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straighttohellbuddy · 3 years
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the soft place where i land
A/N: SFW. I was alternating between thinking bout Eef, Corpse, & Sykkuno when writing this but since it doesn't have a name for the Love Interest it could be any gamer boy, imagine to your heart's content!! Anyways completely and absolutely unedited and written on my goddamn phone at midnight and literally in 20 minutes so no its not my usual shit at all but im SAD and TIRED and I needed this. Also I understand that not every reader may be comfortable sitting in someone's lap like this so I am very sorry but im projecting more than usual this time and that is 100% my fault and I am so sorry. TOOTH ROTTING FLUFF ABT BEING OVERWHELMED AND GETTING SOME SWEET COMFORT FROM BOY
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Tonight he wasn't streaming, he was pushed back from his desk with a controller in hand, slouched in his gaming chair at an angle that was probably atrocious for his back with his legs kicked out in front of him, ankles crossed and headphones on. It was almost midnight, and you'd finally, finally, added the final touches to the project you'd been working on for weeks, pouring your heart into, though now it was finished, it left you feeling hollow. Everything's a little fuzzy, too much and too little at the same time, the beginnings of a headache gently pressing at your temples, and all you know is that you need a moment of human contact, strangely touch starved in the wake of an achievement that felt like anything but.
So you push open the door to his office, yawning, quiet and uncharacteristically downcast, not even saying anything as you gently nudge at his arm. His gaze snaps to you, suddenly startled, but you barely registering it as he pauses the game and pulls his headphones away from one ear.
"What's up?" Eyes wide and concerned as he takes in your demeanour, you sigh and wrinkle your nose just a little.
"'m tired," you mutter, finally meeting his gaze. His expression turns soft as his voice drops to a murmur, telling you to go to bed. You make a face at that, instead reaching out to ease the controller from his grip, "I'll give it back," you assure when he looks like he's about to protest. He's confused for all of five seconds before you climb into his lap, legs either side of him, tucking yourself against him. Giving him a quick kiss, you hand back the controller, "feel free to keep playing," and you rest your forehead against his shoulder, in the crook of his neck.
After a moment of confusion, he decides to roll with it, shifting to get more comfortable, his arms warm and secure around you. You hear the game unpause.
Its not the most comfortable seat in the world, but its where you feel safest, warm and secure, it eases something in your mind, has you feeling a little less hollow. Time passes, the sounds from the game coming through his headphones by your ear become like white noise, and you press a soft, grateful kiss to his shoulder, and settle yourself against him a little more.
A little more time passes, and the click of buttons, of the sometimes vigorous joystick movements ceases, and he's still holding the controller, the game is still going on, he's just not participating, and you can't see why.
But then he's wrapping you in a hug, tight and secure, holding you close, burying his face against your neck, leaning into you as much as he can. So you hug him back, the one moment, this one gesture, filling your tired, hollow soul with warmth.
"I love you," he mutters, lips against your shoulder, still holding you close, "you know that?" And you can feel his soft smile, can hear it in his words.
"I love you too," you whispered back, suddenly feeling just how exhausted you were, knowing only that the idea that you could love, and be loved, so thoroughly, had you close to tears in this moment.
"Let's go to bed," his voice is kind, understanding, so damn gentle, "you must be so tired," and you nod when words fail, hating to leave the safety of his arms, to detangle yourself from him, but he takes your hand before you're even properly out of his lap, lackng your fingers together and not letting go. You give his hand a squeeze. He gives you a brilliant smile.
"I'm proud of you, by the way," he adds, reaching over to switch off his monitor for the night, "I know how much effort it's taken you, I'm proud you got it done, babe."
"Dude, I'm too tired to process you being so sweet to me," you wrapped your arms around him again, feeling his soft chuckle as he hugs you back, "I need to pass the hell out before I have another human emotion or I'm just going to start crying," you declared, taking his hand again as you stepped away, and he let's you lead him to bed.
"Sounds like a plan," he nods, before quickly backtracking, "the sleep thing, not the crying thing."
It gets you to laugh, and in the moment, its exactly what you need. Looking back, you feel your heart fill with warmth at the sight of his smile, his joy, knowing that even when the world feels wrong to you, he can still make you smile.
