pac wakes up in a field of blue flowers, forget-me-nots, he remembers cellbit telling him about them, they mean maily remembrance, but there is also a myth of a man falling in a river and being dragged by the riptide while trying to gather flowers for his loved one
he quirks a smile, who would of thought that the same man who was once called a beast would have such a passion for things as fragile as flowers? he surely didn’t, but he is happy that he did
he gets up, his fingers touch the grass below him, they are quite wet, like it had rain in the night, he doesn't remember falling asleep there, his base in the purgatory was in a cave
his base in the purgatory wasn't anywhere near a field of forget-me-nots, no, there wasn't even a flower field anywhere in the purgatory or in quesadilla island
forget-me-nots meant remembrance, they are a simbol of what remains, a way to keep the memory of the ones that are not here anymore
that's what he was, right? not here, not alive
pac was dead
but he didn't felt dead
no
he felt free, he felt sad, a kind of sadness that he knew quite well, saudades, he didn't knew exactly what he missed, he didn't knew for how long he had being dead, for a start he didn't even knew how he died, at least he didn't felt pain, not that some could feel pain after being dead, but he hoped that he at least went peacifully
he once wish to die holding richas in one hand and fit on the other
he felt a bitter felling on his cheast that things may not have gone this way
luckly he didn't have much time to delve in his sorrow, no, he was busy trying to understand what had jumped on top of him
"PAI"
saying that he was frozen in place would be a euphemism, he was not even breathing, and for some reason he still felt light headed for not doing so even after being dead
"Richas, come on, filho, we don't want to kill him twice"
he heard some one slapping the person who spoke, but he could care less when his son was finally in his arms, holding him tight like he was going to escape
"He is not leaving anywhere, you know that, right?"
he opened his eyes, when had he closed them? he looked up to the face of the man he once called brother, his soulmate, his other half, mike
he tried to speak but only sobs left his mouth, mike was there, not bug eyes, not black cloth, no murderous intentions, just good old mike, still a litlle weird and insane, but he was his mike, and he was there, with him, and he wouldn't leave him, not anymore
he rushed to hug him, keeping richas between them, making a little dragon sandwhich, the kid laugh, oh how he missed his laugh, he laugh too, he cried and laugh, it was a cacophony of sounds, he felt more people joining in the hug, felps, forever, cellbit, they were all there, wet faces and red noses
they stayed like this for a while, tangled legs and arms, a pile of bodies laying in the field just like the old times when they were still living in the favelas on their first days on the island
the old times, they were so far away now, everything was, his memories were staring to get blurry, the good and the bads, but the mist important ones stayed, he remembers mike with a broken glass, he remembers looking at the stars on the roof of the orphanage, he remembers the breaze of fresh air once they escaped the prison, he remembers their adventures in the labs, he remembers the boat, he remembers his son first smile, he remembers the hide and seek games, he remembers giving fit a rose, he remembers
they eventually leave the ground and start walking through the field
he sees others faces, he sees baghera, he sees jaiden and carre, he sees foolish and tina, he sees mouse
he sees the eggs, the old ones and the ones he knew, he sees trumpet finaly in his dads arms, he sees bobby with his mom, he sees juanna and her dad, he sees tilin and their dad, he sees talluah and her dad, he sees leo with her dad, he sees chayanne with his dad, he sees dapper and pomme with their mom, he sees ramon with.. he sees ramon, and ramon sees him, he rushes to him, and he holds him
fit was alive, he thanks the gods for that, but he also wish he was here with them, he knows that this is very selfish of him, but no one can blame him for that, not when most of them wish for the same
for some time he stays there in the flower field, just hugging and crying, he cries so much, he doesn't even care, he doesn't think he ever cried that much, he doesn't know how much time he spent there, hughing his two kids, they where supposed to be two, he was supposed to have two
he had now
time passes diferent when you are dead, he knows that because he sees old friends faces and they say that they didn’t wait long for him, he knows that he will see the people he lost soon, so for now he will wait
he will lay on the field of forget-me-nots, he will hold his sons hands, he will lay his head on the lap of his best friend, and he will wait, that is all he can do now, and he is okay with that
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Translyrics for Eve's 名前も知らないあなたに恋をした (I fell in love with you without even knowing your name). I thought the song was so cute and fun and silly, I really wanted to try my hand at some lyrics! They're under the cut and my commentary is in the tags :3
A late-night restaurant, always in the same seat over there and
Smoking a cigarette, I see it rise and run through your hair.
Oh, what to do? I look at you and feel my heart race.
"Not much to look at, huh," you say while gazing into my face.
Pajamas on and I'm always in the same seat over here, with
Coffee, two scoops of milk, I sip it and I try not to stare.
Oh, what to do? Every line I have sounds way too cliche.
"Let's stick together, huh?" Is all that I could say.
No, I don't know your name, but I fell in love with you the same.
A late-night restaurant, you're here each day each month each week and
Smoking a cigarette, I see it trail and trace on your cheek.
Oh, what to do? I look at you and feel my heart race.
"Not much to look at, huh," you say while gazing into my face.
I bet you like me too,�� I tell myself but without success, and
I remind myself it's crazy, it's crazy, it's crazy, it's crazy, it's --
Oh, what to do? It's time to clear my heart and my head.
"You know you're beautiful," is what I finally said.
No, I don't know your name, but I fell in love with you the same.
Begging on my knees, answer me please!
No, I don't know your name, but I fell in love with you the same.
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