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lulu2992 · 6 months

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So Greg Bryk regularly goes live on Instagram to chat with his followers and answer a few questions, and almost every time, someone asks if he’d like to play Joseph Seed again if he had the chance, to which he used to always reply that, yes, he absolutely would. However, in early 2022, he didn’t seem so sure anymore and said it would depend on the script (the question was specifically about a potential Far Cry 5 movie) and the writer(s). Then, a few months later, he implied he didn’t feel like playing the Father ever again because he thought the character’s story was “finished” and that Ubisoft should focus on creating new things instead…

Well, on October 14, 2023, he once again went live on Instagram and, when people mentioned Far Cry 5 in the chat, he revealed that he had reached out to Dan Hay and Drew Holmes, two of the game’s three main writers he’s become friends with, and that they had visited him “on set” (I’m not sure what he was shooting) the day before. In the past, he had already explained several times that he had loved working with them and thought the story they wrote (along with “JS”, Jean-Sébastien Décant, the game’s third main writer) was fantastic. This time, he added that Far Cry 5 was really “special” to him because the writers “cared a lot” about creating something great with amazing characters, and that he thought the whole Seed family was really well-written.

A few minutes later, when he was asked which character he would like to play again if he could, he said it was hard for him to choose because he loves them all, but he eventually picked Jeremy Danvers (Bitten) and Cobbs Pond (Frontier).

Then, surprisingly, he also mentioned Joseph.

I don’t know why he changed his mind again or if the fact he contacted Dan Hay (who doesn’t work for Ubisoft anymore) and Drew Holmes (who recently became the new IP Director for Far Cry) means anything, and I’m not sure I want more Far Cry 5 content to be released anyway (for continuity reasons), but I guess the Seed family’s return, as equally exciting and truly terrifying as this eventuality sounds to me, isn’t completely out of the question anymore in Greg Bryk’s mind!

#someone also asked if the book of joseph was canon but as expected he had no idea #actors rarely know that stuff and I’m not even sure he got to read it...#but yeah the boys’ awful childhood is definitely canon the writers have talked about it several times #far cry 5 #joseph seed #greg bryk #okay but... listen #I wondered if I was just imagining things when he first mentioned collapse during a live stream and I thought he looked a bit upset #the dlc wasn’t out yet but I was pessimistic so I concluded my fear probably was the reason he seemed unenthusiastic/disappointed to me #then when he said he didn’t feel like playing joseph anymore I once again wondered if it was because of collapse (which was now out)#but I told myself I was most likely influenced by my own negative opinion and he simply wanted to focus on new projects #but... now he’s happily talking about the original writers and how much they 'cared' about making something good #and he seems really enthusiatic again about possibly reprising the role in the future #so is he implying that he thought the other writers (the dlc’s)... didn’t 'care'?#does he also think there were problems with the seeds’ characterization in collapse??#is it possible that I wasn’t just projecting after all???#????#...okay maybe I’m still projecting #but the timing is a bit suspicious isn’t it?

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androgymagnus · 1 year

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ok but i desperately want jenna and keith to like. they call leverage international, get involved, and eventually meet the og team and jenna goes HEY WHAT THE FUCK

#although i am slightly disappointed at the ending just bc #she was so clearly like #suspicious of all the coincidences #so i really thought she was going to turn around on one of them and be like YOU!!!!!!#the fact she apparently just dismissed it all and glosses over it and doesnt think it was that weird #just. undermines her whole Thing a bit + feels like it plays into the whole dumb luck magic vibe lr's had going and im not psyched about it #leverage redemption spoilers #leverage redemption #the belly of the beast job

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hollowwhisperings · 11 months

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Jojen is Fine, Actually: "Weirwood Paste" is Weirwood Paste.

CW: humanitarian diets, body horror, general blasphemy, mention of grooming (in the context of creepy tree wizards).

Okay so my being a HUGE Jojen (& House Reed in general) fan gives me an Obvious Bias against the idea of Jojen Dying Offscreen.

My being a huge literary nerd & lore geek, however, informs my Metaphor Senses that Jojen is Fine*, Actually.

The "Weirwood Paste" is Weirwood Paste: made of weirwood seeds, locally sourced. Said "Local Weirwood Tree" being. Y'know. Brynden Rivers.

It's Brynden Paste.

(*Fine: chronically ill, majorly depressed, freezing cold, surrounded by creepy tree people, stuck in a zombie wasteland, if he ever goes home he Dies, repeatedly dreaming of his own death... but, at least, Not Dead nor Being Eaten by the Prince of his Dreams? He's "Fine".)

