by missing hints and tone before.)
(End note: all bolding is just meant to make it easier for ND folks with adhd/similar issues to read long paragraphs without losing their place; its not actually meant for emphasis on anything other than âthis is the central point of this paragraph.â My adhd makes it difficult for me to look at long paragraphs without my eyes slipping around and missing lines, so this is meant to combat that kind of thing. I do worry that it might come over as condescending; it is not meant to be. )
EDIT: i feel the need to put this on here. i can be extremely persistent sometimes if im worried that iâm confused, and will ask many questions. if this makes you uncomfortable, feel free to tell me to stop, and I will. I just donât like to be wrong, so I will upon finding out iâm wrong immediately come for clarification, sometimes on too many things at once. However, I absolutely respect that thatâs not cool and therefore if you want it to end, tell me, and it willÂ
#long post#oriented aroace#oriented aroace discourse#i know that shades-of-grayro is using the tag 'anti-gray sentiment' to tag my earlier post but i don't believe it applies to this post#however i do think if someone's on my blog but they want it blocked under anti-gray sentiment the tag is now gonna get caught at least#i really do worry about the bolding coming over as condescending or talking down but its meant for ease of accessibility#i know it makes it easier for me to read long paragraphs and i know ive read posts by other adhd folks that say its easier for them#if theres anything else i can do to make this more accessible just let me know and i'll incorporate it as best as i can#i already avoid certain formatting things and emojis for screen-reader ease of access but being that i've never used one before i know ill#probably miss things
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With a Little Help from My Friends
A/N: Happy last-day-of-Pegoryu-week! Letâs celebrate by reading... day 2â˛s prompt... No one ever said I was good at preparing things, okay. AO3 link: [here]
Day 2: First Date
Title: With a Little Help from My Friends
Rating: Teen
Summary: Ryuji has successfully asked Akira out! Now if only he could figure out something special for them to do. All of his ideas just feel like their every day routine, and heâs pulling his hair out trying to come up with a way to make it special. All of the thieves seem to have their own ideas of the perfect date, 90% of which are entirely unhelpful, as Ryuji soon realizes.
[ THURSDAY, 6:50PM ]
crossbonez is online
crossbonez has entered The Dungeon of Unspeakable Acts
crossbonez: GUYS I NEED HELP
crossbonez: ALSO WTF WHO CHANGED THE CHANNEL NAME
palette-cleanser: Thereâs no need to yell about it.
crossbonez: YOU CANâT HEAR ME SMARTASS
killerqueen: Futaba renamed it and I canât figure out how to change it back. Whatâs wrong?
memejed: me! muahaha!!!! youâll never figure out how to change it back!
memejed: boo makoto types too fast :(
palette-cleanser: Futaba, naturally.
palette-cleanser: Oh.
memejed: lmaooooo
crossbonez: ok ok is akira in this chat??
yougimmethecrepes: I mean technically
yougimmethecrepes: but I think heâs had this channel muted for like a month
killerqueen: Understandable.
crossbonez: o sick
crossbonez: OK SO I ASKED HIM OUT AND I NEED ADVICE
yougimmethecrepes: OMG RYUJI
memejed: GHIDNDOSKFHSKX WHAAAAT
killerqueen: !
yougimmethecrepes: DID HE SAY YES??
palette-cleanser: My most heartfelt congratulations!
crossbonez: of course he said yes wtf guys
crossbonez: why wouldnât he, iâm a catch
memejed: soâs a big ol slimy fish
memejed: its perspective
crossbonez: can we ban her?
killerqueen: Sheâs the room admin.
memejed: IM ADMIN MY CITY NOW
memejed: HECK how do u type so much faster than me????
crossbonez: OH MY GOD CAN WE FOCUS ON ME PLEASE
palette-cleanser: something tells me you wouldnât allow us the chance to do anything different.
yougimmethecrepes: go ahead Ryuji, whatâs up?