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liljungie · 4 years
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Pawn To Rescue | 1
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Science Student Jungkook
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*Italic is jungkook's thoughts*
Summery: Jungkook discovers a secret that the town's lab is hiding...or will he?
A/N: Idk I wasn't going to post this but I Highkey like it and I'm like eef it imma post it so tell me whatcha think of this...part 2 is almost done so I just want to see if yall like it or I'll scrap everything.
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Jungkook throws his head back letting out a frustrated sigh. It's taking him a while to finish his assignment which was a rare occurrence. Since he's the top of his class. Straight A's. Perfect assignments. Never late. It frustrated him that human anatomy is taking effort of him to search and write about. Stepping away from his crammed desk he decides it's better that he takes a break or else he'll miss it up.
'It's a mess already' he thinks to himself as he takes a water bottle from his fridge making his way to the couch plopping down on it before turning on the TV. Breaking news was all over the channel. Jungkook with furrowed eyebrows changes the satiation only to find the one he changed to also has breaking news flash on the screen. He flipped through the stations only to be met with the same luck as the last. he leans back into the couch turning the volume up. 'Let's hear what's going on'
'Attention citizens...umbrella laboratory reported a breakdown early this morning causing patients to have ran away. Mark burnett the CEO of umbrella cooperation warns that if you encounter any patients that you turn them in without question. For your safety. That is all.'
Great. Just what this morning needed. Psychopaths running loose. Jungkook snorted. he glances outside to see people running inside. Hiding. He shakes his head before closing the curtains. His classmates sure are weird as hell. This is a college ground no one would break in. the building was gated all around it's impossible to walk through without ID.
They love to be dramatic. Without thinking much of it jungkook laid down on his double bed. Feeling restless. He drifted off to sleep.
A few hours passed and the sun had set. Jungkook was done with his assignment and now he was looking at the night sky. The stars were twinkling. It was so quiet that if a pin dropped you could hear it. A few minutes passed then he heard what sounded like twigs being broken in half. He didn't think much of it. Probably stray cats. But he heard it again so he stood up and looked outside then saw the Bush that is facing his window move again. His eyebrows furrow questionly. The wheels in his head were turning trying to make logic out of this. As the figure that was moving in the Bush size's is bigger than a cat but smaller than a bear...could it be a human?...no no..it can't be..
Until his eyes met the figure's eyes, it's eyes widen in fear and shock tgeir pupils dilated. then it moved further inside trying to hide itself from jungkook's eyes. His curiosity got the best of him he quickly jogged towards the nearest shoes he slid them on and opened the door and ran outside. Once he reached the Bush he stopped running and walked towards it slowly. The Bush branches moved suddenly which made jungkook's heart stop for a second. He glanced around but to his luck everyone was inside. No students were wandering around like the usual. Probably because of the news. He took a deep breath and approached the Bush again. his steps were hesitant but he needed to know what was hiding in the Bush.
He sqauted down glencing around again before he cleared his throat. He felt ridiculous but it wouldn't hurt to try. "You can come out...I won't hurt you" he softly spoke to the figure. their eyes stared at his. Then they looked at his hands. Jungkook raised them up quickly. Way to quickly which made the figure flinch and move further back inside. "Hey hey... look! I have nothing in my hands" he raise them up but moved them closer to the Bush so the figure can see them. "See..." he softly says the figure moved a little bit towards him but not enough. He still couldn't see them.
Anyone would be terrified if they were in jungkook's place but for some reason he didn't feel that way. The figure was far more afraid than he was. Obviously. They're hiding in a Bush if all places. Besides jungkook won a championship for being the fastest runner if anything he'd run away if the figure tried to lung themselves at him. "It's okay...I won't hurt you" he says again 'unless you try to hurt me' but the figure only stares at him. He sighs. This is so dreadful.
