#so funny how i thought i was bi
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Women, so pretty, so shaped, i am so lesbian,,,
#im also incredibly dysphoric tonight#but i was told by my coworker im incredibly feminine by her earlier#and i mean yeah#.....#i am a tall weird internet woman who likes to draw#so funny how i thought i was bi#I'm just really into women...#my ex is a trans guy and he told me he thinks im lesbian and i had a “holy fuck this explains so much moment”#we broke up but we still have a weird queer relationship outside of social heteronormative norms that is hard to explain and only we#can really understand#im not into men because you know#im a lesbian#had a weird period in my life when i was dating a guy and said im a lesbian and i felt sooooo scared#turns out when youre on meds and your brain is working right you just stop caring about such things#i went on a parade wearing big lesbian flag and girls loved it :)#i dont really know if i ever want to date anyone again#but i think if you look at my art you can really tell my sexuality quite easily lolol#funny how love can be so complicated sometimes#i mean it was kind of inevitable we break up cause we're kind of incompatible but tbh#it was better for us#hehe
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does anyone else want to stick these two in the same room together or is that just me... i simply think they are adjacent in vibes... (+a bonus thing???)
get u a fictional guy that makes you feel like this... seeing these guys just evoke a Similar Kind of Brain Chemical and Response. Help Me.
also have bonus yosuke doodle featuring the same brushes used here...! from january 23rd, lol.
#fe3h#sylvain jose gautier#persona 4#yosuke hanamura#crossover#lizzy does art#umm... hi.... (looks away) this is cringe but i am free. what is life if not to draw your favorite characters together on the same canvas#for the record i do not intend to conflate these two as the same character because they are NOT#'lizz. what on EARTH do you see in these guys.' you know. i wish i could answer that. (actually. i can.)#experiencing both of these characters sent me into an absolute spiral of denial when i realized that i enjoyed them#Words Hard but Basically i think its fascinating how both sylvain and yosuke have like this happier front that they project outwards that-#masks the struggles that they don't want others to see... and while both of them do cringe shit thats incredibly stupid#both of these characters have shown themselves to have like?? actual braincells? (re: yosuke at the start of p4 + sylvain support convos)#granted the kinds of themes and messages each of them is meant to convey varies bc of the setting and stories they are in#the sylvain + yosuke pipeline.... oh also i think the fandoms tend to rationalize both of their behavior towards women as like.#a closeted bi case. it's kinda strange to me why they overlap in certain ways hm hm...#but its just so funny to me that like. idk. they're both unbearable. they irritating for a reason /s#i should really draw these two more often (in like separate illusts) they are so fun i love their color schemes and designs it sparks joy#ok ok god i had a lot more to say about that than i thought oops. um. yeah. i learned how to draw for stuff like this. worth itTM
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LETS GO LETS GO HARUKA HARUKA HARUKA!!!!
ft. kiryu "faildad" kazuma
#SORRY i love her dearly#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza#like a dragon#sawamura haruka#haruka sawamura#kiryu kazuma#ykz#havent been drawing much but suddenly had to draw her#literally a little guy. shes so silly what a sweet pea what a delight!!#ft kiryu being internally anxious and externally awkward#YES THE PRETTY WOMEN THING IS REAL#haruka's line is anyway#it's one of their overworld conversations!! kiryu says he tries to see ppl for who they are outside of looks#it's quite sweet#but i thought this deserved a classic kiryu dialogue fail option so#there that is#anyway i think it would be funny if haruka and kiryu were both bi and kiryu (freshly off his midlife queer awakening) is like oh NO#bc he just got here!! what does he tell her??? does he send her to rina???? how does he help her w that when it took him so long#do you like pretty women 'too'. sweet jesus. queer ppl everywhere these days (2005)#also haruka seems like a charm bracelet kinda girl :)#sorry for doing this on lined paper lol#one day i will go back to digital art and things will be clean and visible and pretty. but today is not that day#gotta clarify that the 'too' there refers to her also liking pretty somen.. not kiryu liking men.. idk if that was clear#but thats the og context#skrunkart
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something i found really funny is that my highschool "boyfriend" has recently come out as a trans woman. which means that she has retroactively made me a gold star lesbian.