First and foremost: storytelling conventions, even in a series as "deliberately unconventional" as ASOIAF, tend to tell audiences that NO ONE is genuinely "dead" until you see a body. And personally check its pulse. And test for rigor mortis. And maybe stab them in a lethal place, jusr to be Sure. And then burn the body, scatter its ashes, send couriers off in different directions to hide what remains in Remote Places never to be known of by the other couriers. Maybe Silence the couriers if they come back.

Er, you get the picture.

Most subscribers to "Jojenpaste" are in it for the lolz or assume The Worst due to Jojen's non-presence in the latest Bran chapters (aaand Jojen's being Very Permanently Dead in That Dragon Show). It's also an "easy" assumption that Since GRRM Is GRRM, any & all opportunities for Humanitarianism will be fully utilized.

Except... the weirwood paste is ALREADY "made of people" just because it's Weirwood (specifically, weirwood seeds) and the series has consistently described weirwood trees as "[human]".

Weirwood have "bone white" bark; they have Faces carved into them; they "Watch" and "Listen" and "Witness": this is consistent across POV characters, even before Jojen casually brings up "oh they're what Greenseers Become" or any meetings with a Literal Tree Man.

Weirwoods are described in human terms, doing human things, and at least 1 major character has been directly equivicated with Weirwoods for Plot Purposes: Ghost the Direwolf (and wolves, of course, are consistently used to mean "someone of House Stark" and the Starklings especially).

Then there is The Creepy Tree Man in the room: Brynden Rivers, called "Three-Eyed Raven" by Bran and Jojen (for that was how their Dreams interpreted him) or "The Last Greenseer" by the Singers (...despite BRAN very pointedly Being There To Prove Otherwise).

Brynden is also, as mentioned, a Tree Now.

A Weirwood Tree.

Y'know. Like the ones whose seeds make the Paste Bran's been eating.

So, unless the Singers have been sneaking about in Others' Territory to collect seeds from a different weirwood tree... that Paste is made of BRYNDEN.

Bran being fed "Brynden Paste' while Brynden Indoctrinates Teaches Bran to be a Tree Wizard makes far more sense, logistically & thematically, than Jojen getting shanked offscreen to belatedly be revealed to be "part of Bran all along".

For one thing, Meera would gladly set the Cave & everyone in it on fire if anyone so much as looks at her baby brother suspiciously. For another, Brynden is Right There for the eating & is filled with all sorts of Prophecy Juice: he's a Blackwood, he's a Targaryen, he's a Royal Bastard, he was an Infamous Spymaster with "A thousand eyes and one", he's done weird sacrifice BS before, he's a Greenseer (Jojen "only" has Greensight), he's a Living God (as per Singer & First Men Lore), the Cave Cult is trying to turn Bran INTO him...

There is a lot more "logic" to Bran's Magic Lessons featuring his knowingly (subconsciously, at least) eating Brynden than his secretly eating his friend. Human sacrifice tends to require Knowledge of the cost being paid & being Willing to do it anyway: Bran might be too tripped up on Paste to consciously connect the "Weirwood Paste" he eats with "that Human Weirwood Tree i'm sitting next to" but the Singers explicitly tell Bran the Paste is made from Weirwood Seeds. Bran "knows".

Godeating (metaphoric & literal) is a trope that is most commonly found in JRPGs, nowadays, but it has Precedent throughout western mythology: the Titan Kronus ate each of his children as they were born, Zeus alone escaping, in an effort to Dodge Prophecy; Zeus inherited Said Prophecy and, being his Father's Son, ate his first wife. The details of the Titanomachy (the War against the Titans by their reasonably upset kids) are Lost but Zeus, at least, gained all his Wife's Wisdom (& her pregnancy too) after eating her: Athena may or may not have Taken It Back upon breaking out from her Eaten Mother & Dear Old Dad.

Consuming something in order to "become" what is eaten is Fairly Common, if not with that specific phrasing: vampires seldom explain their reproduction as "eat me to become me", whilst the adorable Nintendo character Kirby & his method of Powering Up via Playing Vacuum, is Rephrased out of Sheer Self-Preservation (no one, not even I, likes to admit that The Cute Pink Blob is an Eldritch Abomination). Many JRPGs & works in eastern media use similar themes of "monster eats monster" and "let's eat god" for the purposes of High Stakes Action. Japan & East Asia has a lot less "baggage" when it comes to utilizing themes from Abrahamic verse, meaning that western works using themes of [consuming the divine] and [apotheosis] use Vampire Methodology. Such is the case in the Dragon Age series & its Order of Grey Wardens (who are, From A Certain POV, dragon god vampires).

