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engagemythrusters · 7 months

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not my best work because it's half-scribbled but! Queen Roona on her horsey (a Guarlara)

#i don't think i picked the same tone as usual for her hands i think i picked the wrong one of the two #i can't remember which I used... i thought it was this one? maybe the blue just makes it seem off. I need to work on colour theory #anyway. if anyone has suggestions on what to do about the white face paint for non-white queens please let me know. i know we saw some #on screen but. im not sure if that was. yknow. an okay way to go about it. considering star wars loves its racism.#so if anyone has suggestions im more than welcome to take them!#yeah otherwise here's a sketch that i started a few days ago #and then picked back up when i remembered it existed and only did the bare minimum hehe #queen roona #star wars oc #star wars #my oc #my art #mimse art #mimse ocs #EDIT OH MY GOD I FORGOT HER LOVELY LITTLE MOLE ON HER CHEEK #:'( her pretty mole...

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z-mizcellaneous-z · 6 months

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*claps hands*

Okay!!

We are all aware here that characters can have multiple parallels with other characters. And that said parallels can be more overt/subtle than others and that their connections can be inconsistent or contradicting or reflecting. Right?

Good.

So.

AFO and Yoichi and BkDk.

There is no parallel between AFO and Kacchan's actions, only parallels in how Yoichi and Izuku percieved them.

Yoichi and Izuku parallel each other with their actions here because they both see the good in the world. Yoichi felt that he saw good in his brother, and Izuku felt that he saw good in Kacchan, despite any flaws.

Now.

AFO and Kacchan are NOT parallels in their actions.

Kacchan wasn't a bad person. He never was. He was simply viewing the world and himself in a certain way because of societal expectations and the environment he was surrounded with. These fed into his inferiority and superiority complexes. That was SOCIETY impacting a person. And since society did that to Kacchan, once he recognized that, he was able to overcome it and change and grow as a person.

Kacchan realized that society is broken and so he had to fix himself. He put effort into changing his view on the world and himself and that change is very clear in his development throughout the manga.

AFO on the other hand, wasn't changed by society. AFO has always seen that society is broken and only he can fix it. He was born thinking the world belonged to him--that the world was smaller, lesser than him. Anyone who didn't give him exactly what he wanted was considered a nuisance. The only reason he kept Yoichi around was because he saw him as his "thing". Like a little kid with their toy--they don't care about it much, but the second someone suggests throwing it away, or someone else tries to play with it, suddenly it's the kid's favorite toy now.

Kacchan's mentality as a child was "society is awesome and im even more awesome". But then as he grew up, he recognized that society was fucked and that it fucked with his perception and changed. His perception going against what society taught him.

AFO never saw that society shaped him. He just thinks that society is stupid and broken and only he can fix it because this world is his, and he's the overlord.

Yoichi and Izuku's characters parallel in actions and mentality towards AFO/Kacchan.

AFO and Kacchan's characters parallel in their relationship with Yoichi/Izuku.

Kudou and Kacchan's characters, meanwhile, parallel in actions and mentality towards Yoichi/Izuku. The symbolism of hands, reaching out, taking the hand, etc etc.

And yeah lol that's all I got.

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Discussion/debate is always welcome, but ONLY IF KEPT RESPECTFUL. If there's rudeness in these comments/tags I *will* disable them.

There's a lot of varying opinions on this chapter, and that's okay. We can agree to disagree. We can discuss our viewpoints and the faults we may see in other viewpoints. But do not insult the people with that viewpoint. The viewpoint is for fiction; the people with the viewpoint are human.

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oh-judas · 3 months

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HEY TUMBLR!!! I MADE A DISCORD SERVER FOR QUEER CHRISTIANS!!!

why are you doing this?

bc i’m a dyke & a christian, & i’m sick of trying to choose between those identities in queer & christian spaces. so i’m making my own queer christian space where no one has to choose between their queer identity & their faith!

wow, who can join?

this server is open to queer people who are looking for a christian space, christians who are looking for a queer space, & anyone who wants to engage in a queer christian community. i will also take a moment to state: this server is a safe space for POC & all queer identities.

who canNOT join?

transmisogynists/terfs

anyone bigoted towards other religions (anti-semites, islamophobes, etc)

zionists/pro-israel people

anyone who likes trump

racists

anyone pro-life

people in the above groups will NOT be tolerated in the server. they will be kicked immediately upon proving they belong in one (or more) of the above groups.

what are you going to do in this server?

i’ve made a bunch of channels to encourage discussion across a broad range of topics! the channels are

queerness

christianity

prayer requests

bible study

gratitude

visual arts

music

literature & poetry

memes

pets

questions & advice

in addition, i’m hoping we could have a few events in the server where we could have bible studies, share art, or just chat about the experience of being a queer christian. bc this server is so new, i'm willing to listen to any suggestions about new channels & events!

any requirements for being in the server?

you MUST be at least 16 years old or over to be in this server. in addition, there are minor & adult roles. you don’t have to state your exact age, but for everyone’s comfort, i’d like to distinguish between them. other than that, it’s ENCOURAGED that you’re a queer christian, but hey, if you’re just curious about the community & want to join IN GOOD FAITH, then you’re welcome <3

what's so great about this server?

this server is a beautiful space for queer christians to bond over whatever crosses our minds, from missionaries to Jesus Christ Superstar to handmade rosaries & veils. & im not just saying that bc it's my server & i made it, i'm saying that bc this server has genuinely become a bright space in my life & my new friend's lives. i hope to meet you there soon <3

here’s the link! i hope to see you there >:) <3 (pls dm me if the link isn't working! i'll fix it here & send it to you too)

i'd really appreciate it if yall could share this server, even if you don't join! there are so few queer christian communities in the world, but i'd like to add to that number. thanks team!

#IT'S HERE #HOLLA #queer #christianity #queer christianity #queer christian discord

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anonymouslymadebydesign · 1 year

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I have a request please!

Could you write about Eddie dear and Frank frankly taking care of a regressed reader?

(Headcannon or fanfic I don’t mind!)

Sorry I didn’t notice I got an ask !! Im still getting used to Tumblrs interface, especially since it’s so different on my phone than my laptop (╯‿╰,)

Absolutely ! I’ll do headcanons since everything is so new, but I hope you enjoy it anon ! Hope you don’t mind that I like writing reader as a fellow puppet of the Neighborhood.

Synopsis : Frank and Eddie take care of you during dinner time and tuck you in for bed

✿ ⌂ ✿ ⌂ ✿ ⌂

✿ Just like Julie, you would consider yourself pretty good friends with Frank. You trusted him more than anyone else in the Neighborhood. So when he finally made it official with Eddie, you were over the moon for him! Now you had two besties to hang out with

✿ Most everyone knew you age regressed occasionally, heck, some of your fellow neighbors did as well ! Sally, for example, regressed like you do and made for wonderful playdates

✿ When Frank had suggested that both him and Eddie act as your caregivers, you hesitated. On one hand, it would be awesome having not one but TWO caregivers. On the other hand, you felt rather shy opening up to Eddie in such a vulnerable state.

✿ In the end though, you agreed. Frank had said that he spoke with Eddie before approaching you about it, and that the mailman was more than excited to partake. “I think it would be fun!” He had said

✿ Franks home is a nice little two bedroom house with a little office he kept for all his insect stuff. Especially his display of butterfly shadow boxes. The spare bedroom was originally a guest bedroom but doubled as the space where you and Frank would hang when regressed

✿ As the afternoon turned into evening and Eddie’s shift ended, little you and Frank waited patiently (albeit excitedly) for the mailman to come home. Dinner was around the corner and Frank had already set the table, your own colorful plastic plate and cutlery set out as well.

