it's after midnight, I can post it

well now youve hooked me and i'd like to see bratty maul (pretty please)

ABSOLUTELY this is like. my pet nsfw wip. I keep working on it on and off and it never ceases to amuse me <3

the plot of this one is like. Maul gets captured and he is being extremely uncooperative so Obi-Wan shows up to try to help interrogate him (being the negotiator and all that). and then.

you can see in this post this fic's birth inside my brain. basically it's maul wanting to be dominated but in a "forced to submit" way because admitting you have desires is for cowards. (and then I made him be in rut because it was an easy reason for him to be acting weird and an in-story way for them both to deny this means anything)

oh and here is another bit from it I've posted ages ago :]

WIP WEDNESDAY

thank you for the tags @kiwiana-writes @14carrotghoul @sherryvalli !!!

just when I thought the Spider-Man AU was tapped out... it dragged me back. In part 1, we had fluff. In part 2, we had angst. In a potential part 3.... 😏 who's to say?

Please have, the first blurb of what might get finished one day. but I make no promises at this stage of the wip!

The thing is, Alex gets so shy about the ways that he’s different. Henry thinks he understands, as best as anyone could, at least. He knows Alex doesn’t particularly enjoy being reminded how different he is; or how much changed after the spider bite. Henry’s dropped hints that his boyfriend's abilities are the exact opposite of a turn off in every way he can think of, but he’s not sure the message has really sunk in. Sure, the first time Henry discovered him on the ceiling, or lifting something a normal person should not be able to lift; it caught him off guard. It was new to Henry then, and it took some time to adjust. But he’s well beyond adjustment now. Henry’s hungry. Henry is on the borderline of begging Alex to manhandle him in bed. He’s not above getting on his knees if it means seeing that strength, that power, course through Alex’s body. It was like he was meant for it. And, well, Henry wants to see just how much he can take.

This is in the earliest of early stages, so, none of this may end up in the final post, if it even gets finished. I've said before that i'm really not a smut writer, not usually. I dabble tho... 😏

i'm def late to the game here, so no pressure tags: @myheartalivewrites @cosmicalart @ships-to-sail @daisymae-12 @jesuisici33 @happiness-of-the-pursuit @inexplicablymine @zwiazdziarka

okay guys I have this friend who is INSANE. I was talking about the god awful amount of tags I'm adding to this one fic and they were like "why are you adding tags? I usually just add three and post it". so I pressed them more like. wdym only three. what. and THEN they said that they dont even read tags??? THEY JUST READ THE TITLE AND GO "okay!" AND HOPE THEY LIKE IT ??? I'm crying what are they doing...

put these thoughts on twt and figured i should put 'em here too, i was thinking abt how xander and laslow would both be pretty good w/ soleil's hair..... i don't think either of them would fall into that "dad sucks at styling daughter's hair" stereotype, they'd be able to brush it and put it up and be gentle. xander bc little tiny elise certainly begged her big brother to comb through her hair, style it, style it again if it looked bad rip (tho @glittergluwu and i talked abt her hc of xander needing to develop Hair Skills after his hair turned curly and unmanageable after puberty which i am STILL thinking about LOL) and for laslow, him having helped olivia with her hair when he was little, loved doing it even, just a fond memory. i still think laslow would get emotional seeing soleil a bit older putting her hair up and seeing just how much like his mom she really looks ;A;

I remember watching a Jet Li movie where he'd been raised from a child to be a savage ring fighter who was only allowed to fight when the dog collar was removed from his neck. All other times he wore it, he was docile and almost childlike-- like a very abused, frightened child. Until he escapes and is kind of adopted by a blind piano tuner, who shows him kindness and compassion and care. I think at some point his previous masters come looking for him, and the piano tuner is killed, which prompts jet li to go on a rampage against said masters.

So after that random recollection during my morning drive to work, I've been thinking about a supercorp version. Where Kara is found on earth by Lex and kept/trained as an attack dog, basically, and he uses a red sun collar inhibitor to control her when she's not being used.

But then at some point as an adult she finds herself on her own for some reason (escape? idk), and is taken in by Lena, a piano tuner in National City. Lena is kind and gentle, and slowly brings Kara out of her shell. She teaches Kara all sorts of things about basic human behavior-- speech, literacy, touch, etc-- that Lex never bothered to teach her.