Within the ASOIAF series itself, Dany's eating a horse heart (raw) has Humanitarian Themes in service of Prophecy and [Divinity]: the horse heart to the Dothraki, a society of horselords, could be what weirwood seeds are to First Men (especially given Jojen's whole "btw, the trees are gods are former greenseers").

Brynden & the Cave's Singers (whom I dearly hope are some long-exiled Cult & not reflective of Singers as a whole) are not particularly subtle in their Intentions for Bran: he is to be their New "Last" Greenseer. Bran is to Become Brynden or Brynden is to Become Bran: either and possibly both are plausible, though how compliant with the Singers' goals Brynden may be has yet to be revealed.

(the Brynden of F&B and D&E strikes me as someone who would gladly bodysnatch some poor kid for his own Agenda: the Singers seem unlikely to support fire-breathing foreigners, not without a Contingency Plan; somewhat likely to want Bran for the purposes of installing a Tree Hivemind Police State; and maybe, possibly... "just" wanting a Second God for their Cult in Bran, who probably Smells Better).

SUMMARY

Weirwoods are Personified in almost every appearance. Weirwood Trees are considered Gods. Jojen (& some Singers) have stated that the Next Evolutionary Phase of a Greenseer is "Weirwood Tree". Brynden "the Last Greenseer" is part of a Weirwood Tree.

Brynden & the Singers are Turning Bran Into A Weirwood Tree.

Bran's current diet is Tree Paste. His magic teacher, Brynden, is Part-Tree. The Nearest Tree to make Paste from is Brynden. The Paste is made of Brynden.

(Let's NOT think too hard on which parts of Brynden: I've only gotten this far in this Meta by using "Hunanitarian" as a pun.)

Eating Gods to Become A God is an existing Trope. Brynden is a God, by Singer & First Men definitions. Bran is being Groomed to Become Brynden, a God. To Become Brynden, Bran must Eat Brynden.

TL;DR

The Weirwood Paste is Weirwood Paste and Brynden is the Weirwood: the Paste is not "Jojen", it's BRYNDEN.

Jojen is Not Paste: Jojen is Alive but Not Well & Very Depressed.

#bran stark meta #valyrianscrolls #jojen reed #brynden rivers #the last greenseer #asoiaf theories #cw cannibalism #methodology of apotheosis #suspiciously remote tree people cultists are suspicious #i think i forgot to add back my theory that meera is overdue for some arson and jaywalking #the title is the last greenseer not three-eyed crow #three-eyed crow is just his default avatar in the minds of telepathic children #jojen doesnt go around calling bran winged wolf and expecting others to know what that means in his dreams #jojen goes around calling bran his prince #because bran could become the literal man of his dreams #i imagine jojen was disappointed to discover his prophetic dreams were emphasis prophetic

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transingthoseformers · 6 months

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TFA GrimFire Idea in which young Decepticon Misfire decides to follow his hero Lugnut on the "long shot" grief mission that was the search for Megatron post funeral only he's delayed because he has to escape the rest of the Scavengers wanting him to be reasonable. He crashes and lands on Dinobot Island, meets Grimlock, Swoop, and Snarl, who reacue him from the ocean. Between the three of them, they try to figure out how to prepare Grimlock's "pretty bird" who tells fun stories and has games and Misfire is totally enchanted by these cute little guys. They may be big for Autobots but they are still small to him.

By the time Krok manages to sneak out a ship and track him down with the other Scavengers he's calling him "Grimsy" and Grimlock has declared him Queen of Dinobot Island and has sworn he'd go on a quest to find Misfire's missing Leader to "prove himself" because he asked Prowl and Bulkhead about marriages and things duringbtheir last visit.

Prowl and Bulkhead, meanwhile, are trying to cover up the dino shaped destruction from Grimlock's search for parts to repair Misfire.

Oooo aww yes!

Tfa Misfire would be such a treat because he's a menace but also he's a menace.

Grimlock has become attached, and Misfire has dethroned BA

I say as if BA cares anymore

Sdfg oh Grim. yes. Marriage is your first thought.

