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Thinking about Weird Barbie and how she's the very obviously queer outsider of the Barbie world, she straddles the lines between Barbie and the Real World. She's the most aware of the performative nature of it all. She supports Barbie while also gently mocking her panic at losing the hyperfeminine perfection. Her weird house is also home to the discontinued reject weird Barbies, the outcasts (including very gay earring Ken) who never fell into either the original matriarchy or the Kentriarchy brainwashing.
The other more classically heteronormative and beautiful Barbies both pity and fear her, and at first the narrative pities her as well. She's the vessel of girls going weird and crazy and feral on their dolls and that's amazing. Weird Barbie is aware of who she is and how the world sees her and she loves it. She's Weird Barbie and She Owns It.
#i couldnt identify with a lot of the Barbies Feminine Crisis on as deep a level as other women i know#but holy shit did i see what they did with Weird Barbie aka Queer Barbie#GOD this movie did such a great job capturing the feeling of#gender is fake and but also its real#ive been having gender thoughts#mostly about how im so goddamn ambivalent about gender that i can't even identify#with the idea of thinking about What Is My Gender enough to say its nonbinary#my gender is Sure Okay#she/her yeah fine its whatever#barbie
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mhw handler get behind me
#monster hunter#monhun#sorry i just got a video in my yt recs and remembered how people treat her#god forbid a woman npc repeat a voiceline more than twice to encourage the player to continue the main quest#in the exact same way that npcs like field team leader and admiral will do if theyre helping with a story quest#she did literally nothing wrong you all are just violently misogynistic#gamers when a man is mildly annoying and pestering: yeah whatever man its fine#gamers when a woman is mildly annoying: i think she should be violently killed to death. i tgink she should burn in hell forever#played the game and literally had no idea other people hated her until i went online. like i loved her. shes just like me fr
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so hey guys i finished dungeon meshi yesterday and i'm still thinking about it
#ria.txt#i spoiled myself so at first i was like 'this is bonkers wtf are they doing in those last few chapters?????'#but then it was like. yeah. i see#love those ch when it's just clearly putting the squad into Situations#also. izutsumi#what i really liked was how tightly the protagonist and the deuteragonist were wound up in the overall themes#the plot the themes the conflict the characters it was very neatly connected#hence i am also now accidentally invested in whatever going on between laios and marcille#not just platonic not romantic not enemies i just think they work well tgt and deeply care for each other its great watching them develop#it's the leader + most trusted advisor / anxious girlfailure + the annoying freak she's somehow attached to vibes#haha that rabbit chapter with marcille. hahha i was like what the fuck man. it was funny and then boom whump [tears streaming down my face]#those shapeshifter chs were sooo much fun esp seeing other chara's perceptions of each other. stealing that#the changeling ones were great too elf senshi is the fucking funniest he looks sooooooo unserious#marcille's evolving perception with death starting with saving falin and saving the squad and her nightmares of outliving everyone-#-and her dad and her 'temper tantrum' and UGH when at the end she said she was fine with falin not coming back.... WAAA. OUGH.#i think dunmeshi handled the trope of 'prophecy of chosen one becoming king' pretty well and it makes sense why laios is the protag#the worldbuilding is so thoughtful as well i liked seeing different characters with different worldviews interact#very solid and well rounded series wooo#the main 4 has such a fun dynamic together#anyways. dunmeshi au.....#more like borrowing the worldbuilding bc charas are too nuanced for a one to one comparison#ren is like some prince of his own species but he's like 34th in line and no one cares about him so he fucks off to eat monsters#which is why he's both snobbish AND a total freak when it comes to his food taste#false is originally in for the money from ren and plans to scam him but unfortunately the cringefail swag captures her#martyn is Obnoxiously Clueless and thinks he's smart but he's not. he's resourceful but also pathetic and crazy#stress cant cook but she thinks she does so everyone goes (≖_≖ ) when she picks up a pot. they delegate her to killing and chopping duty#the mvp is iskall who keeps on saving everyone's asses and somehow has resources for everyone#i think ren is actually aware false is going to scam him but he has too much money to spend anyway and he thinks shes cool so he lets her??#and somehow she doesnt take the money and run. and goes back to eating monsters w/ the party. everyone is crazy
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characters on house md will be like 'im so normal and fine. i dont buy into houses stupid weird unhinged bullshit.' this is because they are on an entirely different kind of unhinged bullshit.
