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mageofseven · 3 years

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Hey, I just read your post about MC's pregnancy with Satan (which is amazing, by the way) and it got me wondering... What if MC felt pain during the pregnancy and the only way to make it go away would be with the brothers talking to their children? Like, Satan was so soft and cute, it got me curious about how the others would be and say to their babies. Hope you have a nice day! 💫

Aww. Okay, this is a cute ask. Of course~ time to give the other brothers time to calm their babies with loving words while they're in their mommy 🥰

Oh! And for reference to those who either haven't read it or don't remember, this is what Nonnie is referring to with Satan.

Also, I only included Lucifer, Mammon, and Leviathan in this, but will do the last three brothers (Satan is excluded from this since this prompt is based off one of his posts) in another post. I decided to do this since Next Gen posts tend to take me a while to do, despite the fact that they are my favorite to answer, and since I haven't posted much lately and wanna give ya guys more content.

So please enjoy!

Part 2

Lucifer:

Finding out that his daughter inherited demonic strength while she was still in her mother was a quite a terrifying thing for him, not that he'd admit it to most since he feels like he always needs to seem collected and on top of things.

Luckily, Lucifer truly is the type to keep his emotions in check when he needs to act

So when MC hit 5 months and had her first episode of pain, it only took a moment for the oldest to spring into action in order to help his Love.

Watching the human's belly get bruised from each quick kick and jab was difficult for him, but as some one skilled in magic, more so than all of his brothers combined, he knew a spell to use.

Hand hovering over her belly, a pale blue light extended from his finger tips and was absorbed into her skin.

The spell calmed his distressed child and stopped his Love's pain, but he didn't find out the reason for the episode till later that evening.

Discovering that MC's body wasn't absorbing the dark energy needed for their daughter's soul fast enough, causing the baby to become upset and lash out in fear...well, it wasn't an easy truth to handle.

Still, he didn't hesitate to push past his worry and look into a solution.

After consulting various experts he had connections with and looking through books, he discovered that most potions and spells that could help weren't human-safe in the long term, not even the calming spell he had been using so far.

When he discovered a non magical method, one that literally just required his time and his voice, he was genuinely surprised. Was it truly as easy as talking to his daughter?

When MC had her next episode, the two were preparing for bed. The human had finished slipping into her pjs just for the pain to hit her and cause her to lower to the ground as she hugged her stomach.

Lucifer quickly stopped changing and let his shirt fall to the floor, helping his Love over to the bed.

He felt somewhat awkward, even a little embarrassed to speak to his unborn child, but barely paused at all.

Leaning in close to MC's belly, he spoke softly to his daughter. Without really knowing what to say, he essentially started lecturing the baby on her behavior, though he really didn't realize it. He just knew he needed to speak and spoke what was currently on his mind. Lucifer was worried about MC, worried about his daughter, so though it was a lecture, it was a lecture filled with love and concern.

It's not as if their daughter has developed anywhere near enough to know what her daddy was saying though; all their baby recognized was her daddy's soft, loving tone and that was enough calm her and make her feel safe.

Overall, it was successful, taking not quite six minutes to make the pain completely cease.

Still kneeling in front of her, the demon took his girlfriend's hand and kissed it before giving it a gently squeezed and looking up at the sniffling human.

"Are you alright, Love?"

From then on, the demon never strayed far from his Love in case such an episode would spring up again.

Whenever possible though, Lucifer would always carry her off somewhere they could be alone when an episode started; he didn't want to have to try to calm his child while his brothers were freaking out around him and in truth, he found the situation a bit embarrassing. To be more specific, he was uncomfortable letting his brothers hear him speak so tenderly against MC's belly. Occasionally it was unavoidable though and the oldest had to deal with some of his brothers teasing him about it afterwards, especially Mammon.

Overall, such a method is a private, but meaningful thing to him. Even as the episodes lose their frequency, he still finds himself talking to his daughter. Essentially starts the lecturing while Ksenia is too young to realize she is being lectured, but it comes from a very loving place and that's what his daughter responds to.

Mammon:

Oh man, did this dude freak out when the first episode happened.

He tried very hard to keep calm, but it was obvious to anyone who saw him that he was panicking.

