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tommy-evan Ā· 1 year
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Rules: Pick any 10 of your fics, scroll somewhere to the midpoint, pick a line (or a few), and share it! Then tag 10 people.
tagged by @oneawkwardcookie - thank you !
1. love finds a way
He feels a soft touch against his hand then, and he blinks, turning to find Eddie smiling at him. His hand is on his hand, and Buck gulps, before heā€™s moving his hand under, and he watches as Eddieā€™s eyes flicker for a moment, unsure.
Until he realizes that Buckā€™s not pulling away, but opening his palm up, intertwining their fingers together. Eddieā€™s breath hitches then, and he smiles.
2. to watch someone you love (come home)
ā€œYeah? Well, it was your girlfriend that didnā€™t want to eat my food,ā€ Eddie returns with a shit-eating grin, putting the food on the coffee table, as Buck lays his head back with a sigh.
ā€œEx-girlfriend,ā€ he mutters uselessly and Eddie snorts, sitting beside him finally, his thigh pressed against his.
ā€œThank God for small blessings.ā€
3. what we deserve
ā€œYou okay for us to stay here? I gotta work on the deck, while these two have fun without us,ā€ he says, side-eying Chris then, and making him giggle. His dad blinks only once, before nodding.
ā€œOf course,ā€ he says, and thereā€™s a smile on his face that Eddie is still not used to seeing. At least, not directed at him in his adult life. He canā€™t help but wonder if theyā€™ll continue to be good the way they are when theyā€™re alone. What if itā€™s just the momentum of seeing each other for the first time since El Paso? What if itā€™s just this first day and then itā€™s back to how it was before? Did his dad mean any of it so far, or is he just placating Eddie? But before he can get too deep into it, he feels a nudge on his knee and comes back to Chris is calling his name.
4. this heart of mine
Joe knows heā€™ll be stuck on that for a while, so fundamentally entrenched in the pain the betrayal caused. Because there is always a choice. There is always a choice for people, to do good. To do the right thing. To do what is kind, and generous. If he digs into his very own memories as a child, he can feel the teachings of his mother and father: that in our hearts light and kindness we can give to the world, it is up to us how we choose to share it.
5. to forget is to remember, to cherish
Andy takes him by the arm then, and with promises to be back within a monthā€™s time, they go away together, and Joe lets himself be swept away in his sisterā€™s presence. Letā€™s himself drown in it, because he knows one day, sheā€™ll be a memory. And if their life were to continue beyond more than what they have already been blessed with, then one day, heā€™ll forget her face, her laughter, her joy.
6. letā€™s right, these wrongs, together
ā€œYou made me believe you were gone. My whole family. Our friends. They allā€”Fuck, Nicolo, how could you?ā€ he whimpers, and Nicky deserves it. He deserves it all.
7. in parts, i fall, in love
ā€œHere, let me hold that for you.ā€
Joe hands over his glasses with his only free hand, the other clutching the ever-melting ice bag over his face as he walks.
ā€œā€™Dank you.ā€ Great, now he sounds like Kermit the frog. He glances at Nicolo who gives him a weak smile, walking beside him, one hand on Joeā€™s elbow, the other holding the rest of their things.
8. hand-shaped bruise
They are afraid of anything they cannot understand, even if benefits them. So they stay away and leave the Prince alone in his castle.
9. beautiful, i see you
ā€œIā€™d be staring at myself too if I had your face,ā€ he says, smoothly, and Joeā€™s mouth drops open and he swears his face is going to fall off it feels so warm. Then the manā€™s own face flushes red then, but instead of being frozen like him, he steps forward and tilts his head at him.
10. baby immortal research
"I could survive this drop."
tagging: @queen-shuri @nilefreemans @catdadeddie @polarcell @rafael-silva
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kellie Ā· 1 year
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tagged by @superchlorine to share five songs i have on repeat šŸ’—
1. on the street ā€” j-hope ft. j cole
2. fighting ā€” BSS
3. ceilings ā€” lizzy mcalpine
4. you're on your own, kid ā€” taylor swift
5. got the thrills ā€” twice
if you see this, consider yourself tagged!
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itsnotreal Ā· 2 years
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SNIPPET SUNDAY!
Thank you @larrieblr for tagging me in this!! Iā€™m looking forward to reading your fic thatā€™s coming soon! This is a fic that I literally started this morning akdbakdhs I had the idea yesterday and just went with it (itā€™s farmer!louis and honey farmer!harry šŸ˜)
ā€œYou must be Louis?ā€ Harry held out a hand towards the other man.
The other man nodded, assessing Harryā€™s hand for a moment, ā€œā€˜Fraid Iā€™m all sweaty, otherwise Iā€™d shake that massive excuse for a hand.ā€
Harry flushed. Was that flirting?
