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primalsouls · 3 years

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sweet like dreams

xiao x gn! reader

⚠️ : nada.

theme: fluff, a little teeny tiny bit of angst i think???

note: would i ever write angst? no. why? i suck. lmao also this was supposed to go up in the morning but i never got to finish it until now because i fell asleep ☠ oopies uuh anyway enjoy, thank you for reading, and i hope you like it! :D i appreciate every support! :) ily 🥰

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[Y/N] watched the stars twinkled above them in the dark blue sky. The moon shined brightly over the land of Liyue. No sounds other than nature reached their ears. They were in awed at the beauty the scenery gathered before their eyes. Since it was night, there was no one else in balcony. Or at least they thought so.

"What are you doing here?" A voiced demanded beside them. [Y/N] jumped at the sudden appearance of the adeptus next to them. Their eyes widen a bit. Xiao starer at them with narrowed eyes, arms crossed over his chest and brows knitted down as he waited for their answer.

[Y/N] relaxed a bit under his piercing his gaze, already used to it. "Just... stargazing." They said, hands on the rails tightened their grip. Xiao rose a brow. "I can't sleep, either." They admitted, side eyeing the view below them. The atmosphere grew silence as before, but with a little tension. They squirmed under his glare. Usually, Xiao would turn away from them after making small talk, if it was treated as one, and watch over the lands of Liyue but they never felt his eyes come off of them. Clearing their throat, [Y/N] looked back at him. "Was I interrupting you or something?" They asked. Xiao didn't give an answer. Their eyes locked with his amber ones. Fingers gently tapping the wood of the rails.

"Come sit on the roof with me." Xiao demanded, finally averting his gaze from the other, but the sole reason was to hide the blush decorating his pale cheeks. [Y/N] blinked and tilted their head, a dumbfounded look on their face. "So you can see the stars better. Nothing else." He added in quickly. Xiao turned his back on them, now being the one who felt tensed under their gaze. It was rare for Xiao to invite someone, a mortal no less, to hang with him under the stars. [Y/N] found it adorable. Xiao barely asks them to hangout, it was mostly the opposite and whenever they asked they get a cold response yet he still goes anywhere with them around Liyue. Except the harbor, of course. When he received no answers, yet, Xiao scoffed. "Forget i-"

"I'll come!" [Y/N] exclaimed happily, cutting him off. They had been so busy freaking out inside their head that the yaksha wanted them to watch the stars together on the roof. Xiao was taken back. He didn't know why. Perhaps he expected them to make up a lie. He wasn't sure but deep inside he felt... glad they accepted his offer. The adeptus shrugged, hoping his blush didn't darken as he extended his arm out for them. [Y/N] smiled brightly and took his hand. Xiao pulled them closed to him and took them to the roof. They landed softly, taking a seat next to each other.

The atmosphere grew silence once more. But this time being a comfortable vibe. The breeze felt cool against their skins. The nature sounds and their breathing was all they heard. The moon being their only source light and how it illuminated on [Y/N]'s figure, giving them a glow on their skin. Xiao watched didn't watch the stars. He focused only on one. And they sat beside him, entranced with the starry night sky. Their [e/c] eyes shined brightly like the stars. The same eyes Xiao liked to lose himself into. They made him feel safe whenever he stare into them. So full of wonder and curiosity. Curiosity that almost got them terribly hurt one time. It was the time they first met.

[Y/N] being too caught up in finding an artifact around the ruins that they failed to knowledge the ruin hunter who readied itself to launch missiles at them. They only managed to look around the area when they heard a cry coming behind them. Their eyes landed on someone as they plunged the hunter from the front with a polearm. [Y/N] was able to clearly see their savior when he jumped in front of them, back still turned on them. They were lucky to be alive due to Xiao patrolling the ruins before he left for the inn. [Y/N] remembered Xiao scolding them for being reckless, not surprised how mortals didn't value their lives and they tuned him out after the first few sentences, too focused on wondering who he was.

[Y/N] had learned that Xiao was an adeptus who made a contract with Rex Lapis to protect Liyue from unwanted enemies, thanks to the boss lady of the Inn who informed them when they stopped by to rest. They also learned his favorite dish was Almond Tofu. It was there that they decided to make the dish and offered it to Xiao as a thank you gift for the save from the ruin hunter. Of course, Xiao being Xiao, didn't came to them the first time they stepped foot into the balcony. They brushed it off, though, believing he was out patrolling again but in reality, he watched them from the roof.

And now, there they were. Both sittinc together under the stars. It felt comfortable and safe. No dangers. No voices eating Xiao up. That was what made Xiao fall for them. [Y/N] made the voices in his head disappear. The cries and screams no longer guilting him. But whenever they left for a commission, the voices would return. He made them promised him to call his name incase they was facing danger. There were times Xiao question their relationship, if he calls it one, and ask himself... does he deserve it? This one good thing in his life? He didn't want to hurt [Y/N]. And he didn't want to be hurt once they part from this world. But those thoughts never last long in his head. Not when he felt a hand interlocked with his. He was met with the same [e/c] eyes, now filled with concern.

