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breaking news: my third eye is open again and i'm falling for lilia and his charms.
#meraki mumbles#this is not a drill...... he's genuinely making me have thoughts#it's the general lilia effect#and the sheer whiplash of mean war general versus silly and doting father figure who is also in a pop music club#and he stays up super late to game and so it's highly possible he (at one point) has said 'slay' and and and!!!!!!#OTL and then i'm slowly seeing the appeal for malleus as well#someone inject the fish into my brain before i fall into the diasomnia hole#lilia would be NO HELP if silver or sebek or malleus knocked you up (in your sleep or otherwise) he's proud like '>:3 those are my boys'#and silver... living his entire life thinking people only have sex to breed (because that's how lilia explained sex-ed to him)#so he restrains himself from wanting to have sex with you because he's worried he'll just fuck you like an animal and breed you full D:#AAAAAAA I NEED TO STOP BEFORE THE DIASOMNIA WORMS CHEW THROUGH MY CORTEX.......
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Arjuna . Dhanañjaya (धनञ्जय) – one who conquered wealth and gold .
#wip#arjuna#my art#arjuna fate grand order#fate grand order#fgo#arjuna fgo#arju wearing the clothes that tv arjuna wore on one of the mahabharata tv shows#you know; sometimes you have to breath in and post ur art even tho its not 'finished'#as a perfectionist i've fallen on the hole of keeping 983459 wips bc i feel embarrased over not reaching the-#'standard' i put inside my head#but im trying to fight this and finally post my art! to anyone feeling something similar; im sending u all my support!!#but im proud of this! i love arjuna so much😭😭😭#and karna; i love both bros i cant pick a top favorite!#BUT !! that aside; i had this arju tucked in my wips in black and white and decided to add color#its not always that u see arjus with yellows golds and oranges#usually its karna who falls under these kind of color palettes so i thought it would be an interesting idea to sort of invert it#and incorporate the ref. to one of his names too; besides the cool clothes tv arju wore#if that makes sense?#color palettes feat. blues are so cool tho!! i kind of associate arju's blue accents on his fgo design with indra's association with#the sky; rain; thunder; storms#also when i originally made this wip; i accidentally made again the canvas too small soif its pixelated thats why 😭#edit: fixed a lil the flag/symbol on his forehead
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It’s gonna be ok, Lizzie
#gregor and his sisters are the most siblings ever#tfw ur brother and baby sister falling down a hole in the basement contributes to ur developing an anxiety disorder#:/#ty suzanne collins for always writing siblings so well#al chatters#my art#doodles#sketchy sketchy#fanart#tuc Lizzie#tuc gregor#gregor the overlander#gregor tuc#the underland chronicles#the underland chronicles fanart#i wanted to try drawing Lizzie’s braids as shapes like I would w strands of hair but a little more distinct. it wasn’t super successful#I will do better next time#tux
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I was possessing a Minecraft YouTuber who had the weirdest mods and skins.
#dream#there were angles that don't happen in minecraft#and when you would mine diamond ore it would just turn into a hole in the wall full of tiny hexagonal diamonds#but the hole was slanted so all the diamonds would just fall put and disappear#possessed#minecraft#game#gaming#youtube#youtuber
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uh-oh, it’s yet another “you are a monster, but you see me and love me for all my faults, and i can’t help but feel the same” dynamic, we have no choice but to go insane over it
#my art#my doodles#i am sick and cranky and my brain is fried cause temperature and so i am just drawing whatever comes to my head#despite having at least a few other ideas unfinished#the first episode of this show was great hope the rest are just as good#the actors are absolutely fantastic and visually it’s incredible#the sets are gorgeous the costumes are so nice (no idea how historically accurate they are though#would love to read about it if anyone analyses that)#also it makes me want to rewatch ravenous (1999) but i don’t think i am ready to fall into that hole again just yet#but it feels like this show is going to be so much fun! and the actors seem to be genuinely exited and invested in it#i always love seeing it#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv amc#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#is that the tag?#it is now
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🫦His shaggy hair & thick sideburns🫦
#it's that kind of hair where you would gladly let him lay his head over your lap and run your fingers through it for hours#like pet his hair - caress his head - massage his scalp until he just falls asleep on your lap like the adorable sleepy boi he is#and those bushy side burns just give you something rest your palms against as you go in and kiss the ever living daylights outta him#baby boy is so dreamy and looking at him just gives me an instant boost of serotonin#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#Black Light Burns#down the rabbit hole
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FRIENDS I HAVE BEEN PLAYING WITH SOME OF THE QSMP MODS AND I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH
BEHOLD THESE THREE PARTICULAR BLOCKS FROM THE FRAMEDBLOCKS MOD!!!!! FROM LEFT TO RIGHT, THE "FRAMED SECRET STORAGE", THE "FRAMED DOOR", AND THE "FRAMED ONE-WAY WINDOW"
FRAMED SECRET STORAGE, A BLOCK WITH SOME STORAGE THAT CAN BE CAMOUFLAGED TO LOOK LIKE WHATEVER BLOCK YOU DESIRE!!!! WANT TO BUILD YOUR WHOLE HOUSE OUT OF CHESTS AND STILL MAINTAIN AESTHETIC?? GO FOR IT!! HAVE SECRET CONTRABAND BUT NEED EASY ACCESS? HIDE IT RIGHT IN YOUR WALLS!!!