ā€œRight then.ā€ He smirked, pulling his hand back to his side, ā€œThough, canā€™t say Iā€™m afraid of a little sweat.ā€ He continued easily, throwing Louis a wink.
The other man blessed Harry with a laugh that had his eyes crinkling at the sides, ā€œI guess youā€™ve had your fair share of sweaty days and nights,ā€ he seemed to realize how that sounded, rushing to explain, ā€œOn the farm, of course.ā€
ā€œOf course.ā€ Harry pulled his bottom lip into his mouth, nodding.
Thank you for reading!! I tag @wabadabadaba @itsmotivatingcara @disgruntledkittenface @cursethedaylight and anyone who wants to participate (:
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thewickedwizardofoz Ā· 2 years
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Tagged by @the-100th-witch in a game where I give a song for each letter of my url and then tag as many people as there are letters:
My URL is long (It's like 18 letters) so I'll put it under the cut, and also that's too many people to tag, but if you see this and wanna do it, go ahead! Enjoy my weird ass hodgepodge music tastes :)
T - Ten S And (10s And) by Pentagon, bc I'm obsessed and I'll put it in here even if it technically starts with 1 loool
H - Hikari Are by Burnout Syndromes!!
E - Evidence by Daisy x Daisy, I don't like how Fairy Tail ended, but this song is still a bop. so jot that down.
W - W.I.T.C.H. by Marion Raven
I - I Won't Say (I'm in Love) by Megara from Hercules.
C - Call Me Maybe by Ms Carly Rae Jepsen bc I loudly and proudly loved the song way back in high school before it was cool
K - King of Anything by Sara Barielles
E - Everybody Breaks a Glass by Lights
D - Dr Bebe by Pentagon was ROBBED of WINS.
W - ~Wendy~ It's You by SPYAIR
I - I'm a Hex Girl by the Hex Girls
Z - Zero by Kensho Ono
A - About Last Night by Monsta X
R - Reincarnation by Kiria Kurono (Yoshino Nanjou) from TMS#FE
D - Dreamer by Yuto Adachi bc ofc i gotta support my mans
O - Open Mind by Wonho
F - Free Your Mind by En Vogue
O - Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton
Z -Zombie by Day6
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flowercrowngods Ā· 11 months
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based on this concept of steve and mike coming out to each other
šŸ¤ also on ao3
The sun is setting in beautiful hues of pink and purple, tinging the town of Hawkins, Indiana, in a light of serenity and beauty it doesnā€™t really deserve. Steveā€™s hands are gripped tight around the steering wheel as he carefully scans the road and the houses he passes.
He almost misses the bike where itā€™s lying on the curb, carelessly discarded by the looks of it, and a tinge of worry shadows his frown. Worry that doesnā€™t quite dissipate when he spots the figure sitting on the roof, almost black against the lilac colour of the sky, but he breathes a sigh of relief. He considers grabbing the radio to let the others know he found Mike, but decides against it. Something tells him that maybe theyā€™ll take a while. Something tells him thereā€™s more to Willā€™s stunned silence and Mikeā€™s sudden departure from where they were all hanging out at Steveā€™s after another successful Hellfire session.Ā 
With a sigh, Steve cuts the engine and gets out of the car, keeping his eyes on Mike the whole time ā€” ready for him to take off again, ready to go sit a while and wait for him to come back. But Mike doesnā€™t move, even after he shuts the door and approaches the Wheelersā€™ house. He doesnā€™t acknowledge Steve when he pulls himself up to the roof, easier this time than the first time he did this.Ā 
Thereā€™s a snide comment in the air between them, a version of Mike that would have lashed out at him, made fun of and insulted him. But this one just sits there, hands in his lap, frown on his face, and stares ahead.Ā 
ā€œWhat do you want,ā€ he asks eventually, though it doesnā€™t have the kind of heat that Steve expects. He barely even sounds like a teenager. Just sort ofā€¦ dejected. Steve aches for him; just a little bit.Ā 
ā€œJust making sure youā€™re alright,ā€ Steve says, shrugging, looking ahead as well so Mike doesnā€™t feel watched. Or seen, maybe.Ā 
Because the thing is, Steve does see him. He sees the way he looks at Will sometimes, and the way his eyes fill with something that can only be described as yearning, or aching, followed by regret and fear. Which always, always turn into anger. Into frustration. Into snide comments and rolled eyes and walls that keep getting an inch added to them each day. Itā€™s never directed at Will, that anger, and rarely at the rest of the Party, but Steve still sees it. Gets the worst of it and takes it, because he knows something about how that feels.Ā 