crossbonez: i didnât think about what we should do on the date so i kinda panicked when he asked and told him i had everything taken care of but i donât
crossbonez: ive never taken care of anything in my life
crossbonez: please help yall know im not smart
yougimmethecrepes: omg THATâS what ur worried about??? HOE ur best friend is a dating expert. I gotchu
crossbonez: lmfao ann youve never been on a date
yougimmethecrepes: maybe not
yougimmethecrepes: but i have seen so many romcoms
crossbonez: oooooo my god Kill me
crossbonez: wait holy shit have any of you even been on a date before
crossbonez: NOW YOU ALL STOP TYPING
crossbonez: this is the worst i hate my life
yougimmethecrepes: yusuke if you say anything about painting my nude as a date iâll block you
palette-cleanser: There was that time when Ann came to the old studio in order for me to paint her portrait.
palette-cleanser: It was already half-written when you sent that.
yougimmethecrepes: OHHH MY GOD
palette-cleanser: I didnât want to just let the reply go to waste.
yougimmethecrepes: BLOCKED
palette-cleanser: :(
killerqueen: Okay.
killerqueen: Iâll DM you, Ryuji.
crossbonez: oh thank god
[ THURSDAY, 7:04 PM ]Â Â
[Â killerqueen has sent you a message! ]
killerqueen: Firstly,
killerqueen: good for you, asking out Akira! That was really brave. How did it go, if thatâs not too intrusive?
crossbonez: fine I think?? morgana kept cockblocking me but he got bored of watching us watch bad movies and left so
crossbonez: i just kinda
crossbonez: asked
crossbonez: and he said yeah
crossbonez: so now im dead and going thru w the date is my hell
killerqueen: Okay, relax. Obviously he wouldnât have said yes to the date if he wasnât already interested, so you already have that going for you! The worst part is done.
killerqueen: All you have to do now is think of something special for the two of you to do together.
crossbonez: yeah thatâs basically the part where my brain stops
killerqueen: Fair. Whatâs your budget?
crossbonez: uhhhhhh
crossbonez: uhhhhhhhhhhh
killerqueen: Ryuji.
crossbonez: is free an option
killerqueen: Oh, god. Okay.
killerqueen: I didnât realize you hadnât planned for this in⌠any capacity.
crossbonez: OF COURSE I HAVENT ITS LIKE YOU DONâT EVEN KNOW ME
crossbonez: I DIDNT THINK OF THE MONEY THING OK
crossbonez: I WAS SORT OF FOCUSED ON NOT THROWING UP ON HIM AS I ASKED
killerqueen: Message received.
killerqueen: Iâll see if thereâs anything cheap going on in the city this weekend.
crossbonez: thank you ugh
crossbonez: was this a bad idea
killerqueen: Asking out Akira? No, of course not.
crossbonez: sigh
killerqueen: Lying to Akira about having the entire thing prepared and planned out? Yes, without a doubt.
crossbonez: COOL THANKS MOMÂ
crossbonez: GOD
[Â crossbonez left the conversation. ]
 [ THURSDAY, 7:29PM ]
[Â palette-cleanser sent you a message! ]
palette-cleanser: Are you still taking advice for your date?
crossbonez: the answer is technically yes but i canât say iâve reached the point in my life where iâm ready to take dating advice from you
palette-cleanser: I shall try and keep my advice more general, then.
crossbonez: just donât say the word beauty
palette-cleanser: You should consider the benefit of surrounding yourselves with beautiful things. I can only imagine a relationship increasing in intensity when the couple is surrounded by overwhelming beauty.
palette-cleanser: In my defense, my reply was half-written when you posted yours.
crossbonez: what the hell would overwhelming beauty even be man
crossbonez: am i sposed to find out which flower gives him boners like what am i doing here
palette-cleanser: that is up to you! And Akira, I suppose.
palette-cleanser: I was, of course, referring to your beautiful surroundings being up to you. Akira getting an erection is less-so in your hands.
palette-cleaner: âŚI did not mean for that to become a double-entendre but I suppose thatâs also appropriate to your situation.
crossbonez: hoo boy you are this close to my block list lemme tell ya
palette-cleanser: Please donât, my contact list is very short as it is.
palette-cleanser: Back to the topic at hand,
crossbonez: yeah plz
palette-cleanser: What are some things that Akira finds beautiful?
