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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #344

“my whole existence is flawed”

Have you ever thought about becoming a crime scene investigator? No. Do you think you could win on Jeopardy? Not at all. What do you normally call your mother? (mommy, mom, mother, mum, etc.) Usually "Mom" or "Ma," sometimes "Mama." Does your significant other complain about the way you dress? I'm single, but I would never tolerate an s/o who complained about/told me how to dress. Like bye, fuck you. Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? Are you right now? No, thankfully. What would you do if a stranger smacked your ass and whistled? They're getting fucking punched. In the face. Do you know anyone who has died from cancer? Multiple people. Ever have to call the cops on someone? Not me personally, but my sister did while I was in the car with her due to a clearly drunk as fuck driver. Are you comfortable enough around your friends to change in front of them? Hell no, I avoid changing even in front of my mother. Have you ever dated someone in secret? Dated, no. But Joel and I were a secret. What’s something you really want right now, be honest? What I really want right now is a job. What are you listening to right now? A slowed-down with reverb version of "Closer" by In This Moment. It's p hot. Do you still have your tonsils? Yes. What confuses you most? Why terrible things can happen to the most undeserving of people. Have you ever been called a bad influence? Yes. Not like she was a good one whatsoever. What's the weirdest compliment you've ever received? I don't know, really. Have you ever thought you could 'save' someone? No. It's funny, apparently Jason thought I could "save" him, and would'ja look at that, he scarred me for life. Do you prefer weed or cigs? I've never smoked either, but at least weed has benefits, so. What do your parents say about smoking? Well, my dad smokes like a chimney, but he does tell my sisters and me to absolutely never start it. Mom is very firm about us not smoking. She'd probably be heartbroken if any of us started. Do like kissing with tongue or without? I mean, that depends on the mood as well as how serious we are. What show is hilarious to you? That '70s Show absolutely cracks me up. Who last made you upset? My Dad and stepmom, ranting about how the Covid vaccine is being forced on us and is dangerous. I'm very much for it and am getting it myself soon, so I was just like... shut the fuck up. I just kept my lips zipped, but by god did I want to say something. Does he/she usually upset you? I sometimes regret having my stepmom on Facebook because of her shitty political views, but she in general doesn't upset me. I love her, really. Dad doesn't upset me, really. What would your parents do if you got a tattoo? They don't care, especially knowing how much I love them. What is your favorite musical? None. Do you have any interest in visiting Japan? Yeah, though I don't think it's something I'd go out of my way to do. If I had the opportunity though, I'd surely go. I would love to take photos there, and it's this odd desire of mine to visit Aokigahara Forest and just walk along the "safe" paths and just... feel it. I don't want to find any bodies because I think that would shatter me, I just want to allow myself to like, drown in empathy for all those that left their lives in those trees. I feel like I'd cry a LOT, because I'd prefer to do it alone and just talk to whoever may be able to hear from wherever they are now, and just let them know they're not forgotten or abandoned and that they were never alone. This is honestly getting me really emotional so I'm moving onto the next question. But in summary, I feel like it could honestly be a life-changing experience. What is your favorite Japanese name? I like A LOT of Japanese names I've heard, but they're all evading me now. Do you ever listen to Jpop? No. Who do you go to for advice? Mom or Sara. Have you ever ran a cash register? Yeah, when I worked at the dollar store. Have you ever worked as a server? No. Did you collect Bratz dolls when you were younger? I didn't collect them, no, but I shared a few with my sister. Do you think your mom is attractive? I think my mom's beautiful. Her smile especially puts gold to shame. She actually kinda broke down the other day because she thought she was ugly, and it just broke my damn heart. Do you like the feeling in your stomach on a big drop on a roller coaster? I've never been on a roller coaster and don't plan to try one, but I reeeaaally don't like that feeling in any situation. What is your most severe allergy? Pollen. How and when were you baptized, if applicable? I was baptized as a baby the traditional Catholic way. Would you rather paint or carve a pumpkin? I think carving is more fun. Have you ever walked through a haunted house? One that was part of a Halloween attraction, yeah. What computer game did you used to play all the time? I played lots as a kid, but my favorite had to be I Spy: Spooky Mansion. My lil sis and I were obsessed. How do you feel about Motorhead? I don't love them, but I do enjoy some of their songs. I never thought Lemmy was that great of a vocalist, but I respect him as an artist and hope he rests in peace. What’s the weirdest way you’ve ever pulled a muscle? *shrugs* What’s your favorite symbol? (i.e. the pentagram, the cross, etc.) If we're talking only real-world symbols and not ones that only exist in fantasy media, I actually think the Satanic (no, not inverted) cross is a cool design. It has nothing to do with my stance on Satanism, I just think it's an appealing look. What methods are most effective for you when you’re trying to relax? If I REALLY need relaxation, just leave me alone and let my put on earplugs and just like, disappear from the real world for a bit. Would you rather date your opposite, your ‘twin’, or someone in between? Someone in-between, I think. More similar to me though would be preferred versus someone that's my opposite. How many videos do you have favorited on your YouTube account? I think I'm actually at the max? I think they just get replaced with newer ones by now. Do you know anyone who has carpal tunnel syndrome? Me, actually. My older sister does, too, and actually had surgery for it. Which do you prefer: M&M’s, Skittles, or Reese’s Pieces? Reese's Pieces, but I love all three. If you could be the sidekick of a superhero which superhero would you pick? If I was Spiderman's sidekick, could I throw webs and zing around like a monkey too? ;_; I think being Batman's sidekick would be pretty cool too, seeing as to my knowledge he's more about stealth, which would be fun to go along with. Do you think that you could ever win a food eating contest? No fucking way. They gross me the hell out. What is your favorite thing about the country you live in? How much freedom we have here. Although, it can definitely be abused, and some people do abuse it... Have you ever snuck somebody into your house? No. Have you ever snuck into somebody else’s house? No. Honestly, have you ever thrown garbage out of the window of a car? No, and you fucking repulse me if you do. It is not that challenging to hold onto your shit until you get out of the car and find a trashcan. Honestly, have you ever stuck gum under a table or desk? No, that shit is disgusting. Just get your lazy ass up and spit it out. Which would you find more menacing: dinosaurs or dragons? Well, considering dragons can, you know, breathe fire... Can you name three different kinds of dinosaurs? Spinosaurus, allosaurus, stegosaurus. What’s the name of the last person you kissed? Sara. Is your heart broken at the moment? Nah. Who’s the last guy you argued with? I don't know. I avoid arguing with guys to the absolute best of my ability because I'm terrified of making them mad. What about the last girl? My mom. Would you marry the last person you kissed? Not at this current time, but later down the road of us both building ourselves up, I possibly would. Who’s the last person that asked you out? Girt. Out of all of your exes, who treated you the best? Sara. Who is the person you have hurt the most? My damn self. Who is the person that has hurt you the most? Jason. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? It feels like it sometimes, but when it really comes down to it, no, I don't. Who was the last baby you held? My niece Emerson. Who’s the last guy to give you roses? Tyler. Did your parents do drugs when they were younger? My dad did quite a lot before us kids were born, apparently. I can guess pretty damn easily that Mom made him cut that shit out before having my sisters and me. Mom, to my knowledge, has never tried anything at all. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to? No. Did you cry at your high school graduation? I remember I teared up slightly. What was the last non-papery substance you drew on? I have no idea. Do you ever name objects? (i.e. mp3 players, guitars, cars, etc.) No. What do you beat yourself up about the most? I'm 25 fucking years old and have never had a stable job or just felt "adult" in general. Which has hurt you more: friendship break-ups or bf/gf break-ups? The breakup with Jason, who was my boyfriend, so. What’s the most terrifying thing you’ve ever done? Gone to a mental hospital. The first time was so, so scary. What’s the highest fever you’ve ever had? I don't know. Have you ever been to the ER? Many times. Have you ever been mistreated by a cop? No. Have you ever experimented with any sort of witchcraft? No. Which animals are you afraid of? Some bugs and spiders, and whale sharks are a phobia of mine. I also find giant squid to be terrifying, but also very intriguing. Oh yeah, then there's my extreme aversion to maggots and similar larvae. Did you pray to God when you were a child? Usually. Mom raised us to, but some nights I slacked with it and just wanted to sleep. What is your favorite flavor of frosting? Maaan, don't make me choose. What color is your skin naturally? Very pale. Do you own a pocketknife, or any other kind of multi-tool? No. What was the last thing you took a video of? I have no idea. I have no recordings on my phone, so. Have you ever been somewhere where you didn’t fluently speak the local language? No. Have you ever had famous neighbors? No. Do you have any medication that you keep with you at all times? Yeah, one of my anxiety meds. What are some things a house would need to have for you to purchase it? Besides the very obvious, mine has to have a dishwasher. I. HATE. Washing dishes by hand. Do you own a pet spider? No, but I DESPERATELY want some tarantulas. :( I've tried convincing her, but Mom's very adamant about the fact I will NOT own one so long as I live with her. I also love jumping spiders and attempted to convince her about one of those versus a tarantula, but still, answer's a firm no, haha. Do you call your animals “baby names”? Well duh. Have you ever been stood up? No. Do you own a fishtank? No. Do you like the song “Barbie Girl”? God no. I'll sing it jokingly, though, because y'know, childhood and all. Do you own a feather boa? No. We did at one point, though. A hot pink one. Are you allergic to peanuts? No. Do you wear ribbons in your hair? No, my hair's too short for that. I never did, though. Do you use cheat codes on video games? I generally only use codes that you can actually earn in the game for like, new outfits or weapons in subsequent playthroughs. I won't use the kinds of codes that make you invulnerable and stuff, but rather just fun little cosmetics and such. Have you ever gone mudding on a fourwheeler? Ugh, no. I don't like getting dirty, so that is NOT my kind of fun. What is your favorite flavor Jolly Rancher? Watermelon. Have you ever played Dance Dance Revolution? Of course! We had the dance mat as kids and loved to play the games. What is the last thing you dropped? I don't really remember. Have you ever done the “Cupid Shuffle?” Yeah, at school dances and such. Do you know how to do the Soulja Boy dance? Haha omg, I did as a kid. My friend, sister, and I all learned it. How long has it been since you’ve eaten a Reese’s? My mom actually got me a Reese's egg for Easter, so not long ago at all.