#house md#its even funnier when the narrative frames them as just like a regular-degular ol' guy#because they will do wild shit and everyones like. yeah. its whatever. did you hear what HOUSE has done??#main character to the extreme#house#wilson#<- kind of? i think house at least will generally point out when he's doing something batshit#though often the narrative itself does not sooo...#stacy#<- personally one of my favourites because she seems fairly healthy and stuff but boy is she not#and the thing is i get the sense she recognises all her weird shit but sort of just...#does not aknowledge or on some level even recognise it as an issue#shes like oh thats weird! but fine.
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dude theres something abt firefly wedding. marry ur hired killer so u dont die and the love interest is a crazy yandere but also theyre trying to make it work???? before sakoto confesses that shes been playing along and cannot marry shinpei he was like lets talk because youve been off lately is it because of me i dont want to do something that makes you sad because im bad at reading peoples and my own feelings. like even before this its like sakoto going excessive violence is bad! and the whole would shinpei treat anybody that accepts him the same way he says hes in love with sakoto. that perhaps his love for her is not different from loving a child or an animal. what is love anyway (baby dont hurt me- )
#the way its shinpei who wants to talk and communicate when all he knows is like killing??? ok👍 im fine and normal#the way its like the marriage is less abt actual marriage and more abt i want you to relyand care about me i want you to love me#which is what sakoto wants too#from the staft chap 1 its like oh sakoto wants to be married to somebody she loves and loves her in return#like like. Im normal.#twitter wasnt kidding they invented love in 2023#yeah shinpeis a crazy yandere and its unhealthy or whatever but they’re trying!!!!#and its taking me out#my favourite part abt firedlt weddinf is fr just them talking#i think they have such good chemistry#that shinpei is very intense and sakoto balances him out#but she also has the capacity to be intense too#like it seems that when shinpei is doing crazy yandere things or being rlly intense sakoto is the calm one? or much less intense#and when like chap 12 when sakoto is crying and shes feeling intense feelings shinpei is the calm one#i say calm as in “calm” yk because he fr was just trying to look as indifferent as possible the harder she started crying#idk. idk. firefly wedding fr is somethinf.#firefly wedding#claude txt
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god i am still so angry about ventique defending ugigiugi like fucking apollo are you that blind
yeah yeah they're your friend and you dont wanna see them getting "attacked" but if you really ARE someone's friend you wouldnt be afraid to call them out on their bullshit
and if they decide to unfriend you after that? then they weren't really your friend
an actual friend would try to become better once you showed them the error of their ways
a decent person would try to become better and give an actual apology for the things they've done or said and actually make an effort to make up for past mistakes
but no, all you did was throw a pathetic little tantrum at us while trying to defend a person whos actions arent even justifiable, and all she (ugigiugi) did was shift the blame on the people calling her out and playing the victim
calling us "embarrassing" and "pathetic", motherfucker you know whats embarrassing and pathetic? being an artist and supporting someone who TRACES art and puts it out calling it their own.
and you didnt even fucking do anything to address the damn situation and the plagiarism or provide proof that would render her innocent (which is a fucking lie btw) because you're so fucking busy defending someone who doesnt even deserve to be defended
to be honest i used to, keyword USED TO like your art i USED TO like seeing your posts but its always just malleus malleus malleus, malleus this, malleus that, malleus malleus malleus its so fucking TIRING and exhausting
your comics aren't even entertaining and the constant innuendoes arent even funny anymore with how overused they are
and the way you feel the need to relate every. fucking. THING. to malleus is soOOOOOO SICKENING its always just the same bullshit over and over, this little thing could be related to any character or NO character at all but its ALLLLWAYS MALLEUS MALLEUS MALLEUS its so fucking REPETITIVE and it doesnt even make SENSE anymore
and the way you keep fucking going and showing shit or dialogue from the game and going "malleyuu is canon!!" BITCH its NOT a FUCKING DATING. SIMULATOR.