crossbonez: man i donât know
crossbonez: uhh
crossbonez: good coffee
crossbonez: big ass cheeseburgers
crossbonez: cats probably
crossbonez: hes got a risette poster in his room but i think thatâs less because shes hot and more because someone gave it to him and he was too nice to throw it out
palette-cleanser: None of that sounds particularly beautifulâŚ
crossbonez: OH WOW DOES IT NOT
crossbonez: REALLY
palette-cleanser: There is no need to raise your typeface at me.
crossbonez: sjdjcickgmsoakfb
palette-cleanser: ?
crossbonez: nothing dont worry abt it
crossbonez: im gonna go see if i can buy something beautiful for ÂĽ200Â
palette-cleanser: Many beautiful things in life are free.
crossbonez: you got an example to go with that inspirational quote?
crossbonez: duuuude?
palette-cleanser: I appear to be losing connection
crossbonez: oh my god dude
palette-cleanser: I can hardly read what youâre writing
crossbonez: thats not how that would even work
crossbonez: i cant tell if ur trolling me or not
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 [ THURSDAY, 7:49PM ]Â
[ yougimmethecrepes has replied to your message! ]
crossbonez: plz tell me ur just invisible
crossbonez: ur my one last hope and god is that saying something about how my standards have fallen
yougimmethecrepes: doing homework
yougimmethecrepes: you still peeing your pants over date night?
crossbonez: you still willing to give bad advice?
yougimmethecrepes: imagine me swiping all of my school work off my desk onto my floor because if my math grade didnât ride on this I would have done that
crossbonez: aight
yougimmethecrepes: also my advice is fantastic shut up
yougimmethecrepes: okay, lets start easy. Whatâs the budget?
crossbonez: im in high school and not a part time model
crossbonez: my budget is negative
yougimmethecrepes: ooooh
yougimmethecrepes: got it
yougimmethecrepes: arcade? you can just use small change and stuff
crossbonez: we go there ALL THE TIME thats not a date
crossbonez: thatâs like going to the ramen shop or something
yougimmethecrepes: uhâŚâŚbatting cages? Movie?
crossbonez: i cant ask him on a date and then just do shit we do normally! how is that a date???
yougimmethecrepes: How is it not a date?? You guys always have fun doing that, how is it less fun on a date
yougimmethecrepes: OH WAIT NO I got it
yougimmethecrepes: bathhouse
crossbonez: shut up no
yougimmethecrepes: hey, itâs not my fault you gave this absolutely no thought whatsoever
crossbonez: UGH I KNOW
crossbonez: WHY IS THIS HARD
yougimmethecrepes: I KEEP TELLING YOU THAT IT DOESNâT HAVE TO BE
yougimmethecrepes: YOUâRE MAKING THIS A PROBLEM
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 [ THURSDAY, 8:25 PM ]Â
[ memejed sent you a message! ]
crossbonez: no
memejed: before you say anything
memejed: jdcjdjnfdkdkf
memejed: dammit how do all of you type so fast
memejed: itâs like I donât even know myself any more
memejed: is it my tiny hands
crossbonez: i do not want dating advice from you
memejed: well then itâs a good thing I donât have any for you then ISNT IT
memejed: I just wanted to tell you that Akira just got home and heâs smiling a lot and itâs gross and weird and most likely your fault, so
crossbonez: oh thatâs
crossbonez: nice to hear thank you jhgjfyjuh
memejed: he just told sojiro about the date and sojiro offered to grab him condoms hahAHAAHAH
crossbonez: OH MY GOD
crossbonez: DONT TELL ME THAT SHIT
memejed: IM ACTUALLY GONNA CHOKE LOLLL
crossbonez: I HOPE SO
memejed: >:(
memejed: I donât even get why youre so nervous heâs obviously out of his mind happy to go out with you
memejed: whatever you guys do heâll be down
memejed: just donât do any stupid shit like try and show off or act like a tool
memejed: which I realize may seem daunting for you
memejed: but I believe u may have it in you, maybe
crossbonez: I just have no idea what to do without us doing the same shit as always
memejed: whats wrong with doing the stuff you guys always do? Routine is comfy
memejed: comfort is the enemy of anxiety
memejed: well, comfy, and a good pair of sweatpants
memejed: *and valium
crossbonez: you dont think he would mind doing shit we do all the time?