"Xiao, are you okay?" They asked, their voice soft and gentle to not break the silence. The yashka blinked, taking a deep breath as he glanced at their hands. A familiar fluttering he had felt on previous days whenever he was around them was in his heart. He nodded.

"Why'd you ask?" Xiao questioned back.

"Because I was talking to you but you didn't say anything? I looked over and you were staring at me. So, I wonder if I said anything bad or something?" [Y/N] said. Xiao shook his head, his eyes now focused on the actual stars.

"Just... had a lot in my mind." He muttered. He was glad their hand didn't let go of his. He liked the warmth it provided. [Y/N] frowned. Whenever he had a lot on his mind, it made Xiao distant himself from them for a few days. They didn't want that. So, they slid a bit closer to the adeptus, knees touching. It made Xiao glanced at them with a brow raised. They only smiled genuinely at him. His eyes fell to their lips, tracing them over, wondering hos they feel against his own. And without a second thought behind those amber eyes, Xiao reached over, cupped their cheek with his free hand to keep them facing him and locked his lips with theirs.

An action so forbidden to Xiao. And just out of nowhere. Was he thinking? No. Did they mind the kiss? No. It made their heart melt. But it was just not something Xiao would initiate. Being who he was and how he was. He had told them before he didn't understand human emotions. How they work and what they do. But he watched many couples at the Inn interact with those affections they shared amongst themselves. Maybe... He wanted to understand. And he wanted to understand it with [Y/N]. It was what he told them after the kiss. Both left flustered and faces red. No eye contact as they both replay the scene and tried to memorize each other's lips.

Before [Y/N] could say anything, Xiao beat them to it.

"You taste better than I thought you would." He said bluntly. The words threw them off. Leaving them more of a blushing mess than he was. "Sweet... like the dreams." Xiao whispered, being the first to glance back at them after the kiss was given. [Y/N] stuttered out a reply, locking their eyes with Xiao's, smiling bashfully.

"You mean like a-almond tofu?" They teased, sending a wink towards him. Xiao huffed, letting go of their hand to fold his arms as he closed his eyes.

"Don't get too head of yourself." He said quietly, turning his head away to stop them from seeing the blush creeping back on his face.

"Ooh," [Y/N] pouted. "Well, tomorrow, we'll have an almond tofu date. Then you'll see who's sweeter." Xiao rolled his eyes, a faint smile on his face as he listened to their idea of a date.

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sennamybeloved · 3 years

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the letters L U C I A N for senna!

ooOOHHH THATS REALLY CLEVER !! thank u for clarifying lmao

also uuh this is a lot - i’m sorry i’m advance </3

love - when did they realize that they were in love?

Senna was actually the first to realize! She panicked when she identified these feelings, knowing that she couldn’t shut her crush out, but also not trusting herself in a relationship. She didn’t think she was capable of being the partner the other deserved, so she kept her feelings bottled up for a while. Seren on the other hand, couldn’t identify her feelings until they were practically screaming to be expressed.

With that being said, Seren didn’t have a defintive moment where she fell in love. But Senna did! It was a warm summer night on the very edge of Valoran, and the pair was restless, passing the time by telling stories under the stars. As Seren rambled on about her life in Ionia, Senna felt her face flush and her heartbeat quicken. The vastaya was so full of love, life and passion - Senna’s walls weren’t built to shut that out.

Senna realized she was in love with Seren directly before she realized she was in love with Lucian. Seren realized she loved both of them at the exact same time.

unaccustomed - what’s something that they had to get used to when they got together?

Seren had to get used to Senna’s curse. But in my personal canon (aka fix-it canon), her curse became slightly less prevalent after she ‘died.’ The mist moves slower, the life inside her shrouded by her ghostly exterior. While they’re still forever moving, the hardest adjustment was getting used to the fact that they could stay in once place for a little while, instead of having to move after a day or two.

In the beginning of their relationship, Senna had to get used to the fact that Seren wasn’t entirely human. She had to get used to some of her behavioral patterns and instincts, as well as the fact that she had ears, teeth, claws and a tail. But overall, the adjustment wasn’t too difficult since Seren (like Ahri, for example) leans more towards ‘human’ than ‘animal.’

Senna’s rebirth left her a sort of ‘ghoul’ instead of a human woman. Her behaviors can be very unnerving sometimes, and her words can be unintentionally cryptic. This scared Lucian more than scared Seren. If anything, she was happy that her and her lover finally had matching teeth! But with time, all of them got used to this change - even Lucian.

calm - how do they calm each other down?

Seren is easier to sooth than Senna. All it takes is a few kisses and words of affirmation for her to go back to normal, but Senna’s stress is a part of her, and is very hard to get rid of. It never goes away completely, but it can be eased by holding her close and validating her feelings. All she needs to know is that it’s okay to not be okay. She just wants to be allowed to feel it.

imagine - what do they imagine their futures together like?

Once, they imagined a happily ever after; their perfect ending. But now, they’ve learned that life is a cycle of ups and downs. They plan to ride that wave for the rest of their days, searching not for ultimate happiness, but for contentment.