And of course a rampage is in order

#maccadam #transformers #misfire #krok #who is somewhat disappointed in misfire #tfa grimlock #because at least krok can see this reptilian autobot seems to care #tfa prowl #tfa megatron #tfa bulkhead #who finds this sweet but is also greatly suspicious of misfire #tfa lugnut #tfa blackarachnia #who is busy trying to puzzle out how to 'cure' her organic half and snarkily flirting with Slipstream #grimfire

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reallyghostlypost · 9 months

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Concept: the farmer adopts Morris after Joja gets run out of town

SVE Morris isn't that bad, and if you get his hearts up he starts to understand how bad Joja is (and how much of a dick he was) and even tries to do some things better (like better pay for Claire and Shane). It's kind of a shame that he leaves for good after he starts his character development.

So, what if on his last day in Pelican Town the farmer overheards Morris talking on the phone desperately trying to explain to his boss that he'll be homeless if he gets fired? But at the end of the phone call it's obvious that Joja doesn't care. The farmer feels responsible for Morris's situation and offers him a room in the farmhouse. Maybe eventually Morris will end up with a small cabin somewhere on the farm.

I think Morris as a farmhand would be cute. He'll grumble as he collects eggs, gathers fruits from trees and maybe checks the fish ponds and crab pots. Basically anything that doesn't require any farming knowledge but saves the farmer some time. He'll also argue with Pierre every single time he goes shopping.

#pierre will be so disappointed the first time he realizes morris isnt gone #he will be suspicious for weeks #morris is definitely planning something #sve headcanon

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lucent-nargacuga · 3 months

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looks around awkwardly

I know I loathe valentine's day with every fibre of my being, but,,,

read the tags of the original post for context, but only if you're prepared for a shit ton of awkward embarrassment

#capri rambles #I'm 99% sure this is a weird platonic interest. no I am not proposing. or confessing ''love''. or doing anything stupid like that #I will simply be giving them. a gift. of some sort. as I am only interested in friendship #an appreciation gift perhaps...#it's definitely going to be art. I won't post it publicly right away #I think what I'll do. is make random gift art for other people and post it with them so nobody gets suspicious #yes I am too shy and awkward to let anyone know who it is #mutual I'm pretty sure you'll see this. and you'll Know all this internal turmoil is about you once- I mean- if you get the gift #dearest mutual please know I am a coward and a fool. please don't get mad at me for my shitfucked brain making me feel this way #I'm angry and disappointed with myself already as is. this is so stupid. um anyway #I won't be doing this on the day itself I already have a plan for that and that plan is being bitter about my ex

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age-of-moonknight · 1 year

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“Home Game,” Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #17.

Writer: Jed MacKay; Artist: Alessandro Cappuccio; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 9 #Moon Knight 2021 #Moon Knight comics #latest release #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Hunter’s Moon #let’s heckin’ gooOOOO #I was suspicious of Dr. Badr staying dead for long but I’m definitely not disappointed that they brought him back within the same issue #I’m rather glad actually #and they did it in such a HYPE way too #and gosh can we just say #thank you Mr. Cappuccio and Ms. Rosenberg

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logically-asexual · 1 year

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there. Sanders Sides as the cast of Dracula:

Logan as John (Jack) Seward, M. D. — skeptical man of science who thinks he’s all rational when he actually just has many repressed feelings.

Roman as Arthur Holmwood, Lord Godalming — he’s rich and perfect and nobility and romantic enough to get the love interest.

Patton as Lucy Westenra — sweet, caring, loved by everyone. idk.

Remus as Quincey P. Morris — listen… i don’t know. i just wanted Remus as the surprising cowboy in the english vampire novel. he likes to shoot things.

Virgil as Jonathan Harker — traumatized man who needs therapy but it’s okay because he has friends that love him. carries a knife everywhere.

Janus as Dracula — hmmm. evil. gaslight gatekeep girlboss. likes scheming even if it takes months or years for his plan to be fulfilled (or fail miserably) Virgil/Jonathan hates him and would stab him given the chance.

Bonus that i would draw if i had the patience:

Joan as Mina Harker — also loved by everyone, the actual braincell, “i am the train fiend” sounds like something joan would say, too.