memejed: oh my god are ALL boys as stupid as you??? how has the species survived for so long
memejed: just hold his hand or something and heâd let you push him in front of the subway!! Like, that probably shouldnât be your go to option, but just
memejed: he ALREADY likes you. you donât need to impress him or anything
memejed: consider yourself lucky, because like, idk how you swung that
crossbonez: I agree with you too much to get mad at that
crossbonez: wow
crossbonez: akira agreed to go out with me, you gave me advice that wasnt steaming dog shit
crossbonez: maybe i should buy a lottery ticket lmao
memejed: LMAO ur luck stat isnât THAT high yet
memejed: see if sojiro comes through w the condoms first
crossbonez: okay and NOW im leaving
memejed: BE SAFE!!
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 [ THURSDAY, 9:22 PM ] Â
[ HaruOkumura sent you a message! ]
HaruOkumura: Good, youâre still online!Â
crossbonez: hahaha what happened to ur screenname?
HaruOkumura: The companyâs social media adviser suggested I change it for professional purposesâŚâŚâŚ..
crossbonez: lame
HaruOkumura: Yes apparently âBigBangIsPeopleâ is not an appropriate username for the incoming CEO of Okumura Foods.
HaruOkumura: I thought it was funny :(
HaruOkumura: But anyway! Iâm glad youâre still online! Makoto texted me and told me about yours and Akiraâs date and I wanted to say congratulations and Iâm so happy for you!
crossbonez: thanks! tell makoto to quit snitchin tho
HaruOkumura: Will do! I just wanted to talk because Makoto said you were very stressed out and seemed sort of unprepared
crossbonez: im okay now i think
crossbonez: futaba helped me out
crossbonez: weirdly
crossbonez: i mean im still sweating all over myself and the idea of actually meeting up with akira for the date in question makes me want to gag but :) im fine
HaruOkumura: oh my :o
HaruOkumura: Have you decided what the two of you will do?
crossbonez: yeeaaahhhh i got some ideas i think?
HaruOkumura: I do as well!! Would you like to hear them?
crossbonez: hey i am always up for not thinking
HaruOkumura: Thatâs great!! Okay, what is your budget currently?
crossbonez: gkhskdfkjlghlrihvoirhgiu
crossbonez: kjghsiuergtiughpijiuprughtuislrhgiulth
HaruOkumura: Uhm?
crossbonez: I THINK IM GOOD LMAO THX HARU
HaruOkumura: Oh youre welcome! Let us know how it goes!
crossbonez: yeah sure if i dont die first!
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[ JokersWild sent you a message! ]
JokersWild: Hey
JokersWild: I know youre probably asleep because itâs like fuck o clock in the morning and why wouldnât you be
JokersWild: But I cant sleep because I made myself some antianxiety coffee when I got home haha
JokersWild: (futaba calls it estresso but I canât call it that because itâs so clever it makes me mad I didnât think of it first)
JokersWild: but I had a really good time tonight
JokersWild: and you seemed kind of worried all night so I wanted you to know that
JokersWild: and idek if you were worried because of us(?) or if there was something else going on and now I just seem like kind of an asshole for assuming it was about me
JokersWild: but whether it was or it wasnât I had fun
JokersWild: and
JokersWild: Iâm really happy you asked me out
JokersWild: and justâŚâŚ you donât need advice from anyone on how to like
JokersWild: woo me yknow?
JokersWild: I had notifications turned off but the number of messages in the group chat kept ticking up so I lurked for a second
JokersWild: I donât know what anyone ended up telling you but you didnât need it
JokersWild: you donât have to impress me. I ALREADY like you.