He knows something about looking at someone like that, about feeling that fear, that regret, that worry that come with it. He knows something about never really daring to meet someoneā€™s eyes for fear of what they would see.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m alright,ā€ Mike says, sounding anything but. Thereā€™s a bitterness in his voice. Frustration in the way his thumb is picking at the skin of his fingers. Confusion in the tension of his shoulders, and Steve feels like he only needs to make one wrong move, say one wrong word, make a single sound thatā€™s off key to the melody of this moment, and Mike will jump off the roof and take off again with his bike.Ā 
So all he says, after a momentā€™s consideration, is, ā€œCool.ā€ Like he believes him. Giving Mike room to breathe, room to pretend. He knows something about that, too.Ā 
He knows and he sees and he feels.Ā 
And suddenly he wants to say something heā€™s never said before, something he didnā€™t even get to tell Robin because she knew and saw and felt, too, taking something from him that he hasnā€™t yet been ready to reclaim for himself.Ā 
And maybe itā€™s because he sees something of himself in the way Mike holds himself, in the way he snaps at anyone willing to listen, in the way he frowns in regret and barely meets anyoneā€™s eyes except when itā€™s in challenge ā€” and, most of all, in the way he never, never meets Willā€™s eyes. In the way he looks away when the other boy turns to him, and in the way his eyes will snap back and take in everything about his best friend when heā€™s not aware of it.Ā 
Maybe itā€™s because the sky is pink and lilac and purple above them, allowing for a certain magic to happen, allowing for a bravery that doesnā€™t come easy to him; but as he sits on the roof next to Mike Wheeler, the only one of the Party he never really connected with, he closes his eyes against the breeze that catches in his hair and opens his jacket a little further, slithering beneath the fabric as if in a brief embrace, a nudge, a sign to take this leap, and takes a deep breath.Ā 
His heart is picking up its pace inside his chest, taking this leap along wit him, and pulls up one of his legs to wrap his hands around it ā€” just to have something to hold onto.Ā 
He opens his mouth once, twice, three times, but the words never really come out. They donā€™t know how, and heā€™s beginning to tremble a little with it, tension building in his chest where the words are still locked away, hidden among layers of truth.Ā 
Mike looks over with a frown and eyes him warily. It makes Steve want to laugh, this sudden change of pace, but he just keeps staring ahead; even when Mike asks, ā€œAre you alright?ā€Ā 
ā€œYeah,ā€ Steve says. And then then dam is broken and breaking further, and with another deep breath, still not meeting Mikeā€™s eyes, instead focusing on the tree tops in the distance that shine in hues of purple, he finally says, ā€œIā€™m kind of dating Eddie Munson.ā€Ā 
And just like that, itā€™s out. Heā€™s out.Ā 
He doesnā€™t know if the world still spins, if time still passes, if he still breathes, because for a moment there is only silence. Mike stops picking at the skin of his fingers, Steve stops trembling, and neither of them moves.Ā 
Itā€™s both anticlimactic and momentous, this silence between them when their eyes meet. When the words unfold and grow wings, when Mike understands, his eyes growing big with something that Steve canā€™t quite read with how tense he is despite his best efforts.Ā 
The silence stretches between them, surpassing comfort and overstaying its welcome, and suddenly itā€™s Steve who feels like heā€™s about to take off if Mike so much as twitches his brows.Ā 
ā€œYouā€¦ What?ā€Ā 
Forget it, Steve wants to say. Nothing.Ā 
But also, Iā€™m in love with Eddie Munson. And I used to be in love with Nancy. And thatā€™s okay. Both of that, itā€™s okay.Ā 
He ends up repeating his words, though, because they know what itā€™s like to be spoken now. ā€œEddie. Iā€™m kind of dating Eddie.ā€Ā 
ā€œButā€¦ā€ Itā€™s Mike now whose mouth is opening and closing without saying anything. Mike whoā€™s blinking, trembling a little, twitching, picking at his skin again, moving further along his hand this time to pinch the skin between his thumb and pointer finger. Steve almost reaches out to stop him, but he doesnā€™t really dare to.Ā 
ā€œBut?ā€ he prompts after a while, not quite comfortable with this loaded kind of silence.Ā 
ā€œEddieā€™s a boy.ā€Ā 
But Tammy Thompson is a girl.Ā 
ā€œI know,ā€ Steve says, his tone carefully neutral, wanting to see, to wait where Mike takes this, to hear whatā€™s on his mind, to watch the wheels turn and the gears shift. He feels awfully raw and open, vulnerable with someone who hasnā€™t been treating that with care yet. But thereā€™s something about this moment that feels bigger than his own fears, bigger than the light nausea settling in his gut; far more important than the way he wants to run and hide, away from the scrutiny.Ā 