He managed to help MC over to the couch and had enough of his brain functioning to realize that he should go get Lucifer from help.

Honestly terrified and thought something was wrong. Well, scratch that. Something was very wrong, but more specifically, both he and MC were scared that she was losing their baby because the pain was so bad.

Luckily, after Mammon bursted into Lucifer's study and had the oldest come out to help, they find out that's not the issue at all. The Avatar of Pride didn't know exactly what the problem was yet, but it wasn't that. He used a calming spell on the human's belly that lightly sedated the child and ended the pain, though they all knew that it was just a temporary solution.

The two older brothers manage to rope Satan into things, having the blonde look through all of his books and do whatever magical tests he needs to in order for them to understand just what's happening with MC and the baby.

Mammon hovered around MC constantly at this point and kept bugging Satan for answers. The second brother didn't mean to seem impatient or ungrateful or anything like that; he was simply worried, even if he tried to pretend otherwise. It didn't stop the blonde from getting frustrated though.

When he found out about the slow energy absorption and how it was essentially scarying his baby girl into hurting her mama, Mammon felt guilty as hell. I mean, of course this would happen; MC is human. Of course her body can't absorb it fast enough. And yet...he still had to be a dumbass and knock her up. Now both his Human and his little girl were suffering 'cause of him.

While Satan searched for methods to stop the episodes and potentially help speed up the absorption process, Mammon kept buying stuff.

Yep. Boy had a guilted heart that pushed him to buy MC stuff. Technically, most of it was for their daughter, but seeing MC's face light up at the cute outfits and toys he got for their kid was exactly what the Avatar of Greed needed.

Mammon...he needed to feel like her was doing something right. For years. His brothers have treated him like he was nothing but a screw up and this situation...it really made all of their words ring in his head, made him feel like they just might be true.

Finding out that all he had to do to stop the pain was talk to his daughter? Easy peasy! Honestly, the dude was just glad there was something he could do.

Yes, his face was red the first time he had to do it. Plus, it was kinda hard to focus on his words since MC was crying in pain and he just wanted to focus on comforting her, but he couldn't.

Tells his baby girl to listen up because her Great Papa Mammon is here and she doesn't have to be scared anymore. One of the more blunt brothers with his kid and just out and tells Cassia that she'll get the dark energy she needs, no worries!

"So no worryin' and go easier on ya Ma, got that Babygirl?"

It was a slow start, but the episode ended in only 12 minutes, much better than the hour the pain would normally last.

Feels much less guilty here on out and when he does, the tsundere will snuggle up to MC and get all blushy, asking if he can have some belly time to talk to their baby.

Definitely the type of the dad to ask his girlfriend to let him have a 'private' talk with their unborn baby just to level with her belly and tell their daughter what a beautiful, sweet, and strong woman her mama is, ultimately smirking the entire time.

Leviathan:

Oh boy, did this man panic. Not sure whether he could have calmed down enough to help or at least get help for MC's first episode because he didn't really get the chance-- Asmo was passing by in the hall when he heard the couple screaming (MC in pain, Levi in panic) and ran to get help for them after poking his head in and seeing the scene.

First one the fifth brother ran into? Satan. The blonde kinda froze at the situation he was dragged into at first, but he remained calm for the most part and tried spell after spell, searching for a remedy to whatever was happening to the human and her child.

The blonde was just as surprised and relieved when the calming spell worked and the human's pain died down.

At some point during the episode, MC had clung and pressed herself against her boyfriend, crying into his chest and in turn, Levi held her tightly, as if he'd lose her if he let go. Even after her pain stopped, the two never let go of each other.

From there, Satan left to get some books from his room to do some tests to see if he could figure out what had transpired.

Levi couldn't even bring himself to look at MC's belly, which was covered in black and blue. He actively avoided lowering his gaze as he anxiously kept asking his Henry if could do something for her, which the human only shook her head. All MC wanted was answers and for Levi to not let go of her yet.

Hearing from Satan later about the issue with MC's absorption rate and his son's fear, the man immediately fell into himself, calling himself selfish and horrible and utterly worthless. Like Mammon, he blamed himself for this, but unlike the second brother, he didn't try to pretend he was okay.