✿ “I’m home!” Eddie announced loudly as he entered the house. He set his satchel and hat off to the side. “Sorry if I’m a little late, I got lost delivering some of the last packages.”

✿ “Welcome Home.” Frank greeted him as well and went to give his hello kisses. You giggled at their interaction from your place at the table. “Dinners ready whenever you are.”

✿ You couldn’t help the giggles that seemed to spill out of you as you watch the two dot over eachother. It was enough to catch Eddie’s attention. “Now what this over here? Looks like someone has a case of the giggles.”

✿ “Papa gave Daddy kisses.” You said gleefully behind your hands. Eddie left Frank’s side to come over to you as he enveloped you in a hug.

✿ “And Papa gives kisses to littles too!” He said giving you quick smooches to both your cheeks. His hands found their way to your sides and before you could register what he was doing, he began to tickle you. This sent you into a raging fit of laughter, absolutely shrieking before Eddie took mercy and took his place at the table.

✿ Dinner went by normally. Frank put your food on your plastic plate, with dividers, and poured your favorite juice in a sippy cup. Eddie talked about his day and how it went and in turn ask you and Frank how yours was.

✿ “We played with Sally at her house and for lunch we had sandwiches that Miss Poppy made. It was really yummy. Then we had nap time and daddy read me the hungry caterpillar, it’s my favorite bug book.” You rambled off when it your turn to talk about your day. It was like that as everyone finished their food as Frank and Eddie started taking plates and washing them.

✿ Frank had been to worried in the past that you might accidentally cut yourself with something sharp while helping with the dishes, so he asked instead if you didn’t mind getting into your pajamas for the night. “I’m sure papa would love to see your new jammies we got from Howdys.”

✿ The idea of being able to show off your new pjs was more than enough motivation to leave to two in the kitchen as they cleaned. When you came back, they were finished and had put most of everything away.

✿ “Papa!” You had practically shouted as you came into the living room. “Look at my pjs! The stars glow in the dark!” They were indeed cute pajamas. They had a solid blue background with white stars scattered about in various sizes.

✿ “Come here,” Eddie patted the space between him and Frank on the couch. You gladly wiggled in between them to cuddle. “Why, these look spectacular! You’ll have to show me them glowing when it’s bedtime.”

✿ As you snuggled between your caretakers you felt sleep slowly but surely creep its way up as you began to yawn. Surely closing your eyes just to rest them won’t make you go to sleep. Besides, papa is telling a real interesting story (that you aren’t following) to daddy so of course you’ll stay awake.

✿ In all honesty, you only lasted for roughly half an hour, and that’s being generous. The sun had set long ago and the hour was late. “Oh dear,” Eddie said, suddenly dropping his voice to a whisper. “I believe they’ve fallen asleep.”

✿ “So they have.” Frank whispered. “Here, why don’t we take ‘em to bed.” He gently pried himself away from you, moving ever so slowly in order not to wake you. Eddie scooped you up in his strong arms, trying his best not to stir you, and carried you to the guest room.

✿ While Eddie tucked you into bed, Frank grabbed one of your stuffed animals and expertly slid it between your arms. You moved a little but it was to grasp the toy and hold it dearly. Frank plugged in a nightlight on the opposite side of the room before tiptoeing out, Eddie leaving right behind.

✿ Even though Frank had left you a nightlight, he flipped the hallway light on and left the door open a creek. He knew that you hated wondering around in the dark in case you needed something in the middle of the night.

✿ “Goodnight sleepy bug.” Eddie whispered to your sleeping form before finally taking his leave and following Frank upstairs and to their bedroom.

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hotchs-big-hands · 7 months

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hi hi im fucking obsessed with your page and all the lovely anons like ya’ll are keeping me alive with your thoughts, comments, rants, stories, and gifs😭😭😭 HOWEVER i was wondering if anyone has any thoughts about how the team would take it if they saw how haley was treating the reader with her snide fucking comments and ugly ass attitude???? OR what if haley tries to get the team on her side bc she’s so fucking stupid and blinded with jealousy even tho they arent really close in the first place????

please bless me with your thoughts (IM BEGGING YOU🧎‍♀️)

- 🌊

Awwwhhh gosh thank you so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖 you're very sweet! And I welcome you 🌊 anon!! It's nice to have you here 🥰🥰🥰🥰

NOW onto the deets!! Sooooo okay they can tell that whenever you're around or mentioned Haley is ✨tense✨. I mean they are profilers! It esp goes down when there's a gathering at the bar after a case. You're there, as you often are (even before you started dating Aaron if you're part of the team) and just generally having a great time sitting with him.

And then Haley enters the same bar. She managed to have Jack handed over to her sister, being encouraged to "get back out there". But what Jessica doesn't know is Haley decided to go to the very same bar she was attending with Aaron with the team years ago. She had heard he was seeing someone, but now she knows he is. And boy... she is not happy.

You're younger than her for a start. Pretty. Real pretty. Definitely more filled out than she ever was, however. And Aaron has his arm around your waist, smiling gently and chuckling at whatever the conversation was being had. No, she didn't want to see him so-

So she decides to saunter into the bar, pretending she hasn't seen any of them as she orders herself a drink. As she takes hold of her drink she walks casually near their table, she knows they've spotted her now. And then she feigns surprise as she lets her eyes wander to the group.

"Oh! I didn't expect to cross paths with you all tonight." She says. The group offer polite greetings to her and she smiles and nods, then her eyes land on you. "Ah... and you are?"

You tell her your name. She watches as Aaron's grip on you tightens a little. She hums.

"I see. Well I'm Haley Brooks, Aaron's ex-wife. I'm sure you know my dearest Jack, yes? I'm his mother." She says smugly as she shakes your hand a little too tightly. You look uncomfortable, she enjoys it. Her eyes drift to Aaron, who's watching her with slightly narrowed eyes. "I didn't expect you to move onto someone so... hmm, how should I put it?"

"Haley." Aaron says. His tone is a warning. Haley narrows her eyes a little.

"I was only going to say they're young, Aaron." God, she enjoyed the discomfort from the way she said his name. You're looking at her with a certain look that suggested you knew she was lying about what she was about to say. No doubt you'd heard it before, she thinks. One of the others at the table clears their throat.

"Ah, you here with anyone tonight?" Emilia(Emily?) asks her. Haley shifts her gaze to the woman with dark hair.

"Mhm no. Just haven't had much time for myself recently." She knows her words sting. Good. You clear your throat and offer a polite smile.

"I don't mind looking after Jack sometimes if you and Jessica need a break. He's always a good kid when he's at his dad's." You offer and Haley breathes out through her nose sharply.

"That's funny, when I spotted you all I thought you probably worked as a babysitter. You certainly look like one."

Before anyone else can speak up, Aaron slams his glass down on the table and stands up, firm and tall.

"Alright, that's enough. I think you should go." He says sternly to her. Haley gasps, wide eyed.

"A-Aaron I-"

"Now."

In a spark of anger, Haley downs her drink in one and slams her own glass down on the table.

"Fine. I'll just have to try to find myself a ride home then." She snaps. She turns to leave, and from behind her she hears possibly Derek say,

"Leave it to us, Hotch. Stay with (Y/n)."

She never did get to see you again.