JokersWild: so, thatâs that
JokersWild: this coffee is very strong and obviously my inhibitions are non existent right now so Iâm going to bed before this turns into a confession
JokersWild: or more of one
JokersWild: lets, like, do this again? I want to keep doing this with you
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 [ SATURDAY, 02:54 AM ]Â
[ JokersWild sent you a message! ]
JokersWild: also oh my god thank you for not freaking the fuck out when that condom fell out of my jacket I SWEAR TO YOU I did not put it there and when I find out who did I am going to unmake them
JokersWild: okay goodnight
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This Just In: I Love My Mutuals?
hewwo owo watâs dis? me wuving my sweet pwecious mutuwals??? dawmn wight! asdfghjk e n y ways
okay for serious (not really), i just hit 400 on this dumb blog (i really donât understand how, but i did wow), and i just wanted to do something to show love to some of the people iâve met and befriended and the mutuals i have, because theyâre all so good and sweet and amazing and i just?? love them and hope theyâre having a good night or day or afternoon, they deserve it uwu (also if you arenât following them already, go do it you fools theyâre Amazing),, i wrote a little smth for some of the new peeps iâve made at the bottom of this dumb lovepost (and also a few old peeps that i just canât leave out bc i Love Them So Much and will use every opportunity to tell them). is this wholeass post overkill and extra and probably unnecessarily mushy??? definitely. but did i do it anyway? yeah uwu
⨠- favourite blogs | đ - i really heart you | đ¸ - we donât really talk or interact much, but i think youâre super cool and you make my heart uwu
bolded - i wrote a little smth for you at the bottom, some of them arenât that long and some of it may be cheesy or like.. sound repeated and i definitely made a fool o myself here but ok a y here me out ok uhhhhh i just want yall to know i love and appreciate you :(
A-F
@absolutelyfullycapablemark â¨đ | @bangtangboiis đ¸ | @boyf7 â¨đ¸ | @cafechenle đ¸ | @carrotdy ⨠| @casuallydylan ⨠đ | @chensung-anon ⨠đ | @cokehei đ¸ | @cosmicboyukhei ⨠đ¸ | @cosmichyuck ⨠đ | @daisyjisung đ¸ | @demonminhyuk đ¸ | @felixxtrash | đ¸ @frostii-dragons ⨠đ¸ | @fullsunflower ⨠đ¸ | @furrykyun đ¸
G-M
@gays-4-pcy ⨠đ | @hollandsrainbow đ¸ | @honeyboyhwall⨠| @honeyboyuta ⨠đ¸ | @husberttee đ | @hwalllsbf â¨đ¸ | @hyucko ⨠đ | @hyucksbf ⨠đ¸ | @hyucksluv đ¸ | @jaemiinty đ¸ | @jenoanti ⨠đ¸ | @jhnnysdimplepng ⨠đ | @jihansoulmate ⨠đ | @jiminiejiminie đ¸ | @jjung00 ⨠đ | @junghansgf đ¸ | @kjmsbf ⨠đ¸ | @lovelyvitamin đ¸ | @minkittyx ⨠đ | @mnhynq đ¸ | @multifunctional-contradiction đ¸ | @mvgicmochi đ¸
N-Z
@jisquish ⨠đ | @norenmin-enthusiast đ¸ | @parkandzhong â¨đ¸ | @peppermintjeno đ¸ | @positive-dream ⨠đ| @princelyrenjun ⨠đ | @purplerosiedraws ⨠đ | @renjunchokingnct ⨠đ¸ | @renjunology đ¸ | @rxnjuns ⨠đ | @seobangchan đ¸ | @skzbot đ¸ | @softboynamjoon ⨠đ | @starburstlele ⨠đ¸ | @stardustjae đ¸ | @starlightjeongin đ¸ | @strawberryjaehyuns đ¸ | @stupidforfelix đ¸ | @suhoswholeasswife đ¸ | @sunchan đ¸ | @suneokmin đ¸ | @tbzmv đ¸ | @tenstransbf ⨠đ¸ | @velvetchen ⨠đ¸ | @wangingmorktuna đ¸ | @whaechan đ¸ | @whoajin đ¸ | @winwjn đ¸ | @xuxiboss ⨠đ¸ | @zombietwink ⨠đ¸
@princelyrenjunââ: jemmie!!!!!!! every time i see you in my inbox or on my dash or just anywhere i get really happy :((( all your asks are really cute YOUâRE really cute okay itâs always such a pleasure to hear what you have to say and even though i donât know you well, youâre so nice and a big sweetheart and i Love u sm!!!!!!!!
@positive-dream: i realize again that i donât know your name either im literally gonna cry im terrible but i love u anyways ok youâre on of my favourite blogs and talking to you is so Fun!! itâs nice to cry about Canadian ProblemsTM with someone who understand the pain of living in a constant tundra sdfghjkl also youâre just so nice and easy to talk to and like thank u for dropping that soft hyuck in my dms the first time you messaged me by the way uwuwu ilysm!!!!!!