It took a lot of comfort from MC as well as his brothers constantly telling him that he can't be falling apart now, for the man to break out of it a bit. They were right; Levi knew this. He wanted to be there for MC and help her with whatever she needs him to so instead of just knocking himself down, he needs to do the very things she needs him to do.

What did he need to do specifically though? He wasn't really sure till Satan came to him the talking strategy he discovered.

Talking to MC's belly? Talking to their son during an episode? The otaku found it embarrassing... I mean not a bad embarrassing, but still.

When the next episode occurred, the man almost forgot the method, if he's honest. Just like the first time, he panicked and just held his Henry close for a bit before he realized what he should be doing.

Accidentally shoved her away in his panic and quickly apologized before kneeling down in front of her belly.

Goes from apologizing to MC to beginning his little talk with his son with an apology for him. Tells Kai that he's sorry that he's so scared, sorry that things ended up like this, but that even Levi sees now that things will be okay. Gives a lot of reassurance to his son that he'll be okay.

Levi... it's no secret that he has a lot of anxiety problems; he's such a big worrier. This whole situation kinda puts a thought at the back of him; what if his son is like him in that regard? Will Kai become just as scared of people's judgements and whatever troubles could come in the future, just like him? The Avatar of Envy didn't want that for his son.

Promises to his son that he'll never have to be afraid of the things that Levi himself is. He leans in closer to the human's belly and tells his son that he'll do anything and everything to make sure that his son will live a safe, but unrestrained life; a life better than the one Levi has been living himself by hiding away from the world in his room.

It was at that promise where his son finally calmed down and the episode ended. He watched MC wipe the tears from her face for a minute before rising up and pulling his Henry in for a hug.

"I'm sorry." The demon murmured. "I'm sorry this kind of thing is gonna keep happening, but I'll always stop it for you. I'll keep fixing it and it'll be okay."

Overall, the episode only lasted about eight minutes, though two of those minutes was Levi panicking and forgetting he had to talk to his son.

Blushes each and every time he has to talk to his son during an episode without fail.

Not the type to do it outside of the episodes. Instead, he gotten a bit more cuddly around MC's belly. Often asks if the two of them can go lay down together so he can lay close to her belly and hug it. Especially feels the need to do that on his more anxious days.

#obey me #obey me otome #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me mc #obey me next gen

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myxtina · 6 years

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One Night Chapter 30

It has been two months since we found out the paternity of the babies.. Everything has been calm.. I was waiting for the storm.. Well with 2 kiddos here and 3 on the way I needed a bigger place.. Of course Jared was like move back with him.. No.. Shannon was like move in with him.. No.. Not yet anyway.. Jared still came to get the kids regularly.. Mia was getting ready to turn a year.. Party was planned.. It would be at Jareds.. Just family.. It passed with no issues.. Shannon was a regular fixture at my house.. I heard the door open bringing me back to reality.. “Hey babe, where are you?” Shannon yelled.. “Up here..” I yelled back.. Jared had the kids.. Shannon walked into the bedroom and dropped on the bed.. “Hey sexy.” he whispers in my ear.. “Yeah real sexy.. 6 months pregnant with triplets.. More like beached whale..” I say.. He leans over and kisses me. “Don’t listen to mommy babies, she looks beautiful.” Shannon says to my stomach.. Baby kicks.. I smile.. “They like your voice..” I say.. “Well they need to close their eyes cause daddy is about to do very naughty things to mommy..” he smirks.. He pulls me close kissing me.. His hand starts up my shirt gently massaging my breast when he gets there.. “Ok, baby?” asking permission.. “Yes, but please go easy.” I kiss him.. We undress and he moves behind me.. He pulls me up hands and knees. Gently pushing into me not putting any of his weight on me.. I moan.. He feels so good.. “That’s what I like to hear..” he whispers in my ear.. He increases his pace.. It doesn’t take long.. We don’t have sex alot because sometimes it hurts.. Not today.. I feels heavenly.. “Cum for me baby.” he says.. And I do.. He follows.. After we lay in the bed.. “I’m sorry..” I say.. “Why” he asks. “We don’t do that alot..” “It’s ok.. It’s enough for me” he says kissing my neck..