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rescuefield-arch1 · 28 days

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you know with all the buzz going around it, i know re9 won't be as shitty as the reddit community makes it sound but also i hope in a way it won't be an utter disappointment ( read, a game only about chris & leon ) like... show us the core four, what are they up to these days and how deeper they are in the rabbit hole of all the pawn conspiracies. show us beloved "side characters" that we've been asking about and don't make it lazy by saying they all joined the bsaa - give it some variety, tell us how the outbreaks they were involved in shaped their vision of the world, how they're helping the mains to give it an end. and for the love of god address the ending of rev2 💀

#do you ever think about the fact that 3 out of 4 mains could lowkey be considered superhuman via virus infection #not to mention natalia and sherry and moira and basically all these kids who got infected and showed sorts of regenerative powers in a way??#like.. there are literally successful “experiments” walking among us and nobody says anything #just to fins out the bsaa is perhaps making supersoldiers?? idk guys i think it's suspicious #they got a fuckton of samples from all the aforementioned characters it seems a bit dangerous to me but idk #i already know the plot will disappoint me but since reddit thinks claire will die it can't get any worse #claire can't die btw she conquered her fear on sejm and t-p adapted to her lmao good luck killing her off

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shiorimakibawrites · 3 months

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I guess Alley Cat has gotten enough hits on A03 to attract things like this, which looks shady to me:

Even if it isn't a scam . . . it is a pretty disappointing to get a comment on your story that has nothing to do with your story but is soliciting for another website/app.

#ao3 comments #suspicious #don't think this looks right #possible scam #disappointment

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inkyweenus · 8 months

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Post 8 edit: This has nothing to do with EP8, but I still stand by it.

I was kinda frustrated at first with how little actual plot information we've been getting each episode, but then I realized that if we got any semblance of a plan from Lu Guang, that would mean that Xiao Li would also probably get that information, and then he'd fuck up everything with sheer incompetence.

I mean... it's pretty much his fault that both of his partners are dead, and if it weren't for Qiao Ling reigning him in, he'd have done a lot more damage already. But she's reigning everyone in this season. Post 8 edit: I stand by this QL statement even more now. Although, because of the shitty subtitles, I'm not 100% sure if Wang Juan is actually dead yet.

Love that for Qiao Ling. But back to Xiao Li:

I have very little sympathy for him.

As a boss, he never gave his subordinate a day off. Not even to have a proper wedding. Or to care for his pregnant wife and unborn child. And after working Chen Bin several days in a row without even letting the man go home to sleep, XL was too caught up in getting some civilians to do his job that he didn't even notice CB leave the room during a time that he said himself everyone was to be on high alert. And we all know what happened after that.

And then after seeing his dead partner fall from the sky, XL was knocked out by random extras he knew would probably be afoot, rendering him incapable of doing anything while those civilians and some old people safely (?) apprehended the suspects.

(Okay, that one isn't fair. He was definitely in shock. But still.)

And then once he was conscious and back to work, he demanded the civilians continue to do his job for him, even though one was literally hooked into a hospital bed, because he's not even competent enough to look into cases that his former colleague-turned-evil and current antagonist was involved with during his downward spiral.

And then, he doesn't even wonder why some random unidentifiable witness only wants to talk to this civilian that shouldn't isn't publicly on the case but is essentially running it. XL just gives said civilian, who minutes before exited the scene of a double homicide while experiencing not only his own emotions but those of the child watching her mother (and almost brother) be beaten to death, a crash course on police interrogation and says, "Go get 'em, Tiger!"

And then, after losing his first trusted partner to a person who has proved capable of possessing anyone to do anything including kill themself and kill their friends, he established a whole buddy system to avoid people getting possessed and hurt but said his currently assigned partner was fine to go alone because he trusted her and she's "strong." Isn't that even more reason to not want her to potentially get possessed? It literally just happened to a cop you trusted, so it's not like the law makes them immune.

And then when his new partner, this civilian he can't stop traumatizing, and the person that has admitted on mic to be the one possessing people went missing after acting suspicious on camera AND MICROPHONE, he didn't even bother to call and notify the guard posted at the exit, who was also not part of this buddy system apparently. Like... Where did you think they were escaping from, the air vents?! This isn't a spy novel. And you left the one guy who's in charge of people coming in and out of the premise alone and totally out of the loop?? When one of the people involved is a former cop that people around here seem to kinda trust a bit?!

AND THEN he couldn't even catch the kid he put a tracker on, but this time he didn't even have to ask the civilians to do his job for him. They just heard that CaPtaIn XiAo was on the case and immediately jumped into action--evading police and hijacking vehicles to triangulate their partner's location by land and sea to prevent his capture

(at least for now... things can go south pretty quick and I'm just being dramatic while I wait for this episode to drop) Post 8 edit: Obviously things were going to get worse first. Would love some understandable subtitles to really know how much worse, though.

Or.

He's actually the bad guy and all of this was on purpose. I think I'd be okay with that.