ā€œAndā€¦ā€ Mike continues, still battling the words inside his head. Steve wonders if there are too many or none at all. ā€œBut youā€¦ You loved Nancy.ā€Ā 
Ah. Smart boy. ā€œI did,ā€ Steve says with a small smile. ā€œAnd it was never a lie. But I found thatā€¦ Yeah, I can kinda like boys, too, yā€™know? And thatā€™s, like, okay.ā€
A beat. A frown. A confused, hopeful, small, ā€œIt is?ā€Ā 
Steve just nods, smiling in reassurance and relief at equal measures. Silence settles once more, now that the sky has darkened into a deeper, darker blue; but itā€™s not as loaded this time, not as tense. Itā€™s an invitation. An offering. A promise of Iā€™m here, Iā€™m with you, you can take as long as you need. To get down from the roof, to come back, to come out of wherever you think you need to hide from the world.Ā 
Mike takes it. He stays, pulling up his leg, too, mirroring Steveā€™s pose and staring ahead, but not as far away. He seems alert, seems to be thinking rather than dwelling, seems to be gearing up for something. Steve watches and sees and knows, remaining patient beside him, his chin resting on his knee as Mike learns to deal with this new world that has been presented to him. This new world that comes with opportunities and chances and possibilities that are scary and big and difficult to make.Ā 
ā€œYā€™know,ā€ Mike starts at last, interrupting the silence, playing with it, his voice hushed and quiet to keep it from disappearing completely. ā€œLucas, when he had that championship game? He told us, Dustin and me, that we didnā€™t have to be the losers this time. The nerds. The outcasts. Different. And all I wanted was to scream at him, becauseā€¦ā€Ā 
Mike swallows his words, keeping them from tumbling out of his mouth, and Steve aches for him again. He wants to reach out, wants to say itā€™s okay, tell him itā€™s alright, to take his time. But he waits in silence, lets Mike find the bravery he needs on his own, and waits.Ā 
ā€œBecause how could he say that, you know? How could he, whenā€¦ Will wasnā€™t there. And all I did, all I ever did anymore, was miss him. And I loved El, I knew I did. And she was gone, too, butā€¦ā€Ā 
He trails off again, and this time Steve picks it up. To let him know heā€™s not alone. To let Mike know he understands what heā€™s saying. He understands. ā€œBut sheā€™s not Will. You needed Will.ā€Ā 
ā€œBut I shouldnā€™t!ā€ Mike explodes suddenly, riled up because Steve adds fuel to the fire, because Steve has that same fire, too; and because they are so, so similar when they want to be. ā€œAnd now heā€™s back and it should be fine, I shouldnā€™t be feeling like this, it doesnā€™t even make sense! How can Iā€¦ā€Ā 
Steve looks at him, at his expression that is nothing but lost ā€” completely and utterly. Heā€™s seen it on the bathroom floor at the mall; high out of his mind as he was, heā€™ll never forget the way Robin looked at him, the sheer crestfallen expression. All that confusion, all that fear and frustration and, in the end, resignation. Heā€™s seen it in the mirror, and heā€™s seen it in those pretty brown eyes that he just canā€™t get out of his head anymore.Ā 
He offers, gently, ā€œHow can you need him when heā€™s right there? How can you love him when a year ago you loved El?ā€
And Mike just looks at him before he deflates completely, his shoulders falling along with his face. He nods. Shrugs. Looks away and hides his face behind his leg.Ā 
Steve sighs softly, watching the boy and speaking the words he wants to say the sixteen year-old version of himself. ā€œI donā€™t know,ā€ he says truthfully. ā€œI really donā€™t, and it sucks sometimes, having this need to, like, decide. Or understand. Or stop and be like the rest of them.ā€ Like Robin and Eddie, or like the rest of the world. ā€œBut I like to think, sometimes, that maybe itā€™s a good thing. That thereā€™s justā€¦ I donā€™t know, it sounds corny as hell, but like, thereā€™s just so much love to give, we canā€™t even stick to only boys or girls, yā€™know.ā€Ā 
ā€œThat does sound real corny as fuck, man,ā€ Mike says, and back is that long suffering tone of his, back is that eye roll and the twitching elbow, ready to nudge Steve in the side. Itā€™s still tinged with that vulnerability, not quite Mike yet, but itā€™s an offering.
One of many tonight, it seems.
Steve grins, a bit lopsided and raw, shoving Mike gently as he remembers something he overheard once. ā€œSorry, mister Heart of our group, but I donā€™t think you have any leg to stand on here.ā€
That makes Mike freeze, though, and he stares at Steve wide-eyed; caught. Exposed. Reminded.