its NOT an otome you ARENT supposed to date them you are FREE to SHIP THEM but dear GOD stop fucking INSISTING THAT YOUR GODDAMN SHIP IS FUCKING CANON AND GETTING MAD AND THROWING A TEMPER TANTRUM WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY DONT LIKE MALLEUS OR YOUR FUCKING SHIP
i cannot COUNT how many times ive seen you make a post with "malleus isnt overrated" HE IS YOU DUMBASS HES SO OVERLY GLORIFIED AND THE FANDOM WORSHIPS HIM LIKE AN IDOL GOOD FUCKING CHRIST WHY ARE YOU SO IN DENIAL
tl;dr: i fucking hate ventique and ugigiugi now ive had ENOUGH
im fucking tired
#its so fucking irritating#people are free to ship whatever they like yeah but a fucking MINOR AND A GROWN WOMAN???#doesnt matter that they're fictional because most of the time it reflects on your actual morals#i understand liking gore and making body horror art and liking yan content#but you wouldnt ACTUALLY support that (yandere content) unless youre a sick bastard#again#it wouldve been FINE if she at LEAST aged them up or aged down her oc#but no she kept them the same fucking age its so DISGUSTING#and her oc's relationship with the tweels is just so heavily fucking sexualized which is absolutely loathsome#yes#i myself ship my oc with floyd#yes i have obviously thought about the not so appropriate stuff about them#but fuckinG DEMETER at LEAST they're close in age#AND at least it isnt the premise of theyre ENTIRE FUCKING RELATIONSHIP.#god#twst#tagging this in the main tag because i am sick and tired#cw ugigiugi#cw ventique#just in case#rant#cw rant#tw rant#tw ventique#tw ugigiugi#look im putting the tw for these users because there is no way in hell that im the only one this triggered about them#GOD#GODDDD#losing my mind
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people who go "I know that amy is twelve years old but she acts mature for her age so I think its okay to-" just know I'm looking at you like this
#the 'it okay bc theyre mature for their age' is a fucking DANGEROUS mind set#obviously depending on what exactly theyre saying my reaction will be different. like.#saying 'she acts mature so I think its okay she was leading the resistance' annoys me bc 1) shes from a kids media. kids are gonna#be front and centre and doing shit that irl should only be left to adults thats fine thats expected thats NORMAL#thats not because shes 'mature for her age' thats because shes a fictional character. thats how all childrens media works#2) any mention of 'being mature for their age so its okay-' will get my back up reguardless of the context#but yeah in discussions like that I'll get pissed and annoyed but ultimately whatever. hope you get better critical thinking skills#and realise how dangerous that way of thinking is#and obviously anyone who uses it as an excude to put her in msfw situations I hope die#age discourse
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resplendent awakening trio!!! what do you mean my laslow looks weird. no he doesnt. why would you even say that?? to my girlfriend????? bitch??