#survey #surveys #questions #lyrics: ''closer'' by in this moment

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halfxemptyxbabe · 4 years

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I Need a friend...

Look, I know nobody actually reads these things but dude....I am so done with the bullsh*t right now. My closest “friends” aren’t even really my friends. They’re all selfish. All they do is exclude me and talk about me behind my back. I’m the fat, ugly, boyish friend. I will never be on their level. Ever since becoming friends with them I’ve gained almost 30 KILOS!!!!! Today I about broke down because work was so stressful and so I tried to confide in my friend (who is also my roommate - I live at her mom’s house, long story) and she just completely disregarded me, even though every time she’s even mildly upset about something I give her my full attention. I am so sick of everything. I want to live. I want to live SO BAD. I want to experience; to laugh, cry, dance...But I just feel like I’ll never be able to do those things as long as I am this heavy. I have an autoimmune disease so it’s hard to exercise - it hurts, alot. My friends tease me about it all the time. Obviously I feel bad that they have to park closer to the front of the stores and stuff, but I’m almost definitely sure that they believe it’s because I’m fat, not because my body is literally attacking itself.

I’m stress eating, I feel lonely, I just want to cry. I have no privacy because I live on a couch. The only things in this world that I have are my boyfriend and my dog. But my BF lives in a different country and my dog is elderly so I’m even more broken up about it when I think of losing my little floofy doggo.

It’s depressing that my only “friends” are my therapist, my dog, and my boyfriend. My mother hates me, my father is insane (I mean that, he’s genuinely insane. Like “the government is after me let me get my shotgun” insane) and my family have all but abandoned me. I’m in college just doing my fuckign BEST but it isn’t good enough.

I have to be out of this apartment by august of next year, which seems totally doable until you realise I make shit money and my area is super expensive, and I can’t drive! I have crippling anxiety from being in a few car wrecks, so that’s just not an option and UGH! EVERYTHING HAS TO BE DIFFICULT AND I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME THE WAY I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THEM OBVIOUSLY IN A PLATONIC WAY BUT IT’S SO SAD I CAN’T FEEL COMFORT FROM THE PEOPLE I’VE CALLED MY FRIENDS FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS AND OH. MY. GOD. I CAN JUST FEEL A BREAKDOWN COMING MY DUDDDDE!!!

I can feel my heart pounding as I’m typing this. I’ve just been crying and eating oreos like a fat fuck. I’m so exhausted. I just don’t want to feel like I’m crazy for simply wanting to have decent fucking people in my life. If anyone is looking for friends, please DM me. Like, I don’t care man, I’m awkward but we can talk about whatevs. ED related or nah, it doesn’t matter to me. I’ve had good luck in this “community” before so. Yeah...Sometimes this is the only place I don’t feel alone.

#anareksya #bulimja #disordered eating tw #tw #food tw #mentally ill

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extreme-close-up-woooaah · 4 years

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breakfast club headcanons V

andrew - first things first i think that we can all agree that this man is in fact a jean cuffer, he’s a bi man - he had braces from 7th grade to junior year and gets very embarrassed of precious old photos of younger him - okay so, i need to elaborate on this boys family life, it’s insane - this boy is brothers with the kid in the police office in ferris buellers day off (his name is garth volbeck) and they have a sister named judy because garth mentions her - yes i did this because they are brothers irl and have different last names irl (but for different reasons) - and their parents divorced a year before the breakfast club so their mother (a very sweet lady who loves her kids no matter what and respects them, she can also bake and she taught andrew to respect woman) she already moved out into another house in another neighborhood - so andrew lives with his dad sadly, and has a hard time escaping it all, garth is in between everything and judy lives with their mother by choice because of obvious reasons - okay hopefully ya’ll understand that :) - next things next this man (even out of my au) grows up to be a librarian - the story to how that happened is kind of upsetting, i don’t want anyone to feel in any way triggered or upset by this so... T W: don’t read if sensitive to stuff like verbal abuse - after highschool he got into a college for wrestling and did his thing and then after that he got onto the wrestling team his dad coaches - andrew had joined but it had drained him, his mental health was deteriorating to say the least - eventually he started to feel pain in his knee but his father kept pushing him and pushing him until he couldn’t take it anymore - he knee gave out - i’m not educated enough to say why but all i know is that he couldn’t wrestle anymore and was useless in his fathers eyes - his father said very mean things to him and left him at a telephone booth with very little money, enough to get a burger at a mcdonalds, he called garth - asked him to take him to the hospital, he was shaky on the phone but his brother understood and came to pick him up - the ride was completely silent and understandably so, but andrew ended up crying in the passenger seat, he was kind of cold too T W over: enjoy the rest :) - uh soooo ONCE AGAIN i am NOT educated enough to say what happened to his knee but he ended up having some chronic knee thing and it was only going to get worse and he needed a knee brace for it - he ends up staying at garth and his boyfriends house (sorry to anyone who thinks brian should just be on his own, me and my bf ship brian and garth like a couple of dorks U-U so please do ignore it if you don’t like it or think of them as roommates :>) - he ended up getting a job at the local library and he was pretty good at it, this library in particular was very safe and a tame - perfect, so he ended up getting the money from it and a small loan from his brother and getting his own apartment eventually - he built his life back up and he’d end up in a comfortable house with a cat and perhaps a husband or wife A H E M bENDer - okay now on to the good stuff, lead your mind back to kindergarten - when he was younger he liked the colors pink and purple and he likes blue omg bi pride but he ended up getting scolded for it from his dad so he vowed his whole life to hate those three things because he thought this was the normal way to live - which would explain why he’d say he hates cats but then meet one or even own one and get crazy attached to it and even name it - him and his brother wrestled around a lot but when it came to their sister they’d never hurt her, she (age: 3) was BRUTAL to them, they all look back and laugh on it later - he’s a middle child but oddly he crushes the idea of middle child syndrome because he gets too much unwanted attention from his dad, garth is two years older, his sister is three years under - in middle school he was kinda awkward and even in highschool wasn’t the most popular kid, he was good at wrestling and considered to be the best of them but girls liked the louder ones better, he’s kind of quiet - he’s got “terrible taste” in clothes according to the entirety of the breakfast club, he dresses like an old man when he’s older, but like an ancient man like me like full on plaid pants blue shirt tan cardigan kinda thingy - when he’s younger he stays sporty on days where he has a meet but some days my man wears a yucky polo and plaid pants and a big belt once again some ugly old man stuff that i’d wear - he’s a door mat, push over, he cannot say no and that’s one of his main issues NOT PROJECTION but like me 😎 - he’s extremely polite and tries his best at being nice and respectful toward everyone but when it comes to standing up for himself in particular against people who aren’t specifically bender, he’s lost and kinda just ignores it and lets it happen - bender finally gets him to snap cause andrew wouldn’t let anyone hurt his friends or even just a person in general - he’s a little on edge for the rest of his time in detention - ya’ll okay sorry bout this, but the breakfast club is just a group of stuffed animal hoarders, he’s got a regular old teddy bear at his MOMS house so it’s safe :) - lil spoon - cozy man wears sweaters - OH he’s super short, not a headcanon, HECK its not projection, i just enjoy the fact that he’s short and blonde like meee :} lets appreciate the tiny boy shall we? - his letterman is a size too big because he was told he’d grow into it, he is cozy - he’s at his happiest when he’s a. with his friends b. on a chair with a cat or c. outside in autumn time - bender makes andrew a small angry bi whenever he’s around, andrew has a lot of pent up anger and he’s a little uptight and bender shakes him loose and gets him annoyed and then continues to baby voice him about how much he loves him in a funny sorta way, mostly when they were younger - andy and allison are super close and tell each other almost everything, they have coffee together and talk about how everything is every now and then, more often when they’re older - benders strong so he’ll give everyone piggy backs, usually he surprise attacks andy tho and picks him up, or if they walk home all together after school, whoevers tired, if its andrew he’ll be gentle in that circumstance - brian and andrew like books, one grows up to be an author and the other a librarian, and once andy discovers his book in his library he smiles and checks it out to read - claire and andy are closer when they’re older, they talk about their shared experiences as a kid and how they ended up where they are and they talk about how lucky they are compared to others - when they were younger claire used to try and show the boys style, bender is already a fashionista but claire picks out some cool ties for him with wacky designs on them, he wears those to work when he’s older - brian enjoys it but only to buy a pair of new shoes, perhaps some loafers and a cool button up - claire has to pick out clothes for andy because andy doesn’t know what he likes quite yet, claire ends up teaching him how to cuff his jeans and :)))))) okay i’ll stop - around christmas, andrew gets the worst gifts, he tries so so hard but he can never seem to get it right, bender gets a kick out of it :} - in the au they have a cat named mr.ravioli because bender made raviolis and the cat began to feast on them without them knowing so they decided that’d be his name i’ll stop here but it’s not the last part of this series of headcanons, i will write more, some future ones being for all of them together, and then a fbdo bttf pretty in pink cross over where all the cool kidz hang together!! sorry this was so long ;<; i didn’t mean to absolutely pour out my heart but i love andrew and he deserves some headcanons :} i hope their not too bad ;w;