#gold star lesbianism is obvs stupid af i just find this funny#shes a very good friend i love her a lot#our doomed relationship was when i was sixteen and trying to convince myself i wasnt a lesbian bc#i thought it would be easier to be bi? i was very mentally ill and untreated so idk what i was up to#but for such a messy relationship she was wonderful and we stayed good friends when it ended in like. a month#now were joking about how deep down i must have been able to tell lol
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this came to me in a pain - killer induced nap
#luci art#enstars#ensemble stars#mayoi ayase#ayase mayoi#kaoru hakaze#hakaze kaoru#kaomayo#I DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW KAORU#I WAS TRYING SO HARD#anyway . bi awakening via the local autistic nonbinary who lives in your vents#ill probably never draw them again like this i just thought it was so funny in my little fever dream
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Similar to the other post I just made but I need to scream it again into tumblr because I want to: MY PARENTS ARE SO AMAZING you guys if you think people from different generations can’t understand us (especially queer people) that’s not true my parents are literally the best
#when I came out to them for the first time as lesbian my mom legit said she was glad at least one out of 4 kids was queer lmao#it was a joke ofc but I thought it was funny#plus we’re actually 2 out of 4 cause one of my sisters is bi#then when I came out to them as demigirl they just looked at me with smiles and asked me what that meant lmao#so I told them I identify as somewhere between girl and non binary on the gender spectrum#and that I like she/her/they/them pronouns equally#and they just thanked me for telling them#and then a few days ago I told my mom about QPRs and how two of my closest friends are actually my queerplatonic partners#and she listened to me with so much attention like aaahh#i wish everyone could have parents like me#queer people shouldn’t ever feel othered in their own family#on that note my grandma sucks….. but this isn’t about her#queer family#queer love#queerness#gender#sexuality#qpr
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a collection of rust and things ive tagged as him
#sorry for the second one but not the first ive decided he is bi its just never mentioned bc its not relevant to the case#but he prob didnt want to fuck marty so for the second one i do apologise i just thought it was funny#i was so autistic about making this every sc was chosen very carefully#especially the first one bc its his rant about how humanity should stop evolving where he is a judgemental asshole hypocrite shithead#(although i wanted to use him at the travelling church bc thats even more accurate but i couldnt find a sc i liked)#and i chose the third one bc while that is a summary of rust in general its very him when hes crash so i needed a sc of him ''in character'#anyway. no one is reading this so i need to stop rambling to myself now#micah.txt#detectiveposting
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i learned how to properly handle a load during safety training at work! u have to keep ur arms straight & elbows together & ur back straight & ur knees bent <3 now i can take any load <3
#sorry i thought this was funny#my coworker & i were laughing so much abt how it was phrased as 'handling a load' & 'taking a load'#bc we're pervs#me#bi girls#cute girls#soft girls#babygirl#curvy girls#baby#cute#brat#ok to rb
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oh shit just noticed the only boy i’ve ever been into and who made me question for a long time about being lesbian or bi is liking a suspicious amount of wlw posts on twitter…
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…egg?
