reintroducing myself!! ★彡

with a new year comes new goals and i am also no longer in high school so my old introduction requires an update 🫡 but hello hello

i'm ally, i love pink and i think looking at my studies in pink as well as sharing my notes online fill me with a lot of joy and thus the pink academia studyblr account was born

my goal is simply to get a grade average of 90+ for this year! and to also meet lots of very clever people and to engage with my community both online and irl

i recently made the realisation i was more extroverted than introverted, i just had a lot of social anxiety lol

i'm also currently studying a media/arts double degree and in my first year if thats any relevancy

yayy thats all have a cookie for making it this far 🍪 i look forward to reconnecting with others and seeing everyone else's posts once more

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Don't mind me here, just smile and giggle at these two dorks for a bit.

why is the snowy sheathbill post from my queue marked as mature

HI FRIENDS I LOVE YOU GUYS I LOVE MY FRIENDS :] 🩷

hi! just to double check-- you're still into fantasy high, yes? i'm currently looking for fh mutuals and you seem cool, so :]!! i'd love to talk!

brother i dont think a day will ever come where i am not into fantasy high -- i am for sure down to chat literally whenever !

saw you in my notifs now i’m standing at your front door like this

how are you pal ♥️

IM OPENING MY DOOR WIDE FOR YOU TO COME IN HELLO HELLO HOW ARE YOU SWEET LOVELY

I keep seeing nasty posts you reblog and I’m like,,,, I can’t take it,, it makes me insane so thank you

How has your day gone? Anything fun you’re doing or writing?

ILY BLOOMY

sometimes i wish i ran a poll blog or some important blog that gets a lot of asks because i love answering asks

anyways, after my wee escapade, i’ve decided i’m focusing on my friendships, bc i feel i’m neglecting them and also bc i miss them <3

Tag people you'd like to know better

i was tagged by @chogiwah 😙💕 thanks bestie

Last Song: Before the Dawn by Infinite

Currently Watching: Boss-dol Mart (i only just started last night bc ive been busy but its super fun i love it so far)

Currently Reading: Seize the Time by Bobby Seale (i mostly read non fiction so im boring lol but this is a great read esp if you need more knowledge of the black panthers which ofc more people do need)

Current Obsession: my sister is replaying Corpse Party for the first time in years since its spooky season and i havent thought about it since Corpse Party: Blood Drive came out (which was absolute garbage) so ive been thinking about all of it (the characters, the themes, how it could be improved, how i wish i could fight the creator bc hes such a creep (if you know the game and manga you know what im talking about), all that jazz)

tagging @littlesunshinedae @cxsmicmyeon @baldyeosang @chaelinsbitch @saintloey @his-mochi-cheeks @amaranth @queenrendezvous @jonginnation @colognedecigarette and ofc anyone else who wants to just say that i tagged you thats just who i thought of while im on break at work lol

Do you think Gun would be into flower arranging? Cause he has this vibe that he's a very talented artist. (Liker Mfer is too talented.)

Never thought of combining Gun with flower arrangements but I think the idea is very cute! Aside from counting money, spending money with Goo (you can't tell me that these two don't go shopping together), and ruining people's lives, I could see that possibly being a hobby of his. Or even something that he just happens to be good at because he is one talented mfer (he's so hot for that).

Being born into one of the most notorious and powerful yakuza clans, Gun was born into a life of crime and a lavish lifestyle. Back when he lived in Japan during his early teen years, Gun was always used to seeing each room having an intricately-made flower arrangement dead-center on every table. There weren't many things that Gun cared for in this world but he always appreciated floral arrangements and the thought and effort that go into it. And like the talented individual Gun is, it's no surprise that Gun was also gifted in arranging flowers.

It's not something that Gun gets to do often as he is already too busy with other things to prioritize. But whenever he does get the chance to do the aforementioned activity, he enjoys it. He'll even take classes if it means improving his skills and learning different techniques. Which is why Goo was surprised one day when Gun randomly brought a vase full of flowers into their apartment one day. Goo teased the overly serious man about it and jokes about how Gun is in love or his lover bought him flowers but the raven-haired man tuned out his blond coworker. Gun just wanted to put something nice to spruce up their rinky-dink apartment that they're currently staying in.

Or whenever Gun and Goo were on a vacation on an island, Gun would pick flowers from across the island and of course, arrange it into however he wanted after going through the trouble of finding all the flowers he wanted until he was satisfied.

Even Goo is surprised over how artistically inclined Gun is.

Another art for an art trade!! <3

i think ur soooooooo fun we dont talk as much as of late but i think youre gr8 always !!

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hiiiii just wanted to say i think you're really cool and you are so so right about nancy and ronance and byler and everything basically <3

(sinclairsmayfield)

hi?? i love you/your blog so much and i would like to say that you're so right about max and lucas and el and lumax and absolutely everything else!! <333

new emotion unlocked! total despair

😇

i feel alone and sad and i don't know what to do :(

oh anon im so so sorry

i do understand how you feel because that's something i struggle with too, and god knows it really sucks to be feeling like that. idk if i can give you any advice, but i want you to know that i care about you and that im here if you need someone to talk to or connect with

the holidays also aren't the kindest of time because there's such a fuss being made about gathering and celebrating, so i think it's important to recognize that and remember that feeling lonely doesn’t mean you’re a loser or that you're weak, it just means you’re human

i know this isn't a solution and that it may seem useless, but i think that before making any big plans on how to solve a problem we have to take care of our emotions, so try to do something that makes you happy, even if it seems silly: put on a show that you like, treat yourself to a food you enjoy but maybe don't eat often because that's not exactly healthy, wear some fancy clothes you feel good in even if you don't have to go out..... and then you can come talk to me about it!!! and we'll see if there are any next steps that we can take too

and if this isn't enough, please keep in mind that talking to a professional is always helpful. therapy helped me come out from one of the darkest period of my life and i often think about going back to it just to have someone to talk to, so there's no shame in that!!!

wherever you are, anon, im holding your hand tight and im here for you no matter what