#i can easily say that this is gonna be the longest fricken one because i think that andrew is literally the best boy ever and i stand by it #he's my favorite and there ain't nothin to it #PEOPLE NEED TO APPRECIATE HIMMM #he's SO underrated and so ADORABLE i mean i KNOW #heres a big question for the 2 people who read the tags DO U THINK i should change my tumblr theme to andrew?#i have it as duckie because I WANNA BE DUCKIE MORE THAN I'VE EVER WANTED TO BE ANYONE #like so bad ;<;#the breakfast club #andrew clark #UGHH IM SO SORRY THESE ARE SO LONG i just think about him a lot #i put a crud ton of effort into his story ;w;#some of this is most definitely gonna be projection because ;<; i suck and i love andrew #im so so sorry ;w;

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purplesurveys · 6 years

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How is the day so far?: A bit puzzled as to how I’m feeling extremely exhausted when I only had one class today, but yep mostly exhausted and nothing else. I’m also kind of already feeling bad about my decision to buy a ticket for this college party tomorrow because I have no savings as it is, but whatever. What about your sex life?: School is keeping the both of us very busy, but that’s never been a concern. What did you do when you woke up this morning?: I got up to feed my dog, went back to bed, and then cried. How many sisters/brothers do you have?: One of each, both younger. What was the last thing you consumed?: I had an original glazed doughnut from Krispy Kreme.

When was the last time you wore high heels?: That would be the last début I went to, which was January 2017. I love high heels so much but there’s just no occasion to wear them :’( Do you like Myspace or Facebook better?: MySpace has stopped being a thing for about a decade now, and I hate Facebook, so I’ll take a pass. What’s your bf/gf doing? If you have one?: She’s in school but on a break. Her next class is in 20 minutes. Is there really no place like home?: Depends on your idea of home. My house is not home to me. My friends are, and there is no place like being with them. What did you do yesterday?: Drove to school, attended classes, had a scheduled consultation with one of my professors. I also saw Gab to resolve a conflict we were in then ate dinner at this AMAZING new fried chicken place after. What are you doing right now?: Taking this survey and resisting the urge not to turn on the air conditioner. Do you like Dairy Queen or Wendy’s better?: They have entirely different menus though? Have you ever held a tarantula?: Nope. Do any of your friends have a birthday soon?: Nacho. Can you remember the worst injury you’ve had so far?: Yep. 11 years old. Weird wound thing that got super infected and ugly after kicking on coral reefs a hundred times with my bare feet. Have you ever found the perfect solution to boredom?: Netflix. < THIS. This. so. much. I hate myself for not subscribing sooner. Are you bothered at the moment?: Yep. Summer in the Philippines is the worst. Like, actual-visit-to-hell kind of worst. No amount of electric fans will make my room any colder and more comfortable and I hate it so muccchhhaaaaaggghhhsjksjkdjskfhsdjf sweating through my clothes is an everyday practice now. What’s the last thing you drank?: Water. Who did you last speak to on the phone?: Probably my girlfriend. Do you watch Boomerang?: I don’t know what that is. Is that a channel? We don’t have that here. Can you remember your favorite cartoon as a kid? What?: SpongeBob. Have you ever been to crazyshit.com?: No...shouldn’t have Googled that either. Where are you right now?: My bedroom where I’m trying not to burn to death. Is your bf/gf taller than you?: Yeah, she is a couple of inches taller. When was the last time you were extremely upset?: This morning when I had a small breakdown out of nowhere and started crying. Does your phone have a camera on it?: Yep. Who all out of your immediate family smokes?: No one. Do you Google a lot?: Yes, I look up so many topics both for school purposes and my free time. Do you like incense or candles better?: Neither. Have you ever dyed your hair?: No, I haven’t. Do you respect your parents?: I have to. What color are the bottoms you're wearing?: I’m wearing a sundress right now. Who’s in the room with you?: I’m alone in my room. My dog would usually keep me company but he’s out hanging with my siblings downstairs for now. What’s your bf/gf’s name?: Gabie. Do you wear glasses?: Sure do. What are some piercings you want?: No piercings for me. Do you work well under pressure?: Most of the time. The only time I don’t is if it’s journ-related because I hate the living shit out of my course and I can’t work well with it even with lots of time. Do you like The Beatles?: No. When did you last use the restroom?: Couple of hours ago. My bra came undone and I had to fix it up there. Do you think too many people are obsessed with Twilight?: Not really these days. The OG Twilight Trash™ really just come up when the topic is raised haha. How long is your hair? Do you like it?: It’s up to my boobs. It’s fine, but I feel that for the longest time my hair has had no personality to it. Then again I’m too scared to experiment with a new hairdo so I’m guessing it’s just gonna stay as plain old long hair for a while. What do you miss most about last summer?: Fuck last summer. I nearly killed myself. Do you wear your hair up more often or down?: Down, but been wearing it up in a pony more often now because of stupid summer. What was the last reason you got excited?: I finished my media law midterm today and now I have fewer stuff to worry about :) Have you ever had a favorite video game?: I guess? It’s always been the Grand Theft Auto series. Not a huge player outside of that. What is your last name?: Cortez. Do you think you’ll ever get married?: Oh I will. I’ll make sure I do. Do you know anyone who drinks the pickle juice from the jar?: This just sounded so Western to me...no, we don’t have that in our culture. Have you ever been to Mammoth Cave?: I haven’t. Do you have a best friend?: I got two. Have you ever stayed up more than 24 hours?: Yes. Not very pleasurable. What time is it right now?: 6:12 PM. What color are your best friend's eyes?: Filipinos all have the same physical features, so that makes both my best friends’ eyes dark brown. Have you ever played any sports?: Yes I did track for a brief time, then moved on to table tennis which ultimately became my forte. Have you graduated high school yet?: Yup, Batch 2016. Do you have your own car?: It’s treated as mine, but it was bought with my dad’s money. Have you ever been in “true” love?: Yes. Who do you live with?: Immediate family, a dog, and a cat. Do you wear foundation?: No makeup for me. What’s your favorite alcoholic drink?: Mixed drinks. Shots scare me and I’ve never tried them. Do you believe in God?: No. What color is your house?: Beige. Earrings or none?: Not since I fucked up my left ear piercing ten years ago. What’s your favorite music genre(s)?: I don’t have a favorite music genre; I’m really more of a film person. What’s do you like most about winter? Summer?: We don’t have winter but I’m gonna go right ahead and say I love the cold and I love being cozy. There is nothing good about summer.

If you smoke, how much do you smoke a day?: Nope. Dogs or cats? Why?: Dogs. I’ve never had fun with a cat. Do you use a vanity to get ready?: I don’t. Name something crazy that’s happened recently?: A high school batchmate had her baby last April. What kind of toothpaste do you use?: Colgate. What KIND of shoes do you like best?: Stilettos if I could just wear them everyday. Otherwise, I like sneakers. If you had to choose, would you have a snake or tarantula?: Snake. Do you have a trampoline? How long have you had it?: Never had one. Do you like nature?: I love it, but I’d much rather be at the beach.

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ask-svt-hearteu · 7 years

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upset friend! Seventeen

requested by anon: “Hi!! can i request a scenario where you’re svt’s best friend, like they treat you as a younger sister and they’re super protective of you. how would they react when you went over to their dorm crying or upset. its a little similar to how they react to their gf being scared you previously did, but as a younger sis pov or smtg? tysm!”

a/n: i hope this isn’t late, i did it it bullet points because you requested scenario, i hope that’s okay

Seungcheol

you wrap yourself in your in your sweater tighter

the door swings open with Seungcheol looking at you worriedly

he pulls you in and gives you quicky, tight hug

“what happened?? are you okay??”

you emotionally explain to him how you got into a fight with your boyfriend and well, now ex boyfriend

“what the hell, do you want me to beat the kid up?”

you can tell by his facial expression how pissed he is

you reassure him you're fine

“you're not fine, you're crying”

you reach up and touch your undereyes, realizing it was damp

wiping your tears away, he smiles softly

“come on, i’ll make mingyu make you ramen”

laughing for the first time that night, you nod,

“that would be nice”

Jeonghan

“Jeonghan, are you at your dorm?”