#not to speculate about his gender/sexuality but…#going through his likes and it’s a lot of sapphic anime fanart (the non overly sexualized ones) a few tweets from sapphic accounts etc#and like it doesn’t necessarily mean anything but i’ve always thought there was something queer about him#and i did ask once or twice if he was gay or bi but he said he thought about it but came to the conclusion that he was only into women#which tracks like he always seemed to genuinely be into girls#like i was his first kiss and it was real cute and he seemed to like it a lot and i did too#even though we never kissed again after that#again not to assign him a gender or whatever but IF he is trans it would explain a few things…#anyway he’s studying abroad so i haven’t seen him in a few years and only keep in contact via twitter so idk how he’s like irl rn#but really wish him the best either way!#also it’s funny that i noticed his likes now cause yesterday i was talking about sexuality with the girl i’m seeing#and i mentioned how he was one of the only things that kept me wondering about being bi until recently#my post#also as as addendum: by only boy i’ve ever been into i mean like after the age of 12 cause before that i had crushes that are prob comphet#OH MY GOD#i was looking through his tweets cause i was trying to see if he's been using any pronouns/gendered words to refer to himself lately#and he doesn't tweet much just likes stuff but a year ago he made a thread about going to a convention and in that thread he said:#'a guy got into the bathroom saw me thought he was in the women's bathroom let's goo'#and then complained about wearing heels for 12 hours for his cosplay#oh yeah#again not to assign a gender but it's looking like trans woman to me#will start adressing them as they/them in my head for now until i see them refer to themselves by gendered pronouns/words again#also their twitter name is their surname and not their given (dead?) name?? yeah... it's looking sus#don't wanna talk about this to anyone i know irl for fear of possibly outing them but dbsoafpdsnf#i wish i could let them know somehow that even though we haven't talked for a while i would support them 100% if they were to transition#it's not my place to do so so i won't but dsaoças sending them good vibes!!!
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OH SHIT my blog turned 5 today. happy blog day.
#funny how i made this before i questioned my gender and thought i was bi#LOOK AT ME NOW#ALSO FUNNY i made this shortly after i decided to be an artist#8th grade me should be so happy to know i can draw hands now. AND MEN KISSING AHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA#chill session with bee
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prev post is true in a world where eposette actually happens but it's important to me that its default state is also unrequited. sorry um it's a theme it's a motif or whatever
#its funny how ive gotten into multiple not quite as canon les mis ships and i was like. ok its gotta also be unrequited though#the main other being enj/feuilly#also the way to make courfius a somewhat realistic thing is to make it somewhat unrequited but like#its not like courf wld actually pine hed get over him quickly#txt#anyway been in my eposette era but i almost always need it to be not good & insane#if i want éponine to be happy in a relationship thats what epoferre is for#oh adding to my thoughts abt courfius. i suppose it could go the other way also like marius having a silly little crush and not noticing#also that one bi marius comic is so so real. ive stopped making sense though
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What are your thoughts on season 2 so far??? I’m still a bit worried about lg… but idc about that BECAUSE QIAO LING!!!!! WITH THE STEEL POLE!!!
yeah <3
#actual thoughts in tags lol#its sooooooo good so far like AUGH so good#sleeping on it i think its kinda fucking hilarious that lan did All That to make us think lu guang was dead#i just KNOW they were giggling and kicking their feet this whole time#also i think lu guangs in the clear but wouldnt it be so funny if they killed him now after all that#interested to see how things develop but so far i like the villains theyre establishing!#it obviously has a very very different tone from s1 (or at least the beginning of season 1)#a part of me misses the more lighthearted tone BUT i think its only natural as the plot develops that things become more serious#and it seems like they are keeping the sense of humor when appropriate which is all i need!#moments like them making fun of lu guangs age and everyone teasing cheng xiaoshi after the reveal keep the levity#its clear its still retaining its heart and remembers that whats important is these characters despite the drama and insanity around them#animation went insane also#the moment right at the start of ep 1 where lu guang is passing out. animation is INSANE god#plus the fight choreography and animation is so so good#you can really see the characters different abilities and personalities in their fighting styles which is so cool#also theyre still keeping the insane cliff hangers <3#literally let out a very loud squeak/gasp when chen bi fell at the end of ep 1#also QIAO LINGGGGGGG !!!!!#im so so glad shes becoming more involved#not that she had no role in s1 but i think its high time she got some real spot light#so overall i really really enjoyed it!! im so happy to have link click back oh my god#hearing the gang tease each other and smile at one another and support each other again was all i needed#link click spoilers#asks#shi guang dai li ren#mine