#ann cries about feh#my laslow build is so ass rn i have not updated it in. so long.#and im not GONNA til he gets his resplendent. intsys. please. PLEEASE i’ll kill myself#but yeah i. im not showing him to you guys. hes shameful (mildly outdated but bc hes my fav its embarrassing)#but yeah resplendent selena joining the gang :) i loveher#shes sooo cute idgaf if she ‘looks too similar to base selena’ like#and??#selena base design fucks severely am i supposed to see that as a problem#plus her HAIR looks fantastic. wow girl. what conditioner#and then i gave odin a few upgrades#i dont have that tome for him nor spare devourer for selena but its fine. ITS FINE#f2p btw. except for the. uh. twenty dollars ive spent on some of the worst units in the game.#whatever#IT COULD BE THIRTY THOUGH INTSYS. IT COULD BE!!!#anyways i need to cancel this subscription again
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im gonna answer the other ask later but TRANSFEM SCARY I WAS. ALSO THINKING HBBBGNN
#willy goes both ways abt such things bcus. one he is a misogynist and a homophobe or at least was on earth. obviously#and he still holds you know that. hypermasculine toxic mindset as of s1 based on the uhhh#“overly feminine namby pamby” whatever he says#(kicking myself for not having it memorized)#but i assume that he encountered more variable things in the forgotten realms that may have made him more normal abt. gender variance there#god okay i. hes not. he has an opinion of “you can be a freak if you want whatever. ill play pretend with you. ill tolerate it.”#i really like transmasc ron for similar reasons.. of.... especially when they meet in the cabin where hes cooking fish#and willys like “thats right get some bass in your voice boy !!”#like i know its just regular like. ron isnt masculine enough. but it reads very sarcastic....#“get some bass in your voice” like . you wanna be a boy so bad okay. ill humor you. hahahah. man up then.#um but transfem scary i like a similar. thing. of.... tolerating her being a girl and playing along but always being.#kind of chiding about it.#im so worried were not on the same pagw#which is fine obviously but i get so shy abt when. someone offers me headcanons that i dont agree with and i have to be like#“hahaha yeah whatever you say” like i cant say anything back cus its Wrong to me. BUT.#god though yeah her. visibly being hard around him & its both deeply sort of gross but very flattering to him like. i can work with this...#i think of him as a. opportunist. hes not into cock & not into kids really. dwindling upwards of teen girls but eh.#so when a cute troubled teen girl is literally. offering herself up to you at your feet man its like. why would i say no !! ♡#hes more into taking advantage of her than any of her personal details you know. like her as a person doesnt really. matter. who cares#shes available and stupid and looking to him for advice and validation.#sorry again i havent LISTENED TO ANY OF THIS. I CAN BE WRONG#didnt anthony make the joke abt willy not being brave enough to try pegging. maybe this is his chance#who said that. who. said that#you really want to manipulate a teen girl then you humble yourself and suck her cock and shes yours forever.#im crazy. im crazy#.dxt#scary
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pussy so androgynous it causes a major fandom schism approximately 194 times a month
#yes this is abt gerard way i cant get the discourse out of my head i need to let the evil spirits out and the only way is by making a post#like i firmly believe its okay to like. well. femcr it up from time to time... or like..#use she/her affectionately bc well theyre my pretty little princess their gender has nothing to do w that#and that like. theyre not cis. that much is obvious. but like. it crosses certain boundaries to assert so aggressively that just bc#theyre not cis that the end goal is that theyre a Woman. like... yeah you can say theyre trans in the sense of it being the opposite of cis#which is the case. thats correct. but saying theyre a WomanTM just bc theyre not a ManTM is well.. troublesome. its erasure#and erasure of something so lovely as whatever it is they have going on like isnt it enough that theyre living their truth?#the need to categorize everything in a neat little box is something you need to unpack and realize that its harmful. its a forced dichotomy#and like as i said already its all fine to like go all 'omg gerard pick up the phone' or like 'oughh my beautiful wife' or 'miss gerard 🐀'#however it gets dangerous if you spend too much time in that bubble and forget the reality of things.#for that purpose i made that 'her pronouns are he/they'. to ground myself innit#ANYWAYS. if you read the tags im sorry but yeah...... letting the evil spirits out#piksla.txt
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Solas says I know a place and takes you to the middle of a swamp where he insults your culture, religious beliefs, and then dumps you.