ā€œWhat did you say?ā€
ā€œUh,ā€ Steve falters, not sure where he went wrong ā€” or if he went wrong at all. ā€œI overheard Will calling you that, talking about you to, uhm. Someone. I donā€™t know. Why, whatā€™sā€” Whatā€™s wrong?ā€
ā€œNothing,ā€ Mike says, way too quickly, pulling away again with everything he has, hiding behind those walls once more, and Steve feels whiplash from it.
ā€œMike,ā€ he says, his voice quiet and gentle as he turns to face him completely.
ā€œNo.ā€
ā€œItā€™s okay,ā€ Steve says. Promises, as much as he can.
ā€œShut up!ā€
ā€œYouā€™re not wrong or bad or broken. Itā€™s okay, youā€™re okay.ā€
ā€œI said, shut up, Steve.ā€
ā€œYou should see the way he looks at you, too. You should go talk to him. Youā€”ā€œ
Mike lashes out, finally coming out from behind those walls again, only to shove at Steve, to push him away ā€” hard enough for him to lose his balance and almost fall off the roof, clenching one hand on the edge, the other in the rainwater gutter with a bitten-off curse.
ā€œShit, Iā€™m sorry!ā€ Mike reaches for him immediately, snapping out of whatever anger Steve caused, and pulling him back until heā€™s safe again, apologising over and over, dead to Steveā€™s promises that itā€™s alright. ā€œFuck, Iā€™m so sorry, Steve, Iā€™m soā€”ā€œ
He pulls Mike against his chest, finally reaching out to hold the boy who always pushes people away when they get too close ā€” quite literally, too.
But he doesnā€™t shove this time, doesnā€™t move out of Steveā€™s grasp as the mumbled apologies become heaving sobs.
ā€œItā€™s okay, youā€™re okay, youā€™re so okay, Mike,ā€ Steve tells him over and over as he holds him. The sky above is almost black now and Steve lets Mike cry into his chest.
It takes a while for Mike to calm down, but Steve just holds him through it, ready to let go whenever Mike wants to pull back and snap out of it again ā€” but he never does, and Steve feels a certain kind of affection for the boy that is usually reserved for Lucas or Dustin.
At last, when heā€™s calmed down, Mike pulls back a little. ā€œDo you reallyā€¦ Does itā€¦ Is it really okay?ā€
Can it be okay? Can I really like both? Is that not just me, being broken and wrong and bad? Will I get the chance to not be alone?
Steve swallows hard, and his voice is hoarse when he says, ā€œYeah. Itā€™s really okay. ā€˜Nā€™ Iā€™m with you, yeah? If someone gives you shit for it. Or if you need a reminder.ā€
And Mike ā€” puffy eyed, snotty nosed, so, so young ā€” looks at him with those trusting eyes and nods, like he believes Steve. Like he trusts him. Like he hopes.
ā€œJust donā€™t fucking shove me off your roof again.ā€
Ans just like that, the spell is broken, the tension is lifted, and silence has left them, as Mike almost chokes on a laugh and shoves at him again, lightly this time, before jumping off the roof so Steve canā€™t retaliate.
ā€œAsshole,ā€ he mutters, shaking his head as he, too, jumps off the roof, dusting off his pants as he watches Mike grabbing his bike. ā€œHey, Micycle,ā€ he calls, cackling when Mike flips him the bird. ā€œYou want a ride back?ā€
Mike stops, considering as Steve casually flicks his keys into the air and catches them expertly. ā€œWhat kinda music do you got?ā€
ā€œThe Clash, ā€˜cause Eddie hates them.ā€
ā€œYeah, thatā€™s because they suck!ā€
Steve snorts, opening the driverā€™s side door. ā€œYā€™know, theyā€™re one of Willā€™s favourites, actually.ā€
He watches Mike freeze with a grin on his face, knowing thereā€™s no way the boy would take the bike.
ā€œYouā€™re so annoying,ā€ Mike sighs as he brings his bike close to the garage and carefully lays it on the grass this time before hurrying over to Steve, getting in on the front, rolling his eyes when Steve cackles. ā€œI donā€™t know why Eddie would date youā€”ā€œ
His words are drowned out when Steve turns up Train in Vain, drumming along on the steering wheel with a shit eating grin. Though the atmosphere is wildly different now, the spell broken and the bubble burst, itā€™s undeniable that something happened between them. Something big, something important.
Something that makes Mikeā€™s annoyed, long-suffering expression be broken by the smile heā€™s trying to hide. It makes Steve laugh, elated and feeling something thatā€™s much, much bigger than he himself ever could be.
Itā€™s going to be okay. So, so okay.
Before they know it, theyā€™re pulling up to Steveā€™s and he turns off the car, is about to get out when Mike makes him still again.