I have a doctors appt. today.. Shannon and I go.. Waiting for Jared in the waiting room.. He doesn’t show.. We go in.. Doctor does his thing.. “Well looks good.. You are dilated a little but with triplets that is common.. You will deliver early.. Let get you to 8 months and I will feel better.. No more sex..” he says.. I look at Shannon.. I know he will find somewhere to get it.. I don’t talk all the way home.. “What’s wrong baby?” Shannon asks.. “What the doctor said no sex. Shannon you have a healthy sex drive.. You will find a place to get it.” I say. He pulls the car over.. “Look at me.. I am not my brother.. I have never cheated on you and I am not going to start now.. You are carrying my children you are beautiful.. I think I can take care of myself.. I don’t want sex baby if it’s not with you” he says kissing me.. “Ok” I say. We get home. Jared is sitting in the drive way. “What do you want?” I ask.. “Doctors appt” he says.. “You missed it, just go home.. Where are the kids?” I ask “With mom, what do you mean I missed it” he says.. “It was a hour ago, everything is fine.. Jared go home.. I’m tired and want to lay down” I say.. “Sorry” he says as he leaves..

A month later I am moving in with Shannon.. Jared is not thrilled but is not starting any shit.. The kids are excited to be living with Uncle Shannon.. We have tried to explain how 2 of the babies I am carrying Uncle Shannon is the daddy but LJ doesn’t understand.. This is crazy.. Things settle down and we just start to wait.. I am getting more miserable day by day.. I finally hit 8 months.. I start having pains.. Bad.. And then I start spotting.. I call Constance to come get the kids.. We head to the hospital.. Once the doctor examines me he says “Yeah your in labor.. I don’t like the timing but these 3 have a mind of their own.. I will deliver baby A first..” looking at Jared. then turns to Shannon “And then the other two..” I start having contractions.. “Ok, here we go people.” the doctors say.. I push and deliver baby A, a girl.. She is beautiful but little.. The take her to check her out.. She is followed by her brother.. He is just as beautiful and small.. They take him next.. And lastly another boy.. As they are checking them Shannon whispers in my ear “God baby.. They are beautiful, you have made me the happiest man ever.. Marry me..” I look in his eyes and just nod.. He kisses me.. Jared comes over.. “She is beautiful..” “Your not mad it’s another girl?” I ask.. “Hell no..” he smiles kissing my my cheek..

The doctor comes in.. The babies have been taken to the NICU.. “Well everything looks good.. Baby A weights 4 lbs.. Baby B weights 4.5 and Baby C weighs 4.. The lungs look good and heart is good.. They will be here a little bit so they can gain weight and we can watch but everything looks real good.. He says.. We all breathe a sigh of relief.. “When can I see them..” I ask.. “Soon, we are just cleaning them up and getting them warm.” he says.. “Maggie, you had mentioned getting your tubes tied after birth is this still something you want?” the doctor asked. I looked at Shannon with the question in my eyes.. He nodded his head giving his approval.. “Yes, I would like to please..” I answered.. “Fine we will get that taken care of as well.” the doctor said and left. “I saw that.. Why are you asking Shannons approval and not mine..?” Jared asked.. “Because Shannon has asked me to marry him and I have said yes. So I feel he had a right in making that decision.. You have no rights as far as my body is concerned..” I answered back. Jared just stormed out. Shannon came and sat on the bed with me pulled me into his arms.. “So what are we going to name these children?” he asked.. “I don’t know what do you think?” I asked.