#link click #Wrote this last night waiting for EP8 but I got distracted trying to load literally any version with decent subtitles and didn't post it #Probably just have to get a VPN again so I can watch it on Bilibili #I kinda hate Xiao Li's character if you couldn't tell and will be pretty disappointed if he gets out of all this unscathed #He's so stupid that it's actually suspicious. I don't trust him at all. Even if he's a good guy I don't trust him to not fuck up #But if he's evil I'm all for it because he's been fucking things up since the Dou Dou case and masking it as incompetence #Also thanks to everyone who makes GIFS for sgdlr 🤍🖤🩷 I would never finish posting anything if I had to make all of them myself

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hauntingblue · 3 months

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I KNEEEEW THE MINK KNEW ABOUT RAIZOU THERE WAS NO WAAY!!!!

#SO WHOOOOOO IS RAIZOU #so why does kinemon from the clan kaizokou or whatever not know about the mink being family... pelase #kaizouki #raizou from the fog.... see my shiliew of the rain theory keeps making more sense #jack is alive of course.... hierba mala nunca muere #why is momo getting ear flashbacks #how did momo knew them before their fight how old is he #momo heir.... plot twist #oden dono died.... well... there are other fathers #nami asking momo for treasures audhajjdjaka YESS!!!#well it should have been suspicious that three samurais just took a child to a mission but alas #oh law appeared... about time to talk about what they are going to do about sanji and kaidou #why is franky running after the ninja too lmao #god a poneglyph!!!! MORE LORE MORE LORE #ROBIN TIME ROBIN TIME #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 768 #law disappointed at raizou too ahskaskd #kaozuki are part of the d clan i know it..... poneglyph time!!!!#and are friends with the mink and want them liberated like joyboy and the gyojin #things men love according to one piece: robots. ninjas. women (maybe just sanji)#good ninja showcase but PONELGYPH TIMEEEE #four road poneglyphs agdjagsjshs #well letsgo 1/4 #law just watching all this ✍️✍️✍️#episode 769

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jennrypan · 1 year

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..Felix could get some random chicks (to him, obvi) amok..but not his cousins.

..But no yeah, Felix def loves and cares about Adrien, sure sure I believe that 🙄

Ima need people to TALK TO ADRIEN FOR ONCE. DAMN.

Felix is just adamantly refusing to just..tell Adrien his moms in the basement, tell him his shitty dad is Monarch and apparently, Marinette, whos suppose to love him and be the love of his life wont even fucking tell him either????

WHO WROTE THIS AND THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD?? STOP MAKING INTERESTING IDEAS AND THEN WRITE STUPID DECISIONS FOR YOUR CHARACTERS.

#ml pretension #j.p speaks #ml spoilers #obviously i understand draggin it out for drama but godddddd #seriously. could at least have Adrien get suspicious??#idk. just..the decisions im seeing are disappointing me

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lith-myathar · 3 months

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#say what you will about sera dragon age but they really were nailing something #with the ''sometimes we aren't capable of real change until someone loves and accepts us exactly as we are'' thing #if you've gone through life being told there's something wrong with you from every direction and constantly asked to change and improve #that creates both some extreme problems around self worth (feeling inherently damaged and unlovable) and a LOT of anger #anger that's got no real target so everything and everyone becomes something to resent and resist #you are not enough. you will never be enough. even the people who love you are always trying to fix you in the name of helping #and maybe you tried to be different!!! but it didn't work and so you are a constant disappointment #finding somebody who just loves you and sees you amd doesn't demand that you change is.... unthinkable #suspicious. trusting that is not going to come easily #but if it's genuine? that's a place where growth can really start. because it stops being about fighting back and all the resentment #it lets you start believing that maybe change is not synonymous without capitulation or losing this battle you've been fighting #your entire life against the world telling you you aren't good enough #a part of you believed it but another part also knew it wasn't fair and that's the part #that would rather destroy yourself with self destructive behaviors than admit they're right #ahem. i am definitely projecting here but there's a reason i always felt super attached to her!!#and i think i get it now a lot more than i used to

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frog-does-dumb-stuff · 11 months

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hey guys ill get to know if i can start T TOMORROW (in like. 10 hours) so if everyone can just. pray for me or some shit. that would be nice!

I've known that i want this for... 7 years now. so please, send some good vibes my way, please.

#frog says shit #trans #trans things #god i just. i am expecting the worst #so i dont get disappointed. you know #things have been going pretty well lately #so right now I'm just. suspicious. i dont trust how well everything is going #waiting for the other shoe to drop and something bad to happen.

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