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@inkublu no worries!! It’s a theory of energy expended for tasks (especially helpful for people with chronic illness or adhd/autism to help define and keep track of their physical and mental energy limits).
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#hopefully that helps!!#spoon theory#so by the end of a full day#low spoons just means low energy#so having a quick meal to make#that doesn’t require as much effort#is a huge help
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Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown
#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV#okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now#have been drawing them like its my god damn career#have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone#and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go!#BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL#I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR#*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these#yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had#i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :)#BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART#AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT#and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction'#and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL#i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic#like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening'#i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity'#and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn#if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor#UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them#im trying to be concise but i really cant#because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn#HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS???????????????#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2023 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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dishes are forever
#I MISSED HAVING A TABLET!!!!#ht papyrus#a gentle touch when you're sad#a menacing touch when it would be funny#he can do it all#LITTLE PRO TIP LIFE HACK THOUGH: IF WASHING DISHES MAKES YOU WANT TO LIVE ON A DIFFERENT PLANET#MAYBE YOU HAVE TOO MANY DANG DISHES#BEING IN A SITUATION WHERE I HAVE 80% FEWER DISHES THAN BEFORE MEANS I DO DISHES MORE OFTEN BUT IT'S SO EASY#AND NOT SOUL SUCKING AT ALL#JUST MY EXPERIENCE!!!!!! THAT'S ALL#I'm sure when i am reunited with my other dishes i will languish in bed staring at this psyching myself up to the task#but i like keeping random jars from food i bought and dishes that i picked up in different places.#they physically remind me of everywhere I've been and sometimes i just look at them and remember where I've been#my favorite is the old ratatouille jar i bought at carrefour in Chengdu#that jarred ratatouille was the nastiest food to grace this earth#i bought it in case it would make a quick easy meal (you don't really find those at the grocery store in China at least not back then)#but even my cheap lazy self couldn't eat it#so no one ever consumed that ratatouille but the jar was pretty big so i put other stuff in it and now it's my dish#and somehow the label is glued on PERMANENTLY it has never washed off after all these years#actually idk maybe it eventually did it isn't here for me to look at but it lasted a long time i know that
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how many breakdowns should you have about dropping out before you seriously consider dropping out. asking for a friend teehee
#shock horror. i am not asking for a friend#turns out going to uni bc you had no idea what else to do + taking a course you’re mostly interested in bc you like space#is not necessarily a good idea. who would have thought#see the thing is if this didn’t cost money i wouldn’t be so worried. but i don’t want to keep having this breakdown and eventually drop out#in like a year’s time with twice the amount of debt or whatever#rn now i keep looking on indeed like hmm. i could totally drive trains that would be an amazing idea. driving a milk float!! so slay!!#bc i realised shortly after getting here that i do not want to do a phd which basically rules out any astrophysics jobs#my mum suggested looking at summer placements but quite frankly i need to get a job over summer if i stick with my degree bc i am ✨broke✨#rn i’m saying shit like oh i’ll just write a book and get it published. totally feasible way to make some quick cash (delusional)(knows it)#november has been hell i do not have a draft let alone a book#and i’m tired and i haven’t had a proper meal since thursday and my room is a tip#i‘ve had like three conversations with my friends in the past fortnight and none of them lasted longer than five minutes#i was so fucking excited for uni!! it was going to be so good!! i feel bad for wanting to drop out bc i don’t hate it!!#i just don’t really like it either#god fucking damn it. this shit is worse than a sexuality crisis. at least they had zero real world impact bc i was an antisocial fucker#this is the rest of my fucking life!! the hell!!