@frostii-dragons: WINTER youâre literally so cute and such a sweetheart!!! youâre another person i get really happy seeing on my dash and stuff, even if we donât interact a lot (which like,,, i wanna change but iâm really,,, shy). youâre literally like, an angel, amazing, blessed... your art is also literally so cute and anyone who ever says otherwise is Cancelled and will have to catch these hands. and OH i also hope you know i Love u!!!!!
@absolutelyfullycapablemark: suki youâre such a chaotic mark stan but thatâs okay i love it i Love u little miss queenie suki (itâs halfway youâre fault im always [redacting] about mark t h a n k s for that) asdfgh anyway okay youâre literally??? amazing?? youâre always hyping people up and youâre such a hella good balance of nice and chaotic and you really always just make me :((( out of love, and like whether youâre hyping people up in the tags or going [redacted] wild, i always really enjoy seeing you on my dash and hearing what you gotta say
@honeyboyhwallâ: anyway okay sam youâre literally adorable and funny and amazing and i love love love seeing you in my notifs or in my inbox or just on my dash okay :(( youâre softness for yukhei is so cute it always warms my heart whenever i see u get soft for him (and like,,, get ready for more soft bf yukhei asks sent ur way by the way uwu) we donât like, interact that much or even talk a lot and i rlly wanna change that but like, youâre one of my fave blogs!! i donât remember how i found you but like, iâm so glad i did!!! i love usm!!!
@chensung-anonâ: i just realized now that i donât know your name oh man... but OH BOY cs i still Love you  a lot!!!! every time you tag me in something (mark) or submit something to me (those... those chain gifs) i literally start crying thanks pal i love death!!! itâs always Fun crying over mark and his dumb arms and his dumb fkin [redacted] with you but also seeing you get SoftTM over him is literally really cute wow gosh anyways youâre so!! sweet and talented (even if you donât see it yourself) and i always get rlly happy whenever i see you on my dash or in my ask box (and,,, i really wanna be closer friends with you sdfghj) and i also really hope you know that ily and that you deserve all the good days in the world thanks
@hyucko: OKAY PAIGE listen here you little shit i love you and every time you tag me in smth my heart gets really soft :((( youâre literally so cute and funny and also super talented like wow??? young queen??? talking to you is so fun and it makes me so happy and i hope you know how loved and appreciated and amazing you are (and if you donât i guess i gotta keep tellin u uwuwu) also okay youâre just... such a joy to know in general and u also kinda make my Dad InstinctsTM go off sometimes bc youâre one of my favourite mutuals and you really deserve all the happiness in the world oh man :((( anyway you little dorko i hope youâre doing alright i Love you!!!!
@jisquish: iâve said it before and iâll continue to say it but miss india is literally one of the best people i know and if anyone thinks otherwise theyâre: cancelled. anyway india honey the cutest lesbian ever my sweet wlw buddy hewwo, oh, i really hope you know i love you! iâm sosososo happy weâre mutuals and that i know you and get to talk to you, you literally!! make me so happy!!! like!!! youâre so kind and sweet and talented and funny and, did i mention talented??? miss voice of an angel!!!!! queen of loving and appreciating stray kids!!!!! sometimes when iâm sad i look at the asks youâve sent me and some of our dumb lovepost convos and it really turns my :( into a :) thanks for like, being there and sending me sweet asks when im sad and tagging me in jisung and just, existing ilysm (also every time think of you my first thought is loona, and my second is âvoreâ and i jsut)
@purplerosiedraws: okay so first off i have a theory that youâre an actual Angel because youâre so nice and friendly and kind and pretty and genuine and one of the best people iâve ever met??? also, rosie.... honey.... youâre... SO. FREAKING. TALENTED. like holy shit every time i see your art my heart stops itâs so amazing??? when you drew jeno from my celetestial au i?? cried??? when u drew sam i actually had a heart attack it was so beautiful w o w queen of art the goddess of art !! anyways i love you so much!! your asks and messages and just, you in general make me so happy!!! iâm so glad i got to meet you you really deserve the world!!!!
