the one thing i want in season 5 is for nezha to get an episode to himself.

he has been a (very literal) punching bag throughout the last seasons (every episode he appears in, he gets his ass kicked one way or another) and someone needs to address it

and whether it's him having some sort of spiral about it or just him finally getting the therapy and help he needs (they all need it, but this man has gone unappreciated for too long), we need an angsty nezha-centric episode

probably something relating to the whole azure lion celestial realm takeover and either his inability to protect the jade emperor or the power he's containing getting too much for him

the closest we've gotten to him getting to suffer is the peng feather stabby situation, him struggling to stand during the entirety of that fight, and then him being bandaged and out of commission in the special

but lmk can do better

and also cmon ao3 authors step it up there have been no good nezha-centric fics at all, let alone angst, recently, fill in that hole (i say, hypocritically)

anyway guys let's start a petition to get this going /hj

aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE

does the jimmy solidarity side of trafficblr understand how desperately jimmy either needs to win OR come ridiculously close to winning for me (me specifically) to be happy

like if he wins. which he could. that would be amazing. winning after dying first every single series would be incredible and i think i would go absolutely insane. he deserves it and he definitely could if he decided to stop playing up the pathetic wet cat/'bully me itll be funny' bit. which i feel as if i always have to clarify IT'S NOT A BAD BIT!! ITS FUNNY im just saying if he Did. he could do some serious damage to the server. like if jimmy solidarity decided that he was tired of being nice and literally nerfing himself and just sort of went off with a group in the next life series i personally think he could go crazy go stupid

but here's the thing. i will be happy with him winning. but i will be equally as happy (and i'd be a dirty liar if i didn't say possibly even more happy) if he got to like. third place. hell, even fifth place. and then someone stabbed him in the back at the last second. like, someone he had been running with for the entire series just. to win. stabs him in the back.

i feel as if. and correct me if im wrong. jimmy solidarity has never been straight up betrayed before, i dont think. he even did the betraying himself in last life, but i dont think someone has ever actively turned their back on him or stabbed him in the back out of wanting to win before. hes never been seen as enough of a threat to backstab. hes one of those players that gets a group or a partner and sticks with them for the entire series. he had scott in 3rd life, the southlands in last life, and tango in double life, and i fully believe that he only doesnt betray them because he doesnt want to.

imagine it in your head. jimmy solidarity is running with someone and decides that he needs to kill them. its not that weird of a thought. jimmy, in my opinion, has enough bastard energy where you CANT say that it would be out of character for him to betray someone. he could. he just doesnt. like, dude, if you want proof he literally DID betray his group in last life. no regret, broke one of the most sacred southlands rituals and tried to run away with a life. he has enough desperate bastard energy to do it if he really wanted to. he just doesnt enjoy doing it.

so imagine the absolute shock and horror that jimmy would experience when someone does directly betray him. he picks his group, or even his partner for the next life series and that person stabs him in the back suddenly? he would be flabbergasted. jimmy has little to no self-control, but jimmy i dont think would have the gall to betray one single person. he just. i dont think he'd get it. it would be horrible. and deliciously dramatic.

imagine the animatics out of that. jimmy solidarity girlbosses his way through the entire next life series. someone dies first before him, and you see how morbid it is for him to be excited, overjoyed at someone else's death. his circumstances have made it so he is happy when another person dies. he burns things down, forms strong enough alliances that he basically is untouchable, sets traps, embraces his innate bastard energy, and when he can finally see the light of a win, when he can finally see the possibility of him actually coming first...he is ripped away from that high by a sword in the back or a trapped base.

like jesus christ that would be horrible. and amazing. i would eat it up. im a jimmy solidarity enjoyer through and through, and of COURSE i want him to win, but im not gonna lie to myself and say that him getting close and then getting it torn away from him by a friend (and lets not make that sound less than it is; jimmy's enitre life basically circles around other people. getting betrayed by a friend would be horrible for him and him specifically) wouldnt be...wonderful. surely the jimmy solidairty side of trafficblr can agree im not crazy right. right.

my mom found this super detailed online test that helps you find careers that you'd probably like according to your answers (ofc we know that it's just a test and it doesn't mean you have to study what they give you, but i just can't find anything that i like and i'm running out of time, so we were like, why not yk) so, i took the test and after 30 minutes of answering questions you know what i got? biotechnology. the same career that i chose last year and the one i dropped out of in january.

idk if i want to laugh or cry tbh

we’re all just looking for that person who makes life worth living when often that person is actually a cat

good morning everyone :( i am in a Funk really bad and i wanna say it’s school but i know it’s a bit deeper than that. i dunno what to do i just feel weird… i hope everyone is having a good day tho imy guys :’)

Guys….what if I said I’m going to CERTAINLY use this and make an 8 part story with a supernatural Academy setting similar to my pirate and dark fantasy series?? :)) I saw this in the morning and instantly got hit with an idea 💀😭🫠

But also…when I went to search for the pic on Twitter, I came across this:

And so WHAT IF I SAID I’LL WRITE A GENDER SWITCHED SNOW WHITE WITH YUNHO??????? AND WHAT IF INSTEAD OF A PRINCESS, THE PRINCE WILL NEED SAVING?????? WHAT THEN??? I’ll certainly write both ideas I just mentioned TRUST but guys, be patient with me, I have to finish my thesis until the 28th of May AND I BARELY STARTED IT NAUR

making myself in bg3: a game i played in 2 parts

I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

i said forever ago i was gonna romance karlach as a dwarven forge cleric of moradin but i had a new character idea and now idk what to do 😭

realizing its almost been 6 months since top surgery:)

reading is awesome 😎

the nero and airi connection is so important it's not just bcs theyre my faves

If I was Dan Heng I'd have frankly gone insane a long time ago so honestly kudos to him for hearing "it's time to pay for what you've done!" x200 times a year for who knows how many decades when the sins in question have never even been his