Was it even understanding him? By the looks of it..probably not. He knew he was being ridiculous but why not go all the way? he decides to ask a few questions to see if it understood him. "Blink if you can understand me.." the figure stared for what felt like a minute then it blinked. Jungkook let out a hearty laugh feeling relieved but soon that feeling went away. Humans need to blink! He felt so stupid. "That's not going to work..." he sighs. He needs more than a blink to know for sure if it understood him. Then his brain sparked with an idea. He smiles "Okay let's try again...shake the branches twice if you can understand me" the figure continues to stare at him but then the Bush started to shake twice.
At that he started laughing. Feeling like he accomplished something huge. "So you can understand me?" The bush shakes twice again and jungkook smiles with relief "I'm going to ask you a few questions if the answer is yes shake the Bush twice if no shake it once...got it?" The bush shakes twice. "are you afraid?" He asked. He wanted to facepalm himself of course they're scared. The Bush shakes twice once again. "I'm not going to hurt you..so..can you come out?" The Bush shaked once. His head fell with disappointment. He wanted to know what was hiding behind the Bush so bad. Or did he lose his mind and now he's imagining all of this? Frustrated he rubbed his face. "Aren't you hungry?" The bush shakes twice. The hope ignited within jungkook. "I have food...look...that window is my room" the figure's eyes moved to where jungkook pointed "...if you come out I'll give you lots of food wouldn't you like that?" It was silent for awhile. Seems like the figure was thinking it through. Jungkook stayed put afraid of scaring it away again. The Bush shakes twice again and jungkook smiles. "I'm gonna step away so you can come out yeah?" He stood up and took a few steps back before he crouched down again. Waiting."you can come out now...see I'm far away from you..I can't hurt you.." he reassures. He hears the figure let out a sigh before they started to crawl out of the Bush. Then Jungkook's eyes widen with shock.
The figure is a girl. She looks younger than him but only by a few years. She had a small cut under her left eye. It looked fresh so he figured it was from the Bush branches. Because the same cut was all over her arms and legs.What made jungkook's blood pressure go down was seeing the torn apart gown. It was the lab's gown and he knew that because Umbrella's logo was on the collar of it. She is one of the runaway patients.
Jungkook fell backwards at the realization. He was speechless he only stared at her as she sniffled and stared back at him. She sat on her knees not knowing what to do. She started to look around her and up at the dormitory building. She looked lost and so..out of place. Seems like she never saw anything because she had this look in her eyes. She was very amused by all of this.
"Holy shit" was the only words that came out of his lips. "You're umbrella's patient" her eyes snapped towards him when he mentioned the lab. she stepped back into the Bush. Not caring that the branches were cutting her skin again. jungkook moved towards her holding her by her arms to stop her from moving further. His fingers were digging in her skin "no no...don't be scared!" She tried to shake his hands off but he was much stronger. He pulled her back out. Panicking he said "we can't stay here we have to go inside...I'm not going to hurt you I promise!" He tells her. Praying to whoever was listening that she complies.
Jungkook hated doing this. But the only way she would comply is if he scares her into going inside. "If we stay here umbrella is going to catch you! or one of the students are going to turn you in...you have to come with me" jungkook tells the poor girl who only stared at him with a horrified expression. "You can't stay here the Bush makes too much noise you'll get caught...come with me it's safer inside" he tells her again. His heart was beating uncontrollably. What he was doing is extremely dangerous. But he wasn't going to let this opportunity pass him by.
What kind of understudy scientist would let this slip?! Jungkook needed this for his application. He can't get caught. If he kept her. to study her. and figured out why umbrella hid her and many others and demands for them back so desperately they must possess something strong. Where they have to keep them in a laboratory he could be one of Umbrellas scientists. Which was his dream. His life goal. And Umbrella would do anything to keep the information Jungkook is going to find out hidden.
The poor girl stands up hestaily. Jungkook smiles and takes off his jacket helping her put it on then zipping it up for her. She stares at him questionly. She is his golden ticket to work with umbrella the least he could do is give her some answers. "You can't be seen like this, you're wearing a hospital gown they'll take you away" he tells her she looks down at herself then looks up at him. He can see and sense the fear in her eyes. But he vowed not to give her up. Not yet. Not until he was done with her.
"You'll be okay" he tells her placing his arm around her guiding her towards his dorm room.
He crossed his fingers that no one catches him. And just hopes that hiding this stray human being in his dorm is worth it.
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