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not only did a i go to the grocery store after work i also banged out a huge pan of taco filling and made a really great burrito with it even though i forgot to get sour cream and the bag of microwave rice i had banging around actually expired summer last year and i didn't feel committed enough to cooking a pot of regular rice. but overall huge success
#i don't usually feel up to doing 'real cooking' after work so i'm pleased with myself i did a big chore AND cooked a meal#lmao this makes me sound so pathetic but like. you guys know i'm exhausted after work. i'm glad i pushed through#but now i have to go back to the store and get sour cream. but it's ok bc i skipped getting coffee bc i was already getting too much#(size thing more than cost thing) (i can only carry so much home) so i can go get coffee if i go to the store again tomorrow#and it'll be QUICK!#chatpost#i oughtta bake up some potatoes tomorrow if i have time. i love a potato in a burrito. it's just a different starch than rice really
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this dynamic between me and my teacher is getting really funny
#we were yapping to each other all of dinner#but then she had to yap at me because i (teenage athlete type) got 2 meals basically and she (60 year old) got a side of brussels sprouts#i was like fuck shes gonna be waiting while im finishing my food i better eat quick#did this make me look like more of a clown. maybe#she seems happy that i can coach myself wrt spelling because she would obviously rather be in europe and not teaching#i cant count the number of times shes brought up like. paris or norway today#oh and like half the restaurant was staring at me as i was walking out bc i didnt have a hand for my carabiner (VERY LOUD)#so i was like. jingling across the floor with my takeout box 🚶♂️#also shes more directionally challenged than my brother so im the one who has to remember where the car is
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No you can not tell your child "don't talk back to me" when they're 27
#god forbid i stand up for myself#mom woke me up yelling because i hadn't woken up and made my kid breakfast#but the reason i was sleeping in in the first place was because he got up early and i stayed up to make him fuckin breakfast!!#so then it turned into me being a bad mother because i wasnt making him lunch#like. he has quick snacks!!#lunchables apples bananas strawberries chips yogurt mocrowave meals etc#she didnt have to cook him a full meal she could have waited another hour for me to wake up#my son's gonna be 9 in a month and a half its not like hes a toddler
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Tw for the tags I just need to get this out (ED bullshit related)
#tw ed#I forgot to eat a proper lunch today#it wasn’t intentional exactly but because my day was so weird with gym and errands in the morning#I brought a (gross) matcha + greens protein shake and oat bar for after the gym#but a post workout snack =/= meal#when I got home after errands I wasn’t hungry so didn’t even think about lunch#until I got my perfumes and opened it up and instantly felt so sick#I had to eat a candy for the quick carbs to feel well enough to eat a bagel#but honestly it’s just annoying#like my body has all this actual fat on it but no it has to get SICK when I’m hungry#I know it’s because fats don’t provider energy super fast compared to carbs/glycogen#and I had basically depleted glycogen via workout#but cmon body you have all this energy RIGHT THERE what is the point of making me sick?#true talk tho I wonder if nausea hunger has a protective effect against refeeding syndrome? 🤔#not that it’s relevant to me now really
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#im just gonna rant here real quick#all i want to do is erite but every sentence feels terrible and i'm having trouble getting from point A to point B#work was terrible today and i havent eaten a full meal in like a day and a half and i know its all just accumulating to poor mental health#and i know i'll get over it#but being in the position i am now is just awful and the only thing that makes me happy i can't even do because of my bad headspace#i just want food but i can't even go grocery shopping until day after tomorrow#i've been eating not even 1 meal a day because of work getting in the way and i'm over it#like. i fr just want to cry tbh. what i really want is to fly back to GA but i cant i'm stuck here#sorry to anyone who read this i just wanted to say it somehwere i knew no one would listen#before i go insane#like. i even bought a pizza and got it delivered to my current work place just so i'd finally be able to eat#but systems crashed and the store is also short staffed and both the staff i did have were trainees.#so i put the pizza in the fridge and told myself i'd remember to take it back to the hotel with me#but od course due to exhaustion and an already horrible short term memory of course i forgot#so it's another night with no dinner#i hate this shit
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I'm actually happier ab the fact that i'm gonna eat well than about knowing shit on the exam
#i bought rapunzel and tomatoes so i'm gonna make a salad :) and i bought tuna in veggies so i'm gonna get a bit more diverse tasting main#meal <33 and i'm gonna make dalmatian soupppp🥰🥰🥰🥰#i forgot to buy sweets but tbh i bought bigger tomatoes so i'll have some leftover#and if i need a quick bite chomp chomp yknow
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i wonder if i'm the only neurodivergent person who has to be on my own in the kitchen when i'm cooking, or i have a full-on meltdown, or if that's a common thing...
#i just get so distracted and stressed if anyone else is around#it's the way they'll be opening drawers at crucial points so i can't get at ingredients or tend to boiling pans quick enough#taking up places on the stove and utensils i need so there aren't enough#expecting me to talk to them so i have to take off my headphones or i won't be able to hear them#talking loudly so i can't hear the instructions video recipes#automatically tidying stuff away or washing up equipment i haven't finished with#wanting to know exactly when i'll be finished cooking even though i have no idea#just. nope nope nope i can't handle it at all and then i end up getting in SO much of a state and i feel bad for making my family stressed#(this is a common occurance at home right now bc i'm staying with my family and my dad has to eat different meals from me at very specific#times bc of his diabetes. so it always ends up SO chaotic. today he accidentally knocked one of the bowls i was using off the counter and i#broke everywhere and we both ended up having a massive row and ending up equally stressed out. and i still feel bad about it :()#emma vents
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mint!!!