“hey are you okay? why do you sound like that??”

“my friend kicked me out of her car, i’m like five minutes from your dorm, can i come over?”

“well that’s not a really good friend, yeah of course”

you thank him and he makes you stay on the phone with him until you get to the dorm

when you get there, he’s already standing there, and leads you in

“do you want to talk about it?”

he asks you gently, letting you know you didn’t have to if you didn’t want to

by the time you get to the couch, you're in the middle of explaining how your friend got pissed off over how you wouldn’t “help” her do her paper and everything just escalated

the entire time he’s listening to you and handing you tissues when you're feeling really emotional

“i’m here for you okay”

you nod and end up cuddling into his side with his arm around you

the mood is lighter now and you can hear seventeen in the back

“you know i got a whole soccer team that can help us prank the girl or something”

“the heck jeonghan, we aren’t tryna kill the girl”

Joshua

as the door gets slammed in your face, you try not explode in tears

but your body won’t agree and the tears just fall

after a couple minutes, you hear your phone ding

it’s from Joshua, who lives next door

“are you okay?? your door closed really loud”

you send a quick text about how you're fine and sorry if you disrupted anything

instead of another ding you get a call

you pick you and say hello, trying to slience your tears but it doesn’t work

“oh my gosh, are you okay?”

“n-no”

so you tell him that you came back to your place to find your bf cheating on you, on your couch, at your place

“do you want to come over? maybe you should get out of there”

you agree and he meets you at your door and walks you over

after settling you on the couch, and lets you make small talk to Seungkwan who’s trying to make you laugh

when Joshua comes back with a cup of tea, Seungkwan gets shooed away by another member

“i know you’ll get through this, i’ll be there however to help along the way”

smiling softly, you take a sip of tea, calmer now

“i know”

Junhui

you hate the way you cry

you're definitely not one of those criers who cry angelically

nah you're a scrunched, red faced mess

like now, when you're furiously pacing, waiting for jun to open the door

“Y/N! oh my god, come here!”

he pulls you inside and engulfs you in a hug

“i dont like it when you cry” he says,

his expression is sad while gently wiping your tears

you smile sadly and joke, “is it because i look ugly?”

“well…”

“yah!”

you smack his arm lightly, knowing he’s just teasing

“you’re pretty when you're happy, and being happy is good”

“so i should try my best to be happy always?” you finish for him

he grins, “yup, that’s right”

you start giggling, any trace of crying gone

except for the makeup, which he points out

“come on, we have makeup remover somewhere”

he wraps an arm around your shoulder in a brotherly way

looking down at you, he smiles

“you don’t have to talk about it now, okay? let’s just do something fun”

Soonyoung

‘SOONYOUNG SOONYOUNG SOONYOUNG :’((((’

you're freaking out, on the verge of crying as you blow up his phone

‘WHAT WHAT WHATS WRONG!?!?!’

you tell him everything that’s going on

‘actually I'm at your dorm right now, can you please open?’

‘OF COURSE’

seconds later you see soonyoung swings open the door, kinda looking like he just sprinted

he immediately bear hugs you

“everything is going to be okay’

you look up at him, tears threatening to fall

with everything that’s been going on, you don’t know

“how do you know?” you ask, your lip quivering

he pulls away slightly and holds you by your shoulders

looking into your eyes, he says

“because i know you're a strong person, something like this can’t bring you down”

Wonwoo

you start blowing up his phone

“WONWOO!!! how could you!! get out here :’‘((”

“you're outside??? what did i do?”

“JUST GET OUT HERE :((”

you coming over was pretty common because you lived 2 minutes away

he comes out looking very worried and asks you what’s wrong

with tears in your eyes, you hand him back his book

“how could you do this to me?”

right away, his facial expression changes and he bursts out laughing

“wonwooooooo i’ve been crying for the past hour!!” shaking his head amused, he swings an arm around our shoulder

“how could you not tell me what happens”

he looks amused, “what the heck? you hate spoilers!”

agreeing you nod, making him shake his head

“okay come on in, then we’ll watch something funny”

looking up at him, you smile hopefully

“and order pizza?”

ruffling your hair, he laughs and replies

“sure sure”

Jihoon

taking a deep breathe you try to calm yourself

grabbing your phone, you dial his number

hearing his voice, even if it was just a ‘hello’ calmed you slightly

“are you busy right now?”

“no, we’re all just eating chicken what’s wrong, why’s your voice shaky”

after explaining quietly, and hearing him comforting you and some background noise on his side,

you tell him you're outside

“okay that’s fine i promise, i’ll come out”

meeting eye to eye he smiles softly

“don’t let this stress you out too much okay”

”i don’t know, i really don’t know if i can forgive my mom this time”

he grabs your arms and holds them tightly

“look at me”

you look up at him, distress clearly all over your face

“what she did this time, that’s not okay, but is it worth ruining everything?”

“no” you say, lowering your head

he pulls you in a hug, resting his head on your shoulder

after you pull away, you smile

“you're a really good friend jihoonie”

“i know, now come in and eat chicken before the guys eat it all”

Seokmin

“SEOKKK” you wail into your phone

“Y/NNN WHAT’S WRONGGG?”

after you finish explaining, you subconsciously sniffle

"omo are you crying??? y/n where are you!!"

“aniya, i just have allergies okay, i'll be at your dorm in a sec"

he knows just as well as you, you don't have allergies

"okay, i'll be waiting outside"

soon enough, you reach him and he pulls you into a tight hug right away

flashing a small smile, he says, "we should go in!! its raining"

he looks down at you, and his eyes twinkle and you know immediately what he's thinking

"rain~~~~" you both sing,

him successfully making you laugh, he suddenly says "look!! your eyes are so red!!"

you give him a blank stare, "i know ive been... sneezing"

“noooo!!! it's because you've been blinded by the seokshine!!"

amused, you say, "where?? its been raining"

“but no matter how much it rains, the sun will always rise the next day"

the both of you become silent, you stare into his eyes, and realize the meaning, his way of comforting

wrapping your arms around him, you hear him make a surprised sound, before wrapping his arms around you too

"you're not bad at giving advice seok"

Mingyu

knocking in the door timidly, you back away and wait two seconds later

you hear someone clumsily open the door

"mingyu." you say

and all his eyes need is one look at yours to know something happened

"i just need someone to talk to, even if it's for one minute, i don't want to intrude on anything" you say

the moments in your sentence where your breathe catches, let's him know you've been crying

"don't worry, some members are gone and some are just being lazy and waiting for me to make them ramen"

"you sure?"

when you come in, you force him to let you help him cook so you two are unwrapping the ramen packages

"i know i'm not the best person to talk about things to, but i'm here for you"

looking over at him, you nod with a small smile on your face

"i just need to be in someone's presence right now"

he nods understandingly and grins

"and scarf down some ramen?"

“um of courseee"

Minghao

you can't breathe

completely clueless in this situation, looking around you get some idea of where you are

"m-minghao?" you say after dialing his number

"huh? y/n? shouldn't you be sleeping?"

"minghao i just, i'm really close to your dorm, do you think you could come outside and talk to me?"

he answers with an ‘of course’

so when you reach there, you see him standing outside, a mug in hand

"drink this it's cold out" he hands it too you, which you accept gratefully

then he takes a step forward to get a closer look at you

"why are you dressed in clubbing clothes?? why is your neck kind of red?"

he quickly takes his jacket off and hands it to you

putting it on, you duck your head and whimper

"even if someone's drunk, that's not a good enough excuse right?"

you feel his stare on you for what feels like forever

then his hands cup your face and you can tell he's practically glaring at your neck

"its no excuse. remember that no matter what. because you don't deserve this"

you nod, and take a deep breathe

“thank you a lot, for making me feel better"

"you don't need to thank me, and stay away from this guy okay"

you agree telling him you'll break up tomorrow

as you get ready to leave, he grabs your arm and shakes his head

"come inside and wait for a taxi at least, i'm not about to let my friend walk herself home"

nodding slowly, you come in and greet the other members

you and him both sit on the couch and he passes you a controller

"play?"

“yup,” you smile

Seungkwan

‘i’m crying.’ you type, and hit send

“what happened!?” he replies anxiously, with like a thousand question marks and exclamation points

‘i’m outside, come?”

he reads it and doesn’t reply

but seconds later he’ll come outs the door with a nervous expression

“i was really debating whether to not to bother you but i need someone to talk too”

“what do you even mean? you can tell me anything!”

you spill all of it, everything that’s been going on

“aigoo” without anymore words, he pulls you into a hug

and unexpectedly, you start crying

patting your back he says, “let it all out okay”

sniffling, you joke, “i’m crying because you smell really bad”

“yah! you liar”

“i know i know” you laugh, even though your tears continue to fall

“come in, we can order something and eat our hearts out”

meeting each others eyes, you give him a tiny smile,

“don’t hold back, we are gonna eat a lot”

“definitely we’ll eat all the bad foods in the world. vegetables what?”