“Well since we had two boys at once.. I don’t think naming one after me would be a good idea.. Kinda like why one and not the other.” he said.. “Ok.” “I like Colin, Ian, Finnick, Michael and Noah.. What do you think? he asked.. “How about Colin Michael and Finnick Christopher..” I said.. “Perfect baby..” Shannon said and kissed me.. “I am going to go make some calls you gonna be ok?” Shannon asked.. “Yeah, I need to talk to Jared.. I think he feels excluded.” I say.. Shannon smiles and leaves.. I text Jared.. “We need to talk..” I am laying in bed and he comes in. “Where is Shannon left you already?” he asked.. “Jared come here..” I say.. He walks over and I pull him to sit on the bed.. I lean and hug him and kiss him on the cheek.. He stares at me like I have lost it.. “I know this is hard for you.. And I feel like you feel excluded.. But we had a little girl today.. She is ours..” I smile at him.. He returns my smile. A tear falls down his face.. “She is beautiful.. She looks like you..” He says.. He reaches up and cups my cheek, I lean into his touch. For a moment I forget all the bad and remember all the good.. “Well we need to name her,, I named our other two so I think you should name her..” I tell him..

“Shelby Anne” he says.. I smile.. “Ok” I hug him and he leans in “Please baby forgive me.. Come home and be with me.. Living without you is killing me.. I love you so much..” he whispers in my ear.. I pull away.. “I’m sorry Jared.. I have really thought about this and I can’t.. I am going to marry Shannon.. But we have the kids together so we have to get along.. Please let’s not fight..” I say with tears flowing down my face. He leans in a kisses the tears off my face.. “I will try..” he whispers and walks out.

*Sorry kinda did the pregnancy fast*

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blackrosesfanfic · 7 years

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Chapter 136

One Week Later

Cammie

I feel really bad about leaving the hospital but I promised MiMi that I would at ride out to the dance studio with her. She has been stressing me about going with her. I miss my husband and I miss my baby that can talk. Being at that hospital is stressful as well. Everything is stressful.

"I know you hate but don't show it so damn hard." MiMi says.

"You just don't understand. I don't have no fucking body I want."

She sucks her teeth. "But you got my dumbass who you obviously don't need. Shit."

"Oh shut up. I just hate this. I haven't fucking talked with Trey in 3 days. Three damn days, MiMi. How the hell is he always on stage or always sleep? It don't fucking matter what time I call him. I can never get him on the phone. I talk to Lane just about every time."

"I know you don't care about I say."

"You still talking, MyAsia!"

She laughs as she pulls into the parking lot of the dance studio. Suddenly all my anguish disappears. The thought of being able to dance feels so good. I love my baby to death but I really hate that he took dancing away from me for so long. I jump out of the car not waiting for MiMi at all. My heart beats fast anticipating the sound of music. I just want to hear so music that I can dance to.

"Damn, okay." MiMi yells.

"Irrelevant!"

I walk into the studio. There were a few people standing in the hall. I head to my private room. I fucking love Trey for this. I wouldn't have had it so soon of not for him. We wanted to do it but he finished the plans.

"Hell yes." I say spinning around the room.

I start the radio just wanting to here anything. I just want to dance to something. I dance around the room a bit then I pull my phone up to the radio. Once again I'm not looking for anything specific. All I want to do is dance.

"Look at you acting like life doesn't exist."

"Thank you, MiMi." I say dancing over to her. "It's been so long. I thought my love to dance."

She laughs. "You forgot to double up on your pads as well."

I gasp and grab my breast. "I forgot the pads."

"That's fucking tacky. You fucking leaking all over the dance floor."

"Oh daddy." I say seductively.

She hugs me. "Bae, I love you so damn much. My life wouldn't be shit without you. Even when I hated you I couldn't get enough of you."

"I know you love me." I spin around then sit on the floor. "I can't do too much dancing. Don't want to start fucking bleeding and those bitch ass doctors put me back in the bed."

"You give me life." MiMi says lying down on the floor. "Let's plan our lives for the next few years. No babies."

I put my hands in the sky. "Dear Lord, please let us enjoy these beautiful, yet ugly, dicks that you so gracefully placed in our paths without getting knocked up every year."

"Amen!" MiMi yells kicking her feet up.

"Bae, that's how you got pregnant. Put those legs down."

"We working at this studio then what?"

I turn to her. "I never thought we would get this far. My kids even gone to new heights. They too famous for my little ass. They gonna be on a movie. Something like step up. I'm excited for them. Some of them being offered individual stuff but they can't be on the TV without masks until 18. After that they gonna soar."

"How you know they won't run into anybody like they are?"

"They always masked except here. Home. You know they can't go to the state they were taken from. That's Tennessee and Kentucky."