THE FRAMED DOOR, ABLE TO BE CUSTOMIZED TO LOOK LIKE A WALL!! THE TOP AND BOTTOM CAN BE ASSIGNED BLOCKS INDEPENDENTLY!!
SECRET TUNNEL!!!!!!!!!
THE FRAMED ONE-WAY WINDOW!! ANY ONE SIDE OF THIS BLOCK CAN BE MADE TRANSPARENT, INCLUDING THE TOP AND BOTTOM!!! the transparency can also be REMOVED, so if your friend forgets to look at the name of the block their crosshair is on, YOU CAN TOTALLY PRETEND IT'S A TOTALLY NORMAL SOLID BLOCK AND ADD THE TRANSPARENCY ONLY WHEN NECESSARY >:D
NEEDLESS TO SAY, I AM SO EXCITED FOR WHEN THE PARANOID MEMBERS WITH MANY SECRETS AND MANY THINGS TO HIDE DISCOVER THESE BLOCKS HEHEHEHEHEHE. AS SOMEONE WHO LOVES AND CHAMPIONS ESPIONAGE THIS CONSTITUTES AN ABSOLUTE WIN
#qsmp#I LOVE ESPIONAGE I LOVE SECRETS I LOVE HIDDEN PASSAGES#HOHOHOHOEHOEHOEHOEHOHEHOE#reading through the mod notes apparently if you use phantom membrane on a block it allows you to walk through it like ghost blocks#how FUCKIGN DOPE IS THAT#THIS MAKES ME SO FUCKIGN EXCITED LIKE ACTUALLY I LOVE ESPIONAGE AND SECRETS AND HIDEY HOLES SO MUCH#if mr badboy 'paranoia incarnate' halo stops being deceased i hope he discovers these blocks bc he'd go CRAZY#cellbit would also like DAMN like DAMN#imagine if he'd been able to conceal the security door in the fear room behind a door that looked the same as the wall#jaiden being able to see through the fog using the waterframes couldn't have revealed the door >:D#this is so COOL this is so DOPE i'm in tears i love espionage i hope someone finds these blocks soon#also don't mind that you can't see my hand in any of the screenshots i found a scarf that gives me invisibility#WHICH IS ALSO FUCKING DOPE#the artifacts mod is actually so OP like genuinely#i have bunny slippers that make me jump the height of three fences and take 0 fall damage (i make bunny noises when i'm hit too >:D)#i have a snorkel that gives me 15 seconds of water breathing every time i surface for air#i have night vision goggles AND i have a CLOUD IN A JAR that gives me a DOUBLE JUMP so combine that with the bunny slippers and :DDDDD#and NONE OF THESE have durability and i can have them on AT ALL TIMES unless they conflict in slots ofc like no two in the head slot or smt#tho this is assuming that i downloaded the correct mod (i would have grabbed it from seeing it in a tooltip on a stream so jury's out)#(i don't remember what stream either lmao)#but yeah assuming these items exist on the server they're so fucking cool; i'm assuming they'll pop up in a shop later#since i haven't seen people find many yet#anyway not to be a fucking nerd or anything lmfao just got a lil excited#long tags#shut up vic#block game brainrot
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Can you just imagine if someone else in the family has a kid and Kirby can see how different they're treated. Like loving a new and wanted kid would be so easy for the family and that's something Kirby can't really have.