YIPPEE!!!!! ^_^ *jumps up and clicks my heels*
#i can only make food (that isn't a quick meal) by following instructions#if i don't have them i will get lost and scared#i've never baked cookies but i have baked brownies so i'm sure it'll be fine#toothcereal#ask
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Tired, in pain, can't sleep at all. This sucks.
#oh eggs are simple!#diary#personal#disordered eating#so like. i want to eat better. but. the amount of work i need to achieve that seems impossible#like. i need things to be easy and fesible for me to do.#buuuuut i have all these hidden limitations like. i just hate touching/dealing with raw meat or eggs or anything#its bc my moms germophobia transfered to me 💀#and like. i wont use x machine bc 1. im scared of where its placed it might have splatter from *something*#and 2. its loud and 3. its complex to use/clean (its a blender)#and all pans are just hard to predict when theyll be clean and it bothers me so i dont try to cook much lately#bc i can never plan when ill have energy#and theres too many meals in a day!!! and i refuse to do anything without hyper research!!!!!#LIKE I MAKE THINGS SO DIFFICULT FOR MYSELF THAT IT STRESSES ME OUT A TON AND IM TIRED. really tired#and looking at quick recipes are all like no they arent!!!! its stressful!!!!#whats super annoying is i make more complex things regularly bc theyre just something simple to me.#...tho not necessarily. just. ugh. its annoying and contradictory#idk how to eat well and keep myself alive#i like trying new things but i also eat very VERY selectively#why cant i just have a pill or something and never eat unless i wanna#its infuriating and stressful and idk what to do about it.#rules rules rules rules rules rules rules. so many arbitrary horrible hard to understand rules.#pls give me suggestions if u want. just fyi im also super picky with fruits n veggies... honestly how am i still alive????#probably bc i live with my parents haha... ha.#i think id be on disability or homeless otherwise.#or something idk. im a mess. send help pls.
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my coworker will sit at work and browse industrial shelving units like 'this would look so nice in my room' GET THERAPY YOU'RE NOT DEAN WINCHESTER
#actually he's not dean coded but he is a little also#he meal preps but complains everyday how bland his food is im like okay add seasoning and hes like yeah but i want it to be quick and easy#im like....then just season the food a????? it doesnt add time to season food ???????#hes like well in the moment i want it done quickly so thats what ill keep doing#and im like 'okay then you will keep eating food you hate everyday' and he's like 'well its for health and not for taste' and im like ?????#you can do both i promise you you can enjoy food#just add fucking !!! lemon pepper or garlic salt or somethjng !!! literally 21 seasoning salute !!! anything ! you have the ability#to make this change !!#stop engineering your own fucking misery!#and if you refuse yo fucking help yourself with something so fucking easy stop telling people how bad your lunch fucking sucks !! we dont#care !! when uou can fucking change your situation its literally chickenJUST SEASON IT#AND ITS NOT LIKE UOU HAVE TO SEASON IT EVERYDAY !!! YOU LITERALLY FUCKING MEAL PREP YOU LITERALLY HAVE A DAY SET OUT TO MAKE YOUR WEEKS#MEALS#WHY ARE YOU NOT SEASONING YOUR CHICKEN
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silly things that confuse mein brain
#tw vent#ish??#tw food mention#ok so-#why do people need to make comments about what or when people eat? like-#most of the time#when i get back from school i eat lunch and stuff because i am obviously hungry#but sometimes when i get back from school i am not really hungry so i simply don't eat until later during the day#when this happens my parents kinda beg of me eat something#doesn't matter what i eat as long as i eat ya know?#and there are also days when i get back from school and i do feel somehow hungry#but not enough to eat a proper meal#so i just make myself a sandwich or something quick#when this happens i am met with#'why did you eat that when we have [insert proper food here]??'#and like-#on one had u want me to eat. doesn't matter what as long as i eat#yet on the other hand#u get mad at me for eating the 'wrong thing'#like- ???#i'm genuinely confused by those reactions
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i borrowed a large number of diabetic friendly cookbooks from the library today that i could stomach (so ones that arent older than ~5 years old, have photos, and dont go on a 100 page diatribe about the ravages of the "obesity epidemic") and even some of these have like. such sad photos its incredible. even on the covers its like the saddest prawn meal youve ever seen in your life
#vesselage#speaking of. time to make MY prawn meal#i was looking for books by hungarians that are relevant to my condition hoping they include local ingredients#but god so many of these are like. unreadable garbage#lose weight quick with the low glycemic index diet! what are you saying to me right now.#its such a pet peeve of mine when like... people voluntarily choose to follow the kind of diet im forced to do#like. you should be out there eating a whole pizza in one sitting#not doing the stupid shit i have to
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