But when Lex comes looking, and he finds not only his attack dog but also his long lost sister (who escaped his grasp years ago and has been living under the radar ever since), Kara's world is upended once again. And this time, her new connection to Lena gives her the strength to overcome the inhibitor around her neck and fight against her captors, freeing herself and Lena both from Lex's control.

Not sure how dark I would go with this, but I love me some angsty self-empowerment-to-protect-a-new-loved-one action.

I am blocking on sight anyone that puts any fucking discourse over "moral" fiction or whatever the fuck on my dash. I have blocked 5 people in the last month. I don't care if I've been a mutual with you for years, if you engage in this kinda shit, especially on the side of believing that certain fiction shouldn't be allowed, then you are someone I have no respect for.

Unless someone is actually straight up committing a crime (I.E., posting *actual* photographs or videos of REAL LIFE PEOPLE, not fictional/drawn people, REAL PEOPLE, being harmed/sexually abused) I Do Not Care what other people read or write or watch or make. I Do Not Care. I do not trust anyone else's, especially on the piss on the poor website, to be able to determine if a text is "glorifying" something or if they are just uncomfortable with the subject as a whole. You people all suck at media comprehension and I am just flatly not interested. I keep seeing posts of people making good points and then people ripping them apart in the most bad faith possible. "Someone else's media consumption doesn't hurt you" "yes except for when abuse is portrayed as love, or-" no. shut the fuck up. You Missed The Point. You DO NOT KNOW, and you CAN NOT KNOW, why someone else wrote or created something nor can you know why anyone chose to engage with it. Also, sometimes the fucking point of a story is to portray something bad as good, to serve a narrative purpose. that doesn't mean the author thinks it IS.

I Do Not Care about icky feelings. If you can't tell fiction from reality, that's a you problem. Leave us writers/artists the fuck out of it. And if your knee-jerk reaction to this is "oh, you're just making excuses For The Freaks" you are part of the problem and I also have no respect for you.

FWIW, I am an abuse survivor and I find everyone's moral panic over shitty fanfiction stupid at best and upsetting at worst. You people freak out over fictional bad things happening to fictional people, to the point you waste the resources and time of people that actually hunt down predators by sending them loli fanart? You make me feel like you care about fictional people more than you care about the victims. Also, you'll be fucking fine if you hear about weird art or fic happening. Just don't fucking read it yourself. But knowing it exists won't fucking hurt you. You know what does hurt you? ACTUAL ABUSE. Like the kind so many of the creators you demonize go through, bc like I said before, you can't know why people make the art they make and you certainly can't know whether someone's a victim or not. And people shouldn't HAVE to disclose their victim status for you to make sure you're only attacking the "acceptable" people.

Maybe just don't fucking attack people over some fucking fanfiction or fanart. period. go the fuck outside.

You crave ruthless, vindictive justice more than you crave to help people. You are after the high of feeling good about putting people down, the "right" people.

And I Have No Respect For You.

I'm going to go on a stupid rant here for a minute...

I think it's really dumb and unfair how fics with certain kinks get worse kudos/hits ratios than more generic sexy fics.

there are piss kink fics out there that are objectively good, and if people don't have the ability to read and understand a tag, that's their fault. It's what it says in the freakin' tags!! why are you reading a piss kink fic if you don't like piss kink? and then just not leaving kudos? I don't get it. like what did you expect?

if you read a "weird" kinky fic just to check it out, the least you could do is leave a kudos if it's objectively well-written.

anyway. ugh. tired of the piss kink disrespect.

Alright, I was encouraged by the smol family of HeroKel shippers on here, so now that I have my ass in order, here's the Headspace Abuse AU I spawned out of some horny energy last month. xD

CONTENT WARNINGS: Physical abuse, neglect, gaslighting(?), spiders, brocon/incest if you choose to see it ;3 Also spoilers for Omori!

If you stumble across this post as someone who despises this kind of content, I sincerely apologize for that. I don't intend to main-tag this, but I'm not 100% positive how tagging works on Tumblr anymore. The Read More should cover that though. Have a nice day!