#🫣 idk yawl its a lil lackluster but honestly feeling like avoiding writing fic stuff abt haley in future #💌 ah asks #🌊 anon

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impunkster-syndrome · 3 months

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my reply on that post was about the idea that the fandom would be unwelcoming to plural folk. i basically said that i myself am plural and that while we cannot control the actions of the fandom, we absolutely curate bad behavior in the fancord where we can catch it, and obviously do not discourage sch fictives considering *i* am a clown with fictives.

but i will add since im here that kitty blocking you is not because you Dared to criticize kit. it's because all of the dogpiling and negativity was unbelievably stressful, you all behave as if there is no person behind the screen, or that she is trying to hide behind trauma as an 'excuse.' that is Not the case. kitty blocked, and will continue to block, every single person involved with those blogs just because again, it was so stressful as a traumatized individual. so much toxicity buried any potentially Good criticisms. we Hear yall on the issues like barry not being drawn as fat as he usee to be anymore, or polly missing their cane, we Will rectify actual issues like that.

we welcome issues being brought up and have listened many times before. the fact of the matter is is that no one was going about it constructively at all.

While I do interact with some criticism blogs, I legitimately don't care for some of the criticism from blogs and approach the media as someone entirely new to it. Media analysis is my hobby, and I see so much potential in Sparklecare plus the related media like the therapy spinoff as someone who has dealt with stuff like systemic ableism and interpersonal ableism. I think some of the criticism blogs don't exactly focus on the bigger issues at hand- the lack of nuance, pacing, the high barrier of entry to being able to understand the media through expecting readers to have done hours of scrolling through social media for lore, the problems of not having page numbers on the site visible and not being able to easily skip to specific pages, etc. However, you do not help yourself here by clearly never having actually read and understood my posts. In fact, I do see some staff acting like trauma makes the media immune to criticism, when trauma can make beautiful art that can speak to people at a core level like Alice: Madness Returns. It just can't get that good without people actually being able to point out things that can be fixed and improved upon. The timing for being blocked despite never actually interacting with the main sparklecare blog plus the posts about how people shouldn't take it as anything other than vent art despite the site's about page itself claiming it is a social commentary tell me that it was about my posts and critique of the media as what it claims itself to be. I had never seen anyone else talk about it in that way in the tags, which was astounding to me as someone that reads social commentary like Discworld and is currently working through Lolita so I can write about the objectification of CSA survivors and erasure of our stories and identities by abusers. If it was never meant to be seen as social commentary, that needs to be removed from the site.

I approach it less like a disappointed fan and more like a creative because I've been in Kittycorn's position at about the same age- 15. I wanted to make a twine game about my trauma and abuse I was still undergoing because I wanted to know why I was being abused and it was a cry for someone to help me. There were also many other projects, and some that I have refined over time. I have OCs I talk about and I use them to explore parts of myself. This is my disability blog too, and I'm going to have opinions on disability-related media and representation in it.

I honestly suggest you read over the posts I have written about Sparklecare and then reevaluate if you think I am coming from a malicious place like you seem to think I am.

As for the alterhuman thing, I will say that it was from publicly available information at the time. I'm not going to be in a fandom discord when I have stuff like a job to worry about and the whole media is a migraine risk to me.

Also- I've seen some staff literally tokenize Kittycorn and act like kits schizophrenia is what makes kit excused from all critique. The holding up of kit as a bully victim and not a 23 year old person able to handle kits own issues is infantilizing to disabled people. We can handle our own shit. You personally need to learn the line between bullying and publicly discussing media that was made public, as someone who got extensively bullied in school for years. It's not the same thing here. Kittycorn is a person behind the screen- but so are the people you proclaim as bullies and dehumanize by acting like all criticism is unfounded or coming from "bad people."

#the blackbox askbox #sparklecare critical #sparklecare hospital #sparklecare

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bullet-prooflove · 10 months

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The North Star - Part Twenty: Orchard Beach - Terry Bruno x Reader (feat: Mike Duarte)

Tagging: @legit9thlunaticwarrior @the-adzukibean @beardedbarba @wooshwastaken @justreblogginfics @im-just-a-mississippi-girl @storiesofsvu @anime-weeb-4-life @witches-unruly-heart @spaghettificationandpretzels @chavez-ashley @kiwiithecrazybird @the-person-in-the-circle @proceduralpassion @crazy4chickennuggets @callsignartemis @kmc1989

Welcome to mine and @the-hinky-panda The Bronx universe featuring our favs Terry Bruno & Mike Duarte.

This story takes place several years after 'Blood Out'. Terry still lives in the Bronx and works in Manhatten SVU.

Following on from @the-hinky-panda story 'The Dog' Mike has retired from the NYPD on medical grounds due to seizures causes by the attack. He has a therapy dog called Bono and lives with @the-hinky-panda character Meredith.

The North Star Series - Part of The Bronx Universe

Part One: Moments (NSFW)

Part Two: Case of the Ex

Part Three: Her Worse Half

Part Four: Always

Part Five: Ask Me Again (NSFW)

Part Six: Degas

Part Seven: The Heist

Part Eight: A Part to Play

Part Nine: Home

Part Ten: Safe Space

Part Eleven: Weak

Part Twelve: Got Your Back

Part Thirteen: Familia

Part Fourteen: Gunplay

Part Fifteen: Friendly Fire

Part Sixteen: Alive (NSFW)

You’re sitting on the sand at Orchard Beach alongside Mike, your aviators perched upon your face and a takeout cup of coffee clutched to your chest. The remnants of the tequila are fading, the buzz drilling down into a dull ache behind your eyes. You’ve forgotten this part of the drinking, that you feel like absolute shit when the alcohol starts to wear off.

Your boots sit alongside Mike’s, your socks balled up inside of them as your elbows rest upon your knees. Your trousers are rolled halfway up your calves, your feet sinking into the sand. It’s oddly grounding. You think that’s why Mike suggested it in the first place.

“The things I said…” You begin, toying with the lid of cup.

“It wasn’t you.” Mike says you, his gaze fixed on the water. “Besides hermanita, it takes a lot more than that to hurt my feelings.” He pauses for a second before inclining his head towards you. “I shouldn’t have left you there that night.”

It weighs on him that decision. He remembers that final glance before the curtain closed, you smile despite the fact the two of you had just committed a crime.

“Mike, how could you have known?” You ask him and you see the muscle in his jaw twitch. “It was an op, the place was surrounded with cops, nobody knew what he was going to do.”

“I should have stayed.” He says stubbornly.

You find yourself rolling your eyes up towards the cloudy sky. You know it’s hard to forgive yourself when it comes to something like this, you can’t even begin to fathom, the type of shit this taps into inside of his head.

“And got arrested for stealing the Carrillo.” You remind him, the words sounding harsh as they roll off your tongue. “I knew him better than anyone and I didn’t see it coming.”

You shake your head because the truth is this isn’t on Mike, it’s on you. You’ve seen the monster before and you know what brings it out, you knew you were riling him, and you just couldn’t help yourself.

“I pushed him that night.” You tell him with a sigh. “I was so fucking sick of all of his shit, I just kept pushing…”

“It’s not on you.” He interrupts you, his gaze straying to the bruises on your wrists, the ones that peer out from the cuffs of your blouse. “You didn’t ask for any of this.”

No, you didn’t but it’s hard to remember that sometimes, because violence like this it has a way of fucking with you. It crawls into your head and leaves you questioning things, the facts you know, the feelings you felt.