#yeah im still thinking about this and its the next day#he might be telling the truth about the Vallaslin but my inquisitor did not let him remove it#I’ve played her as very proud to be dalish and believes in elven gods so it would be out of character even if solas says something else#maybe that’s what it represented then but it is not what it is now and she chooses to move forward#about the breakup … this is not the first time a man takes me on a date and dumps me 😭😭 but hey um wtf#honestly my lavellan does love him and is hurt but she has to be so many things to so many different people#there’s bigger things at stake and bigger problem to deal with at this time than whatever he's hiding or lying about#im pretty sure he was going to say something else not about the vallaslin#but his fear is dying alone becasue i saw it in the fade and yet !!!! he pushes everyone away he picks fights with everyone no matter whos#in the party he didnt come to the wicked grace game he never opens up beyond what he has seen in the fade. he is a fixed point#i wanna shake him by the shoulders and YELL WHATA RE YOU DOING you could have it all someone who loves you and a wonderf#a wonderful found family. he is kind and gentle but he is also so full of ANGER and he is so set on things being as he sees them.#Cole cant change because to Solas cole is always a spirit. the dalish are misguided and YOU Lavellan are just different YOURE special#the meaning of the vallaslin cant change because to him it represents slavery and it is in stone to him. things dont change with time they#are fixed. like things in the fade it what it was preserved. he is trying to hold on to a past that doesnt exist that has moved forward.#Solas says you cant change yourself by wishing. but i would say wishing for change is THE required prerequisite for change. a little though#a little idea a little wish that something was different better. but to#why cant you move forward Solas what the fuck are you holding onto so intesely#OKAY WHATEVER IM DONE WITH THIS ESSAY IM OVER IT ITS FINE ITS SO FINE
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This is my homie Lamb, he's a nature cleric
Finally romancing Wyll 🌹
#bg3#bg3 tav#basically i realized since tieflings have horns i couod theoretically make a sheep guy#the guardian is a giant woman i based off a minotaur#anyway good route minthara romance apparently doesnt work right#so now its my homie wylls turn. brother they did you dirty on content#but ill even do the damn act 3 dragon puzzle dungeon again. for you. specifically#ngl i only got past that elemental survival room by making shady hold the item. whatever it was#and id given her the con boost locket when u got it in raphaels place so. yeah she was fine#*when i got it#i looked at it and went 'oh cool hey shady i have something'#anyway i found out good route minthara romance was a bust and was like damn. who now#and the roomie said wyll and theyre so right. this is an isolated little shepherd cleric guy#wyll is gonna ohko him
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well folks its been a good two months of denial but i am finally ready to admit that the reason everything sucks is because of major depression relapse. if i werent so depressed id make this everyone elses problem by projecting it on to blorbo but alas
#taylor.txt#incapable of making this not a joke but i do have to say it kinda sucks#like obviously ive never been 100% free of my depression probably on account of it developing when i was a Child and then not getting any#treatment or even really any sympathy for until i was in my late teens but. BUT. even my historic mental breakdown 2 years ago didnt really#feel like depression. like yeah i was sad and hopeless but this is very different. sad and lethargic more so. simply too tired to be lost i#despair. which is i guess a good thing because it means its easier for me to fix. its just that right now im kinda stuck in it#i dont know if id say ive experienced major depression since my first year of uni#thats why ive been denying it all this time despite it being pretty…glaringly obvious#anyway. good news is im meeting with the prof of one of the classes im currently failing this week#and now i guess i kind of have an idea of what to tell her because all this time ive been struggling and i havent understood why#the content makes sense. i understand whats going on. but my memory has gotten so bad recently and the energy required to do my assignments#has been way too much. and im past my limit on that at this point unfortunately. like yeah shes probably gonna tell me well that sucks but#theres nothing i can do to save your grade and thats fine but at least i know even if it was a Me Problem that i let myself get depressed#again in the first place being actively depressed is a major barrier that i at least know isnt 100% me being an idiot with a bad attitude#i will struggle to the finish line but i will make it there. even if i fail a class or two in the process#and regardless of if it gets better i will finally go see my therapist again in the new year </3 something obviously led to this so whos to#say it wouldnt happen again if i just let that fester. whatever it is#also writing has been tough for the same reason school has been tough but its still happening and i will do more of it when school is over#i PROMMY
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cant sleep because im seething with anger