In one of the playthroughs of Omori I really like, they have this ongoing joke where Kel is just bullied all the time, especially by Hero and Aubrey.  Every time Kel says anything, Hero says stuff like, "Kel, I'm going to BEAT YOU when we get home" or "Ohh Keeeel, I'm getting the BELT!!" and it's just met with Kel screaming, "NOOOO NOT AGAIN PLEASE!" and everyone's laughing about it and stuff.  And man, I'm REALLY not usually into any kind of incest kinks (just personally not my thing), but I'd lowkey be fine with an rp/fic where Hero just abuses Kel all the time and has him basically trained to obey and cower out of fear. x'D

Adding onto that, I also had so much fun with the Basil deaths in Black Space, so now I just imagine like Basil is the Kenny of the group, and he just dies horrible deaths all the time and comes back later, and no one even bats an eye beyond giggling or saying, "Oh wow, he's gonna feel that in the morning, tee hee!"

And then when Basil goes missing, Hero and Aubrey start putting Kel through a lot more shit because even they they don't really notice it, Basil's constant deaths and pained screaming do keep them pretty entertained.

Omori isn't phased by any of it ofc, since he's kiiiind of the one pulling the strings here.

I'm not sure how Mari would respond to everything.  Maybe it would be funny if she just acted like she always does and almost as if the stuff happening is just silly goofy bickering or stubbed toes, and she'll say stuff like, "Awww, don't worry, Basil!  All you have to do for a spider bite is (I don't even know, but like generic advice for a single, non-venonous spider bite)!"  And Basil is just like, "-gross sobbing- O-okay...!" while being devoured alive by a billion spiders or chomped in half by a giant one ahahaha.

Then she'll tell Kel, "Aww, Hero got mad at you?  Well... you did step on his foot after all.  But just apologize and talk it over and I'm sure he'll come around in no time! ^u^" and this is like, what you tell someone if all the angry person did was snap at them or get upset and leave for a bit.  But Hero literally broke a branch off the nearest tree and beat Kel with it until it broke lmao.

It's like... ultra horrific tbh?  But I kind of love soaking in more of that type of freaky shit.  It's almost appealing BECAUSE it's the absolute last thing that should ever be happening??

Kel is an absolute sweetie and deserves the world, Hero is a kind and patient big brother who immediately apologized and improved himself the one time he was ever really mean to Kel, and Aubrey is honestly a very good person despite putting on an edgy face when she got older and trying to push people away.  She's never out to truly hurt anyone.

So it's kinda fun to twist them up in this awful way, especially since the game itself kind of already did most of the work for me and all I did was enjoy that and also take a meme from a video series and run with it.

I mean holy shit, there's legit a whole scene in Black Space where Basil's DW friends all beat him to death and then act like everything is normal and fun. It's CANON, and everything I wrote here is of a similar caliber, just with the invitation to view it as abusive shipping if the reader desires.

Basically I'm roleplaying with myself and enjoying the sadistic story I end up with x'D

So I'm writing again after like six weeks of no-brain times which is exciting (although I am not working on one of my many half-posted wips so there's still room for improvement) and I'm sort of spiralling. I'm finally making progress on that baseball obikin thing from like two years ago and I've decided that even if it's a modern au I want women on my fake baseball teams. Because 1) it's kind of difficult to piece together a full roster of only male Jedi (and indeed, villains to go on the rival team) without feeling silly about how far I'm reaching for some of these people and 2) a lot (most!) of the female Jedi are wonderful and would be better at baseball than whatever random dude I toss in there to fill the ranks (probably men who have no real relationship with either Obi-Wan or Anakin which is just boring from a story perspective). Also? It's nice to imagine a world where anyone can play whatever sport without the usual whining chorus of "but biooooology"

But!!! I've written some discussion of homophobia and why characters might be uncomfortable coming out. There are (I think) two out players in men's professional sports (in the US at least, idk about globally) and it feels...weird? not to acknowledge that. But am I really concerned with maintaining verisimilitude (about bigotry of all things!) in a fic in which one of the batters is a giant spider? And in a world in which I've decided sex discrimination isn't a thing?

And then: am I incorrectly assuming that a non-sexist society would also be a non-homophobic society? Does one necessarily follow the other? Lived experience would suggest probably not but also this is my world and I can fix society's mistakes as I choose if I really want. Am I stuffing this poor gratuitous smut fic with too many confused thoughts about the societal ramifications of a fake baseball team? In addition to stuffing it with way too many words???

.... do you think there were imperials with a choking kink who tried to disappoint/anger Vader on purpose. ?