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after getting those asks yesterday and talking to a few friends abt it, i think i'm comfortable using the term aromantic for myself now! they pointed out a lot of things abt myself that i thought was an Everyone Experience and it's been incredibly relevatory and euphoric ngl. ofc i still have a lot of life to live and if it turns out that i'm not, then i'm not, but for the time being it feels right. thank you to everyone that helped me realize this abt myself, i'm so happy rn 😊
#danbles#the amount of 'holy shit' moments ive had in the past 24 hrs has been intense#it seems so obvious in hindsight but my love for the concept of love made me put it off#even tho i always turned down my crushes callously without realizing#or that i'd get irrationally upset when ppl interpret my behavior as flirtatious/romantic (which is often)#or how i never understood why ppl insisted on monogamy#ah the classic polyamorous to aromantic pipeline#it's like ppl who thought they were bi before realizing they were ace#it all makes sense now#it's funny that my fav holiday is valentines day and my fav aesthetic is lovecore#oh my god i just remembered i used to have a ton of aroace ocs that were actually matchmakers/cupid themed#*holds up mirror to myself* BITCH THATS YOU!!!#wow this is so funny laying it all out bc its like. fucking duh#i think the only problem now is that i wont be able to call my fav characters my husband/wife anymore </3#ykw idc i can still call them babygirl gender neutral#nothing romantic abt it babey jayce is my babygirl and we go thrifting every week#how do i keep derailing my own posts anyway time to project aromantic hcs onto a bunch of characters now#starting with jinx. you will be aromantified.#(sorry ekko you never had a chance to begin with 😭)
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anyway the emotions about darren and gabe are back yes my og otp. went from not a thing to enemies to lovers to just lovers speedrun to now whatever this weird thing where they’re open yet cautious and taking forever to get it together
#it’s mainly bc#darren and gabe used to both be demi#but i think darren is just reg bi#and gabe is demi#and is experiencing Feelings for the first time so it’s a bit wild for him#but he doesn’t know much about sexuality or anything like that cuz he’s never#thought about it before#never liked anyone before darren so he just#doesn’t know what to do with it#so rn in this excerpt its like#casual flirt teasing is good but when darren’s too direct he clams back up#and it’s lowkey Funny#bc darren thinks gabe’s just leading him on or something when really gabe just doesn’t understand his feelings and doesn’t know how to talk#about them at all#HOWEVER when they finally actually talk about it#darren’s like BABE why didn’t you say something holy shit like i know why cuz you didn’t know but yeesh i hope i didn’t make you uncomfy#and gabes like no i think i actually liked when you were direct i just#felt too much and freaked out?#and darren’s like yknow honestly mood#you like me initiating tho? ;D#and gabe is ////#thank u for coming to my ted talk#they’re so cute wth#s: darren and co
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can’t tell if i’m confusing wanting to look like almost stereotypically macho men or just being wildly attracted to them. or both i guess
#i mean i always used to say bi dilemma but im realizing this is mostly just gay now godbless. trans rights#for context. im thinking like. young harrison ford (i Know.; the reason im saying this is i remember Both my mom and dad acknowledging him#as the og Macho Man™️) and because it crossed my dash. jackles. but not really young jackles like s1 dean but matured jackles like more rece#it’s funny cause in practice. the person ive been pursuing (while Also an idiot. maybe i should just accept myself as morosexual at this#point) is actually. very effeminate HAHAHDHAHSJDHSJ#to the extent that my mom has thought he was gay in the past. i was talking about him to my sister and she asked if he was gay LMAO#which is hilarious because as far as i know (and ive known him for… almost 6 years ig? pined for almost 5). i’m Only aware that hes had a#crush on a girl ages ago. but this was also thru a secondhand source we’ve never actually talked about that#we probably should but we’re both idiots i have no idea how it’d be brought up#but in terms of effeminate. hm. he’s actually Really tall maybe over 6ft? and he Can have a deep voice. i think he can sing bass? but he#actually speaks in a higher register. god i wonder if he’s doing the opposite of me. who’s always consciously deepend my voice LMAO#he’s a HUGE plant enthusiast. HUGE. i dont Think he’s ND (or at least he doesn’t from what i can tell. I get vibes) but he straight up has a#plant fixation. knows so much about care. when he worked in greenhouses he learned the latin names for a good portion of them. i know this#isnt exactly ‘effeminate’ but he does all the gardening. oh and to add to it ig. i dont know HOW. he was NOT. irked by gore and blood???