“what are vegetables?”

not even realizing your tears have stopped now, you both plan out all the food you're gonna order

Vernon

you try to silence your crying before picking up the phone

“vernon? i’m here”

“ahh okay i’ll come open the door!” he says happily

he doesn’t realize anything yet

opening the door he says, “hey come i-”

his sentence stops short when he looks at your expression

“are you okay?”

you respond by silently shaking your head

the two of you don't say anything

he just walks towards you and wraps his arms tightly around you

after many moments, with his arms still around you, you say

“standing out here is weird right?”

he nods, “let’s go in”

when the two of you walk in, you greet the members, but all of them notice something’s wrong

so they leave the two of you alone

“do you want to talk about it?”

shaking your head you reply, “no i dont think i’m ready yet, can we just do something else?”

“yeah, you want to look at these lyrics”

nodding your head, you smile at him

“thank you”

smiling softly, he shakes his head

“it’s no problem”

Chan

you are really unsure of what to do

crying isn’t an option anymore, your eyes are tired of it

but if tears can go away, why can’t this feeling

‘i’m here’ you text chan

you already said your coming, but you didn’t tell him anything

“i’ll come open for you” he answers

you wait, rocking your feet back and forth nervously

when he open the door, he says his regular greeting

but then stops short when he sees your face

“have you been crying?”

you open you mouth, ready to deny on reflex, but nod anyway

“i...we broke up” you say

and it feels weird, saying it for the time

he opens and closes his mouth in shook

“but... what, how?”

you shake your head and spill everything

when you're done, he opens his mouth to say something but decides against it

instead he pulls you in for a hug

pulling back after, he simply looks at you and flashes a comforting smile

“you’ll get through this, we’re young okay?”

you nod, trusting him

“okay”

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rosecolored-gay · 7 years

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All the questions

Thanks Anon!

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

- Sort of?

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

- I guess I forgive her, but I’ll never forget it.

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

- “... and Florence almost enjoyed the attention she was getting” - RubyFruit Jungle

4: What’s something you really want right now?

- For it to be thursday night already.

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

- I’m not sure, I just don’t want to get hurt again.

6: How can I win your heart?

- Be real with me, be funny. Listen to music with me, just be happy with me. And I love ugly selfies.

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

- Yes, it’s really not comfortable.

8: What’s the background on your cell?

- My lock screen is me being licked on the face by a wolf, and my home screen is Abe and I.

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

- Mine, Abe’s, Brandi’s, Caitlin’s

10: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

- It was one of my coworkers, Lex, she definitely meant it.

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

- Hah, no. But I’m thankful some things happened because of the amazing opportunities I’ve gotten.

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

- I think it was Sofia

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

- Both

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

- Emotional

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

- Art museum. If I’m going to a place where there’s animals in cages it better be a sanctuary.

16: Are you tired?

- I am so tired.

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

- It’s my mom.

18: If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

- 7th grade? Or senior year of high school

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

- I can thankfully say no to this one now.

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

- It’s been a week and we argued. Oh well.

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

- Nah, why rush?

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

- No. No. No. No. No.

23: When was the last time you were disappointed?

- About 4 days ago.

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

- “Shit ain’t shit” - Jimmy Gold - Stephen King

25: What’s on your mind?

- Thursday night! I have a date :D

26: Do you have any tattoos?

- I have 3 pieces. The alchemy symbol for air, a heart, and the famous Houkasai piece

27: What is your favorite color?

- I love grey and aqua/teal

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

- Idk, let’s see what happens.

29: Who are you texting?

- Sofia

30: Are you superstitious about anything?

- Nah

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

- Yep. And it ruined me for like 4 months, but it’s all good now

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

- Jimmy is my best guy friend

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

- I don’t know?

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

- Yes

35: What was the reason for your last breakup?

- That’s a long story.

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?

- This year, yes I was

37: Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike.

- I literally hate my body, but I have nice eyebrows

38: What do your friends call you?

- Almost everyone calls me Alyssa, but Cedrik calls me Aly, Jimmy calls me boo boo, and Abe calls me boobie or megatron. Sofia also called me an egg so..

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

- Yeah, but I stopped caring about them so oh well

40: Have you ever cried over a text?

- Yes

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

- My knee, I smacked it on a bag rack at work

42: What is it from?

- ^

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

- Um, like 2 weeks ago

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

- I was on FaceTime with Abe yesterday

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

- I love my grey vans or my all black nikes

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

- Omg yes, I love my hats

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

- Nope

48: Do you make supper for your family?

- My mom won’t let me near the kitchen

49: What’s the toughest decision you made this year?

- To finally push someone out of my life

50: Top 3 web-pages?

- Tumblr, Snap, Twitter

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

- Me! Depending on what it’s for

52: Does anything on your body hurt?

- My feet are killing me

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

- Sometimes

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

- Water this morning

55: How is your hair?

- Fluffy and soft as hell

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?

- Check my phone and pee

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

- Yes

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

- I was 10, so yes.

59: Green or purple grapes?

- Purple!

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

- Tomorrow when I see Megan!!!!

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

- Kinda yeah

62: What did your father teach you?

- How to be a good person.

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

- Asleep

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.

- Sleeping

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

- Yeah, my ex and I were still together.

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

- Abe.

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

- I hugged a few people. Heather, Lex, Robbie, and Starr

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

- “wow that was so cute”

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

- This question is how my life is.

70: How many windows are open on your computer?

- 2

71: If you won 100 million dollars, what would you buy first?

- I’d buy my dad a new Jeep.

72: What is your ringtone?

- For phone calls it’s the default. Except for Abe. When she calls me, “Baby got back” plays

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

- 20 years and 6 months

74: Where is your Mum right now?

- In her bed

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

-They broke my heart?

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

- Yes

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

- Some people.

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

- Ana

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

- Yes!

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

- Yeah, it’s nice. But I prefer having my hair played with until I knock out

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

- 2

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

- Yes because Abe never lets me pee in fucking peace

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

- Yeeee

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

- Abe and/or Caitlin

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

- I mean as long as it was only like pot and it was occasional no

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

- I made a joke about lesbians during wonder woman and Abe slapped me

87: Who was your last received call from?

- Dad

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

-No

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

- Money

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

- Yes, bad idea

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

- Only if it’s cold out which never happens in florida

92: Do you get along with girls?

- Sometimes

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

- Yes, but I have good reasons.

94: Does sex mean love?

- Not always.

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

- I’d be annoyed as hell

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

- No

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

- No, I slept next to Abe like 3 times last week

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

- Yes

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

- No

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?

- Abe

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norman-reedus-gossip · 7 years

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Last Bulk and its a long one

~~mod~~ everything else concerning this topic will be kicked to the modblog. ill try to add to the comments today. i feel like i got ran over so i may not be on at all. sorry for slacking on you and for probably being a world class asshole today. please keep it medium.

Anon: What kind of woman ALLOWS “her boyfriend” to make her hideout so she’s not seen with him? What kind of man DOES that? Be happy for them all you want. I think they look and act like morons. As “adorable ” as people think he is , he seems lately like a total douchebag. Good thing all the fucking booze he consumes gives him the balls to “allow” her be photographed with him. And how fucking desperate does one have to be to let themselves be treated like that? Typical Hollywood. I give this a week.

Anon:Okay, NOW do you think he will make an announcement on Jimmy Fallon about DK? Or that Jimmy will mention it? ~~mod~~ dont know dont care. as long as we get some couch action im good.

Anon:No new stories talk about the trip to italy right before dk dumped pacey. They dont talk about how long nr knew pacey before sky. Wonder how much that cost

Anon:I’m so sad mod….. 😢 Twd’s cast are finally coming to my country and i thinks that is very hard for they bring Norman because he is very expensive…. I mean, Norman is so rich, why he charge that much??! 😢😢 (Sorry for the english) ~~mod~~ aww maybe its not the money but more if he has time. where are they coming? you english is awesome

ahauntedfool: My two cents. I feel badly for disappointed fans who have invested so much time, energy, and possibly even money, on their beloved celebrity, only to see him acting in a way they do not agree with. That must be very hard for them. Maybe I can offer some hope and positivity?I believe no two relationships are alike, and none are black and white. Who really knows everything about their relationship besides them? But it does seem like they are together, and if that is the case I hope they make each other happy. I truly mean that. Love is not something we can plan for, but life is short and happiness is everything. I am still a fan of N, I enjoy many of his films and photographs, his charisma is pleasing, he makes me laugh and he makes me smile. There are some things I don’t like about him, but that’s how it is with people. We are all complex and flawed individuals, and in our imperfections there is beauty. I don’t know much about D yet, but I think I’ll check out her work, watch a few of her films and read some interviews. Maybe I’ll learn something about her that inspires me in some way. With that being said, I think they are an attractive couple, and I love seeing him smile like that. They appear happy in those photos and I hope they are. Maybe this relationship will be good for both of them. Oftentimes we learn from our partners how to be better people.