ā€œHey, Steve?ā€
ā€œHm?ā€
ā€œI think itā€™s cool. You and Eddie.ā€
He smiles, relief and fondness washing over him. ā€œYeah?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€
ā€œThanks.ā€ He reaches over and ruffles Mikeā€™s hair ā€” a wild mane these days, but they could make it work with some care and some products. ā€œNow go get your man, lover boy.ā€
ā€œGod, you suck so much, youā€™re so annoying!ā€
Steveā€™s cackling again when the passenger door slams shut and Mike lets himself into his house.
He spots a figure in the dark, their face lighting up when they take a drag of a cigarette ā€” and Steveā€™s heart stumbles in his chest. He scrambles to get out, attempting to look calm and collected, even though Eddie always manages to see right through him.
ā€œHello, stranger,ā€ he says, leaning against the wall beside Eddie, hiding away in the dark, where the world wonā€™t see their shoulders touch, or their fingers tentatively playing with each other before they canā€™t take it no longer and lace their hands, holding on tight.
ā€œHi,ā€ Eddie breathes. ā€œHowā€™d it go?ā€
ā€œFine, I think. But, uhmā€¦ I told him. About me. About us. That, uh. That okay?ā€
Even in the dark, Steve can feel eyes on him, but he just stares ahead, opting instead to give his warm hand a squeeze. He smiles when Eddieā€™s thumb begins to draw patterns on his palm.
ā€œHmm. Very. You think theyā€™ll be okay?ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ Steve breathes, stealing Eddieā€™s cigarette from his mouth and pulling it between his own lips. ā€œYeah, I think they will be.ā€
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aquanutart Ā· 2 years
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chomp
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food--exe Ā· 8 months
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without crt filter under cut + pronoun hcs and some extras
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terristre Ā· 7 months
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I know request says closed but I just wanted to tell you that weā€™ll finally be getting the Glorious Masquerade event this month. Any thought pookie? You excited?
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I AM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS til i can bully this man šŸ’„šŸ„Š
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pain-in-the-butler Ā· 8 months
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A compilation of art for my Dadbastian fanfic Coattails that I commissioned from the incredibly talented @tomoyoo! They went above and beyond with the details... Each picture feels as cozy and warm as a storybook, right? I'm so delighted with how they turned out!! Thank you for making each one so beautiful! šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
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obikinetic Ā· 2 months
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Missing your obikin art hours pls come back to us šŸ’“šŸ’“
Anon you are so sweet and I made this just for you šŸ„ŗšŸ’–
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pineappical Ā· 1 year
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do you believe in miracles?
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tommy-evan Ā· 2 years
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thank you alie @diazreyes for tagging me! i was thinking of doing this with alkaysani, but itā€™s only fair to do it with my spooky url
rules: make a new post and spell out your url with song titles, then tag as many people as there are letters in your url.Ā 
fallen leaves by billy talent
u.r.a.q.t by m.i.a
lithium by nirvana
la paura del buio by maneskin
mobb2it by clipping
olympus by greenpan
orion by 2wei
not a game by e-40, daveed diggs, rafael casal
dna by kendrick lamar
i feel it coming by the weeknd, daft punk
arsonistā€™s lullabye by hozier
zeus by ilselena
tagging 12 folks - no pressure though:
@nilefreemans @obsidiana @strangehighs @quiquimora @niccolos @bookersebastien @cherubinas @lesbiandiaz @guerin-michael @eddieshimbo @madsbuckley @carsonnshaw
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quinnigallagherjones Ā· 10 days
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tagged by @luthientinuvielss (thank you sm bee !! šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ«¶šŸ»šŸ«¶šŸ») to do this picrew !!
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flowercrowngods Ā· 11 months
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part 1 | part 2 | part 3 (these make one big story, you won't understand this part without the others)
day 04: here come the tears
a/n: the people have requested a surprise eddie pov and i have decided to pull a eurovision and ignore the public vote, just a little bit. but you get a tiny eddie pov, as a treat šŸ¤
Steve is crying. It's 1:07 a.m. and Steve is crying. And there is nothing Eddie can do about it as he's lying in bed, his heart breaking further with every passing second that they lie there in silence, quiet sniffles carrying over the phone.Ā 
Steve is crying and Eddie is breaking. Steve is not talking to him and Eddie is breaking. Steve is not okay, and neither is Eddie. They're both breaking.Ā 
And Eddie doesn't know what to do about it, how to fix it. How to make it better. How to tell Steve that he misses him, how to ask him to talk to him, how to keep him. To stop him from slipping through his fingers further and further until all there is is silence.Ā 
"You know," his mind wanders back to years ago, his heart cracking at the memory. "I had the biggest crush on him for the longest time. Forever, really."