There was a new addition to the family: a baby, a little girl, named Lita. She’s Uncle Raph’s kid, one he had with a nice lady called Mona Lisa or something. Both of them are standing proudly as everyone holds the baby. She’s pretty and pale and has soft pink markings all over her body.
Kirby doesn’t meet her. They don’t want to meet her.
They watch, from the moderate safety of a doorway, as everyone cooed and fawned over the new addition. They watched as the little baby girl was given kisses, rocked back and forth, cuddled, and nuzzled closely. Everyone was smiling at the baby, loving her.
It’s not fair.
Nothing about this is fair.
None of them are awkward around the baby, no one was stilted, none of them looked at the addition with looks that clearly showed how uncomfortable they were with her.
Even Uncle Donnie was smiling at her – no cold looks, no barely hidden disdain, no nothing.
None of that.
They hate this.
They wished that the baby didn’t exist.
They just want that small illusion back, back when they could pretend that things were slowly getting better.
But as everyone keeps fawning over and passing the addition around, it becomes increasingly clear that the illusion is broken. Irreparably so.
They sniff, feeling their eyes sting.
Kirby leaves before the baby is handed over to Dad.
They’re sitting on their bed, blanket over them, holding two small dolls and playing with them. Or pretending to. They move the dolls around, shake them as if they’re talking, but their mind is somewhere else.
They decide to hide out in their room.
They think about the new addition, and how everyone acts around her.
They move one of the dolls, a small pink and white rabbit, to lay down in front of the other doll. The other doll was a red horse. Kirby raises the other doll and brings it down on the rabbit. Once, twice, three times. Over and over and over again until the pink and white doll is a mess of plastic bits and scattered paint flecks.
The new addition is a newborn, right? Newborns are weak. Right?
It should be easy.
Just go up, grab her, and-!
Kirby shakes their head.
They pick up the broken doll and throw it away.
They don’t feel horrible about what they did. They never do after they have those moments. That’s what makes them feel horrible.
They know why they’re like this, and it makes sense to them why their family treated them like they do. And, in some cases, continue to treat them like that.
But it’s still not fair.
They didn’t do anything.
And yet…
How come they weren’t treated like that? With hugs, cuddles, kisses, and cooing?
Why?
They look at the red doll next to them.
It was the same color red as Uncle Raph’s bandana.
It only takes a second.
Another broken doll is thrown in the trash.
It’s not fair.
They curl up in their bed, using their blanket to hide themself, biting back any whimpers and pathetic sounding chirps that try to escape. Their eyes sting like no other, but Kirby won't cry. They refuse to cry. They won't add more fuel to that fire. They won't.
Leo finds them later, curled up into a ball and crying.
He doesn't say anything. He picks them up and holds them close, rocking back and forth.
He ignores the clicking hiss, or the multiple eyes that glare down at him from the corners of the room. He just holds his kid and mutters that he understands, and that it really isn't fair.
He holds them tighter as Kirby continues to cry.
#if there ever was a new baby in the family it would really cement to kirby just how fucked up their childhood was#and they probably fall into a very very very deep hole of self-hatred#they would also treat the new additions the same way donnie treated them#but luckily!!! i don't plan on introducing any new babies into this route so that won't happen!!#rottmnt#tmnt#sonny answers#sonny writes#prime leo au#kirby tag
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After he takes your hand, he presses a soft kiss to your knuckles. He allows you to decide where the two of you go.
The insides of him are rotting. He is falling apart at the seams, yet unable to fully die. You understand this. You love him for it. He looks at you with all of the love one can muster, leaning closely and tenderly into you. His nose brushes yours, and his breath is beating down on your face.
He leans in and gives you a kiss.
ARPOE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#WHY IS THIS#WHY DOD YOU WRITE THIS SO BEAUTIFULLY#OHHH MY GOODDDDDD#JOKES ON YOU H E HAS NO LIPS#HAHA HE CANT ''KISS'' ME!!!#NOT TRADITIONALLY ANYWAYS#I SAY THIS TA POKE A HOLE IN YOUR ASK AS IF I AM NOT CURRENTLY FALLING APART AT THE SEAMS#spacie splains#HE WOULD ALSO STINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#TAKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#save
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Skyblock this week.