@cosmichyuck: lu honey oh lil lamb hewwo cosmos boy!!!!! i love you so much!!!! youâre so SWEET and so AMAZING and oh, youâre also just???? so great wow i canât believe i got to know you!!!! talking to you is so fun and it makes me so happy!! sometimes you submit stuff to me and it really does make me cry and my heart gets TIGHT buddy, youâre a whole sweetheart and you deserve: everything good ever in the world! i love love love seeing you on my dash and interacting with you and just!! havin you in my life okay!!! PLUS youâre really the cutest hyuck stan your love for our sweet little honeysuckle star boy is: precious! your loveposts are so sweet and they always make me soft and happy and just, all your posts are Good Content, youâre Good Content and i just!!! love you sm cosmos boy!! iâm Dumb and talking to you 1v1 intimidates me a bit (which was why i became your sun anon in the first place sdfghj) but like!!! youâre just a big ol Soft and itâs super blessed oh thank u for existing :((((
@rxnjuns: ok im just gna say it, right here right now, lisa youâre a QUEEN okay, your art hits me RIGHT in the heart oh my god??? your shitposts??? iconic. your edits???? amaizng. and your aus??? god tier. youâre so talented and ik i keep saying it but i will keep saying it bc itâs just the truth. your blogâs been one of my favourites since i found it in like, january, and right off the bat i like, hella knew youâd be one of my faves?? even if i did lurk for like a week before following sdfghj anygays like, youâre such a sweetheart and like, really creative and fun and nice and friendly and like, anyone who sends you hate can catch my goddamn hands bc you donât deserve any of that (also.. you and star are so cute, couple of the century uwu),,, you literally are like half of the reason i was inspired to start an nct blog and like even though iâm still rlly.... ScaredTM to talk to you i hope you know the first time you messaged me i like, cried asdfgh anyway miss queen of the world lisa ilysm
@softboynamjoon: iâll never miss an opportunity to tell you how much you mean to me!!! youâre like, one of my closest friends and being able to talk to you is so, so amazing and you make me so happy!! you really do!!! i sound like a broken record at this point but cece you mean so much to so me and knowing you and talking to you and being your friend has really brightened up my life a lot! i know i havenât been around much lately and im like, awful for leaving you hanging for so long and im sorry, but i hope you know i donât love you any less!! youâre so talented and sweet and kind and smart and pretty and oh man, you really are one of my favourite people i really canât imagine not having you in my life cece i love you so much!!!!!!! thank you for being in my life and jsut, thank you for existing i Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@gays-4-pcyâ: baby honey darling sweetheart bumblebee angel my prince Oh iâd string all the stars in the universe into a crown because you are the prince of my universe :(( oh oh youâve heard me say it many times but oh jesse i love you and you make me smile on my rainiest days and make the vines in my chest die away and flowers grow in their place i could go on forever about how much your smile means to me, how much it brightens my day to hear you talk about yourself or your interests or your own day, i love hearing about you :( everything about you is my favourite, youâre cute and cheeky and funny and smart and talented and hot and handsome (and always [redacted] for boys) and the love of my life thanks for existing thanks for loving me thanks for being my rock i love you so much more than youâll ever realize oh man jesse you big goofy baby i canât wait to hold your hand and take you out on a big dumb gay ice cream and flower garden date uwu
@minkittyx: hi jacqui honey hewwo oh my gosh i!!!!!!!! really!!! freaking love you!!!!! you mean so much to me and youâre another one of my best friends and someone i really, really care about, and i hope you know that!!!! i canât articulate but every time you send me monsta x or animals or haikyuu or just, anything, it really makes me happy and i really appreciate it. again, iâm really sorry for not being around much, but it doesnât mean i love you any less!!! youâre one of the sweetest people iâve ever met and youâre so cute and talented and sweet and genuine and i??? hope you know how amazing you are jacqui, iâm so glad youâre in my life and i really donât think i could ever put it into words how much i love you!!!!!!! Thank you for existing and being my friend and oh man jacqui i gotta say it one more time but I Love You!!
#.lovepost#mutual appreciation#feel free to ignore this im gross and full of love#i HOPE this tags or ill cry
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