He remembers the way Steve's eyebrows shot up, his eyes round with... shock? Surprise? Or maybe something bad?Ā 
"Oh?"Ā 
"Yeah," Eddie had chuckled, fiddling with the straw in his drink to give his hands something to do. "Remember that kiss?" Steve nodded. "Well." Another chuckle, awkward this time, and possibly too revealing.Ā 
Steve grinned at him, a self satisfied smirk that wavers just a little. "So you're saying you did fall madly in love with me, Munson?"Ā 
Eddie's breath had hitched a little because Steve remembered those words so perfectly that had since doomed Eddie completely. But he covered it up with a laugh so easily, he was sure Steve didn't notice.Ā 
"Maybe," he grinned. "But eh, that's in the past."Ā 
It wasn't a lie; not really. But wasn't the truth either.Ā 
The truth was that Eddie had moved on. The truth was that it's the kind of crush that was never really a crush. The kind that is a Forever more than anything else.Ā 
The kind that will always be there, a flame burning inside my chest that carries your name and keeps it alive, keeps me warm. The kind of flame that will always be ready to become a bonfire again. Just say the word, Stevie. It's written in the universe. Say the word and I'll be yours.Ā 
"Good," Steve said after a while, and Eddie remembers frowning, remembers that he wanted to ask what that tone was, what Steve was thinking. If he was worried or disgusted or felt betrayed that Eddie's been so hopelessly and helplessly in love with him.Ā 
But all he said was, "Yeah. Remember Chrissy? We're kinda official now."Ā 
And Eddie had known then just as he does now, that he'll be a happy man with Chrissy. She's his best friend, a sunshine on bleak days. She's no Steve, but she makes him happy. He had to move on from Steve ā€“ to try ā€“Ā and allow himself his own kind of happiness. He'd never expected to find it with Chrissy, but he loves her so much. He's grown to love her in the past years ā€“ not the movie kind of love, not the all-encompassing Steve kind of love, because that flame inside his chest can still only carry one name.Ā 
But life is not a movie. And love is not always a fire. But he's still warm, still content, still happy. And so is Chrissy. She knows about his flame, says she understands. Eddie thinks he has one of her own, but he never asked; just held her that night, creating more of that silent happiness.
ā€¦Is he happy? Lying in bed, listening to Steve's quiet breaths that are barely audible over the phone, remembering the kiss, the confession, the Forever that he tried to move on from, he wonders what he's doing. Wonders if that contentment is worthwhile if it somehow lead him to losing Steve.Ā 
Did he miss something? Did he fuck up without realising?Ā 
He can't ask; Steve won't talk.Ā 
All he can do is lie there and feel that flame that still carries Steve's name after ten, eleven, twelve years scorching his insides.Ā 
All he can do is wonder if the whispered, "Good night, Stevie. I miss you," is some kind of goodbye. All he can do is lie awake all night and wonder where they started losing each other.Ā 
~*~
Missing Eddie is worse than loving him. Missing Eddie makes it feel like all the heartbreak songs are written for Steve and his pain that will persist.
Itā€™s been three months since the engagement party, and the sharp, biting heartache that cut into his lungs every time Steve tried to take a deep breath has dulled now, turned into a constant ache, an emptiness, the sorrowful traces of where an I love you turned into an I miss you.Ā 
Heā€™s barely talking to Eddie anymore, and with every passing day he just misses him more.Ā 
Steve types the words I miss you over and over and over again, but never hits send. Just stares at them, wondering if Eddie knows. Wondering if heā€™s doing the right thing. He isnā€™t. There is no right thing. Nothing is right. Not without Eddie.Ā 
He scrolls up in their chat, past Eddieā€™s questions if heā€™s okay, past his very own I miss yous, up and up and up to the strings of hearts, to the inside jokes, to the gentle teasing, to the Youā€™re my favourite persons, to the happiness and joy and good, good times.Ā 
He scrolls and scrolls until his phone vibrates and tells him thereā€™s a new message in the chat. Steve frowns, his hollow heart racing as he scrolls down again to see Eddieā€™s new message.Ā 
Eddie Munson: ā€” Can I come over?Ā 
Steve frowns.Ā 
ā€” why? are you okay?Ā 
Eddie Munson: ā€” No. ā€” Nothing is okay. Youā€™re gone and youā€™re not talking to me and I miss you and Iā€™m losing you and I donā€™t know why ā€” I dont know anything. ā€” I just wanna know, wanna talk, wanna understand ā€” I wanna fix this. I fucked up, I think, and I wanna make it better. ā€” I need to talk to you ā€” Please. Please can I come overĀ 
Steve swallows hard, as he reads the incoming messages over and over again, watching the little bubble that says Eddieā€™s typing still. Watching as it disappears and reappears, reading until his eyes begin to sting and his vision is blurred with tears for the first time this week.Ā 
Letting them fall as he types,Ā 
ā€” no. please dontĀ 
Eddie doesnā€™t reply to that, and Steve breathes out long and hard, throwing his phone to the side, not caring where it lands on the couch as he slumps over to the other side, turning up the music even louder.Ā 
Oh, can you tell I havenā€™s slept very well Since the last time that we spoke. I said, ā€˜Please understand Iā€™ve been drinking again And all I do is hope.ā€™
It consumes him, this song and the way it was written for him. The way it was written about him. Because he has no right to ask Eddie to stay. Heā€™s the one whoā€™s leaving. Heā€™s the one not telling Eddie what is wrong, why heā€™s pulling back so suddenly.Ā 
Iā€™m not strong enough for the both of us. What was I supposed to do, You know I love you. Please, stay.