My favorite thing about Poorks is a focus on character. I love Dr. Worm, but they really don’t think they’ve got the same talent for writing @poorks does

I mean it's possible Dr. Worm does to more character driven stuff, but doesn't dedicate that to their kink content? I know Nurs and Winona have some loooose lore surrounding them.

Poorks does go the extra mile with their writing though, like if it wasn't for the fact that people can be weird about it, their characters and universes would really thrive with their own wiki. That probably wouldn't even appeal to most people cause your average follower just wants to see tummies. But they and their bf could actually bulk up a wiki with all the stuff they write and build, even just with the content WE get to see.

how kinky is your oc? tagged by the lovely @wrathfulrook, @vampireninjabunnies-blog, and @inafieldofdaisies, thank you &lt;3

no-pressure tags (seriously if it's not your jam you can absolutely skip this entirely!): @socially-awkward-skeleton, @adelaidedrubman, @direwombat, @trench-rot, @v0idbuggy, @iwantjohnsseed, @cassietrn, @poisonedtruth, @ivymarquis, @voidika, @detectivelokis, @gayafsatan, and anyone else who would like to give it a go, please please pretty please tag me &lt;3

100% Switch 99% Sadist 95% Masochist 89% Rigger 75% Dominant 74% Degrader 74% Primal (Hunter) 74% Experimentalist 73% Non-monogamist 72% Submissive 72% Rope bunny 71% Exhibitionist 69% Primal (Prey) 66% Degradee 64% Brat 51% Brat tamer 42% Voyeur 39% Master/Mistress 30% Vanilla 25% Owner 13% Slave 9% Daddy/Mommy 5% Pet 0% Boy/Girl 0% Ageplayer

Yeah, Mikes is absolutely a kinky fucking switch, lmao. I suspect she might be an odd one out among Johnships tbh, but she learned it all from him.

100% Rigger 100% Sadist 96% Dominant 82% Owner 81% Brat tamer 78% Switch 75% Non-monogamist 75% Voyeur 74% Primal (Hunter) 74% Master/Mistress 58% Degrader 55% Primal (Prey) 51% Exhibitionist 46% Experimentalist 44% Masochist 39% Vanilla 37% Submissive 33% Rope bunny 29% Brat 13% Pet 5% Degradee 0% Slave 0% Boy/Girl 0% Daddy/Mommy 0% Ageplayer

Okay, I know Lil's going to weird people out with this one, but yeah. She's a dom and a sadist. She's got a deep-seated need for absolute control and it shows. If she gives someone anything else, it's a significant show of trust.

Sooo, i did my very thorough "research" on ao3 and i must conclude.... that it looks like choking not even a kink anymore it's part of the experience.

Fandom conversations in the wild, #167

a.k.a., He's here, he's there, he's every-fucking-where, what's his name, the angry guy

Me, while getting lab work done today: ooh, that is a really cute figurine collection! who are those lil guys?

Phlebotomist #1, examining my veins: oh, those are a band that our other coworker is really into.

Phlebotomist #2, watching and learning: yeah, she's um, like, REALLY into them. *laughs a little like she is slightly uneasy with her coworker's level of enthusiasm* but you might not have heard of them.

Me, counting 7 figurines: I might have.

Phlebotomist #2: they're called BTS.

Me: *quietly boggling at the idea that I wouldn't have at least heard of them* yeah! I know them.

Phlebotomist #2: oh! well, cool. are you, um, into any bands or anything?

Me: I used to be. but right now I mostly just get obsessed about TV.

Phlebotomist #1: ooh. what TV are you most into right now?

Me: I usually go more for fantasy or sci-fi, but right now I'm super into Ted Lasso.

Phlebotomist #2: oh yeah? I've heard good th--

Phlebotomist #1: OH MY GOD, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE TED, THOUGH?! he's just, like, so upbeat and cheerful, but then it's a facade, partly, but then -- just oh my god he's so great!!

Me: YES

Phlebotomist #1: okay okay okay okay, but my absolute favorite? the one I really love? is... um... who's the angry one?

Me: ROY --

Me and Phlebotomist #1, in unison: ROY KENT!! YES!!! He's here, he's there -- *both dissolving into giggles*

Phlebotomist #2: *blinking and realizing we might be, like, REALLY into this character*