“It’s not on you either.” You return, your attention drifting to Bono as he pads his feet up and down on the sand impatiently. “Why does he keep doing that?”

“He wants to play in the ocean.” Mike informs you, nudging your shoulder gently with his. “You should go with him, get your feet a little wet, sober you up a little.”

“Trust me, that shit’s already happening.” You assure him as you raise to your feet.

“Go play.” Mike says to Bono, jabbing his finger at the ocean.

Bono hovers for a moment before Mike gives him a look and makes a shooing motion with his hand.

“Go.”

You are already ankle deep in the sea when the Bono hurtles after you, spraying you with water. It’s cold upon your skin, jarring you out of your thoughts as you erupt with laugher. It feels like a baptism, a cleansing of all the shit you’ve been carrying on your shoulders. You feel it washing away as you stand in the water and finally take a breath for the first time since Paul stepped back into your life.

You’re cold and completely sober by the time you make it back onto the beach, Bono following in your footsteps. Mike tries to shield himself as Bono shakes the water from his fur, but it drenches the two of you all over again.

“I don’t know what you’re laughing at.” Mike tells you, gesturing at your wet clothes. “Noone is gonna let us in their Uber, you’re soaked.”

He watches as you head towards the tourist shack and shakes his head. When you return you’re clutching a newly purchased beach towel for Bono and an enormous lime green hoody declaring Orchard Beach is the place to be.

“I fucking love this thing.” You tell Mike later as the two of you sit in a set of chairs alongside the ice cream parlour overlooking the beach “It feels like I’m wrapped up in a hug.”

Mike thinks you need that at the moment, the comfort of the fleece material pressing down on you. He suspects it’s a similar sensation to that of a weighted blanket. He knows what it’s like to need the physical reassurance. Terry isn’t here and he isn’t the touchy feely type so the hoodie solves the problem for both of you.

“Small joys hermanita.” He utters as he setts a small pot of doggie ice cream on the ground alongside Bono before pointing at him. “Don’t tell Shasta”

The two of you watch as Bono consumes it, eating your own ice cream cones in silence. Mike lets it sit, he knows there’s something you want to say to him, he can feel it underneath the surface.

“I’m thinking about putting in my papers.” You say finally, cleaning your hands off with the napkin that was wrapped around your cone.

“Give it a couple of weeks.” Mike advises as he scratches the spot behind Bono’s ears. The dog wags his tail furiously as he gives his owner his best doggie smile. “You’re on medical leave, you’re dealing with a lot of shit. It’s gonna take some time to process it.”

“Come on Mike.” You say with a bitter laugh, it’s a harsh sound that tears from your throat and grates across Mike’s nerves. He knows that you’re thinking of Tucker’s words this morning. The fact that they would have used your case to turn Paul, that he would have gotten away with it all over again. “The justice system is fucked. You know it and I know it.”

“Is that how you felt before?” he asks you pointedly.

“It all made sense before.” You try to explain, tapping the space where your heart resides in your chest. “It feels like the job that I love has just plunged a knife into my chest and twisted.”

“We both know that the job it takes a pound of flesh.” Mike says looking down at the scars etched into the back of his hands as he cradles Bono’s face. “You do good work, but you have to decide whether that outweighs the personal cost.”

The truth is you just don’t know anymore, because if it can happen to you, a decorated Sergeant with a stellar arrest record who else can it happen to. Paul was subordinate and that was bad enough, you can’t imagine what it must be like to have the roles reversed, to be trapped under the thumb of someone who could literally hold your life in their hands.

“I’m not sure that it does.” You say honestly.

“I get that, trust me I do.” Mike tells you before settling back into his seat. “Take the time and then make a decision. Whatever you do decide you know we’ll support you…” He pauses for a second before smiling. “Well Bruno will, he’s the one with the millions.”

You toss your balled up napkin at him, striking him in the side of the head.

“She’s a bully isn’t she Bono?” he murmurs to the dog, stroking the top of his head. “A bully in an ugly green hoodie, picking on an old man.”

You laugh out loud and honestly it feels so damn good.

“Thanks for this.” You say, gesturing between the two of you. “I feel like I can breathe again for the first time in a while.”

“Anytime hermanita.” He reassures you. “I mean it, we’ve got your back.”

Love Terry Bruno? Don’t miss any of his stories by joining the taglist here.

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blacktinnedpeaches · 9 months

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last night i was thinking how the NHS treated me whenever i was dim enough to ask for help for my madness + just getting like more and more angry remembering it lmfao

i actually think that severing myself from like the idea of "help" and "psychiatry" and "CBT" and "mental health" has been more beneficial to my QOL than literally anything the NHS ever did for me, so im at peace w/ it on the whole, however there were some real highlights:

me sitting sobbing my eyes out in a small room w/ two strangers begging them to Please Help, and receiving a letter a few weeks later saying i wasn't ill enough for any help + i was on my own

being diagnosed w/ BPD (a big regret i have - once i cann afford to spend £250 on a psych visit im going to try and get that scrubbed off my record bc at the time of diagnosis like ~8 years ago i was naive enough to think that a diagnosis that wasn't depression or anxiety would force the NHS into giving me "help". however, obviously, as you all know, a BPD diagnosis is the 2020s equivalent of Female Hysteria

i was offered a round of CBT (classic) but there was an 18m waiting list and in that 18m i was diagnosed w/ the BPD. so i had a conversation w/ them in which they were like "we can only do the anxiety/depression, if you talk about anything BPD-ish we'll terminate you"

went to the minor injuries unit after a particularly bad self-harm session + was not asked any questions about how i was doing mentally, they didnt check i was safe, they didnt ask me if i was gonna be ok at home lol, they just cleaned me / bandaged me / sent me home again (tbh idk what id rather they did tbh like. i dont want to be sectioned - i was just kind of astonished by the lack of pretence at caring how i was doing)

in the last-ditch effort i made to get some "help" i told my (beloved! none of this is his fault) GP that if he had anything going i'd be willing to give it a shot. he told me there was this local unit opening up for "personality disorders" and that given i was motivated + all that shit i would be a perfect fit for it. (at this time i was already leery of the BPD label but i was still thinking like: maybe it will actually open THIS door to "treatment") i said to him: i know for a fact they will not accept me. you're welcome to try, but i am 100% sure that they will find a reason to reject me as a patient. and he was like no no no! haha why wouldn't they :) i'll send them a personal email about you! and they'll take you on my reccommendation! and i was like lol ok roy. anyway yeah of course they didnt accept me - as i told him they wouldnt - and he was so shocked and upset during that conversation where he told me this - and i was just like totally unemotional like "i told you this would happen" and he was like just so shocked about it all (honestly idk why, as a doctor, he must see the carnage, but whatever) and just like "my god - you were right" (yeah no shit roy) and yeah that was just the moment i was like alright im never doing any of this shit again, never ever.

to be honest my suggestion to anyone in a similar situation is to read up on antipsychiatry lmfao (shout out to bananapeppers for forcing it into my eyeballs via tumblr) bc it really changed my mindset for the better. that's probably quite a bleak sentiment to end a post about psychiatry on but uh. i dont know what to say otherwise. i don't believe in "mental healthcare" anymore like i rly dont. im doing 100x better now that i refuse to talk to doctors about my madness. there is no moral to this post

ETA: from @bananapeppers herself: "for anyone reading this who may be interested, this is an England-based antipsychiatry organization that I recommend: Campaign for Psychiatric Abolition ( https://linktr.ee/cpabolition)"

#missed out loads of shit on here like the years of banging my head against a wall #trying to get “help” for literal years upon years upon years #it was all an absolute waste of time + i just wish id realised that sooner #now i take the fluoxetine bc it seems to make a real difference wrt obsessive thoughts #i see tina sometimes #and i will never ever talk to a doctor again about my thoughts: end of

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OHHHH THAT FUCKS GOGHUHFG dies. ok SO how would lizzie react to the tidestriders im CRAZY !!! this ALSO goes towards everyone else on the black rose but Lizzie means the world to me so ykno

also how does edyns curse work O_O

Ok so Lizzie at first was kinda iffy on the new additions to the crew but she warmed up WAY quicker than Chip did, mainly because Edyn kinda became the big sister to her and chip aswell and she was happy to have another girl around even if edyns a bit older yknow?