Of course, their goal is to stop the Ruined King and break Senna’s curse. And if they make it out alive, they first thing they want to do is spent a solid year in their house together. No traveling, no adventures, nothing. They haven’t been able to stay there for more than several weeks as of late, and they want to know what it’s like. Besides of that, they have no plans, just a few stray goals and each other :)

activity - what’s something they enjoy doing together?

They have a lot of shared activities! They read books together, where one of them reads aloud and the other relaxes, listening. They’re both artists, so they also paint! It’s not uncommon for them to stay up all night painting, but Lucian always scolds them in the morning. They occasionally paint on each other, too :)

The pair enjoys taking walks when they can, especially at night. Senna likes passing the time by braiding Seren’s hair, which is nice, because Seren can’t braid. They take turns singing to each other, but Senna does so more often. Like, very often. Lucian jokes around by saying that it’s her love language, but at this point, it might as well be.

nickname - what are some names they like to call each other?

Their primary nicknames are ‘lavender’ and ‘lotus,’ hence their ship name! Senna got ‘lavender’ because she wears lavender perfume, but also because she’s soothing and gentle. Seren got ‘lotus’ from Senna, who used it as a praise. It compliments her ability to blossom in unfortunate circumstances, just like the flower itself.

Outside of the flower nicknames, Senna has a soft spot for cutesy nicknames like ‘baby’ or ‘babygirl.’ She will never admit this, but her lovers found out regardless. They don’t abuse these nicknames, usually sticking to more generic ones like ‘darling’ or ‘honey’ which she loves just as much, but the fact still stands: Senna will melt if Seren calls her either of those things.

#someone ask me about lucian nicknames i swear u won’t regret it #but also #thanks for asking!! :)#i love writing about them dhdhsh #【 💚 】 ✦ * · ˚ — death is drawn to life │ r: senna .#lotus answers #💟 ; illumea #✦ * · ˚ — self insert: seren .

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whyisthereglitterinmygravy · 6 years

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Tagged by @thenightdayblogger

I usually forget to do these, but I remembered this time!

Name: Kayla

Gender: Female

Zodiac: Sagittarius

Height: 5 ft 7

Sexuality: pansexual

Favorite Animal: do I really have to pick one? I mean I’ve always loved wolves so let’s say that for now

Average hours of sleep: recently? like six-ish hours :/ But normally I aim for 8-9

Cats or Dogs: I love both, but it changes with the mood. Right now probably cats because I’m feeling more lowkey

Number of blankets: Absolutely no limit (but there are two on my bed right now)

Favorite song of the week: uuh maybe Welcome the the Family by Watsky. or Nobody Likes the Opening Band by IDKHBTFM. Or maybe Good Girls by Cris Cab? Still Feel by Half Alive? All This Love by JP Cooper? Yeah I have a lot right now

Things I find comforting: My dog, sweatpants and flannels, a mug of tea, my sad boi hours playlist, looking through my camera roll, wearing chapstick, napping, taking walks, my sisters, reading

Favorite band/artist: As mentioned above, I listen to a lot so. Can’t really choose one. Raveena, BTS (yeah.), Dean, Saib., Boy Pablo, Jacob Banks, Tom Misch, Daniel Caesar, NIKI, Kali Uchis, and so on so forth

Song stuck in my head: Honey by Raveena

Last movie I saw: The Jungle Book (the Disney animated one)

Other blogs: uuh yeah so. I have seven. No, none of them are for porn, I just have a lot of different interests lmao

Do I get asks: I mean Tumblr never notifies me so when I check my inbox (like twice a year maybe) there’s usually one from four months ago or something but I think it’s safe to say no, I don’t

Why did I choose this username: I was sitting on my kitchen floor while soup was cooking on the stove and I was like ‘hm what’s a good/unique thing I can use as a name on the internet. Glittergravy is kind of cool and unique’ but then it was taken (ironic) so I went with a longer and funnier version

Following: 2,608 :l

Lucky number: never thought about it but 13 I guess

What I’m wearing: Bright yellow shorts, a sports bra, and a really thin, almost see through balck and maroon tshirt my sister gave me (it has a tiger on it)

Dream Trip: Way too many options to choose, but I’d love to visit my friend in Korea. Or Italy sounds really nice

Favorite food: Almost all food is good so. but I really love any fruit right now; grapes, cherries, peaches, nectarines, oranges, apples, bananas, mangos, watermelon, plums, strawberries, blueberries, pineapple, it goes on

Play any instruments: no. I’m lowkey bitter about it :( maybe one day piano

Eye color: light blue

Hair color: dark brown

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: yikes I’m bad at this uh. Messy buns, oversized sweaters, hot tea, fresh fruit salads, crunchy leaves, natural makeup, glossy lips, silver chain pendants, muddy athletic shoes, glittery hair, fresh baked bread, light nights reading books, spontaneous stargazing

Languages you speak: Just English but learning Korean and working towards French, Spanish, and German!

Most iconic song: Bohemian Rhapsody, obviously

Random Fact: If you lined the entire population of China up single file and had them walk past you, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction. A fact about me: when I was younger I would always go out barefoot and step on something that would stab me. I can think of at least six different occasions.

@fshh

#my post #me #mine

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