Anon: Wait for the other shoe to drop on fallon, the baby shoe, lol. He has an extra 0 on his paycheck now, so dk can stay in ny and give up her career while nk goes to ga and cons to keep her in designer duds and pap shots shopping and fashion shows. She can laugh with jdms wife about ppl who pay $$$$ to wait in line for a pic, and we get crappy cgi on twd ~~mod~~ come on the deer really wasnt that bad, if you squint it almost looked real

awesomebrokenheartuniverse: What the fucking fuck??? This is beyond baffling. The public make out session. Even as a teenager I didn’t make out on the street for 30 min. They clearly wanted to be seen. Have we been fooled by NR with some fake persona all these years? Has he drastically changed due to DKs influence? Is he whipped? Is he tired of keeping it a secret and overjoyed to let it all hang out? Does she have dirt on him and forcing this on him (sounds crazy but ya never know)? Is this a juvenile shit show for publicity to benefit both of them? So many questions! Maybe it’s not our business but when they flaunt themselves like this they are kinda asking for it. This is like reality show in your face over the top attention whoring. I feel embarrassed for them. At least she is age appropriate. I don’t know a lot about DK, but the opinions here are largely unfavorable. JJ seems like a decent guy. Why would he stick with her 10 yrs if she’s such bad news? I keep remembering a quote from AL where he said something like “the longer I know N, the more he is an enigma.” NR seems totally all over the place to me right now.

Anon: There’s a video of them kissing now. ~~mod~~ ok

Anon: Hey mod! Sorry to keep adding to this but I’m SO aggravated. Now she’s acting like CS posting pics from his apartment. An her fans are saying to stop bringing up Norman an respect her privacy to people. She doesn’t want privacy! Hence the photo! An the photos taken of them on the street the other night for a hour. If I’m w/ my bf I dont stop and post on SM things from his house. She wants everyone to know she finally got Norman. When will this “relationship” end 😭 personally he deserves better

Anon: Why would Norman be so open about his relationship? This PDA doesn’t fit to him, he never showed so much of his relationship, making out on the street, like in the video it looks like they were making a show. They just stood in the same street walked around kissed hugged just to make a show for the pap, my guess they called him, don’t know why

Anon: Re: the “lie.” Doesn’t it look like Norman’s reps said “friends” because of JJ? Timeline: Pic of Norman and DK at the car looking friendly with story about vacation. Rep said “friends.” Weeks later: picture of JJ kissing and snuggling with another woman at a restaurant. Stories: He’s moved on!! Two - three days later, Norman/DK are completely public. The “lie” was so JJ could say he moved on first. It had nothing to do with manipulating Norman’s fans. Anon: Daily mail has just released an article on NR and DK confirming their relationship and they’ve got a few new pics in there and in one of them NR is looking directly at the camera. I guess we know for sure it was planned and a bit staged now.

Anon: Mod - this was an absolute publicity stunt but I don’t understand why. It makes him look like the biggest possible lying fake asshole alive so why would he want that image? I’m secretly hoping this is some kind of early April Fools day joke.

Anon: Mod when do you think NR and DK became more than just friends? ~~ mod~~ would you be offended if i said i have no idea becasue i dont care enough about them as a couple to even guess. sorry if i sound like a jerk im still not feeling well

Anon: I hope Norman doesn’t think we’re just going to “get over it”? It doesn’t work that way. There is a difference between lying about who you ARE and just simply having a girlfriend. (I won’t even go into how fake SHE is) You Lied to the people that supported you Norman. This isn’t just jealous fangirls. This doesn’t just go away in a few weeks.~~mod~~ im sure he knows it isnt just gonna go away in a few days

Anon: Woke up today with tears in my eyes. Every day I used to go check out all he cool Norman/Daryl fan art on instagram. Now I can’t even look at him.~~mod~~ dont cry anon we can find you someone else to look at.

Jan: Listen up To those deeply upset and disturbed by Norman’s recent actions, please read this - Nothing in your life has actually changes NOTHING! You still breath the same air, work at the same place, hang with the same friends and are surrounded by people that love and care about you in REAL LIFE. You have never, nor will you ever, know the real man behind Norman Reeds and thats probably for the best. All that has happened is that the fantasy you have of him in your head is altered, but you have the power and control to change that narrative back at any point, back to thinking he is kind and sweet and honourable and all the other things that gave you comfort and joy, use him for whatever purpose you want - because I have news for you as a fan/consumer of his brand he is just USING you. He is clever, he will smile and be nice as pie if you are paying for his time, (he is a professional actor), what he is actually like once the show is over, behind closed doors, is probably a very different story that really would shock and upset you. He is part of an ugly dark industry and his values are probably way off the mark to what any of us would consider acceptable. The clues are all around us, the fake hollywood friends he has, the partying showbiz life he leads, his love of attention and the limelight, the blind after blind about his shitty behaviour. It does upset me to see people defending him with the best of intentions, when they have no clue that he doesn’t deserve defending, he is surrounded by wealth and privilege and I highly doubt he cares one bit what faceless avatars on the internet say about him when he is home surrounded by his millions of dollars and fake narcissistic hollywood friends. Me, I love Daryl and I will always love Daryl, he is a real sweetheart and the subject of many a fantasy, Norman not so much, I could never fantasise about someone like him -a shallow and highly privileged actor who can have any beautiful woman he desires at the drop of a hat, and knows it. His priorities are clearly material things, this set up relationship with DK that will be played out in the public eye will just be linked to and part of that agenda in some weird way…(I do have my theories as to why he is so keen to play along with it, but best kept to myself) So seriously people go back to your Daryl (or nice sweet Norman) fantasises… Whatever helps you sleep at night…

Anon: You know what’s even worse than finding out he’s a lying sneaking jerk? That he let her troll his fandom for the whole year. He let us try to defend him the whole time when it was all true. It just shows that his fans don’t really mean anything to him. He didn’t care that she was playing with us and mocking us. It’s just so unbelievable that he is the complete opposite of what he made us believe.

Anon: sorry but I feel betrayed. And before I get jumped on it’s not jealousy or that he can’t have a private life, it’s about thinking one thing about Norman and admiring that person for so long then suddenly finding out that it was all a lie. He made us think that he was our friend but he’s not. he’s laughing at us behind the scenes watching how we buy into the image that he made us think was the real him. it’s not him now. he’s a phony. anyone want walker stalker tickets? don’t want to meet him now ~~mod~~ no need to be sorry anon lots of people are feeling all kinds of way right now. i hear craiglist is a great place to sell those

Anon: God Mod it just breaks my heart to see how fake he looks. Allowing himself to be papped is something I never thought he would do. I admired Norman for being down to earth and real. Where is that man now? He’s gone. He sold out. He’s not who he claims to be. Honest? Lol nope. So this is the real Norman we have been tricked into supporting? He looks just as fake as we know she is. It’s so sad and disheartening and I never thought it would happen to him. He’s just like all the rest. :( So sad.

Anon: Wonder how this will work when he starts filming in May will she go to Georgia she doesn’t seem the country girl

Anon: Mod why do think NR’s reps have the statements that they were “just friends” 3 weeks ago only for them to walk done the street holding hands and kissing now? Do you think NR’s reps didn’t know about the relationship? Or he didn’t consult with them before going public? Or do you think it was all planned? I’m just really confused about the whole thing!

Anon: Sorry…this is a long one… People seem to focus on others being upset because he lied. But I think a lot of people are upset for 2 main reasons. One, they really don’t like DK. It is hard to swallow watching someone you like, date someone you hate. I had a good guy friend date a girl that the rest of us LOATHED. She was just a horrible person and we were all so disappointed when he started dating her. When we asked him why, he just replied, “well, she is not like that towards me”. Um..ok…so since she’s “nice” to you, it’s ok that she is a a-hole to everyone else? It lasted all of 4 months, but I just remember we were all so disgusted. So, anyway, I think that plays a big part in the fan hate. Fans love Norman and think he is wonderful/nice/kind/good to his friends and fans and they can’t understand how he could fall for someone who is the opposite of all those things. The second reason is the cheating. Let’s face it, this didn’t start AFTER she split from JJ. We would be naive to believe that. Personally, I think it started during the filming of SKY. They are together constantly, in the middle of nowhere, I am sure they got very close. Even if there was nothing physical, they could have been having an emotional affair…which is often worse than physical. Although we can argue that with his schedule and her being with JJ, they didn’t actually see each other a lot after filming SKY was over, they still could have been texting and calling, thereby continuing the connection and closeness that was formed during filming. Looking back, I can’t help but wonder if someone DID see them hooking up in a NYC bar (before the break-up with JJ). If they did in fact have an emotional connection, add a lot of alcohol to that and you can definitely lose control for a minute. Obviously, this is my own speculation, but no matter when the physical aspect of their relationship developed, I truly believe, the affair started long before it. As for the people talking about a possible pregnancy. I can see it. Even though Norman is pushing 50 and may not want a baby, as some people pointed out, it may not be up to him. There are many ways for a woman to “accidentally” get pregnant. Someone, I think it was PR wife, mentioned that DK’s star faded long ago. She is definitely someone who will do anything to bring attention to herself. Well, having NR’s baby would certainly bring the spot light. It may be far fetched but I think DK is really sketchy and I would not put it past her. I guess only time will tell if there is a baby as well as how long this thing will last. We shall see…