"Well that's none of them." She sits up. "I'm thinking that we do a TV show."

I roll my eyes. "I'm kinda done with fucking TV."

"But I'm not."

"Damn, I'm out of ideas. Trey wants me to go back to school."

MiMi gives me a look. "Fa wha?"

I giggle. "To be a pharmacist like I started."

"Oh boo." she waves her hand. "It sounds like a good plan but I'm being selfish and that don't have shit to do with me."

"You could get your Master's."

She rolls her eyes. "And do what?"

"Be a nurse. Or be a pharmacist. Like me."

"Okay, on some real shit I would rather do a group home. I really like that home that your kids came from. I would honestly do that."

I shrug. "Even though that has nothing to do with kids. I dig it."

"I could go get my Master's in counseling. Don't exclude me, sexy."

"Okay, so we planning on either going back to school or opening a group home in the next 2 years of no kids."

"Watch I fuck this up first. My ass love getting pregnant and hate wrapping up my penis."

"Oh no. When did we say that?" I snap.

She stands up. "Minnie got her 4 month birthday coming up. I'm so glad that we have the money to fucking take pictures. You just don't know."

I crawl to my phone to check it. "I need to go pump."

"I figured you been away too long. A little time away from that room is as good as nothing. You ready?"

I'm more than ready to get back to my baby.

"It's been so hard. I miss my men."

"I know. I'm tired of staying at your house without anybody but my family. I'm back home now. It's not the same."

I sigh. "I haven't been there in almost two weeks. Oh my gosh. My baby almost two weeks."

MiMi claps. "We should definitely eat cake for him."

"You got mental issues. Why you get so happy?"

"It's cake."

I grab my things. "I got these big ass milk spots."

"Send it to Trey."

"I will not." I giggle.

She has a good laugh about it. "He would probably look right pass the milk with those full ass titties."

I laugh. My heart is torn in so many pieces. I want to be over the world at one time. Man, do I miss my men. Caden is temporarily on that list. I have to get back to the hospital. My baby might forget my smell. He knows my touch oh so well. We haven't lost that.

"You got this." MiMi says. "Oh April coming to see you today. Dee picking her up from the airport later today."

"I oddly missed her. She hasn't been by since Trey left."

MiMi opens the door for me. "We need to get something done to your head. Look like you lost a fight with static."

I touch my ponytail. "That's all I felt like doing to it."

"Oh, I know."

"Hush."

Trey

"Ma."

"Tremaine." She says just as dry as I did.

I chuckle. "Don't do that. I haven't heard from you."

"You haven't heard from me? Tell me why I hear that you aren't talking to your wife. Are you crazy? I have to hear from her that you lost your mind. So you don't know that the doctor is talking about putting a trach tube in his throat because he isn't able to breathe and keep the milk down. I know you didn't hear about that if you not calling."

"Ma."

She cuts me off. "Don't give me any excuses. There's no explanation for this bullshit. She is going through this alone."

"I'm trying not to lost my mind halfway across the world. I'm not just in another state."

"Your point? Who is the supporter of your family? Rollie."

I suck my teeth. "Okay, Ma."

"Cammie?" Ma says. "I didn't know you were wake. Phone."

"Hello."

I sigh. "Hey, Jay."

Ma had turned the video on. Cammie looked extremely happy to say that I have been avoiding her. I purposely avoided talking to her for the past few days. I can't stand to see her sad and there's nothing I can do about. Nothing I can say to make it better. I also don't want to hear this shit my mama talking. A trach. They want to put a fucking hole in my baby throat.

"I'm so fucking mad at you."

"I can see your face. You sure you mad?"

She smiles for a few seconds before commenting. "Yes, I'm mad. Every time I call you someone else has the phone because you sleep or on stage. It's not even your concert. How you that busy?"

"I haven't been wanting to hear nothing bad."

"But I've been living it. You can't stand to hear it?"

I sit down. "It's hard being away right now."

"Yeah. Well I have more positive stuff to talk about today."

"Before you talk about that do you want to talk about the baby? Let me see him."

She blows. "Ma. Please."