For Gillion, it took him a WHILE to get used to the oversea and Lizzie does play little jokes on him but will always end up actually explaining it to him and Edyn if she needed help aswell compared to Chip who often took jokes too far

Lizzie is ATTACHED to the Tidestrider siblings whenever they are on an island, because obviously the kids don't know the whole situation but they know bad people are after gil and Edyn so little Lizzie is fully convinced she can fight off anyone who comes by

Also Edyn taught Lizzie how to swim in this au, even though usually her or Gil would just let Lizzie ride on their back as they swam (chip was made to swim /j)

Also Lizzie is

Let's just say her reunions with either Tidestrider sibling are Tense, Gillion's less so because by that time it's a known thing that Gillion has had his memories locked away, so she's more frustrated what became of someone she considered a sibling- plus out of chip, Edyn and herself... She is more chill for Gillion to sit with, mainly because she's the only one where when Gillion looks at them he can tell they are mourning the boy he used to be but can't remember being, Lizzie just takes him as he is now and doesn't bring up his lack of memory

Edyns is TENSE man, she assumed Chip and Lizzie had died after hearing that the sea turned completely black and even has rose tattoos to symbolise them, so when they reunite (thanks Caspian) Edyn feels so much Relief but... To Lizzie this Older Sister who was meant to look after them, who she held out hope would eventually turn up because she knows they got away, didn't even bother looking (obviously Lizzie doesn't know about edyns curse at this point)

I hope that makes sense for lizzie and eventually they come to an understanding but yeah I definitely need to work on her part of the au more so Uwbsusb again any suggestions or critique are super welcome!!

Edyn's curse is basically that she can never touch seawater again, it burns her and it she stays in it too long she will end up with burn marks- her gills also seal up in saltwater so uhh the best thing I can compare it to is what happens to devil fruit users in one piece!! They get extremely weak and begin to sink/pass out in the sea, just add on the burning and there's edyn's curse!

It's so she wouldn't ever be able to return to the trench, since she'd obviously know where it was and when Gil is taken back she's a full on teenager so-

Honestly it's a salt in the wound deal, because she lost her leg thanks to these Triton soldiers and they were certain she was going to die on that beach and yet they STILL cursed her in the slim chance she survived, which she did but it was a miracle

Her ships called the sunken pearl and that's because there's a rune carved into it that allows a bubble to form around the ship, so it works like a submarine!! So she can at least still see her home without being harmed!!

Also the rest of the black rose? I really gotta relisten to the one shot but drey fully goes hey is this daycare now can I bring my nieces/hj

Arlin is kinda glad chip has more Actual Child Friends though that poor man always gets roped into pranks or the kids just LAUNCHING themselves at him

Captain Rose spends the most time with Edyn probably, she's eager to learn a lot! But he does sit and tell tales of past adventures to the kids

Sorry for the long ass post btw

#black rose kids au

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heyyy um i got a few new followers from, im assuming, the general population migration from twitter to here in the past few days and i just wanted 2 give the new folks a lil welcome greeting so.....welcome 2 my Home Page if u are one of those people im glad u like whatever i have to offer on here lol ✌️ idk how many people are completely new to tumblr in general or how many are like, tumblr users as well who either used both and decided to stick with this one over the other or are returning because of how batshit horrible it is Over There At The Bird Shit Site rn but just as a general bit of information, this has been my "personal" blog since i was 13 in 2010 so there is definitely not any kind of concrete theme or specific type of stuff i post, i've always used it pretty much as the one online social media site where i feel like i can actually be my authentic self, so sometimes i do unintentionally ramble about random stuff on my mind or a really bad day i've had or frustrations having to do with my disabilities; i did a lot more of that as a teenager and it honestly became Not A Great Coping Method for me at the time so i try not to info dump about negative stuff in my personal life on here like i did years ago, but unfortunately because i do have a lot of overlapping issues with both physical, neurological and mental health sometimes i'm just having a real bad day and this blog ends up being the only place i feel comfortable enough in the moment to rant. i just figured it's worth mentioning in case anyone is bothered or if that is a potential trigger for other peoples' own individual struggles, these days if i just really need to get something off my chest and feel like this is the only place where i can do that it's usually regarding medical health problems/symptoms that i'm not coping well with.

i think a few people may have followed me/found this blog from my 'as seen on my disney princess tv' posts that i like to do on here, so if you are one of those new followers, hello and thank you so much for encouraging that fun hobby of mine!! i mention it every once in a while but if you're new here you wouldn't know obviously; i am always super happy to take suggestions or requests for specific movies/shows/media that people would like to see me play on the pink princess tv and make a fancy photoset of, so i will always be open to requests for that whether its by sending a message in my inbox, leaving a reply on a post or even just like, tagging my username on a post for a specific piece of media and being like 'you should make a tv post for this', feel free to do any of those if u would like to!!

one last thing for this post i promise, this one is more of a request of my own and it's largely out of my control but i wanted to quickly say it at some point; i've never used twitter for any amount of time more than like 5 minutes 10 years ago (and a throwaway account i have for the purpose of making lobby note sketches in Splatoon games since u have to post them to twitter to put them in the game which is very silly to me), so i'm very unfamiliar with the general 'thread' type post format that seems to be the norm on there, but in this past week my blog here keeps getting "mentioned" in posts that have nothing to do with me by people i do not know because its a one word pretty widespread first name, and im not mad or anything about it, but it is really annoying honestly and i know nobody is doing it intentionally so i just wanted to let folks know: if you use the @ symbol in pretty much any text on this site except like, the tags of a post, and someone's blog url/username exists on here, it will tag that user in your post (including instances like replying in the comment reply part of a post that you didn't originally post yourself) even if there's more to the username before or after the part with an active url in it (for example, one instance from this week i got unintentionally tagged in started with 'mariska' and then had an underscore with some other words past that, so my account was automatically tagged and i got a notification that i was mentioned in a post even though it was just that first 'mariska' section of the username). i just wanted to ask everyone who may not be used to the different format style of posts on here vs shorter twitter threads to be aware of that Being A Thing, because it's already happened quite a few times and i do get notified of it every time i would very much appreciate not being brought into random posts via unintentional url mentions and i will most likely just block people if it continues to happen because i'm legitimately concerned that at some point it could end up being a case of my url being mentioned in a post or reply that is actively triggering to my mental health or includes disturbing content or something like that, thankfully that hasn't been the case so far, but just please double check that you aren't tagging a tumblr user in something before you post or reply; a good way to know if you unintentionally have done that is if the word typed after the @ is like, a lighter gray than the regular black default text, and also if you go to post something and you're not sure if someone's blog got tagged in it, an easy way to check is to first save that post as a draft (there should be a click/tap drop menu next to the 'post' button on both mobile and desktop versions of this site, if you bring up that menu it'll show a few different options like 'save as draft', 'add to queue', etc) and then go into your account's drafts and see if the post has that light gray url mention link in it, it should un-link the tagged person if you do something like adding a space between the @ and the username or using a backslash before the username like @/examplename.

sorry for the super long random post about all that LOL, i think i'll probably type up a much shorter and easier to read introduction post to pin at the top of my blog in the very near future, but in the meantime thanks for checking out my lil 2020s geocities homepage lmao 😌✌️

#long post

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infernaleikon · 1 month

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✨✨✨✨🫱Care to share🫲✨✨✨✨

The message was sent to you because someone loved your writing and stories. ❤️

▪️What are your writing suggestions for newcomers, or what would you have liked to know when you first started?