Please stay. Please, please, please stay. Itā€™s about him. Itā€™s about Eddie. About them.Ā 
And Steve listens to it over and over again, not caring that his neighbours will know it by heart by know, will be so tired of him wallowing for weeks and months, and will come knocking soon. He doesnā€™t care, not when Mayday Parade are singing, All the loveā€™s still there, I just donā€™t know what to do with it now.Ā 
He types that into Eddieā€™s chat. Doesnā€™t hit send. Sends it to Robin instead, and gets a shaking hands emoji in return. It makes him smile as he re-starts the song.Ā 
~*~
That night, he wakes around 2 a.m. to a missed call an hour ago and one new message on his mailbox. He lifts his phone to his ear with shaking hands and bated breath, a pit opening in his stomach when he hears the Judas Priest song thatā€™s been in his Sad Eddie playlist since the beginning.Ā 
His heart cracks open when he hears Eddieā€™s sniffle, a heavy sigh, and another sniffle, followed by a little, Fuck.Ā 
ā€œStevie? Iā€™mā€¦ You donā€™t get to do this. You donā€™t get to justā€” to just disappear. To slip through my fucking fingers, or float away like aā€” a dream, when you wake up, and you wanna go back to sleep because it was a good dream, and youā€” I donā€™t wanā€™ you to be a good dream Steve. Youā€™re likeā€¦ Fuck, man!ā€Ā 
Eddieā€™s voice is breaking, and so is Steveā€™s heart as his hand begins to tremble and he sits up in bed, closing his eyes, squeezing them shut because he doesnā€™t want to see the world as Eddieā€™s rambling at him.Ā 
ā€œI miss you. I miss you so much, and I donā€™t understand whatā€™s happening. I donā€™tā€¦ I donā€™t wanna miss you. How do I get you back, Stevie? Please justā€¦ God, please just talk to me. Iā€™d do anything for you, you know that. Just tell me, just say the word. Justā€¦ Just say the word, please.ā€Ā 
Thereā€™s silence after that, only Judas Priestā€™s Here come the tears over and over as the song is ending. Steve is crying as he listens to Eddieā€™s silence.Ā 
ā€œJust. Justā€¦ Please, Stevie.ā€Ā 
The call ends then, the line cutting to the staticky voice instructing him to save or delete the message. Steve saves it. He doesnā€™t know why.Ā 
He also doesnā€™t know why heā€™s scrolling through his contacts with trembling hands and hits Call when he reaches Eddie.Ā 
The call doesnā€™t even get to the second ring before itā€™s picked up already.Ā 
ā€œStevie?ā€ Eddie sounds breathless, wild, and just a little hoarse. Like he was still crying.Ā 
ā€œHi,ā€ he says lamely, still shaking, a little breathless himself, and with absolutely no idea what he should say.Ā 
ā€œIā€™mā€¦ Hi.ā€Ā 
Silence falls, and Steve wipes at his eyes. Heā€™s still in bed, just sitting there with his phone pressed to his ear, and the ball thatā€™s coiled inside him is growing larger and larger with each passing second that he doesnā€™t say Sorry, that he doesnā€™t say I miss you, too. That he doesnā€™t say I love you.Ā 
ā€œCan I come in?ā€Ā 
He blinks, the question throwing him off his thought spiral. ā€œHuh?ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sort ofā€¦ outside your building right now.ā€Ā 
Why, he wants to ask. No, he wants to say. Youā€™re gonna see, youā€™re gonna know, youā€™re gonna hate me forever.Ā 
ā€œOkay,ā€ he breathes and climbs out of bed, blanket around his shoulders despite the summer heat, because suddenly heā€™s freezing. He buzzes Eddie in, listens to him on the phone as he walks up the stairs, neither of them thinking of hanging up, and opens his doors with shaking, trembling hands.Ā 
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royalboybun Ā· 6 months
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hereā€™s another Flight Rising doodle- this time itā€™s my fae, Precious!! he was the first dragon on my account!!! šŸ©µ
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