#when i explained to him what my potential job as a crime scene cleaner could entail??? but he cannot STAND bugs. he FREAJED OUT (over text)#at the mention of a spider. so of course. me being the 8yo boy with a playground crush. proceeded to tell him all my Fun Spider Encounters#lets see i think he also really loves to bake? ive seen these elaborate cakes (tp roll for covid. a fish) he’s made on insta. and there was#that one time he brought me those three most MOIST chocolate cupcakes with raspberry buttercream icing. i deadass ASCENDED to heaven.#food IS the way to a man’s heart btw.#oh yeah and the fact that i met him in the first place — well. i play oboe in ensembles. and he’s flute/piccolo. yeaHAHSHAHSHH#LMAO remembering that while he doesnt keysmash (i’ve started to around him. it’s mostly emojis bless his heart) he deadass called me ‘hun’#oh and the best part? i couldnt think kf what to watch. and he’s over here saying he doesnt watch ANYTHING. like bro how do u NOT. listen to#any music past 1900. OR OPERA EITHER. and NOT have any favorite movies/shows??? wh??? like. he deadass was like ‘unless [gardening channel#on youtube] counts’ like girl i am so in love#but yeah i was literally sitting there sounding like a pretentious film nerd bro i cant fuckin believe it. but i FINALLY wriggle it out of#him. because apparently he cant concentrate on most movies (valid.). the ones he CAN are cheesy chick flick comedies#saying that he can recite 90% of mean girls. thats his favorite movie#and he also mentioned like. legally blonde#and i have a feeling he almost was avoiding it in case i would judge him or whatever but ngl i honestly fell harder HAHSHSJAJDJAJ#fuck 30 tags but let’s just say. very effeminate compared to me. a full on Dad
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okay i have a pale vriskat humanstuck au idea but I'll maybe share it in the morning if I still feel like it or maybe I'll put it in the tags of this here post idk
#okay I'm putting it here and maybe I'll delete it tomorrow but if I don't share this I won't be able to sleep and I need to wake up at 4:30#so basically#vriska and karkat are best friends but refuse to acknowledge it but like. they are#they have friendship bracelets (made at summer camp) and also are basically the first person they both came out to#it was at a slumber party they had to be at because their older siblings were there etc etc#basically they accidentally came out and bonded A LOT because of that and karkat was the first person Vriska told she was trans too#this whole idea came to me because I thought it'd be pretty funny if these two called each other +#dyke and fag on the regular tbh#like straight up that's how they are saved on their phones#vriska is ''second worst dyke I've ever met'' and takes great offense in being 2nd (he knows that's why he put it there)#and karkat is saved ''fag of my heart <3'' which makes dave super jealous when he learns it because he also wants to be called that#+ by someone (by rose)#also i have other ideas like how once karkat beat a guy because he was being awful to vriska behind her back and to kk'#kk's face thinking he would agree. he didn't. only he can be a bitch to vriska#or how they both had a crush on Egbert before either she or Vriska came out (that's why she started calling him fag)#(and because yes he's bi yes he prefers guys shut up)#and THEN they both had a crush on Terezi and it was the first time Vriska ever had a crush on another girl (afask) and was like Oh Shit#then I have this idea about Vriska not feeling worthy of the label lesbian because she's trans and Karkat throwing a Vintage Shitfit when +#she told him that because she's a fucking moron and lesbian is just a word anyway and her being trans does fucking change anything +#and did he mention she's a moron? because she is#OH karkat is trans too in this au#he came out to his family when he was veeeerryyy young so no one really knew him before he started socially transitioning besides +#nepeta and sollux because their parents are sort of in a polycule and kanaya because she's his cousin#anyways at the end of the rant vriska is sort of crying and also sort of shoves him down the stairs#(it wasn't that many. he didn't break anything just his ego got bruised)#okay no yeah this is all I have to say#if this accidentally ends in a main tag and someone who sees this wants to send me a death threat for having used the words +#fag and dyke please at least be creative with them I have anon on mwah#hs
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