Honestly I don't think I'll finish it so I'll just leave it at that

how to tell im doomed for a series: compare it to pandora hearts

i feel as though we as a society should involve more orange with scar designs

for: @oculiaperticlausi location: marina general

Days had all started to melt together. Frankie didn’t have a general sense of where he was on a good day, but after the murders, the attacks - a handful of his favourite people were gone or hurt. Hazal was hurt, and they’d found it hard to face her like that. They should’ve forever ago, they should’ve checked on her the second it was announced that she was in the hospital. But it scared Frankie to think of Hazal as - anything even close to what was described in the news. Shuffling awake, Frankie’s gaze met Hazal’s. He’d meant to just show up, leave the note they’d written for her and go, but he couldn’t bring himself to leave her side. “Shit - I’m sorry, I didn’t mean - to crash.” They whispered, rubbing the sleep from their eyes. “I wanted - I should’ve come a while ago, I’m sorry.” Without even realising he’d done so, Frankie had started to smooth the hair back from Hazal’s forehead, swallowing harshly past the swell of emotion in their throat. “I’m sorry I’m, uh, always… apologising. To you. I’m always - apologising. How’re, um, how’re you… feeling?”

It legit took one (1) time of getting Lifegripped to be absolutely head over heels for Lifeweaver like,, whatever you say handsome 🙏🙏

desperately need to name roe's guy friend she grew up with but i hate naming characters so much 💖

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attack on titan's ending is just. so so stupid.

as of writing this, i have calmed down from my fury after witnessing the astronomical bullshit also known as season 4 and Especially the two movies at the end. But clearly not enough because the sheer betrayal i feel pierces through my heart and it. hurts. why did the author do this? we had such a good relationship... attack on titan is such an old anime and so mainstream that everyone and their mother watched it. i just hadn't watched it fully so i thought to

rewatch from the very start and experience what once was a 10/10 unironic masterpiece of fiction that... made me discover and dive deep into the anime world as a newbie. as an irl newbie too i literally was 8 years old ( a bit Young to watch extreme death and murder but god did i love it. it was new and unique and it felt real unlike anything else i watched at that time. and also, ive always been edgy )

i just. can't explain the sheer greatness of the first 3 seasons even if i wanted too. the thing is the anime IS too painfully real and it's such a great story with a greater idea and it.. was apparent that the author knew what he was doing. that he was writing the story with a purpose.

in season 3 i genuinely wailed when THE EVENT happened where i hadn't cried that much in easily 5 years or more. It was dramatic and tense and horrible and yet. it was for a great cause.

AND THEN THE BULLSHIT OF SEASON 4 HAPPENS

HOW

COULD SOMEONE RUIN THEIR BELOVED MANGA OF 10 YEARS THAT HIT WORLD WIDE FAME SO EASILY AND WITH SO MUCH CONFIDENCE.

I GENIUNELY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT KIND OF ACID THE AUTHOR TOOK. The characters felt so weird and bad and ESPECIALLY ARMIN WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HIM other than the obvious he geniunely wasn't any more useful than a stone on the street or a sack of potatoes. no, seriously what. after the events of season 3 and him becoming such a big favourite character to me he just became... while we are on that topic how the hell did every interaction he had with eren especially in tense moments go so hard and in the final movie it was... worse than the shittiest fanfiction you could imagine. i geniunely was just laughing at it it was so absurd this is the exact type of things i see on wattpad and yet it is CANON? AND THE ENDING OF A DECADE OLD SERIES THAT EVERYONE GREW UP WITH.

I Absolutely did like eren killing every non eldian however things got a bit annoying. I really didnt like his personality after its shift when he touched historia's hand and having finished the anime i Understand what happened but it left a really sore taste in my mouth. and the ending speech where he came true about why he was acting like that just made me cringe. i missed the old eren. and old armin. :"( however, admittedly

i like that mikasa FINALLY got some semblance of personality in season 4. she didnt scream EREEEEEEH every 5 seconds and Actually stopped mentioning him 24/7 and only existing by his side, actually, a big reason i didnt like that season was bc eren was ?? ? ? god knows where most of the time but the positive of that is that mikasa has... independent moments. ikr. i couldnt believe my mind.

actually after writing this i feel alot calmer, just hours ago i wanted to strangle the author with my bare hands but it is whatever i guess. i predicted this anyways because the first 3 seasons where bombshells upon bombshells and literally everything was perfect. and nothing is perfect and all humans are a proud of a sin and inherently could never rise that far. so it is fine, the author did good for 11 years without breaks to always work on the manga. he couldn't have done everything after all.

i miss the old attack on titan, and i sort of wish i hadn't finished it and instead left it as this perfect anime that was all sparkly and cool and emotional and well written but... alas. :(

somehow, the anime was better when they still remained inside the walls. im not even sure what should've happened, but it definitely wasn't that.

We are having visits

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sighs my twitter TL is still in flames bc rmpg kr fan concert tickets for FC members opens today

but instead of flames its more like a TL flooded with sarcastic and disappointed voices of kr/overseas fans. its too sad to see most of them unsubscribing to exile tribe services too (CL/exile tribe mobile/FC) when before this they were the ones who always actively share about rmpg content

a lot of the fans were also disappointed that none of the members spoke up about it (especially since they HAVE stood up for fans regarding poor management before).

personally i dont want the members to make a comment or be involved bc this is not their fault. but i do feel disappointed as well. if the members spoke about it publicly, it will be open to discussion with management. but instead.....

not only am i disheartened as a fellow rmpg fan, but also as a fanta fan considering that fanta also went to korea recently + yesterday it was announced that they'll be collabing with a korean group, EPEX

i've always wanted fanta to follow suit like bbz/psyfe/rmpg and also participate in overseas events but now i can't even feel happy to see them collabing with overseas groups. im sad that i cant even feel happy for my oshi 😞

its fine if they just stay in jp. im fine just having to adore them through screens from a distance. As long as im not being told "we dont really care about you (overseas fans) tbh"

Sometimes I wish I could feel proud of what I draw for once.

Sometimes I wish I could truly say "i think im good at art", and believe it.

Sometimes I wish I could feel like I'm worthy enough of talking to artists I admire.

Sometimes I wish that progress in art didn't feel like im kicking nonstop in a pool of mud going nowhere.

Sometimes I wish I could just feel ok with what I make without beating myself up for it....

You singlehandedly explained exactly why I started to dislike Shadowgast near the end fjsnsks there was SPICE and INTRIGUE and PUSH AND PULL before his redemption arc and imo I feel like Essek should have been allowed to dig his heels in and COMMIT to his ambitions and let it come between him and the Nein. I feel like Essek's story was supposed to build up to a decent climax that would end, eventually, in doing the right thing- but the way Essek's situation was resolved felt like a bit of a letdown, and with it so did his chemistry with Caleb. It felt very much like they sort of just smooshed them together at the very end? Sorry for this lengthy message but thank you for putting my feelings to words fndbdns

caleb said "pair the spares" but for himself 🤦

swirls apple juice in a wine glass......... ah, cr2. so much potential. so much divinely sourced spicy energy at the start. how y'all gonna fumble the bag like that 😔

honestly i wanna go back to dftf era i was so happy

WE CHEER!!!!!!

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I was making an OC carrd and ran out of elements this is so unfair... Google docs it is I guess?