▪️How do you write different personalities and perspectives? Could you explain how you came up with the manner you written your favorite or any character?

▪️What do you do when you have writer's block?

▪️How do you come up with new ideas and develop them?

▪️Any messages for your readers or fellow writers?

You are welcome to answer if you have the time and desire, or you can simply respond to the questions that come to mind.

💐Thank you for your work as a writer and as a member of this fandom!💐

aww thank you so much!! 🥰

uuuh idk if im (one of the) best person to ask these questions tbh cos i don't think my answers are super helpful or deep lmao but i'll give it a try

What are your writing suggestions for newcomers, or what would you have liked to know when you first started?

hmm, i think if you're starting out the best thing to do is just write. it gets easier the more you do it. maybe prepare to come back to your early/first works and realize you don't like them for some reason (style/characterisation/story/etc). if you're writing fanfic, it helps a lot to read fic of the fandom you want to write for. it helps informing your own take of the characters (though there's always the danger of running into popular fanon takes that are super removed from canon) but it also helps with vocab, style (not saying you should copy anyone/thing).

How do you write different personalities and perspectives? Could you explain how you came up with the manner you have written your favourite or any character?

i don't think i came up with anything tbh. i know some people have like, a whole process and do a lot of research or do deep dives and really put time into this. it's not something i have the patience for, and I've always been the kind of person who doesn't do outlines or drafts or stuff. sometimes i feel so familiar and comfortable with a character that writing them becomes something i don't have to think about, like when im very confident about getting their voice right. but that has only happened when i've written them quite a lot.

What do you do when you have writer's block?

i rot lol i feel like the only thing i an do is sort of... wait it out? most of the time i get writer's block when my hyperfixation has died down or when my mental health is digging deeper than rock bottom. and whenever i try to write then, i dislike everything i wrote. so i genuinely got no advice there, sorry.

How do you come up with new ideas and develop them?

oof. hmmm, i used to be able to come up with a story/idea for almost anything lmao. but i really like talking a story through with someone, brainstorm, bounce ideas off them, stuff like that. sometimes just rambling at someone helps me figure out what i wanna do.

Any message for your readers or fellow writers?

For the readers: thank you so much for your time ☺️✨🙏🏻

For the writers: keep ballin

thank you for sending this anon 🥰😊🩷

#ask #anonymous

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allbeendonebefore · 2 months

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Omg thanks so much, I’m so happy i sent that ask bc it’s already helping me and giving me ideas to flesh out this fic better. i need to stop being so shy ><

and i agree with everything you’ve said. i also tend to feel like matt leans on oliver a lot which leads to ollie taking the fall and brunt of most things + taking on more than he should, since he knows ollie will pick up his slack.

but i would absolutely love to hear more if you can, please. i find ollie’s and ralph’s relationship really intriguing + i love when they can just. chill and be friends and worry about shit later

oh you bet, thanks for asking! it's stuff i like to think about and its nice to talk to someone about it (and normally i don't bite, save for when I lose sleep/am travelling and am feeling paranoid about strangers asking for personal info, sorry anon from last week! but dms also are ok for things like that because then i feel more like im having a conversation and less like im performing for an invisible audience)

and yeah ol hits close to home for me so when i'm not drawing him Silly or using him as a strawman which is most of the time (sorry), he tends to be a reflection of my own anxieties about being Professional and being Forced into the Leadership Role but Also Not Delegating it because he Doesn't Trust Anyone Else etc etc, and he tends to also be a projection of the anxieties of simultaneously defining what being Canadian is and having to embody that while also realizing that its kind of milquetoast or built on sand and arbitrary and completely made up and Not the universal unifying magic bullet it is supposed to be but what the fuck else is he supposed to do, which is a theme that i have been mulling over.... well, since i was like, nine and left the country.

likewise bert hits close to home for me because..... home, so when i write him its usually expressing a frustration at the way things are/have been, and kind of satirizing the State of Things. It is difficult for me to not make him a complete wreck and I tend to focus on his toxic sides because it's Very Personal for me, but I don't want my vent comics to be like, the only version of him out there either? it's also hard for me because i feel like simultaneously i am the person who is the first to point out his faults and flaws because i can't escape them, but i'm also the person who is trying to love him unironically without shame through gritted teeth, hahaha...

so i mean even if everything i say rings true or doesn't, it's not the be all end all of their characterization, what i say is just more filtered through Me and My Experiences and I fully acknowledge that and you're also welcome to take things in another direction. lord knows i am in my own very specific rut right now that contributes to a lot of blocks i have. [and my authority on Albertanness has to be tempered with other Albertans, remember that time all the albertans got angry at me for the song i used on the i am alberta video LOL]

i don't have anything specific to say at the moment on this and i am putting off a lot of things i should be doing but uh, check back, i am thinking about it and i'm happy to help / offer suggestions / test hypotheses. :)

#Anonymous #hapo replies #iammatthewian #iammatthewian project #projectcanada #iamp: alberta #iamp: ontario #pc: alberta #pc: ontario #iamp headcanon #oliver stanley #ralph campbell #as usual the disclaimer i dont write the canon i just play bert on tv #you wont find the angry albertans in the yt comments #because they told this to me to my face lol

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falsiliar · 1 year

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ENTERTAIN ME, PEASANTS !!

hey howdy hey! if you’ve stumbled across this blog, imsosorryplsforgiveme welcome~!☆

this is an independent and highly selective (mainly because I’m protecting you guys, just saying) roleplay blog for KOKICHI OMA of Danganronpa V3. happily and eagerly causing chaos in AUs for pokemon and genshin impact, as well!

shamefully adored by sammy (25+) ( ˘▽˘)っ♨ enjoy your stay and take some tea and cookies with you before you go!

Sammy's Blog Roll: Ryunosuke Naruhodo (The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles) King Magnifico (Wish) Kaz Brekker (Six of Crows) Leo Valdez (Heroes of Olympus) Timothy Lawrence (Borderlands)

rules/verses pasted below for ease!

Disclaimer: First, I'm not here for the "Kokichi did nothing wrong" mentality. He will not be written in a way implying anything of the sort: I try my best to write him as an extremely flawed character who, while having some good intentions, has done very bad things. Second, Kokichi has a foul mouth and says some incredibly cruel things to people. I will not soften his character, so please just be warned that anything he says or does is—obviously—not me or my opinion! No offense intended ooc.

Rules: Highly selective and private (mutuals only). Low/sporadic activity. If I follow you, I want to interact!

Memes (and inbox interactions in general) are the best way to start threads with me. Or just scream at me in the IMs; I promise I'll immediately love you.