#been laying here for like 40 minutes fantasizing about finally snapping and telling my mom everything i really think and feel#if i ever came out to her she would end up cutting me off like she did to my aunts and uncles and cousins#basically im alone and my parents and siblings are the only family i can be in contact with right now and its isolating#off topic but yeah#i miss having a big family and people besides my parents that i could rely on. people i felt like i could actually breathe around#idk. whatever#why do i feel responsible for her actions all the time. its been my job to keep her stable and listen to her vent for years#but i never say anything about my own feelings. because she would make me feel stupid and ridicule me. lol#all she does is make me feel like shit most of the time. shes always in a bad mood and shes always whining and always pessimistic#and yeah i get along with her for the most part but lately her attitude has been weighing on me a lot. i cant criticize or disagree with her#because she'll just get mad. shes always been an angry person. thats why i hardly spoke to her from ages 10-15#maybe i jsut wanted to give her another chance. maybe i felt sympathy for her. shes had it rough her whole life#but when shes still bitter no matter how many times i comfort her and let her vent and cry to me and when she chooses her husband over me#every single time he fucks up (which is like. constantly) and always takes his side when they inevitably make up after a huge fight#it feels like i'll never be able to make her happy. it feels like i should stop trying. if she wants to be full of hatred#and have a shitty husband then fine. i cant fix her like and i cant hold the weight of her mistakes#*life
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i have such high expectations for series things because aru sekai series itself has so much thought & detail & care put into it. it might read as nonsense at first but the more u pay attention the more context u get the more everything starts to click & make sense. a very fun way to use a medium to tell a story. theres a lot of other vocasong series but the dedication to minute details & throwing context in the background of mvs while otherwise being relatively simple mvs & just the constant tying things together theres just SO much to aru sekai series as a whole & individually & to see marshall maximizer get reduced to "fun currently popular voca song" does make me sad. its not an easy series to get into but also u are missing out on so much
#aru sekai series#'teehee its a banger about the demon core experiment' ur understanding is very surface level#unfortunately even that is deeper than what i see a lot of people look into it. fine. whatever.#its not even really about that but sure fine whatever#series wise maximizer is about knowing devoting urself too entirely to a cause#turns u into more of a tool than a person#and as per series terms only those who still have their own free will get to continue & try to correct the problem#so she knows of this fact & she is seeing it happen in real time that people she works with#are dying permanently and she knows if shes not careful thats her fate as well#'nante koto da! shindeshimau!' yeah were not talking about a dangerous experiment killing u#its more so that ur getting too caught up in it & when u die u get no second chances & what u have been doing means nothing#ill get more into it when i answer rottel's ask but like. yeah
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hey btw nothing will make me immediately start ugly sobbing like the rocket man scene from everything sucks
#lord. LORDDD.#i also think its so interesting that while kates whole character is finding herself in the midst of Truly Dealing with her mothers death an#like. truly living for the first time with the fact that she doesnt have a mother during the years when she's developing as a person#her dads character has seemingly like#moved on#throughout the whole show#bc its established from the beginning that her death happened 10 years prior? so like it Makes Sense#and the entire time hes presented as this Happy Go Lucky guy who just wants to be there for his daughter and is a little silly and naive#sometimes#and like yeah hes struggling a bit when it comes to raising his daughter and finding love again but not any more than any other single#parent would!#and THEN#all of a sudden#he and kates boyfriend get her to play a song on the piano for them#bc they love her and want to see her in her element!!!!#and right from the beginning its established that the song shes going to play is very personal to her and her dad. they dont even divulge#details. he just says- 'youre gonna play moms song?' and she says 'yeah. is that okay?' and he says 'yeah.' and its fine#and then she plays and sings this BEAUTIFUL rendition of rocket man by elton john on the piano. and good GOD is he keeping it together for#her. but hes not smiling anymore!!!!! and the camera is cutting between her who is tearing up but Not Crying because she cant fucking cry b#SHE chose to do this and thats lame and embarrassing or whatever and then it fucking cuts back to him. during the lines 'i miss the earth s#much / i miss my wife'#good LORD nothing broke me faster#and then he just gets up. and leaves to go to the kitchen. during his daughters song- someone he has been TRYING SO HARD to be there for#while she continuously pushes him away bc of her own fears#and he fucking walks away bc he knows hes gonna break down and he cant do that in front of his daughter and who does he call?? WHO DOES HE#CALL????? the woman he had recently gone on a few dates with who likes him for Him who is helping him relearn what it means to be in love#and experience life without fear and she doesnt even pick up it just goes to voicemail and he KNOWS its just gonna go to voice mail her#voice just comforts him#all while rocket man is softly playing in the background#my roman empire
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