#i accidentally posted on wrong blog so i have to fuckin do tags all over again#i was bored and made this thing ok#this is another thing about mc server because yes#i probably should post something else but#i fell into the rabbit hole and didn't find another rabbit hole to fall into yet#which is why im posting stuff that only two other ppl here are interested in#and i like this “stuff” and enjoy drawing#and 99% of my art about it will never see the light of day because i would flood the tags#and because half of it is a crossover that i'm too lazy to explain#ok i'll shut up now#my art#fanart#hypixel skyblock#hypixel#simon hypixel#i still don't understand how to tag things properly#also i forgot how seraphine's dress looks like so...
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oh the character i see as very aromantic has a love interest?
and it was a "love at first sight" type deal you say?
haha oh thats so funny and cute. no its fine. im fine.
#looks at crisis on two earths. j'onn would not do that. so sorry miss#im not sure it Was love at first sight but im just sitting here like. really. him? with the fucking trauma and all. that fast.#hes so aromantic. at least demiromantic. it would take a fucking while in my vision.#id watch that movie if not for him having a love interest bc im like. the rage that consumes me when this happens#im looking at gltas too btw. razers thing wasnt love at first sight either but ohhhh my god its so fucking bad. and his trauma is recent#the star sapphires really went oh your heart is a barren wasteland... but theres a robot parading ur dead wifes skin isnt that cool#like u had me at the first half ngl. he might fall in love again but it would take him a fucking while. her funeral was pratically yesterda#dc in general haunts me with this all the fucking time#no romance wont fix this widowed mans trauma go away. hole vaccine.#self insert#selfshipping#📡 incoming transmission 📡#aromantic#aroace#lol lmao#if you want me to ramble some. j'onn is arospec bi <3 and razer is in a whole another spider hole
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I'll just say it now before it becomes a Canon Event. Secret Life SMP having an End portal will be the insanest development for the structure-of-the-map. Of course, after the creepy watcher statue.
#The Watcher statue just gave me the most audible GASP when I saw it#at first i was like#there is no way it is THE WATCHER STATUE#but after the fail particle animation all of the “this is just a statue” accusations were off#I was thinking how cool it would be if there was an end portal next time since the LimL finale#secret life smp#life series#traffic smp#mcyt#and scott already softly breaking the rules#i mean in the end he didn't end up with a house attached to gems#so....#and there is something about martyn losing so many hearts already#i guess that's not the time to be having a soft break from mcyt for danny phantom#but time will show if i'll fall into a rabbit hole#me saying things into the void :D#StarBling
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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hiiii if anyone has some sanuso or zosopp prompts, i would appreciate it if you shared them in my inbox uwu
#trying to distract myself from writing a WCI fic bc i very much dont wanna fall into the long-long fic hole rn#so yes#gimme your sanuso and zosopp prompts in my inbox please and thank u#cant guarantee ill get to all of them but ye go ham#also. should probably sleep soon. woopsie#ah well even if im not thinking about it tomorrow having prompts for writing warmups would be nice
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I’m making myself post more :0
this was a warmup doodle of a dream I had about falling down an endless rabbit hole. i distinctly remember wearing this super billowy, white shirt/dress and thinking “god im so glad i have a bra on under this”
#my art#rabbit hole#artists on tumblr#dream art#sometimes the hole would open up to reveal a layered worlds id see as i fell past#and sometimes id snag onto a railing or something but some cryptid humanoid tried lunging at my hands so i let go and continued falling#i should draw that part but l a z y
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heh, yeah, i’d say it’s “calming if u look at it right”
what’s “it”?
ohhh nothing much..
(Behind me is a absolutely most vile, garabage quality image of wheatley on the largest poster you’ve ever seen. In big, bold, fiery letters above him, it reads “meow” in all lowercase)
#Omg.. mind electric reference 😱😱😱#I would say that song is wheatley coded but he was never punished for his crimes so nvm#He also didn’t fall into a hole he was shot into fucking space… polar opposites#Ik that lyric isn’t literal IT’S A JOKE!#portal 2#wheatley#I need a poster like that#This is so funny in my head#i should draw this#make this a comic or something#Idk
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