one step forward two steps back
i am indecisive~
shocking i know
do not ask for context I Do Not Know, but it made me chuckle so out into the world wide web it goes
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pov you're vitali and you're in college and the guy (pictured above) (his name is nick) who keeps switching between being your bf and a pain in the ass wants to see your boobs (you say no and he blocks you for three days)
taglist (opt in/out): @shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart, @vvanessaives, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman, @celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister, @dameaylin, @killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
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Kenrietta..... Maybe...
U have no idea how much I love this ship, can u tell? 😭😭💞💞
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I WATCHED THE NEW SAMS EPISODE-
FUCK, BLOODMOON IS GIVEN THE MERE ILLUSION OF A CHOICE-
BUT THERE IS NONE, FOR THEY WERE PROGRAMMED TO ALWAYS FOLLOW ON A LEASH-
AND IN THIS SITUATION, IT IS EITHER LISTENING OR DYING AND LOSING EACH OTHER ALL OVER AGAIN-
And then there's Eclipse-
OH GOD, ECLIPSE-
He is so confused!
He keeps asking for Vegeta's purpose, and his feelings for being a mere blueprint, yet Vegeta doesn't care.
He knows, but he won't let that defy him, and Eclipse can't understand-
He himself is a mere copy of the original.
"Eclipse" is dead, he was blown to smithereens.
He is not Eclipse.
He is a mere copy, and even then he's imperfect.
And he cannot live with this, cannot accept reality.
It's breaking my damn heart!
He is also softer though?
Yes, he was trying to bring Vegeta down, but he felt a lot more…passive, I'd say.
Hell, he even refused to harm him!
Even after he was challenged!
-Stardust
RIGHTTTT!!!!!! YESYESYES WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH BLOODMOON AGAIN IS MESSING ME UP SO BAD LIKE AUGH. These poor boys do not get a BREAK. THEY STILL DON'T KNOW ANY BETTER AAAUAGGHHHH
AND ECLIPSE GHOD YEAH. Eclipse being baffled at Vageta's just total content with being What He Is just has me enraptured tbh. He is so in his head about his copied existence that the idea of someone being a walking test subject just,,, completely throws him off. WHICH IS HONESTLY MIGHT HAVE BEEN WHY HE TRIED TO UPSET LUNAR W/ SAYING THEY WERE A FAILED SCIENCE PROJECT, YK? Bc to Eclipse, that would be wildly upsetting, but no one else really cares that much. Yk??
AND HE DID SEEM A BIT MORE CHILL YEA. More tolerable? Not exactly patient but somewhere in that realm. There is things happening with this guy and I love him ^_^
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anyways, im at that time of the year again, where i feel like pure shit about all of my art, so as much as i keep wanna draw, i feel like everything im drawing currently looks 10 times worse than the last drawing and idk how to deal with that cause now i feel as if i tricked people into liking my stuff even tho i actually suck and know absolutely nothing so yeah, thats fun
also idk how to deal with these emotions cause by know i should be able to get over myself and just keep on going, but i geniuenlly do not know how to do that so im stuck in this cycle of hating everything i draw, feeling like i should get over myself, keeping on pushing and ending up hating everything even more
sorry for the rant and i know these emotions will pass, and that i will get better soon,but rn i feel so bad with myself that idk i just needed to vocalize it cause idk how to deal with it any other way
also im in my final year of uni and the way i have to constantly think and racionalize my decisions while creating art is making me go slowly insane so yeah that might also have an impact on my mental health rn
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Chakotay->Janeway<-Tuvok meta lesbian vibes because in one relationship (Chakotay/Janeway) they act extremely piningly romantic towards one another, yet it never goes anywhere and the narrative ultimately acts as if they're just friends despite this and in the other relationship (Janeway/Tuvok) they are extremely devoted to one another, have a long and storied past and might be shipped under different circumstances (Ex: Janeway was a man, Tuvok was white) but get the 'besties only' treatment in fandom
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I still do think about making an LPStube channel but my dermatillomania has been so bad lately 😭
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Have you ever read the Winternight trilogy? I'd love to see your artist take on some of those characters, especially after seeing your take on the ones from Spinning Silver!
yesss i have! i actually have some sketches somewhere but i was never happy with them so never posted :'D
Konstantin was my fave by far but i just couldnt get his face right in my drawings
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