Anon:I gave a heads up months ago that Diane had a plan and that she and Norman were playing out a fantasy as if they were living their film “Sky”. Health issues included. But guess what comes next (not the end) ;)

Stephanie Kumke: Maybe it´s not DK in the photo, but come on, a naked bully with lights on it with the message “ Waking up to good News”… ~~mod~~ maybe she got a job that wasnt in Europe

Anon: Ya’ll need to be realistic. Daryl isn’t the cash cow of TWD anymore. Not sure if no one sees this but the ratings last week dropped. Why weren’t they higher? I mean Daryl was in it a lot yet they weren’t as good as the week before. I’ve noticed whenever Carol and the Kingdom are on the ratings go up. Seems like she’s more of a cash cow now. She makes more viewers tune in. So I really don’t get when people say Daryl is the No 1 cash cow. It’s not true. It may have been years back, but not anymore

Anon: It disgusts the shit out of me when I see people support their relationship and are happy and even say DK is gorgeous. Wtf NOTHING on this woman is gorgeous. She’s manipulative, attention whore and snobby. I can’t believe his fans (not all of them) support her. She’s the worst nightmare. Norman went down to her level. She is unsympathetic to fans, Norman clearly isn’t the man he claimed to be. Not sure if I’m more disappointed or disgusted because he played all of us the whole time for his image

Anon: I think some people are not getting it…NR didnt own anyone anything but he was not coherent and yeah he deceived and lied when he said he doesn’t like cheaters and loves honest people. Regardless of course he have the right to date who the fuck he wants. not my problem. now the way he did it, for someone that calls himself honest is very questionable when you can see CLEARLY how this pics were staged. When you stage pics like that and you claimed for years being the opposite of course people are going to question who you are and who was the person they have been a fan off all this years. People defended him exactly from this behavior. People defended him when people called him sell out and asshole and manwhore and honestly he just proves the others right. This have nothing to do with DK this have to do with him as a person and how he carries himself. He didnt assume her before because he was sticking his dick somewhere else too and the other kick him to the curb.

dandelioncherokee : Interesting. Norman and Diane are not looking AT EACH OTHER in one single picture. A loving couple would do that ALL THE TIME. One word. FAKE. I honestly haven’t got a clue WHY ALL THIS. Oh Norman,you had it going all good for you.Now I can only pray that the universe will give you another chance,so you can try to fix this. Kisses to you,mod ❤️hope you are alright.~~mod~~ i feel like i got kicked down 10 flights of stairs.. you flirting makes me feel better

Anon: I was just thinking about the happy anniversary post and the ‘comment’. Turns out the DK part of that was true and it makes me wonder how many of the other parts were also true. Maya Angelo said when people show you who they are, believe them the first time. Eyes opened, I get it now and I’m just here for wicked gifs, and weird banter. Good things always come from bad, you’re the good thing Mod.

Anon: Pic look good, his fans on ig congrat to him so lol. Congrat to him too. We know here it so far from jealous but it is about who is this guy. Why he won’t hint their relationship at all.jdm said I think he’s single. So he happy it’s foiod but it different story from why he lid like liar, completely behave another and then be another man. And I didn’t see any pic that he look at her face. He smile to ppl. Wake up idiot fans! ~~mod~~ Please dont call fans idiots we all have our opinion

Anon: Another blog says they KNOW that Norman and DK were a thing since Sky. They supposedly have a source but won’t reveal it, they’re also saying no one knows if cheating was involved because no one knows the status of DK and JJ’ relationship. DK moved to NYC in late 2015 to be with JJ AFTER sky was finished. They bought a home together in LA in early 2016. So if her “source” is correct than yes, they were cheating all along, which makes the dec 2015 rumor seem not so false. They’re disgusting

Anon: Who knows…Maybe they both have an agreement? Maybe he agreed to help her with her image by doing this. He may think what’s the harm in helping a friend?? I am soooooo not on her side…I’m just trying to ration it out. Unfortunately we may never know. I still haven’t seen pics of them full on kissing. That one pic where they’re close looks like he was lighting a smoke. Hand holding? Even friends do that. He seemed pretty drunk anyway. Ugh and her IG? Tries to be like N & HC. UMM no.

Anon: Thinking if the 2 of them together makes me so ill but hey…He’s a big boy. I’ve been going thru the stages of grief (as stupid as that may sound) and I don’t regret smashing my DVD copy of Sky! Didn’t much like it anyway lol now I’m past the anger and just sad. I’m not as mad at N as I was a few days ago but I still think DK is a snake. I hope that he guards his heart from her nasty ways! I also think the whole thing with the paps is strange. N is very impulsive and sometimes too too nice!

Anon:Hahaha I share the same first name as DK, so at least I know when Norman is having sex he is screaming my name. Seriously tho at least she is age appropriate and who cares anyway. You are a fan of his work or not no matter who he is boning.

Anon:Is it me or is Norman avoiding liking DK IG posts? I believe he may have been drunk that night and is regretting what he did

rebellacycle:Are you going to watch jimmy Fallon tonight ? Wonder if he will talk about the new relationship. Or just TWD~~mod~~ i will probaly be asleep. probaly just talk about he twd

Anon:

Norman and Diane are happy and in love so the haters have already lost ✌🏼

Anon:

I have a question for those fans who keep saying things like “Be respectful of Norman’s private life!”…. But they’re the ones who are (unnecessarily!) publicizing it. They staged and sold pics and video. In PDA, the P doesn’t stand for Private. If they are not respecting their own relationship, why should we? Also is talking about Norman’s penis size respecting his privacy? So what exactly do y'all mean? They don’t seem to want that. They want people to talk, comment, click the links.

Anon

:Feel better soon Mod! I don’t understand something about the whole DK Shitshow. If this is legit (and not just publicity) then how come no other gossip sites are picking it up??? TMZ doesn’t have anything to say about it after they just ran the garage pics/got his denial?? It looks like People ENews DM UsWeekly and a few less known sites are the only ones going with it, so how come??? I don’t get it! I don’t understand how Norman can be one thing one day and the TOTAL OPPOSITE the next!??! WTAF

Anon: The photos and the video of NR and DK … Looking at it I just feel DK is walking with his trophy. She wants everybody to see her new toy, her little puppy that she will manipulate as she pleases. DK wants everyone to see his new trophy !! While NR smiles like a fool who does not understand the situation. Yes he became the DK puppet

anon:

I appreciate this blog and your work, but you have to moderate some comments that appear on your site. I read comments accusing Norman of lust after teenage girls. This is defamation and it is very serious. It is unbearable to see all this hate and these lies dumped on an actor we have supposed to love. It is all the more intolerable that currently the world is experiencing serious problems. Thousands of people are dying of hunger, London and Paris are the target of terrorists, but some people prefer to waste their time to dumped their hate on Norman. Treat him as if he was a criminal just because he’s in love and he lied because he didn’t want to reveal his private life in the press.I doubt that you post this message on your blog but I needed to say. Many of us live very difficult moments and see all this hate for a simple relationship is ridiculous. Some may express their disappointment but have no right to invent lies and spill their hatred. Sorry for my aproximative English, I hope to find a warm and funny blog. Good luck to you Mod….

~~mod~~ just a few things. 1.tumblr rarely lets me delete comments, the tumblr app hates me…2. the quickest way to get your post deleted is to say “you probaly wont post this”.. i hate that.

Anon:Hope you feel better soon mod. This is for when you do the bulk: at this point I think I’d be happier finding out he did accidentally get her pregnant one drunken night but actually can’t stand her and did this for appearances only and they aren’t really a thing. At least that way he would be the same guy who just made one huge mistake while intoxicated. One night stands happen all the time. But being with her?? it changes everything about him and it makes him a liar.

Anon:

been two days I haven’t looked at anything to do with N and I still can’t get over this. He’s a complete fake. short of telling us he was abducted by aliens and this was an imposter in his body I will never understand. ’s like he just revealed that he is the opposite of everything he made people believe for the past seven years. Liar. Fake. Hollywood. Stupid. Ingenuine. That’s what this makes him look like now. It makes me want to cry. someone say it was all a nightmare. where’s the real norman

Anon

:Happy Today, Mod! I hope your body parts will all in good working order soon. Please take care of yourself. The drama of Norman Reedus means nothing in the long run. Kind people like you who take the time to create community are what matters!

Anon:If DK’s marrage broke down because she cheating then norman gotta run far and fast, they cheat WITH you they cheat ON you. You should look at enty and type in Norman reedus/Diane Kruger this shit been stirring for a while Anon:Will Jimmy Fallon grill Norman about DK? ~~mod~~ dont know

Anon

:Have you seen the pap walk pics & videos?? Omg I’ll swear DK slipped a Mickey Finn in Norman’s whiskey. For him to agree to call the paps on himself, something was totally wrong with him! I don’t recognize that Norman. DK is destructive & opportunistic. She manipulated her way into his life from day one when she recommended him for the SKY role. She is as TOXIC as they come! Wtf’s he doing with her? He’s in self-destructive mode, I pray he comes to his senses in Ga surrounded by good ppl.

Anon:Diane manipulates the media and manipulates Norman. An avid woman who likes to manipulate her little world. How can people defend it? I saw her in truth, she behaves like a haughty princess.