Punch Kokichi. You have permission and are encouraged to.

Kokichi is a liar. You can safely assume a good 90% of the things he says to your muse aren’t true, so take his words with a grain of salt.

Multi-ship with ships occurring in different verses.

NSFW mentions will be possible mainly because Kokichi chooses to be an inappropriate gremlin. This means suggestive threads at the most. I won’t write smut.

The nature of DR makes backstories for characters very open. That in mind, my headcanons for Kokichi’s past (and what memories I’ve decided are real or made up) are my own ideas, and so I don’t intend on claiming they are “right” or the only means of interpreting him. :) Just the way I write my version of him.

AUs: (summarized)

Pokemon: Kanto/Johto region Leader of a “villainous” team called D.I.C.E. D.I.C.E. is a very small organization (~10 members) comprising youth who go out of their way to cause trouble and pull pranks. Kokichi claims D.I.C.E. is huge to anyone who asks him, and he makes them out to be far more formidable a group than they actually are. D.I.C.E. team outfits match up with Kokichi’s default wear: white coats, checkered scarves, clown masks. Kokichi and his team travel anywhere across the world but originate in Johto/Kanto. They’ve caused many problems specifically in bigger cities such as Goldenrod. Team: Mimikyu, Nidoking, Sableye, Banette, Polteageist, Gengar

Genshin Impact: Mondstadt No Vision Orphan affiliated with a small group of rowdy kids/teenagers calling themselves D.I.C.E. Mainly stays close to the city of Mondstadt, but can potentially venture out anywhere (realistically) with his group of "misfits." D.I.C.E. does not pose too big of a threat. Most of them are just misbehaving kids who steal and cause trouble just for the fun of it; only a few have Visions to create more destruction than usual. It's well-known across Mondstadt by now that D.I.C.E. is just a group of meddlesome kids, but Kokichi will lie and say they are so much more to any other nation not familiar with them. Abyss Order–level bad. D.I.C.E. doesn't have an official "hideout," but they tend to take over hilichurl camps and use them as temporary lodgings.

#🎲||► ooc #rises from the grave to make a pinned post ( ◞･౪･)

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mcmcntomorii-later · 1 year

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@kismetkiss

When Mukuro suggested the sleep over, Rukia was absolutely overjoyed. She had really wanted to become closer to her. She was practically like family now, wasn't she? Well, Rukia knew if her brother was to marry anyone it should definitely be Mukuro. Although, Rukia had never been to a sleep over before and was unsure of what to do exactly and made sure to do plenty of research. She may have been rather over prepared. Having brought board games and whatnot. When the night finally came for the sleep over, she'd have the biggest grin. Naturally the sleep over was at the Kuchiki household given how big and spacious it was. "I-Im so excited for this…!! I never had a chance to do this with anyone before." Rukia would enthuse when taking out a board game and a few too many snacks. Hopefully she didn't forget anything. A gasp would leave her when Mukuro had finished painting little chappys on Rukia's nails though. "So… So cute…!!! You're quite talented." Then she'd attempt the same, though attempting a different design. It ended up looking like a mess really BUT Rukia was proud of herself. "How does that look? I did well, right?" A chuckle before shortly letting out a yawn. "Honestly Mukuro, thanks so much for suggesting this. I really enjoy any time we spend together. You're quite a remarkable woman and an even more remarkable friend. Or rather… I think I may just start considering you something like a sister to me." Rukia says, still admiring the way her nails were painted before looking over at Mukuro. "I hope we can do this more often when the two of us have time for it."

The moment Rukia showed how overjoyed she was when Mukuro suggested having a little over, that made Mukuro beyond happy。Mukuro really did want to know Rukia more and bond beyond the fact than her being in a relationship with Byakuya and figured that a sleep over would ( hopefully ) be something that increases their bond。

Although, admittedly Mukuro also hadn't even had or been to a sleep over before。 So if there were typically things people would do at them, Mukuro was at a loss as to what those were。 But at least, she could had the opportunity to do a bit of research and learn what was typical of a sleep over。

When Mukuro arrived at the Kuchiki household, Mukuro was also relieved to learn that she wasn't the only one to have over prepared in someway。 While it seemed that Rukia went the route of board games, Mukuro chose the manicure/spa day and snacks route。

But regardless it was nice to know that they both were very excited for this。

「Same here~ I've never done this before either and I was really happy when you accepted!」 Mukuro spoke with a smile。

When it came time to do Rukia's nails, Mukuro was more than happy to paint them, not going too ornate or complex like how she did her own nails sometime, but she keep the colors and designs to something that would suit Rukia best, including drawing little Chappys on her nails。「Thank you~」 Mukuro said with a smile, 「I love doing this type of stuff,」Mukuro said when she finished up the nail designs on Rukia。

Mukuro had taken off the nail color she had on previously before she came over so when it was her turn, they didn't have to take the time to clean off her nails。

「They look amazing thank you, I really love them」 the comment was genuine, she did really love them because Rukia did them, to Mukuro, it didn't matter what they looked like because of the memory that was now attached to them。

「You've very welcome, thank you for accepting my invitation。 I really enjoy the time we spend together too and I'm looking forward to more,」 Mukuro said with a bright, genuine smile, a little heat rising to her face when Rukia said that she'd consider her something of a sister。「I'd love to start considering you as a sister too。」

「Yeah, I'd love to do this again sometime! This has been a lot of fun。」

【 unprompted asks 】 ♡ 【 always accepting 】

#kismetkiss #⌈ 💌 ⌉ ASKS. || ✧ –––– A SORT OF HAUGHTY PLACE TO RUN THROUGH.#⌈ 🦊 ⌉ IC ASKS. || ✧ –––– GO WHERE YOU BELONG.#⌈ 🏯 ⌉ UNMATCHED VIPER. || ✧ –––– VERSE : BLEACH.#⌈ 🌸 ⌉ KUCHIKI RUKIA. || ✧ –––– KISMETKISS.#long post

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talkintrashcann · 1 year

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Nightly swim - Xavier Thorpe

Summary: The nightshades invite you to a campfire hangout, but plans get thrown overboard and you end up going for a nightly swim in the lake, in the arms of someone else to be exact. 🫧

Warnings: undressing but still having underwear on, kissing, a moan here and there, little bit spicy and suggestive at the end, let me know if i missed any

Word count: 1.2k

A/N: im so happy with the way this turned out omg, although i wasn't sure if this was a good idea at first but a new friend on here encouraged me to make it and post it even when i was doubting myself. i might make a spicy part 2 if anyone would be interested in that, please let me know if that's what you want!

Requests: definitely always welcome, it would honestly help me out a lot if anyone did so don't be afraid to ask for anything!

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Being part of the nightshades has it's pros and cons, a pro is that you get to do fun activities with a group of friends without being on Weems' rader. Such as rooftop parties, campouts, game nights and even activities that include cocktails. A con would be that even if that said activity wasn't your thing, you'd still get dragged to these private events by the other members of your secret society. And during the last nightshades meeting, the majority of the group voted for a campfire near the lake at nighttime. With snacks and drinks, confessions and games, blankets and cushions. You weren't sure about going since you were a fairly new member of the nightshades, but Ajax and Divina basically begged you to come. You couldn't say no to them, sometimes you hate how convincing they can be. But there might also be another reason why you didn't protest. Or should I say, a certain someone?