April gets the phone. "I'm going to feed him tonight. I'm excited. He isn't gaining his weight back. He is still losing."

"Damn, I can tell. What the fuck?"

"His little butt is fighting though. I told Cammie that she should convince the doctor to let her breastfeed him."

"She can do that?"

April smiles at the camera. "Yes. You can talk to him as well."

I nod. "Okay."

"Don't be sad, Tweety. Everything is okay."

I nod. I wanted to hang up the phone. I swear I'm about 2 seconds from crying like a fucking baby and leaving this shit. It's not worth it. If I lose my baby it really wouldn't be a good enough excuse for not being there.

"I went to the studio with MiMi today." Cammie says smiling.

"Did you?" I smile.

Her mood was uplifting. "Yeah. It felt so good to dance. I didn't really do any real dancing but the feeling of being at my studio where I can dance freely felt so good. That's all you, so feel good about yourself. You made that possible."

"I made it possible?"

She moves the camera away from her face. "I have your shirt on. It's all I wear."

"You stole my shirt?" I laugh.

"Maybe." She smiles. "It would be amazing if they let me hold him and breastfeed."

I lean back in the chair. "You get to hold him much?"

"No." She rolls her eyes. "It takes so much to feed him that I let him rest while they not in here messing with him. Like they really annoying how much they always doing."

"Damn, I wish I could kiss those lips."

"Are you listening to me?"

"Yes. I was watching your lips move. I heard you."

Lane sits up in the bed across the room. "Mommy?"

I stand up. "Mommy on the phone. Want to see Mommy?"

"Yes." He says lying back.

"Cammie. You woke Lane up."

She smiles. "Hey, Mommy's boy."

"Hi, Mommy." he says smiling with his eyes closed.

"I love you, Lane."

He opens his eyes and blows a kiss at the phone. Of course that gets to her super fast. She starts crying immediately. Why did he having to go and do that? She wipes her face then she smiles from ear to ear.

"That's my fucking soul. You remember what you keeping away from me." she says.

"My boy." I say touching my chest.

She giggles. "Okay, whatever. I am the one that pumped blood through those little veins for 9 months."

"I know what I'm keeping from you." I nod.

"How is the tour going?"

"Good." I nod. "It's going really good for a tour."

She yawns. "Talking to you is making me sleepy."

I raise my eyebrows. "You fucking feel like that? I'm boring."

"Oh shut up. I feel relaxed that's all."

"I'm so sorry. I won't go without talking to you. If just felt good to hate you a little bit."

"What? How so?"

I laugh at her reaction. "It makes me feel a little better about being away from you."

"Whatever. If it floats your boat. Hate me."

"Just a little.."

"April are you going to sleep with me? Yes, I do. Okay." she says smiling really hard.

I suck my teeth."Y'all gay."

"Really? Ma..."

"You a lie." I laugh.

"Tremaine, I can hear you." Ma retorts.

I chuckle. "I love you both."

Cammie yawns again. "I've been really missing you and my big boy."

"I know. He has been sure to talk to you every day."

"Yes he has." She smiles. "I've actually been talking to CiCi a lot lately. She finally letting someone else be a bigger bitch than her."

I laugh. "That needed to happen."

Cammie closes her eyes. "Tremaine?"

"Alright, Jay. Please let me know what happens with the breastfeeding."

"I'll be sure she lets you know." Ma says from the background.

I sigh. "Thanks, Ma. Love you."

"I love you too. You stay strong."

"Yes, ma'am."

"And Maine." she gets the phone. "If ever you feel like you have had enough you give it all up and come home. This one will be here regardless of it all."

I nod my head. She kisses towards the phone then hangs up. I lay down on the bed next to Lane. He mumbles in his sleep. He is heaven sent. I don't know why he is so willing to be here away from Cammie. It's like he understands that he is needed here with me. I kiss his head. He needs to get a haircut.

"Lane?"

"Hm?" he says opening and closing his eyes.

"I love you."

He moves his lips but he is too sleepy to talk to me. I kiss him again. I feel better about going to sleep as well. I make sure my phone is turned up so I can hear my wakeup call from Buggiz in a few hours. Damn I miss Cammie.

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