Anon:I no longer see goodness in Norman.

Anon

:Just canceled my trip to San Fran wsc. I was gonna meet him but I can’t even look at him nevermind meet him. How are we supposed to pretend he’s the same guy? He’s NOT what he told us he was! It’s NOT bc of a gf but 1) that it’s HER of all ppl (she is the epitome of famewhore sell out and no one I’ve talked to who met her have ANYTHING nice to say) and 2) He LIED about everything. He’s not any of the things we thought, made his reps look stupid and sold out to let himself be papped. WTF is that

anon

: Personally I’m wondering if she got him drunk, got him to agree to this to make the rumors look true, and that he was too wasted to care. This is NOT the guy we know and love. This is also coming from a mutual friend of his not just some fan. he never calls the media, like TMZ on himself. He’s a private, fairly normal dude, and that’s why I think DK set it up. To boost her American publicity and get noticed for work here. Sad, sick, and sketchy.

Anon: I’m definitely over reading about it Mod but I don’t understand how anything is gonna go back to the way it was anyway so I vote to keep it on the main blog. He’s a lying jerk and this is what we have to see now every day because how can we not if he’s seriously with her. I think I’m gonna have to quit being his fan altogether bc I can’t take her I don’t want to see her ridiculous face every single time he goes anywhere ~~mod~~ here the thing its an N blog, i dont have to post anything with her in it. im really good at cropping things out of pics.

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delicatebeauty · 3 years

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I'm finally cleaning up my room so I can make it a safe space for me to relax and not be bothered. It's a long time coming, but I had my whole apartment to use as my safe space until my friend got kicked out and needed a place to stay.

I love her, but her staying with me and my bf is really putting our friendship to the test. I just want to have a place she can't enter and bother me. I feel like I can't even be comfortable in my own home with her around. She is way too needy, emotional, she triggers my ED like crazy, I can't spend an evening alone without her insisting we spend time together.

When we weren't living together, things were great. But now, it's like I get to see all this ugly stuff about her and I can't just avoid it, because she's living with me. If I tell her I have a problem and it upsets her, I have no choice but to deal with it because she's living with me and she doesn't own a car, let alone have her license.

I'm trying my best for her so that she doesn't have to live on the streets but she's not a considerate person whatsoever. I just really want to be left alone. I don't know if I can do 2 more months of this.

#diary #personal

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missharmonyus-blog · 7 years

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Panic attacks...

What is it? I’ve always liked to think that I can do things by myself without too much help from others. Wrong. I tried for a long time to keep it a secret but slowly but surely, it was creeping into my life and making its presence known! I was about 23 when it first struck and boy did it show its ugly face in the worst possible situation… I was driving my then boyfriend’s car with him in the passenger seat back home from Kent after a relatively nice, but slightly stressful weekend seeing friends. We were on one of the major motorways in the outside lane when suddenly I had an overwhelming compulsion to stop! Yes, I did say stop and outside lane of a major motorway! Why? I couldn’t to this day explain, other than to say I was compelled to do so. By fear? I think so. Of what though, that is a fact that escapes me to this very day. I am being a little unfair withholding background details leading up to this life changing moment so let me expand. I had been with my b/f for a few years but he was a bit of a stress-head to say the least. We didn’t live together and he had no intention of popping the question anytime soon. He was in hindsight a very selfish man but I just ‘put up’ as I thought it was his job causing him the stress. I was always the calm, happy one making light out of every dark corner but what I hadn’t realised is that over the course of our 4 year relationship, he had started to control things and nit-pick, little things here and there but nevertheless, nit-pick. This was no more apparent than in the car! Every time I got into the driver’s seat, he would start, “It’s too cold, it’s too hot, when can we stop for a toilet break, watch that car! Jesus woman, where did you get your driving licence?” Just positive comments like that! :p This was slowly having a bit impact on me without me actually knowing it. He was unsupportive and unsympathetic to my feelings most of the time, but I had always carried on with it, never giving up and always remaining positive! (I can hear you shouting, “Why didn’t you just leave him?” And I can hear myself saying, like a Jeremy Kyle guest, “Because I loved him!” Yes, pathetic. All this built up tension and negativity had clearly reached boiling point, but instead of just walking away from him or questioning him, (by the way, both those options I tried later in our relationship but it was like arguing with a 3 year old), had exploded into that one single moment in the car! That one solitary dot on my lifeline changed my love and enjoyment of driving forever; fear, panic and anxiety have replaced it and it still haunts me today, 24 years on! So, there I was, outside lane of the motorway and I was stationary! When I write this, I realise just how scary that scenario really is, we are lucky to be alive! I felt terror – I was dizzy, my head felt fuzzy and my heart was about ready to burst right out of my chest and run off down the motorway screaming for air! My b/f was yelling at me to move, I tried and managed about 20 yards when I felt utter panic as I convinced myself we were about to crash and die, so I stopped yet again, still in the outside lane. I looked over at my bf in the vain hope of some comforting words, but he was mouthing something at me and his face wqas all contorted and I knew instantly that the words flying out of his mouth were anything BUT complimentary. I could feel tears streaming down my face as I recall him dragging; and I do mean dragging, me out of the driver’s seat and into the passenger side. He got into the driver’s side and immediately went from 0-100 in a nano second… There was a few moments respite and I relished it with open arms. The moment was not to last when, moments later, he started, “What a stupid, useless bitch you are!”.

Yes I heard that! His insults continued and were incessant all the way home to the M4. Boy was that a long journey. I said nothing. Shame, tears, sadness and confusion were abundant, all vying for my soul. Not once did he let up, so I went to bed and cried myself to sleep.

A few months passed and the incident faded into the background; I genuinely thought I was ok! One Saturday morning, I was driving, alone up the M4 and there had been a few roadworks going on. As I continued driving, singing to some banging tunage, I noticed that the hard shoulder had been closed off for normal traffic. Normally this would not have been a problem, however, this was not normal and I was not in a good place and so it happened once more. A blanket of doom was slowly being pulled up towards my head, heavier with every tug! How would I stop? Where would I stop? Ridiculous, right? However its how I felt and right at that point I wanted to escape; I felt scared, tearful and fearful of death! What the hell was this? Why was it happening to me again? The more cones I saw, the worse it became until the tears started and I desperately looked around, trying to get other driver’s attention, god knows why, but that’s what it felt like. I was hot yet shivering and I felt breathless and very alone. My heart was trying to escape again and I was fully convinced that it was actually going to! I couldn’t stop, the cones were relentless, taunting me with their pointy little tips. There was nowhere for me to go as the three lanes filled with oblivious drivers carelessly going about their journeys. This 10-15 minute drive was feeling more like 2 hours of hell on the way to the end of the world! In the back of my mind I knew this was not a rational response, but my state of panicked mind was clearly stronger and very persistent in showing me who was in control right now. As I reluctantly drove forward, constantly wanting to slam on my break, a miracle appeared in the form of a junction…… Do I take it and get off this highway to hell? Do I stay on here with the evil cones and trapped in my own private nightmare? Before I’d had a chance to think about it, I had indicated and was heading off the motorway and towards the roundabout. I drove almost on autopilot and stopped in a side road. I don’t even remember getting there, but somehow I did. I sobbed and sobbed trying to make sense of what had just happened. After about 20 minutes of crying, the tears seemed to disperse and I was left feeling numb but calm. This feeling I was much more comfortable with. It was as if tge tears haf released me from my prison of panic; and it enabled me to get myself bavk home with no further drama. From then I’m, every car journey my bf and I took together was an absolute nightmare. I had no choice but to drive because he thought it a good idea to ‘get bav K on the horse’ so to speak. He was right, but it wasn’t easy for me and with every journey it became worse and worse to the point that I could not go anywhere above 30mph. It felt ok at that speed, like we were safe. The relentless insults were still there but I just got on with it. After most journeys I cried and as usual, some of the stress would be carried away by such tears. About a year later, my friend and I were out shopping and she wanted to go to the top floor of the precinct. We stood outside the lift waiting for it to arrive just chatting away. I was calm, she had driven and things were not too bad. As the lift arrived, its doors opened to reveal hundreds of people crammed in like little sardines! I suddenly began to tremble with fright, my hands were numb, my breathing increasing and my head spinning. I was stuck to the spot unable to move and trying to catch my breath! Noticing my distress, my friend grabbed my arm, ‘we will take the stairs,’ she whispered sympathetically. This was a new level to the car panic that I had previously felt and it wasn’t welcome either. I managed to get through the rest of the day without anymore drama and my friend dropped me back at home. I had sat in her car as a passenger feeling a little envious Of her ability to drive with such ease and calmness; something I now found difficult and stressful and extremely upsetting. The months passed and summer turned to Autumn but things stayed the same. I was now stuck in this vicious circle of being moaned at during driving which made me not want to drive, which made him moan at me because I didn’t want to.do it etc etc etc… as Autumn turned to winter and bavk into spring and the episodes were yet to subside, I knew I had to take action. I hadn’t told a soul about my feelings or what was going on, mainly due to embarrassment I guess but I knew NEED TO FINISH IT OFF…

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