"Can you pass the marshmallows again?", Kent shouted to Yoko. A bag of marshmallows flying from one side of the fire to the other, the bag landing directly onto Kent's face, the group bursting out into laughter. Admittedly, this is actually way more fun than you thought it would be. The ambiance was perfect, everyone was chatting with each other and cracked a few jokes here and there. All while the campfire could be heard crackling in the background, with the moonlight reflecting on the lake near you. It was mesmerizing to look at, you couldn't help but feel drawn to the water. And apparently you weren't the only one that felt that way.

"What would you guys say to having a nightly swim in the lake over there? Could be fun don't you think?", Yoko suggested while the others nodded enthusiastically at the idea. They were already getting up from their place, taking off most of their clothing pieces, leaving them in nothing but their underwear. Moving over to the lake, they dipped their toes into the water while shivering from cold sensation, their full body following soon after. You had some doubts about taking off your clothes with everyone around you, waiting for the others to get in the water first before getting undressed yourself. You considered staying near the campfire but made up your mind pretty quickly once you thought it would be better to join them than to be left alone in the woods, finding it a little scary to be left behind in the dark.

Once your clothes were neatly folded on one of the blankets, you took a step into the lake. A chilling sensation going over you, making you rethink your decisions. You wanted to get out of the water and put your clothes on again. But there was no way back when you suddenly felt a hand grab yours and pull you with them into the deep cold water, looking up to see Xavier dragging you with him. You could barely see the huge grin on his face because the only source of light was that of the moon, but that was enough to accentuate his facial features (and maybe some other features as well). All the others were standing a bit further away from the two of you, splashing each other with water and pulling their friends under the surface of the water. Some might actually be trying to drown each other by the looks of it.

You reached a spot in the lake where it was difficult for you to stand, trying to keep your head above the water was becoming a little exhausting. You knew how to swim, but you weren't prepared on swimming in water this cold with nothing but your underwear on. Xavier on the other hand didn't experience any issues with standing normally due to his height. He could tell you were struggling to keep your head above the surface, so he tried to support you by wrapping his hands around your bare waist. Your heart skipped a beat at his touch, unknowingly holding your breath as you looked into his pretty eyes. His eyes were looking down at you with adoration, like he was looking at the prettiest thing he's ever seen. Which was exactly what went through his mind, wanting this moment to last forever.

As you were still struggling to stay afloat, Xavier grabbed the back of your thighs underwater and secured your legs around his waist. His right hand resting on your left side while the other one was placed on your lower back. His sudden movement took you by surprise, your hands ending up on his bare chest and neck. You had never been this close with him before, but you didn't mind the position you were in right now.

You could feel the growing tension between you, neither of you saying a word. It started to become a staring contest, seeing whoever would break the eye contact first. But you never did, you were just admiring the other in silence. He looks gorgeous under the moonlight, not thinking it was possible for him to look even better than he usually does. His hair was loose, the ends wet from the lake. You could see water droplets running down his neck and down to his chest, swallowing the lump in your throat at how hot this made him look.

"Did I ever tell you how pretty you are?", Xavier was the first to break the silence. He didn't mean to say that out loud, but he had no regrets when he saw your reaction to his words. Even without much light, it was noticable that you were blushing. You could feel your entire body heating up at his words, wondering if he could feel it too. The staring contest came to an end when Xavier looked down at your lips for a couple of seconds, immediately looking back into your glinstering orbs.

"You have no idea of how bad I want to kiss you right now.", he admits. Sending butterflies to your stomach.

"What are you waiting for?", you respond boldly. Causing him to smash his soft lips onto yours, immediately kissing him back equally needy. Your hands had a mind of their own, finding their way to his half wet hair. His own hands pressing your chest against his more, roaming your back while his other hand squeezed your thigh. You let out a quiet moan into the kiss, feeling him grin against your lips. You felt his tongue touching your bottom lip, asking for entrance. Which you were more than happy to grant. You had both been craving for this to happen one day, without even knowing that feeling was mutual. The longer it went on, the needier you got. Desperate sounds left your lips as the kiss got more intense by the minute.

The kiss went on for what felt like hours, catching the attention of the nightshades eventually. They couldn't really see what was going on between you two, but it seemed like an innocent kiss from their perspective. The question is: Was that truly all that happened?

Part two? 🫧

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Mobile Rules

Hello all! This is Kinny–I write lots of muses across many fandoms and got tired of shuffling between accounts. I am an older rper and have a full time job/career. It’s extremely difficult to maintain my blogs and get the muse to write. This is a low activity account where I can go to write whoever I want, whenever I want. My primary account is my OC account. I suggest you message me if you are interested in any of my muses. I am more interested in individual interactions than maintaining a massive number of threads and I am mostly interested in partners who will chat ooc and plot which is why I am mutuals-only. This is to keep things manageable and relaxed. But if you see an obscure and well-loved muse or the character you’ve been missing listed on my muse page, please reach out!

1. When you follow, it’d be great for you to IM me and let me know which muses you’re interested in writing with, especially if you are a Multi-Muse and/or you write muses in a different fandom from mine. I welcome Crossovers and OCs but it’s hard for me to approach you if I don’t know what muses you’re interested in.

2. Mun is 21+ and various muses are underage–those muses will not participate in smut under any circumstances!

3. I prefer plotting, Don’t be afraid to IM me to say hey I tagged you in a starter or ask to plot! I love ask memes but they are more likely to be dropped quickly. I also will only reply to ask memes that specify a muse because there are so many on this blog. This is mutuals only, low activity blog so I will often follow my whim.

These are some of the genres I love and always need more of:

Angst

Supernatural

Mystery

Horror

Crime

Superheroes/Scifi

Ships!!! (can be any mix of healthy/unhealthy/platonic/sexual)

These are some of the genres I don’t really get into (or only RP with those I know well):

Smut

Domestic Threads

4. I will tag NSFW threads and TW’s for things such as rape, gore, self-harm, eating disorders, abuse, etc. If I don’t TW something that bothers you, please let me know. I enjoy writing dark themes so be aware of the tags.

5. Any length/style posts (GIFS, dialogue, text, para, and multi-para) are all acceptable and will likely be based on the flow of the thread as well as which muse you are interacting with. While I prefer to write 2-3 paragraph posts, I will warn you that longer multi-para’s will often take longer to respond to so keep that in mind if you enjoy a fast turn around.

6. I like slow burn relationship building. I ship chemistry and I enjoy HATESHIPS a good deal. If I have hc’s with your character in general I will share them with you as time goes on. Feel free to pitch relationship development to me!

7. I don’t like to put time limits on the turnaround of threads. Many of my partners on this blog are people I have rp’d with for a while. They will wait patiently for replies. If you want to rp with me, then you should be willing to wait as well. I communicate quite clearly when and why I am on hiatus. If this is an issue, let me know.

You should ask me about a thread if:

- You posted a starter for me

- I never liked that starter

- I have been very active on the muse you’re waiting for a reply on but I haven’t responded.

- Please give me the benefit of the doubt if you’re afraid I’m ignoring your post. Instead of making this assumption, check out my out of character posts (#ooc) and/or the recent activity level of whatever muse you are interacting with.

- I reserve the right to drop any thread at any time–if I drop a meme, I likely won’t inform you. If I want to drop a plot, I will contact you.

8. All of my muses are willing to interact with anyone from any fandom as well as OCs. Don’t be shy! Each muse has a variety of Canon, Crossover, and Canon Divergent verses available!

9. I do not share many of the views of my muses. IC=/=OOC

#mobile rules #ooc

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